+tsu waited for you at 09:08 p.m.+

Mewt meeeew

Listening to: Darling Honey

Was productive yesterday night. Started on editing Ten Days' (everyone say yay!), sketching the ending for S-teki (which truly is evil) and finished another chapter of Real Folk Blues' (RFB)

RFB:Chapter 3
Hardworking me right? xD xD Self-discipline!

*snorts with laughter*

Memes stolen from Sakky who stole it from some LJ person. She's got LOTS of them!

Thirteen random things you like:
01) Chocolate cakes. Fudgy ones.
02) Shotacon yaoi.
03) Guys in suits, briefcases and frameless glasses.
04) My computer
05) Mp3s/videos/anime.
06) My ghey flowery stationary
07) Ribbons.
08) Lacey skirts
09) Tartan patterns
10) Snuggling into something soft
11) Stoning.
12) Skies
13) Sunsets

Twelve movies: in no particular order: 01) Innocence.
02) Elephant
03) The Return
04) Zatoichi
05) Love Me If You Dare
06) Casshern
07) Evangelion: Rebirth
08) Lost In Translation
09) Mononoke Hime
10) Palmeru no Ki
11) Pirates of the Carribean
12) Hana and Alice

Eleven good bands/artists:
01) Yoko Kanno
02) Yuki Kajuira
03) Megumi Hayashibara
04) Dir en Grey
05) Pierrot
07) X Japan
08) Morning Musume
09) Random English Indie bands
10) More Random English bands (Massive Attack..etc)
11) Andrew Lolyd Webber

Ten things about you ... physically:
01) I have a birthmark in the shape of a sakura.
02) I have brown eyes.
03) I have size 4 feet.
04) I broke my ankle on the right; twice.
05) I'm short-sighted.
06) and astigmatic. 07) I suffer from hay-fever, pollen, dust...etc
08) I have no fingernails cos I chew them off.
09) My blood pressure is waaaay off low (89? 92?)
10) I'm the right size for hugging.

Nine good friends: (in no particular order)
01) Audy
02) Sis
03) Sakky
04) Natz
05) Alex (all of them)
06) GA
07) Kyou
08) Sharon
09) People from AA (hi rose!)

Eight favorite foods/drinks:
01) Gelato
02) Eggs. Any kind.
03) Raspberry fizz
04) Chocolate
05) Curry (my sis's)
06) Pepperkarous! (Christmas pepper snaps)
07) Milk
08) Watermelons

Seven things you wear daily:
01) Glasses.
02) Headphones.
03) Shirt. With holes in them.
04) Shorts. With holes in them.
05) Non-existant underwear (it's all in the mind)
06) Skin
07) Pajamas. Pink ones.

Six things that annoy you:
01) mom when she's acting like...-_-
02) dad when he's being a [censored]
03) People who break promises
04) My sis when we fight for comp use.
05) Not enough sleep.
06) Kyo. Die. *stab stab stab*

Five things you touch everyday:
01) Keyboard
02) Mouse.
03) Bookshelf
04) Remote control
05) Myself. (not that way you hentai!)

Four shows you watch:
01) My Wife and Kids.
02) Anthony Bourdain
03) Globetrotter
04) 4400

Three celebrities you have a crush on:
01) The Latest Computer with everything in it
02) Kaoru
03) Yoshiki

Two people on your buddy list/address book that you have kissed: (FRIENDSHIP-wise. Cheek damn you.) 01) Audy
02) Rosemary

One favorite quote:
"Women are irrational"- Oscar Wilde, An Ideal Husband. But I have lots of fave quotes (lit student damnit) but I kinda like this one.

