+ABOUT:
Tsubaki is a 14 year old studying in IJ. Currently trying to have a social life without dropping anime. She loves strawberries and is constantly getting into trouble.

+WISH LIST:
Tokyo Babylon Postcards
Clamp in Wonderland 2
A LIFE..............
Copic Markers
Yami no Matsuei DVD set

+In:
Under One Meifu
Leareth

+Email:
Reiya/ Tsubaki

*Archives
*Pitas



Exam Stuff
Really really sorry....Life has been hetic these days. My exams are coming up and I WANT to do well. Finished Lit CA on Monday and CME exam as well....Trying a new sort of art I don't usually do. Abstract-y and gothic. Very fun. :P Usually invloves roses, repeated futuristic patterns and victorian motifs along with straight lines and dot-sparkle. Effect is quite cool and punk-ish. So far, I did 4 persons discluding myself. I think I'll combine the graffiti squiggles with it too. Just to try.


Anyways, I okay. Just sulky and more tempremental than usual. Vanessa can drive me nuts. So far, the only poeple who can do that is my sis, my brother and Elsa. Very little gets me angry.Anyways, anyone who nicknames me blah instead of blah blah WILL DIE. I don't like to shorten people's names and I don't like people who do it either. And I am NOT Goku. I mean, I'm cosplaying, but it doesn't mean that I am that person. If Goku gets failing for every subject, am I supposed to fail too? Even Stephy fails right? And she's supposed to be Hakkai. So don't crap me okay????? I don't hate you, but you do get on my nerves sometimes. Even I behave better.


People, if I act weird for the next few weeks, I'm really sorry. Cause of the exams and stress, so if I say stuff that I don't mean, very very x 100 sorry. But I'll be alright oncve the garbage is all over.

Of Weirdo-logy
*blink* Saa...........Christmas is coming soon! I know what to get for most people already and everyone else choclates and candy. Just had Lit CA a minute ago. I feel Brain dead. Went swimming on Sunday and now I feel soooooooooo sore! Why swmming? Cause it's relatively un-sweaty and doesn't require much talent. BuT I

News In Brief......................
It has come to a point that I can't listen to the radio without hearing political overtures. Usually I don't listen and think HAPPY THOUGHTS. But ARRRGGHHH! Lemme see, started with Bush poking his fat nose on the Arafat/Ariel Sharon affairs and went on and on about peace talks which didn't really help. Next came French ministers fighting against each other aka Chirac and co. or Lefties and Righties. Then Afghanistan started the Sept 11 thing. It sort of makes me wonder if Mr Bush didn't purposely get himself into trouble. Now we have commeration 24hrs a day and US embassies closed. ARRGGHHH! Next will be Japan's PM Koizumi to visitt North Korea and Bush's war on Iraq and stuff. Somehow, he doesn't seem to give a damn on Kashmir and Russia. Aka India and Chenchas.......


I can't even flip the newspapers now withnow _HUGE)_ messages from different companies to US Embassies in S'pore. They have masses and memorials and donations what more do they want????? No one seems to wonder why the Earth Summit at Africa didn't help the straving and dying in Africa....Or realise that idiotic leaders come screaming for Talinban-ism. Kelantan in M'sia is currently being governed by some Taliban-istic twit and no one's going anything.......Alright! I'm fed up with all this garbage! Shake hands and smile damnit! To be excat, Mr Bush, what is not your business don't bother and save your country first. You have bankruptcies and bad accounting yet you must just must start a war on Iraq!!!! What the hell are you thinking?????? Aren't you asking for trouble???? Don't wanna Sept 11 again so mind your damm! business...


That feels...So good now....*phew* Got everything out thank GOD!*

.............undeniability......................
I'm beginning to wonder how excatly I choose the titles. Cause the sonnection to the entry is so weird...Anyways, back to the inane point of my life. ><;;;


Woke up a 10.30 am this morning!!!!!!!!!!!!I'm SO- HAPPY! It's like one in a million times I actually can sleep in...XD Cause I'm the type to sleep late and wake up later. urkkss :)...Decided no to go for the ELDDS thing cause I'm not techically a member and might not get the CCA points. Not to mention exams as well...^^.


