Etoooooooooooo..................
Feelings sick and tired. My mother's chicken soup really rocks though and so far so good....

Ick. My Physics teacher is the most boring, mundane and annoying one I've ever met. I LIKE Physics but this makes me wants to crawl under the table and sleep. Chemistry wasn't too bad, usually I doodle during class and for the first time, it was actually fun. Most of my other teachers were great though, especially my Lit teacher, cause she's the one who appealed for me to be put into where I am now, I really owe her quite alot.

Watched Tokyo Babylon OVA and Yami no Matsuei. I swear, Seishirou only gains a proper dress sense in X and Muraki looks great when he's hovering near Tsuzuki. *drools fangirlishly* KAWAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII~!!!!!!!

I've nearly finished filling up my portfolio for CAP or Creative Arts Programme. Honestly, it ain't much of a big deal to me but I'll go anyways. *shrugs* Just looking for some fun. I spent 1 frickiin morning looking for any of my fics that could stand-alone, has as little yaoi as possible and could be used. UUuuughhh.....I didn't know that it was THAT hard...Oh well.

But of course, this leads to a new delimma. WHAT MUST I DO?????????????. All the stuff happens in June and I have only one of me. Lemme list them for you:

1. Leareth is coming to S'pore. If I don't see her, I'll regret it for life.

2. School Trip for all Lit classes to UK for 2 weeks.

3.Miyuki Red White Kohaku. I wanna go! *planning to sing Yuzuuai or Yakusoku*

4.Church Confirmation camp.

5Girl Guides camp.

6.Trip to China with my dad.

7. If I do get in, Creative Arts programme.

So yeah, 7 things over One MONTH!. What am I going to do? I don't feel like choosing cause all of them are great. Ekkk....

By the way, Bunny wanna cosplay Leareth? Then I'll go as Vanyel.

Tsubaki

By Kafe!
I'm worried by everyone. *&%$. No one deserves all this crap. So personally, I am going to be a busybody and interfere with everyone's lives. Right. On with the blogging.

Bunny:
I know you're having a hard time with everyone. I'm going to try to make you stay in IJ, and have an idea already. Where is Telok Blangah in the first place? If it is within at least 5 km radii to Toa Payoh area, you can do it. If Kajuat can live in Sengkang why can't you be in Telok Blangah? Everything is possible, just have to think!!!! * me doesn't want Bunny to go* And I have nothing against you being FFX2 Yuna, in fact, I thing you'll make a good one. If you want, I'll go as Yuna from the first one. :) And don't worry, if you need anything just call okay?

You know who you are
I'll stop bugging you to study but just study okay? It's your destiny, not mine, so I won't interfere anymore but if you need a friend or need someone to talk to, I'm here. I hope that you'll be graduate with me...and we'll go JC and Uni together!

Kajuat

I know it we don't really click very well, and we're total oppersites. I don't hate you or dislike you in any way just that it'll be really nice if you returned my lab coat in a better condition. It's more considerate in any way. You also better study hard and get into a good class next year cause you still have a CHANCE. Cause I don't, Tora doesn't either. *sighs and looks longingly at the Science classes* Good luck in anything that you do!

To the ikkou:I LOVE YOU GUYS! AND WE'LL STAY TOGETHER!

I really really really really hope so. You're all my best friends and people I can really trust with anything, may it be angsty yaoi jokes at Kamui or Leareth stalking. *sighs* Best luck for all of us. We need it.

Love

Tsubaki

New Year? Wha?
Hmnnn....This is bound to be an interesting year. Or at least so far. I'm quite busy planning things ranging from mundane to interesting. Here's my checklist and new stuff cause I'm to tired to type properly.

New Stuff

1. Judith is in my class. It means that I won't get the highest for Lit anymore. &^%*. No jealousy or hate though, surprisingly. I thought I'll at least get fed up. My mom is going to be very disappointed but what would you expect? Oh well. She seems like a fairly nice if not Leareth-type person. It's the way she carries herself. It's no wonder why ACS is afraid of her. Most people are. Except me...why? Cause I'm to silly to be scared. LOL.

2. I'm not going to embrass you, but you know who you are. PLEASE LISTEN TO US! We mean only for your damn good cause we damn care about you, you, you STUPID BRAINLESS AIRHEADED PRICK. Please study, switch classes or somthing. Cause you're deader than a doornail. Right, I said it, whatever that is left is your damn future.

