Name is... Christine Enciso
Located in... NJ, USA
Heritage is... Filipino. partly Chinese, Spanish, and Portuguese
Likes to... chill wid frenz, write ficz n poemz, read ficz n poemz (hehe), choreograph dances, play pool, volleyball, n bowling, sing, draw, bug out wid frenz, watch movies n broadways, run out in the rain, star-gaze n of course, sleep...
Loves... black cats wid green eyes, white tigers, the feel of velvet, vanilla ice cream, long showers, music (any kind, particularly K-pop), the scents of Nautica Women n Cashmere Mist DKNY, drinks like the Snapple Elements n Jones Soda, Ben&Jerrys, Tastations n Starburst HardCandy, the mozzarella sticks in Cherrystone, 1TYM, Shinhwa, YG, FTTS, HOT, JS, Jekki, Ji Won, Fany, Jae Won, Dong Wan oppa (my broder), Edic, and saving the best for last...... Teddy. ^_^
An Ode
by C. Enciso
A wave of devotion like the fire of desire,
cause it's ur love that's blessing and lifting me higher
a comforting hand, the sound of your voice,
your encouragement, and your faith in my choice.
Your smiles and your laughter just brighten my day
and you each touch my heart in your own special way.
my very existence is driven by you
and you've all changed my life though you never knew.
I'd give up my life, everything that i own
just to pay you back for all the love that you've shown
I'd write out your names in the stars just to see
that if one thing i know: you inspire me...
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
... mah first krew ever CCQ [Cookiez N Cream QTz]
...jus u n me, Trina ^^ ...
... mah K2C girlz: K1 Kristine, K2 Katrina, C1 Catalina (Diane), C2 Christine (me)...
...mah Trainz of Thought boys:
Austin n Dale ...
... mah 143 pplz: K2C and Trainz of Thought featuring the beloved huggable Rae hehe *OnE LuV*...
... mah Boa Krew AKA BK gurlz:
Kristine, Trina, Lana and J...
... mah LNC[Last Name Crew] gurlz:
Govan, Balagtas, Fierro, Lewis n Jordan...
...mah SFG [Sexually Frustrated Girls/Guys]...
... mah SAS [Sweet Angelic Sisters] gurlz: Theresa, Racquel, Tricia,
Emily, Andaya, Kristine and Jayme...
... and last but not least...
my best friend since childhood and sister to me
...Faith Lim...
..:to all those whom i didn't mention:..
... i luv you ...
Other blogs:
..: Kristine :..
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..: Lez :..
Angel Egg
..: Trina :..
non-existence
..: Kara :..
Coming Out
..: Govan :..
I Took The Pope To Prom
..: yakuza :..
HOT Yakuza Blog
..: Austin :..
LyricalCloud
..: Dale :..
KNOWLEDGE OF SELF
Open Diaries:
..: Shannon :..
*ShiningStar19*
..: Egan :..
FastHands
..: Vanessa :..
Nessie
..: Tony :..
TonyTheGreat
..: Christina :..
Serenity16
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lotta shiet has been happening... no time for chat, no time for online, no time for forums, no time for writing or drawing or even just sleeping... i haven't actually talked to someone online in 012 and i haven't even been online past midnight in the past few weeks. It's mad scary...
so here's the deal. Monday i joined Weight Watchers. Now i know what everyone must be thinking O.o why would i do that? and the answer is Yes, Weight Watchers is pretty much like a cult except u lose weight while you're in it. So anyway, yah. I started it Monday. From Tuesday on i've been keeping track of "points" that i have to accumulate from certain foods and i've also been exercising everyday (which to tell u the truth is a real change). Iunno. It may be beneficial but i end up being exhausted afterwards. Everyday this week i have been waking up way too late in the morning and i think it's because of my eating habits as well as my exercising. Well, here's what the whole deal was. I get home from school, i eat a snack and then i take a nap. Then afterwards, i get up, walk 2 miles with hand weights, and i either do Tae Bo (from the tape) or i do a buncha mat exercises with hand weights. I usually do all this while watching a Disney Video. My first one (which isn't actually a Disney Video but who cares) was Anastasia... that didn't work very well cuz the music kinda wasn't good for walking. After that it was Prince of Egypt and then after that Lion King. Lion King was prolly the easiest to exercise to cuz the music actually had rhythm. So anyway, i plan on doing Mulan next. I dunno what i'm gonna do when i run out of Disney Movies ><;; i hafta start watching porno XD JK JK... so anyway, yah. That's been pretty much it. I was actually trying to be studious today and i ended up doing my History packet tho i kinda didn't want to. But i still haven't done my Physics Lab that was due Tuesday because #1, i got the wrong information. #2, i didn't get the right information, #3 i found out i did have the right information #4 i don't have word on my computer #5 my dad's computer's disk drive isn't working so i can't get to my lab and i absolutely refuse to write this lab over again... so anyway, yah. I think Mr. McCoughlin is totally used to me handing in my lab like 5 days late. So anyway, i think i'm gonna finish this up, put my uniform together and head to bed so i don't wake up at the time i hafta leave tomorrow. good times? yes. Teddy wrote me a love song on Thursday, November 15, 2001 at 11:40 p.m..
things just really suck...