Played the comp and learnt that a) Claude is an idiot b) Bunny can grovel c) Claude is not an idiot. Well,....I'm not making sense right? See, Claude was supposed to go as Homura for Saiyuki cosplay 2003 and then quit, leaving a message that Sheep [the guy after me and Stephy ^^;;;;;;;;;;;;] had a Saiyuki team too! BAKA! With the help of a grovelling threating Bunny and a insane irc conversation involing broken limbs and KFC'Boys we managed to get him back. Thank GOD! *prays fervently*


I'm beginning to think that Goyjo and Stephy are really A couple...........Goyjo is actually Vannessa but she doesn't have a nick, so I'm sticking to that. Anyways, they've been going FOOK ME! Until Sanzo lost his patience and shouted GLADLY! And whacked them. Go me. Then Sanzo bonked me again and again and again, grinning like an insane terwep. Why? Cause I'm apparently bonkable. *dryly* That's a talent which I never knew I had....

...........Fanart, ask now and get some.
Okay.....Exams are really coming...I FEEL so DEAD...*mindnumbed* Anyways, amazingly enough, I produced 6 Saiyuki fanarts [pays off to have the book], 2 Zetsuai/Bronze ones [chibified] and a couple of OC as well as Weiss art [ARRGH!] Personally, Weiss is the hardest to me. Generally I do either Clamp or Yami no Matsuei stuff. Occasionally take stuff like Fish In the Trap and other shoujo/bish charas. Can't do seme-scary very well though but a passable Seishirou and a pretty okay Muraki. :smiles merrily: Having a joke in private is fun...And just learnt to use irc and icq. If only I knew the UWAnime irc add. But they most likely don't want me to annoy them more.


Had an offer to join the school debating team, I'm not really sure about joining and kinda thinking right now. It's not often a teacher comes to you directly. Forced/Coerced Claude to join. Many thanks to Bunny/ Barney. LOL......


I'm not really sure whether Leareth will accept any fanart from me anymore so apparently, I have another offer to do a dojinshi. If I do a dojin, I won't have time for anyone else and Leareth doesn't seem interested. Nevermind. Maya-san since you do Saiyuki fanfiction, do you want me to draw for you? I fairly okay.


Okay. Have to go now. BYE!


........................STEPHY!!!!!!! DIE!
............Today is Friday the 13....Not my day! :makes face: Hakkai aka Stephy is doing her blog and sitting _right_next_to_me_:ORO!: .............BAKA! I'm not Sanzo's pet! :denial denail: If you wnat to see it, it's at www.liquid2k.com/kdash right. I'm supposed to hate her. AND STOP GIGGLING! :looks huffy: not fair!


Scored 28.5/30 for Science and 21/25 for Lit. It's not bad, but I know I can do better. Which makes me really tempremental today. I KNOW I can do it and the istakes I made were stupid simple ones. Shoot.


Woke up a 6am today. ARRGGHH! And school starts at 7.15. Usually I arrive arrive at 7 or on the dot but today!.....6.15 am. Not to mention, certain people were screaming "FOOK ME! down the corridors, right infront of the HOD office! NUTS! CRAZY! SENSELESS! !!!!!!!!!! And the tecaher was watching too...This a time to remember that Kamikaze pilots existed and there were peoplewho were at Sept11. fook me. It's a parasite by the way..


Talking about Sept 11, I managed to have a pretty okay one. I didn't check the papers or listen to news. But I did check BBC. Not bad, at least they didn't sound like salesmen trying sell horrors. Thank God. [Oh God!]. But at least on one was saying too much or too little.....


I'm itching to try my hand at Saiyuki fanart by the way....Borrowed the book from Stephy and I'm pretty happy.

..............LALALALAL~~~~~
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYY!!!!!!! UWANIME BBS is back!!!! :heart heart: Soo funny ne... People there are so nice and weird...


It seems that the Saiyuki team is officalized. Good. Except that I need to be kawaii and uke again...Thank God I'm not doing yaoi. [It's really degrading to be uke for a person younger than you, now I know excatly how Youji feels :)]. Anywyas, life's okay....If not monotonous. No not really mono, but definately anticipating....It's like I can't wait! CAN'T WAIT!


So Leareth is coming to S'pore................Actually I have no idea how I'm going to recongnize her. For one thing they are 3 Clamp X teams this year and 2 Tokyo Babylons. They is only ONE! YnoM team this year.......And everyone knows that. Very bad position. Not to mention my sis is going to be there as well as it's the first time so many of us from IJ are going. Scary............And 50% of the newbies are in my team. :blink blink: Poor me. Yup! Self pity! The joy of worrying and also the bane of humanity....Darn! I sound like a pompous professor......


