Make a list of your pet peeves - no size limit, but at least 5.

1.) Liars. If you've lied to me even once, I'll think twice about ever believing anything you say.  It's an insult to my intelligence and shows that you have no respect for my trust in you.  Don't fucking lie to me. (a general warning)
2.) I'm really annoyed that this survey has both periods and parentheses separating the numbers from the answers.. what the flying fuck?
3.) People who push their own beliefs on other people.  They need to go crawl into a hole by themselves since that's the only place they might be accepted.
4.) People who judge others when they have no basis for it.  What the hell do they know?  Half of them aren't even the least bit perfect enough to look down on other people.
5.) Fake people.  Stop trying too hard. You look like a fuckin idiot... no, i take that back.  You are a fucking idiot.

Things you enjoy, even when no one around you wants to go out and play. What lowers your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level? Make a list, post it to your journal... and then tag 5 friends and ask them to post it to theirs.

1) Smoking
2) Watching anime.
3) Sleeping
4) Eating.. a whole lot.
5) Lying around and doing absolutely nothing.

TAGGED!:

+ Ghost
+ Gab
+ Miya
+ Govan
+ Aoki

(1) Napoleon Dynamite
() Saw
() White Noise
() White Oleander
(2) Anger Management
(3) 50 First Dates
(4) Jason X
() Scream
() Scream 2
() Scream 3
(5) Scary Movie
() Scary Movie 2
() Scary Movie 3
(6) American Pie
(7) American Pie 2
() American Wedding
(8) Harry Potter
(9) Harry Potter 2
(10) Harry Potter 3
(11) Tomb Raider
(12) Resident Evil
(13) Resident Evil 2
(14) The Wedding Singer
() Little Black Book
() The Italian Job
() The Village
(15) Donnie Darko
(16) Lilo & Stitch
(17) Finding Nemo
() Finding Neverland
(18) 13 Ghosts
(19) Signs
(20)The Grinch
() Texas Chainsaw Massacre
() White Chicks
(21) Butterfly Effect
() Thirteen going on 30
(22) I,Robot
() Dodgeball
() Universal Soldier
() Lemony Snickets A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(23) Bridget Jones Diary
() Bridget Jones: The Edge Of Reason
() Along Came A Spider
(24) Deep impact
() KingPin
(25) Never Been Kissed
(26) Meet The Parents
() Meet The Fockers
() Eight Crazy Nights
() A Cinderella Story
() The Terminal
() The Lizzie McGuire Movie
() Passport to Paris
(27) Dumb & Dumber
() Dumb & Dumberer
(28) Final Destination
(29) Final Destination 2
() Amityville Horror the original
(30) Halloween
(31) The Ring
() The Ring 2
(32) Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
() Practical Magic
(33) Chicago
(34) Idle Hands
(35) Ghost Ship
(36) Hellboy
(37) Secret Window
(38)I Am Sam
(39) The Whole Nine Yards
() The Whole Ten Yards
() The Day After Tomorrow
(40) Child's Play
(41) Bride of Chucky
(42) Ten Things I Hate About You
() Just Married
(43) Gothika
(44) A Nightmare on Elm Street
(45) Sixteen Candles
(46)Bad Boys 2
(47) Joy Ride
(48) Seven (SE7EN)
(49) Oceans Eleven
() Oceans Twelve
() Sin City
(50) Identity
() Lone Star
() Bedazzled
(51) Predator I
(52) Predator II
() Alien V.S. Predator
(53) Independence Day
() Cujo
() A Bronx Tale
() Darkness Falls
() Christine
(54) ET
(55) Children of the Corn
() My Boss' Daughter
(56) Maid in Manhattan
(57) Frailty
() Best bet
() How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(58) She's All That
() Calendar Girls
() Being John Malcovitch
() Sideways
() Finding Julia
() Maria Full of Grace
(59) Mars Attacks
() Without A Paddle
(60) Event Horizon
(61) Ever after
(62) Forrest Gump
(63) Big Trouble in Little China
(64) X-men
(65) X-men 2
(66) Jeepers Creepers
() Jeepers Creepers 2
(67) Catch Me If You Can
(68) The Others
() Freaky Friday
(69) Reign of Fire
(70) Cruel Intentions
() Cruel Intentions 2
() Cruel Intentions 3
(71) The Hot Chick
(72) Swimfan
() Miracle
(73) Old School
() Ray
() The Notebook
() K-Pax
(74) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(75) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(76) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(77)A Walk to Remember
() Boogeyman
() Eternal Sunshine Of a Spotless Mind.
() Hitch
() Back Door Sluts 9
(78) The Fifth Element
(79) Star Wars Episode I
(80) Star wars episode II
() Star Wars Episode III
(81) Star Wars Episode IV
(82) Star wars episode V
(83) Star wars episode VI
() Troop Beverly Hills
() Swimming with Sharks
(84) Trainspotting
() People under the stairs
() Blue Velvet
(85) Sound of music
() Parent Trap
() The Burbs
() SLC Punk
(86) Meet Joe Black
() Wild girls
() Clockwork Orange
(87) The Order
(88) Spiderman
(89) Spiderman2
() Amelie
() Mean Girls
(90) Shrek
(91) Shrek 2
(92) The Incredibles
(93) Collateral
(94) The Fast & The Furious
() 2 Fast 2 Furious
() Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow
() Closer
(95) The Sixth Sense
(96) Artificial Intelligence
(97) Love actually
() Shutter
() Ella Enchanted
(98) Princess Diaries 1
() Princess Diaries 2
() The Graduate
() Constantine
() Million Dollar Baby
(99) Mallrats
() Party Monster
() Detroit Rock City
(100) The Goonies
() Y Tu Mama Tambien
(101) Pulp Fiction
() Wet Hot American Summer
() Crash
(102) Empire Records
() Notting Hill
(103) Pretty Woman
(104) Pirates of the Caribbean

You are...(looks)
[x] tall
[ ] in between
[ ] short 

[ ] blonde
[ ] redheaded
[ ] brunette
[x] black-haired 

[ ] blue-eyed
[x] brown-eyed
[ ] green-eyed
[ ] hazel eyed
[ ] gold eyed
[ ] grey eyed
[x] with glasses
[x] with contacts 

[ ] with braces
[ ] with freckles
[x] with piercings
[ ] with tattoos
[x] and have long hair
[ ] and have short hair (front/sides)
[ ] and have mid-length hair 

Your nationality includes...
[x] chinese
[ ] indian
[ ] taiwanese
[ ] japanese
[ ] hispanic
[ ] nicoya
[ ] puerto rican
[ ] chicana
[ ] italian
[ ] scottish
[x] filipino
[ ] dutch
[ ] french
[ ] german
[ ] irish
[ ] greek
[x] portuguese
[ ] polish
[ ] korean
[ ] jamacian
[ ] canadian
[ ] lithuanian
[ ] native american
[ ] russian
[ ] british
[ ] danish
[ ] african
[ ] scandanavian
[ ] armenian
[ ] finnish
[ ] other 

Your favorite color(s) are?
[ ] red
[ ] pink
[ ] yellow
[x] black
[x] green
[ ] blue
[ ] white
[x] silver
[ ] purple
[ ] brown
[x] orange 

Some things you've done/played include...
[ ] soccer
[ ] cheerleading
[x] dancing
[ ] lacrosse
[ ] field hockey
[ ] hockey
[ ] football
[ ] softball
[ ] wrestling
[ ] gymnastics
[ ] track/cross country
[ ] basketball
[ ] baseball
[ ] golf
[ ] playing in the mud
[x] playing music
[ ] hiking
[ ] kayaking
[ ] camping
[ ] horseback riding
[ ] marching band
[ ] good ole' fashion sex!!!!! 

You are sometimes...
[ ] annoying
[x] talkative
[x] shy
[x] funny
[x] serious
[ ] bubbly
[x] spazzy
[x] fun-loving
[x] laid back
[ ] strict
[ ] hyper
[x] weird 

The music you like is?
[x] rap
[x] rock
[x] pop
[ ] country
[x] hip hop
[x] r&b
[x] slow jams
[ ] Christian
[x] classical
[x] techno
[x] oldies
[x] the 80s
[x] punk
[x] Metal
[x] reggae
[x] Goth
[x] Latin
[ ] 90's Grunge
[x] musicals 

The pets you have are?
[ ] cat
[ ] dog
[ ] lizard
[ ] rat
[ ] ferret
[ ] rabbit
[ ] fish
[ ] Bird
[ ] other 

Clothes you like to wear are?
[x] plain t shirts
[ ] sweatshirts
[ ] stockings
[ ] high heels
[x] boots
[x] sneakers
[x] jeans
[x] pj pants
[x] boxers
[x] underwear
[x] dresses
[ ] mini skirts
[ ] long skirts
[ ] watches
[ ] necklace
[ ] hoop earrings
[ ] toe socks
[ ] flats
[x] halter tops
[x] stilletos
[ ] band shirts
[ ] shorts
[x] sleeveless shirts 

How do you like to wear your hair?
[x] down
[x] ponytail
[ ] pigtails
[ ] messy bun
[x] half ponytail
[ ] scrunched/curly
[ ] bun
[ ] crimped
[ ] with a bandana
[ ] French braids
[ ] lots of little braids
[ ] Gel
[ ] hat
[ ] messy hot guy hair
[ ] sex hair
[ ] fauxhawk 

You're mostly labeled as?
[ ] goth
[ ] emo
[ ] prep
[ ] punk
[ ] scene
[ ] nerd
[ ] ditzy
[ ] hyper
[ ] happy
[x] everything
[ ] I hate labels! I'm just me!!!
[ ] I have no idea 

You eat?
[ ] dessert every night
[ ] no meat - well no red meat.
[x] diet stuff
[x] healthy foods
[x] junk foods
[x] a lot of carbs
[ ] lots of meat
[x] salad
[x] seafood
[ ] Mountain Dew 

A typical friday night...
[x] mall with your friends
[x] partying
[x] watching movies
[x] going to the club
[ ] staying home
[ ] babysitting and getting ££
[x] hanging out w/ my friends
[ ] hanging out w/ your boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] working while your friends are out having fun
[ ] family dinner 

Currently you are...
[ ] in a relationship
[x] single and lovin it
[ ] crushing..sorta
[ ] single and looking for someone
[ ] just broke up... and so sad about it 

Online, you use:
[x] lol
[ ] sup
[x] =D
[ ] lmao
[ ] stfu
[ ] ty
[ ] j/k
[x] ttyl
[ ] g2g
[x] ^^
[x] T_T
[x] x_x
[x] ^_^
[x] XD

well that was a lot easier doing it in Frontpage and just copying the html cuz i'm lazy as fuck..

tuesday, i went shopping with my mom and bought useless things in addition to an otoman that has storage room inside for the apartment.. it shall come to good use (as in hiding the weed.. or just some place to put my textbooks).. then i went to kazu-chan's grad party in south river and got lost in a development X___x;;

but i got there eventually and met up with toki and had a great time with kazu-chan's familia and coworkers.. good tymz!

then today, i went to menlo with ghosto-kun.. that was fun tymz.. we walked around and bought shirts from Arden B. cuz they're having a big ol sale on camis (along with every single other store in the mall that sold them).. i bought two cute shirts for clubbing purposes (or just.. looking sexy in general)..

oh, the scandal..

then we shopped around some more.. i spent the majority of my money on food =P go figure.. then we watched Kingdom of Heaven.. it wasn't bad.. it wasn't like one of those legendary movies of amazing stature either.. there are only so many ways you can glorify the crusades..

but it was good.. i heart orlando bloom.. tho much of it seemed to be modeled of his past moves.. (lotr and pirates of the caribbean).. y'kno, being a blacksmith and seiges on cities, fireball catapults, that whole bit..

i felt like frodo was gonna pop out of a box and be like "THE RING IS MINE!!" and some pirate would be running around chasing his wooden eyeball..

oh well.. i'm supposed to chill with the yakuza tomorrow.. and then hopefully i can stay till saturday cuz then i could celebrate toki-chu's birfday.. *crosses fingers*

well, that's it.. i'm gonna finish watching Attack on the 13th precinct (or something to that effect) and hit the sack.. gotta wake up early tomorrow for more choppings..

oh, the choppings shall be had.. it shall.

oyasumi.

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Took my picture Thursday, May 19, 2005 @ 12:27 a.m.


| 45 minutes and counting.....

stupid stupid exams of doom.

god, i can't wait till the next three days are over..

one more exam today.. then one tuesday, then one wednesday X____X;;

i officially hate school yet again.

let's rant about living situations.. specifically sharing a bathroom with a floor full of girls..

< beginning of rant >

this is to all the females that live on my floor and their delinquent boyfriends that walk around in their boxers and aren't attractive enough to do so:

#1: we have two bathrooms on this floor
#2: each bathroom has 4-5 rolls of scott tissue aka, the thinnest toilet paper in the existence of man
#3: it is virtually impossible to clog a toilet with scott tissue unless u throw the entire roll along with the cardboard inside into the toilet
#4: the girls on this floor somehow manage to clog one of the two available toilets on this floor practically every 3 days..

HOW IS THAT PHYSICALLY POSSIBLE?? unless u have some insanely massive fecal matter, u shouldn't be able to clog these toilets that have the sucking power of a french prostitute on E..

and if it is the first case, you should go to a doctor and get ur fuckin digestive system fixed cuz i'm getting sick of running down 2 flights of stairs just cuz to take a leak! STOP CLOGGING THE TOILET, YOU STANK-ASS BITCHES..

btw, stinking up the bathroom with your body odor makes me sick and want to vomit.. rub some baby powder on ur body cuz u make me wanna rip my nose off and flush that down the toilet..

*breathe*

< / end of rant > that felt good.. time to unpack my books and get ready for my second exam of the day -____-;; JOY.

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Took my picture Monday, May 9, 2005 @ 01:18 p.m.


| *otakon on my mind*..

well, i sent out an e-mail a couple of nights ago asking if anyone remember what time otakon started on friday..

the only person that replied was ghost who hasn't been there in two years =P *pets her* but i don't think it starts as late as 4PM, ghosto. atleast, not anymore O.o;;

Last year, we drove to the con around 4AM or something on Friday and registered at 7AM.. Then it opened at like 11 or 10 or 9. But I need to kno exactly what time it starts. Ah, I just read in toki's archive that it started at 9AM. Cool. If it's the same this year and the wedding rehearsal starts at 6PM, I'll have 4 and a half hours at the con at the least (which is a decent amount of time).

I am seriously considering going back to the con on Sunday. But we'll see how that goes. I doubt it just cuz all of my relatives from pretty much everywhere will be in our house and for me to run out two hours after my bro gets married is just sketchy.. But i already paid for the 3-day pass and it sucks to just go for one day for a few hours.

teehee, now i shall ask all former otakon attendees what time it closed on Sunday X___X;; LOL i'm thinking it closed around 2PM or so. I could be mistaken. The schedule should be in the otakon programs that we got. i kno animeBoston closed at 5PM (that'd be awesome) but i don't think otakon closes that late on Sunday. Anyway, get back to me with the answer to this question:

What time did Otakon close on Sunday last year?

Atleast for now, it's official i'm going on Friday since i already asked my brother for permission to go.. he said as long as i get to the wedding rehearsal it was cool with him..

also, ghost, my brother said that you and ur bf are dorks for going to an anime convention instead of going to his wedding lol

aright, well i should be studying =P *sigh* i hate school. i can't believe i'm taking classes over the summer (what was i thinking? X__X;;)

toodlz.

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Took my picture Saturday, May 7, 2005 @ 11:33 a.m.


| well..

like i said.. under the influence = more blogging..

i can't see straight..

weeeee!!.. so the freshman i wanted to make out with has a gf.. how sad is that? tho my friends still insist on making out with him..

oh, life hates me, it does..

thank god i can type when i'm not sober.. or else.. (well not really cuz it's taking me way to long to type this shit).. it wouldn't make sense otherwise..

sad but psyched about anime Boston..

more pictures and money to be spent..

i miss you yakuza.. someone should put up a new layout asap so i can be naughty..

or drunk.. both is fine

my hair smells like beer.. i want a freshman.. but fuckin-a he's taken X________X;;

i'm done..

leave a message cuz i'm fuckin done.. wow.

oyasumi.

