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--- ah... one more thing to add on Kingdom Hearts --- Saturday, September 28, 2002 -02:07 p.m.-- Gummi ship.... ARGH!!! I don't wanna build another one..... grrr.... and to add to one is soooo frustrating!!!! I added a scanner, but I realize it's pretty useless... Is there a way to get rid of it? Do I want to bother? I thought give it a little try? (gummi ship = ways to get between worlds)

--- more kingdom hearts! --- Saturday, September 28, 2002 -01:34 p.m.-- Kingdom Hearts = *HEARTS~~~~~~* Geh... I didn't realize Squall = David Boreanaz... >>;;; It's fun to play. ^_^ Just have to agree with Kate-senpai on the battle system. It's frustrating to try to use anything in the menu when you're running around and trying not to get hit. It makes me wish that I had another hand. I do like the shortcuts for the magic and wish there was one for the items. The only problem is that you only get three choices. ;_; I wanna use all of them! ARGH!!! So, basically, I rely on Goofy and Donald to heal Sora when it gets tough. I don't wanna think about how much I would have died (not including all the times I have died >>;;;). The storyline is pretty simple, but it's given me a really really really strong desire to read something about friendship. Where friendship is pushed to the limits... what is friendship... is there such a thing as 'pure' friendship... what would it be like... It also means that I've been thinking about what could happen and the ending. (fanfic ideas? ... ???) Thoughts = 'It's Disney.' 'But Squaresoft is in the equation.' 'Hmm...' Happy but thoughtful? (Though I'm kinda of in a ?dark? mood and wanna a sad ending... ??? <<;;;;;) Anyways, so I went and bought the book, Summer Sisters by Judy Blume. ... I don't know what I was expecting, but it wasn't what I was looking for... It was interesting and I could see Mrs. Blume's style in there with all the awkwardness of growing up. I think the description mislead me somewhat. Though a cool thing was that most of book was placed on the Martha's Vineyard. Made me feel nostalgic for Boston. Teaching... *sigh* Today was really too disappointing... I think I just bored the kiddies out of their minds. ><;;; They're at different levels... Somehow... I've got to bring it all together. But I don't wanna think about it right now. Ah! I should depart soon... finally going to see Sen in the theater with Sun. ... wanna go to Kino afterwards... need... nee~~~d...

--- current love of my life... --- Thursday, September 26, 2002 -03:01 p.m.-- ... Kingdom Hearts!!!! (What? You were actually expecting a real live person? Bah. =P) I've living with it like till 3 in the morning. *hearts* That's all I want to do... play more... Haven't dreamt about it yet... but last night, I close my eyes and the darkness starts to wave up and down like Sora's jumping around... *sweatdrop* My thoughts so far are... it's not for really young kids, because I get frustrated every so often. ARGH!!! Or is it because I'll just slow? =P Anyhow, I'm like 14 hrs into the game and I'm wondering if I should attempt to write a little faq/walkthrough? It seems that I'm about far as others in playing the US ver in the faq available online... ... (Yes! I got stuck! That's what I mean by I'm slow. *grumbles* Let's just say that fire is a very useful spell.) Anyways, in terms of life... I'm doing a little teaching/tutoring on the side. I attempted a class on Tuesday... let's just say that the entire hour that I had to teach was a big washout and I was soooo grateful to be saved by the regular teacher who did come in. (I was supposed to teach four hours... <<;;;) Anyways, I have another 4 hours today subbing. Prepared some stuff and bribing with M&Ms later. So hopefully, it will go okay... I will not give up on my first try! We'll see after my second one. But I'm really amazed at teachers even more so now, especially the really good, energetic ones. ^.^ And, no, the website isn't ready for consumption yet. I still have to finish the fanfic that I promised Sun like ages ago. I just have two scenes left and then a bit of editing to do... it's just that Kingdom Hearts... ... ... Okay, I just run. Need a little time to prep before off to teach. ><;;; (That's just too scary to say.)

--- shinda... --- Wednesday, September 18, 2002 -11:22 p.m.-- ... hontou ni... Basically, I'm on a hiatus because... Not because of searching for a job... =P But because I'm in the midst of updating webpage... ... too much to change... adapt... *shiku* And finishing off FF7 AU fanfic Just finished translating Volume 1 of Kagerou Nostalgia Kitsu! You're supposed to write description, nee? Also, fixed and uploaded those Shoujocon pics that Kitsu mostly took... It's at... Shoujocon 2002 Dope... I didn't upload the background pics.... Whatever, too tired to really care... Don't know if they will look okay... Cut my own hair... not too bad... need practice... dreamt about sen to chihiro... wanna.... ... ??? ... i forget... Sun, ganbare!!! Ganbare!!! Miko, ganbare!!! Stay float! ... ... ... I go away now...

