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Yanno, I spoke too soon. I just looked at the blog and HOLY CRAP I amaze even myself with my neglect sometimes. So I think I need to fill in some of that gaping hole, eh?
So finishing up work was, to put it mildly, insane. I really don't want to tally up how much I spent on mailing things home-- comparatively the things I managed to get rid of totaled a dismally small percentage of my acquisitions over the last year and a half. At least if it all arrives in one piece I'll have fun rediscovering all the stuff I forgot I even owned. XD; If I hadn't been able to crash at Kate's for two weeks I don't know what I would've done! That made a huge difference, definitely. I had a great time shopping, hanging out with my friends and seeing the NANA movie twice (I am such a hopeless sucker for that comic, I might as well admit it now), and going out with my coworkers one last time. Not to mention going drinking with Alistair and Shinobu, who are two of the best people to go drinking with in the whole world. :D That was one of the best things about Furumachi, for sure. The drinking company.
Oh man, the yaki-imo truck is going by outside AT ELEVEN P.M. What the hell?! That's kind of loud even for the middle of Osaka, geez.
I had a total blast in Tokyo and Yokohama-- talk about a last hurrah! I tore my way through the Horyuuji hall of the National Museum, then again through the archaeology exhibit (which left quite a bit to be desired, but that's a rant for another day), and then Sab and I ate falafel for lunch and played merry hell with the contents of A Little Village #1 in Harajuku. I am going to miss that store; I'd miss it more if Ryo were still there but even so, I will miss the total sexiness that is Gackt's brand of clothing. Like I said, it was worth every penny to allow myself to indulge when I had the chance, but of course not doing it constantly makes it more fun when it /does/ happen. We also did a quick karaoke stint, which was great because it looks like it was my last one, and we had a lot of fun with it. :) Thanks, Sab, for making my last day in Tokyo such a great one! You were wonderful company.
J and I went to Yokohama and drowned ourselves in Chinatown-- we didn't even make it to the Triennale, I had to go back the next day for that! I did manage to go to the Yodobashi Camera in Akihabara, thank heavens it's open till ten P.M.-- I got my electronic dictionary at long last, and found a more convenient Animate than the one in Ikebukuro. So my FFVII fangirl-beast has been fed, ShinRa swag and all, and I got my Triennale fix but good. I was very pleasantly surprised, too-- they might not have gotten the publicity they should have, but I think they pulled off a shockingly coherent and successfully interactive exhibition space, with a lot of really great work. I didn't find myself skipping or getting bored with any of it as I'd expected I would-- it was, experience-wise, much better than the first one, and if that's the result of a trade-off in scale then I for one say hey, keep it this size from now on, because it worked. (It might be better to make it a bit easier to /get/ to, but oh well.)
Wow, Osaka really does smell like a toilet. When it doesn't smell like takoyaki, of course. But right now it definitely smells like a toilet. Ugh. With rotten eggs.
Anyway. I miss the beach (or rather, the woods near it), I miss my bike and riding it along the riverbank, I miss being able to stay out drinking all night in great company and then walk home, and I miss Liza. So much. And now I need to cut this short and start getting ready for bed, because I have to get up early again tomorrow. Geez, you better believe I'm gonna sleep until I damn well feel like waking up on Friday morning!
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I suppose this will be my last entry from Japan (again). XD I've certainly enjoyed the hell out of not-working-- I think it's going to be a while before I miss the inside of a train! I have been having a grand time; first relaxing in Niigata with my friends, driving to an onsen and eating our way through town one last time, then being totally self-indulgent for a day in Tokyo with Sab and another two days in Yokohama (with J) and Akihabara. After that I came down here to Osaka, where I've been revisiting all my favorite places and also checking out a fair amount of new ones. I've been to Shoren-in, Honen-in, Chishaku-in, Kiyomizu-dera, Kibune-jinja (which was, I think, the best of all), and Oka-dera, and I'm going back to Oka-dera tomorrow to take more photos. I hope Kate and Suzanne like it as much as I did; it's really a spectacular temple, especially with that creepy magical shrine stuck way back in the hollow of the mountainside, and its view west across the Asuka plain.
Kibune-jinja last night was amazing-- the light-up was lovely, with guttering stands of burning logs for light and warmth, the smells of autumn snacks cooking and incense burning, the cold clear air and the moonlight and the huge half-bare trees over the imposing shrine buildings and the sound of rushing water below the road. It felt like being in a fairytale, only cozier, thanks to the smallish crowd and low-key festival atmosphere (and the guitar and violin music, boy was that pretty). We took loads of photos, some of which hopefully weren't blurry, and bought yaki-mochi and yaki-imo on the way back to warm ourselves. It was cold enough to see our breath, a first! And I could see so many stars-- I wish I could have been at Suchinda's house, she said she could see even more in all that darkness and moonlight. Fall in Japan is a wonderful thing, when one doesn't have to work all the way through it! The golden light, the zenzai and agemochi, the chilly air and colorful temple gardens, the excitement tingling in the air because summer is over and the year is almost done... it's like a whole different world, up here.
