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--- silly me... --- Monday, December 30, 2002 -09:45 p.m.-- GRRRRRR~~~~!!!! *cutely before attempting to take a bite out of the nearest pillow* =P Meaning billions (not really! not comparable at all to K-san. =P) of emails to reply to. Gomen nasai. ... to probably half of the people reading this, though Kitsu who doesn't write anymore needs a good poke. GRRRR~~~!!! And here I am writing out into the open, instead of the people whom I should be responding to... >~>;;;; Mei-kun, (just because I know '-kun' annoys you =P) thank you for the explanation on "tarnation". I like the word, especially for saying 'Dang it to tarnation!' Though I think more of a big tar pit to just sink whatever 'it' is into than hell. Hmmm... would you like to laugh at my clumsiness? (As long as it's with me. =P) A few days ago, I was going down a flight of stairs. (Not again... Oh... wait, I never told the story about nearly plunging to my death. Ah, that's for another entry.) And suddenly, I go 'WOAHHHHHHHH~~~!!!' A little patch of ice had decided to remind me that I don't like to fall flat on my face. My arms went flinging out in desperate attempt for survival. /No/, I didn't fall. But my keys... ;_; *SHI- KU-* My keys went flying out my hand and somewhere into the snow. Which would have been okay except it was getting dark, you know, like sunset and there was like a whole ... *insert your frequently used word of exclamation; I prefer s%^$full* ... of snow. /No/, I did /not/ panic though the worst case scenrios were going through my head like not waiting for the snow to melt, but digging through every little patch of snow to find my keys. @.@ And that's a /lot/ of snow!!! Luckily, it was in the first spot of snow that I decided to check. ^o^v (Victory!!!) Another recent act of tet-chan clumsiness was that I managed to fall out of bed. No, I wasn't asleep. No, I didn't get hurt. I was talking on the phone while curled under my cozy blankies and decided to crane my head out upside down for a bit (Why? I don't know... x_x;;;) when oops, I went out a little too far. Ahhhhhh~~~... I'm sliding... and can't stop myself... and the blankets are coming with me... *sweatdrop* I wonder what K-san thought I was doing. Yes, that's who I was talking to half-coherently. And yes, you can confirm with K-san that I fell off the bed and was laughing for several minutes afterwards, then proceeded to remain on the floor curled with my blankets. =-P BTW, I've gone surfing back to old but very good links. ^O^ Awwwww~~~ Petit Pois!!! TYOUUUUUU~~~~ KA~~~ WA~~~ II~~~!!! Very cute scenes with Harry Potter and Suikoiden. ^.^ And two new sidestories for FF7 fanfic "Conflicts of Interests" by Madamhydra. (Which also is making me even more grateful to Kingdom Hearts for having Cloud and Seph. =D) New chapters for FF7 fanfic "A Long, Hard Road" by Twig, though comments at the end have me half-twinging in what I have no idea... I see the possibility, but... >_>;;; ... oh! "Moon Child" movie!!! While not an old link, must see~~~~ Wanna see~~~~~~~~ Wanna see~~~~~~~~~ Wanna see~~~~~ Gackt and Hyde running around, toting guns and just being badasses... heh... =D Miko-don, I think I'm more likely to drool through it than laugh my head off, though I'll laugh my head off later. =P *GASP* AH! I can't forget "Skip Beat" by Yoshiki Nakamura!!! *hearts* *hearts* *hearts* *dances around in delight* I got the second volume this weekend. *hearts* *hearts* *hearts* =D *** ***** ***** <--- sparkling away. I wanna know more about Kyoko and her past!!! I have suspicions on who gave her the stone that takes away 'kanashii kibun' but we'll see what happens. I love the fact that Ren doesn't like Kyoko's reasoning though likes her determination. Heh. ^.^ He offers to give her brownie points for a job she did, but instead of plus points, it's minus points! Heh. I like Kyoko when she's determined and when she realizes things. I know 'things' is sooo- descriptive. The granddaughter of the head (what is his title... or name for that matter? ... *sweatdrop*), Maria, is pretty cool and now very cute. But as for Sho... Kyoko's ex-boyfriend, there is just much annoyance especially since all we've seen is the worse side of him. Even if Kyoko gathers the pieces of her heart back together and her heart can't go back to the way it was, her heart can become stronger! She is stronger! (Now, forming the Kyoko cheering section. For more information, please contact the 'kira'ing and rolling tet-chan... uh, with care, she may attempt a tackle. To sign up, please contact the one-winged angel.)