there's not really any way of describing it besides that it sucks. Last night i read a sign on my door that my dad wrote that said that "cleaning my room is a obligation. You don't have any chores like other kids do. You should keep ur room clean all the time or NO CAR." So that got me pissed. It's not like i do nothing in this house. They tell me to wash the dishes, i wash em. They tell me to cook rice, i cook it. I clean the bathroom, i do my own laundry, i iron my own clothes. I spend my own money on things that i need. I usually fix myself dinner since i barely even SEE my parents anymore. "you don't do chores like other kids do" yah, that's right. Cuz they don't HAVE chores. I don't even have a way of getting online except when our screwy cable modem decides to stop being an asshole and go online. so anyway, then i start washing all my laundry, #1 i don't like being dirtbad. #2 my dad says to clean my room and what better way to start than to start by cleaning all my clothes first. So i stick all my clothes in the washer and so forth. I wash my colors and then i stick my whites in. After the 2 hours that it took for my colors to wash and dry i take the freshly washed whites out of the washer and it has all this stuff all over it. i don't know what happened but my clothes had all these browns pieces of paper all over it or something. So i had to put the clothes back in after i had been waiting for it to finish so i could stick it in the dryer. I go back upstairs and i'm lying in my bed trying to wait for the washer. I fall asleep. I woke up this morning at the time my alarm went off. I ran downstairs and pulled one shirt out of the still-wet white ones and shoved it into the dryer before rushing back up stairs and climbing back into bed. It had to have been the worst night's sleep i have ever had. I kept dreaming of waking up so it didn't even feel like i had slept at all. i got to Trina's house late, and we were both feeling really blah. We had gotten SAT scores back yesterday. Let's just say they sucked. So anyway, we get to school. Immediately I feel nauseated. I had been feeling nauseated all morning and i really felt like throwing up. So i slave through first period (art class) trying to block out all the amazingly annoying voices surrounding me. I spent most of the time messing on the computer trying to find out why the scanner wasn't working. it kept my mind off of everything. I hit second period pretty bad. I kinda just sat there and didn't really do anything. I hate being in class when i feel sick and tired and moody and upset. So i finally braved through that. I just wanted to go home. Calculus, 3rd period was the worst. Mr. Bulman not only gives me an utter headache from just talking but i seriously had a bad sinus headache at the time. And what was worse was that the stupid junior guys in our class decided to open the windows up and i start sniffling and getting stuffy and sneezing and ugh, i just hated that class to no end. Thank god last period was fast since i took a test. I'm not really sure how i did on that. Hopefully I didn't fail. So anyway, after school i go to Trina's house to print out culture awareness club cards. It takes us a while since the program we're using is amazingly gay. So anyway, we finally print them out and i bring them BACK to school so i can pick up the attendance sheet from Mrs. Valentine's room. So i rush to school even though i am amazingly tired and i'm frantically writing down the names and homerooms but the drama people (who are actually last to leave) were leaving. I had to leave too since i had no place to stay. My intention was to fill out the cards and put them in the homeroom envelopes but as i was walking into the hallway, i noticed the office was closed. All that rushing was for nothing. I went home and very regrettably bought over-expensive gas. I am never going to Amoco again. To top it all off, i have a physics lab due tomorrow and a two-chapter History test on President Jackson, whom i don't even like. Oh wait, i forgot something else. One of the other reasons why i had been so blah was cuz of college apps. They're really stressing me out. I don't have that much time and my college essay is absolutely non-existant. Also, since i got a low scored on the SAT's, my chances of getting into my dream schools are getting thinner and thinner. At the same time, cotillion is killing me. People keep dropping out or changing their mind or they can't come on this date or they're coming late or something happens. The worst is that i have already used up all my back-ups and it's only been the first week. Also, one of the couples in my cotillion had a nasty break up. How am i gonna handle having two people in the same cotillion when they don't even want to talk to each other. my fear is one might drop out leaving me, once again, people-less. ALSO, my father has been going into this mid-life crisis. Him and my mom are fighting constantly and my father has been feeling nothing but sick and depressed. They don't even sleep in the same room at this point.
i kno that this is life. Shit happens and u get over it but hey, this is my blog and i'm allowed to write about whatever i damn well want to.
I'm done griping. Teddy wrote me a love song on Tuesday, November 6, 2001 at 06:46 p.m..
i've been stressing for a while now.... it's about alot of things kinda just piling up on top of each other... iunno, i guess it's just a part of life but at the same time if there's any place i should be writing about it, it would prolly be here... Teddy wrote me a love song on Monday, November 5, 2001 at 02:05 p.m..
I actually started this entry Monday but i didn't get to finish it or i was jux too lazy to finish it hehe... arighteez, this is from Monday:
jeez, what a day... let's see. This morning I woke up kinda late-ish than i usually do but somehow i get to Trina's house early? oing? O.o but anyway, so we're driving n all.. somehow i seem to attract all the squirrels of the world.. they're like "oh! there's Enciso's car!" and they run toward it, stop in the middle of the road until i break like a maniac and almost kill myself trying to save the life of a probably useless forest animal. So anyway, there was also like 20-bajillion cops out today (i have no idea why)... so we get to school. Did anything really interesting happen? of course not. So we're chilling like villains and i'm attempting to copy Jen's Chapter 10 History packet. Homeroom starts and i get Fierro's grad pic ^_______^ i'll scan everyone's pic when i finally get my scanner ><;; so anyway, let's see... hrmz... umz, first and second period were blah, the same as always.. Lunch was... lunch and 3rd and last period were.. blah. Keith kept on trying to put his ass on me. What am i, an ass-magnet???? ><;; so after school, me and Trina go chill at my house and look at cartoons of 1TYM ^_______^:
a cute cute DanHwan... Danny's like "yummmmyyyy" and Teddy and Baekkyoung are all like -________-;;;;; hehe
here's two drawings of 1TYM: one in light blue clothes and one in where they're all yelling except for Baekkyoung and Danny... Baekkie jux looks confused ^_^;;
OH! hehe, u'll like this one: Baekkie as a school girl
O.o lol when i saw this one i was like oing? lol
Here's buddy pictures: Danny and Baekkyoung and Teddy and Jin Hwan... hehe, i like how their clothes seem to fall all over them in this pic ^^ whoever drew this is really really good ^_____^v
and last but not least the finale: A beautiful beautiful TedHwan ^______________^
arighteez, so after that me and Trina took a quick stop at Target and saw this girl Andrea that used to go my school there with Denise Elliott. Trina wanted to apply for a job there so we accidentally bumped into them. Too bad i can't get a job until after cotillion ><;; so anyway, hrmz, after that i rushed to the China Buffet on 35 cuz Trina had taken a lot longer getting her stuff done that i thought she would and i had to go back home and change and stuff before i could leave for the restaurant. When i got there, everyone was already there. It was me, Kim, Hayden, Jon Moore, Egan, Christina, Justine, Donovan and Baum. So anyway, yah we ate there and then we went to Toys R Us where we rode the baby bicycles and once again made fun of parapalegic Barbie. After that, we headed over to Christina's house where we said Hi to her parents and family. Christina's dog Fletcher barked at me and they said that Fletcher has never ever barked at someone. Does this mean i'm evil???? lol iunno... so anyway, after that, we left for Govan's house. We got there a little while later with Egan leading me through the back back backroads of Oldbridge or wherever the fuck we were and we got to Govan's soon to leave for Wegman's. When we got there, we ordered some coffee and guess who was working there! Pat Giannini (if i even spelled that right)... yah, pretty much everyone there was making fun of us but i don't care. It was fun. I remember eyeing the frozen food section and i have come to the conclusion that i'm going to pack all of my girl friends into one room and we're gonna eat Ben N Jerry's, cookie dough right out of the canister, chocolate, Teddy Grahams with icing, brownies, cookies, oreos, you name it, if it adds inches to ur hips, we're eating it. We hafta do that before i go on my diet. :P So anyway, after that we sped back to Govan's house at literally 90 mph and i seriously almost killed Egan and Christina :P but we chilled at Govan's and watched the emperor's new Groove until Govan kicked us out. Everyone else went to get some food but i had to get home. I think i was really tired. So yah, that was MONDAY NIGHT. Isn't that odd?
