Friday, January 7, 2005

leaving on a jet plane... hooray!!!

wow. offline for 2 days and i return to 20 emails and a lot of tags!! hahaha. made my day.. ok replies...

Ser: what the helll!? 22nd? makin me wait for ever! is this torture revenge for sth i did?! nooo!!! dont leave me alone!! mousey i missssyouuu. ohh i sure hope so. btw, what's going on with the Uni business? keep me posted yeah?
Swat: oh i arrive at around 4.30pm.. dont worry about coming to the airport.. i'll give someone a msg and set a date!
Sera: tell me abt it. its a sadsad story. you know, i still keep thinking "what if.."?? but! dont worry i'm OVER it. dont be a stranger ok? i'll contact you when i get there. we'll reunite the OC cast!! hahahah!
Fizah: heyhey yeah ard 4.30 but i'll give you guys a call or sth.. dont bother with the airport.. but thanks anyway!! oh yeah i have some stuff, hope it' enough..
phoe: hahah thanks CHILD!! mmm.. i think i can do better thank you.. hahah! kidding Chiew! see ya in Feb.

*sigh* cant believe it. one year passed by so quick! and i'm going home in 2 days!! excitement, anticipation, fear and impatience all rolled into one bigbigg butterflies-in-stomach feeling. bloody hell have to wake up real early on Sun, leaving at 8.30 baby! Martin's giving Rosanne and i a lift. good. cos i think i wont be able to survive 10metres dragging my collosal-weighing luggage.

not only have i been packing my luggage to bring home, i also have to pask my whole room for when we move.. not that i have much things anyway... but still! packing can either be very fun, when you see things that remind you of stuff.. or be very boring... i've gone past the fun stage now.

so what would home be like after being away for a year. hmmm... i hope not much has changed! i'd like to think that i know my way around SG pretty well. around the main parts anyway. but shit!! i'm not gonna have any Internet connection for a mth! not unless mum decides to get it immediately after i return. shit!! well, that just means that i'll have to spend as long as possible out with ppl, and come home just to sleep!! hahaha. what a blast! this might be my last entry for awhile.. so hi everyone!!! hope we'll be meeting within this month!! if not.. see ya soon.

Strumming my P.A.I.N. at 11:49 p.m.

Wednesday, January 5, 2005

achy breaky heart.

'sup homies.. it's like my last 3 days in Bris till i get back!! uh-huh uh-huh!! i have this nagging feeling inside that i'm building this whole return too much or sth. i know for sure i'm not gonna be able to see each and every one cos of school and stuff. but shit! i really wanna meet up! serene dont you dare leave me alone ok!

and i dont know if ppl are expecting me to get them things... do you guys want chocs and gum? cant think of nicer things. maybe next time.

tmr, there's a unit viewing at 9.30am. and Tasha's working so i'm supposed to go with the Dickhead. the fucker had the cheek to ask her if i would be awake at that time!? should have turned around and reminded him that i was RIGHT THERE. bastard. wish i could go on my own. i feel like his presence is just to satisfy the need for someone to check on me.. like i cant do it. shit i hate him!! he's become even more unreasonable then before i left for perth. acts like a child sometimes. fuckin' 30yr old child. seriously. what does she see in him? he's such a sponge. he does nothing but collect money from the govt. and hogs the com.

i think he got lucky finding Tash. but she's just fuckin BLIND eh! oh yeah.. Darren broke up with Mylene!! just after i left. long story short, she wasnt being very committed to it. letting her mother run her life. so they said he's feeling down now.. i hope he's ok! Cheer up my fav cuzzie!! Just do the hippity-hop and you'll be fine. hehehe!

speaking of relationships and such. i think i need a boyfriend. or girlfriend? hahaha doesnt matter. i'm a little lonely.. getting quite desperate. ok. mission in life is to find someone in Uni before my 20th birthday!! just below "getting fit" on the Resolutions list... hmmm. and to succeed in that mission, i must make friends.. ok edit.. mission in life is to make a 100 friends in Uni before my 20th bday!!! then i'll choose from there.. =P whee! i feel a little bit better actually!

so shout out to everyone out there.. i'm single and looking!! (omg i sound like a slut! Nad is officially going mad)

Strumming my P.A.I.N. at 10:21 p.m.