I'm very glad I was able to pull this off, this mooching off my friends (thanks Mel!) and getting to see everyone at my leisure before leaving. It makes all the difference, being able to have one last hurrah in my favorite places, during my favorite season. Steph and I had a great time just shopping and eating, and generally doing whatever we felt like. I hope I didn't run her /too/ ragged! It's still hard to believe that this was my last weekend in Japan; it never did quite sink in that I had a 'last weekend' in Niigata and boy do I ever miss it now, only as far away as Kansai. I bet there's some snow in the high mountains already; I do hate that I won't get to see snow up there again this year. It was so beautiful and quiet and cozy, and I want to go snowboarding again! (Oh dear; I need to e-mail Takeshi before he decides I've dropped off the face of the planet...)
I am going to be an utter disaster when I get back to Asheville. /Nothing/ is going to sit right with me, and to top it all off it won't even be home. Maybe that'll make it easier to get my ass outta there if I don't find anything productive to do. Not much point pondering it until I see for myself, anyway. Yikes.
Here we go again.
I am so very lucky, to have all these friends, in all these places. Love you guys.
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Ladies and gentlemen, GACKT IS BACK. :D~
Not as big as before, not for me-- or maybe just in a different way? I'm not head-over-heels like I was before, but with this newest album he's gone back to the style and the format I used to adore and respect. That is, his first three albums all told very distinct stories, to me, and I really liked the instrumental beginning pieces, the crashing first song, and the beautiful melodic endings. They were masterpieces of musical storytelling. The fourth album, not quite so much, but it was still full of good music and wonderful sounds. The fifth-- I'm just going to pretend it doesn't exist, thankyouverymuch. THIS one, well, it feels like opening the pages of a favorite book and finding out you've forgotten a lot of the good bits, so you get to discover it all over again. :) And I really had forgotten just how much I used to love Mars, Rebirth, and MOON.
This time around, though, I'm not prepared to fall in hook, line, and sinker, but I do have that unfortunate lust for his favored lines of clothing... and damn if I don't want to be in Harajuku so bad right now that I can taste it. So it would seem that love for the person has been replaced by love for his clothes... oh yes, I am a fashion whore at heart. (ALV #1, next month here I come!)
I really do love this album, though. It's not as good as the first three, and it lacks a bit of the lushness of the fourth (and of course his voice will never be the same, but it's improved remarkably and that's enough to make me happy, since of course it's the best anyone could have managed) but it's like sinking back into a really comfy old armchair, hearing that same style and kind of story again.
Gackt has always broken my heart a little, even while he amazed me with his arrangements and his voice, because I just can't shake the feeling that here is an incredible talent being wasted, or about to go to waste (or burning out, perhaps?), in some undefinable way. (It's not something I can put into words, not even in my own head. I tried. It just niggles at me, and gives me a bittersweet feeling whenever I listen to his music or see footage of his performances.) Now, at least, the wonderful sound is back-- so there's a bit more to enjoy, for a little longer.
So thank you, Gackt, for this album. You have helped a one-time avid fan to remember why she loves you.
(And the clothing thing... well, that wouldn't surprise anyone who's known me since high school, or seen how I tend to hoard fashion magazines and ads. Only this time, my visual nature conspires against my wallet!)
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Okay, blogging for the sake of not forgetting my lovely weekend getaway at the beginning of last month. On Saturday there was an artist's fair in Bandai (Creator's Market) and Liza and I walked around checking everything out-- it was amazingly cool, and lots of the stuff was cheap. It ranged from lame fanart-for-sale to really nice photographs, graphics on buttons and shirts, and postcards and jewelry and loads of other stuff. I bought some pins, a keychain and some really pretty postcards and stickers-- and then had yakisoba for lunch, mmm.
Luckily I went back to my place and packed up on my lunch break, so I was just about ready to go when I finished work-- Kumiko-sensei checked for me and the shinkansen for Urasa left at 8:17, and I made it just in time (stopping to buy onigiri and tea on the way). It was so great to plop down and eat a cold dinner, and play on my little Gameboy. Puzzle Fighter makes time fly, I swear. I hopped off at Urasa, which was deserted of course, and Ai and her friends were waiting for me. We raided the 7-Eleven for fireworks, snacks, and alcohol before going back to the hotel, where we promptly opened several of the popsicles and some of the drinks and goofed around before finally getting ready to go down to the baths. Our room was huge! Tatami, four futons laid out side by side, big windows and lots of storage space (only the fridge was a bit too small, oops) and a really nice bathroom area. Which was good, because I had to shave before going downstairs!
So we finally all put on our yukata and trooped off to the baths-- it was late, so there were only two other people in our side, and they left after a few minutes. We had a good long wash and a good long soak in the inside bath, then moved to the outdoor one. It was raining outside, so the rain fell into the edge of the bath where the roof ended, and the air was nice and cool. I was amazed; it really is pleasant up in the mountains here. I was never hot and sticky; it was breezy and very damp, with clouds all over, all the time. It was actually much closer to the weather I'd expect at home, too, which went a long way towards relaxing me and making the weekend really feel like summer.
