You think you know when something good is happening. Like making a new friend, that’s ALWAYS good, and getting to know your new friend. That’s fun. But what bugs me isn’t the fact that they’ve put off meeting you in person for so long. It’s the fact that they may have possibly been lying to you the whole time even before you’ve met. I dont have sound evidence to back my case, but if it’s true, why would anyone do that to someone else?? it just shits me...

And another thing. Why do girls always have to lie about their relationships.. Well not lie, but cover up things that are happening or what they’re feeling. If you’re experiencing something that isn’t so great wouldn’t you want to make it better? Like Stop Before It’s Too Late. Mehh. It’s a fuckedup world we live in, and so all it’s inhabitants get fuckedup in the long run. I’m not perfect, i’m pretty fuckedup too, don’t get me wrong. But i’d like to think i’m pretty honest when it comes down to the important things in life. Like friendships and relationships, although I don’t know jack about the latter, i seem to make more sense than most people that do.

Sometimes, people are REALLY stupid.

she takes a breath at 12:36 p.m.

Monday, March 17, 2008

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT it's week 4 already! shit shit shit. i have ALL these assignment to start cos they're bloody groupwork. and, i havent done any readings for the lectures either... slackkkk. nyehh.

should update on the weekend just gone. i was good and detoxed for 4 days at least. then fri came and i dropped it all for someone i just met. meaning, i met up with someone for the first time, and drinks were involved and i got up to no good. basically, i didnt come home that night... yeahhh. ANYWAY. like i've said a hundred times before and i'll say it again: no expectations, no disappointments. whatever happens happens, that's my motto. as for the present time, there wasnt any real progress, and wont be for the next week at least. then we'll see what happens after Easter weekend. could be interesting. =) but now, i should concentrate on trying to concentrate =/

she takes a breath at 10:45 p.m.

Thursday, March 6, 2008

second week in and i've already skipped classes! was supposed to have my haircut in the Valley yesterday, but i dont know how they fucked up my appointment. so i had to reschedule it to Sat.. well at least it would be fresh! =) so i traded new hair for lots of beer with Glen at TheWickham. haha what a night. it was just so random and awesome. met a bunch of new people too.. unfortunately, one has a partner, and the other is Bi-Curious and has a fuckbuddy of over a year. oh well such is life. my life. was drinking from 430 to 2am. i'm shocked too! and i played pool although i could hardly see the bloody table in that lighting... i kicked ass nonetheless. hehe. ended up stumbling back to Pancakes for a feed, and i fell asleep till 6am. woke up freezing and with a dry throat, and decided it would be best if i left before Glen started work HAHA. so i was feeling seedy all the way back, and too tired to not sleep. and just gave up on Uni for the day. slept thru the uneasiness, but with lots of text messages received. VERY very random. i got a phone number but i saved the wrong one. haha. it's all good now. wonder what would happen on Sunday now... heh. but like i've always said to myself, No expectations = No disappointments.

she takes a breath at 02:04 p.m.

Sunday, March 2, 2008

the first week of semester has already gone past like the wind. i have, as usual, done jackshit. but i cant slack off this time, i have a full workload! and the worse thing is the monday morning 9am starts! haha! other than that, it's pretty good for now. but i'm currently going blind cos i've been awake since 530 this morning and had to work. and then had a Sunday Session. and i'm glad i didnt drink after i left work cos i think i would have been too seedy to go to uni. but now i should concentrate on getting to sleep. =/

she takes a breath at 11:17 p.m.