----ON TO THE 2ND ONE!xD xD-----

1. Open the closest book, turn to page 23 what's the first paragraph?:
"Teizen ni shiroku saitaru tsubaki kana" (In the garden blooming white are camellias) by Nagata Koi

2. Reach out your left arm, what's the first thing you touch?
Lava lamp

3. Name a band that starts with the third letter of your last name:
U for U2 >.< I can't think of anything else.

4. Take the number of concerts you've been to, multiply it by 13:
umm...I can't really remember.

5. What drug starts with the first letter of your first or last name? Tylenoel.

6. Turn on any song, what's the sixth word?:
"itsumatte"

7. How many programs are running on your computer now?: 3. Winamp, MSN and mozilla

8. What's your dad's middle name spelled backwards?: *sniggers* Which one? Anyhow, Giny Gunk

9. What's the first icon on your desktop?
Recyle Bin

10. What's the total amount of piercings between you and your siblings?
None

11. Type your first name in on Google, and paste the first link that comes up: http://www.ustsubaki.com/ Some engineering firm. A lot of floral sites too~ ^^

12. How many steps is it from wall to wall in the room you're in?
Don't know, don't really care. I'm comfy.

13. What's the closest thing outside the nearest window?
Hibiscus plant, Rose of Sharon.

14. Turn on the closest TV. What channel is it, and what's on?
ESPN. Some soccer thing.

15. Go to the closest person. What color hair do they have?
Brown.

16. Do you have any decorations up?
A christmas tree I bang into every night.

17. What is the first thing on the top shelf of your refrigerator?
I think rice. Food anyhow.

18. What movie/DVD is in the VCR/DVD player?
None.

19. What brand of TV is the one closest to you?
Philips.

20. What's the first and last letter of your neighborhood's name? S and E.

21. How many layers are on your feet right now?
Um. Air and skin.

22. Guess the time: 3.45.

YAY DONE! *throws confetti*

love
tsu

+tsu waited for you at 03:15 p.m.+

Cloud Ten Eleven and Twelve.

Listening to:Cloud Nine.

Woke up really late with Sak *yawns* She makes a good sleeping partner. No snoring, no kicking, no random body parts on me. Very good habits *looks at SOME people's direction* Unlike. Some. People.

Had cold pasta for lunch with Sak, said our goodbyes, she left. Like having an adopted younger sister, lol. Someone I could actually live with ^^;;; I'm quite hard to live with even though I'm easy-going and stuff.

Washed the dishes cos I can't stand large stacks of dirty plates (eyesore), toasted cake with ice cream, and Audy came. Slacked round the bed, talked a little, mostly random junk. Blue clouds difting, patches of warm sunlight, slight breeze and soft sheets and softer pillows. Just....you know, hang around. She slept a little, I read my Sandman, and waited for Natz to come.

Watched Ai no Kusabi, laughed inapporiately then watched Innocence which as usual, fantastical artwork. xD xD I adore it! Go Production IG! *waves pom-poms* Halfway through went to Yaoi Daily and read Murakami's newest yaoi doujin which makes sex look so painful that it's a deterrent.

Ugh. Ouch. That must've hurt.

Got prodded for being grounchy and pouty....I'm not really. I just don't talk much sometimes. Sometimes I just like quiet and in general, reserve is part of my natural state too. Let my sis entertain them, wasn't up to it. That's why I think I'm hard to live with, I'm not the same 24/7 and I mood-shift an awful lot. Issa in cycles.

Anyway. Dark of the moon, first day, looks like it's going to rain from the red cast of the sky, chilly wind. End-ish feel to it. Not ghost-wind though, just thoughtful, clean wind.

Quite noisy too.

PS. Going to kill neko.

You promised.

love
tsu

+tsu waited for you at 10:06 p.m.+

More random philosophical junk discourses

I seriously need to get a life before I drown myself into yet another maze of quasi-enlightment.

As usual, it started with a book.
Which made me..very very curious
*watches audy sweatpour*

To be excat, Piscesean symbology.

Firstly I like astrology, and I'm not too bad at it(really!) but reading all that junk that you're a good person etc etc "sponge" references and depressing social habits kinda skews your point of view. I have never, ever, dreamt of looking at it from another point of view.

