*dreamy sigh*
It's over. Yay.....Hmmnnn...not very happy aren't I?? *tries to bounce again* Yay? or maybe Yay!? Oh well...me = bad company now. I CAN'T COSPLAY ANYMORE~!!!!!!!!!!!! *starts crying* And I really wanted to go as Rizelmine...Oh well, I'll still cosplay as Subaru this year for MAC. But only MAC. Not even Cosfest..:(

Learnt how to make a nuke bomb and H bomb. H bomb are made of hydrogen, when the nuclei spilt to cause a reaction. Quite cool to learn Chemistry like that, even though I generally hate to memorize the stuff. *EErrrghh~!!!* At least I'll be the same standard as the rest of the Science students. Personally, my fave is still the marcomoucles that use convalent bonds cause it's 3D and diamond is one of the substances. *heart heart and a rock falls* Oof! *rubs head* Hehehe...

Seems like everyone is sick. From Protox to Niki. *Ahhhchoo~!* Everyone is sneezing so much it's not funny anymore. Bah. Eat more pineapple tarts. It sounds like some symhony of *sick Elephants*.EEWWWWWWWWWW.

Watched Oliver Twist yesterday night and I was laughing half of the way. Why? Cause Elijah Wood stars as the senior pickpocket who helps Oliver. This just proves that he's GAY. Cause he gets slammed, dunked, thrown around the place, threatened....etc. Like any other LOTR UKE. Hahaha.....I swear he's gay. *koff* Even though in another show, he still can be slashed with every other male. From Bill *who's the scruffy evil kind* to Flangan (?) *who's an old man about 50!!!!!* *makes face* Crazy male(?)..LOL

eat and Oniichan, I hope you're okay. You don't sound very okay.....Don't worry if ya don't pass the test or make stupid statements cause you'll get another chance at it. YAY! okay? And oniichan, hi and take care of Miyako and yourself okay?

Love
Tsubaki

Hehehehe..........Gosh! Am I really nuts?
Been talking to myself lately, anyways, in a rather sarcastic temper these days. Much as I'll like to say Life is Beautiful...it ain't. For one thing I'm quarreling with my mother and me and my brother are busy acting like S'pore and M'sia. That is, verbally attacking one another. Well, I might not be physically strong and stuff but I have a hellva sharp tongue when I need it.

I think it's mainly cause me and him never got along. Our personalities clashed from food to religon, plus we look diff too. He's scary, I'm well....not very scary. And my mother is dependant on me. I feel like . Look, I'm 14 and I can take care of myself. I don't want to sleep at 9 pm cause I'm not 5 years old. It's simply because you don't want to admit that without me, you can't sleep in peace. I'm fed-up already. I'm not a doll, a sweetie pie a teddy bear or your anything. One day I -WILL- grow up and live my own life. It doesn't mean I'll leave you, but get used to the idea for heaven's sake~! *sighs* She's great and all, but I'm not a doll. I already am not complaining that I have to call you everytime I reach home, or that I have to sleep with you every night. *not that way, we share the same bed cause I don't have my own room* He's not feeling appreciated????? Well....tell hime to shut up then! I'm sick and tired of everything anyways. All these stupid petty troubles. I actually planned to run away and never come back y'know. I have the money *approx 3K in my bank* and I can sign up for a school. I have a place to stay *cough-not telling-cough* and I'm good at working part-time.

I'm sick of this mess and I'm not talking about it. Talking to myself is fun! Hopefully I'll see Leareth and Protox this year! LOL. But who I really wanna meet is eaty. Heh. Haven't linked him yet. Gotta remember too.

Found a new series called Worldend Fairytale. It's beautiful~!!!!!!! *heart heart* Bye!

Love
Tsubaki

Whoohoo! Pineapple tarts
Eh..made some cash but not alot cause of the bad economy. Oh shucks.But anyhow, I feel much better after pigging out on CNY cookies. They taste GREAT.

Went to grandma's house *dad's side* had lunch there and met my adorably cute cousin who's really really cute/ She's like 2 years old and LOVES chocolate. *giggles* KAWAII~!!!!! When she's around strangers she has the oh-so-cute way of giggling into her hand...Waaa~! Anyways, it was pretty okay..

Went to uncle Marc's house and read abit. He's got great fairytales in his cupboard. Went to church late and everything...At least I don't feel so sick anymore. *Thank heavens!* Have tuition tomorrow and just signed up for ICQ Whee~!! :) :) :)


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Love
Tsubaki

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I hate my *&^%$ing sister. Go to hell.

Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....................................*sneezes*
I'm sick on Chinese New Year. Of all effing things to happen. Oh well...I collected quite some cash, next round with dad's side of family. He's in Thailand with my stepsisters and etc....Offically, I can't be bothered. But some weird part of me still wishes that he's around for important occasions. He's an excellant cook anyways.

I'm surviving by taking 3 panadols, lots of liquids and diagnosing myself, since most of the polyclincs are closed. What I need that can't be obtained is this:

Clairytine
Zinnat
Auqaeous Nasal spray
Mentholexymentanime *lozenges in simple English*

Unfortunately, most of the pharmancies are closed so I'll have to make do with what I have. Like honey and peppermint drinks and panadol coupled with sleep.

Visited my garndparents and relarives. Played rounds of Tai Ti anddidn't win. It's hard to play when you feel woozy and sick, the cards simply weird out.

Lunch was great at my grandparents's place. Lotsa homemade goodies and tons of pineapple tarts, Yay~! :) Tried not to think about my bratty cousins and played more Tai Ti

I swear, my uncle spoils his son like crazy, he gives up his seat for his son cause "I want to sit with kor kor! *complete with tears and whiny-ness* and says that his son is "emotional", LOL. How many people say that they're son is "emotional??????" *cracks up* Well, he's cute cause he's a baby still, but when he grows up *if he evers* he'll be hellva annoying.

Watched American Idol. It's HILARIOUS! LOL. Some of the contestants are really....well...HORRIBLE. Thay can't sing and think that they can, And then there's this sucker who's always bootlicking the judges. Ack. Anyways, go watch it. It's really good.

Love
Tsubaki

Chinese New Year~!
Happy Chinese New Year minna~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love

Love

Kekekekekeeeeeeee............*Am I going nuts????*
I've been giggling non stop the whole day, with a flu and fever together. My mom thinks I'm nuts too. XD. I've been called everything ranging from a necrophilic to a bimbo. *looks confusingly at herself* Hmmmmm....Must have been that tasteless -yet- hilarious Sei = Drop Dead Sexy Corpse joke. Either that, or I've been reading too much Sandman again..

Anyways, I'm obessed with Yakusoku (Kamui version), to the point that I'm going make it my next layout, unless I'm feeling Subaru-ish, or something happens. :)

Anyways, I'm sick and pretty tired. Redid the whole note:*WHOLE* timetable again, and with some planning *koff koff* I did it. 2 DAYS!!!!!! FREEEE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *does the flying flapping thing* Besides that, I've pretty much given up hope on the ikkou, tis time to move on.....*points to title, explains alot heh?*

Class is pretty fun, met Koshr and Tsukiyuki today, or at least, during dinner. Haven't seen them for a while and KYOU HAS COME BACKKKKKKK~~!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~! That's my cuz btw. Everyone is coming back for Reunion Dinner. It's a very important dinner, and I have altogether 3 dinners to attend *sighs* But at least everyone is -relatively- safe...*giggles again* But truely,I hope that everyone will be safe...

Well...I'm going out with my mom on Sat, to buy tsubakis, they're symbolicly good luck anyways. I don't really know what is what now, it's a messy season and I do hope that it'll be over soon. Bloodletting I'll say. I feel very disjointedI suppose, even a manic like me needs a break at times. Pressure is all good and all, but too much gives me a headache.

Meh. I'll do some tests and give myself a break. *sighs happily*

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Leareth~!
*koffs* Since I'm asked this question so many times, I might as well answer it.

1)Are you bi?
2)Who the (*&^ is Leareth?
3)Why the KAFE! Do you like her?

1. Nope. I'm not bi. Hey, I might look ultra uke and everything, I might glomp alot of people, I might like Leareth but it doesn't make me bi. In fact, I'll prolly puke if you asked me to do it...*makes face* Remember the Serene incident? I was so freaked out even she could tell....ewww...Really, don't blame me. Just blame the Goldfish..

2.Leareth is the coolest person on earth and writes the GREATEST fanfics in this small universe. Can you imagine a parrell universe without her?????? *faints* Well....she's cool and fun and I think that she's one of the more wonderful people on earth. Plus the people from UWAnime is really fun to be with. Deprived ain't I?

3. Welll...This is a rather hard question. You don't choose the people you love and you can't excatly understand why. Loving her is like loving a dream, unreachable, but gives you the brightest spark of hope...*koffs and starts sounding sentimental*I don't really know why, but that's it I guess.

Had a -pretty- long day....I dunno about you but sometimes, I just wish that the night would go on and on and on. *smiles softly* It's just wonderful to stare at the sky sometimes. I wonder if people know. Sometimes, it's this beautiful clear blue like glass and it looks so clean, and then the read sun rising from the islets of clouds. Then there's the pink rosy one, with delicate streams of light like Prachett's slow Discworld, and it makes everything glow alight. Sometimes, it's the -awful- shade of purple and neon blue and it looks cute. Cute as in ugly but somehow adorable. *smiles happily* I think people are not really happy cause they never look at the sky enough. It's beautiful and different, -every frickkin day-. Something worth looking forward too, even at 6 am in the morning.

