-writings on the wall-
[[I saw your face in a crowded place
And I don't know what to do
Cause I'll never be with you.]]
.:One last ciggarette, one last fading dream:.
Nadia Syed Ali
|9thOctober1987|
|nadiazz@mindless.com|
|msn-nadz08@hotmail.com|
|Brisbane, QLD. Australia|
CHIJ Primary
CHIJ Secondary
UQ Foundation Year
|Uni of QLD. Sch of Human Movements|
:Pictures paint a thousand words:
Thursday, July 27, 2006 first week of uni went by pretty quick. and it was pretty good too. i quite like being back! and the 2 BA courses that i'm doing are interesting. especially Sport Management! we've got guest speakers every week, and there'll be a few site visits, like FIELDTRIPS. and we got placement pracs! i've got to think hard about where i wanna go... got a few ideas, like Football Queensland or maybe something like Media Coverage of some sport. but since it's a Management course it's all admin i'm not gonna be at trainings and stuff like that. haha i wish. oh well. uni has shown a new face today and i'm quite glad to have been introduced!
i've been given news that THE MOTHER is visiting for a week from the 5th. *screams* ohmygodd. it could be a disaster. i have to sacrifice heaps when she's here... like what am i supposed to do when i go out late and come home drunk and crash into bed. cant do that anymore can i?! fuck. and she's BOUND to want to meet Tony. could be a bigger disaster than me being drunk! i dont want her to "hang out" with him, only for his sake... i really dont give a fuck what she thinks, but i dont want him to have to suffer. it's only been 2 months, i dont think he deserves such a cruel punishment. *cries* not looking forward at all, i only just realised that this whole shebang is a week away.. oh well at least i still have something to look forward to. SATURDAY NIGHT! well besides the long shift tmr, it's gonna be a fun weekend.
i went into the city on Tues cos he wasnt feeling too good after the bad news. helped take his mind of things, poor thing. then went out last night again with Paul! the little bastard got me good! but i'm proud to say, we're the only ones from work that are invited to his engagement party! haha what an honour, and at The Manor too, we'll totally be in our elements. good 'ol Jan is giving a couple hundreds for the bar, and the room for free. good man!
i really cannot wait for tomorrow to be here. in anticipation of the greatest production written and directed by Paul and Yours Truly, starring Mr. Antony Garnett of Ipswich, with Brookzilla as Herself. it could be a horrible trainwreck, or the best thing that ever happened on Earth!! let us all take a minute to salute the good man that is brave enough to undertake such a sacred role. may he be handsomely rewarded for success with every drop of the 2pints. the bittersweet taste of Victory cannot be purchased elsewhere, available only at OMalley's! she takes a breath at 08:14 p.m. Sunday, July 23, 2006 holy moly guacamole! it's 2 hours before the 24th July... 14 hours before my first class in Semester 2.. *sobs* i dont want to go backkkk!!! noooooo!!!!!!!! i'm so sad, i've been so happy/content and peaceful all month. and now it all ends. and i'm not happy anymore. =( well at least my timetable isnt too bad this time.. got Fridays off. which means WORK!! work work work. i love work. heh. first Friday of semester, i got a long shift WHOOO!!!! i cant wait... asked Paul to give me 9-5 shifts as much as possible... i hope i get them i really want at least one night of the week. anyways, it's a good thing i dont start till 1 tomorrow, and i dont see how the first lecture of semester can go for 2 hours.. so it's quite likely i'll be out early! *fingers crossed* bahh but i have to go to the Arts Fac to deal with the consequences. hmmm it's gonna be embarassing explaining to Crystle and Jess what i'm doing now.. cos i'm not competent enough. oh well! i dont care, NO MORE BIO SUBJECTS!!! score!
so anyway, no Ipswich for awhile now... hmmm good or bad i dont know really. i get to see my room and Tash more, but no PLAYSTATION and FAMILY GUY!!!! how will i LIVE!?! ahh well, distance makes the heart grow fonder i suppose. well not really i bet it'll be like holidays anyway! bloody alcoholic persuasions. WHY I OUGHTTA... haha! she takes a breath at 10:50 p.m. Monday, July 17, 2006 i actually bought another 3 albums a week later haha. go me. my library is GROWING! i have 2 levels now yay. so anyway, the weeks have gone by like THAT. one week left till semester starts. i am NOT looking forward to it. but i've decided to transfer programs. so there would be no more BIOL and PHYL and PHYS for me hooray! i hope i can do it this semester and not have to wait till next year tho. and i'll have to do a couple of courses during Summer =( going into uni tmr to hopefully chat with someone at the Arts fac. but since it is Oweek, i'll be lucky to see anyone. oh well this is what i get for being so unmotivated. not knowing what to do!
