now what do i do with myself? bloody paul didnt give me as many shifts as i thought i'd get... so i have till friday to arse about. yay. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO! maybe i'll go borrow some books from the library. and get to the Arts Fac to talk to someone while i'm at it too. mannn i'm afraid of getting results back. not as bad as previous semesters i know.. but i really really hope the bloody motor control doesnt pull me down. =( i think i'm currently sitting on 4s and 5s now so yay for me!

got a little drunk over the week. had a few on Wed with Paul and Tony to celebrate his bday. and the journey back was lost in memory, but i have many bruises to remind me that i didnt fly home.. apparently i fell down in places... my knees are blue haha! and my shoulder hurts. how sad. but it was quite fun.. heh

but the thing is, he isnt dropping it. i have this feeling that he's trying to get me back. but i dont want it! i really dont. well not with him anyway.. hmm. i need to ween him off.

ohh i cut my hair on friday! it's short now, shoulder length actually. and i've got a fringe. hooray! but the prob is i have to use products to get it looking like i want. or else it'll just be my primary school mushroom look hahah! well i like it and so did some others so i'm happy. i wonder if it'll spike... HAHA

she takes a breath at 12:16 p.m.

Friday, November 10, 2006

wellwell.. last paper in about 14 hours! and i'll be done in less than 16! the joy.. and i am completely free now i couldnt be better! told him yesterday. seems to have taken it well so yay for me. everything is finally falling into place. the exams have been pretty good too, except for motor control i think i fucked that one up.. hmmm i dont care it's not gonna drag me down!! i'm just looking forward to 3 months of bliss. working for my money, some sun and maybe some sweat (preferably not). see the family for a week or two. find a new house. meet new people. drink alot. it's all good! i cant wait. =D

she takes a breath at 08:42 p.m.

Saturday, November 4, 2006

nice... i just did the first paper for the semester.. i think it went pretty well, it pays off to memorise past exams hahah. but i wouldnt get too excited. i need to pass the damn thing to pass the course. another nice thing to think about, my last paper is in 7 days. and by this time next week, i can burn my notes. that's if i dont need them for supps. =| oh well stress about that later! right now, i'm just wondering how i can get over all this, and get to the more important stuff. hmmm. and i'm not too sure i wanna do summer. it says "intense semester" somewhere in the description. i cant even bloody do a normal semester! i just want to finish and drink my liver away... yay! and i also cant wait to move out. things can get quite horrid here. well in my own head anyway. i just need to get out. i need the 100% freedom of living overseas. my own life. Ok? Ok. Ok? Ok. Alright. [HAHAHA FamilyGuy rocks!]

and bloody chiew is leaving me here all alone!! i say alone, because i hardly see anyone else. so HINT HINT. cant believe she's gonna be gone for more than a month! sister stealing my friend away.. *sobs* i suppose work and uni would occupy me eh? but who will i drink with!? and pub crawl with? and have spontaneous club sessions with? CHIEW DONT GO!! speaking of pubs and clubs.. on the way back tonight, (YES tonight. my bloody paper finished at 730pm on a Saturday. feel for me people!!) i saw a few party boats, heard loud music and saw lights across the river, and many groups of people getting around. i wanted to slap them all. how dare you have fun! without ME!!! oh the sorrow...

she takes a breath at 10:31 p.m.