Well..for practical details, woke up on a lousy sunday cause of Saturday night, so tired.....Went for cath class braindead, listened to Kev's debate and etc.....I swear, if I were him, I'll be a lawyer, felt too tired to make a good agrument so I doodled a bit and retorted back some stuff. He called me an atheist. Yay. One down. Went for A/E Maths class, and werstled with various equations and identities. As well as powers and stuff...quite fun and drank insane amounts of lemon tea. There's a certain joy in drinking it, or maybe cause I don't LIKE coke. I swear, coke comes from Dyosious himself. *Dyosious is the Greek God of wine, he likes women too and invented the first swing* What an annoyance. Anyways, increased my Leareth vocab and imitated her a bit more, thank heavens for genetics. As well as an ability to annoy most people out of their wits. I actually enjoy shocking most people, it's fun and usually entertaining. Plus I know -excatly- how people view me and do it more. They don't view me as a threat for sure...*laughs* Oh well...getting OOC. Went for Chem/Phy class later and spent 3 hrs doping notes and tests. So far, I'm on par with any science student, hmmnn....Liebrg funnels, wonder if I should try it on somebody. Anyways, it was pretty fun and I liked it.

Saturday was a real killer though, emotionally and physically. Ugh....Sec 1 Orientation, so we had junk all over us, including the seniors aka us. Oh shoot. They used those -awful- sticky starch mixture and it clung all over my hair. Dad came early so I didn't have much of a choice but dress pretty, at least the junk wasn't stuck to my hair anymore. Watched Hero again and went to see watches.

People who know me, know I absolutely LOOOOVE pocketwatches. I have 6 currently 5 sliver and 1 beautiful gold one with blue flowers from my grandmother. Any my dad was going to get me a moon faced Patek Philppe~!!!Yayyyy......Just in time for my Bday...*sighs* But for all the stuff he gives us, I wish he'll care more about us and not give us so much. I've learnt to live without a father, it's pretty nice actually, but sometimes, it'll be nice to have him around. Oh well...had a great Japanese dinner went home at 10-ish *sorry bunny, wasn't at home* read my 2 NEW COMICS! *courtesy of my dad* Fables which is a wonderful remix of fairytales that I'm tempted to by the paperbacks and Y Chromosome which is about all the guys in the world dying and only one alive. Reminds me of "Plague :1999" and didn't interest me much. Saw V for Vendetta by Alan Moore too but didn't get it, come to think of it, Miss Chye still owes me my Leauge of Extraordinary Gentlemen. I hope she didn't spoil it, it's one of my faves, plus it was a gift.

On the matter of books, read a new one was fairly cool. It's a short story called Streets of Askevalon and if you ever need a point on the evilness of religon, this is IT. *wonders if Bunny heard her* Anyways, it's rather good and I bought it from the school Libarary. $1 only. Yay~! *If ya wanna borrow it, look for me is school K?*

Finally figured out the meaning of Charlotte no Okurimo and Coppelia no Hitsugi. It's a wonderful song btw. Too bad I prefer Yuuzuai. How was the Saturday thing btw? *looks at Stephy* Anyways, I've been thinking, are we still doing Tokyo Babylon? Hmmnn...it seems like since a new displacement has appeared, that is Force B which left and appeared again, are we still going on or not? I need to answer to Serene ya'know. And I believe in finishing our promises. So ya?

Anyways, I'm happy with the bloody layout, which is bloody cause it looks pefect and matches well with the "Kekkai" theme...oh yeah, minna....

IKKOU WA ITSUMO???????*I'm sick of this mess, so finish it or bring it back together...and HURRY UP *&^%$!

Love
Tsubaki

Fireflies
Hiya....I'm starting anew.........No Bunny anymore. *me points to layout* It's all breaking apart, only after one year. But we're still friends right? *looks at Kajuat and Tora* We're friends right? And we'll pull thios through together right? *looks hopefully*

Arts Alive is real fun! I'm club Publicity manager. *smiles happily* It's really fun and we're gonna make movies and all that. Plus the teachers really like me so even Mr Wilkie is okay. The groups is small, but comfortable. Maybe, I'll meet someone I can be friends with.

Sometimes, I feel like the best thing in the world is to be a bimbo. Brainlessness.....ahhhh such joy to be ignorant!

Okay..happy blog.

Love
Tsu