So yea.....I dunno what to sing at th end of the year. I'm not blessed with a low sexy vioce and sing soprano. [YAY! I'm going for practices on Thurs at 8 pm] But unfortunately, most anime guys sing low. So low..It's dragging it's feet on the floor........And if I sing fruits candy, my uke status will be forever emlazoned. :looks with distaste: No way! Maybe I'll drag someone who can sing with me Kimi no Sumu Machikado......Hopefully my sis.

Notice about Site and Leareth....in other words READ IT!
Okay....I've been thinking after a amzing long time I've come to some conclusions. This site was originally a sort of shrine to Leareth...It ISN'T ANYMORE! So if you're looking for Leareth fanfiction, fanart and stuff. Don't look for me or email me. I just want to say that I'm saying this with no regret and I will understand if she dislikes me in the future. Whatever. I have a life to led and it's no use wasting it away if the person doesn't return it. Whatever. I don't even know her and maybe I'm just infatutaed with an illusion of her. Whatever. I'm fatalistically tired. Just leave me in peace. And people can stop poking fun at me and Leareth already. It's not nice. And sis, if you're reading this, drop your plan. And I MEAN it. Righto, that's done. Next matter please.


Sheep, I don't get you and I think I never will. It's okay if you're angry at me , fine, I'll deal with that. But it's not right to accuse a person or persons over the irc without asking. Generally speaking, if you say we're acting childish, you're doing worse. Right, I've said it. But what you are doing is without justification, and I'm quite hurt and angry. For God's sake! Say it to me and not wash dirty linen in public! We have already said sorry or A-POLO-GIZED! Okay....I'm not saying anymore, I have a life to lead....


This matter is also tied to cosplay. It's supposed to be fun and enjoyable. What you are doing is putting people off and as much as I hate to say it, you're making the cosplayers leave. After a couple of my friends heard what was happening they decided to quit, no only that, your threats to beat me up, is taken very seriously by me. If you EVER DRIVE over the edge, it's not a pretty sight. So don't push it, I might seem cute and small but please respect the fact that some people react differently to situations. Okay? Good. I need to study...


This might be the last post for a long time... My Finals are coming soon and I desperately need to study...I want to be a Plastic Surgeon when I grow up...So I need at least a few A*s and stuff...Please understand. If anime or cosplay ever causes me trouble, I'll be ready to ditch it. Please understand, it's not that I'm not crazy over it or anything, but I need self-survival in first place. Life ain't a party all the time and I can be serious when I need it, soo....please understand. Thank you to all.

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BANANA!

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BANANNA???? I'm ALLERGIC to it!!!!! :runs away:


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I have something to say about this one....Pheonix me? Mostly chicken I guess. But no KFC...


You are the most universal mythical beast ever. Sightings of the unicorn have been reported from all over the world, even in these modern times. Unicorns are pure and incurruptible. In China, unicorns symbolised gentleness, good will, and wisdom. Christianity links the unicorn with Christ. It is said that unicorns would only allow virgin girls to see them, let alone touch them. They were easily lured into fatal ambushes by a virgin with some potchers waiting for the unicorn in nearby bushes. A unicorn's horn was a highly prised possesion, which was reputed to have great healing capabilities. With the touch of its horn, a unicorn could bring back a person who had been dead for several hours. But when disattached from the unicorn's body, the magic was suggnificantly reduced and could only protect against poison. The unicorn had the body of a horse, a unique spirling horn, and a lion's tail. They were pure white in color. Congradulations, you are a rarity amoung mythical beasts. There aren't enough of people like you in the world.
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Cya!!!! Bye!!!

Stray Cats Strut!!!!! Gettitt NOW!
I'm listening to Stray Cats Strut...It's a really good song! It's old-fashioned with a casanova streak in it. It's practically perfect for making music vids.For Yohji Kodou or Schuldig!!!! Waa~~~ I lovvee it!! I mean like perfect perfect...Puuurrrrrrrrrfect! Lalala~la....If you want it, I'll put it up in Myplay.com. Password: 12345678 email :sumeragi_@hotmail.com or go to Phoe-chan's at http://phoenix.cyril.com/index5.html


Other stuff I have in my player at the moment:

Dido- Hunter......It's good. Really Good. I heard it over the radio once and got hooked. Me = Music Addict

Disney- Little Mermaid- Kiss The Girl.......I like it. It sounds nice and has a good beat. Sounds velvety too. Yup, crabs CAN sing

Sade- Smooth Operator......Yummy song! Really fits Sei-chan though....Yup, he's a smooth operator alright. But SO?

