[Tsubaki wind to thy wings 11:14 a.m.]

Nagisa aka What ideas do to you

Okies, I'm really getting the hang of Eva. For instance, I was just digging round the Net for a nice Kaworou x Shinji fic. Yes people, yaoi brings new perspective...//at that time I didn't even CONSIDER that they might be gay// Found some good ones, some bad ones and mostly Asuka ones >.< Right. Plus point of watching Eva is you never get bored. Really. Ideas kept flowing like a over filled water jar. And it wasn't just ideas on Eva, but many other things as well. Unfortunately, I was doing Science homework and kept getting scolded for writing Taberis and drawing wings everywhere. hehe....now you know ^^

idea 1

Had a fairly nice IPW idea, using various music from Madonna's American dream and nice war shots interlaced with sounds of water. So the gitaur would go "ahh..american life, american life" (pics of kids chained up) I am American dream (close up of one kid with a bloody face) you are not just *forgot lyrics* (close up on bleeding eye) you are my american dream (ECU eyeshot, burning american flag floating somewhere). Transit:dissolve into blinding light, music "Soul of an Angel" electronic mix, hands in water pictures, interlace flash rythemn images with a consistant background, like the type you use in sublimal messaging. (with the flashy stuff still) First shot, hands in water, second shot, picture in solution sloshing, third shot, picture forming, fourth shot, hand picture up (end mix shots) Fifth shot, pause, ECU on the image of people blown up. Transit to normal car noises, green meadows, anything pretty and scenic, (1 min) slowly the images turn into blood.. transit music Averil Lavgine, that song I heard on the bus today, "Crying Out Loud" or something. Fix to the chorus verse where she hollers "random lyrics" man hand over head (mixed shots "filler" ) until it turns into the part where she goes "crying out loud I'm crying out loud" and the ghost of the dead person comes in. Image pause. Back to normal, images of beautiful rural England and an editor writing out, normal sounds slowly louder and louder. Papers come, no heading, just a couple of statistics and a person waving a victory flag. Back to photographer, pan shot of airport, slowly, the radio tunes to "It's Christmas day today, lets hear the all time favourite carols" noise interference, music change "Peace on Earth...Can it be" fade out.

//blinks// ideas too many.....Take a look at the list:

idea 2

Fic idea mainly, running through my head for a while. Despite what my teacher says about my writing, I don't really like it as much as say, drawing...Anyways Sei-chan x Subby fic idea. It runs along the lines of what if Subby really became a doll? That means that Sei-chan would have a hellva time. Maybe he'll want the old Subby back, maybe ......you get the picture. Plus Sei needs Subby, no matter what he says....Subby is the only cause for his existance anyways. With the light, what would you consider dark? Anyways, you get the idea. If you want, you guys can write it since I don't really like writing anyways.

idea 4 and 5

Kaworou x Shinji idea. DUH. Anyways, it's one of those early morning crispy lemons sort of fic. I have no idea whether to dunk or not to dunk...hmnnn..The other one is a sad and angst filled one. Yes. Another neat cliche. It runs along the lines of "what happened afterwards sort of fic. Teaser: Shinji clung to him, shaking with sobs..."why? why did she have to die" Gentle hands carressed his hair with infinete care, cupping his chin to meet warm crimson eyes. "She chose to, she didn't want to die without a fight" Wrapping his arms around the darker haired boy, he held him in an embrace that would always protect. "shhh...it's over. they can't get you anymore".

Waitaminute...I have yet another! Eva idea..

Idea 6 also known as partily completed with no title

Teaser: Cold. It was always so cold. The fan swung lazily in the heat, strange, his heart was so cold but he felt warm. Too warm. The heat was suffocating, wrapping around him, clinging on to his skin, choking him. He glanced at the clock, green numbers glowed back at him. 2.30 am. He couldn't sleep, he couldn't think. Kaworu was dead. He could still feel the blood over his fingers, soaking them. The blood was the same colour as his eyes. He stared idly at the ceiling, willing the pain to stop. Kaworu...No, Tiberis........he remembered the converstaions, the warm affection mixed with gentle amusement, the first time he saw him, confident as ever, at the seashore. All was lost, all hanging in the air like ghosts of a better yesteryear. 2.40 am. He should get some sleep, another day for another angel's blood on his hands.