After a looooong soak and talk, we washed again and dried our hair, and left to find Ryouhei and Motoki waiting in the massage chairs with drinks. We went back to the room and watched late Saturday-night TV (ah, how I've missed that, all the music shows!) while snacking and drinking more. We talked about a whole lot of nothing and goofed off even more (Ai is very ticklish, eheheh) and made tentative plans for Sunday afternoon, and kept drinking. We gave up at about three AM, but it was nearly four when we finally settled down to sleep and the sky was getting light. We slept till about eight or nine, when they woke us to announce breakfast (we left Motoki to sleep, and were the last people to eat downstairs-- huge traditional breakfast, a bit too much for me). Afterwards we lounged around and I sat in a chair by the window in my yukata, and played the GBA and doodled in my sketchbook while enjoying the sunny view of the river and mountains on the other side. Clouds piled up on either side and there were loads of people fishing in the river, and several picnics going on. It was so peaceful, and hydrangeas blooming everywhere, and the river was fast and clear. Ai went back to sleep, then woke up and I got her to draw something in the book for me, and then Ryouhei joined us and we let Motoki sleep until the last minute, when we all finally put on real clothes and went downstairs for lunch at one-ish (it was zarusoba, pretty good stuff). Then we eventually got moving and piled in Motoki's car (which is eerily like Ai's old Honda, only with more crazy gadgets installed) and set off for Hakkai-san with his anime music playing on the mp3 player.
The drive was beautiful-- all fields and huge farmhouses and valleys lined with evergreens, flowers everywhere and the neighborhoods were enough to really make me wish I could stay for a week, or a month or forever. So quiet, and cool, damp and green. Green! How I miss the green, the forests! Living under trees! It was cloudy, too. When we got to Hakkai-san we climbed up to the lift platform, passing kids at summer camp along the way, rolling down the steep grassy hillside like it was covered in snow. We were the only people in the lift, which was a really big one, and it was like flying over the treetops, with the sound of rushing water below and the smell of fresh leaves. We rose right into a big cloud and it got really quiet and cool, and damp! It was lovely. At the top we could barely see anything except the ground and each other. We walked all the way up to the observation platform, a good stairclimb, but couldn't see anything. The trees were ghostly gorgeous, though, and on the way back we watched the mist flow around us and then Ai and I sat in the swings and enjoyed them for a few minutes before we had to board the lift again. Going down was really fast and kind of scary, because the cable was literally invisible in the mist-- it was like a descent into nothingness, before and behind. I've never been in a more surreal place. At the bottom we took lots of flower photos and ambled around the sports center inside-- the vending machine we bought Sumi Tea from was home to an awful lot of spiders-- and then packed off to drive around some more. We looped around the mountains and through a few more valleys, and the clouds got darker and thicker. We came around to the shinkansen tracks on the valley floor, and stopped just past them at a sake shop to buy some good Hakkaisan stuff, and some plum wine, and we boggled at the absinthe bottles and the crazy ancient alcohol from all over the world. Some of those bottles had to have been there for years! Then we pulled over on the side of the road by a rice field so Ryouhei could take some photos, and I got a few more in of the mountains and the sun behind the clouds. We doubled back to a huuuuge alcohol shop and spent ages poking around in the wine, the liquor, and the beer (and the snacks! Seaweed, fried nori, munchies, jelly, candy... how I love noriten!) and halfway through the mother of all thunderstorms hit us. It was LOUD and sharp and it poured. We finally got all our purchases and stood at the door as Motoki backed the car up exactly to the door for us (Ai hates thunder and lightning as much as I used to) and we still got really wet. The drive back was great, it was a spectacular storm and so nice to finally have a real summer thundershower.
We made it back in time for dinner, and we were starving! But dinner was /huge/-- salad, sashimi (very good sashimi), kanimiso (which was amazing), pickles, meat and vegetables and rice and miso soup and sake. We made more of an effort to use Japanese (ha!) and after a long time staggered back upstairs with the rest of our sake and pickles, to digest. We lay around and drank for a bit before deciding to look into karaoke, and ended up walking a goodly hike through smalltown covered streets and dark (darrrk!) neighborhoods in the rain to reach the bowling alley-- they had separate karaoke-trailers, it was really weird and yet felt a lot like a bowling alley at home. We got a nice big room and proceeded to be utter dorks. I sang L'Arc and got lots of help, and Motoki and I maxed out our old-anime-song stash-- it was so much fun! We know all the same songs-- he's just as big a Slayers fan as I am, bless him. We ended up staying for two hours, and then on the way back we stopped in the 24-hour used bookstore to poke around. It turned out to be a gold mine-- they had really old Slayers stuff, and I scored a DM guide for a hundred yen, and then I found the videos. Two GLAY videos, for a couple of bucks, and then two unopened concert DVDS-- half price each! I borrowed cash from Ai and then noticed a Hokugin sign down the street. So nice to travel in Niigata, I can actually use my bank card when I run out of cash.
We eventually hobbled back to the hotel, but it was a nice quiet walk, without the rain-- dark but there were four of us, and we had good conversation. I realized I've never really talked about fanstuff in Japanese before, and it was great fun and a great way to blow off steam. Refreshing, and nice to talk about something I still enjoy even though I don't get to spend much time on it anymore. We got back and hit the baths again, for a good long hour, and by then the stars were out-- Ai and I looked up from the rotemburo and we could see the Little Dipper. There were a lot of bugs out, though, grar. We washed and washed and used the yummy exfoliating soap and I decided not to dry my hair. We turned off all the lights and went back upstairs, and laid out all our alcohol again. I mowed through the whole bag of noriten (wish I'd bought two) and lots of plum wine, it was soooo good. Ai and Ryouhei went off to find more ice, so Motoki and I talked about comics, Comiket and Slayers for a while, then music and more random stuff. After ice was procured, we stayed up for a bit longer but finally gave out around three.