so anyway, the next day i got up around.... i have no idea what time but that's not important and i went with my mom to wherever to find out where to get my invitations made for my cotillion. Low and behold, the place we go to, my mom doesn't like because it doesn't sell cards that relate to 18th birthdays. (or maybe it's just that she can get them made some other place that's owned by Filipinos and she semi-racist) so anyway, we pile into the car and i'm falling asleep as we're burrowing onto 18 South and we end up missing the exit and driving for like 10 minutes before my mom decided to turn around. I'm telling you right now that i HATE riding in the car with my mom cuz she is the absolutely most horrible driver in the friggin world. OMG, i'm about to scream at her every second but i can't advise her on how to drive. After all, she's been doing it a hella lot longer than i have been. So anyway, we finally leave this card place and go to Edison. I'm trying on dresses and there's one that's really really nice and i like it a lot. It doesn't cost that much less than the other dress i liked but from looking in that store, that dress seems so much cheaper than i thought it was. The average dress was around 1100 and my dress was around 700.. so i was like *phew* so anyway, yah, i told my mom i'd lose weight so i can fit in it (which i am, i'm going on Weight Watchers so i can look better for my cotillion and also just cuz i wanna lose weight in general). Do u wanna kno how proportional i am??? my measurements were 41 (bust) 31 (waist) 41 (hips)... jeezus... i think that is REALLY proportional tho even though i'm proportional, i'm still a fat cow --;; allg. So anyway, we ordered the dress and left. Oh! i watched Airplane! last night for the first time in the longest time. That movie is still hilarious. So anyway, yah.
Today hrm... nothing really interesting happened. It was just kinda school-ish-like and YAY, we have dress-down day Friday ^__________^ good times, i need clothes. So anyway, hrm... i think that's it..
oh! and i have seriously decided not to buy Shinhwa's 4th album. Don't get me wrong, i still love them to death but i really hate that album... it's WAY too boy-bandish for their own good. (Nsync and BSB don't do it for me)... enough of that, i think i'm gonna go watch Pitch Black for the 100th time ^_^;;; Teddy wrote me a love song on Wednesday, October 17, 2001 at 07:45 p.m..
hrm, i blogged yesterday but i think i'll blog about yesterday again anyway...
so yah, i took SAT's... it was boring and now instead of worrying about taking them, i'm worried about what i got on them.. --;; aigoooo.
so anyway, me n lez were supposed to chill but plans got messed up so i ended up actually chilling with Phil, Dean, Kelvin, JD, Roz, and Kelvz's friend Mark. What happened was I went to go meet them at Woodbridge Mall and we were all supposed to see either Iron Monkey or Corky Romano... but Deaan and Phil ended up leaving Dean's house around 9 so a movie was kinda outta the question. We ended up staying in woodbridge till 10 cuz we had to wait till Roz got out of work. :P So yah, while we were waiting, guess who was sitting next to us waiting for Mel to get out of work? YES, Jon Vito. WTF, he appeared out of nowhere. And he looks like a DORK. OMG, he was wearing these tight-ish jeans (that looked like the kind my dad wears) and he had this aquamarine polo shirt on that was TUCKED IN. I was like "WTF???? O.o" I remember seeing him at partiez before when him and Emily were all "tight" and i thought that he looked really good or whutever and sometimes he would hit on Trina (which is sick cuz he's like 24 or something). So yah, he's sitting there next to me waiting with B for Mel to get out of work and i'm sitting there thinking. "Great, Jon Vito's right next to me." So anyway, yah. I met up with Kelvin in FOrever21 (where Roz n Mel work) and we chill there for a while waiting for Dean n Phil to go to Pines. So finally JD comes with Kelvz's friend Mark and then Gladys also shows up. SHe walks into the store and immediately starts talking about how Christian totally overreacted to something that happened and that he was crying so hard that he threw up. ><;; i was like "ummmm......." but, yah they were having problems. So then Christian suddenly shows up and we're like O.O "how did u get here???" cuz he got his license revoked a while ago. Turns out that he DROVE to woodbridge to see Gladys. So she's like "you drove? are f*cking crazy???" dah dah dah.. Christian looked so bad ><;; his eyes were all puffy n red n stuff. I was like "awwwww!! poor baby ducky" but it definitely wasn't my place to say anything. So eventually, we all left. Gladys went home. and i drove Kelvin n Roz in my car to Pines. Too bad that we got lost ><;; my brother accidentally told me the wrong exit off 287 so i ended up in Metuchen rather then New BRunswick. So we end up making a few wrong turns until we finally get to Pines. Phil n Dean had been there an hour before so they had already played like 7 games :P. So anyway, we're chilling there and i'm playing pool. I was on JD's team n Kelvin n his friend Mark were on the other. They beat us every single time ><;; First, i got the 8 ball in. Then JD got the 8 ball in... then finally, Kelv n Mark jux beat us by sinking all theirs n the 8. Wow, we sucked. But JD was starting to get a better game towards the end. And Roz was outside talking on Gladys the whole time ><;; she shouldn't have stayed outside... it was cold and she's sick. So yah, after that we all chilled outside for a while until my brother came so i could follow him back to his apartment. We talked about random shiet and poor Roz was left all alone. Iunno what's going on but Kelvin is somehow "really stupid" and doesn't wanna talk to Roz??? i'm confused. But yah, so we chilled outside n we talked about Kpop lol as always and Dean told me he downloaded HOT ^_^ lessee... oh yah! after we had left the pool hall, all the nice cars started pulling into the parking lot and these HOT HOT korean guys started coming and i was like "mayn, all the cute guys are coming now! GRRRRRR!!!!" and i was getting mad n all joking like "hey, how bout we go back in and play another game???" ^^;; mayn, they were hot. I'm definitely going back there sometime VERY soon. So anyway, let's see. Hrm.. after that, my brother came in his new Acura RsX ^______^ it was really funny cuz here i am in this silver Celica that everyone's like "wowwie" and then my brother pulls up in his RsX with the side veillance and spoiler and they're like "OH SHIET!!!!" hehe.. it was cool watching us drive behind each other.. O.O hehe... so i go to John's place and we spend pretty much the whole time fixing my phone. I got the All Your Dreams ringtone ^___________^ i'm so GIDDY. And i also got One Love but it doesn't sound as good ><;; so anyway, let's see... then i put a dragon on my phone (where Vstream is supposed to appear) and... i think that's it.. ^_^ i'm so happy. So anyway, yah so i slept over and i woke up around 8:20... my brother got up at 8:30 to wake me up but alas, i was already awake. So yah, my brother and his gf had to go to work today so i had to leave the apartment (due to the alarm n so forth). So we got up and my brother gets into his RsX and i get into my Celica and we pull out of his apartment parking lot and onto the road and LOL, all these other cars passing by must be like O.O cuz u see this Silver Celica driving right next to a Silver RsX LOL. It is SO great. He supposed to come over later today to take pictures of both of our cars. And to hopefully fix my comp cuz mine sux and i still have ghetto Windows 95 or whutever... so my dad can attach the cable modem to my compie (tho our cable modem sux, i gotta call tech support)... so yah! hehe.. i think that's all i have to say that somewhat useful. OH, i got my leather case back for my phone ^_^ i left it in Phil's car during the trip to NYC and i haven't seen it for like 2 months O.o allg, i have it back now ^_______^v
AND YES ANOTHER SURVEY:
the time is :: round 2:50 PM... my compie clock is a lil off, so i'm not sure...