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Took my picture Sunday, May 1, 2005 @ 01:23 a.m.


| surveys = procrastination..

.. and that is why i adore them so.

i have like 20 things due in the next two days but I decided to fill out this obscenely long survey instead.. GLORIOUS!

in other news, the touchpad mouse mechanism on my laptop broke so now i hafta use this uber-small optical wireless mouse my bro gave me for christmas.. thank god i have it or i'd be seriously fucked.. tho govan said it's small enough to shove in her mouth.. it's a good thing she didn't really go through with it. ewww.. germies.

teehee germies. like germans but cuter.

SURVEY TIME DESU!!!

1. What is the geekiest part of your music collection?
that would definitely be like every single Backstreet Boy album in the existence of man.. no no no.. u don't get it.. i'm talking about unreleased songs, their australian album, and even a single that's shaped like Kevin (oh yah, that's right).. too bad they all turned into crackheads / old men and i suddenly realized they had absolutely no singing ability or talent.. oh well.. their songs are still catchy.. and Kevin probably still has an obscenely large penis. teeeheeee..

2. What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?
well, considering that i usually have nothing in my fridge, it ends up being water.. tho i may actually stop being lazy and walk to campco at 1 in the morning to buy frozen pizza bites, throw them into my freezer saying that i won't eat them until next week, then half an hour later, i'm opening the box and heating them up till they ooze with cheesy tomato-saucy goodness.. oh, i'm such a glutton.. mmm, doritos.

3. What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?
oh jeez, there's a lot of these.. basically ones with ridiculously amounts of meaningless death.. specifically, armeggedon.. when the meteor (or whatever) hits China (i think?) and u see the cute lil kid with his mom and then suddenly they all get engulfed in a raging tsunami wiping out all of eastern civilization.. yah, those. and lion king. shuttup.

4. If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?
if it was free and not full of scary side effects, i'd get my stretch marks lasered off.. they're ugly.. REALLY ugly.. i hate my body. =P

5. Do you have a completely irrational fear?
uh.. hrm.. i actually don't think that i do. basically i fear things like death, being tortured, pain, and losing loved ones.. iunno.. i guess not.

6. What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment?
well i'm insecure every second of my life so would that mean that everything i do is that little physical habit?

7. Are you a pyromaniac?
not really.. tho i'm prolly considered a nympho

8. Do you have too many love interests?
seriously lacking in that department.. maybe i'm becoming asexual as we speak.. i suddenly think my brain has stopped being attracted to people.. tho my body seems to be going in the exact opposite direction..

9. Do you know anyone famous?
not really.. tho back at my gym at home, half of the male members were strippers.. does that count?

10. Describe your bed: right now, my bed is an xtra-long twin-size standard issue craptastic i'm-in-a-shit-hole-of-a-dorm-and-spending-assloads-of-money-on-it bed.. i of course fashioned it with a BEAUTIFUL mat of eggcrate.. tho my nautica (blue & white striped) sheets are all defiled because i spilled make up all over it.. beauteous.

11. Spontaneous or planned?
i'm usually a person who likes to know what's going on ahead of time.. tho the occasional spontaneity is good.. sometimes it's just relieving to be able to call someone up out of fucking nowhere and just hang out.. it's like on-demand friendship.. immediate gratification.. GLORIOUS.

12. Who should play you in a movie about your life?
well according to 90% of the people i meet, it would have to be someone asian.. with large breasts.

13. Do you know how to play poker?
yesh, i do. i heart texas hold 'em.. i can't stand playing five-card anymore.. haha, i definitely beat ghost's brother while piss drunk.. he's like "damnit.. how did i lose to a drunk girl?" oh.. you don't kno. you don't.

14. What do you carry with you at all times?
my wallet with my two debit cards and one credit card, jersey license, BU ID and room key, Nexus (cellphone), carmex (lip stuff), cigarette case (i bought a new one since my last one broke =P) & lighter, annddddd my ipod.

15. What do you miss most about being little?
being skinny. and not giving a shit about anything.

16. Are you happy with your given name?
no one calls me by my first name anymore.. so i really couldn't give a crap.

17. How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?
*holds out hands that reach to the ends of the earth* THIS MUCH.

18. What color is your bedroom?
it's white.. and grey.. and really fucking depressing.. can i go sleep now?

19. What was the last song you were listening to?
I believe it was "Pope's Concert" from the Red Violin Soundtrack.. oof.. orgasmic

20. Have you ever been in a play?
that i have. i don't remember how many.. so.. a lot, yes.

21. Have you ever been in love?
not too my knowledge.. i did once have a twisty feeling in my stomach.. tho that coulda just been indigestion.

22. Do you talk a lot?
not really.. i'm generally quiet tho when i'm around certain people, yes, i do.

23. Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
hahaha, let's not go there. you're askin a girl who had a mental break down two nights ago..

24. Do transient, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?
they do when instead of asking for some change they go "hey gorgeous" and then proceed to talk about how i don't need a train because i have a nice piece of ass..

25. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
not really.. i guess, in general, sure.. i try to help people out, i like to be friendly and say thank you and bla bla.. but i'm really just a bitter bitter human being that makes fun of ugly fat people and people with learning disorders.

26. Do you spend more time with your girlfriend/boyfriend or your friends?
i don't have a boyfriend so i guess i'd go with the second one.

27. What is your ideal marriage location?
in a church? i don't know.

28. Which musical instrument do you wish you could play?
violin.. so purdy.. or the guitar.. =D

29. Favorite fabric?
i like silk a lotz.

30. Something you love and hate?
myself.

31. What kind of bedding do you use?
i thought we discusssed this already.. didn't you get the memo? fuckin-a, man.

32. Do you tell your friends about your sex life?
absolutely.. everyone knows what's going on with my vagina.. that being nothing.

33. What's the one language you want to learn? according to one drunken swedish crew guy "yapanese".. i heart japanese.. it's just a sexy and glorious language.. woot for taking classes next semester!

34. How do you eat an apple?
slice it up and eat with peanut butter.. or sometimes i just cut it with a knife and eat it straight off the knife all bad-ass like.. tho that's get the juice all over my hands.. damnit, now i want an apple.

35. What do you order at a bar?
SoCo & Coke.. or Johnny Walker Black with Coke..

36. Have you ever pierced your body parts?
I do not like holding sharp things near by body, none-the-less actually piercing it.. my ears were pierced when i was a baby tho.

37. Do you have tattoos?
nope.. tho i plan on getting one if i can find an inconspicous place to put it..

38. What's one of the funniest things you've ever done?
prolly when i said "testicles" instead of "tentacles" in front of my family when i was like 13.. tho i didn't find it very funny at the time..

39. Do you drive stick?
nope.. i wish i knew how tho..

40. What's one trait you hate in a person?
i hate liars. period.

41. What kind of watch(es) do you wear?
i don't wear watches.. i tell time from my phone or ipod.

42. Most frivolous purchase?
fuckin jamba juice.. that shit is so addicting.

43. Do you consider yourself materialistic?
yes............ yes.

44. What do you cook the best?
hrm.. well i make some wicked tasty velveeta shells n cheese.. even tho all u hafta do is boil the water and drain the pasta.. but who cares?? it's still dericious!

so let's have a small synopsis of what i've been doing.. getting drunk, smoking up, smoking stoges, fucking up my life, sleeping, working out, and eating lots and lots of microwavable foods..

oh death is so near..

i think i'm fucked up in the head.. yes. i am.

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Took my picture Monday, April 25, 2005 @ 01:53 a.m.


| presenting.....

the enciso action-figurine with fast typing capability..

it's really odd that my friends think i'm a fast typer.. i totally use all the wrong fingers and am completely inefficient at typing yet people say that i type fast.. i think i also just type really loud like "DAMN YOU KEYS, I MUST PRESS YOU REALLY REALLY HARD"

anyway, so i actually have something somewhat interesting to write about.. and shanks to you and you for leaving me messages =D you light up my life ^^

aside from the weather being absolutely gorgeous and me having an amazing hair day, i went out last night..it had to have been the first time i've been out on a thursday since last year.. as sad as that is. =P

so after my ridiculous amounts of class and then office hours, i met up with govan and marty (marty is this insanely tall german crew guy that we hang out with a lot now.. he wants to shtup(sp?) govan reaaalll bad teehee).. and we pregamed before heading out to wonderbar..

me not having eaten in 8 hours + large amounts of alcohol consumption = me being really fuckin drunk.

when we got to wonderbar, we met up with govan's old co-worker johnny.. or jonny? whatever. he's this tiny little asian guy who hits on anything that has breasts and chinky eyes.

after drinking a whole lot, we went down to the empty dance floor and took shots with the bartender.. then johnny started dancing and let me tell you.. that boy can dance.. he's got rhythm up the wazoo.. and i think he scared marty being that he was the lone white man in our presence..

that's what beer's for. helping white men dance since (whatever year i can't fuckin remember now)

anyway, so i got to dance with him.. and govan and i speculate that he was really drunk.. he kept on biting us.. haha like on the shoulder or the neck.. like.. not just like nibbling either it was like "let me take a chomp out of your flesh" and it actually hurt some times LOL he actually bit marty once too XD i think he was just being playful.. reminds me a of the moosi.. tho johnny doesn't run into doors when he's excited.

anyway, i received a rather thorough lapdance from him then he proceeded to grab my ass numerous tyms after playing the second-base game..

the second base game dates back to high school.. specifically, govan, me and my friend egan (you may recall i used to blog about him back in high school if you read my blog back then) used to play it frequently.. it was simple. i would touch egan's man-boob and yell "second base!".. it's childish, i kno.. but it's amusing at the same time..

the whole point is that it's okay to grab a guy's boob cuz.. they're not really boobs.. they're just flesh with nipples that really have no overall purpose unlike female breasteseses.. SO.. normally, the guy out of courtesy and just mutual respect will not reciprocate the action (ie grab our boob back).. tho johnny didn't really catch that part..

let's just say i got groped a lot by him last night..

johnny's fun tho.. it's too bad he's so small.. he's like.. 5'4" or something.. like.. super-small. X___X;; it musta look REALLY funny when i was dancing with him and when he was giving me a lapdance.. HAHA

*sigh* this is what i get for being tall and sexy..... or just tall. =P

woot! i miss everyone. and i have some slightly bad news for the jersey yakuza.. i'm planning on staying in Boston for the majority of the summer to take some courses here.. which means i won't get to see you much..

i'll try to come home over some weekends.. and i'm seriously considering bringing my car here.. so that i can just drive home whenever i want and not hafta take the train or bus..

i'll be home for a good week after my last final so don't make plans from may 11 - 22.. cuz then we can hang out everyday =D well not everyday.. u all have work.. but.. a lot ^^

aright, darlings. i'm gonna attempt some java programming.. leave me a message cuz i heart you all.

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Took my picture Friday, April 8, 2005 @ 04:28 p.m.


| i liiiiiiivvveeeee....

.. somewhat.

there really isn't anything interesting to blog about really..

i haven't had any really bad drunken fallouts tho there is one small tale to tell..

so saturday, our club, the filipino students associaton (oh yah, we're so proud to be the mexicans of the asian race), put on our annual big big big show thing.

ISA (meaning "one" in tagalog) is our big multicultural show where all the other cultural clubs get to prove the fact that they exist..

that went really good.. i got to play a cop for some of the skits.. their theme this year was Carmen San Diego.. doesn't that bring back some seriously misguided memories from adolescence? or pre-pubescence? i can't fuckin spell.

moving on. so the show went great.. i was in 4 dances, assloads of practice.. tho i finally got to kno some people that i missed out on last semester since i was in that pithole we all affectionately dubbed "Core", the very source of my lacking social life.

i really missed practices and laughing and watching the homoerotic males in our club hump and grope each other for comical effect.. how could u not miss that?

so the show went great (as i've already said =P ).. as i also said, i got to play a cop for one skit.. as i stood wearing all black for one dance, i put on the cop hat, and suddenly every male and female started going "ooooo, enciso. that's kinky." sancho actually went so far as to call me a stripper..

this is what you get for having breasts and an ass..

anyway, so that was interesting.. i spent the night before fixing up my T-shirt.. usually, our club creates and sells t-shirts with some sort of "FSA" theme on it.. this year the graphic resembled the PEPSI design.. for our modern tinikling suite, the girls all cut up the shirts to create some cute / sexy / slutty or all-of-them-at-the-same-time design.. i made mine into a cute halter with corset ties down the back.. i got a lot of compliments for it =D

anyway, so after the show was the after party and after the party is the hotel lobby - okay, i'll stop. so after being dead tired from hours and hours of practice and getting up at 7AM for the show, we pregamed at Lainie's and headed to the club where i danced my ass off and grinded up on a bunch of freshmen boys..

mmmmmmMM.. freshmeat.

4 shots of SoCo, 2 long island ice teas, 1 heineken, 1 sex and the beach and 1 completely empty stomach later, i was feeling for some serious dancefloor action.. table dancing, lap dances, and lots of unwarranted freaking..

oh it was a glorious night.

i'm convinced i wanna make out with one freshmen.. he's so cute.. that shall be disclosed till a later time.

i ended up sleeping over lainie's and woke up the next morning to go to super 88 and eat with the oldies (former FSA members who graduated / moved) before they left.. then back to campus for a team meeting..

this week so far has been pretty eventless.. tho i speculate that a sophomore likes me.. O.o;;

not that i'm not lusting over a frosh.. but this one's kinda imbalanced and is disillusioned into thinking that he can dance well..

X___________x;;

i'm definitely going to hell..

eh oh well. maybe he sporadically becomes hot.. then i'll hook up with him haha.. god, i'm sick =P

*yawn* well i'm gonna finish this up here.. leave me a message if you love me.

| can you hear it? | Finale - Nightmare Before Christmas | |
Took my picture Thursday, April 7, 2005 @ 05:22 p.m.


| shankshooz...

to all who IMed me when i was feeling like crap..

<3 to you all.

this makes me really happy and is now my new desktop. *smooshies kazu-chan*

leave one.

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Took my picture Thursday, March 31, 2005 @ 10:37 p.m.


| like i said.....

more intoxication = more blogging..

i love alcohol.. it makes me lose all sense of reality and all ability to type..

you may not notice.. but there is mucho the typos going on tonight..

i miss jersey and white castle / chick-fil-a.

i heart thou all. hahahahahahaha..

time for drunken sleepie tymz.

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Took my picture Sunday, March 27, 2005 @ 02:51 a.m.


| yet another two....

.. finished anime series.

first, i just watched the last episode of Samurai Champloo and was completely surprised by its ending.. i won't spoil anything for those who haven't watched it but let's say i was just surprised tho extremely happy with the ending.. there were some awesome fight scenes in the last two episodes which were also highly entertaining.. i really love that series despite its utter randomness.. some episodes just made no sense and most had nothing to do with the bigger picture..

yet, i was impressed by the open-mindedness of the content and its incorporation of modern-day culture and hip-hop into the series..

i give Samurai Champloo a B+.

in addition, i have also watched all of Samurai 7 in the past two days.. the only real reason i dled it was because when i searched for Samurai Champloo info, Samurai 7 constantly turned up.. and unlike Samurai Champloo, a lot people have heard of Samurai 7..

i thought the series was mediocre at best.. the story line was too simple, the characters were barely developed.. the imagery and concept are good.. and one character, which was totally bad-ass.. he was a blond in a long-red jacket, wielding two swords.. his name is Kyuzo.. he was the only real interesting character in the series tho, like i said, his character was not developed at all.. if i could cosplay another person for Otakon, it would be him..

his face reminds me a lot Mugen from Champloo.. but the depiction of his honed skills remind me of Akabane from GetBackers.. (as if these were real people)..

overall, the fight scenes were pretty good and are the main reason why i'd suggest other people see it.. i felt like they were trying too hard to make a simple story line complex.. the supposed "conspiracies" that came up were predictable and i finished the series not learning or being touched by anything.. their attempt at humor wasn't even that entertaining (tho there was a LOT of attempting) in contrast to other series i've watched such as GetBackers, Trigun, and Full Metal Alchemist.. tho when it comes to effective humor Trigun definitely beats them all.. lastly, the protagonist, Shimada Kanbei was unimpressive.. while the other characters were posed to admire and look up to him and he supposedly had extraordinary skills, the other characters overpowered him.. and finally, he did nothing spectacular.. his contributions to the series were predictable, apparently, he had no fatal flaw and therefore u didn't learn or discover anything from him.. i did not have any sort of feelings toward him in the end.. he was just "okay".

i give Samurai 7 a C-.