Chrono Cross- Star Stealing Girl....Very sappy ad nostalgic sort of style. Love the saxaphone though. I like to blast it over my speakers at high cause it's the surround you sort of music. My sis got it for me and it's really nice of her cause whenever I played Chrono Cross I would pause just to hear it....I think this song fits Dream of the Endless very well....Just listen to it. It's a BGM though.

Gravitation- Super DRIVE!.....It's an ultimate perker. I sing it everytime I feel unhappy cause it's soo soo....HAPPY! Then you'll start singing along the corridors "ne no KATKETE no KAKETE!"...ugh.. It drives those undevoted away though...

Daisuke- Hearts,....This one is mainly cause Stephy wanted me to sing alog for next year's cosplay. So I'm testing it out...It's not bad.. but not kawaii enough for me to sing.

Seishirou Sakurazuka- Kimi no Sumu Machikado.....I'm singing it this year at Cosplay. Wish me luck! I'm singing a duet problarly....with Bunny/Byakko.


Anyways, I was thinking of cosplaying CCS this year,...not THAT way. What if Tsuzuki watched anime and cosplayed as CCS??????? It'll be Tsubaki= Tsuzuki= CCS....Muwuhahhahah...Maybe. I was chatting over it with Stephy. Very likely though......


Love

Tsubaki

Why Not to be Uke..........................
Here is an example why you shouldn't be uke. It happened on last Friday during Teacher's Day celeberations. Bunny=Sanzo Vanessa=Goyjo Stephy=Hakkai Tsubaki= Goku. All events happened and should not be discussed in public...


In the Liberary.

Elaine: Oiya, Tsu-chan have you seen Stephy and her 2 wives?

Tsubaki: *blink blink* ? 2 wives?

Elaine: *giggles* They're feeding her with food and drink....

Tsubaki:.......*sweatdrop* This I gotta see..Cya! *runs out of the libarary*



On the Steps

Tsubaki: BOO! :leapts out of neverland:

....................*sweatdrop* Hiya, Tsubaki.....

Tsubaki: Wazzup? *does the Weiss/Omi action in book 2*

Bunny; D'you wnat to do Saiyuki next year?

Tsubaki:? so fast? that's next year...

Bunny conviently reads out who's who.

Tsubaki; NANI?????????????Why ami I playing chibi again?????????????????

Bunny: That's cause you're short, genki, still retain babyfat and jumps around trying to get free lunchs from people.

Tsubaki:............................

Bunny: Stephy and I will be doing Hakkai/Sanzo yaoi...

Tsubaki:Methinks it's a bad idea...That means that I will be with...*urk!help!* Vanessa? :fallsover: Or Eric? :turns pale: And be Your PET???????????? NO WAY! I'm ytour sempai your kafe's SAKE! SEMPAI! Whaddya hell....at this point tsubaki should have the sense to runaway but noooooo...

Stephy: Calm down tsubaki-chan.....Just try for a while. It's pretty easy, just say I'm hungry all the time

Tsubaki: I'm Hungry?....:might not be that bad...afterall, Bunny owes me lunch: Okies.

Tsubaki: I'M HUNGRY!!! good enough?

...............:general sweatdrops:the whole school can hear..wow.

Bunny: *resumes to self* It's haraeta. Not I'm hungry.

Tsubaki: hanaeta?

Minna: ha-ra-eta....

Tsubaki: 8blink* Okay, HA-RA-ETA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

heads turn...the whole school from 1-4 can hear and the teacher stare in shock. Seconds later, everything resumes

Minna:.........Wow! *shock* Amazing....

Tsubaki gets the hand of it: HaraetaHaraetaHaraeta...HA-RA-ETA!

BONK!N

Singnboard: SANZO IS MEAN!.....

Tsubaki: HA-RA-ETA!...revenge..

Tsubaki: EEPPPP! sees Sanzo's fan and starts running away

*BONK*BONK*BONK*BONK*

Tsubaki: NAN-I???? It HURTS!!!!

Signboard: UTTER HUMILATION.

Tsubaki: The whole school saw that y'know!!! How am I going to face tham???? BAKA!

Bunny:...............*cold hearted monk face* SO?

Signboard: ULTIMATE PUTDOWN.

Tsubaki: *falls over* not worth talking too ne....

Bunny: Baka zaru.....*bonk*

Tsubaki: *rubs head* Buy me lunch....*whines*


So our merry party proceeds to go for lunch and many bonks and whines pepper throuhout the journey.


