DAMN YOU swat. thanks for nothing.. what a waste of my time...

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 6 weird facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose the 5 people to be tagged and list their names.

Tagged by Swathi
-i talk to myself alot. sometimes in public.
-i keep all my movie ticket stubs.
-i'm afraid of falling (not height). even when i'm 10cm off the ground.
-i sometimes wish i was born male.
-i can be gassy =D
-i trip over my feet so much, it's almost a daily occurence.

-Sera
-Chiew
-Lin
-Fizah
-Serene

hahahaha go ahead guys kill me.. i know i should be shot dead anyway for doing this. =D

she takes a breath at 08:00 p.m.

Saturday, June 24, 2006

PSYC paper went pretty well actually. i'm glad i read the past papers over and over, i'm pretty confident of at least a 5, maybe even a 6 if i'm lucky. WHOO. go me. so anyway, exams over, semester done. i'm not gonna think about it for a couple of weeks at least. then i'll have to start figuring out what to do next sem. *sigh*

but for now it's work work work! loveit. got 29.5 hours next week yeahh more money! thanks to Tash and Chris going away... got a couple of full shifts, split shift on Fri too... ahhhh it's gonna be a great week. it's my day off today, and a well deserved one i think. well only cos i'm gonna be soooo tired from tmr onwards. full shift, then off to Ipswich for a real English football experience haha. and i get to meet the Mom and Neil, and apparently, the Dad wants a pic of me too hahah! this is all so weird, but nice. and then meet up with the girls for Sera's long-awaited end of exams.

and OHHH!! Australia is through to Round2!! Aus-Italy on Monday night at 1... wherever i am i'm gonna be watching it. and then suffer at work on Tues hehe. been very patriotic these past week or so... CMONNNN AUSSSIIIEEEEE!!!!! did the good thing and slept early on Thurs night, woke up at 4ish for the decider against Croatia. and was up all day from then. but surprisingly i'm not exhausted like i thought i'd be. well done Nad! but thankfully, the schedule eases from tonight, cos thereare less games to cover... so i'll have more sleep, less panic attack, less screaming into the pillow and throwing my HackySac in the air. it's been a great experience so far and i'm loving it.

she takes a breath at 12:16 p.m.

Monday, June 19, 2006

got home from the exam safe and sound. damn 545 papers! well at least i didnt stay till the end, i left 30mins early cos i had to pee so badly haha! anywayyyy. yeah it was pretty good actually. i knew most of the stuff. i think.. well i only left 3 blanks worth 9 marks! huge improvement yay. i'm confident about getting 20% from that, all i need for a pass.

and since i left the exam hall, i've been bloody bouncing off the walls! i think that V has really worked through my system tonight. it's all good! and what a great time to have TheGrates LATW blasting! i love their sound, i think i'm gonna spend some of my tips to purchase a well-deserved gift for myself. heh. and now, i try to get into yet another study mode. this PSYC paper is gonna be hell there's a 40mark essay in it, and the whole paper's worth 40%!! fuckkk. well i only need to get 30% on the exam and i'll be sweet... CMONNNN!!!! rarrr. luckily, tonight's games are crap. well i say crap, it's really that i dont care about them. might just turn it on once in awhile. yeah everytime i say i'm not watching, i end up on the bed under the covers cheering some obscure team. sooo....

she takes a breath at 08:49 p.m.

Friday, June 16, 2006

i am sooo tired.... had less than 2 hours sleep last night... just got back from work since 9am. and i am 0% prepared for tomorrow's paper. and since i'm so tired, i dont see how i'm gonna study tonight. right now i'm bloody dozing off i cant even be fucked to have my shower. but i think that would do me some good, might refresh me a little. i think some Vs are on the menu tonight.. :) at this point i just cant wait for all this crap to be over. putting aside the fear of impending failure, i just want it to be over. then i can have my 5 week break WOOHHOOOO!!! very timely that i recieved my $216 tip today, but i'll wait till after. i have that much control at least...

oh why oh why does the World Cup have to be on now..... i dont have the willpower to fight it! cmon i had less than 2hrs sleep cos i stayed up to watch England!! oh but it was worth it, dont get me wrong. and now my predictor count has totalled to 6! i'm doing pretty well eh... impressive really. the journey continues, and i'll be there for almost every moment of it WHOO!

she takes a breath at 05:29 p.m.

Thursday, June 15, 2006

end of midweek now. the paper on Sat went alright i think... it was weird. the class got split, but there was only about 10 of us in this room, with Mech. Engin. students haha. well i could have done better, there were quite a few tricky questions.. and the Essay! omg the essay... i hope i get at least 5? i totally bullshitted my way through it... hmmm. and that was supposed to be the easiest paper i have, i'm screwed then.

i'm completely putting the blame on the World Cup. been staying up late since it started, and yesterday i had an allnighter! went to bed past 630 this morning.. now i'm about to collapse haha. my system is fucking up, and i'm too unmotivated to study. oh well only one more week to go. then i'm free to be a bloody nocturnal animal if i like.

ended the night really badly though. the Mother called, and i overheard bits of the conversation. once again, the topic was me. and i just had enough. cant they fucking understand i have feelings like a human being does? cant they see that what they say impact me? jokes are meant to be funny, and light-hearted. and not personal. you fucks. i've had enough. i dont know if i'm gonna resolve this. but i've said my piece, but there's more where that came from. i will speak up if required. and they can go and fly fucking kites. i feel so hurt now. hurt and bitter. why cant things be normal for once?

she takes a breath at 12:57 a.m.