im feeling :: kinda tired and dizzy since i woke up early and then went back to sleep.. :P
im thinking about :: the hot korean guys that i missed last night blah hehe
last laugh was :: i think it was this morning when my brother said something funny. I forgot what it was tho.
im wearing :: A big over-sized T-shirt with Minnie Mouse kissing Mickey Mouse and a pair of red plaid boxers
my hair is :: kinda yucky. I didn't get to take a shower this morning before leaving my brother's house. I'll take one laterz.
my jewelry :: is nothing. The fear of losing it overpowers my desire to wear it.
my nailpolish :: nada... still waiting for my nails to grow out from prom last year ><;;
my mouth contains :: cookie dough from the Pillsbury canister.. good times
the person last spoken to was :: my dad on the phone
the words last spoken were :: "k, luv you, bye"
my last food intake was at :: just now
what i ate was :: cookie dough lol
im listening to :: the hum of my compie... i'm too lazy to attach my cables to my comp for my speakers.. hold on, i'ma turn on my dad's comp
the last song i heard was :: some song on perry's album (in my car)
my last IM was from :: ateh K1 chibiyah mikkie unnie (and yes, that is ONE person)
my last physical act :: typing, obviously... putting a spoon in my mouth...
my inbox contains :: two pieces of junk mail.. GOOD TIMES!
the time is :: 3:03 PM
i really need to get a life lol...
i think this blog entry deserves some pictures ^_^...
and some 1TYM animations..
Teddy *MuAh*
Danny on the left, Teddy on the right.
a hot pic of my Teddy Bear ^___________^V
and a NIIIIIIIICCEEE pic of sungie:
clickie on this piccie n u'll see a not-so-necessarily attractive but surprisingly buff hye sung ^_____^ (he looks better in other pics)...
i think i'm addicted to these thingiez.. got it from Lez's Blog...
i am happiest when: when i have a good conversation wid some1, when i'm chilling wid frienz i haven't seen in a while, when i'm laughing so hard my stomach hurts, when i get a meaningful present from someone, when i make someone smile even when they're in the worst mood, and when i'm on stage in the middle of the spotlight pouring my heart out to the people sitting in front of me..
i feel lonely when: i'm in bed at night... it hurtz a lil but i jux hug my pillow and hope someday i'll find the perfect guy to take its place...
the ideal relationship would be: silent conversations where u only use ur eyes or a gentle touch.. meaningful convoz n holdin each other in bed at night jux listening to each other breathin.. (mayn, i'm sucha dreamer)
what makes you cry?: death... it scares me and it hurtz.. suffering...
introvert or extrovert?: eh... i like being social (i'd die wid out my frenz) but at the same time, some quiet time is necessary :P
do you think too much?: hellz yah.. so much i talk to myself all dah time O.o
if you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be?: anywhere in the city... i'm sick of this suburb shiet
famous person you would like to meet: mah boi T to da E double D-Y.. Park Hong Jun, fly mah way.. we'll go make luv on a cloud.. XD
do you believe in organized religion: LOL, u are asking the wrong person dis question cuz i will go on for days about how much i hate organized religion...
pro-life or pro-choice: choice... i heard a storie about a woman who got raped, had the kid, and killed herself because she couldn't stand looking at her own child
are you a vegetarian: nah... did u kno that according to "But I'm A Cheerleader", becoming a vegetarian is actually the first step to becoming homosexuaL?? lol.. jux telling u
do you support the death penalty?: i think it depends on the person and the crime.. :P
do angels or demons exist: not necessarily wid that stereotypical idiosyncrasy that everyone else thinks.. i consider a person who brightens up everyone's day an angel n a person who jux makes everyone hate them a demon...
what would you most like to be doing right now: Prolly sleeping... :P
do you have any regrets: *half-hearted chuckle* of course....
sex or love: both... Sex is good. Sex out of love is amazing.
favorite scent: Cashmere Mist DKNY (which i still dun have but i plan on buying when i actually have money)... Nautica Women..... dun feel like typing out the rest...
what REALLY makes you mad?: close-minded ppl, fake ppl, shitty drivers, feeling full n not being to sleep...
favorite way to waste time: S-L-E-E-P-I-N-G. Period.
if you won $50,000,000 what would you do with it?: buy an apartment in Manhattan, buy a beach house on waterfront property in Cali, buy a house in Tagaytay philippines, n move to Korea using mah yacht n helicopter to go to each place year round...
what is your best quality?: i guess understand where other people come from... i think that's really important
are you currently in love/lust: not loving at the time... i dun think i'm lusting over anyone in particular.. i prolly will be after i come back from Pines tonight ^_~
what's the craziest thing you have ever done: me a good girl, i swear... i haven't really done anything too wild... i chased Egan around when he went AWOL in the Freehold Mall parking lot... O.o i threw a hat a group of people at the mall n they came up n got mad.. luckily they backed off... took a picture wid the waiter at Friday's on 35 LOL... that's it
any bad habits: curse too much when i drive, forget to turn off my headlights and close my moon roof, talk to myself (i guess it's a menace when ppl start looking at me weird, otherwise it's allg)... hrm.....
do you find it hard to trust people: yah, i guess... i gotta test the waters first before i really let anything meaningful out...
do you ever doubt yourself: at times... but most of the time i try to keep my head up
bath or shower: Showers. my drain doesn't work.. n it takes too long ><;;
favorite season: winter n fall.. i like the cold
what is your favorite flavor: banana n pineapple ^_^;; vanilla...... yah.. :P
what is your favorite time of day: any time that i'm sleeping or unconscious -_-;;
gold or silver: i've always liked silver better.. yellow jux clashes wid colors...
silk sheets or cotton: cotton.. i think silk sheets would lose its novelty if u used it constantly... but once in a while ^_^
any secret crushes: if u read the entry before this, u'll find that i haven't had a real crush for a long long time
if you could be the opposite sex for one day, would you do it: HELLZ YEAH.. "I got shrinkage"..."how do u guys walk around with those things?" ~Seinfield
what do you desire most in life: i wrote this before... "being able to look in the mirror and being satisfied with what i see"..
do you believe in destiny: dun really know, actually... i think destiny is a result of what u choose...
is world peace attainable: dun think so... unless u brainwashed the world and let them start over again...
i liked this survey very much ^______^v.. hrm, today i took my SATs... nothing really interesting.. i'm dying to find out my score cuz if i got less than a 1300 (which i prolly will) i'm not even gonna try applying to NYU ><;; so anyway, i saw a really hot guy at the mall today when i was eating lunch. Nice arms n all. GOOD TIMES!!! I've come up with the Enciso-motto:
*APPLAUSE* lol, i'm so conceited... that's it... maybe i'll blog laterz... Teddy wrote me a love song on Saturday, October 13, 2001 at 03:50 p.m..
