a week gone by. again. [ARRHH a fuckin vroomvroom car just made the ground shake in my room!!!] i feel like i'm getting nowhere with uni. havent done any readings. havent started that group presentation. definitely havent studied. why dont i just drop out? i do as much now as i would if i dropped out. anyway...

the new guy Dylan came to work yesterday. we're the same age, his birthday is in a week! lucky shit. it was his 2nd shift, and he's SO much better than Tania. Thank You God!

opened this morning.. got in the restaurant and there was Tony, lying on the seat. hungover. and Paul didnt look any better, if not worse. it's crazy how ppl spend over $150 on beer... good luck to Tony on his plans for Detox, starting tmr. or Tues... haha!

staff party coming up soon!! bowling and drinks yay! wonder how much tips we have.. i think they should thank me, i get 5 dollar bills! heh. and i think it's during the mid-sem break so yay no worries for waking up late.. i can finally see the staff out of "uniforms" and batter-stains.. and catch Paul and Tony in their elements. sounds like good fun!

she takes a breath at 06:05 p.m.

Sunday, March 19, 2006

ok i did finish the Article Critique on time. at 10pm tonight.. i just have to go to uni, print it, get a submission sheet, stamp that, and chuck it in the chute! easy as. and then start on the fuckin Biomechanics Lab Report. damn.

well, we might be going to Gilhooley's in the city for dinner tmr. with Rosanne and Val! she's here for a week, primarily for U2, but now that's postponed, she's here for nothing. poor her. all the hassle for nothing. Tash had a little drama moment Friday night. well, initially she accidently sent out an email meant for 2 ppl about her intentions to "have a talk" with Boz. yeah she sent it to Boz too. idiot.. Ray smsed her with a warning! so she came home and called Boz to explain herself. i was just waiting to hear her getting striked off the list.. no such thing. apparently Boz had "issues of her own". yeah we could all see that. but it's all good now.

and hopefully we go for $6 jugs on Tues! i feel exceptionally thirsty. and hopefully no more eyelash dramas eh!

she takes a breath at 11:33 p.m.

Friday, March 17, 2006

Happy St Patrick's Day... the first St Paddy's where i'm legally allowed to celebrate, and i cant go. *sobs* well i can. but i'd be celebrating alone, or with random strangers. i reckon we should hold a belated celebration in the following week. SERA!!! $6 jugs on Monday & Tuesday! please please let's make a date! i look forward to another eyelash-burning night out. heh.

omg i'm just imagining $6 jugs right now.. picture it. starting early, maybe 4 or 5pm. and drinking till i spew. i really anticipate the day where i get full on drunk. but not passing out like 2 years ago of course. how sweet life could be.. call me an alcoholic. whatever i dont care. life's never been the same eh.

she takes a breath at 10:37 p.m.

haha inspired self my ass. i'm back to my procrastinating ways as usual. PSYC2000 Article Critique due in noon on Monday. i've only done a quarter of it.. but i thought ahead didnt i? i took Sunday off cos i knew i'd need the last 24 hours to finish it haha. GO ME. and then i have to do the Biomechanics Lab Report by Thursday too. gahhh. i was only half listening to my group. so i dont really know how i'm gonna write a whole Discussion paragraph... yikes.

alrighty, gotta get ready for work then. catch youse later!

she takes a breath at 03:51 p.m.

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

it was a pretty good day to be me today.. well ok i started the day hating uni for making me get up before 7am.. but it was good i didnt fall asleep in the lectures, surprisingly. anyway. the point is i'm so pleased with myself, and Natalie my partner of course, for our accomplishments and progress in the HMST2190 presentation.. thank god she suggested the new issue after my "sport and Violence" one! who would've thought Australian Beach Culture and Racism would generate THAT much dicussion and debate from a mere proposal. and believe me when i say i think we're gifted, cos Gary is doing his thesis on just that! gotta love it when everything just flows...

so after that tut ended, i felt inspired. for a mere 5 minutes.. i was envisioning myself being all nerdy and studying consistently. more than i have in a year anyway... and then i got to GloriaJeans and all that flew out the door when i sat down with my StrawberryChiller and read the brand-spanking-new CourierMail. 2nd week in a row, looks like a new routine for me? i love listening to the conversations of the GJ girls haha! well yeah. i suppose my inspired self has returned to the subconscious. i'm on this now aren't i?

she takes a breath at 05:21 p.m.