*smacks self for stupidity*
duality you dimwit!

Tarot.
And strangely enough, the bible.

Now, Jesus is a Piscesean. To be excat, Pisces II, March 14 on the day of a particularly strong -comet- (supernova red drawf) And the bible is stuffed with fish symbology. There's the "fishermen" references; the Piscean Age of Jesus (lasting up to year 2000), the symbol of the Church itself, entwined fish under loaves of bread (Vividicus Pisces (sp?)) and most importantly, the theme of sacrifice.

The act of dying, of sacrifice, is intergral in Pisces astrology. What I never thought to consider was rebirth.

In tarot, pisces isn't just a symbol of sacrifice and all Good Things. It's actually.........creepy. The tarot for Pisces is The Priestress who represents wisdom, knowledge and higher enlightment. In reverse, it is viewed as prejudice, ignorance and denial. In the card itself, is connected to the Moon, which represents feminity and secrets. Interestingly, the hebrew word for "nun" is the same as "death" which is represented by the "Moon" card. It ties up. Duality...the form of rebirth through knowledge, the "death" of ignorance. Perhaps you could even say that "nun" is sort of like a "priestress", a keeper of wisdom.

And the "death", is quite obvious. For hebrew mythology, death is always referred to as "Grandmother Death" (feminine) who is said to be so beautiful that you "die" by looking at her.

This aspect of darkness I haven't fully checked/explored, but it's really interesting. It's very different from the usual interpretation of All Good Things and Sponges. Darker. You can see this piscesean symbology nearly everywhere. From Da Vinci's art to Stonehenge/ancient architecture, the design of 2 overlapping circles, the fusion of two halves, is piscean based so is the medieval Ribus design of ultimate androgyney.

This...fusion of male/female is also seen in shamanism. Most early rituals rely on transvestites or crossdressers, is a symbol of the Fish as well as the more common gay/lesbian/bisexual 21st centuary groups.

And then we come to the Age thing.

I personally don't like the Aquarian Age. >.< I have no hopes for this world's enlightment, because it is Aquarian to think and not feel pain. So sorry suckas, too bad. Expect the worst.

*blows dust from books*

love
tsu

+tsu waited for you at 01:11 a.m.+

In which we have an episode of Decadance. Indulgance. And random philosophical discourse.

Listening to: Eiko Shimamiya

Christmas Eve

Finally finished cooking, guests began to arrive ^^v Sakky, Kiwi and Moony (sis's friends) took over the living room while my brother + co took over the balcony. None of mine though, so I stayed with sis's friends cos I know them better anyway (plus I behave like a kid so it doesn't matter much).

Played hentai GGX (GHEY GHEY GHEY!) and a little bit of Shrek, finally resorted to watching Pretear (which didn't work) then in the end, Travel and Discovery.

Opened presents; nice lot this year. ^^ I have handcuffs (sak), books, a tie, discman and the usual lot. Then, we started sewing.

Because Audy already knows what her gift it, I can say now. It's a Kyo plushie. Which sak and I stabbed ourselves (and him) zillions of times to complete sewing. Why? First his bloody shirt was too small, so I ended up cutting my school blouse. Then we had to sew everything up again (and stabbed/tacked the shirt to him). There was a point where he had over 20 pins in him, disculding our needles.

I hope it hurt.
*evil grin*

We had to cut, and alter it to fit him, then hem it up. Then we had to sew BUTTONS. -_____________- the original design had over 20 buttons, but we cut it down to 12 on the pants, 3 on the front of the shirt, then 2 at his sleeves. And A buttonhole. Why singular? Because if I sew another buttonhole I will take all my pins and stab the real one.

Anyhow, we started around...12-ish and finished at 6-ish. Eck.

By the time we finished, we were so tired we just flopped over and slept.