Resolutions

1.Pass Chinese with a C!!!!

2. Win da Leareth bet.

3.Study study study. Need I say more?

4.Get my life fixed aka. Be nicer and make sure nothing goes wrong.

5.Try to be good.

Tsubaki

Happy New Year~!
1. What was your very, very first tv show obsession?

First? Hmnnn...CareBears I think. I still have the Heart teddy somewhere...

2. Who was your very first tv show/movie/book crush?

Hmnnn...I go for Sou-chan~!! Yay~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I still remeber the neighbours complaining about the noise..T_T..

3. If you write/draw/vid/etc, for what show was your very first fannish effort?

First drawing was CCS, cause it sold amazingly well and Pokemon was the second. First fic was an alternate pairing Kakyou/Yuuto. And it was the worst.

4. In which fandom did you first discover the joy of other fans with similar obsession(s)?

Eck. This is really hard. It's either Kenshin or Clamp. I wish for more Tokyo Babylon fans though....

5. What fandom are you currently embarrassed to admit that you enjoy? *whisphers* Don't tell anyone but I have a secret wish to slash Journey's End and more Fish in the Trap.

6. Which fandom would you, if you could, convert folks just so you'd have enough people to chat with/write? SEI x SUBBY~!!!! WHEEEEE~!

7. If you could have a writer of your choice write a pairing/fandom of your choice who and what would it be? Hmnnn..Sei x Subby? *me has a one track mind*

8. What story/series do you want to see more of?

Leareth~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Anything by Leareth~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*heart heart* Oriya x Muraki for pairing.

9. What kink/genre/pairing will you read anything in, regardless of quality or fandom? LEARETH??? *me notes that her brain is 2 sizes 2 small*

Tsubaki

Temptation
Listining to: Temptation Waits by Garbage

I think I'm music nuts. Or at least very into music. Heck, I might actually start playing the piano again. *shrugs* I started very young about 5 and stopped after 2 years. Or atleast till I could play Princess Waltz. Maybe I will....I dunno, I play by ear and my tune and I can't read notes for the life of me. Oh well. At least I can sing, if only English songs.

Someone tell me why, I do the things that I don't want to do, when you're around me, I'm somebody else. I love that song, so fun to sing to. It's called Teenage FBI by Voices, it's like a very good crossover of Blink 182 and sensible lyrics. Yay for me. Anyways, I'm not sure where to start....I'm quite happy and satisfied with my life currently.

Anyways, might as well talk about LoTR. I have a few problems, esp. about the battle of Isengard. So hear me rant awhile please.

1. WHAT HAPPENED TO THE ENTS????!? The Ents are GOOD. And you missed out the story of the Ent-wives. And the battle of Isengard was to be over and THEY HAVE MET UP WITH EACH OTHER ALREADY~!!!!! They = Aragorn and Co.

2.Helms Deep. I know it's big and important but notice something????? It doesn't go like half the book. That scene took up 1 and 1/2 hours???!!! WHAT???? Longwinded I say.*shakes head sadly* I LIKE Ents. Ans they're not hald trees half men. They're ENTS.

3. I have a problem with Saruman. The portrayal of Saruman sucks. Simply cause there's so few lines for Saruman and that he's no stupid foolish bad guy for lets minons do the dirty work. He has depth. He used to be good and turned bad.He has it. So do something to make him better. K? Note: Christopher Lee makes a great Saruman.That's good.

4.Foromir. Is. Not. GREEDY. Sure, he's human and all, but he's BETTER than Boromir. In fact, he's sorta like Dunadan, but less Elvish. Oh well...me and my rants.

5.Would someone please tell me why Eowyn and Aragorn are not together yet? They're a couple. Face it, Arwyn not meant to be. In fact, Aragorn should be with Legolas, and rightly so.