*sigh* my number 7 key is being spaztic.. funny now that i actually have to type it =P aright, well i'm gonna end this here.. i should write down all the series i've seen.. i've seen a whole lot.. now, i shall search for another one to watch.. hopefully a good one. i'm open to any suggestions.

ciao.

| can you hear it? | Dejavu - Luna Sea | |
Took my picture Wednesday, March 23, 2005 @ 11:09 p.m.


| bweeeee~!..

stolen from ghost:

What Makes You Sexy? by eva71
Name/NickName
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Sexy Body Part Is	Your Ass
Special Talents Are	Nibbling
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Took my picture Tuesday, March 22, 2005 @ 10:30 p.m.


| surveys that i never finished..

first, just a tidbit about anime voice actors..

first, i think it's kinda amusing that the guys who were voice actors for Legato and Wolfwood in Trigun were actually voice actors for Takaya and Naoue from Mirage of Blaze who were gay lovers in that series..

in addition, Ishida from Bleach is also the voice of Sasuke from Naruto..

yah, that is kinda sad that i kno this but it makes sense since i sometimes i recognize voices from different series.. tho the voice actors do an amazing job of changing their voices to fit their character.. some of them are truly indiscernible.. good for them =D

so these are two surveys i never finished.. just something to clear my head..

ANGER [ shouldn't this say WRATH? ]
1. Who did you last get angry with? not really angry but a lil ticked at my psych prof for keeping us in class so long when i really really REALLY had to pee
2. What is your weapon of choice? i've taken a liking the samurai swords.. and plan on buying one after i buy my first gun..
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? have many times, jokingly.. but i have a feeling i'd clock a guy if he every did anything to deserve it
4. How about of the same sex? this is why i'm not allowed to own any weapons right now.. i'd prolly drop half of the annoying bitches i see everyday
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? prolly my mom for napping instead of helping her clean the house
6. --blank--: the fuck?
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? i'm not the type of person to just let things slide right away.. like ghost, once u've lost my trust, it's very hard to get it back.. but if we address it like mature adults and resolve the issue, i won't hold it against the person.. but then again, if the problem is avoided, the grudge'll stick..

SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? um, well i had a big list before like go to all my classes, flossing my teeth, and working out but i did all of those for the past two days.. so.. i can't think of anything
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? 1AM the next day..
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: Faith and David
4. What is the last lame excuse you made? i can't really remember.. my excuses are usually pretty reasonable
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones...)? absolutely, try that big plastic guy you punch and he lights up called Slam Man and the dancers called the "Slammerinas"
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in?yesterday
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? didn't hit the snooze button..just turned off the alarm and woke up an hour later

GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? banana split smoothie from Gloria Jean's Coffee.. mmm yummy
2. Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat? dark meat.. it tastes better.. tho it's mucho the fatty fat fat.
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? uh.. wow.. i was prolly too drunk to have counted..
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? yes i did.. and it actually worked
5. Do you have an issue with your weight? lol understatement
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? salty.. i hate sweet foods.. i've grown to like spicy food tho hehe
7. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH"? no but i have looked at a young innocent highschool boy and thought "chew toy"

LUST 1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? does porn count? i guess not.. well no one really except me..
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? oh jeez, let's not scare people now
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? crotch, ass, mouth, you name it, i watch it.
4. Have you "done it"? god forbid we say "sex"
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? i want my man to have as glorious breasticles as i do
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? nope but a bum said "hey gorgeous" to me after asking my friends for money.. then he proceeded to say i didn't need a train because i had a nice piece of ass.. greg found that funny
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? haven't had the need

GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own? one.. 2 check cards
2. What's your guilty pleasure store? any book store.. manga will be the death of me.. amazon.com doesn't help either
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? buy my rents a beamer.. and pay for grad school, travel
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? u can be famous for being rich
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? depends on how long the job is.. if it takes up all my time, no.. if it leaves enough time to utilize that money for my own twisted pleasures.. absolutely
6. Have you ever stolen anything? you're looking at an ex-clepto
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? 1983 as of right now.. it growwwssss

PRIDE 1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? well i guess that would be everything i did last semester during Core..
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? lost weight
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? i'd like to fall in love at some point.. and make some money
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? i used to.. but not really anymore.. tho i do get jealous very easily
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? nah.. i'm not that cheap
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? that would be all of highschool
7. What did you do today that you're proud of? went to all my classes and took notes in all of them.. woot!

ENVY 1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? well generally from all my friends, i'd like to get that feeling of being loved by someone.. i've never had it and i'm super curious hehe
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with? um.. i can't remember any of their names
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? i like being me =D
4. Have you ever been cheated on? not applicable
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? yes would be an understatement
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? extroversion..
7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey? not really


annddd number 2!


1. Name: Christine.. or Akio or Enciso
2. Who have you mated with and then killed by way of jaw-induced decapitation in the last hour?: aw jeez.. i can't remember all their names..
3. Location: Boston Mass
4. School: BU School of Management
5. Who is someone famous you would want to have sex with?: well this is a given but Brad Pitt.. tho i guess violating the sanctity that is "Brad" would deface is overall value.. eh, Matt Damon.
6. Color Eyes: dahk bwown.
7. Height: almost 5'8"
8. Would you be a model?: nah, they aren't allowed to eat pizza bagels
10. Favorite Song(s): 46 and 2 - Tool, Unintended - Muse, Hoshi No Suna - Gackt, Hello - Evanescence
11. Favorite Book: Battle Royale.. i really need to expand my readingness
12. Favorite Vacation Spot: Florence Italy.. mmmm mucho the manflesh in tight ass-fitting jeans XD
13. Absolute best friend: Faith and Trina
14. Best friend of Opposite sex: don't really have one X___X;;
15: Boyfriend or Girlfriend: lacking
16: What is on or really close to your computer?: highlighter, CD-Rs and burned anime CDs (atleast 6 series worth), calculator, headphones, toothpaste O.o;; and contacts case
17: What do you look for in the opposite sex?: i like tall hot men.. that aren't girly
18: When was the last time you kissed someone: been a while.. maybe a few weeks ago
19: Most romantic thing a person has ever said to you or done: well a kid told me he'd be honored to take me to prom... then he went back to his Marine station in Japan
20: Funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention: uh.. i can't think of anything
21. What does he do that turns you on: dresses so well
22: Best quality in a friend: empathy
23. Where do you like to be tickled?: if I had to pick a place, my sides..
24: Scariest Thing that's ever happened while with friends: got T-boned by a big ol' van on the way home from Boston.. govan was driving
25: Favorite Computer Font: Arial Narrow
26: Favorite Food: anything with mushrooms.. or fresh mozzarella and basil
27: Favorite place to eat: i really like bertucci's..
28. Food you hate: liver
29. Weirdest food you like: pasta just plain with no sauce
30. Describe yourself: intuitive, understanding, empathetic
31. One person that knows a lot about you: govan, it's been 7 years.. and toki
32. Favorite Movie: The Professional
33. Last movie you saw: watched parts of Equilibrium.. meaning only the fight scenes
34: Here's the scenario, you're on the couch with someone watching a movie and things start to heat up, who would that someone be?: hopefully a really hot korean boy.. with a large cock.
35: Can you HONESTLY see yourself doing "IT" with someone?: why the fuck not?
36: Best Advice(s): "make sure u bring ur own stuff" this is regarding having sex.. meaning bring lube and protection.. GLORIOUS
37: Favorite Quote: "WHYYY?? NOT MY PIGGY!!! I LOVEDED YOU PIGGY!! I LOVEDED YOUUUUUUU"
38: Who do you talk to on IM a lot? mostly toki.. and i don't even really talk to her a lot X__X;;
39: One thing you wish you could tell the whole world: "R-E-S-T-E-C-P.. what does that spell?" "rustekpa?" "that's right RESTUKPA!" or "pass the dutchie on the left hand side"
40: One thing you hope you do before you die: fall in love and have lots of money
41: Thing you want to be remembered for: i'd be happy just being remembered
42: Would you rather be Batman, Robin, Superman or Spider-Man?: Batman.. I like his house
43: Favorite Tooth: i hate teeth
44: Pets: i like kitties.. they're so cute.. and tycoon's moose is fun =D
46: Favorite Season: winter :D
47: Favorite Summer Activity: SLEEPING.. and watching late night television.. i also heart hanging out with friends and going to Otakon
48: Favorite Winter Activity: getting snowed in after a long night of drinking
49: What do you wanna be when you grow up: someone successful
50: Funniest Person you Know: govan's definitely hilarious
51: Favorite Conversation Topic: friendship and the future.. and naming body parts
52: Favorite Sport: martial arts, billiards, volleyball
53: Favorite Magazines: i like reading Shape although the skinny-ass girls make me sad
54: Favorite Toothpaste: Crest with whitening and Scope
55: Favorite Toe: middle two for some unknown reason
56: Favorite Candy: any kind of minty thingy.. i like Hugs and Kisses
57: Favorite Store: Express
58: What do you look good in: in my leather jacket =D
59: What do you want to buy right now?: another FCUK sweater and a pair of timbs
60: Favorite Inside Joke: Pillows of Passion
62: Favorite Girl's Name: Jean
63: Favorite Guy's Name: Sean (wow those are similar)
68: Person you just stuffed into a moonshine jug and spat at: i'll say Tracy for ol time's sake
69: Favorite Words: anything related to boobz
70: Thing you Say Way Too Much?: "sowwiez"
71: Favorite ice-cream Flavor: cookie dough or vanilla swiss almond
72: Favorite Soda: diet coke with lime.. or Fresca
73: Link to your favorite Website: www.animesuki.com
74: One Place you want to go to: texas to visit trina
75: Time & Date: 6:10PM Tuesday the 15th of March
76: What did you do or what are your plans for today: went to class and.. went to class O.o
77: You kiss someone & you're chewing gum, what kind: orbit.. though i REALLY hate those commercials
78: when you first get on the computer what do you do?: usually check my downloads and put up an away message
79: Person(s) you Admire most: my dad
80: Thing you most regret: fuckin around when i was a freshmen.. it killed my GPA..
81: Number of Pairs of shoes: something like 12 but i mostly wear my 3 pairs of Pumas..
82: Favorite pie: pecan or apple
85: If a movie was made about your life what would it be?: something with angry angry asian people that are inclined to kill people
86: Color of your bedroom: walls are white.. the carpet is kinda.. grey O.o;; but at home, i have a pink theme X__X
87: Size of your bed: here? twin x-long, at home full
88: Last time you showered: yesterday morning X__X
89: Last phone number you called: oh jeez.. uh, prolly toki or tai's when we chilled on friday
90: Why are you so cool?: i am THE akio.
91: What's the weather like: chilly but sunny
92: Last Book you Read by Choice: reading How Can I Get Through To You? and Battle Royale 11, re-reading Bleach Manga
93: Last show you watched on TV: i think it was something on animal planet
94: Where is your computer: right here.
95: Color socks you're wearing: white with little "RL"s on them
96: Silliest Thing You've said: bloopiez.
97: Favorite Computer Face: =P
98: Famous people you met: haven't really met any famous people
99: Thing you actually want to be doing right now?: sleeping and or drinking.

gah, those are long X__X

i'm off to karate woot!

| can you hear it? | This Is Halloween - Nightmare Before CHristmas Soundtrack | |
Took my picture Wednesday, March 16, 2005 @ 11:32 a.m.


| back in action.. but sick...

you silly silly penguin you.. i think it was ur breed of penguin that proceeded to steal tycoon's arms..

you should tell ur brothers and sisters to give them back.. cuz i bet tycoon's having a hard time using chopsticks without his fingers and just those snowman-like arms..

anyway, YAY I'M HOME! but i disappeared again because i got sick and couldn't move for a while..

on thursday, i went to class and caught a train home.. i got home around 11PM and passed out to wake up the next morning to go to the dentist =P let's say it wasn't fun tymz..

then went shopping with mi madre which was good tymz.. i'm wearing the nifty soft supply sweater that i bought from New York & Co. SO.. somehow in the time elapse from when i got off my train to friday night when i got home, i was suddenly sick..

this is probably due to the fact that i spent all night thursday doing laundry and packing.. i ended up sleeping at 6:30AM and waking up at 8AM to go to class..

bleh.. so yah, i'm sick.. and it sucks.. i'm currently on the mend tho.. yesterday i was all achy and really tired and whatever, but today i'm feeling a lot better tho people prolly think i'm much sicker cuz i cough more and blow my nose more.. but i am definitely getting better.. hopefully i'll be fine by the time i see toki on wednesday..

anyway, i'm gonna end this here.. it's my mommy's birfday on tuesday! woot! arighteez.. gonna go pass out.. or might sneak a smoke (tho it's a bad idea with this cough).. toodlz.

| can you hear it? | nada | |
Took my picture Sunday, March 6, 2005 @ 10:53 p.m.


| karate and campus freeze tag....

okie, so campus freeze tag doesn't imply that fun-loving game that we used to play as children.. rather, it means literally running around campus frozen and going to various buildings to get things signed by little warm nicely dressed desk workers..

i woke up this morning and showered before heading over to karate where i was getting my ass royally kicked.. i really need to stop going to PE classes without having eaten anything the entire day.. anyway, after practically passing out from exhaustion, we practiced our first kata that i can't spell or pronounce for my life which is not good since you have to shout it before u start.. i was really excited that we were finally taught a kata after kicking and punching for the first 6 weeks of class.. anyway, that was cool.. afterwards, i decided to skip the gym and get some food so i wouldn't die..

i went to the GSU and got some stuff from Cranberry farms which i only ended up eating half of since i was obsorbed in this book we have to read for psychology..

it's called "How Can I Get Through To You?" by Terrence Real.. it's pretty good basically talking about marital counseling and how men and women were born and bred differently and why most relationships don't work out too well in the long-term sense.. i get most interested when it turns to a narrative, the author recalling past experiences with patients.. there are some parts of it that i disagree with tho..

anyway, so after that, i headed to 881 Commonwealth to get my mom's insurance form signed by the registrar and i popped over to CVS and bought a hair straightener (i think it's the same as my roommate's) and some stoges.. that was productive.. then i walked back across campus to SMG to get my concentration paperwork done..

little did i kno it was due yesterday =P but the office didn't really care.. i went upstairs and got the papers signed by my professors, one a black and heavy southern accented professor just loves to talk about everything.. he's really interesting tho.. i'd like to take his course but it's only offered over the summer..

so i got those signed and finally i got back here.. i need to do work that's due tomorrow before i start doing laundry and then packing.. ugh..

i don't think i'm gonna sleep tonight =T

BUT the good news is that i'm coming home tomorrow! woot! so you guys better be ready to chill cuz.. that's what i'll wanna do.. and you who i have no seen in forever as well..

*sigh* i hafta get dental work the day i get back.. how much does that suck? well in the midst of my utter pain and discontent i shall go home and proceed to veg and see people..

i wish i could go back to Boston early but my mom is having her birthday party on the weekend before school starts so that means i'll be home for the full 10 days..

not that i don't wanna be home.. but there's a lot of stuff going on here.. and i'm even missing something tomorrow night since i'm catching a train home right after class..