Kaworu had loved him. His father had not. Did Tiberis love him?
His eyes slid shut. Tears fell into the indifferent night air.
What difference did it make? He had killed him with his hands.

Yahh....mostly done. People rejoice! No more of my bad writing....I should stick to drawing really...^^;; Ja~

love

tsubaki

[Tsubaki wind to thy wings 09:09 p.m.]

Roots aka Shinji Ikari Rant

I can feel my Eva-fan-ness coming back. Oh yeah, just to note : If you think that Kamui and Subaru are sad enough, that means that you've NEVER seen Shinji Ikari. I mean. he's so freaky that he makes even ME! scared. No one. Not even Hannibal Lecter or Seishirou Sakurazuka can beat this guy at twisted-ness. It's amazing how nutty some people are. I'll prolly make a twisted Eva layout to match, so don't worry too much :P

I started watching anime when I was 3 (yoriden samurai troopers anyone?) but only got into anime when I was 10. Of course, the first anime I watched was NGE. I was literally obessed. Now, I'm not even that passionate. When you're 10 and suddenly ideas like evolution and Eva stuff thrown at you, you get really really obessed. Even now, Eva is still one of my faves (yes people, I have the artbooks). Seems so strange doesn't it? I didn't like yaoi at first, I only started only yaoi when I was 12. That's why I can still live without cute guys prancing over the screen :P Of course, being a symbolic freak, I spent HOURS reading relvations looking for a relvation and sometimes, I was like "Significance of the traffic lights, red means that something's about to die, green means go". Everything from the suits to the angels to the zillions of Rei clones, I knew. Amazing ain't it? And I was only 10 and talking about the effects of cloning. No wonder people thought I was freaky.

I don't really know why I'm ranting about Eva, yeah, I know that Gainax is a cheapskate and reuses designs but I still....like it? People who think that it's the most overrated anime should give it a try, especially if you have a brain. Honestly, it's those shallow people who watch too much Trigun and Ruruoni Kenshin that irritate me. I like Tigun and RK, but it's about as intellectual as the dustbin is. And then they watch Eva and say it's boring. UGH. //makes face// Not everything is hack and slash y'know?

Eva spolier Rant

Shinji's really nuts. He's lusting after Asuka for sure but why does he strangle her? He's angry at her attuide but it's odd to think about it. Not only that, at the End of Eva, where there was both of them left only, Asuka looked like Rei. eat's theory: Rei and Asuka merged to form the new Eve, that's why you only get to see half of her face (Rei). Then why does he strangle her? Aren'y they the new Adam and Eve? And there's Gendou Ikari, hwat happened to him in the end? *dearly wants to know* he was killed by Rei who is actually Yui but if Rei was the last evloution that means that he's not really dead but God. So people.......I haven't watched Eva in years, but what do you think? Plus the angels, they cabn't be destroyed and I believe that Taberis aka Kawarou is still alive. If there's humanity, there's bound to be him.

End Rant

Okies, gotta go..

love

tsubaki

[Tsubaki wind to thy wings 01:15 p.m.]

Let's get Phyiscal.............

Finished my Physics paper. WAS HORRIBLE.........ARRGH! I can't believe I forgot to put a decimal point and lost 2 marks!!!!! DIEEEEEE.....///me can foretell the near furture// Need my A1s....>.<

Do you like the layout btw? It's another set of twins. Not that I didn't like Luc and Sasarai, just that I happen to think that Matrix has a nice pair of very cool twins too ^^ I know it's a bright white, but it does give a nice clinical feel to it. Dunno, might change soon if I feel like it. TWINS! Oh yeah, it's a partner to Auddypoo's matrix layout!

Ja, gotta study for E Math now T_T

PS.OMG! SIMON KISSED PAULA!

love

tsubaki