"some, some of dat JS shit... some, some of that masta wu shiet... some, some of that Lexy shit.... yo, is mah family" ~"Get Ready" Perry's 1st Jib
some shiet is going down... there's not really any other way of putting it. There's some issues that are going on between my friends and being caught in the middle is probably the last place i wanna be. I guess i'll name names since everything seems to be out in the open anyway and i think the person that this is based on doesn't even read my blog. Anyway, i have a pretty tight knit group of friends and recently one of them have become the "menace" to the group. It's odd how at first, u can find someone appealing and then a few months later realize that they're not all so great. Well, i supposed that's what happened here. I have a friend named Kim who hangs out with me and the rest of the group pretty much all the time. Well just recently, the whole group has been talking about her and how at times she does things that get annoying and how they're all kind of "trying to be nice but at the same time trying to get their point across". So in other words, they're acting like it's allg when in reality, it's some tough potatoes. I don't really know if i'm agreeing with them or if i'm not. I mean, i can understand that people aren't very receptive to certain characteristics of others and after a while it just gets on ur nerves up to the point where u wanna tear that person's hair out or maybe run them over with your car. I feel bad for Kim. I really do love her to death and i personally didn't really think much of it when this whole thing happened. I know at times she can be overbearing or maybe outplay some stuff... i guess those are her shortcomings. But i can't say that i just don't like her as a person. Yah, she'll say some stupid things, yah, she'll make a situation more awkward than it already is or carry out a joke farther than it needed to go. But i guess that's just Kim. Maybe after all this, she'll realize what's going on and change (tho i think that's kinda unfair to Kim that she has to live up to our standards to fit in with us). Personally, i really don't wanna take sides. I still like Kim. She's still my friend. I guess maybe why i'm so unopinionated is because i'm not as close to Kim as everyone else is so i don't really know the real perspective at which everyone else sees things but from what i know, Kim's been the same forever and i've learned to accept her personality and also to just enjoy her overall presence even though i know that she has that type of personality. And for those people who just realized it now, i'm not really sure what to expect from them except that they would be able to carry this whole thing out in a civilized and humane manor (in which they are). It's hard to see close friends not getting along and not truly understanding why everything isn't working out. And it's also hard to keep both ends equal. I hope this gets settled soon because the awkwardness that i feel makes the stress that i already have grow. Aright, that's it. Sorrie, if i confused the shet out of everyone :P Teddy wrote me a love song on Friday, October 12, 2001 at 12:50 a.m..
I was just watching the video for that song "Chop Suey!" by System Of A Down and i got really scared. Those guys are definitely not attractive in any way, shape, or form but i do admit that i really really like the song tho i don't understand a word besides "trust in my *something, i forgot the word* suicide"... pretty morbid, i'd hafta say but allg. ^_^ i gotta dl that when i actually have enough RAM on my comp to dl winmx.. that and the new Usher song "You Got It Bad" good song and he looks HOT now ^^;; woohoo, buff Usher.. he moves so well.. so anyway!
Let's see... hrm... what has happened so far this week? Okay, on tuesday, it was pretty much like any other school day except i stayed after school and hung out wid the drama kids.. FUN TIMES!! i miss drama like a biatch... but yah, atleast i'm good termz wid Ms. Filosa. SOME BROWNIE POINTS FOR THE CAC PRESIDENT, SCCCCOOOOOOOREEEEEEE!!!!! ^^ lessee.. so yah, that lead to nothing. Then today suttin semi-weird happened. I was supposed to hand out these cards to ppl to inform them of our culture club meeting and as i was heading toward Mrs. Valentine's room, I see Josh Grgas walking down the hallway toward me. Now i just turned back to Mrs. Valentine's door cuz that's jux the way things were. Frosh year, me and Josh used to flirt like crazy on the bus and in computer class O.o come to think of it, it was kinda creepy. But by the end of frosh year, we stopped talking completely. Last year, we had a class together and we talked a lil but barely. So yah, today, he's walking down the hallway collecting the homeroom envelopes like he always does and as i was walking toward Mrs. Valentine's room, I hear him say "Christine!" so i turn and i'm like "whu?" and i raise my eyebrows at him. And he was like "uh, I just said Hi" and i was like oing? O.o And i was like "ohhhhhh hi" and the whole time i'm thinking "wow, that was sporadic. We haven't talked since last year." So he goes up to me and he's like "how've u been?" and he puts his hand on my shoulder and he's like touching me and i'm thinking "okay, yah. Josh has never touched me in the entire time that i've known him. Why is he touching me now?" iunno, for some reason i was really uncomfortable with it. :P So then i'm like "yah, i haven't seen you like the entire year" blah, i didn't know what to say --;; So yah, then he walks away and i'm thinking "okay, what was all that about?"
y'kno what i was thinking? I haven't had a crush for like the past year. My thoughts have always switched from guy to guy periodically. I mean, if this guy looks at me a certain way, i'll prolly think about him the whole day or if one treats me especially sweet then i'll think about him all day. it's kinda like ADD but with crushes. I guess that's the same thing wid Josh cuz that whole thing in the hallway jux seems to stick out in my mind. It may not mean jack-shit to him but iunno. I keep thinking about it. :P A WORD OUTTA U SJV PEEPZ AND U WILL SEE THE ENCISO-SMACK-UR-ASS-ACROSS-THE-WORLD-WITH-A-PAIR-OF-CHOPSTICKS-BIATCH STAGE COME OUT! I WILL GET GUNG-HO ON UR SORRIE ASS! so anyway, yah. I'm calm. Oh yah, there's this kid in my art class that was watching me put my painting away. Iunno what his problem is. Is there fucking something on my face??? ARG. So anyway, yah. That was pretty mucha all that was interesting for today. There was a culture meeting today where we got to introduce ourselves, FUN TIMES. Tho somehow Kevin Ip disappeared with our attendance sheet. He smiles a lot like Rae ><;; so anyway, yah, i musta sounded so corny when it comes to this "i hope we can all get to know each other better" blah blah.. but i do wanna get to know each other in that club. ^_^ i swear! ^^ Oh yah, me and Trina were in my car and i was playing "SuperThug" on full blast with some major base and my car was f*ckin vibrating like a mofo... and so I was like "my car is like one big-ass driving vibrator" and Trina said i should name my car "orgasm"... but Govan suggest "The Stimulator" which actually appeals to me but i was thinking about naming it "Tybalt" jux cuz i like the name.. ^_^ hrm.. so yah. I think that's it. I was supposed to work on my physics lab but i think i'll jux say that i forgot my disk at home (which is always very plausible) and i couldn't print it out cuz my printer ran out of ink (which is actually true). Wow, i luv making up excuses. ^_^;; Teddy wrote me a love song on Wednesday, October 10, 2001 at 09:19 p.m..
let's see.. things aren't going very well today...
first off, i woke up around 5 AM so that i could leave for Boston to visit Boston University. But about 2 hours into the drive, my dad starts feeling really sleepy and tells me that we're gonna go back home cuz he can't drive today. Sooooo, we drive all the way back home. We get there by 8 and i go back to sleep till 1. (i was supposed to spend my day filling out college apps and so forth but uh no)
so yah, then Trina's talking to me online and she gets into this big fight wid her sister and that's not a good thing..
and then Lez and her close friend aren't getting along that well soooooo...
so i told Lez, they should rename Columbus Day "Problems with Close Friends Day" ><;; derf. I have a big History test tomorrow that i didn't study at all for. BLAH! :T maybe i'll blog later... ~Christine Teddy wrote me a love song on Monday, October 8, 2001 at 07:06 p.m..
got this from Lez's blog.. just felt like doing it lol..