We slept through breakfast in the morning, straight until ten or eleven, and had lunch after we got dressed (it was mountain vegetables in rice, very very very good, with a huge bowl of miso soup and lots of pickles). Then we walked to the ATM so I could get more cash, and came back to pack up the room for checkout (we still had a lot of booze left over). Motoki did some research, armed himself with a route, and after buying some omiyage and settling the bill we set off in the car for Okutadami Dam. It was a long drive, but very pretty and Parkway-like. At a couple of points we went through insanely long tunnels (one was more than 18 kilometers long, and I'm sure the second was longer) that were full of water and fog thanks to the wet dripping down through the ground. It was like being in a horror movie, or one of those action movies where you're waiting for the monster to rear out of the fog and eat you. Creepy as hell. We ate chips and listened to more anime music (how I wish I had thought to get more titles from Motoki!) and tried to ignore our rumbling stomachs. When we finally got to the dam, we took a tiny cable car up to the upper level and walked along the top-- our ears popped twice-- to admire the view. We also saw a truly massive hawk, and did our best to get photos, but missed every time. It flew right over our heads twice, and we also saw it settle on a log near its mate in the lake, looking for fish, and Ai and I chased it along the road for a good thirty minutes before giving up. It was absolutely huge, I'd be willing to bet over a four-foot wingspan. Or whatever would pass for the largest possible size, at any rate. We watched the last boat come in from the lake, and the clouds drifting over the mountaintops (looked like Kanuga, in some spots) and then walked up to the dock to talk to the officials stationed there. They were very nice and showed us books of birds and about a movie (Whiteout) that had been filmed at the dam... must admit, I'd like to see it, I think. We sat on the stools on the deck for a while and enjoyed the cool breeze and silence; there were so many birds singing! It was utterly relaxing and quiet. When we got back to the car everyone else had left and the food shops were closed, so we drove off (back through the tunnels) and came out by a pretty river valley where we stopped at the bridge to take photos of the riverbed. There were almost no cars, and we drove past a very cool log-cabin lodge kind of place in the middle of it, and wished we'd known about it to stay there! It was just so perfect and so cool-looking. We kept driving, looking for another onsen to take a bath at, and stopped at this very out-of-the-way place at the end of a tunnel of cedar trees (it was like driving through a cathedral) full of dragonflies, where they only used lamps and had a pond full of pretty little fish and bowls full of tadpoles. The parking lot was full of cars from down south and far away; we then decided we wished we'd known to stay there all weekend. It was truly isolated, and there were such good smells coming from the kitchen, and Ai and I agreed that the wood interior reminded us of someone's grandmother's house in NC. We left reluctantly, but it was starting to get dark.
At long last we found a place that was mostly-empty, and we pulled in at the edge of a mountain backroad and paid for the baths. The washing was nice, but the water in the bath was so hot I couldn't get in past my knees and it turned them to jelly in a matter of seconds. When I got out, my legs were lobster-red. Yikes. It was nice to be clean and have dry hair, though, and we were the only people there so we left the door to the dressing room open in order to vent some of the oppressive steam (it really was too hot!). Then we sat in the lobby for a bit with the guys and looked through a Niigata magazine and talked about the shops and restaurants and I tried to convince them to come visit me for another weekend. XD We were so hungry, we made ourselves leave and drive back towards Urasa station since I was getting nervous about making the last train. We stopped at a family restaurant across the street from the station and had a huge, leisurely dinner (niramanjuu, shoyu ramen, hamburger steak, and pasta) and Motoki set up his laptop to check train times. I had until 10:37, so we decided to head to the river after dinner and use up the fireworks we still had in the trunk. We chose a spot that was up on the top of the bank, behind some dark apartments and near the bridge, and parked the car and started setting things off. It was great fun and we made a huge cloud of smoke and managed to actually use up all of what we'd bought, /just/ in time to zip me to the station and make sure I got the right ticket. I hugged Ai goodbye and ran up in time to wait a couple of minutes for the train, thank goodness, and then the ride back felt even faster than the ride on Saturday evening had.
That was, I think, the single best weekend I had all summer. I was so relaxed and it was so wonderful to see Ai, and talk to someone from home, about everything and nothing. That was the best part, I think-- someone from home! And the mountains. It was the perfect combination to combat my growing homesickness. I'm way overdue for some time at home, it's going to make things messy when do arrive, because then I'll want to come straight back here after a few weeks.
And now I have to stop this, and get something to eat. I want to go back to the bar we visited last night-- it was so cool and pseudo-Caribbean, and they have tacos on the menu and cheap import beer. Mmm, tacos. I need to make some soon.
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My weekends always start half a day early, because I usually eat lunch with Liza on Saturday afternoons. That's my kick-back time. When I'm lucky it's preceded by a Friday-night dinner with her, either at Jidori-an or the Chinese restaurant near the station, where we are the only customers and the TV (DAMMIT that just reminded me, I missed the Lupin III movie tonight ARGH) playing the roadshow movie is being watched attentively by the waitress, who speaks to us as though we are the biggest inconvenience she's ever endured. XD
Tomorrow we're going to eat lunch together, and then I'll have some chill time before my last two classes, after which there's a party and then karaoke (I think). I'm practicing my L'Arc songs even as I type, because my last attempt (last weekend) was just lame.