Bunny: Oiya, Goyjo. Go buy some beer.

Tsubaki: YOU PROMISED LUNCH! *sticks hand out* PAY UP!

Bunny:....*sigh* the people I put up with....Here $1.20.

Tsubaki: Miser........

Comes back with mashed potatoes, chicken, curry and all stacked over rice.

Minna: 0_o...........

Bunny: That's worth $1.80 not $1.20....How'dyou get so much?

Tsubaki: *happy smile* The lady gave me extra cause she thoughI was broke and cute! Yay!! :heart heart:

Bunny:........notfair......

Tsubaki: What's that stuff? Can I have some??

Goyjo: Little kiddies don't drink beer.

Tsubaki: HEY!...I'm no kid....I'm 500 friggin years old!!!

Bunny: SO?

Bunny: Just give her some...but...:glug glug glug: dont finish :glug slurp: all............

Tsubaki: It's YUMMY! Can I have more????

Bunny: *glare* You. Finished. All. The. Beer.....KOROSU!*points gun*

Tsubaki: *runs behind hakkai*Help! Sanzo is a Mean-ie.....!

Hakkai: There's one more bottle left...

*eyes turn* Everyone looks at that last bottle..

Signboard: ULTIMATE SHOWDOWN! SANZO vs GOKU!

Sanzo/Goku: MINE! *take at the same time*


And so a fight ensues...With beer split and angry curses.It ends off with a sticky and wet sempai and a even sticker and wetter kohai. No more left.


Both: NAN-I????????????

And so the finger pinting continues as Hakkai and Goyjo drags them towards the concourse.


Hakkai: Let's do Schrawz in 2004.

Hakkai: I'll do Crawford since I already have the suit.

Bunny: I'll do Schu and Tsubaki can do Nagi....

Tsubaki: Matte yo! Why am I always chibi and conviently uke?

Bunny: Just look at you, you're chibi-ish and a perfect uke. You whine enough, change temprement enough and you'll never pass off as a guy. In fact, you like ribons and lace!


Minna: UKE!UKE!UKE!....


And this continues for the whole day......Poor me...

Holidays!!! Yay~
It's school holidays ne.....Happy! Not really....I'm sick :cough: and tired :wheeze:....It's THAT time of the year again.:sniffs: I'm also getting sick, seasonally. 4 times a frick'in year. :sneezes: I've been having it for 4 years since 1998...:uhhhh...feel bad:


Anyways, just found out that someone is angry at me. The rational part of me goes like, "okay, so?" but more of me is going like "NOOOOOOOO!!!~" You see, I have the strange fear of making people angry at me, or even irritated. Especailly if it has something to do with "like". Anywyas, the guy named "sheep" is mad at me cause I did something wrong or so he says. I'm pretty easy as you please and I don't usually gat angry but I get hurt easily by what people say or do. I care too much. I've never had someone angry at me before....Not once. Unless the person has did something wrong or I know why she/he doesn'y like me eg. Elsa, cause she's jealous. but not hate because I'm cute and cuddly. Sheep says it's evil to see anyone over 12 behave like a 6 year old....He doesn't like Stephy either. I don't like it when people get angry with me. I'm stuck. For the first time in my life. That someone really doesn't like me.


Anyways, despite the fact that my ears are blocked, nose is stick and throat is sore, I'm kinda okay now. Just very very very very very tired and sad over that incident. On a better note, I jsut realized that my sis's Bday is the SAME as EIRI YUKI'SSSS!!!! Almost makes you realize that's why she's co.ld, fierce and an-ger-y most of the time with a cap A. otta go bye!


Can't sleep............

Dreams are my reality....The only fantasy

Wee! I took the Shounen or Shoujo test, created by

I'm HAPPY! As in really HAPPY HAPPY! I just finished watching Lilo and Stich and it was soooo sweet. I cried when they parted.....:sigh:"Ohana that's family, never left behind or forgotten". Kawaii desu! I'm nuts I know.

I found a box today. It's really weird cause I found it by accident. It's sorta purple, with fake gemstones glued unevenly with super glue and pits of paper of old yellow magazines and weird decorative origami ones with sponge patterns squashed all over and tied with a perfectly horrendeos orange bow. I found paper scraps inside. Short sketches of people, pictures and voices. Yes, vioces. It's cassetes actually of people saying funny things and stories that I made up to entertain my self cause I didn't like writing. I still don't . I'm a storyteller, not a writer. I draw but I don't paint. Some of the stories were young-ish with fairy mermaids and even one inspired by the Circus. It was in Las Vegas I remember, Cirque du Soliel was having a performnace but I didn't watch. I remember seing the title, Mistique or something like that,it was decorated in blue and gold. Later, I though of Mermaids, later it became my mermaid story of shape changers and a stolen harp. I've never watched it but the title was a story by itself. I'll rather tell it then write it, but I don't mind writing it if someone really wants it.