but for now, i'm looking forward to tomorrow. going to Ipswich after Tony finishes work. i think it's dinner and DVDs and/or PS yay! then we're watching Pirates on Wednesday... hahah i'm so slow. but it's gonna be good!
i wish we decided on dinner instead of pool at the Manor last night. i regretted it the minute we left for the train station. i could feel my tummy churning, and of course i couldnt open my eyes and crashed into things. = and when i woke up early in the morning, i just wanted to chuck up. god i thought i was going to and i couldnt go back to sleep. drank some water and finally fell asleep tho. and Tony told me that he was up all night chucking up! poor thing... but he said it wasnt the alcohol, could be food poisoning from something... =( oh well he's sleeping now, i think we'll be ok tmr. cant wait! she takes a breath at 02:33 p.m. Wednesday, July 12, 2006 i bought myself 3 albums! last week, friday late night shopping in the city. bargain!! 3 for the price of 2 sweet! and i think i really need more... before the sales end... ahhh the lyrical stylings of Mike Skinner. music to my ears.
anyways. met Jan and Neil properly over the weekend. really cool couple, if only they didnt chop off their dreads... :) really easy to get along with, easygoing, friendly. and they like me so YAY! well i wasnt worried about it i knew it would have been good, but the approval just made me feel happy. it was a relaxing weekend away for me. plain simple fun and recreation :D with World Cup 06 on the PS of course! and loads of FamilyGuy and World Cup Finals to top it off. and some snooker lessons, which i rocked!
so now it's officially official, i think i'm gonna be spending loads of time at Ipswich. next time would be tmr! planned some activities for the night which i'm looking forward to... i just hope we dont get carried away. i dont want to rush into anything yeah. *sigh* but i think i've already done that. well, a month and 2 weeks into it, i'd say it's going swimmingly! i wish semester didnt have to start. i cannot be fucked anymore. i've just found out that Ser is deferring a semester and is staying in SG. UNFAIR. i want to defer 1 year and stay here. and start afresh? i've still got loads of time since i started early. but we dont have the cash for it :( as i said, i CANNOT.BE.FUCKED. errrhh.
maybe i should apply for a PR... then the international student thing wouldnt be a problem...? i dont know... i still have a week to think. she takes a breath at 11:00 p.m. Monday, July 3, 2006 it's been a long week. eventful too. Ipswich was good. i enjoyed myself. and we saw this really cute dog that followed us down the street!! i think he loved me hahah. then had a stayover at Sera's, which didnt go according to plan at all. haha i arrived late, lin was on her way out. and we didnt even drink!! shock horror, everyone fell asleep. and bloody hell i was way too tired to stay up for the game. and again Bloody Hell!! Aus were fuckin robbed. fuckin Matarazzi. bloody ref Medina whatshisface. and as i feared, i fell asleep watching England on Saturday.. i was pooped! and we tried getting the spiced rum.. Captain Morgan SPICED is what it's called!! hahahah no worries, i have a full bottle of rum in my room now hooray for me. should bring in the 2L coke and i'll have a feast!
just to get this off my chest... the fucking results come out on Wednesday!! NOOOOOOOOOOO.... i really hope i dont have to do that supp paper.... =
hmmm just thinking about the past month. YES it's already been a month. it's flown by! well there's progress at least. we're out in the open now. went into work together on friday. hmmm. sometimes i wanna kill Brooke. well actually alot of the time. she makes annoying comments, and she whinges way too much. cmon Paul SACK HER!!! oooh i did 32hours last week! cant wait to get my payslip. imagine the money! anyway, as i was saying, yeah it's moving along well. things are getting more comfortable. i'm not a 100% confident, but at least he's happy. and well, i think i am too. it's just nice to have someone. i think i'm pretty satisfied these days... she takes a breath at 01:02 p.m.
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