=P oh well. i'll just have to make up for lost time when i get back =D

anyway, i'm gonna end this here.. this blog wasn't too interesting but i figured i'll waste more time before i hafta run around like a headless chicken again.

toodlz.

| can you hear it? | nuffin | |
Took my picture Wednesday, March 2, 2005 @ 03:50 p.m.


| elaboration.....

yah sorrie for that last entry.. it definitely made no sense but at the time i was very high and drunk at the same time..

i went to govan's place on Friday night and we decided to keep the night "light" since she had to get up early the next day and write a research paper..

unfortunately, we don't really kno the meaning of "keeping it light" so we drank a whole lot aka half a bottle of Jose Cuervo.. i had about 6 shots of tequila and then another 4 or 5 shots of Soco.. after drinking for a while, i called Trina randomly and we talked about a lot of shit.. most of it, i can't really remember now..

however, i remember reminiscing about high school and talking shit about Tracy which is always amusing in its own ways.. somewhere in my drunken state, i blogged that very short and incomprehensible blog..

then govan's friend Dan came over and we drank more with him and then he invited his friends over.. after two hits, i was done.. i couldn't even stand..

i don't even know i changed into my PJ's and took out my contact lenses.. i even brushed my teeth.. i was amazed.. tho when attempting to lay down on the couch, i ended up on the floor.. where i contemplated on falling asleep.. the floor felt cold and nice..

anyway, that's the explanation of my random blog entry.. it was a fun night tho.. on saturday, i decided not to go out since the night before was a bit rough on the edges.. i woke up the next morning on saturday and i was fine.. govan drove me home but i decided to spend saturday night in.. i ate lots of food (i think i had delayed munchies) so i basically ate like 2 boxes of pizza bites, one box of pizza bagels, and something else i can't really remember now..

then i watched Genshiken which was a very short anime series about otaku.. it was kinda funny yet extremely pointless.. there was no great moral to the series, it was basically just a buncha kids that talked about manga/anime/video games all the time.. and basically outlined the problems with dating an otaku (there was a couple in the series and one cute bishounen which was a plus).. otherwise, it just reminded me so much of Otakon cuz they went to Comic Festival bka "ComiFes" to buy doujinshin.. which i thought was amusing cuz hey, that's what i buy when i go to Otakon..

and they talked about cosplaying.. which also made me miss Otakon.. talked about how you really need to become the character and showed one of the characters getting fan service.. *sigh* i'm really gonna miss out by not going to otakon.. i found out that the wedding rehearsal is the day before which means Friday.. if it starts late at night, (which it may because people will be working that Friday and can attend the rehearsal later on).. so if that's the case, i can still go to Otakon for Friday during the day.. and just go with everyone on Thursday night..

*sigh* stupid Otakon for changing its date randomly..

anyway, i really should be doing work.. i came to the computer lab to print out my assignment for Finance.. but i kinda forgot how to do any of the stuff in the assignment X___X;;

*sigh* i'll try and figure it out..

someone leave me messages!! grrrrr.. bye!

| can you hear it? | Do You Really Want to Hurt Me? - Culture Club | |
Took my picture Monday, February 28, 2005 @ 06:17 p.m.


| out there..

good fuckin tymz man... it's not enough man.. not enough.

| can you hear it? | | |
Took my picture Saturday, February 26, 2005 @ 02:45 a.m.


| oi. my neck...

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well.. jeez, if you say so.

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i can kick.

i can punch.

i can block.

but i can't tumble for shit.

so i was went to karate today and after our usual warm up we broke out the mats and learned how to "fall"..

the second sensei started talking, i knew this was bad news..

moving on.. after about 20 minutes of attempting to tumble, i didn't tuck my head in enough and fell smack right where my neck meets my back.. i suddenly opened my eyes and was on my back lying sideways on the mat.. i looked up at the ceiling contemplating life and trying to figure out if i had eaten lunch..

i made a deep groaning noise as i attempted to get up.. but just laid for a second and the light from the ceiling lamps suddenly dimmed as i saw my sensei standing over me with his big coke-bottle glasses.. he looked half amused and half concerned..

"are you okay?" he said. i made some noise. i think it was something like "yah, i'm okay" but with much less coherence. then after finally regaining full consciousness i got up and walked over the side and watched 20 white kids trying to fall on their backs and get back up.. it was an interesting sight to see.. and i was suddenly glad i had fallen on my head so i wouldn't have to do it.

yes, i am a disgrace to the asian race. i can't even fuckin tumble. what the hell? it makes me wonder if the class had suddenly taken to laughing just as they did when one white girl who attempted to tumble from a standing position flopped onto her butt.. i felt bad but apparently the guys in the class thought it was hilarious..

as class ended and i gathered my stuff still deciding if i should work out with ultra-minor head trauma, a couple of guys asked if i was okay and claimed they had wounds from the exercise as well.. too bad none of them were attractive.. well, atleast i got some sympathy comments.. tho it coulda just been that i have breasts.

my sensei then proceeded to rub the back of my neck to "lessen the swelling".. i don't kno if i should have felt better from the gesture or even more sheepish..

thank you, little balding asian sensei.

anyway, i decided to call it quits, i changed back into my jeans and headed out the door to the GSU where i wanted to eat food to make me feel better from my total embarassment.. nothing appealed to me so i bought a croissant and a chai frap from Starbucks (the first starbucks i've had for a month now.. *waves Dunkin Donuts flag*) and smoked a menthol light outside while watching the passing cars on storrow drive..

i wore my leather jacket to class today.. i think people have made a good response to it.. but then again. it could just be that i have breasts.

also broke out my Parade of Shoes 10-dollar heels.. let's just say i've lost all ability to walk in anything but Pumas since I've been out of work (as in two summers ago).. tho these shoes have little slippy thingies in the back so it was even worse.. i felt like a bow-legged 9-year-old..

before karate (and my disastrous gymnastical talent), i changed back into my pumas and ate a slice of craptastic GSU pizza to have something in my stomach.. then off to karate which u have already read the details of that glorious feat.. then headed back home after my visit to the overcrowded GSU where i got a lot of positive feedback on my jacket.. i heart it mucho and was feeling generous as i gave a wandering soul one of my cigarettes as i attempted but could not light mine.. he lit his and offered it to me..

no thanks, i don't kno you well enough to share ur oral fluids just yet.. tho that hasn't stopped me in the past.

i put my frap on the snowy ledge of a nearby staircase and lit my third stoge of the day and walked home feeling slightly attractive but all kinds of uncoordinated.

i headed home and here i am blogging.. i have a psych midterm tomorrow.. i should really take the plastic off my textbook..

mebbe i'll nap and hit the books.. it's been a rough day as far as i my head and hard floor mats are concerned.

atleast i look sassy.

| can you hear it? | Kasumi - Dir en Grey | |
Took my picture Wednesday, February 23, 2005 @ 01:53 p.m.


| is it just me or....

< edit >

tagged by niiku-chan ^^

Random 10:
1. Jack's Lament - Nightmare Before Christmas Soundtrack
2. I Move On - Chicago Soundtrack
3. Story - Gackt
4. Illusion - H.O.T (hahahaha
5. Vibin' (The New Flava) - Boyz II Men
6. Answer - Pierrot
7. Separate Ways - Journey
8. Legend of the Lamp - Aladdin Soundtrack
9. You Give Love a Bad Name - Bon Jovi
10. Angel of Mine - Monica
(yes, truly random, eh?)

1. What is the total amount of music files on your computer?: 1881 as far as my itunes says.. there may be more hiding somewhere..

2. The last CD you bought is: gah.. uh randomly, it was tsaichovsky (butchered that), mozart, Luther Vandross and some other no-names that were 99 cents each from Sam Goody

3. What is the last song you listened to before this message: Three Libras - A Perfect Circle

4. Write down five songs you listen to a lot or mean a lot to you:
1. Unintended - Muse
2. Hoshi no Suna - Gackt
3. Hello - Evanescence
4. Kasumi - Diru
5. Antidote - FAKE?

5. Who are you gonna pass this stick to? (3 persons and why) dah, everyone's already done it X____X;;

uh, ghost because she's MIA and needs to do fun surveys
... um, anyone else that feels the urge? O.o;;

weeee i got my DVDs in the mail woooottttt.. The Professional and Replacement Killers.. tonight shall be a gloriously bloody night.

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is it kinda weird that she calls her "kodomo" O.o;;

well i guess it's true to the story but when u think of it in real-life terms, it makes no damn sense =P

anyway! it's valentine's day! there's really nothing interesting to write about since valentine's day usually means "sit inside and do nothing like every day" day..

i went to class, went to karate, worked out.. watched 50 or so confused-looking males walking around with flowers in their hand.. and noticed a much higher percentage of couples holding hands..

ah, love is in the air.

not my air, though haha

hrm.. so i went home this weekend.. left thursday night after a grueling day of class and the most pointless lecture on networking i have ever seen.. talk about common sense. "when you're out with ur friends, ur networking! YES THAT'S RIGHT!"

greaattttt.. thanks, captain obvious.

then i caught a train back home, where my parents were dressed like eskimos when they picked me up.. musta been like 4 layers each. i didn't even kno it was them when i saw them..

then friday, i went out with toki, tai, and kazu-chan.. first we went to applebees and of course walked around the mall buying manga and other crap..

that was good tymz.. toki bought me ice cream.

then saturday, my parents and i went to atlantic city where my bro, janne, and jaymee met up.. ironically, the first time i was old enough to gamble/drink at AC, i forgot to bring my ID.. >____<;;

that's okie.. i'll make use of that piece of plastic during spring break.. it shall be glorious.

sunday, i ate at ihop with the rents and caught a train home.. today, here i am blogging..

oooooo so i grabbed a package from my mailroom today and it was Bleach manga 1-4 =D XD =D

weeee i read them all.. they're a lot funnier than the series.. and some stuff is different which is good.. i woulda been disappointed to drop money on manga that's the same exact thing as the series..

weeee that's fun =D

aright, well i'm gonna continue to be an old lady and go to sleep early.. i'm gonna attempt to make it to all my classes again tomorrow.. not necessarily prepared for them but atleast going to them hehe

oyasumi.

| can you hear it? | Magdalena - A Perfect Circle | |
Took my picture Monday, February 14, 2005 @ 07:30 p.m.


| wow....

so yah, i noticed i'm more inclined to blog after i've been intoxicated..

tho sadly, i have extremely high tolerance and i can't seem to get drunk.. tho when ur somewhat influenced, guys tend to look much hotter..

mmmmm.. one freshmen.. so yummy.. i wanna bite his big built biceps.. tho he's asian and prolly has a small penis HAHAHAHA..

let's hope the "asian myth" doesn't apply =P

i'm not making sense..

no one leaves me messages.. i'm sad T________T

good night all.

| can you hear it? | Hurt - NIN | |
Took my picture Saturday, February 5, 2005 @ 02:37 a.m.


| it's nice out....

and i'm inside blogging.. woe is me =P

mebbe i'll head to the gym in 15 minutes.. mebbe i won't.

you're silly.. the reason why ur "ryu-chan" stems from ur name.. take away the "Jo" and it's just "Ryu".. it sounds cuter and i'm allowed since ur my kawaii uke pwuahahaha.. well, u were.. i think O.o;; i should really start reading again.. >___<;;

anyway, so i've figured out that my roommate really likes to listen to the same exact songs over and over again namely "Wonderwall" and "Can't take My Eyes Off of You" i guess which are both performed by Oasis.. everytime i come in the room, it's on.. but hey, whatever floats ur boat.. i like listening to the same songs again and again too.. tho i eventually get sick of them and don't listen to them for years at a time..

-akio babble-

anyway, this weekend was interesting.. went to a dance meeting on friday for FSA.. i signed up for 3 dances.. i really wanna be in Jenny's and Pamie's cuz they're hot dancers.. then i ordered a margehrita (i can't spell that for shit) pizza from Bertucci's which really hit the spot.. i'd been craving that for a while.. i'm still in pizza-craving mode.. it's been this way since last semester..

*sigh* too bad the closest good place to get pizza is T anthony's and that's far.. well, not really but going outside isn't all it's cracked up to be in this crappy cold weather

the dining hall pizza blows, the GSU's too.. mebbe there's one in kenmore that doesn't suck but i haven't seen one yet..

i also want some good sushi but the sushi here at school makes me sad and depressed.. such a waste of fish and rice and avocado.. that's how much it sucks

anyway, so after i had pizza, we headed to sancho's where everyone was already completely wasted.. there were scandalous freshmen make out sessions, people throwing up and just utter chaos everywhere.. i took a couple of shots of 151 and had a beer and called it a night.. seeing sick passed-out drunk people totally turns me off to alcohol.. and i just kinda sat there while my friend threw up in a Gap bag contemplating the meaning of life while really wanting to have a cigarette.. or some weed.... or both.

met some new people tho.. no one particularly interesting tho there is one guy i saw from the first general FSA meeting.. he's prolly a freshmen or sophomore but he's cute.. his friend is all thuggy..

oh, before i forget, i had the WEIRDEST but kinda cool dream.. i drempt (sp? is that even a word? O.o) that i was this girl's caretaker (kinda like babysitter) and i was Jude Law's sextoy.. HAHA.. so this girl.. i remember she was white and blonde.. i had no idea who she was in real life but i knew her in the dream.. and she made me play with her (tho she was my age) and tickle her and pretty much follow her around and take care of her.. at the same time, Jude Law who looked fine as hell would keep on seducing me and claiming that i'm spending too much time with the girl and not with him.. which i don't kno why i would ever spend more time with some girl rather than get naughty with Jude Law.. anyway, so that was basically the whole dream.. i don't remember a lot but just those two significant points.. it was interesting and kinda fun.. i had fun thoughts of Jude Law for the rest of the day

this is gonna be a long blog X.x;; my bad

anyway, so on saturday, i just went over govan's place and smoked up with her and frank.. we cleaned out a bag of doritos, a family-size (don't worry, not party-size) container of stouffer's macaroni and cheese, some kitkats, and a snickers bar.. and some tortilla chips and salsa..

so much foooddd.. it's not even that ur hungry when ur high.. it's more like ur inclined to do something and the first thing that comes to mind (being an animal) is to eat.. so we did.. a lot.

then we watched Old School which is 50 million times funnier when ur high.. it was great =D and then i passed out on govan's couch and frank went home..

Sunday, i woke up and went home after an amazing night's sleep.. i also had an interesting dream then.. i dreamed that we hadn't gone to sleep after Old School and actually went out and i got plastered at some bar.. and govan or someone was telling me the next day about all this shit that i did.. like i threw some guy on a desk (not in a violent way XD).. and i got really confused cuz i woke up in govan's room thinking "did that really happen?" tho i knew that i literally changed and passed out on govan's couch.. that really fucked me up in the morning but it was interesting..

so i went home and i did some reading.. oh, i finally cleaned my room.. it's not the trainwreck it was before but i have sucha ridiculous amount of laundry to do, it makes me sad..

anyway, so govan had been out to see this hot reggae band on friday night when i was sitting around watching red-faced filipinos throw up.. and she said they were playing again at this bar near her place.. so last night, being a school night, we went to super 88 and ate lunch with her friend steve who is banging but is so into govan, it's kinda scurry.. and after we smoked up again and took a shot of soco before heading out the door to the bar.. we got there and the band was AMAZING.. the lead singer was just mezmerising.. i didn't want it to end.. of course, i was high and i topped it off with a draft of sam adams and newcastle but it just made the night better..

some sketchy guys at the bar sadly but frank is such a good cock block.. and we stood and made fun of white people that can't dance.. there were a lot of them

then we came back, i ate the rest of my food from 88 cuz shit, it was there and i ate it.. and then i said gnite and walked home from allston..

just for the record, i should never walk home high again.. it was the LONGEST WALK I HAVE EVER TAKEN IN MY LIFE..

omgg... atleast when ur drunk, it goes faster.. when ur high it's like time stops and ur on the same block for days.. it was terrible

anyway, so i got home and passed out.. woke up for class which i had some odd clarity in understand it today.. and went to karate where i got my ass royally beat since i hadn't eaten anything beforehand..

then i grabbed a crappy slice (the lines were too long for anything else) from the GSU and headed back here while having a cigarette.. it was glorious..

so.. here i am right now.. i should probably be studying or working out or doing something other than sitting here and being lazy but i'll just sit and reflect...

...

