I AM BACKKK!! am missing melbourne though... it was a rushed departure. but i lived it up over the weekend. saw abit of melbourne city over the week. not as much as i could have of course, because i'm a lazy bastard and also cos i didnt want to travel alone.. but the weekend was good. very interesting. first of all i have to say, Melbourne girls are great =D unfortunately, there wasnt any action. or is that fortunate..? haha. but i made a few friends over there and just enjoyed the nights/mornings. did another weekend bender while i was there..

met up with the Gaydar chick, Jell, on friday night with a friend of hers. her friend was cute. went to Girl Bar which was lovely hahaha. and ended the night at a StripClub. i felt so seedy... 2 lesbians in a strippers.. i felt like a perv! haha. didnt get home till 7am. and continued with Yvette's party from 930. so i was drinking at 930 too =/ spent the day at wineries and pubs, ending the day at a bar before heading home. i then went out to meet Jell again and we went to the Glasshouse with another friend of hers. who was also cute. *sigh* more people joined us there. drank a little, danced a little, went to another strippers'. new record for me! 2 nights in a row! awesome. but this night Jell was much drunker than before. and i dont know how much she said was true, but the weekend could have ended very differently under certain circumstances. let's just say, Lent prevented anything from happening that i may have regretted after... so i got home at 8am on Sunday, and had to leave for the airport b4 1030. i wasnt even packed yet.

all in all, it was a great trip and i enjoyed myself! now i've got the bug i really want to go back later in the year. and i want to stay for longer. throughout the week, people there kept asking me if i would move to Melbourne. seriously thinking about it, there is a good chance it could happen. it's such a liveable city, and the people are, for a lack of a better word, beautiful. i could see myself living there sometime. but it's still early days so i wont worry about it now.

came back home and not very long after i left for Chiew's place.. a birthday dinner and drinks at the house which somehow turned very MA. seemed like the housemates are not as innocent minded as i thought they were! and thanks to the alcohol, dramas cropped up for a few people and the night ended weirdly. basically, Chiew is now in a relationship and i'm pacing at the entrance of one too. DAMN ALCOHOL. ended up crashing there cos i was so tired and the buses had stopped running. had a chat with Daniel till i fell asleep sprawled across 3 chairs in the kitchen. and now i'm home, waiting before i have to leave for uni. i am SO tired, and i dont know how i will stay awake. BUT. i'm meeting Dan early to go to Carden. today will be interesting, if not anything else. i'm quietly excited. =D

she takes a breath at 09:08 a.m.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

i am loving melbourneeee! but i'm not loving the weather so much... it was 34deg yesterday.. pretty sure it's about that again today.. sweating like a dog is SO not a pretty sight! anyway.. since i've been here i've ate and slept HAHA. i'm too lazy for my own good. but then again i did see some of the city yesterday, had a coffee, pretty much just got to know the area. i'm lucky that we're living just out of the city, cos i'm just walking everywhere! ohh i have to mention.. the Crown Complex is bloody brilliant! even if you're not much of a casino person, such as myself, you HAVE to check Melbourne Crown it's awesome! first of all, it's huge ass big! and there's heaps of stuff, shops, restaurants, bars, foodcourts, bars. and of course the gaming.. anyway.... haha!

i'm predicting a rather big weekend here, ending back in Brook St in brisbane for Chiew's bday... i'll be meeting up with the GayDar chick and we're going out to GirlBar.. yes it's that kind of night! then Saturday will be spent out in the vineyard, leaving at 9am! i hope i survive that. then if i can sustain it, i'll go out again on Sat night with her to LBar.. hehe. unfortunately, i wont be here on Sunday night, cos she invited me to another bar but i'll be recovering in brisbane for the start of Uni!! *cringes* oh well i have to live it up while i can i suppose! but not to fear, i'll still be out and about on the weekends when i can during semester.. now that i've tasted the sweetness, i dont think i can stop. heh.

she takes a breath at 02:51 p.m.