Sunday, March 12, 2006

i am sick. no not gross. how dare u... i am ill! boohoo. well it was shit yesterday. i've survived the worst of it hooray! felt like my head would pop everytime i sneezed. and my throat. OH my throat! it killed. but now i just sniff alot. and clear my throat a little. yipee! go Immune System!

damn. the weekend is O-V-E-R! i am so cut. i think i love work with a passion now. only cos i get so little of it these days. with uni, and the blasted 20-hours-per-week-Visa-Requirement. gaahhh! and i'd like to think i've graduated to Veteran Class Pancake Staff. today was my 4th-month-and-2nd-day Anniversary. but then again, i think that would hold true-er on the 6th month at least. but it looks good. Paul showed me his trust in my abilities when he asked if i wanted kitchen shifts. i'm the only "veteran" staff that isnt kitchen-abled.

yeah stupid Jon must have been fired. he didnt show again today! maybe i should mention to them he told me about a job offer at the airport.. stupid boy. see if THEY will let him eat and not work.. and the newest newb Tania (aka Ta HAHA!) is pretty useless. Tash calls her Zombie. i think she has selective senses. she sees, hears, smells and feels what she wants. and she STILL cant do Drinks ohmygodd it's frustrating. oh well. makes me look good, i cant complain.

*catches my breath*

this is the first long-rambling-random-speech entry in a long time! i surprise myself. and so, back to the mundane, bleary-eyed, "Please Kill Me"-wishing and "I Cant Wait For Friday"-hoping days of the week.

she takes a breath at 07:10 p.m.

Thursday, March 9, 2006

a week ago, we were at the PortOffice. and tonight, Sera and i went to the RE for a couple of drinks. ok, make that a jug and 2 cups among us. beer beer beer! it was just a short gig cos she's got to be home by 10 now.. !#%@*#% i know, my sentiments exactly. Chiew was meant to join us, but she had to work last minute. personally, i think late calls from work should be banned under Workplace Regulations. it's not fair! anyway. it was a good little break from life, although there was that little Emo moment at one point.

ohh something happened today! well, i went to uni to get some readings and research done. but of course, the damn things i needed were nowhere to be found. so i watched a video for some ideas. then went home. and i caught a cool bus back! like seriously, it was a shnazzy new bus, with new seats. not new like just manufactured, but new as in it's a new design! i felt so cool sitting in it. it even had a new bus smell! it was an exciting experience really...

she takes a breath at 10:06 p.m.

Friday, March 3, 2006

i'm wide awake cos my hair is too wet for me to go to bed. it's 1252am right now. and why is my hair drenched this late at night, you ask? well easy. i was walking in the rain, the bloody pouring rain that didnt stop all day. no exaggeration. and why was i walking in the rain in the middle of the night?? well, another easy one. i was out drinking at the PortOfficeHotel. like, DUH!

thanks to Chiew and Sera for having this night out! i'm sure it's gonna be awhile till the next one. *sigh* came back to get Sera's stuff from the room before walking out again to catch her a cab. and just her luck, her mom calls on the mobile. )#*$!#& so we basically stood in the rain for 5 mins while she dealed. hope all is well.

hmm i think i should give a little mention about uni. well it's ok at the moment. just ok. but i guess i better start on the readings and assignment this week huh? just to get a head-start. fuck man it's only the first week! erhh. fuckthis.

she takes a breath at 01:10 a.m.