Will's leaving next week, and his replacement arrives tomorrow-- another female teacher, which is (I hope) going to be nice-- I had a taste of that when Liz was here and I really enjoyed having someone else to eat and go jogging with. I'm going to miss Will though, for being his nutball self and having interesting reading material and good taste in movies.
Liza has the Half-Blood Prince book now, I finished it and gave it to her today, but I'm sure I'll be going crazy for wanting to read it soon enough, so it'll be a good excuse to plant myself at her house hopefully. :3 Hot damn but that was a good read-- almost as much fun as reading the first three (but nothing will ever be as much fun as reading the first HP book for the first time-- there's something special about the first read of a really amazing fantasy novel that just outshines everything else). I enjoyed the hell out of it and all I can ask is that the last one is just as much fun and wraps up all the loose ends it should.
The Albirex game last weekend was SO awesome-- we won 2-0 over Nagoya's team and it was really exciting to watch too. So many shots (missed) and great plays! And the fans were so into it; I have a feeling I'd have been annoyed by it at a baseball game but at a soccer game, that kind of organized cheering and constant enthusiasm was just what I wanted. I never got bored or found myself hoping the game would go faster, or even looking at the clock except at the very end. I could definitely get used to regular Albirex games-- one more reason working on Saturdays sucks. I'd probably have season tickets otherwise!
I think I'm going to Tokyo next weekend, which will be awesome, and then for Obon I'll probably be in Nara and Osaka-- Suchinda's living in Nara now. I was so shocked, I'd thought she was still in Bangkok. I'd kind of guessed she'd move here but I was sort of hoping she'd get to work there a bit longer; she had such a great job (at least from hearing about it, prestige-wise) but if she's happier here then that's what's best. And it means I can see her much more easily, which I will certainly not complain about! Oh my heavens no. If I get to spend even a few days hanging out with her and some other old students, summer will be complete. Things are definitely looking better in Kansai!
And now it's off to bed-- I shouldn't have stayed out so late, but since there were only four of us I felt bad leaving the others early. Pfah. When will I learn?! So tired. But tomorrow ought to be fun.
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Just got back from drinking with Liz, Will, Brent and Alistair. We went to an izakaya with coworkers and then to two bars in Ekinan-- Jekyll and Hyde was pretty interesting, toys and books and fake skeletons and guys in panda suits, wish I coulda taken Sephie there for sure! Then to the Irish pub, where I tried Yona Yona Real Ale-- very very tasty stuff, almost like honey. It was really great just to talk and have a challenging but still entertaining conversation. It's rare to have that, I have discovered, no matter where I am, and Alistair challenges me while still being a fun and easy person to talk to, and we all 'get' each other just well enough to have long conversations without getting held up by redundant explanations, but still have plenty to contest with each other.
I'm quite buzzed (pretty much drunk, but I only had three and a half pints) and it's time for bed... I am so envious of Liz going to Hong Kong, even though it's not something I could manage without any language skills. I really do hope I can visit for a good chunk of time in the future, and get a feel for the place, since it might be a good place to try in lieu of Japan's stifling atmosphere, and at the very least a great networking opportunity. Who knows?
Things are good mostly through sheer force of will, at this point, and more than a little denial on the side. I'm glad I'll be in Kansai this weekend, and even happier to be seeing Livni in two weeks. It will be so wonderful to have a slice of the closest thing to 'home' I can have, here, for a while.
I know going home is the best thing to do, but it's going to be so hard because all the people that make 'home' for me are getting scattered and it's going to be harder to see them than it is here, relatively speaking. It's all a matter of traveling and convenience, which is kind of ridiculous when you think about it, but still. It's going to be really hard to remember that I did make the right choice, for a while. I wonder if I should try to stay in a place that still harbors some sort of community spirit, first off (like G'boro) just to get my bearings back.
Time for bed now, anyway. Things like this are best pondered without Alanis on the stereo or copious amounts of beer, and also with more logical plans in mind.
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Ryan McGinness' website. Extremely cool paintings. If this guy sold prints, I'd be first in line to buy 'em. As it is, I'm hoping he has an exhibit I can send a friend to eventually, or better yet see in person.
I went to the Marine Pier Nihonkai (Japan Sea Marine Pier) this afternoon with Liza. It was a lot of fun, especially since we got to see the dolphin show (they have six or seven dolphins, one of which is a Pacific Whitesided). They were fast, and seemed to enjoy it a lot. I was rather disappointed that their trainers didn't swim with them-- they wore overalls and waterproof shoes, and just stood on the edge of the pool. The pool was also very small, less than the size of an average country-club swimming pool, and the tank connected to it couldn't have been much larger either, which was a depressing thought. The rest of the aquarium didn't hold up to close scrutiny (or any other kind) very well either, what with many tanks being bare except for their living occupants, and with dirty glass and questionable-looking water. The sunfish was in a huge tank all alone, with not even sand to line the bottom-- it looked like a huge version of the tanks in restaurants where you pick out the fish you want to eat (except even those sometimes have gravel). It was a very sad sight. Some of the freshwater setups boasted fake reeds, since apparently they couldn't be bothered maintaining the conditions required for the real thing to survive. And randomly enough, they also boast a family each of North American beavers, Canadian river otters, and California sea lions. Go figure.