Friday, June 9, 2006

it's FRIDAY! ohmygod SWOT VAC is over, and the first paper starts tomorrow evening. rarrr! start panic... worked today though, so glad i was on in the day instead.. it was pretty dead all day. could be due to the storm forecast, although it didnt storm, could be due to World Cup tonight. who knows, but i dont care cos it made life easy for me yay!

WORLD CUP!! hahaha. fuckin kickoffs why did it have to be in GERMANY? why not somewhere in a closer time zone!? and why during the exams! *sobs* i'll be missing all the group rounds... well most of them, since i'll watch a few over the week i'm sure... definitely be watchin abit of England tomorrow. yeah i know Tony and i are gonna be so shoddy at work on Sunday. oh well. prepare for 4 weeks of that! go me and my wonderful exam preparations.

oh but i have to give myself some credit... i did go to Uni tonight to finish up the readings i needed. although about 3 hours later cos i met up with Sera. Quality Time indeed. maybe again next week? and of course, we'd have to do Soccer nights too, if not out at a pub, perhaps in my room haha! well, if i'm not already booked that is. =D oh goddd i cant wait for this whole fiasco to be over. the exams, i mean. i want my 5 weeks of fun NOW.

she takes a breath at 10:16 p.m.

Monday, June 5, 2006

the Bowls party was fun. although i didnt bowl haha. ok i tried a couple of times, pretty interesting... physics comes in really handy. but i didnt actually play a game. and yeah it was a good relaxed arvo, with a bunch of ppl for company, half of which i didnt know! ohh Akio and Martin are fun to talk to when they've got some drink in them haha. and yeah since we came together... oh well. then Anne asked me about it last night. hmm.. yeah whatever i dont care. and i think i may regret, sooner or later, getting Tash the Raymond DVD set. she woke up and put it on first thing this morning! hahaha well she did give me a fake evil laugh when i gave it to her... *groans* Raymond hour every hour... haha! how horrible would that be!

she takes a breath at 12:29 p.m.

hoho it was all good. i'm glad i made that decision. it was nice. no discomfort whatsoever, except maybe the fact that i couldnt fall asleep, and kept waking up when i did. but other than that, it was good. and my bed was warm for once since winter started... what a nice feeling this is! i'm pretty glad actually. things are working out pretty well. unfortunately for us, exams come first. fuckin shit.

speaking of which, i now have to stress over next sem. i have to figure out what i should do about the damned Anatomy! erhhh. can i just NOT do it at all?? this sucks shit.

she takes a breath at 11:01 a.m.

Sunday, June 4, 2006

it's D. Day... oh yeah and also Tasha's 24th haha. but i'm still at home cos the FREAKIN cake is taking so long to cool in the fridge. i dont care if it says one hour, i want it to cool now!! and also, while i wait for the cake, i have time to wait and stress even more. he should be done in 8 mins. then prob get here by 3 i hope. and then i wont think about it until it's time to come home. rarr.. there's nothing in my room that i can think of that can make things go wrong. i'm just paranoid and i'm ready to admit that. but stillllll.... haha and i keep looking around for things that i should hide! there's nothing of course. errhhh. hurry up already. i am thirsty! and hungry. if all goes well, this will be a great day.

she takes a breath at 02:21 p.m.

Friday, June 2, 2006

today was a good day. although i ran up and down queen street before work! first trying to find Tasha's gift, then trying not to get distracted by this hiphop performance by a bunch of kids who were REALLY good, then trying to get ice, carrying 2 bags in my bare hands, and running up the mall, trying not to drop them cos i was going numb, and all these while trying not to be late. haha. i made it at a quarter to!

it was normal at work thankgod. no weirdness, no crap from anyone. but it was funny, Tony and Chris were going mad... well i wouldnt expect less with that booking for 25!! we deserved to close at 745!! and today, i counted the safe go me! progress... soon i'll be doing the damn weather report, i think i'll write essays too! haha.

i convinced the both of us not to go out though. am very proud of my self control for that. but it was sad watching everyone else walking in the opposite direction. it's all good, i'll save it for Sunday. and the nearer it gets the more nervous i am. is it too soon? well, 4 days is less than a week! but i wont allow anything to happen of course, and i know he isnt like that. so it should be alright.. i think. and tonight was the first. well first official one since Wednesday. i was expecting it, but didnt know exactly when. it was nice and simple, and since i wasnt put off at all, i suppose it was a positive sign. =)

she takes a breath at 11:06 p.m.

Thursday, June 1, 2006

it happened last night. and now i think i might be crashing... god. i might need help perhaps. i dont think i like all that attention and overt expressiveness. i'm just fickle. at times i catch myself thinking, "yeah i cant be fucked replying that.." which puts me off to a GREAT start. yeah tomorrow will be an interesting night. i hope Trish doesnt get too pushy or do or say anything to piss me off. so far i have nothing against her. so far. but on the other hand, Tania is in a league of her own. and there's Chris but he already knows so mehh. this has been the longest week by far.

she takes a breath at 10:11 p.m.

HOLY FUCK!!!! it happened tonight!!! and i was sober hoorah!! *sigh* here goes nothing... =D

she takes a breath at 12:40 a.m.