--- Shock, shock and more shock... --- Saturday, December 21, 2002 -09:15 p.m.-- Yesterday... I received a gift as a teacher person... Totally unexpected!! O.o;;; I took what he handed to me and then stared while somehow uttering thank you. Still don't believe it... Geh. Today started off on the most /auspicious/ note. (Please insert the half-amused-half-annoyed sarcasm here.) I picked up my glasses and... Oh, look, there it goes in two pieces. ;;;;x_x;;;;; *sigh* And then what a relief today at tutoring! One geometry switched to Algebra II. THANK YOU!!! Off I go to Kino and what do I happen to come upon... many many many things. ~^O^~ A part of my order came. "Lagoon Engine" 1 was there. Hana to Yume with the cutest insert of "Hishiri no Namida" hanging things. *hearts* But most of all!!! ------- "Kagerou Nostalgia"!!! ----- *HEARTS* *HEARTS* I stare and then I grab at the speed of light! (Or whenever my brain decided to register that I /was/ looking at "Kagerou Nostalgia". =P ) It's actually called "Kagerou Nostalgia - The New Chapter-" and is being published under Blade Comics. I still like his style of drawing, but the story here seems a little more rushed. Maybe because there's stuff that was skipped over and we're pushed ahead in the story. Or just maybe because Shiranui doesn't have that big of a part. =P I need to give it a second readthrough. But it seems that "Kagerou Nostalgia" is running on its own too... Or maybe he was talking about the new chapter version. Anyways, I was looking through Kubo Satomi's area and it seems that volume 5 is coming out 2/2003. Must do some more checking out because confusion and no doubt whether to get or not. =P

--- Much Confetti Needed --- Friday, December 20, 2002 -01:41 p.m.-- I~ finally~ beat~ /him/~!!! *hearts* Finally~! *whirls* And I was silly enough to tape the entire thing. >_>;;; Which means that I can see all the horrible mistakes I made. And *shiku* I wanted an afterwards scene, but /he/ just goes poof. ;_; Oh well, but I beat /him/!!! Finally!!! ^O^~ And can I say as much as I love reading "Symphony of the Sword"... my eyes are going to die again. Three new chapters that I haven't read.

--- Geh x3 --- Thursday, December 19, 2002 -01:54 p.m.-- I finally got to see the little 'Ketchup' video that I was in... *sweatdrop* ... uh... ... ... no comment. Though those who'd like to see it, I'll show when I get a copy. (Wanna a copy!!!) The other one was better, but I don't attempt to spell the name of the artist. Haven't seen the last one which is supposed to be the most funny. ;_; I can't explain my obsession with FF7. Is it because of the three? (Cloud, Seph, & Zack) Or is it just because of one? I mean I have a wall scroll of Cloud, but... well, it's still siting in the closet with the billion other posters. The same with Weiss Kreuz, though the story could use a lot of work. Maybe it's the possibilities of 'what if's' and 'could be's.' And Seph!!! ;_; Why why why is /he/ so hard?!? (Not FF7, silly. =P In KH.) I get within the reach of two whacks, but no~ I have to be a little too hasty and get my butt kicked! Stubborness will prevail! I refuse to let him get away! Ha HA~! (Oh, I did get the Ultimate Weapon too! Finally! It pretty~. @.o)

--- *skip* *skip* *trip* *plop* --- Wednesday, December 18, 2002 -02:39 p.m.-- Must resist temptation... must resist... must resist... *falls over* I saw the cutest little white dragon. The temptation was great but I resisted. Must not get more stuffed animals, must not, must resist... Of course, if the little guy looked like Haku, there'd no question who to get it for. =P But the little guy was more cute than on the majestic side? And more European than Asian. But the cutest factor! The softness factor! The white with silver factor! Ah, I didn't have to resist the second time I went visiting because he was gone, off to a new home. ;_; Geh. At some point, I have to go off and get my hair straightened which means like 5 hours of torture under hot irons. ;_; Geh. I still smell like cilantro too. I'm in the midst of attempting chicken fajita, but I think too much lemon juice. ;_; Geh. When am I ever going to get the chance to see the interviews for the LotR extended DVD version. Geh. I can't stop reading "The Count of Monte Cristo" and "The Three Musketeers". I wanna see Disney's Three Musketeers again, even though I know the immense changes that were made. Geh. I've reached level 100 for Sora... you can't go higher than that. But heck, mystery goo is kinda of hard to get especially when your 'partners' Donald and Goofy insist on standing in front of the mushroom dude, thus making it hard to see if the dude is taunting you or not. >_>;;;; Geh. It's almost 3pm... *sweatdrop*