.. okie i'm done.

leave a message if you love me. miss all u sexies.

| can you hear it? | | |
Took my picture Monday, January 31, 2005 @ 03:14 p.m.


| surveeyyyyy..

to my toki

01.Who are you, what's our relationship?: I'm Akio.. and we are friends of.. 3 years now?
02. How and where did we meet?: first i started talking to you online from ghost.. and then i hung out with u and ghost once at a karaoke place and then boom! magic =D
03. What's my middle name?: i.. have no idea actually.. i think u don't have one but i could be mistaken
04. How long have you known me?: bout 3 years? maybe 4? 05. Tell me one good thing about myself?: you're extremely artistically talented
06. When you first saw me, what was your impression?: you were loud haha and u liked korean boys.. i still remember the umbrella thing
07. My favorite color: i believe it's black.. well atleast that's ur favorite color to wear
08. i blow my candles on...?: god, i am so bad with birthdays >____<;; but it's some time in.. June? mebbe it's the 10th.. yah, i'm just guessing right now X___X..
09. My favorite band at the moment: one of them is FAKE? i read it in a survey.. i can't remember the other two tho i'm sure Luna Sea's in there somewhere
10. Color eyes: brown unless u wear blue contacts
11. Do I have any siblings?: nope..
12. Have you ever had a crush on me?: of course.. ur toki-chu.. who hasn't had a crush on you?
13. What's one of my favorite things to do?: smoke and sleep
14. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?: not.. really. -.-
15. Describe me in 3 words: artistic, loyal, not afraid to speak your mind
16. Name 5 things I love: tai, cigarettes, sleep, snapple, aoki's cookies hehe
17. Do you think I'm good looking?: ur a hottie
18. How would you describe me to someone?: as "toki" and not "she who shall not be named"..
19. Would you ever date me?: if i was a guy, yes
20. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did: uh.. well i've already said this but "i heart you" ^____^
21: What do you like most about me?: ur a good snuggler
22: If we could spend a day together, what would we do?: prolly go to the mall and eat chick-fil-a.. and suncoast
23: Have we ever gotten in a fight?: nothing big
24: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years?: surely
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it: uh.. well toki-chu isn't really a nickname.. hrm.. yah, let's skip this one
26. What do you think my weakness is?: hyde, sugizo, and toshiya all tied together in bed.. naked
27. Do you think I'll get married?: you might.. nowadays, i'm leaning toward yes
28. What makes me happy?: ur yakuza
29. What makes me sad?: not having ur yakuza around
30. What reminds you of me?: tofu now.. and mashimaro, that drunken bunny
31. If you could give me anything, what would it be?: the ability to distribute ur book
32. When's the last time you saw me?: oi.. ummm.. well since i checked on my calendar, the 13th of january
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?: stronger all the time
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?: sure ^^
35. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?: doin that.... now! 36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?: dulce de leche.. cuz it's really yummy
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?: pretty much any Jrock song that i own since ur the one who got me into it
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?: i would want u to like food like me, tai, and jo ^^
39. Would you make a move on me?: haha i am the playboy
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?: yup ^^ mebbe a few times hehe..

*bows* i'm done! woot!

| can you hear it? | the snowblowers | |
Took my picture Wednesday, January 26, 2005 @ 06:17 p.m.


| i blog yet again woot!..

there's definitely some girl screaming at someone on the phone in our hallway.. i find this amusing..

it's fun to smile at other people's discontent.

social blogging time:

where did your blog go?? i can see the background but no bloggg.. liiivveee damnit, i missu

so i can see that we finally succeeded in corrupting you, ryu-chan.. that last comment was fun XD u should come over to akio's place so we can have cake.. then comes dessert XD

niiku-chan and gab.. shankshooz for the bifty cardsu.. along with all those all glorious ppl who sent me one.. i was all giddy when i received them ^___^ u shall all receive one from me once i stop being lazy and decide to mail them out X___X;; *snugglz*

miss you, you, you and youmucho.. i shall come back to jersey one of these weekends and we can play and laugh at fallen children and stare at burning trash cans.. it shall be glorious.

you need to come visit me already cuz.. you should. =P come drink and play with me, u sexy sexy beast you..

miya needs to come and play.. not necessarily in that order XD

anyway, so this is a new day, that previous thing about the girl who was yelling on the phone was from yesterday.. today went pretty well.. i went to finance with is pretty interesting.. i like the class but i also heard that the exams were uber hard.. and i have this odd suspicion that one of the guys in my class is attending two different classes simultaneously.. he leaves for like 20 minutes and comes back.. and my friend in the other class said he was in his class too so.. it's kinda funny.. mebbe he wants to graduate early or is triple concentrating or something..

anyway, so i also had karate today.. it was fun =D it was fun to yell and kick and watch the white girls get all confused.. hehe.. i'm thinking about being a real dork and joining a karate club.. but y'kno.. we'll see ^^

anyway, so that was my day so far.. i'm supposed to go eat dinner with some ppl for lainie's b-day and mebbe a bar after.. we'll see..

this past weekend, i got snowed in at govan's place.. but on saturday, we got royally trashed along with a bunch of huge german guys on BU's crew team.. seriously, they're all like over 6'3".. HUGE.. but amusing at the same time.. very friendly ^__^

that was uber the fun tymz.. then i had shitloads of class on tuesday.. god, that was so draining.. i wanted to die.

i'm seriously kicking myself in the ass for putting all of my classes on two days of the week but atleast i get fridays off..

anyway, i'm gonna end this here.. attempt to clean my room a bit cuz it's like a trainwreck right now and i might head back to the gym if it's open.. toodlz!

sidenote: i like akio's lips. ^______^ i heart me.

| can you hear it? | Another - Luna Sea | |
Took my picture Tuesday, January 25, 2005 (that is a lie.. it is now the 26th pw @ 09:55 p.m. (lies as well)


| god, i love this song..

yes, i know it's been millenia since i've blogged but today's one of those days that i feel the need to just let things out..

if u have the liberty to read my away message at the moment, i'm in one of those crappy tired bad moods.. i spent too much money on a pack of marlboro menthol ultra lights.. my advice to you smokers out there: do not settle for ultra lights.. it's like smoking nothing.

*sigh* but today was generally a good day.. i went to all my classes which is one of my many new years resolutions.. i hope i can keep this up.. i really need to pull up my gpa like hardcore.. i can't even boast a 3.0 yet and i'm starting to feel really down about it.. realizing that the probability of me finding a good job out of college is minute..

i miss jersey and my beloved yakuza.. mucho the smooshies that text/IMed me with a happy birfday ^^ that made my day, especially her picture message ^^.. i got it in the middle of psych but it made me happy..

in other news, classes are okay.. my profs are interesting mostly.. and i'm actually staying awake in class.. i've figured out that if my classes start at 8, i'm asleep.. but if they start at 9:30 i'm good to go.. who knew that hour and a half would be so crucial?

and i also signed up for shotokan karate.. i figured i need to get in shape.. also, i've been dying to take some kind of martial arts class forever.. i missed tae kwon do.. they provide it here but it conflicts with my schedule.. i hope it's fun.. it's prolly gonna kick my ass especially since i'm now a full-time smoking piece of lard..

but i'm interested.. i'll try a couple of classes.. if it's corny and bad, i'll drop it.. but i figure it's worth a shot.. more motivation to get in shape and get my coordination back up..

i've noticed my coordination has seriously gone down since i stopped dancing.. *sigh*

aright, well this is as far as i go.. i'm gonna take a short nap before i catch dinner with govan.. leave me a message if you love me! *hugglz to all who read this blog cuz i heart you all and miss you all a lot*

| can you hear it? | Hoshi No Suna - Gackt | |
Took my picture Thursday, January 20, 2005 @ 05:44 p.m.


| BOOYAH!..

I LIIIIIVVEEEEEEEE!!!



just kidding. i'll blog laterz hehe... prolly as in two months from now.

| can you hear it? | | |
Took my picture Saturday, January 15, 2005 @ 08:27 p.m.


| okay so truthfully.....

it's not that i had nothing to blog about but rather that i was just feeling too lazy to actually do it =P

*sigh* being overworked like that just made my mind turn to mush but since something more interesting happened today, i felt i could share it with the world of the internet as well as my online friends who have not found anything of content in this blog for a while =P

anyway, so today, i woke up around 1:30PM.. i spent the majority of last night and early morning getting rid of this terrible spyware that hijacked my computer as well as setting up my iPod (yah, i gave in to the norm.. it couldn't be helped.. i just wanted something to play my damn jrock..) which Govan also got one too! but she got the 40GB while i only got the 20GB.. she was sad tho cuz she wanted to 20GB.. i didn't realize how much smaller it was =P..

and yes.. i got the spyware from downloading corrupted porn files.. more specifically male gay porn.. oh the taboo of taboos.. teehee

anyway, so that sucked.. i ended up running to computercops.biz to get the spyware off my comp.. which i highly recommend if you ever get stuck with annoying spyware on your PC and you don't kno how to get rid of it..

so after going to sleep around 5:30, i woke up at 1 and pretty much started messing around with the iPod stuff again.. i had set up my mom's before mine (yah, my mom got a mini.. tho she prolly won't have a damn clue how to use it... ever. i hafta start putting songs into it soon..) and finally got mine to start working..

then i headed off the watch The Life Aquatic with Faith who i hung out with a few days ago and yesterday when we watched Love Actually... i recommend both movies... Love Actually is just damned cute while The Life Aquatic was funny, sad, and just interesting overall..

i enjoyed both thoroughly.. then we walked around Menlo for a while, I popped in to say hi to Jun who was working at Delia's and bought her some food in the mean time.. and also grabbed some Lindt Chocolates for my parents.. then headed back to Faith's ate some dinner and watched Simpsons before heading back to Oldbridge to hang out with some kids from highschool..

there was quite an interesting turn out this time.. in addition to our hangout regulars: Vanessa, Govan, Tony, and Justine some "drama heads" were there which included Shannon, Costa, Allison Remuzzi and her bf, Hayden and some other kid, shit i forgot his name but he was damned annoying in high school and we all used to make fun of him.. but he was there and looked quite different..

Hayden's still exactly the same tho he has a lot more hair and not just on his head.. everyone else looked the same and were all basically.. the same hehe

so odd.. three years later and it's like nothing has changed.. so we hung out at TGI Fridays, ate food, and reminisced about our highschool days.. so it was good tymz..

and i came home and here i am blogging after i finally figured out how to work the FM transmitter for my iPod.. it was good f-ing times as well so i can listen to it in my car now woot!

*sigh* aright well two more hours till i need to take my antibiotic.. and then i'll call it a night.. i'll just chill and watch the rest of the Cowboy Bebop movie and then sleeep =D

hope everyone had a great holiday and snugglz to niiku-chan who left me a msg ^_____^

hey, yakuza that wanna chill.. send me an e-mail or a message or something.. i heart thou all.. toodlz

| can you hear it? | nada | |
Took my picture Monday, December 27, 2004 @ 02:38 a.m.


| mucho the surveys...

woot! so finals are over! tho the question of whether or not i passed them still remains.. >___<;; but i have some strange feeling i didn't do so insanely horrible.. anyway, so this whole filling out surveys thing is actually kinda soothing.. so! here's yet another one..

1. like to walk in the rain?
if i'm in a really angsty mood.. otherwise, it's kinda bothersome.. my hair gets all frizzy

2.Sleep with or without clothes on?
in the winter, on.. in the summer off..

3.Prefer black or blue pens?
i hate blue pens

random interjection:: i'm listening to internet radio and a Nirvana song called "Rape Me" came on.. and he's all like "rape meeeee... my friend".. O.o;; i've never heard this song haha :: end of randomness

4.Dress up on Halloween?
yes.. if i can think of something clever.. i thought of going out as a MILF this year but i didn't end up going out haha

5.Like to travel ?
yah i do.. i love going to places completely different than where i am right now

6.Like someone?
not like "that".. but i do like a lot of people generally

7.Do they know?
they do.. i tell them i heart them regularly

8.Is he/she cute?
they are.. yes

9.Think you're attractive?
eh.. on good days.. then i realize how wrong i was the next day

10.Want to marry?
sure.. white dresses, rope, coins, the works.. with a side of fries, please..

11.Who?
whomever i feel fit

12.Alaska or Hawaii ?
hawaii.. i'm feeling quite tropical despite the cold, freezing, skin-numbing rain

13.Are you a good student?
eh.. i used to be.. now procrastination has gotten the best of me.. i could be doing a lot better

14.Are you currently in a relationship?
nope

15.Are you involved in sports?
nah.. tho i wanna take a martial art next semester....

random interjection #2:: listening to Metallica's One.. yah, they can't sing for shit.. they should stick to screaming :: end of random interjection

16.Christmas or Halloween?
i like both.. since i get stuff on Christmas and i just enjoy halloween

17.Colored or black-and-white photo?
it depends on what the photo is of..

18.Do long distance relationships work?
i don't really see how they could.. unless one person likes to travel.. A LOT

19.Do you believe in astrology?
well i read it.. but i don't live by it

20.Do you believe in God?
not really

21.Do you believe in love at first sight?
possibly.. then again i hafta start believing in love

22.Do you consider yourself the life of the party?
eh.. more like that sarcastic girl that makes fun of the drunk people and drinks all the alcohol but never gets drunk

23.Are u an outgoing person?
sometimes.. if i feel like it

24.Do you have a job?
not at this moment.. tho i really need to get one very sooNn..

25.Do you make fun of people?
you have no idea

26.Do you think dreams eventually come true?
nope. then they wouldn't be dreams

27.Fave thing to do?
sleep, sing, eat and spend time with friends

28.Favorite musician?
uh.. i don't really have one.. but there are a lotta "greats" out there

29.Fave. breakfast food?
bacon and rice.. mmmm.. or that could just be what i want right now.....

30.Chocolates or Candy?
right now? chocolate... at other times? depends

31.Fave. person?
myself.

32.Favorite body part of the opposite sex?
i agree with toki on the torso part

33.Favorite food?
uh.. well i'm always in the mood for pizza.. and i heart sushi and pasta..

34.Go to the movies or rent?
rent.. watching movies in the theater costs too much

35.Have you ever moved?
yes once.. and kinda multiple times back and forth from school..

37. How's the weather right now?
it's uber cold and rainy and gross

38.Hug or kiss?
depends on who

39.Last person you talked to on the phone?
Matt.. might hang out with him and helah tonight... might.

40.Last time you showered?

about 4AM this morning

41.Loud or soft music?
i like to play my music damned loud

42.McDonalds or Burger King?
Wendy's

43.More romantic? baths or shower?
uh.. baths.. showers are sexier

44.Night or day?
niitteeeeeee

45.Number of pillows on ur bed?
2 regular size and 1 body pillow

46.Piano or guitar?
i'm really torn on this one.. i LOVE guitar.. but piano gets to me just the same.. especially gackt's piano songs..

47.Read or write?
depends on my mood.. but usually read

48.Single or taken?
sing-gull

49.Snow or water?
snooowwwww.. i wish it would snow instead of this cold rainy crap

50.What are you going to do tomorrow?
meet with my team and do work... of COURSE

51.what clothes are you wearing?
jeans, pink long sleeved vneck.. andd... socks and underwear of course.. and headphones

52.What do you drink?
uh.. normally? vitamin water, regular water, and diet coke mostly.. alcohol?? basically anything that's there.. my drink of choice tho is shots of SoCo with lime or Soco and Coke...

53.What makes you puke?
Bacardi.. and really badly cooked food of any kind

54.What's on your computer screen?
uh.. on my desktop? just some random background.. but on this actually screen is the ie explorer and this entry being written =P

55.What's right next to you?
my phone and lots of books and papers all over the place

56.What's your bedtime?
lately? 8AM.. then wakey at 12PM to study

57.What's your name backwards?
enitsirhc.. oika.. haha..

58. When do you get up in the morning?
whenever i must go get work done or go to a team meeting

59.Who do you talk to the most online?
toki, tai, govan.. uh.. yah, that's it..

gahhhhhhhhhh i'm sleepiez but matt kinda invited me out to drink.. but iunno if that's gonna happen =P

*sigh* i'm hungry.. time for food.. my Saiyuki Reloaded download is taking forever >____<;; as are the other dls i have.. =P

| can you hear it? | Them Bones - Alice in Chains | |
Took my picture Friday, December 10, 2004 @ 09:38 p.m.


| procrastination nation 2..

yah, i should definitely be studying like really really hard.. i have two final exams tomorrow that i haven't started studying for X____X;; and then another 2 on friday.. which i also have not even started studying for hahahaha

i'm really fucked.. but hey, i'll do this survey for half an hour and start studying at 5 like i said i would..

arighteez, here you go.

