Fading Away...

Okay, here you go, Miko-don. ;p
With my eyes falling out, I did this.
Eventually, I'll do more, but I die now.
--- *falls over dead* ---
Wednesday, May 5, 2004 -11:45 p.m.

I wanna be a chocobo!!! XD
I spend most of my weekend banging away at trying to make something work that I had no clue what was wrong with and even bigger no clue of where to look. At least, I think so. ^_^;;; I've given up at least for today but tomorrow the cycle will begin again. And need to do this and that and that and that and that... ... too vague I will be? ;P
Anyhows, I neeeeeeeeed more skip beat... Seriously considering getting a subscription to Hana to Yume, but will be hurt like hundreds of dollars. ... IOW, I don't remember the price. ^^;;; But hopefully, I'll be getting my hands on one this weekend and more jpop too!
Let's see... what else is happening... Hmm... I watch only the kids/cartoons channels on TV plus sci-fi. And realizing just how creative some of these cartoons are. =P Yes, I'm a bit slow. =P Sometimes like Fairy OddParents, Kids Next Door, Kim Possible... hmm... can't think at the moment. Not remember, can't think. >.>;;;
Must... beat FFX-2... *turns zombie* ... must... beat... Will kick those cactuars' butts!!! Only if my eye didn't twitch. ^^;;; Too much compie + labtoppie + tvie = eyes wayyyy~ tired.
Have magnetic travel go board. Pondering if make effort to learn a little more than always will get my butt kicked amount that I know. But brain hurts trying to think beyond 3 moves, so... ATTACKKKK!!! VROOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMM~~~~~~~!!!!
--- insane~~~ ---
Monday, April 26, 2004 -09:25 p.m.

Take the "Which Anime pet are you?" test!
--- PUUUUU!!! (Still alive!!!) ---
Friday, April 23, 2004 -09:33 p.m.

I just finished watching "Shingetsutan_Tsukihime". I can't say that it's good or bad. It was interesting, but I think just watching like the last 2 episodes would have been enough? The other 10 episodes are to get to the like the chars? Nope, can't say that I liked/disliked the chars though Akiha did get somewhat on my nerves and Shiki was cute w/o his glasses. Need to watch something that jumps out and grabs me. I need~~~~ a story, many stories, good stories that I can get lost into and suspend all disbelief for that time. =P
I need more tigers. I realize I'm building a little collection, but maybe a chinese painting like of a tiger? My walls are really too bare and maybe the white is getting to me. ^^;;
On another note, at the grocery store, I think the deli counter guy called me sir. ^^;;; The sound isn't too good in there and I was wearing baggy clothes. ... Not sure whether I should be amused or annoyed at the moment. =P But one thing I'm sure of is haircut! Think I should cut it myself? *looks around for scissors*
And need to play more FFX-2. It amuses. It's not like the usual epic-style of FF which I like more, but it's fun in sometimes frustrating way. Stand still you, Cactuar, so I can shoot you! I should check out how much time I wasted away on this game. And I reallyyyyy~ want a chocobo. Must hunt down one... *mutters*
;_; And... and... heard about Shoujocon canceled this year from Bell. But I still wanna go to con! As long as I can convince other people? Not sure about what or which or when though. ;p *chews on stupid Linksys cable modem that flakes out when bittorrent is running*
--- amusment ---
Sunday, April 11, 2004 -09:05 p.m.

Bah... I have nothing interesting to say. >.>;;;
Just work. Learning VB and kinda of like. Well, at least, making the forms. I like organizing things and then organizing them again. And again. And again... ^^;
Watching random things all over the place. The preview for live-action Sailor Moon ep 27 looks scary... >.> Still need to watch more Full Metal Alchemist. And there was some thought. Really! I had a thought somewhere... in here... or there... ;p
--- forgetful ---
Thursday, April 8, 2004 -11:01 p.m.

... I'm looking at the clock on the stove and it says it's 2:20am? O.O;;; But that's because I'm sitting at an angle from it. ~_^;;; I was insane Saturday night and stayed up to the wee hours of morn. I think that was dawn coming through the window when I went to sleep. What was I doing? Reading up on all the fanfics I've been following, but lost track of, and a little writing that hasn't gone anywhere much of late. And dang, I need a Japanese bookstore around here!!! I think I'm set on other stuff besides my internet connection flaking when I'm d/l'ing. Need to call them again, but I'm being slow about it because I'm really really lazy! ;p And what am I doing still up?!? *freaks and kicks self away from computer*
--- 2:20am? O.o;; ---
Tuesday, April 6, 2004 -12:14 a.m.

There's so much to understand. And there's so little time. And with each setting sun, more comes to the surface. Normal, pretty or ugly. Only to be hidden again behind a veil of incense-scented smoke. So, to be dragged off to be frozen within the depths of darkness. Then movement is lost... Where is the change for better? Lost chance? Or disaster awaiting? Pause. Think. Realize. Change... somehow...
Geh... watching too much philosophical stuff? Or just getting stressed about stuff? Bah, but it's fun to try to write stuff that makes no sense and tries to be meaningful... or not. =P Sometime... no, a lot of times, I wish I could go and turn the clock back. I still haven't finished the church webpage... or taxes... or... or... geh... I need to make that list of mine if I ever get off my lazy butt. And I really really do need a desk desparately! With a chair, of course. Too lazy to stand and too lazy to sit, if that makes sense. ;p
--- pondering ---
Monday, April 5, 2004 -11:49 p.m.