--- i am turning into mush --- Friday, December 13, 2002 -12:33 p.m.-- I've been sitting in front of the computer too long the past few days that I think I can see the beams (waves?) of radiation coming out at me and turning my brain in a pile of mush. It's a lovely hallucination though. And does anyone know the meaning of 'tarnation'? Not sure about the spelling. I have these random phrases floating in my head. (Not that it's unusual. =P) Hmm... maybe influence from Simpsons? Anyways, I was thinking about cosplay and that there should be some way that I could test out my making abilities in case the material was wrong or it just came out plain wrong. =P Then the thought occurred, 'hey, I think I have some dolls in storage downstairs.' Later on, 'Shoot! What am I thinking! The body proportions aren't right!' ;;;;;>_<;;;;; Ah, the joys of being able to think.

--- one thing done on a list of many --- Tuesday, December 10, 2002 -07:35 p.m.-- License converted back to NJ! After 1 1/2 hour sitting about and twindling my thumbs to the soft strains of sleep-inducing music and in an utterly awfully colored room of low ceiling. But I was happy because I didn't have to take the written test! Though displeased with my picture. My hair is going everywhere, though surprisingly I was smiling a little bit even though I thought I hadn't. >_>;;;

--- always insane if --- Monday, December 9, 2002 -09:11 p.m.-- Another idea for cosplay with lots of people!!! (Well, I'm tempting to keep down on the amount of email... since I'm in the mood to respond like a fiend. ie, respond to myself. =P) Furuba! Fruits Basket! The clothes are probably the easiest and the hair is probably the most fussy thingy. Can sketch the little animals and then pin to respective people. Kinda of tempted on the evil side. It would be fun to tempt acting out Akito. Only problem is how to translate him into English. Xenogears... I wanna dress up as Emeralda except I really don't have a clue about her clothes. Just that they're brown and her white scarf that she seems half-buried in. And... Mei-chan, here's my response to your ~evil~ Kazuhiko comment. *PO~~~KE~~~~* Because I don't wanna wear like two feet platform shoes.

--- but this doesn't mean I forget to... --- Monday, December 9, 2002 -10:16 a.m.-- Scold Kitsu for giving me a book that I stayed up reading till 2am, which wouldn't have been bad if I didn't have to get up at 7:30am to go off and tutor. *pout* But it was a good book, or should I say two books. =P "Dark of the Gods" by P.C.Hodgell. I'm really hoping that in the third book Jame doesn't have to go trampling around in a pink frilly dress. ><;;; Ah!!! Another reason for happiness! I finally beat Xenogears!!! *hearts* *whirls* The ending was sweet. A bit confusing, but sweet. The dubbing was... ... ... I can't put it any other way... it was terrible. The mouths started moving before any sound and it was sooo low that I sat this " " close to the tv. (Probably didn't help that my mom was drying her hair at the time.) Now, should I start Suikoiden, redo Shadow Hearts for good ending, or try to defeat /him/ in Kingdom Hearts? Umm... how about I take a break for a while and decide all these college issues?!? AHHHHHH~~!!! *runs in circle, slowly winding away... away... away...*

--- *whirls* *sparkles* ~^.^~ --- Monday, December 9, 2002 -10:09 a.m.-- It seems that I will joining the craziness of studying sillies. =P The only problem is which campus of Rutgers go to that I got into. AHHHHH~~!!! And... and... and I haven't filed for financial aid yet!!! Any suggestions btwn Newark, New Brunswick, & Camden? *putters around in circle, slowly wearing into the ground to come out on the other side of the world* @.@x

--- ... --- Thursday, December 5, 2002 -08:03 p.m.-- I shouldn't be surprised but... Vagrant Story cosplay... Ashley did the... *chokes* ... *wonders if she should run away in fear* *in awe that someone did that* Sixth picture from the bottom

--- spur of the moment --- Monday, December 2, 2002 -03:16 p.m.-- And I end up in the Boston area. Not for a long time, mind you. I still have to get back to tutor the kiddies. (let's hope they never wander onto this page, which is probably a very good chance. =P) Anyways, spending the day away wandering ol' Wellesley and seeing people. (Staying with Kitsu/Rosanna whose hair is all black. *gasp*) Need to bother some of the students, but for some reason, it seems a little harder to catch them. Hmm... I think I need to go out and tackle some people right now! *tackle* *roll* *spring* *flee*