TEN Random Things About Me:
10. My friends say i have "Barbie Feet" meaning that even when i'm just resting, they curve like i'm wearing heels
09. I'm really tall for a Filipino girl
08. I smoke cigars on a weekly basis
07. I've looked over 20 years old since i was 13..
06. I'm more interested in electronics and weapons than the average boy
05. I have thick-ass pimptastic glasses brand Valentino Italy
04. I dl and watch porn / hentai / yaoi on a regular basis
03. I heart Glaceau Vitamin Water mucho
02. I hate Uggz (sp?). They should all be piled up in the middle of the street, pissed on, and set on fire by angry naked midgets
01. I really should be studying for my 4 finals in the next two days right now

NINE Places I've Visited:
09. Montreal, Canada
08. Manila, Beacol Philippines
07. St. Maarten, Bahamas, Barbados, Cancun, St. Thomas, Jamaica, and the Cayman Islands.
06. Florence, Venice, Capri and Rome Italy
05. Some beach area in North Carolina.. i can't remember the name now
04. Michigan and Illinois
03. Washington DC & Baltimore MA
02. Poconos, Philadelphia, and Philipsburg PA
01. I stopped over in Japan once.. but it was for like an hour hehe

EIGHT Things I Want To Do Before I Die:
08. Fall in love
07. Get married and have children
06. Master a martial art
05. Make lots of money and repay my parents back for everything they've given me
04. Be satisfied with myself
03. Travel to Japan and the rest of Europe
02. Fire a gun and be good at it
01. Be a well-respected and recognized manager

SEVEN Ways To Win My Heart:
07. Have a great singing voice and be modest about it
06. Dances well. Big big turn-on.
05. Just likes me for the way I am.
04. Can cook well.
03. Won't smother me or be too persistent. The ones that are stand-offish I like more
02. Being honest. I hate liars.
01. Honestly, if the guy is hot and dresses well.

SIX Things I Believe In:
06. Everyone has a right to their own opinion.
05. Everyone has the right to be whoever they want to be.
04. No one's right and no one's wrong.
03. Death is the end of everything.
02. There is no heaven and no hell. We just live and die.
01. Life is there for living.

FIVE Things I'm Afraid Of:
05. death
04. being paralyzed
03. losing my family or friends
02. being tortured
01. failing my parents' expectations

FOUR Of My Favorite Items In My Bedroom:
04. My bed.. i heart sleep
03. WOrn out Black CK shirt.. so old n comfy
02. my computer
01. All my keepsakes (pictures, letters, and stuffed animals)

THREE Things I do everyday
03. check my e-mail, horoscope, and read comics
02. drink at least 2 cups of water
01. shower, wash my hair, my face and brush my teeth

TWO Things I am trying not to do right now:
02. study =P tho i reallllllyyy should
01. go back to sleep.. i'm always sleepy

ONE Person I want to see right now:
01. hot australian boy.. he makes me happy

*yawn* okay, so i REALLY need to study X___X;; aright i'm going... i swear........ really.

| can you hear it? | | |
Took my picture Wednesday, December 8, 2004 @ 04:42 p.m.


| so excited..

cuz my brother told me about realtime radio on winamp.. i just installed it.. i just listened to X-Japan hehe cool beans.. i should really be studying X____X;;; aright.. i'm gone.

| can you hear it? | Amazing - Aerosmith | |
Took my picture Wednesday, December 8, 2004 @ 02:44 a.m.


| survey of doooommmm..

this is the longest survey EVER...

[ .001. ] first name: Christine.. yah, i actually got used to it cuz i spend 24 hours with my team.. and they call me Christine =P
[ .002. ] middle name: Anne
[ .003. ] last name: It starts with an E.. which combined with my Confirmation name makes my initials spell "CAME"... if i marry a guy with a last name that starts with an O, i can be "CAMEO" hehe
[ .004. ] nickname(s): Enciso (prolly the most used), Chris (mostly by mi familia), Akio / Playboy (by all yakuza and then some), and lastly, C2 by my k2c girlzz..
[ .005. ] gender: le femme..
[ .006. ] birthday: January 19.. soon to 21 =D
[ .007. ] height: 5'8" ish.. a lil less mebbe..
[ .008. ] hair color: black black black black
[ .009. ] eye color: dark brown
[ .010. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: yesh i do
[ .011. ] do you have braces: did.. back in like 4th grade
[ .012. ] is your hair long or short: too long.. must get a trim
[ .013. ] where were you born: Edison NJ.. now it's full of indian people.. more so than before
[ .014. ] current location: Boston, MA.. at mi escuela..
[ .015. ] zodiac sign: Capricorn.. i'm apparently a goatfish.. not too excited about it
[ .016. ] how many languages do you know: just english.. i kno parts of japanese, spanish, and korean.. i can actually understand some sentences but only when they're spoken REALLLYYY slow =P
[ .017. ] what language do you want to learn: japanese, korean, chinese, italian, tagalog.. basically i wanna kno a whole lot of languages.. japanese the most tho
[ .018. ] bad habits: procrastinating.. it's REALLY bad.. well it used to be worse.. but it's still pretty bad..
[ .019. ] piercing you have: in my ears
[ .020. ] piercing you want: i actually don't think i want to pierce anything else
[ .021. ] tattoos you have: none right now.. i thought about getting one but i'm scared i wouldn't like it after its done
[ .023. ] today: is Saturday
[ .024. ] today's date: the 4th of december
[ .025. ] the time: 5:13 PM
[ .026. ] ready for a bunch more questions: surely

F A M I L Y

[ .027. ] mother's name: Mary Jane (no, seriously.. i called up a house once asking for her.. and the kids who answered just started laughing.. the funny part is that its actually her real name)..
[ .028. ] father's name: Augusto (yah, it just gets weirder.. tho it's kinda cool cuz his full name is Augusto Cesar.. and my grandpa's name is cesar augusto.. obviously after ceasar augustus.. my great grandparents came up with some great names)
[ .029. ] brother's name: John August Ilao.. that's such a cool name... why did i get one so boring?
[ .030. ] sister's name: dun have one thank god
[ .031. ] favorite aunt: Auntie Evie.. short for Maria Evelyn..
[ .032. ] favorite uncle: Uncle Carlo.. he's so corny but amusing at the same time hehe
[ .033. ] favorite grandparent: i lurv them both
[ .036. ] worst relative: prolly my uncle victor.. bka as Father Toye.. he's a drunkard and a hypocrite..
[ .037. ] best relative: prolly my auntie telia.. she's so funny
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: yup.. and i miss them a lot
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: some do.. but not many

P E T S

[ .040. ] do you have any pets: not at this moment but i plan on getting a kitty once i get my own place
[ .041. ] what are their names: -
[ .042. ] what kind of animals: -

S C H O O L

[ .043. ] are you still in school: yesh
[ .044. ] did you drop out: well still being school would constitute but having dropped out
[ .045. ] current gpa: oi.. let's not talk about that
[ .046. ] favorite grade: 9th grade
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: 7th grade
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: Mrs Valentine.. i never had her as a teacher but she was the moderator of the Cultural Awareness Club i was in... she's awesome
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: Mr. Shephard.. that fucker
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: prolly religion.. it was the same thing over and over and we were required to take it all four years of HS
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: usually bought
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: nope..
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: oh yeah.. i lost track of them at some point
[ .055. ] are/was you popular: everyone knew who i was but i wasn't like the quarterback's gf or anything
[ .056. ] favorite dance:  dance? oh jeez, who remembers these things?
[ .057. ] favorite memory: no idea.. none come to mind which means that i don't really have one
[ .058. ] favorite memory you want to have: falling in love
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: all of 7th grade
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: prolly all of 7th grade again.. =P

F A V O R I T E S

[ .061. ] number(s): 64
[ .062. ] letter(s): k's and A's..
[ .063. ] shoes: i'm hearting my pumas right now.. they're so cute.. ^^
[ .064. ] saying(s): "it's GLORIOUS beyond all points of reason!" and "woot!"
[ .065. ] TV show: uh.. don't have a TV but i'm into X-files..
[ .066. ] sport: uh.. to play? i like volleyball..
[ .067. ] vegetable: likin snowpeas a lot.. and chinese green beans in coconut milk.. =D
[ .068. ] fruit: i want a banahnahhh..   and i heart apples..
[ .069. ] movie: Still heart Battle Royale, The Professional, Ocean's Eleven.. and of course Interview
[ .070. ] magazine: don't really read magazines... but if i do, it's either Cosmo or Shape..
[ .071. ] actor: Brad Pitt.. i heart him mucho.. ever since i saw Interview.. i knew it was lust..  other ones, Christopher Walken, Gary Oldman, Kevin Spacey.. the list gets long when u add the ones i think are hot..
[ .072. ] actress: prolly drew barrymore.. she seems to be the most versatile.. and Angelina Jolie.. most of her movies are good
[ .073. ] candy:  suddenly craving Fun Dip.. but i like twizzler pullnpeels.. and hershey kisses
[ .074. ] gum:   dentyne ice
[ .075. ] scent: uh.. dunno hehe.. i'm attached to anything that smells fresh.. but i also have jasmine lotion and cocoa butter
[ .076. ] candy bar: snickers, hands down.. i used to like babyruth but those get a little intense
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: vanilla.. but i also like cookie dough and definitely halo-halo (filipino dessert flavor)
[ .078. ] color: dark green
[ .079. ] season: winter
[ .080. ] holiday: i heart thanksgiving.. lots of food for meeee.. and also halloween.. aka "slutoween" since suddenly, it's okay for every girl on to wear an ugly over-played schoolgirl uniform.. or anything else remotely slutty well, that's not the good part.. there just happens to be some great parties on halloween
[ .081. ] band: heart APC, Tool, Muse, LS, NIN, Aerosmith, and Diru
[ .082. ] singer: Gackto-saamaaaaaaa... *runs around in circles*
[ .083. ] group: hrm... no idea
[ .084. ] rapper: Nas isn't too bad.. and that Kanye West dude doesn't seem too bad.. i thinK Jay-Z put out a great album this year.. and i always liked Busta
[ .085. ] type of music: angry angry angry music.. of any kind
[ .086. ] thing in your room: prolly my computer LOL.. but after that, my bed.. since i heart sleep mucho
[ .087. ] place to be: anywhere as long as the company's good.. i could be in a dark room as long as i have good friends with me
[ .089. ] TV channel: prolly HBO or any movie channels.. i like watching movies.. A  LOT
[ .090. ] junk food:  stacy's pita chips.. they're "less fat" junk food but junkfood none-the-less
[ .091. ] overall food: uh well i heart my mom's cookin.. and i heart italian and japanese food
[ .092. ] store: Express... uh, i think that's it LOL
[ .093. ] hangout: don't really have one =P  it used to be pines.. but since we don't really go there anymore, i guess its not really a hangout, ne?
[ .094. ] fast food: wendy's hands down
[ .095. ] restaurant: cheesecake factory.. and of course Applebees.. i also like Bertucci's..
[ .096. ] shape: teardrop
[ .097. ] time of day: right when the sun is setting
[ .098. ] country:  not too sure.. i've only been here so i can't really tell
[ .099. ] state: look at previous answer..
[ .100. ] boys name: Guy, Gavin
[ .101. ] girls: Jean, Gina, Lyssa
[ .102. ] mall: oi so many to choose from.. i'd say prolly Woodbridge..
[ .103. ] video game: PuzzleFighter =D =D =D
[ .104. ] shampoo: well i use Pantene Pro-V Smooth&Sleek
[ .105. ] board game: MallMadness.. that was an awesome game.. and Twister
[ .106. ] computer game: lurved StarCraft n Diablo back in the day
[ .107. ] car: mmmm porsche.. mmm ashton martin..
[ .108. ] music video: it's funny cuz i still go back to the YG Family video n Yo!'s video by shinhwa hahaha.. American ones that are good include smack my bitch up, and i liked Usher's You Got It Bad.. he danced so well.. then Aaliyah's Are You That Somebody has always been a favorite
[ .109. ] swear word: fucker.. i curse all too much
[ .110. ] word: GLORIOUS
[ .111. ] month: uh January cuz that's when i came to this world wooooo
[ .112. ] cartoon character: GIR!!! and Rufus the Hairless Molerat..   this excludes all of the amazing anime characters i heart
[ .113. ] scary movie: well, The Ring was pretty damned scary.. it's prolly one of the worthiest scary movies i've seen
[ .114. ] team: eh.. whoever wins wins
[ .115. ] possession: oh so many things.. but i'd say my planner and photo albums from way back when i used to not use a digital camera

WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU HEAR..

[ .116. ] eminem: white trash
[ .117. ] dog: ma.. the movie
[ .118. ] hot: cakes.. i'm.. not sure why
[ .119. ] britney spears: booblz
[ .120. ] nsync: ugly guys with high-pitched voices
[ .121. ] real world: seattle
[ .122. ] orange: ball... i have no idea
[ .123. ] choice: healthy choice meals
[ .124. ] fuck: fucking
[ .125. ] bisexual: gackt
[ .126. ] black: silk sheets
[ .127. ] icq: pasttime
[ .128. ] insane clown posse: meh
[ .129. ] linkin park: jayz
[ .130. ] jack: daniels
[ .131. ] rainbow: road from Mario Kart
[ .133. ] cucumber: Melon
[ .134. ] shark: tale.. which i haven't seen yet
[ .135. ] lifehouse: lighthouse
[ .136. ] bat: man
[ .137. ] leather: whip
[ .138. ] whip: leather =P
[ .139. ] America: n Sweethearts, the movie.. i heart seth green and John Cusack
[ .140. ] water: fall
[ .141. ] volcano: "The Ring of Fire" from Finding Nemo.. 

T H I S - OR - T H A T ?

[ .142. ] rock or rap: rock
[ .143. ] rock or pop: rock
[ .144. ] rock or r&b: rock
[ .145. ] rock or metal: rock
[ .146. ] rap or pop: rap (american pop, that is)
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: r&b
[ .148. ] rap or metal: metal
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: R&B (once again, if we're talkin bout american pop)
[ .150. ] pop or metal: Metal
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: Metal
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: linkin park
[ .153. ] tool or korn: Tool 
[ .154. ] selena or Jennifer Lopez: Selena.. she could actually sing
[ .155. ] hot or cold: Cold
[ .156. ] winter or summer: Winter
[ .157. ] spring or fall: fall
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: shakira annoys me.. actually they both annoy me
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: what's icp?
[ .160. ] Marilyn Manson or rob zombie: Manson.. i'm a bit attached to his "Sweet Dreams" cover
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: dunno who Kitty is but since i like Garbage, i'll say Garbage
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: VH1.. i love the 80's is sooo great
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: Angel.. buffy was good for like the first two seasons
[ .164. ] Dawson's creek or Gilmore girls: don't watch either but if i had to choose, Gilmore girls
[ .165. ] football or basketball: oi.. that's tough.. i like watching both..
[ .166. ] summer Olympics or winter Olympics: winter definitely
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: boarding tho i haven't tried it.. i kill to
[ .168. ] rollarblading or skateboarding: skateboarding tho i haven't tried also
[ .169. ] black or white: black
[ .170. ] orange or red: red
[ .171. ] yellow or green: green
[ .172. ] purple or pink: pink
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: never heart of mudvayne.. but slipknot is a lil too "screamy" for me
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: hot topic
[ .175. ] inside or outside: inside
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: alcohoolllll
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: phone
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: pencil.. hate pen
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or Charlie's angels: I AM MOJOJOJO... powerpuff girls definitely
[ .180. ] Scooby doo or dino: Dino.. Scooby's annoying
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: they both suck but i'd say Pokemon cuz they have cute things in it
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: Star Wars.. star trek = corny.. Star Wars = ... not as corny
r [ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: tattoos
[ .184. ] prep or punk:  either one is fine
[ .185. ] slut or whore: whore

P R I V A T E L I F E

[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: nope
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: nope
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: nope
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: nope
[ .190. ] how many people have you kissed: suttin like 5
[ .191. ] who was your first kiss: some guy.. his name was William.. i never saw him again
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: a couple i think
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: a couple there too
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: ""What about love? Overrated. Biochemically no different from eating large quantities of chocolate." from Devil's Advocate
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: non-existent
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: nope
[ .197. ] please post it if you do: -
[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: sure do
[ .199. ] please post it if you do: there's one right there *points to "snapshot" link*
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: i tried doing the whole "i can look past the physical".. doesn't happen ever... i'm too shallow
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: nope
[ .202. ] are you still friends: -
[ .203. ] do you smoke: yesh.. black n milds have become my newest friend
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: tried it once
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: nope
[ .206. ] how about a little x: nopers
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: nuh-uh *shakes head*
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: depends on the beer
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers:  not so i can get drunk it would take about 5 bottles.. i'd only drink it during a nice dinner.. 
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: depends on my mood.. usually liquor tho since it works faster
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: Marlboro Menthol lights.. n Black&Milds
[ .213. ] are you a virgin: yesh i am
[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: -

W O U L D Y O U E V E R..