All in all, it was an enjoyable visit but I felt a bit guilty for having fun, since I felt so sorry for most of the creatures living there. They even had several huge Green sea turtles, and a flock of penguins and some spotted seals. I couldn't help comparing the place to the NC State Aquarium, the WNC Nature Center, and the National Aquarium-- and even the Nature Center beat this place hands-down; after all, our river otters had much more space and company to enjoy, and they weren't totally confined indoors. And the kicker? It cost 1500 yen to enter. *sigh* Ah, Japan.
I just watched Lilo & Stitch (which was both the best and the worst choice of movie for the way I'm feeling today), and now I wish I had the soundtrack with me. It's about the time of year the movie was released, come to think of it-- no wonder I felt like watching it. Mmm, maybe next I'll watch Three to Tango... I don't feel like going to bed yet. Or maybe I'll just read some more of my Jeeves and Wooster Omnibus. Another great cure for just about anything (except a case of the hiccups).
But what I'd really like to do is hang out with my friends. I miss you guys. A lot. I suppose this is what summer will always do to me, since I can't be at home anymore.
Eat some barbecue for me, y'all. And enjoy the peaches and strawberries, and the fresh air (well, if you're not in Greensboro).
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It's pretty late but I figure what the heck, a few more minutes at this point won't make much difference. XD; I've been cleaning since I got home at nine--
We had lunch at Pooja today, and I rode my bicycle and the weather was gorgeous! I could even smell the ocean from the bridge. It was windy and sunny and warm, and everyone was out shopping or taking a stroll. We rode bikes back to the bus center and shopped, and I scored a great pair of sunglasses. Then it was off to Liza's, where we watched movie trailers and we went for a walk around the neighborhood, taking flower pictures and meeting people. (Mama-san's house is the COOLEST.)
There's more to it than that, but my eyes aren't focusing and I don't want to put my glasses on so I need to call it quits. I hope next weekend's this nice!
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HOLY CRAP WHERE DID THREE MONTHS GO.
I feel horribly guilty-- if this blog were a tamagotchi it would have died of neglect long ago. *sigh* Guess we'll be covering a lot of ground in the next couple of entries, eh?
Bed first, though.
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Okay, adding some more about my incredible weekend before bed. XD; Saturday night Will and Keiko and I went out drinking at the Black Pig in Furumachi, with a brief stop-off to fill our stomachs at Sukiya (cheap, tasty, huge bowls of rice, open 24-7, what's not to love?!). We took the bus and sat through three drinks before calling it quits and following Brent to the karaoke room with the Furumachi crowd, where we spent a lovely two hours singing English and Japanese and all-around good stuff. I got a lovely numb feeling from two beers and a Jack and Coke, whereas the other weekend five drinks at Immigrant's didn't give me so much as a teensy buzz. I'm never drinking at their bar again, dammit. If I'm paying that much for alcohol it damn well better TASTE like it, at the very least. But, Black Pig drinks are serious, and the karaoke was great. I had a surreal walk home, taking a taxi with two other girls and getting dropped off much farther down the street than I'd thought they were going to go, thus having to backtrack like half a mile through utter darkness and desertion. I tell you, I love how safe I feel in this city (out on a big street, that is! My own imagination's enough to fuck me up really good if I even look sideways at a dark alley, nevermind if it's just someone's driveway.) My Japanese lesson was productive, and I proceeded to sit on my ass for the rest of the day and go nowhere. At least I went to bed kind of early. Monday I got up at nine (gasp!), made breakfast, and cleaned a bit before meeting Liza for lunch in Furumachi (do we see a pattern here?). We stuffed ourselves at Pooja and then walked it off by meandering down the street into the Magic Bus shop, where I scored a really cool t-shirt and loads of eye-candy-- that place is so well-decorated, and so thoughtfully arranged, that the whole store is like a work of art-- you don't want to move anything even the tiniest bit. It's so colorful and everything /fits/ together. Color me impressed, yo.
After that, we bussed back to Bandai, and I went to the Animate to poke around-- thankfully I had limited funds on me, because I would have blown my wallet on tiny presents for other people. As it was, I scored that awesome pair of FFVII posters, and I'm going back for the other stuff. (Oh, and a Sanzo magnet. All the Sanzo stuff the Tokyo store lacks, this place has! If I'm the only Sanzo fan in Niigata, I say that's a GOOD thing.) Killed some time in the apartment before heading back to Furumachi, then wasting even more time walking around looking for an ATM before remembering my bank's in Furumachi Mall... at least I got a nice wander through nighttime snowy streets out of it. The snow really was amazing on Monday-- I woke up to a world of white, and the snow fell so thickly and softly, it coated me within moments of stepping out. Bliss! And now I'm more familiar with the buses into Furumachi, joy. No more biking for me until it's warmer!
I got my money and went back to the With building, and poked until I found a good white floorlamp, which is now blessing me with its lovely non-flourescent light. Then I bussed BACK to Bandai, dropped that off, and walked back to Daiei to grab two storage drawers for my mutating pile of clothes. Finally, my floor is clean and my aparment is bathed in soft yellow light. SCORE. I have the perfect sanctuary. (Well, perfect once I get a huge TV and a Japanese DVD player... so, like, only in my dreams. Aha.) Now I just need to clean this travesty I call my kitchen counter.... Oh dear.