Christmas Day

Woke up groggy and sleepy, went to mass which was bad bad bad. Ugh. Poor singing and lack of sense. Okay so the church brings out the cynic in me. ^^;;; Went back for lunch, finished the last of Kyo (YAY!) and it's considered normal, in fact, ritual, to curse swear and defile while you're sewing. Had lunch and yummy mudpie, then slacked around till Audy came.

Sat around, talked, hung over her and used her as a pillow ^^v Yay she liked Kyo plushie! xD xD Got candy canes, Pierrot smiley skeleton CD, Embryo CD and Juvenile Orion in English!!! <3 <3 <3 Sankyuuuuuuuuuuu

PS. Kyo makes a great pincushion *stabs*

Acupuncture!

Love and Merry Christmas,
tsu

+tsu waited for you at 11:39 p.m.+

Ew. God.

Listening to: something to drown out my mother.

OMG THE NEW DEG PICS!

HERE

1. Kyo looks like a pimp.
2. Shinya looks like his ho.
3. Toshiya looks like abused drunken hippie.
4. Kaoru is BALDING! and has these HORRIBLE extentsions.
5. Die looks like he should die. Soon.

What's really creepy is...*drumroll* NEKO'S NEW HAIR! It's terrifying! I swear! Omg she looks like my cousin (lun) with her hair all spikey and short like lawn grass. My mom is sooooo going to freak out cos I told her all my friends are girls if she sees Neko I'll be in deep shit. *horror*

Neko,.you better wear a tight shirt to show your boobs on Sunday.

Ishy. So while everyone's hair is getting stranger and stranger, and mine is dying down to a super-bleached out blond (the front is so pale you can see through it). I'm thinking of well, PURPLE.

Did Christmas cooking thing, now I'm not hungry. You know, when you cook for people you just don't feel like eating it. Like, I'm not going to touch the mash potatoes or springrolls cos I mashed them and I rolled them. I know it's delicious, but ARGHHHHHHH...*sick of it already* My kitchen looks like a war-zone/disaster area. There's stacks of dirty dishes, loads of ingrediants all over the counter space, all the stove tops lighted. It's hot, humid and very very cramped. And we're only cooking for....13 + 4 people. Cos we cook for 2 days straight. That's 6 meals for 17 people. (lunch+dinner)

There's minestrone soup boiling, argrula sitting in the overworked fridge, apple-pie resting, spring rolls to be deep fried, turkey to be basted and baked. *phew* So now I'm stinky and dirty and I smell of cliantro, black peppper, chicken and paprika.

Okay. Back to the kitchen.

PS. Will be online tonight to hide from people.

love
tsu

+tsu waited for you at 04:21 p.m.+

Anooooo xD xD evidence of devious crimes

Listening to: Fragrance + Hotarubi

This has to be my fave Gacky song. Well, only song I like actually. Sleeper hit from the Another World single, Fragrance!

Anyhow, no work today and had Japanese class. Sensei likes X JAPAN! I tried "Dir en Grey", "Visual Kei" and she didn't understand but when I said "Yoshiki" she said: "Oh you like X Japan?" And we talked about Hide and his mueseum. LOL. Then another one of the students thought I was 12...Like, oh my god! Are my boobs really so small?!

*horror*

Was so darn crowded in Orchard, I fought my way out. On the way I met a Shinya-lookalike (seriously!) and of course, a Kaoru lookalike! (which made me really happy) Was feeling rather sneaky and devious, and he looked like a smart badboy so I had to figure a way to talk to him without getting beaten up. *looks at his posse of members*

So I did something really smart (or really dumb)

First I pretended to be lost. As in really really lost-kind, like standing in the middle of a conflux of people, and looking in every direction. Then randomly walking in one way, then opposite way as if indecisive. Then I started talking to myself in Japanese and pretended to be a Lost Tourist.

tsu = walks over in her random lost manner.
"etooo.."(headstratch)"doko ni bussustopuru ka"
guy gapes.
tsu talks somemore in Kyogrish.
guy tries his hand at Japanese.
tsu talks in Engrish (bless kyo!)
guy takes bait, HOOK LINE SINKER!!!
guy + posse of friends walk tsu to "bussustopuru."