[ .215. ] bungee jump: prolly not
[ .216. ] sky dive: the idea still appeals to me but then i heard about this guy who did it with a professional, y'kno where they strap you to another person and u both jump.. and they both died when neither of the chutes came out... like i said, the <i>idea</i> appeals to me.. 
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: eh.. i could.. not dying to tho.. i heard they're dangerous too... yah, i have too many stories of people dying when they do these things..
[ .218. ] scuba dive: probably not.. unless it wasn't too deep and i could see everything around me.. 
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: uh if i had the upper body strength yes but.. yah, like i said too many stories... 
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: oi.. uh i'm not sure.. sadly, how much shit are we talkin bout here?
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: prolly would but i'd feel guilty.. for a while
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: thought about it but would never do it
[ .223. ] cross-dress: have a couple of times
[ .224. ] lie to the police: sure if necessary
[ .225. ] run from the police: not to my knowledge
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: well i have.. i kinda stopped.. but i still do on rare occasion
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: nah.. tho that would be kinda amusing
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer:  dear god no
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: sure if i felt that the service or food wasn't good enough
[ .230. ] streak: no thanks

Y O U R F R I E N D S

[ .231. ] closest friends: prolly everyone that i kno that reads this blog.. plus like 2 ppl
[ .232. ] known longest: faith.. she's my fetus friend
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: trina cuz she's always MIA.. and Faith too.. she's hard to reach
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: both of them again
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: a bunch.. i don't feel like counting.. i'm not close to 70% of them tho
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: hrm.. no one really.. but on certain days, everyone irritates me.. 
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of:  i get sick of everyone, no offense.. 
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the "next level": nope.. tho i've had situations where the friend has tried to
[ .239. ] craziest: govan and frank
[ .240. ] loudest: govan and frank again
[ .241. ] shyest: goddamn, my pipes are makin weird noises again.. sorrie, random.. shyest? uhh.. i don't really have shy friends.. i think angela tho she's not even that shy
[ .242. ] best hair: therese definitely..
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: govan, tai n jo
[ .244. ] best eyes: for some reason, miya.. but she's jux pretty
[ .243. ] best body: govan
[ .246. ] most athletic: tsi.. he does dragonboating and he plays basketball, runs, etc.. it's so funny cuz he seems so damn lazy..  
[ .247. ] sex symbol: that would be like all of my friends cuz they're all hot basically
[ .248. ] hot tempered: my ghosto and prolly like toki n jun
[ .249. ] most impatient: toki n jun lol
[ .250. ] shortest: Helah or diane i think Helah's actually shorter tho.. 
[ .251. ] tallest: Matt, prolly
[ .252. ] talented: toki, jun
[ .253. ] best singer: angela's got a set of pipes she wants to hide.. 
[ .254. ] skinniest: diane tho she's put on a lil weight.. 
[ .255. ] nicest: my-ann.. she's so sweet
[ .256. ] best personality: everyone's got their strong points
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: prolly greg.. oh definitely anya..  

H A V E Y O U E V E R

[ .258. ] flashed someone: not on purpose
[ .259. ] told a person how you felt bout them: once..it didn't work out too well
[ .260. ] been to Michigan: yes, i have.. they call soda "pop" there.. it annoys me so
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: nope
[ .263. ] skateboarded: nope.. not enough balance for that
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: nope.. not yet anyway
[ .265. ] stolen anything: sure did.. but then i got caught.. never again.. 
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: not really.. kills time that i should be using for studying
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: literally, yes i have kicked someone on the ass but i haven't actually beat up someone yet
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: uh not on the head..
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: nope
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: that would be all of frosh year
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: on the cheek
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: yesh'm.. montreal 04 woot
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: surely
[ .275. ] been to a concert: just two.. L'arc n Mariah (what a combo)
[ .276. ] been to another country: yesh i have.. 
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: sure, if they were bein an ass
[ .278. ] got pulled over: yup once.. but i didn't get a ticket
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: just recently yes.. it was kinda scurry
[ .280. ] broke a law: oh yes
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: yah i think so
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: nopers
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: story of my life
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: nope
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: not to my knowledge
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and ate it: not in a long long time..

O P I N I O N S

[ .287. ] about pop music:  if it's too happy and the lyrics have no meaning, i just find it irritating.. really happy music makes me cringe.. but some pop songs are really catchy.. so much to my dismay, they stay in my head for weeks at a time.. 
[ .288. ] about boy bands: used to love them to no end.. i'll tell the truth that i still listen to some of their stuff.. but like i said, uber happy songs no matter who wrote or performed them... almost all of them, i hate
[ .289. ] about flag burning: really means nothing to me.. just another meaningless gesture to say "i hate *flag's country*".. u hear n see it everyday.. 
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: propaganda.. i don't kno the whole truth about what's going on out there.. but the coined phrase "war against terrorism" is just a vehicle used by the media to get us to watch their news channels and for americans to feel more comfortable about a war we really don't know anything about..  there is a war out there.. on terrorism? mebbe.. i wouldn't kno unless i were the commander in chief himself.. and he prolly doesn't have a clue either..
[ .291. ] about suicide: it's a damned waste
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: people i hate most.. strong opinionated? don't care.. no opinion? don't care.. it's when u tell me that i'm wrong and you're right that pisses me off.. don't do it cuz i'm more than willing to accept what u hafta say as ur opinion.. i don't need u shoving ur opinion down my throat cuz mine's not gonna change.. 
[ .293. ] about abortion: i don't think i'd ever get one.. but i do think it's the woman's choice.. it is her body.. 
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: i love it.. is by far, the least synthesized and artificial music out there.. 
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: jeezus, i'll be 30.. hopefully in the process of getting married, with good financial status.. no kids yet
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: hard to say.. u love n lose friends when u least expect it.. tho i think the k2c girls have the highest probability..

W H A T D I D Y O U DO

[ .297. ] last birthday: Went to the matrix (nightclub) and cage danced with my FSA girls
[ .298. ] yesterday: woke up at govan's place.. stopped by super 88, bought some dumplings and then some cereal from shaw's.. then came home, studied for a long time n slept.. 
[ .299. ] last weekend: stayed in the student village with my team writing our huge huge huge project paper
[ .300. ] Christmas: christmas hasn't passed yet.. but last christmas i think i went to virginia with mi familia
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: had dindinz with my rents, brother, his fiance, her sister and her mother
[ .302. ] new years:  spent it with my parents.. i was supposed to go to a party but there was a big family problem.. and i had to stay with my mom
[ .303. ] Halloween: went to three parties.. none of them were that great..
[ .304. ] Easter: oh jeez.. i have no idea.. 
[ .305. ] valentine's day: uh hasn't passed yet but last year... iiiii prolly went to a club or party or something.. i can't remember now

T H E L A S T

[ .306. ] thing you ate: cookie from our dining hall
[ .307. ] thing you drank: diet coke from the dining hall
[ .308. ] thing you wore: well i am wearing some dark jeans and a greenish blue v-neck t-shirt right now
[ .309. ] place you went: dining hall.. and before that, to class in SMG
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: my ears when i was like 2
[ .311. ] person you saw: well i'm still seeing my roommate
[ .312. ] person you kissed: i believe that was Joe.. it's been a while
[ .313. ] person you fucked: yah, that's not too applicable
[ .314. ] person you talked to: roomie.. we only said "hey".. but before that.. my teammates
[ .315. ] song you heard: listening to "It's Whatever" by Aaliyah

: N 0 W : .

[ .316. ] what are you eating: nothing yet
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: nothing right now but i want some water soon
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: look to #308
[ .319. ] any shoes on: nope
[ .320. ] hat: nopers
[ .321. ] listening to: *sigh* check out #315
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: nope
[ .323. ] are you pissed I made this so long: not pissed.. just amazes that i'm actually taking the time to fill it all out

Y or N.

[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: dear god no
[ .325. ] do you like cows: sure moooo
[ .326. ] are you a bitch: at times
[ .327. ] are you artistic: at times
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: used to.. it wasn't that bad either
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: haha no way
[ .330. ] can you ski: sure tho it's been a while
[ .331. ] are you British: not to my knowledge
[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: not at this moment.. when she gets praised as a good singer, then i do.. cuz she's definitely not..
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: yes, they're telling me to eat chocolate
[ .334. ] did you ever give Barbie a haircut: sure did
[ .335. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: sure if someone made it for me
[ .336. ] do you think Disney creators were on acid when they made 'Alice in wonderland': First off, Diseny didn't create Alice in Wonderland. 2. Lewis Carroll wasn't on acid, he was more then likely, drunk (good answer, Toki).. 
[ .338. ] are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicapped: uh none of them i think
[. 339. ] are you naughty: oh yes
[ .340. ] are you nice: sometimes
[ .341. ] are you short: not at all
[ .342. ] are you tall: yesh
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: nopers
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: i do but i don't wear them
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: no but i see the swimming pigs of doom
[ .346. ] are you evil : at times but not as evil as others
[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: yah she's actually in my class
[ .348. ] is britney a whore: i wouldn't kno..
[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: i'm not a teenager anymore.. and i don't think i'm a zombie
[ .350. ] am I annoying you?: by asking these questions, yes 
[ .351. ] do you like Marilyn Manson: he's okay
[ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: LIES!!! THE FILTHY EARTH BOY LIES!!!! i mean..... no.
[ .353. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: not recently
[ .354. ] this is over, are you happy now: oh yes..

yah, i should do work so no other blogging.. toodlz all

| can you hear it? | Lucifer - Sugizo | |
Took my picture Monday, December 6, 2004 @ 05:50 p.m.


| FINALLY!!!..

i just realized after scanning it, how horrible this fanart is so don't expect much X_____X;;

and please excuse the HUGE BRIGHT blue lines cuz i drew it in my notebook on a whim so sorrie again >_____<;;

so here it is.. gah, i'm ashamed of my lack of drawing skills X________X;;

i used to kno how to.. =P

anyway, woot! here i am.. i hate school and school hates me >_______<;;

on the other hand, i totally forgot to set my alarm last night and woke up a half an hour after my team meeting was supposed to start.. BUT! that is not at all.. being, a RETARD, i accidentally fell asleep again.. >____<;;

so, i was a good hour and a half late.. and i showed up being all upset cuz they prolly thought i was an ass and a shitty teammate.. so basically, i started bawling like an idiot and they were like "dude..it's okay.. we don't care if you're late at all"..

so that was okie.. we spent the rest of the time going over IS.. it was annoying.. thennnn..

then i came back here and took a shower and then ran to get some dinner at the dining hall which was extremely unsatisfying btw.. tho i did see the hot australian XD

god, he's yummy.. he prolly knows i want on his ass.. he kept lookin at me XD

manflesh yum..

anyway, i went to scan my fanart.. and here i am now just hanging out and blogging about nothing particularly interesting.. i've noticed that i've gotten too lazy to go out and party and that i'd actually spent the night indoors reading manga and watching hentai.. does that make me a loser? yes. do i care? no.

but then the next day when i'm back with my team doing ungodly amounts of work, i suddenly regret not getting smashed the night before since it would have released a lot of unwanted tension.. *sigh*

can't win.

anyway, i'm gonna end this here and get some work done!

adieu.

| can you hear it? | Feel - Luna Sea | |
Took my picture Sunday, November 14, 2004 @ 08:17 p.m.


| yet another serve-vay..

these things are so addicting X____X;;

1. What color is you skin? well i'm filipino.. so i'm brown.. but the browness is fading due to insufficient exposure to the sun ie. being in class or sleeping from the time the sun comes till after the sun sets
2. What color is your real hair? blaaaacckkkkk..
3. What color of underwear and if bra are you wearing? my bra is a dark maroon and my undies are grey
4. Ford or Chevy? they both suck
5. International or John Deere? who gives a fuck?
6. Where do you work? no where right now.. must find job, must make money..
7. Do you like your job? not having job = not liking nor hating job
8. What was your favorite job? only had one and i hated that one too
9. Do you like sleet or slushy snow? those both suck (this survey gives you the worst of both evils).. i like light, powder-like snow
10. Do you like a light sprinkle or a down poor? neither.. (like i said)... i like a medium rain that doesn't flood the ground but isn't light "fake" rain that i despise..
11. 100 degrees or -32 degrees? you suck, survey.. but -32 will do..
12. How do you like your hot dogs? in a bun.. chili is also nice sometimes..
13. How do you like your eggs? overeasy
14. How do you like your steaks? medium well
15. What was the last thing that you thought of last night before you went to bed? i thought about i need to take better care of my body
16. What was the last thing that you thought of before you read this? i was thinking of what to write for the question before this one..
17. Favorite kind of cigarette? oi.. my choice brand right now is Marlboro Menthol Lights.. but i've become quite attached to Black & Milds lately
18. Teeth Color? eh.. a lil off white.. fuckin coffee
19. Strawberry or Cherry? strawberrys n champagne baby
20. Blueberry or Raspberry? raspberry
21. Favorite Tastes? salty or spicy generally but specifically a flavor would be vanilla
22. Favorite Sounds? gackt's voice... speaking AND singing..
23. Favorite Sights? just any hot guy.. or something unimaginably cute like a puppy
24. Favorite Touch? material-wise i heart cashmere..
25. Favorite Smell? anything fresh.. i love the baby powder or dove scent
26. What city/town do you live in? at this time i am living in Boston, MA.. but over the summer i usually live in Freehold, nJ
27. Street name? Bay State
28. Address? 249 Kiss My Ass Dr.
29. Does your front yard have trees? my front lawn kind of constitutes a sidewalk.. but on it, there are a bunch of trees, yes
30. Does your front yard have bushes? yah
31. Does your front yard have grass? sure
32. Do you have a front yard? not really.. that minute patch of grass next to the stairs isn't really a front yard
33. Rock or Country Music? WE BULT THIS CITY ON ROOOCK AND ROOLLLLL
34. Heavy Metal, Rap or Contemporary Christian Music? um the last one sucks.. and most of the second one sucks.. so i'll say Heavy.. i don't listen to Slipknot or anything but I like bands like System of a Down..
35. What is your favorite Jelly? grape
36. White or Wheat? uh.. depends on what my mood is
37. How many finger prints are on your monitor right now? none to my knowledge
38. How many programs do you have up? only three or so
39. Do you like to talk on the phone or not? depends on who it is i'm talking to
40. What is your favorite T.V. Show? agh, this cursed question of DOOM! X-FILES DAMNIT
41. Pittsburgh or New England? NE just cuz i'm there right now
42. Who is your favorite quarterback of all time? why did "dan Marino" suddenly pop into my head? oh, that's right.. ace ventura pet detective
43. Boston or New York? oi that's rough.. i'd actually say NYC.. the concept of shit closing here sucks
44. Who is your favorite baseball player of all time? fuckin Babe Ruth, iunno.. who cares?
45. Have you ever been to Florida? numerous times
46. Canada? just recently yes with my team.. it was fuckin good times
47. Ohio? drove through it yes.. what is in ohio?
48. Favorite Pizza? cheese or mushroom
49. Favorite Foreign Food? oi.. that really depends on my mood
50. What did you do last Saturday? prolly was in a team meeting all day and then i think i went to Jillian's with govan
51. Have you pooped today? i can't rememeber, actually LOL
52. Do you have gas right now? hold on let me check.. *silence* nope.
53. Have you ever pooped your pants? nope
54. Have you ever pissed your pants? nope too
55. Who wears the pants in your household? definitely my father
56. Who would you like to be stuck on a deserted island with (it cannot be your other half!!)? oh dear.. i'm sorrie, he was the first one to pop in my head.. Brad Pitt
57. Who would you like to have stuck on a frozen iceburg with a hungry polar bear that has not eaten for days? someone with large amounts of poison circulating in thier blood..
58. What celebrity would you like to see naked? um.. well i've practically seen all the celebrities i've wanted to see almost completely naked so...
59. What celebrity would you like to see dead? definitely Paris Hilton and Lindsey Lohan
60. Bush or Kerry? Die bush die
61. Bush or Shaved? shaved.. like those clean shaven boys
62. Well thank you for filling out this stupid edition of getting to know your friends, one last question. Where would you like to be right now? out getting FUCKED UP.

so here are two pictures for my very own amusement:

he exists just to taunt me..


isn't this boy just soooo pretty? Tamaki Hiroshi, FYI


if i'm mistaken, please correct me but i think these two were in a movie or something together.. called "Rockers".. where they were very apparently rock and roll stars (hence "Rockers" =P ) so yah, i'm not too sure about that.. the mag clips i saw from it were in japanese so that didn't help me much..