I even had time to watch Three to Tango, after all that. Go me. What a great feel-good piece of fluff. Oliver Platt is my hero.
And I've been out for okonomiyaki with Keiko, Naoka and Tomoko, and we had a stupidly good time, just being girls and (mostly) speaking Japanese, and last week we ate ramen too. This Saturday I'm going out with some students, which I obviously wasn't thinking of when I bought all that crab meat on special because now I'll probably have to make that soup on Thursday night instead. Bah. Maybe I can make it keep till Sunday afternoon? I hope it snows all the way through next weekend; I need another weekend like this one. And a brunch at Hotel Okura. That would be just about perfect. :) And now I need to start planning for Mom's visit!!! Right. Making lists. Lots of lists. And crud, need to upload some more photos, too. Eheh.
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Whoo, lazy. Let's see... Christmas at home was wonderful-- despite the Jet Lag from Hell (stupid of me not to take medicine the very first night... duh). I ate so much Chex mix and turkey and ham and cranberry salad. I still managed to stuff myself at Taco Bell with Sephie, and play video games, and go shopping with Mom and Michael and eat at Salsa's, and we discovered the basement of the Kress Emporium. Their furniture is all medieval and dark wood, velvet and huge and clunky and that is exactly what I want my dream house to be-- stone and wood and filled with rugs and tapestries and statues, like a mountain stronghold filled with plunder from more religions and cultures than one person should know what to do with. XD
Saw the POTO movie with Sephie, too, and it was just as cracktastic as I'd feared/hoped. I need to see it again, but can't bring myself to care without Sephie around. Still, I miss it.... Miss listening to it. Should have brought it with me, ED you idiot.
I spent lots of quality time with my puppy, kissed and petted and snuggled. Still never enough. Miss him too much. The cat is insane, and adorable and sweet and SPOILED ROTTEN, and not as agile as most cats; has issues with twisting as he falls apparently (if you want out of my arms that bad, kitty, at least make sure you can land on your feet!). The fresh air and the quiet at home were wonderful. And the water! Wonderful tasty tapwater! And central heating, but that's not so noticeable at our house thanks to Mom's arctic thermostat setting. My apartment is actually warmer temp-wise, when the heat's on! Having the heat on full-blast at work is bad, it gets me used to much higher indoor temperatures and then everything else feels colder; it's actually not as cold here as it is at home, most nights, but I end up shivering thanks to the larger difference in indoor/outdoor climate at work. Blargh. And the dry air is killing my eyes and my throat. I have to drink twice as much every day. It would all be much nicer, if all that snow the rest of the prefecture is getting would fall over the city....
As soon as I got back to Japan, I went to Maebashi to stay with Mayumi-- she picked me up, we went grocery shopping and then back to her house, where she and her mom stuffed me and we watched TV until we fell asleep. Her house is adorably tiny but it was so cold the next morning that I could see my breath WITH the heater on. I slept on a heating pad and didn't ever get so hot I had to turn it off. Yikes. There was snow everywhere, it was gorgeous-- even in Tokyo you could see it, and on Mt. Fuji from the train in the evening. Eastern Tokyo, especially the parts near the river, is very parklike and makes me think more of other places in the world-- that fluttery big-city feeling I get when I go somewhere new and exciting and can feel all the opportunities out there in the streets. Never thought Tokyo could look like that, but some parts do. Only from buses, though, not from trains. Always has to be a bus.
Mayumi and I drove in her car all the way up to the mountains; the drive was amazing and everything was white but the sky was blue and sunny, and we listened to Misia and Enya and lots of good bouncy music. The trees and the huge houses and the mountains and sky combined and it was hard to tell if I was home or in Japan or where; so familiar and new that I never wanted to leave. Those are the places in this country where I can see myself never leaving, and never getting tired of it. Out in the middle of nowhere, definitely. I should marry a farmer, or a rich reclusive artist. Latter would be perfect, maybe. XD We passed onsens and parks and farms and then we got up to Mizusawa Shrine, where it was packed solid for the new year-- it was like a dream. So crowded and the ground was white but there were noisy people and bells clanging for prayers, and incense smoke thick in the air (I love that smell, more than anything, and it was everywhere!) and bright colors from the banners and mamori and brooms and streamers everywhere. It was like a fairytale interrupted by real life, stirred and jumbled together. We prayed and pushed the wheel three times round for good luck, and I remembered to buy an omamori, then we set off again.
We sat in backed-up traffic for ages, because the road was only two lanes and there was no way to pass everyone, but we did pull over at a park so I could jump in the snow, because it was five inches deep and pristine and so quiet-- trees in snow! NO people! I wanted to have the whole day free just to walk in those woods, under pine trees and silence. We sat in the toasty car and looked at the mountains, so bright and far away, and high up, and listened to Enya, and finally we made it to the onsen-- perched on a hillside up steep slippery steps, tiny and cheap and supposedly famous. I bought a towel, and we jumped in without washing because all the stalls were taken, and no one cared! Mineral water, whatever. We soaked till we couldn't stand it-- I walked outside onto the little deck to cool off, my feet freezing and my whole body steaming and smoking and it felt /so good/, and then we washed off and got dressed and set off in search of food. Mayumi found the udon shop down the mountain-- tempura mushrooms and great big bowls of udon, best I've ever had. It was amazingly good and just what the day needed, warm in afternoon sun with genmaicha.