But some were really freaky. The scariest was a story I told to myself :Eeeeep!: about mirror worlds and walls, about this girl who was trapped between the walls and inside a mirror world that she couldn't get out. There was a monster there that came after these freaky bells ringing and he was wearing a long black cape like velvet and he had no eyes instead he had sppons to dig people's eyes out, esp, children's. It really freaked me out and it still does. It's rather scary to hear your 7 year old self speaking through a rusty mike about it. I even have a collage of how the in between world looks like. But no monster pics. I remember crying every night for 2 weeks after inventing this story, I couldn't slepp without my mother and I always put a blanket next to me, near the wall to protect myself, and I never look at mirrors at night. You know something funny? I still do that. Fears stays where memoray has forgotten.


I have happy stuff of course. Funky victorian mysteries with princesses murdering their princes :inspired by Bluebread I think:, golden lands of a city I named Solaris in the world of Minuwar who spoke a tongue od Ekildor. The peoples were of Mysteres :mixed races:, Kahduwa :dragons, I think:, who spoke Kahoons and was driven by Kazuhikils who were known in shortened terms as Kakels. I had bady guys like Mindinques :clowns gone wrong, I drew them as a cross between a Paladin and a Harlequin:, the Ashqwus :tribe savages:, Talamikanians of Talaq who were magicians and deamons called er....:remembesr: Udruk, Xezkons and Mordke. :unpronouncables but still fun: I had angels of Assurian, Nuawe and Salissik. And they lived in 3 worls I think. EarthSea also known as Miiridin, angelland, not really heaven but close, Miriwanna and Underworld called Urkudinikque. It ran all the way up till I discovered anime.
I never forgot the charaecters though.....Lovely heartbroken Railiya. Tied and tormented Prince Alexanros, fairy sprite Riel, fallen angel Kyllis, dememted and evil yet misunderstood Kiel and seductive and unfortunately outsmarted herself, Queen Lakishira. Gods of each race, notably Nwu, who was an it and was god of skye and creation. I still love Railiya or Raylia still. She was what I wanted to be, the girl in the mirror, the other me, the princess, the happily ever afters....I drew her before too. Long dark hair, creepy happy demented smile, and purple pink eyes. I remember that she wasn't human but a Mystere I've never really seperated the stories, I dunked them whenever I felt like it and had the most creative methods of helping plothole by a creation of mine called "Pocket Dimension,. They could be carried around and a person could jump from time to time, space to space like a tesseract. A tesseract is a fifth dimansion I suppose. It works like a string being folded until infintetismal.

I really created a world you know. I had languages, peoples, religons and even trade realtions, racial discrimations, gods and most of all, I loved them. That was my favoruite story. Some of them still exist. Raylia or Railiya, Kiel, :I have a soft spot for misunderstood people: the Hunter or Keeper of Gates and Ways :I never gave a name but he stayed, people called him the Miaen:

I know this is a long and useless post, but I don't forget them. I don't want to either. You don't forget them cause they're you. nd if you forget, you lose yourself.I know I wanted to finish the post on USD but I'm dreamy today. I don't owe anyone anything............Poor Kiel....After so long he still didn't know that what he wanted was right in front of him. Angsting for nothing...:sighs:


Love of all, fogotten or remembered


Kadihel :bows: Good night!
Tsubaki

Uke Denial Sydrome or USD
Hiya!! Apparently I'm here to intoduce the symptoms and diagnosis for USD. If you're like me, who scores Subaru, Omi, Kamui, or any angsty uke chara all the time. Let me tell you, YOU ARE NOT ALONE!. Ever felt that you were being bullied for your ever increasing chibi-ness? Or your shrinking height? Don't worry! Theree are many other ukes who are willing to help you!


Like me! Cheer up!

....................................................ABCDEFGHIJK [You know the rest]
.............I'm borrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeddddddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


:whines: Good news: I'VE GOTTEN 14/15 FOR HISTORY CA2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yayayayyayayyayayayyayay!!!!!!Now I can PLAY PLAY PLAY!!!!!!! Not really, but it's the thought that counts.