HAVE YOU EVER...
*Kissed someone: blah.. why does this hafta be the first question? DON'T LAUGH AT ME CUZ I'M PRUDE
*Been in love: nah
*Been so drunk you blacked out: nopers.. but I had really bad chest pain. That's not a good sign, is it?
*Cheated on a boyfriend or girlfriend: nopers
*Kept a secret from everyone: yuppers
*Set a body part on fire: uh no. I may be a pyro but i'm not a masochist
*Had an imaginary friend: naw
*Called or seen a psychic: nope, tho me and my friends wanted to do if for fun
*Ever cried at a chick flick: yah, i'm a big baby
*Had a crush on a teacher: hrm.. that's a good question. I don't think so.
*Found a cartoon character attractive: yuppers. Tuxedo Mask and Shang from Mulan *drool* lol
*Ever at anytime owned a New Kids on the block tape: of course. I had NKOTB BEDSHEETS, why wouldn't i have had a tape?
*Watched Punky Brewster: no idea what ur talking about
*Prank called someone: Naw
*Eaten a whole box of cookies and thought you were fat after: not a whole box and i think i fell asleep right afterwards
*Been on stage: well, for chorus performances and musicals and stuff yah.
*Gotten in a car accident: does smashing up my sideview mirror on the basketball pole in my driveway count?
DO YOU...
*Wear eye shadow: eh, when i put on a whole face of makeup yah but that's rare
*Have a dog: naw, but i like em
*Want a tattoo, and where: yah, i have no idea where tho.
*Have any regrets: of course
*Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: nopers
*Crush: actually, i don't.. i really need to get out more and find something nice to look at
*Do you have a best friend: yesh i do. Trina and Faith
*Who do you go to for advice: depends on what i need advince on. I haven't asked anyone for advice in a long long time
*Who knows all your secrets? my body pillow does lol. No one really knows all my secrets
*Who do you cry with: i dunno.. lol whoever
DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
*God/Devil: Neither
*Yourself: sure... didn't used to tho
*Your friends: yupsh. they're my wall of strength
*Aliens: sure as hell do
*Love: yuppers ^_^
*Destiny: not too sure
*Signs: I joke about it a lot but i'm not really sure if i believe it
*The Closet Monster: yup, tho sometimes he hangs out under my desk. Wouldn't that make him the Closet-sometimes-under-the-desk Monster?
*One person for everyone?: i'm really not too sure...
yah, so that's it. I didn't mind this survey and i'm trying to find stuff to do since i slept for like 15 hours today and i won't be able to fall asleep till 8 oclock. BLAH. Maybe my parents will let me go to 5 o clock mass at St. Gabriel's tomorrow. THe priest is so much more interesting. So anyway, that's it. Teddy wrote me a love song on Sunday, October 7, 2001 at 12:44 a.m..
whoopdeedoooooo ^_________^v
well, as all u guys kno, last weekend i spent time with my cousins from VA. I blogged Monday. Well now a week has past (well kinda) and i have more to blog about.
first off, my brother convinced my dad to let me start driving my car. I have a silver Toyota Celica 2000 GT-S. A lotta kids at school are talking about it which kinda makes no sense cuz while our school parking lot is littered with BMW's and Lexus's what comparison is there to my little Toyota? Blah. Oh well. So anyway, I got to go to school with my "new" car. (even tho my brother had been driving it for a year and a half --;;) At any rate, at Jersey Gardens last weekend i bought a new pair of school shoes. They're kinda tight but i broke them out pretty well for the four days that we've been in school. Fun Times. Oh, and on Tuesday me and Trina decided to have a mini celebration that I got my car and we ate Pizza Hut at my house and then went to Staples to buy a three-hole punch that goes in ur binder. GOOD TIMES hehe. So anyway, i went to school feeling like a new woman. I had a new car, new shoes, new school supplies, OH! and new hair accessories (that i bought at Jersey Gardens as well). So i was feeling very refreshed. So anyway, I spent the week crooning over how I had to do so many History packets and how I had missed so much in physics since i was gone Thursday and Friday last week because of College Fair and Senior Commissioning. And this whole week i've been feeling so dizzy and i don't know why. I can't even look at something for a long time without getting distracted because nothing seems to stand still anymore. I don't know. Maybe i have an ear infection or something but it really is starting to bother me. I thought the worse thing was that it was the worst on Thursday when I had a test in AP Calculus and a test in Physics. That kinda really sucked. tho i did pretty good on both thank god. Physics was worse but only cuz i was there when they actually TAUGHT half the stuff. I'm only getting a B+ in that class. i really gotta bring it up. So anyway, I got progress reports on Friday. They weren't too good. I'm getting a B+ in AP History and a B+ in Honors Physics and then i'm getting an A in AP Calc and an A+ in Painting/Drawing. But even though that looks really good, i know i could be doing a lot better. It sux. So anyway, after we got progress reports, me and some friends decided to go get some icecream since it would make us feel better. After school, we all piled out of the parking lot and me, Katrina, Kim, Christina, Egan, Govan, and Jen all went to the Diary Queen on 35. Good Times. I got an Oreo Blizzard. Also good times. After that, we hit the record store which oddly selled more CDs than it sold records. And then we ran around Toys R Us making fun of the parapelegic barbie and how there was a McDonald's barbie standing right next to a President of the United States Barbie. It was amusing. After that, I dropped Katrina off at home. I have no idea what I did that the time that i had left. I think i took a really long shower and i shaved. LOL. then i went to Govan's house where we pigged out on junk food. Egan made these amazing little morsels of bliss called "Monkey Balls". Yes, the name isn't very appetizing but trust me, they're good. LOL. So anyway, we watched Clerks and American Pie which were both very enjoyable ^_^ (until last night, i had to have been the only teenager who hasn't seen either or both) FUN TIMES! so anyway, i went home. Today i slept till like 3PM, seriously. I got up around 1 and then i went back to sleep to wake up at 3. God, i'm sucha lazy bum lol. oh well. So anyway, my brother said he's gonna install a new harddrive in my comp next weekend so that means goodbye AOL and hello cable modem and hopefully hello scanner and stuff. (i hope my dad's still gonna get my a new comp for college cuz this one is falling apart on me). So anyway, that should be it. Tomorrow's sunday which means church. BLAH. Everyone's going to GA tomorrow but hey, i don't think i'm allowed to and i kinda don't feel like doing. Monday, i'm going to Boston to visit BC and BU. GOOD TIMES lol. Aright, that's it. Teddy wrote me a love song on Saturday, October 6, 2001 at 11:11 p.m..