Monday, January 3, 2005

peace to the world.

the news is such a flexible, fast-changing television program to watch nowadays. to think. just about 4 years ago Osama and his crew were the flavour of the week/month/year. then it would easily change to international sporting events. then switch to some prestigious award show for visual and audio enjoyment. then more recently the people's voice in Ukraine reigns victorious. and now it's all about Mother Nature and her powerful strength at destruction. why is it that when sth new comes up, hot news from a few years back becomes forgotten?

for the past week or so, a single hour of news on the telly is powered by similar scenes from the Tsunami-stricken areas. yet i could watch reruns of the horrifying scenes of destruction and loss, and still shed a stream of tears.. if no one's nearby. (pride makes you a toughie) true story: innocent munching of chips is halted by disturbing scenes on the telly. and i honestly felt sick to my stomach. sometime this week i actually thought that this Tsunami thing was God's way of controlling overpopulation, and the issues that come with it.

i heard John Saffran on the radio on Saturday comment on the Asia crisis. why does our society feel the need to grieve in a mass? it's like, any other news is insignificant to major crises like these. not everyone wants to be on telly when they're at their lowest of lows... personally, i find some truth to his statement. it seems to me like they're turning this whole thing into some sort of publicity stunt or sth.. pardon me for being politically incorrect, i dont know how else to put it. trust me, i hate myself for thinking it too.

also, there was a family drowning somewhere in NSW this week. but the Networks made it into a mere footnote. 30 seconds of airtime, after Tsunami. when i heard the reporter, my stomach actually turned, my heart skipped a beat, i closed my eyes. i prayed for them. and the 7yr old boy they're still looking for. why are my emotions so fickle? arent they both sad? arent they both about people dying? i scare myself sometimes...

but i want to send a prayer out. sincerely. to all those who have lost fathers, mothers, sisters and brothers, family and friends, my condolences for those who have passed on. to the survivors in Aceh, Thailand, SriLanka and the tourists from abroad, my blessings are with you all. what is the world coming to, i have to ask. isnt looking too promising.

Strumming my P.A.I.N. at 10:53 p.m.

Monday, January 3, 2005

out with the old, in with the new.. YEAR!

WHAT!! 3rd January 2005?? man this shit is whack!! hahaha! sorry just watched YouGotServed on DVD.. again.. man those ppl can dance. *dreams* i'm gonna buy the soundtrack, and the dance video too!

ok. to update on the last few days in perth, Boxing Day stayed home till the evening, then visited Mummy Helen. I MISS HER! looking at my sad childhood pics on the table brings back memories. the rest of the days just lazed around, and also went last minute shopping, but not for myself though. hanging out with Yvette and Darren is fun!

and now i'm back in Bris. arrived at about 6am, unpacked my stuff till Tasha woke up. gave them their pressies, watched TV, then went to the city for abit. man was i pooped. felt sooo tired when i got back. and slept for 4 hours till 8-ish!! and when i woke up i was sick!!! what the hell. some New Year's Eve i had.. watched TV while the celebrations could be heard in the distance... could hear the fireworks, and ppl shouting out their wishes, and other stuff you might hear on NYE... so sad..

watched FindingNeverland this evening too! it was good. even better cos my ticket was free! hahah thanks Tash. Peter is so adorable!! anyway. tmr is a public holiday here.. so i guess everything's gonna be closed. we're gonna view to houses in the morning Tuesday morning.. i hope we see sth good!! i dont know, pros and cons of moving.. gotta pay for movers, but also get a better place to live.. we'll see.

well, i wanna wish you all a happy New YEar!! hope this one is better than the last. i wouldnt mind having some...

Strumming my P.A.I.N. at 12:06 a.m.