Tamaki is so beautiful.. prettier than most asian girls i've seen.. and he's really cute when he smiles.. he looks hot in Rockers..

anyway, that's enough picture sharing.. toki! i keep forgetting to scan my fanart now that i actually can.. >___<;;

i'll try to scan it as soon as possible.. oh! ojiisan (gah, ur prolly gonna kill me for calling u that but it stuck for some reason).. i just finished reading Saiyuki manga and you're right that Gojyo is like Akio but his fights with Goku remind me a lot of Toki and Jun fights.. and his style is Toki.. i guess he's a bit of both?

i heart that manga btw.. so many yaoi undertones XD

i understand now why people pair together Sanzo and Gojyo.. it's really obvious in the manga..

anyway, oooo more social brogging.

Miyaaaaaaaaaa-chan!: i heart thou! XD luvin for Akio weeee! y'kno.. if u ever get sick of toki (which i don't even kno if this applies anymore), you can always swing by.. akio can give you some of his luvin XD

gab-kun!: still have yet to give u a clever name.. but i heart thou.. boo for being surrounded by females everyday.. i'd go stir-crazy @___@;; let's go guy watching when u come =D

tycoon!: where the hell is ur ass? (well not literally ur ass.. it's right there *points* but i mean you).. u should draw more amusing comics.. i heart the "penguins stole my arms" one.. that was great XD

oy, gaki.. yes, you. i'm going into withdrawal without your random silly comments that make me ponder their meaning therefore distracting me from the horrors that are real life.. also i finally read ur AkioXJo fic on the fanart website.. it was damn good =D ur a great writer

oy, kodomo-chan.. wai, ur drawings rock.. i'm so jealous X___X;; come play with akio XD

ghosto: waaiiiiii!!! i miss you T_________T;; *snugglz*

ooooooooo i like your layout.. fun tymz =D toki said i should send my char interview to you so u can update the official page i actually no idea what to write..

niiku-chan liiiiiiiiiiiivvvveeesss!!! you should stab that preppy bastard.. it works, i highly recommend it.

aright, darlings.. i hope i didn't forget anyone.. if i did, gomenasai.. i heart thou mucho

gnite! Akio has left the building!

| can you hear it? | Hello - Evanescence | |
Took my picture Sunday, November 14, 2004 @ 03:22 a.m.


| long-ass surveys for you!..

wah, these took a while >________<;;

jacked from her and him:

1. nervous habits?
bite my lip, chew my lip, rub my face, and bite things in general.. i have a serious oral fixation problem
2. are you double jointed?
eh, nope.
3. can you roll your tongue?
sure can.. =D
4. can you raise one eyebrow at a time?
only one side.. if i try to lift my right eyebrow, i look all spaztic
5. can you blow spit bubbles?
uh, i've never felt the need to try it
6. can you cross your eyes?
yes, but i can never tell if i'm doing it right
7. tattoos?
nope not yet
8. piercings n where?
jux my ears
9. do you make your bed daily?
barely.. on occasions when I have time

-- CLOTHES --

10. which shoe goes on first?
ummm.. i think it's right? i'm not sure though.. i don't usually pay attention
11. speaking of shoes, have you thrown out at anyone?
probably.. i've thrown a large variety of things at people.. pillows, stuffed animals, small children..
12. on the average, how much money do you carry?
i am known to be that girl that carries no cash on hand..
13. what jewelry do you wear?
nada.. i'm allergic to almost everything so that doesn't work too well
14. favourite piece of clothing?
either my scrubs or my extremely lived in baggy CK black long sleeve shirt.. soooo comfy

-- FOOD --

15. do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
i twirl it.. i used to cut it.. but i realized how stupid that was..
16. have you ever eaten Spam?
yes, i am filipino after all
17. favourite ice cream flavor?
vanilla probably.. or cake batter.. tho that's get too sweet too fast
18. how many cereals in your cabinet?
dont have a cabinet..
19. what`s your favourite beverage?
right now? vitamin water flavor kiwi strawberry
20. what`s your favourite restaurant?
oi.. it's prolly applebees.. god, i miss that place so much
21. do you cook?
uh.. does boiling count? cuz that's basically the extent of cooking talent

-- GROOMING --

22. do you brush your teeth after meals? don't have time.. and i'm not that anal
23. hair drying method?
blow dry mostly.. or if i'm really late, i'll just throw it up into a french twist with a clip and let it airdry
24. have you ever coloured your hair?
back in highschool, yes.. god those were disasters.. i love how this survey is so canadian.. "coloured"

-- MANNERS --

25. do you swear?
like it's my fuckin job.
26. do you ever spit?
no, i swallow.

-- FAVOURITE --

27. animal?
kitties.. can't wait till i get my own place so i can have one..
28. food?
right now? stacy's pita chips.. parmesan or pesto.. so yummy
29. month?
January.. 2 months and change until i'm 21 =D
30. day?
uhhh.. prolly saturday.. it has a nice ring to it.. and most of the time u don't do work on saturdays though that's not the case this semester
31. cartoon?
if anime series count, then FullMetal Alchemist.. go watch it, i was amazed.. and zim and kim possible =D
32. Sport brand?
is Puma a sports brand? i guess?
33. subject in school?
i hate all things pertaining to school
34. colour?
dark pink or deep green
35. sport?
i still heart volleyball
36. tv shows?
oi.. X-files! =D umm.. i don't really watch anything else.. in fact, i don't even watch X-files anymore
37. thing to do in the spring?
walk around the city taking pictures and going shopping
38. thing to do in the summer?
go swimming, laying out, and just hanging with friends
39. thing to do in the rain?
well, usually i like to stay in and sleep hehe
40. thing to do in the winter?
watch the snow fall or walk outside and enjoy a hot beverage when i get indoors

-- IN AND AROUND --
41. the cd player?
i... don't have a cd player..
42. person you talk most on the phone with?
that would prolly be my teammates sadly haha
43. ever taken a cab?
this is boston.
44. do you regularly check yourself out in store windows n mirrors?
oh hellz yah
45. what colour is your bedroom?
the one here and the one at home are both white
46. do you use an alarm clock?
just my cellphone.. i want to get a real alarm clock but i'm too cheap to dish out the cash
47.window seat or aisle?
window seat.. u get to lean up against something solid and sleep

-- LA LA LAND --

48. what`s your sleeping position?
differs but usually on my side hugging my body pillow
49. even in hot weather do you use a blanket?
uh.. just a linen.. but then again i usually sleep naked at that temperature.. so yes, i use a blanket
50. do you snore?
i think i do.. but i think it's really quiet.. unless i'm sick
51. do you sleepwalk?
nope
52. do you talk in your sleep?
i have no idea.. i don't think so.. i do however, talk when i'm half asleep and it makes no sense
53. do you sleep with stuffed animals?
nope.. i used to.. but now i'm more than happy with just my 4 pillows
54. how about the lights on?
nah, i need darkness
55. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio?
radio, yes.. in fact it's easier for me to fall asleep with music playing quasi-loudly

-- WHICH IS BETTER --

56. coke or pepsi?
uh.. i'm pretty attached to diet coke
57. oranges or apples?
depends on my mood, reall
58. one pillow or two?
five pillows.
59. deaf or blind?
uh.. i think deaf
60. pools or hot tubs?
depends on my mood, really.. i'm thinkin hot tubs right now tho
61. tall or short?
tall.. cuz..i am
62. tv or radio?
neither.. they both suck.. except for X-files.. and the two cartoons i mentioned
63. beach or pool?
depends on what the purpose is.. pool is better for swimming.. beach is better for laying out
64. tic tacs or certs?
tictacs.. i haven't had a cert in a fuckin long time
65. sunrise or sunset?
sunrise definitely
66. hamburger or cheeseburger?
chhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeessseeee <3
67. morning or night?
i heart night
68. sports or news?
news
70. indoors or outdoors?
Indoors.. i'm a hermit
71. christmas eve or christmas day?
christmas eve.. i hate going to mass
72. cake or ice cream?
uh.. prolly cake
73. spearmint or peppermint?
spearmint.. =D
74. bath or shower?
showers are nice
75. book or movie?
depends on how lazy i'm feeling.. and also depends on how good each is
76. green or red apples?
red.. blech, i dun like green
77. rain or snow?
snow definitely
78. nike or adidas?
nike.. i never got into adidas

-- WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU --

79. took a bath?
umm.. it's been a while tho i do shower everyday atleast
80. cried?
prolly when my roommate's grandma died and it made me sad cuz i missed my grandma
82. read a book?
uh.. well school books don't really count.. i'm reading a lot of manga.. but the last real book i read was Battle Royale
83. punched sumone?
uh.. never for seriously.. playfully was prolly like an hour or two ago

-- THE FUTURE --

84. where do you see yourself in 10 years time?

hopefully in the city somewhere and extremely wealthy
85. kids, how many?
atleast two.. more if i can afford it
86. name?
not sure.. i kno my boy will have my last name as his middle name.. and one of my boys will have "August" in their name somewhere..

stolen from tycoon

1. WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? uh black
2. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? "Aria of the Will" by Moon Heejun (yes, i've actually broke out this cd from the past)
3. SOUPS OR SALAD? depends on my mood, really.. i've been really into soup lately..
4. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? frozen yogurt from Ankara Cafe
5. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? Forest green
6. WEATHER RIGHT NOW? it's actually beautiful out.. prolly around 55 out.. the sky is pitch
7. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? that would be some random guy at Ankara cafe who was taking my order lol
8. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? this wasn't sent to me
9. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? doin aright.. tired but when am i not?
10. FAVORITE DRINK? vitamin water kiwi strawberry.. we've been through this
11. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? oi.. um, SoCo and coke.. or a Corona
12. DIET SODA OR "REAL"? diet.. i got so used to drinking it that i can't drink regular soda anymore
13. HAIR COLOR? black black and black
14. EYE COLOR? dark dark brown
15. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? yesh, i do.. fuckin terrible eyesight
16. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES? one brother, 28.. (or 29? i can't remember) his name is john, that dork.
17. FAVORITE FOOD? *sigh* answered this in the other survey.. right now, stacy's pita chips.. and i'm really craving sushi bad
18. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? i have no idea X___X;; it's been a while.. in the theater, it was Shrek 2..
19. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? christmas
20. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? you could say that.. tho there's no one i deem worthy enough to ask right now
21. SUMMER OR WINTER? winter.
22. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? either one is good.. i think for right now, the one night stand thing works.. i don't have time for a relationship
23. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? depends on my mood.. again
24. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK? don't really care all that much
25. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND??? who cares?
26. LEAST LIKELY? shuttup.
27. LIVING ARRANGEMENT? brownstone at BU.. with a roommate
28. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? blegh, i'm tired of answering these questions

arightee, so i forgot to share some things.. i am officially double concentrating which means i'll be working my ass off for the next three semesters of college.. i'll be concentrating in Management Information Systems (basically, business technology) and Finance..

i'm prolly gonna want to kill myself by the time i graduate.. i figured it'd be nice to have another major besides MIS..

so that's that.. in other news, govan'll be graduating a semester early from school.. i just realized how weird it's gonna be without her near me.. i've known her for so long and despite is not planning to go to the same school, we've still managed to stay friends for the past 6 years.. next year she'll be studying abroad and then graduating in the winter.. then she plans on moving elsewhere like maybe cali.. it'll be so weird not being able to call her up and ask if she wants to catch dinner once and a while..

weird how life changes, eh?

anyway, i think i'm gonna end this here.. i'ma go brush my teeth and call it a night..

take care all.

| can you hear it? | New Days Dawn - Hyde | |
Took my picture Friday, November 12, 2004 @ 12:38 a.m.


| new layout desu!..

okie.. so i disappeared for a good while.. it's not because I had nothing to blog about (well, that kind of the case since i've been nothing but school work for the past three weeks) but i didn't blog about Montreal yet so that pretty much means that i do have stomething to blog about =P

the major reasoning behind my disappearance from this glorious world of blogging is because i came up with an idea for a new layout (which ironically isn't the one that's up right now) and i didn't want to blog until i had put up my new layout.. surprisingly, the other layout I had was put on hold and i sporadically made this one today since I actually have some free time today which amazes me..

so! here's my new layout! featuring Tsukamoto Takashi bka the guy who played Mimura in BR.. he's yummy.. i heart him mucho.

you can find my links, archive, n profile by clicking on "snapshot" in the top right corner of this red window.. and i just added kazu-chan's link to the yakuza blogs..

oh yah, if the background is too light or something and it's hard to read my entries, let me know cuz i'll adjust it.. i'm not too sure with the colors on my comp..

okie, enough with administrative details..

i miss you all.

i heart thou mucho. so let's blog a little.. montreal was a lot of fun.. actually, that was prolly the last time i've been really drunk but needless to say that it was full of good times and there was a lot of bonding between me and three of my teammates.. hehe

unfortunately, on the way back home, my teammate who bought a $500 leather jacket in canada got stopped at the border and had to pay taxes to bring it here.. that took a while and THEN! she got pulled over for speeding..

though it coulda been much worse.. she was actually driving over 100 mph and slowed down cuz the car in front of her slowed down.. the cop clocked her at 86 mph.. and he bumped it down to 85.. so her fine wasn't as high.. i'm not sure how many points she got tho

the trip was just a huge relief.. it was great being able to get away from school and work for a while..

so since then only a few particularly interesting things have happened.. on the friday before halloween, i went to my friend eric's halloween party where there was assloads of alcohol.. unfortunately we were making too much noise and the RA came in a couple of hours into the party..

so this was the situation: me being in a room with large amounts of alcohol on campus and being underage = not good. so! basically me and govan who was also there decided to lie and say that we were just visiting from Rutgers.. and voila! problem solved. LOL

they didn't take our names down or anything which was super.. unfortunately my friend eric got in trouble and he's currently in question of whether or not he can stay in BU housing.. overall, it wasn't a good experience.. my friend Frank who was also with us had to give his real name since one of the RAs was in his classes =P

that sucked major... but yah, me and govan got out of it thankfully.. the last thing i needed was an alcohol violation.. man, i can't wait till i turn 21 and won't have to worry about this shit..

so, yah.. that was interesting.. otherwise, the only other interesting thing that happened was we saw some girl's car blow up (well not in like explosion, flames, and debri-wise but more like it made loud gunshot-like sound and proceeded to pour smoke out of the hood for a good 5 minutes)..

yah, there's really much anything else that's interesting about that..

*ow* i'm having chest pain X________X;;

not a good sign, guys..

oh! check out the newest akio picture on toki's blog XD XD XD

so fun! arightee, that it. leave me a comment if you love me.

| can you hear it? | Kasumi - Dir en Grey | |
Took my picture Thursday, November 11, 2004 @ 04:32 a.m.