After that we drove all the way to Kannonyama, on the other side of Takasaki, and went all the way to the top-- parked and walked. The walk was very pretty, looked a lot like home and a lot like nowhere else at the same time. Rhodedendrons do that to me, I swear. On the way, flowers and shops and people and pets and interesting cars, oh my! And an abandoned amusement park whose coaster you can see through the trees. Oh, Japan. At the top, the huge Kannon statue and a great view-- I walked up to the garden path and took some photos, and smelled the fresh air, and enjoyed the snow and the biting cold. Then we walked back down, got some snacks on the way, and sat in traffic forever on the way to the station. We met Miho outside the station, and went for coffee-- sat outside! because I had too much luggage-- and stayed till dark. Finally I got on my shinkansen (it works again YAY) and dozed all the way here. And I still had a day of vacation all to myself-- for movies and sleeping.
Two weekends ago turned out to be the Yamayaki in Nara (no English site ever mentions that it's on a Sunday, much less NOT Jan. 15th!) so I got the last kousoku bus ticket down (through so much snow, slipping and sliding and it was really coming down hard, the mountains were lost in time and space and whiteness) and napped at Mel's apartment all morning, then we met Amano-san in Nara and froze our butts off in the park waiting for the fireworks to start. So crowded! And so familiar and perfect. The deer are really annoying as hell, though, since the tourists insist on feeding them everywhere. Gah. The fireworks were awesome, and the mountain-burning took a while to get started, but it was so cool to watch. We could see it burning behind the university-- I would have been able to see it from the dorm yard, back when. We went back to Amano-san's favorite izakaya for dinner, and it was great! Mel and I had atsukan and vegetarian tempura, and lots of chuhai. Then she got kidnapped back to Yoshida-san's house with me, and we drank umeshuu and tried to worm out of singing on the karaoke machine, because we didn't know any of the songs. Argh. Finally, we crashed and slept till eight. We had good (smaller!) breakfast, and oranges and played with Rintaro until Yoshida-san dropped us off at the Kintetsu building. We walked back up the hill to Koufuku-ji, dawdled in the sun and bought omamori (they have calendars! So much love! and toridoushi ema) and talked to the monks. Then we walked down to Sarusawa-ike and enjoyed the view and the quiet, and saw some girls dressed up for Hatachi. Nara and Kyoto are the best places to kimono-watch on Hatachi, I think, because all the most important temples are around so EVERYONE goes. It was hard not to get whiplash from looking at all the different patterns and obis. We shopped and messed around, then hopped on the train to Osaka, where we pillaged Yodobashi Camera and had okonomiyaki for lunch. Love the train to Namba, the view from the mountainside is always so cool. Fuse is such a nice place, too-- I remembered! And then we took Hankyu back to Ibaraki, or close, and met Mel's coworker to do some fish-shopping. Her neighborhood is quiet and very pretty, and the weather was golden and frozen. Perfect January day. We checked out the fish store, which was amazingly tiny and cool and the guy has a nurse shark in a tank! A dark and creepy and cavelike tank. We stomped back and had tea and waffles at this awesome little shop near the station, like a grotto. Then I got on the train back to Kyoto station, and killed time in pieces. Ogled more kimonos, then sat in the McDonald's for a while, eating and talking to Susanne on the phone.
The bus ride back was great-- so snowy and quiet, and the trees were all white and thick, and the bus was just all over the road. It was beautiful though. We rolled into town with four inches on the street, and I slogged home in it... but it was melting when I woke up again. Blargh. But then it snowed again, I was at Kate's and we were watching FMA and periodically checking out the window as if hoping we wouldn't have to go to work the next day (hah!) and it was gorgeous and silent and fluffy. I walked all the way to the river on my way home, just to hear my shoes crunch in the wet fluffy snow and see it all coming down so thick, and see all the white buildings and the utter total cottony silence. It was amazing.
After that, nothing so special, really! But I did go out with everyone to Liza's family's Korean restaurant, and we had bibinba and lots of alcohol and a great time. And last weekend I met Liza and Brent for the lunch buffet at Hotel Okura, which was just like a fancy Sunday buffet at home only this was Monday, and we stuffed ourselves silly. Then because it was sunny and I was there, I struck out for the beach (shopping along the way, in the Bali store) photographing as I went. I love Furumachi backstreets; they are like nothing and everything I've seen before, all the things I love like crazy tiny shops and interesting houses and so quiet, everything so quiet. I got to the ocean and I'd forgotten it's been so long since I went, it was more than wonderful to see the sea, the empty silent horizon. And hear the birds and the wind, and see the trees all bare. I walked back the other way, and found a real art supply shop! Run by cheerful helpful little old ladies who didn't bat an eye at my shitty Japanese and told me one can't buy Prismacolors in Japan. Dammit. But they had amazing sketchbooks, and other color pencils too. I stopped by Book-Off and picked up some music too, to go with the brand-spanking new Spitz, GLAY, and Casshern music I bought two weeks ago (yikes expensive). So now I've got good music and I got cookies in Meidi-ya, and I am going to make crab soup again because it turned out really, really well the first time. Slowly, my confidence is building!
Now I'm gonna cut this sucker short so I can go do other stuff for a bit. Whoof.
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