"double on ya shit" ~Sean
he has no fuckin idea what he's talking about in that song... oh well.
i just dl-ed Perry's album.. GT's!!! ^______^
it's pretty good. The scary part is that Perry raps in Korean now... before he only used to rap in English. It's kinda really throwing me off. lol like when Andy wasn't in the 4th jib. That kinda threw me off too. ><;; allg. It's good to hear Teddy's voice again (in the 13th track "Bounce")...
here's a pic of Perry and his amazingly large biceps *drool* lol:
hehe..he's makin a scary face tho... that's masta wu the left of him and on the right is Lexy and G-dragon lol.. G-dragon is like the lil bow wow of Korea lol
so anyway, enough about that. I hafta to talk about how i did so much shit this weekend. Friday, i went to school dressed down cuz of senior commisioning (thank god i could show up at 8:30.. lol we were late anyway). my ass has never hurt so much from sitting in the same chair. Commisioning was like a two-hour homily with no signification of when it'll end. But there was this priest there who gave a pretty interesting speech about how he was saved from a dolphin and was swimming around with it naked. LOL it sounds kinda erotic after a while which is somewhat disturbing. so anyway, after that was all over and done with, we sped out of the parking lot and went to Friday's on 35 where there was like 50 of us packed onto a long long long ass table. Hayden was a horny bastard and all he did was molest everyone the entire time. We all ate and stuff. We had a cute waiter. and we gave him a big-ass tip in a styrofoam cup that said "HOT MAN FLESH" on it and then we took a picture with him which was absolutely teenybopper-ish of us. LOL. allg. so yah, after that... i went home and my cousin from VA came.. actually, him, his wife, and his two daughters were there. One of his daughters is my ina anak (goddaughter) and her name is Eirene. She is SUCHA CUTIE ^_________^. once i get the pics of her developed, i'll post them up. hehe. so anyway, we were supposed to go to woodbridge but i ended up falling asleep ><;;. My brother showed up Friday night too and he hung out with us. My cousin's other daughter, Elise, is his goddaughter. So he slept over and we went to Jersey Gardens the next day (saturday).. it was cool cuz i got to drive my car and i drove it on the parkway (for the first time).. lol. then after we got back to my brother's apartment, i got to drive my car home all by myself.. hehehehehe... ^_____^ after that i went to Tony and Christina's b-day party at this hibachi place near school. I was like an hour late cuz we hadn't left Jersey gardens at the time we were supposed to. But i just ordered some tempura and snagged some shrimp from Tony's plate. lol. There was some HOT MAN FLESH there. VERY NICE hehe. So after that, we were hanging out in front of the restaurant when these guys pulled up to us in a car and they got out and talked to us. It was really weird cuz we had absolutely no idea who they were but they were asking us to go with them to a party and we were like oing? O.o lol. so anyway, we told them we'd meet up wid them later but we were just BSing so we could go see Zoolander. So i'm following Egan to the theater and i realize that i don't have my license on me which really sux. So anyway, we get there and watch the movie which i thought was really funny, btw. and we left. I wanted to go straight home cuz i didn't have my license on me. So i told everyone to go chill at my house. So Egan said he can get me back to 79 but we end up on this road that i have no idea where it is. so he calls and says that he told Kim to meet him at the wrong starbucks so they had to go there. Egan was driving like a psychopath but luckily i was in a car with good handling. so we finally got back onto 79 and i drove home with Shannon. We talked about drama and costa and about how i completely stopped talking to him. It's kinda really insensitive of me but hey, it happened. So anyway, i got home and eventually they all came and we chilled in the basement, put on the disco ball, and listened to music. I swear to god... you know that you're close to ur friends when u can pile up ontop of each other and be okay with it. Though i kinda couldn't breathe and poor Egan was getting crushed. So yah, eventually, they all left. My brother was like "got rid of all of them in one shot, huh?" lol. My brother says that i'm "too busy" since the last time my relatives visited, i had to go to another birthday party therefore i couldn't go to my auntie tet's house AGAIN. Am i really that social? i dun think so... so anyway, the next day, we went to Ikea with my visiting relatives. believe it or not, Ikea is like the coolest store to go to ever. It has the nicest stuff in it and i am definitely going back there for dorm shopping hehe. So anyway, after that, we went to Jersey Gardens for a bite to eat before my cousins had to leave T.T they said they'd visit again sometime soon tho ^_^v hrm... after that i went to Christina's house to chill for her lil birthday celebration. We played DDR and watched The Skulls. I didn't get to see all of it tho cuz i had to leave. As i was leaving the house to get to my car, my body started shaking like really violently (possibly because it was absolutely freezing outside and it was also raining). But i got into my car and turned on my heater and i sat there for a minute or two but i wouldn't stop shivering. So i started driving thinking that it would go away. But after 5 minutes of driving, i was still shaking like a mofo. But i started to settle down after a little while, thank god. I drove home and i think i went to sleep after that. So i woke up today around 12. I did nothing lol. but allg cuz hey, i did way too much shiet over this weekend. it was fun tho hehe. Blah, school tomorrow ><;; allg... gotta get my head out of the social cloud hehe. Teddy wrote me a love song on Monday, October 1, 2001 at 07:04 p.m..
i prolly caught everyone's attention with a title like that but i think the topic of this entry is a little less subtle. I think it's an appropriate title though on account that it pretty much had everything to do with what i did this weekend. So anyway...
On Friday, school came and went. blah blah blah. At the end of the day, me and Trina were driving home but we stopped by this convenience store called Andy K's on the way home. We had seen the store constantly and wondered what was inside it. We went in and found out that there really wasn't anything special about it. I bought a couple of Nutter Butters and left. After that we went to my house where we decided to rent "But I'm A Cheerleader" from Blockbuster. In doing so, we got there and asked the guy at the counter where it was. He actually knew which was scary cuz this guy was positively fuglee beyong belief. The thought of him watching "But I'm A Cheerleader" and finding it amusing is disturbing. So anyway, we rented it and then went home. I was determined to show Trina the sene where Rufio kisses another guy. So we pretty much fast forwarded through everything to the almost end where Rufio saves Clayton from graduation and has a quite long make out scene. Trina was speechless lol. So yah, when i watched the movie the first time, i didn't get to see some of it and i ended up skipping on the most important parts. I found out why Rufio got kicked out of True Directions. He was caught making out on the floor with Clayton. ^________^ yummy. So anyway, yah. We watched some of that and then i agreed to meet up with Govan and company at the mall. We walked around and looked for cotillion dresses and whutever. Fun times. There were many-a-cute guys at the mall. Definitely brought a smile to my face. I hafta admit that even tho some italians guys are totally arrogant and self-centered, they have reason to be because they are SO hot. so anyway, after that we went to my house and hung out in my basement for a while playing dance songs and turning on the disco ball.
the next day, me and Trina were supposed to go to the mall to fix her dysfunctional cellphone but her mom wouldn't let her out. So i met up with Shannon at the mall instead and later on Egan, Tony, and Vanessa met up with us. Govan and Fierro were at Friday's with Scott and his brother. I've been dying to meet this kid but Govan decided it best to keep the company to a minimum since the two aren't feeling very adequate around very boisterous people (like all of SFG). so anyway, we hung out and did random things and then me, Tony, and Shannon went back to my house. We sat in the basement and listened to music and talked about worldly issues like war and discrimination. It's times like those when u can actually sit down with a group of friends and talk about something serious and to know that they respect ur opinion, that u know u have the right group of friends. so anyway, yah we talked and then they left.