Anyways, tomorrow is Muraki's Bday, so I'm baking Purple cookies. It's really purple. As in bright purple, fun ne??Apparently Leareth email me and said that I was voted Scariest Person on the BBS or something like that.....:peers at reflection: Am I that scary? I mean I have normal looks and look really like a kid and have a Uke Denial Sydrome aka UDS but I'm pretty normal.


I study, have friends, sleep during History :strange that I actually scored that high:, eat during class, bully the Chinese teacher, get scolded for not doing Trig/Maths homework. I get grounded on Sats and Suns, banned from the home comp on Weekdays, listen to music, read, draw and other stuff. I absolutely LOOOOVVVVVEE shopping as much as I like anime....:As far as I know, learning art helps cordinate your clothes: Errmm........And I like starwberry Laksa, roti prata and anything they sell at hawker stalls or kopitiams.


I know I'm a bit on the off side but I'm still kinda normal. Or at least fairly. Anyways, I can't go for the 15 Sept Cosplay at NTUC, stephy......I don't think you're going too ne?


I've got tuition homework to finish so I must go now........:Arrgghhh!!!!: Cya.


Tsubaki

Yayayayayayayayayayaya-------Aya
My sister chose a name for herself :tries to keep a straight face: Aya Tsukiko Weiss anyone?


Anyways, here's Stephy's aka Toraneko's page www.liquid2k.com/kdash for some reason, the linking doesn't work. Bakabakabaka...sounds like bakcalva actaully. XD. I'm borrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeedddddddd........:wails: Need company! Or maybe cause it's raing and I'm getting freaked out and I don't like studying when it's raining and want to sleep. Gosh! How many conjunctions did I use???????? :yawns:


Anyways, my teacher is freaking me out. As in really freaking me out. For one thing, her dress sense is absolutely horrendeos. She wears a cheongsam to school with super high slits where you can see all the cellitue dripping from her thighs, and in those garish colours like RED! GOLD! and other ang bao colours......EEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Plus rher lipstick is the colour of dead fish eyeballs and her lips are soooooo big that we call her the GOLDFISH!.........Uhh...Bad dress sense....Need magazine...


So I'm spewing stuff on my teacher. So? On to a nicer point, I've done my duty to God and finished all my assignments. Yay! I'm actually kinda happy now......


Yesteraday yesterday or the day before yesterday, I went out with Bunny and Toraneko. Bought food colouring and stuff.Dyed the whole house's water supply purple. Later, I was so bored that I poured the food colouring on my eyes Yup, for 30 seconds, I saw a violet coloured world. Weeell..........It was non-toxic.


Had a mini class party today, ate lots of junk at around 7.30 am. I'm sure some dietican will scream and rant but hey! :shrugs: It was damn fun! Learned that cookies taste good with with coke too. Yayayayayay--------SUGAR HIGH!!!!!!!!


It's around 3pm now and I haven't eaten yet...HUNGERY! FOOD!....Ne...A starving Tsubaki. For some reason. I can't stop thinking of pizza and noodles and laksa...:wepts: Hungry ne........
I'm being bad cause I'm skipping Guides today. I just can't bear to see those poor Sec1s aka Juniors to start marching in the hot sun...Meanie people. So I'm skipping ne...


Might as well do more quizzes since I have the time.



What type of Bishounen are you? Find out at artificial-soul.net by Rin.



Toraneko. And. I. Whyyyyyyy!!!?????? Do we keep on getting the same results!!!!!!! She took this test and got THE SAME AS ME!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOO~~~Not innocent repeat. Warning: Tsubaki is currently in denial with her uke genes so please forgive her. SEME!!!!!!! I want to be Sexy too!!!!!!!!!!! Kawaii-ness is hell......



You're Sumeragi Subaru!
Angst, betrayal, and perhaps large floating sakura petals seem to follow you everywhere. And yet, through all the psychological anguish that characterizes your life, you still manage to be so much prettier than everyone else. Don't trust tall, dark and handsome men in sunglasses, no matter how sexy they may be.
Which Dragon of Heaven are you?
Quiz by Kerianne




I'm going to make a weird rude comment her so don't mind me :smiles sweetly: Toraneko and I have this weird insane inane stupid problem of being uke-ish all the time. For instance, her result was kamui and I was only a _bit_ better off as Subaru. For one thing, I don't like him. For another thing, he irritates me. He's also angsty unhyeractive and annoying.I have a feeling that this test is wrong. I'm supposed to get Sorata Stephy is supposed to get Nekoi. So Frick it!!!!!!!!!