6. Last of all....MORE SLASH ACTIOPN PLEASE~!.

Tsubaki

Lughsahad
Here's an explaination for most of everything. Today is Lammas Night aka Lughsahad anyways. When the night is the darkest....Anyways, usually it's celebrated by telling secrets. So, I'll give tell a couple of tales and eat pepperkarkos *that's pepper snaps btw, not ginger*

Lemme start by explaining the joke on the ikkou. That's Bunny, Kajuat, Stephy and me. *grins* It's not very complicated, but complicated enough. I doubt any of them remember how we met anyways, so I'll be the historian for this, my memorary's not bad. Anyways, I first met Kajuat outside the school comp lab , at that time, I was friends/diss-pals with Auddykinsypoo. Auddy and I were...how should I say? Diss buddies. We liked to curse and throw remarks at each other, plus we also drove the comp lab guy crazy. Particularly us, since we yelled across the room and everything. Auddy once said that me being me, I never got scolded or kicked out. *grins* Well....at least I wasn't the one flirting....

Anyways, I met Kajuat like that, with Kimberly too. I hadn't met Bunny or Stephy. Actually I had met Stephy before but I didn't take note. For one thing, my first love was books and I wasn't interested in my seniors. I view them generally as an annoyance, with their petty ideas on "respect" and what-nots. Add to that , she was in Red Cross. No offence, but our ECAs had a frinedly rivalry and she was in an uniform group. I don't like the way uniform groups operate even though I'm in one.

So Kajuat intro-ed me to Bunny, generally, after hearing that she was in 1/1 I expected a Natalie no 2. I had a slight surprise at my meeting her and well....had a not so good first impression. Good thing is, I never judge people by firsts. Plus I needed people in my Yami no Matsuei team. I'm dreamy yes, daydream-ish yes, insufferable and unrufflable? Yes. But impratical? no. So I thought, what the hell.....Strangely enough, she's one of the people I consider best friends now. Life is so fun.

Stephy was Bunny's friend. So that's how we met actually. Lots of friends friend friend. Nothing very intresting, but it's what comes after that's fun.

Yuri parts????Hmnnn....I guess you'll just have to wait till next year's Night.

Love
Tsubaki

MERRY CHRISTMAS~!
Wai wai...better get to the entry. Went to church in a pretty white skirt with lace and a medival style blouse, sang at the choir and recieved more Xmas presents. Wished nearly everyone Merry Christmas and got hugs and kisses from everyone. Feel so loved~! *sighs happily*

Presents list:*last count*
Kino vouchers about +
2 jackets one balck one white
1 butterfly necklace (purple)
1 pink flower necklace
2 Raymond Fiest
1 mirror
1 book on failure from my darling cousins
1 Playstation 2~!!!!WHEEE~!
1 Terry Prachett cookbook* Yep, Nanny Ogg's*
3 Terry Prachett Discworlds
5 bags of Christmas spice cookies from various
Some boxes of chocs * nearly uncountable*
Soft toys and keychains
oh yeah..tons of cards.

That's more or less since tomorrow I'm visiting more people...*looks happily* Most people loved their presents so I think everything was worth it, even though my feet are killing me. But people are happy so tis fine~!

Ate enough to save the 3 world country and became a pig or a very hungry sugar monster. Note: Log cakes and Tiramisu rock. Together. And in any format.

Here's my fave Christmas carol, since it's Xmas.

O Holy Night

Oh holy night!
The stars are brightly shining
It is the night of the dear Savior's birth!
Long lay the world in sin and error pining
Till he appear'd and the soul felt its worth.
A thrill of hope the weary world rejoices
For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn!

Fall on your knees
Oh hear the angel voices
Oh night divine
Oh night when Christ was born
Oh night divine
Oh night divine

Led by the light of Faith serenely beaming
With glowing hearts by His cradle we stand
So led by light of a star sweetly gleaming
Here come the wise men from Orient land
The King of Kings lay thus in lowly manger
In all our trials born to be our friend.
Truly He taught us to love one another
His law is love and His gospel is peace
Chains shall He break for the slave is our brother
And in His name all oppression shall cease
Sweet hymns of joy in grateful chorus raise we,
Let all within us praise His holy name.

Words by Chappeau de Roquemaure

Love and Merry Christmas
Tsubaki

Gomenasai~!!!!
*looks guilty* Sorry minna...for leaving early on Cosplay day....*looks unhappy* I had no choice cause I didn't want anything to happen again because of me. Unfortunately, cosplay day tends to end up on a Saturday, which to me, is the lousiest day of the weekends.