Today, i woke up around 11 and i had to get read for church. So i did. I really do hate church. I remember listening to the readings and gospel thinking that maybe there could be some reasoning to it but there just is none. The homily was pretty meaningful probably because it had nothing to do with the gospel or the readings. He talked about how people were becoming so aware of patriotism because of the whole WTC incident. It was a meaningful homily though i think more of the time i was concentrating on the two cute guys who were sitting in the back pew. They looked kinda gay tho (like literally) cuz they were nicely dressed and they came together O.o oh wellz. Nice thoughts for me hehe. so anyway, we went to Attilio's and ate lunch (chicken parmigian yummy) and then i went home. I talked to Trina about something, i forgot what. Oh yah! i talked to her about these two random black gurls going up to me at Freehold Mall. One of them goes "do you go to St. John Vianney?" and i say "yes" and she walks away to her other friend. And her friend goes "what did she say?" and the girl says "she said yah" and they both walk away leaving me completely clueless as to how they knew i went to St. John's and also as to why they'd just randomly go up to me and ask me that. So anyway yah. Then i watched "But I'm a Cheerleader" again fastforwarding through all the lesbian parts cuz gurlz just don't cut it for me. And focused on the guy parts cuz that really amuses me (if you didn't already figure that out). And i went online to look up the guy that makes out with Rufio. Turns out he's a yale graduate and he was offered a job in modeling for Ralph Lauren and some other famous brand, i forgot. He was also in the movie "Remember the Titans" and "the Glass House". SO, Rufio made out with a real hottie hehe. SOUNDS GOOD TO ME. So anyway, yah. Enough about my relentless babble. I hafta go work on my physics lab. Teddy wrote me a love song on Sunday, September 23, 2001 at 07:24 p.m..
hehe.. guess who i saw on the television AGAIn today? That's right. RUFI-OOOOOoooOOOoooOOoOoOO.. lol. I had gone over Trina's place with my mom to talk to her mom about us getting together to do some SAT work so while they chatted for what seemed like forever, me and Trina sat glued to the television. As we changed the channels, we came upon the show Moesha and remembered that Rufio had been on it a couple of times. So we watched a little longer and suddenly... there he was. He was a little wanna-be thug saying all these weird-sounding ebonics words and he acted all tough. He played some graphic designer dude and he wore clothes EXACTLY like Woo Hyuk. Seriously, glasses and all. He looked good in them too. So anyway, yah. When me and Trina say him we were pretty much squealing and rolling around. Not necessarily cuz we're head over heels for him or that we're obsessed with him, it's just that we had predicted that he coulda been on the show and in fact, he was. So yah, we squealed over that for a while. Today, Trina showed me the cutest pictures of Kim Tae Hyung from Click B. There's this one where he has Woo Hyuk's hair and clothes. I think he looks like a lil angel ^_^ and there's another one where he's wearing the exact same Hawaiian shirt that i wore during spirit week at school lol. ORANGE PRIDE ^_____________^v i think there are way too many members in Click-B. --;; so anyway, that's it. Nothing happened today besides going to Court Jester after school (we had half day).. the food was GOOOOOOD.. dude, my driving is just getting suckier and suckier. I keep cutting all these people off and it's like "oops".. i gotta be more cautious lol. Aightz, that's it. Teddy wrote me a love song on Wednesday, September 19, 2001 at 10:19 p.m..
OMG, i am SO giddy. I was watching this movie called "But I'm a Cheerleader" and you will NOT believe who was in it: YES, Rufio AKA Dante Basco. This is the asian kid that everyone remembers as Rufio from "Hook". here's a picture of him:
hot right? YESSSSS ^_____________^;;; *COUGH* look what he's grabbing.. SO ANYWAY...
You will not believe what he does in this movie. First off, this movie is about a clean-cut cheerleader who gets sent to a correctional facility for those who might be homosexual. And as the story unfolds, y'kno the usual girl gets sent to homosexual correctional facility, girl meets girl, girl falls in love, girl gets dissed by girl, girl gets girl in the end (Okay, so it's not the usual) as this all happens, Rufio, who's character is named Dolph (which i associate with dolphins and gay-ness... did you know that dolphins are the only other animals that have sex for fun?) so anyway, Dolph is a gay varsity wrestler whose reason for being gay is watching the guys changing in the locker room O.o lol i was SO giddy when i found out he was in this movie #1: he's Rufio. nuff said #2: He plays a gay guy #3: He makes out with another guy for like a minute straight. Aright, so here's what happens. Dolph gets kicked out of the facility cuz he likes a cute white kid (who is in retail) named Clayton... i don't really know what happens since i missed that part of the movie. SO anyway, the cheerleader girl gets kicked out too and she goes to this gay haven and lo and behold: Dolph is there. So anyway, the two can't get whoever they want so they decide to raid the graduation ceremony of the facility. So they sneak over there. As the ceremony starts, the cheerleader grabs the girl she likes but she pushes her away to receive her diploma so the cheerleader goes back to where her and Dolph were hiding and when she gets there, what do my eyes see besides Dolph and Clayton making out like there was no tomorrow. They were gasping and moaning and groping and all and i was like O___O at first but then after that i was like WOOHOOOOOOO!!!! ^_________^;; they sucked face for like forever and i was like sitting there in shock. I didn't really care about the rest of the movie because that just hit me right in the face and it was like BAM! WOOHOO, Rufio just made out with a guy. LOL. I called Trina up right after that to tell her that her boyfriend's cousin made out with a tall white dude for over 10 seconds. That definitely made my day and i feel SO giddy and i hafta tape that movie and watch it over and over again cuz hey, THAT IS THE SHIT RIGHT THERE. LOL oh, here's a capture from the movie:
YAY, rainbow clothes lol.. he looks really hot in a jumpsuit tho *drool*
lol, that was the scene when the cheerleader girl sees him at the gay-haven. It's a great movie. Rent it if you can. I know i will. haha that's it. Teddy wrote me a love song on Tuesday, September 18, 2001 at 11:00 p.m..