Wednesday, February 16, 2008

well i've had 4 hours of sleep since i woke up on thursday afternoon. yes i've gone through another 2-night marathon! this time it was for a legitimate cause, although that involved drinks. finished my shift at 5am on thursday, but i hung around for coffee and chats till past 8am! had about 4 hours of sleep on friday, then i left to get a last minute item of clothing for Melbourne. i got a fancy type jacket to wear to the Dinner... YAY now chiew calls me a sugarmama dyke. =/ whatever. i like it. went out for drinks last night, and i dont know how i survived but i'm still awake! probably cos i didnt drink as much as i could have. i practiced self control and i'm DAMN proud of myself.. unfortunately, my hair still smells like cigarettes so i'm not completely clean now. oh well.. i've been worse!

and now i sit and wait till i have to leave for the train... airport by 9am.. and then a 2 hour flight and i'll be in VICTORIAAAA. i'm getting a little excited right now, but i'm trying to contain myself... mostly cos i'll be meeting up with a Gaydar chick, and she promised to bring me to see the "sights"... heh... will be out on Friday night for sure. i dont care if Tasha is arriving. we can eat anytime. WHOOO!

she takes a breath at 07:18 a.m.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

finally met Chiew after eons for dinner on Sunday.. and our theory was proven right. she is SUCH an LBA - Lesbian by Association! went to West End, and the restaurant manager thought we were together on a date! he asked if we wanted a romantic spot, and i burst out laughing. when i corrected him, he just said, "Well, it is West End.." and then he proclaimed to the rest of the staff that WE WERENT A COUPLE hahah! niice. had coffee at ThreeMonkeys, and i just didnt feel like going home after that... went to the Valley with the girls for a few drinks... and i ended up at Fluffy again. 4 out of 5 weeks is turning out to be a record. but bloody hell. there's always someone who would be happy to ruin your outlook on life.

why are lesbians full of dramas and lies? why cant they just be truthfull, with no bullshit? i met this really hot chick as i was about to leave.. she told me that her friend was "just a mate", and i believed her. fuckbuddies also came to mind. but i thought nothing more of it cos i was really into her... and we danced together for a bit. it was all going swell. she pulled me up to the podium, we got closer... she pulled me by the pockets, and we were even closer. then we kissed. and her FRIEND got the shits and shouted at me. WHAT THE FUCK. was this at all my fault? she initiated, and she lied. i dont understand it.. damn girls. always fucking with your head... i wanted to make it right, i wanted to apologise properly. but her FRIEND seemed to always leave the area i was in after that. i sat down with a bottle of water, seething at the whole incident. thinking about what i should do. and then i saw them dancing together. it all looked abit suss. leave her!! she's so not worth it! and so i walked out. i think i needed to just walk. got some food and eventually cabbed it home. and naturally i couldnt sleep properly, although i was so tired.

but Monday started off better at work! as i walked up the stairs to work, i saw DJ Neroli coming up the street.. could it be.. YES she was coming into Pancakes HAHA. i was lame. i got over excited, and i took their orders in my RexManning tshirt! and apparently i was pretty loud in my excitement when i told the rest that "I GOT NEROLI'S ORDER YAAY!"... they were looking at me... *cringes* how embarassing... i hope she doesnt recognise me next time i'm there.. i should make a better impression of myself and send her a message on Facebook haha. stalker-style. ALRIIGHT.

she takes a breath at 07:22 a.m.

Saturday, February 9, 2008

ok so the last couple of weeks have been just normal. went to work, had drinks, danced a little. the usual. but over the last few weeks, i've been chatting to some girls off Gaydar. and i dont know. there might just be something there. went to TheBeat on Thursday night for Glen's birthday, and it was an interesting night for me at the end! well more like, it could have been a great night for me. but thanks to some misunderstanding and being led on, i missed out on an opportunity for some actionnn! awwww. i'm not that desperate. but it could have been fun. so now i'm just thinking what could have been, either way it would have been trashy!

i'll be leaving for melbourne in a week, and i have to get out before that. cos when i get back uni would have started immediately and i would be back to having no life. but i've learnt my lesson. dont expect too much, or anything at all, and you wont be disappointed. things always happen when you're not anticipating it. so COME ONN!! =)

she takes a breath at 05:44 p.m.