Feeling weirded out suddenly. Note ;the time now is about 4pm. So it means that I take that long to write a blog? And I'm HUNGRY!!!!!!! :wails: Still hasn't eaten anything yet....I've got the absolute craving to eat Laksa.....I'm nuts I know. Anyways, I feeling kinda duh. :Is there such a feeling?: Finished drawing a yaoi picture of my Lit text my scribbling Raleigh and Stanhope's embrace all over the page. It's called Journey's End Btw. And I have to study it for exams. Supposed to be boring, but I can't help liking it.Ciao. I think I'll go and find some food...............


Love

Tsubaki

Quizzes!


Which Fruits Basket Character are you?



....................Yup! I'm on a fruits basket high. So what are ya gonna do?



The final book of Narnia, you're a sometimes disturbing story about the end of the world and the beginning of a new one. Your characters include an evil monkey, a misguided donkey, stubborn dwarves and all the human characters from the previous books. You manage to be heartbreaking and beautiful at once.

Find out which Chronicles of Narnia book you are.



For some reason, I've never liked the series and the only one I've ever READ is the first one. Wish that someone would tell me the stroy now though.



Which Saiyuki character would sleep with you?

...........I have absolutely NO COMMENTS! :what was I thinking!!??: Baka bunny, bad influence on poor Tsubaki.



Are you a Seme or Uke?
NO COMMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :runs away crying:



Take the Rurouni Kenshin Quiz by xceres.

Spicy Marmalade and other curries...........
The title comes from the fact that listening to too much Gravitation is a)not good for you b)Starts you singing c)gets you into trouble and d)all of the above....


Finally decied what to give Serene aka Muraki for her Bday. Purpl choco cookies. Yup Purple! cookies. Dunno what's it with me and presents though....I like giving but I don't really care about recieving and it's not the though that counts but the plain fun of it!


I'm supposed to study now but I can't be bothered. I'm sick of scoring very ABC anyway.Maybe I'll go get a slsuhie to perk me up! Yea!


Been reading Astrology, dream interpretion, tarot and I-Ching lately. I can do Palmistry too.....Apparently I have an unhealthy obession with foresight and furture. At least my predictions are fairly accurate. :smiles thoughtfully: I-Ching was really intresting too, it's like a combination of sanskirt and numerology. Fun. Practised Onmyoujitsu too. For some strange reason, people don't believe that it can actaully be done....But it CAN!. So far, I've studied Onmyoujitsu, numerology, astrology, aura reading, colourology, I-Ching, tarot, Palmistry, paper/enatil prediction, face/people redaing and the funniest was ESP. ESP didn't work really well since I needed to practise on someone but in the end me and my sis can fairly understand each other. Fun ne?


Anyways, I've nearly finished reading the whole set of works. Boring but quite interesting. Boring as in the style he writes, interesting as in ideas about fasicim and anarchy. Bleh.Got History test tomoorw bye!

Loooonngggg Weekend.
Actually I have a lot of things to say....But I'm still quite tired and I haven't finished a stack of Maths HW so I'm going write it in note form.


Saturday

7 am -11am. Went for the Science course at Botanical Gardens. Found out that the Guttiferae is the uglyest tree I've ever seen. Walked 4.6 km and figured out that was the size of only half! the park. Picked saga seeds [red kind] chatted with friends, got ripped off from the sherbet vendor. Bus came late and arrived back to school late too.


11.15am-5.30pm. Came back to school. Helped set up the stage fro Girl Guides. Passed my brownies to Generieve. Ate 2 while waiting. [Yup! I cook for my school]. Found Stephy. Changed and skipped school to go for Youthop!a. Cosplayed. Met Earthsea. Played as Kazuhiko [Clover] and later went as Watari [YnoM] cause everyone said I was too genki. Glomped Senna who went OC but looked like Kamui. Drove Wizard [AL] crazy went I satrted playing with his P1 P2 boards. Ate lunch with Earthsea and co at Long John's. Saw the first half of the cosplay competition.Kheldar FINALLY! came dresed as no one and finally became Rikudo. Discussed the finer points of Saiyuki.

Bleh......................
For some reason, I can't copy and paste the source. Which is a pity cause I got this pix from my YnoM music disc. I'm not happy today. And I'm kinda tired. Rest now, talk on Monday.......I'll email minna back tomorrow too. Lemme sleep.