Bunny, sorry sorry sorry.....didn't mean to desert you guys half way....not to mention the embrassment and stuff....I told the announcers but I think they couldn't hear...Sorry again. Oh, and the note on responsibility wasn't for you, but for someone whom I actually might have the urge to kill.

Tsu by every name
WAI WAI~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! COSPLAY~!!!!!*snickers giggles and does every fangirl thing*

Some very useful things I learnt during cosplay:

1. Thou shalt bring a CAMERA~!!! I wish I remembered..damn. At least Alex had the nice yaoi pics.

2. Thou shalt fall on the floor and be harrassed by Tatsumi and Muraki at the same time. I didn't invent that. Altogether I fell 5 times, got glomped by people I don't know 7 times. Glomped Hisoka zillions of times. *grins*

3. Thou shalt not think the Serene looks like Mrs Ho-Tan. Cause it gives you the jitters. Which was surprisingly apporiate for the pictures.
4. Thou shalt admire the POWERS of the RAVING FANGIRLS!!. *looks respectful* My nearly turned deaf. And I thought I was a fangirl. Amazing lung powers yes...

5.Thou shalt find more responsible people. *thinks privately* I'm not saying anything about this one...*shrugs* But at least now I know.

6.Thou shalt bring more $$ to cosplay~!!! Gosh~! I bought only one Count Cain Shinjitaki, Yami no Matsuei notebook and a Yoshino Amano poster. Damn~!

7.Thou shalt wear something to put over feet. Note: high heels HURT.

8.Thou shalt NEVER double cosplay. I think it's silly and looking at things, Tessie thinks so too.

9.Thou shalt be nice and help out next year too. This is purely my guilty consciencous speaking up.

10. Thou shalt cosplay NEXT YEAR TOO!

Anyways, I had to leave early cause my dad was yelling over the phone. And I had ABSOLUTELY NO CHIOCE. *looks sadly.*

Tomorrow Tomorrow I love you tomorrow~! It's only a DAY away...~
That song is from Annie btw. Anyways, MAC is tommorrow and I'm worrying like hell. *looks freaked out* There are just so many "what ifs"~!!!! Not to mention those worry nightmares that come with it. Everything ranging from being late to being lost, car crashes, coming on the wrong day... even getting kidnapped! *I kid you not.* Anyways, I've almost gotten used to it, though it feels like something is stuck *very annoyingly* in your eyes.

note:Bunny, I can't upload your stuff until I get your password. It's not easy to remember so please forgive me K?

note 2:RAMIREZ IS SO CUTE~!!!!!!!!!!!KAWA-IIIIIII~!

I'm playing Skies of Arcadia during my free time. The game is fun and lighter than FF. Like cotton candy y'know. While FF is more like chocolate. Ramirez is cute but he's well bad-good. Cause he used to be good but now bad. Oh well...he's cute. And hard to kill. REALLY hard to kill. *notes with some satisfaction that she lasted longer than most.*Anyways, I'm not going to surrender and that's that. Even if the game guide said to surrender...I wouldn't. My sister said that I'm stubborn..*grin* Oh well. I have to fight him later in the game anyways. Well even if I did defeat him, the story has to continue. Damn. Because I DID defeat him.The real reason why I fought him is just to OGLE. So I don't really care~! *smiles brightly*

Note to self:Enrique might be able to fight, but he's a WIMP. *affected tone:please mother...* OMG.

Random-ness
Okay....*takes a deep breath* Had a crappy day with crappy people on crappy topics with crappy weather talking in absolute crap English and crap views.

Right, I AM SANE.

I'm beginning to have a slightly less nice view of cosplayers, mostly because I'm very organized in a disorganized way and take I take certain responsiblitlites seriously. Oh well....Y'know, I suppose if not for cosplaying, I'll never meet Bunny or any of them. Maybe it's a good thing. Or bad. Whatever.

I'm trying not to strach my eyeballs out. As you do not see, contacts are not as easy as 1, 2, 3. You actually have to adjust to the feeling of having lenses sticking over your eyes and annoying your lashes and most of your skin. Not to mention that you will immmediately start crying due to foreign particales in your eyes. Ugh. I swear I'll chose a chara with brown eyes next time. Yep.

My head doesn't hurt and thankfully, I'm not infected with flu. So far, most of everyone is either sick, or going to be sick.

Anyways, I need sleep.

Love
Tsubaki