Hey it worked!!!!!

^________________^

Got home really late, cos all the buses were full. *sighs* It's just too crowded. Even now, at 1.25 am there's a frikkin traffic jam outside my house. And people wonder why I stay up all the time....How can you sleep with so much honking and light pollution!?

Tomorrow is Christmas eve, have to bank my cheque (salary!) and prepare for stuff. LOL.

random moment: OMG KAO HAS A RECEDING HAIRLINE!!!!!

love
tsu

+tsu waited for you at 12:47 a.m.+

Quiz

Stolen from Phiryn who stole it from Natz who stole it from....you get it.

Quiz on!

Take the quiz: "What type of attitude problem do you have? (pics)"

Your Sarcastic....Like me
This is supposed to be the lowest form of humor...But i think its the best because its mean and funny. Besides like me you probably cant help it anymore. Here's a phrase for you...

Take the quiz: "What Angel Are You?"

Sky Angel
You are the Sky Angel.You are calm, peaceful and serene.It can take an eternity to make you angry, but you can be very distructive on a whim.You can be slow to make friends, but you will stick by somone through thick and thin, and won't betray them, like the night.You like blues and whites, pastely colours.You are also atracted to birds, as they share your domain.


You are a klutz. You don't have a really good
balance.^_^; You have a really bright attitude
and like to party. You see past the all the
looks on people because since your not perfect
you don't see why you should judge others that
way.

Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only
brought to you by Quizilla

INTELLECTUAL ONE. For you the beauty is not enough.
He/she must be smart and friendly. You are one
who think in facts. You take your feelings in
background everything is material. For you a
good partner is seen on the good results he/she
makes, his job etc. This shows you that she/he
is a respectable person who has god qualities,
and then you start to fall in love with
her/him. You dont like people that are lying or
playing. Your loved one will never cheat on you
because he/she respects you and you choose your
partner carefully.PLEASE VOTE, I want to know
what you think about my quiz, I worked hard on
it. You can always message me or tell me how I can
improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.

~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
brought to you by Quizilla

J:

Your Beauty lies in Dreams. Day-dreamer, creative and forever lost
in thoughts. You're a dreamer, wanting more in your life than you have
now. Though you a lot of your dreams never seem to leave your own mind. You've
created your own little world inside that head of yours and you're most beautiful
when your mind is in the clouds with sparkles in your eyes. You'd rather
be asleep than awake and people find it hard to have long conversations with
you as you mind often wanders and you aren't a big fan of reality. You
are long and almost child-like probably with a great love for Fantasy or Science
Fiction. You're very creative and most likely love to write wonderful stories or
draw and even sing, anything creative that you can use that vast imagination of
yours. You're a bit of a puzzle to people love to wonder as to what is going
in your mind.

Some Things That Represent You:

Element: Water, Wind Animal: Eagle Color:
Purples, Blues, Pinks, Misty Colors Song: Imaginary by
Evanescence Expression: Blank Stare

Gemstone: Rose Quartz Mythological Creature: Unicorn,
Fairy Planet: Saturn Hair Color:
Strawberry Blonde Eye Color: Violet

Quote: "I lie inside myself for hours and watch my
purple skies fly over me."

+tsu waited for you at 11:30 p.m.+

Boo.

New layout as promised, and omg I'm going to be late for Japanese class. I'll be home by 10-ish in which I'll watch 4400 so I'll be online around 10.30 for you to yell at me about how diabetically sweet this layout is~ ^^v

Neko: Yep, please do! And do you have any other remix like the Lunch Gernade one or S.N.Y?

Lareina: It's okay, thanks for your encouragement! Oh, I've been planning to ask you how to get concert tickets in Japan. There's a system right? Can you email me please? Or would you prefer if I called?

Audy: ahahahahahaha...sez who?

love
tsu

+tsu waited for you at 05:06 p.m.+