--- AHHHHHH~!!! --- Sunday, September 1, 2002 -11:22 p.m.-- I beat Shadow Hearts! AHHH~~~!!! And I got the bad ending! AHHH~~~!!! ;_; *shiku shiku* T_T *naku naku* Damnit! ... ... *sweatdrop* ... Reading faqs for it right now. Grrr~ I missed getting two fusion monsters. Grrr~ Lots of sidequests too. Grrr~~~ I think that I'll be replaying... dang... that means I have to sit through all the long conversions... *sigh* Dreamt about a giant snake god that was released because a child? - someone touched the seal, mistaking the symbol on it. Then for some reason, this acting group I was traveling with went to mansion that it was in... and I got chased. ;_; But dream wasn't scary, just not happy.

--- so I lied... =P --- Saturday, August 31, 2002 -08:29 p.m.-- Anime Expo in NYC http://www.axny.org/index2.html Kitsu, iku? Monday? Don't know if go... Sun?

--- listening to now... (over and over again...) --- Saturday, August 31, 2002 -08:01 p.m.-- Utada Hikaru - Deep River. ten to ten o tsunagu you ni sen o ekaku yubi ga nazoru no wa watashi no kita miti sore to mo iki saki ... Sun Ginseng... >.>;;; attempting to help edit the translation of the pamphlet... why? 'cause I was asked by my dad... plus uncle is part of group that developed Sun Ginseng... it makes me miss science... makes me wonder why didn't english? ... Still working on my FF7 AU fanfic. I stilll don't how I want Seirya to sense the materia... maybe I should just not explain yet and leave it up in the air and just plow ahead. Thinking about other story ideas, but not sure if they'll go anywhere or not... Maa... plunge ahead... plow through the drifts with no end in sight... ... *sweatdrop* ... hungry... bye bye...

--- ? --- Friday, August 30, 2002 -12:04 a.m.-- Song 'Simply Irrestible' = good MV of Gravitation?

--- just what can you dream? --- Thursday, August 29, 2002 -11:05 p.m.-- Last night... dreamt... evening... some time in fall... out in the city... i = officer of some special force... base in submarine... talking with co-worker... someone is recording the conversion... we notice... i sent to see what that someone is up to... ask some guy to see if that someone will sell recording... ... change in scene... jump in time... they know? jump into car... backseat... car like KIT? driving me to safe location... bridge... ladder... jump out and slide down ladder... running through a forest/park... being chased... clearing... huh? Yuki from Card Captor Sakura? I = Touya? Yuki will help hide from... picnic... start playing Go... Touya has no idea how to play... random pieces... Yuki = white = winning there's a stand for swords... ... Saitou? three of swords have Aku Zoku San in kanji... (sp?) they're short and thick... two regular katanas in middle... Yuki's putting one back... saying from ancestors... the enemy comes... three men... enemy boss wants the three swords... Yuki and he fights... ??? i = yuki? ... I wake up... wide awake in the middle of night...

--- first things first... --- Thursday, August 29, 2002 -10:53 p.m.-- K-chan~, *hearts* your Haku/Sen page is... WAH!!!! *hearts* *hearts* Still need to go through all the art. =P should get OSTs? ... (don't whack me. ;_;) Kitsu, post on pitas!!! ... and there was something that I was supposed to babble about... but i forget... ... >.>;;; ... and... A HA HA HA HA HA!!! Aya is a giant chicken!!! A HA HA HA HA!!! *lol* And why is Ken the only one that notices a clucking Aya? A giant chicken wearing a trenchcoat with red eartails sitting on the roof... *lol* If you've ever seen the cartoon with Chicken Boo... *lol* *just dies* Fur and Feathers by Sainte Matthewe

--- randomness --- Wednesday, August 28, 2002 -02:53 p.m.-- ... ... nothing to say... ... too tired.... don't wanna count # of Xs came up to Boston... *plops* ... must go before car gets ticket... *sigh* ...

--- shipai. shipai. --- Tuesday, August 20, 2002 -10:56 p.m.-- ... sp? Sun, oops~! I guess that I had too much FunFun Factory on my mind. =P But I still haven't gotten the Skip Beat mangaka down yet. ;-; ... my walls are soooo bare without anything about. =(

--- a need to... --- Sunday, August 18, 2002 -12:45 a.m.-- Kitsu, ... KO~RO~SU~!!! Mei-kun, can you see now? Though I should have forced for IE. =P Manga-wise: Happy to say that "Yakumotatsu" is finally finished. The ending was... werid. Just need to wait for the last vol. Got interested in "Fun Fun Factory". Have to read vol 1 and get others. Really liking "Skip Beat" by the person who did "Tokyo Crazy Paradise" - Watanabe Yoshitomo or something like that. Got vol 1, want more! Just how far will she get in the entertainment world for the purpose revenge?! "WJuliet" installation was cute. I like both of their ideas for the audition. ^.^ Suddenly interested in what's going on in "Shounen Madoushi" (The Young Magician). Thinking need to get vol 9 randomly. And NEED "Kagerou" 5!!!!! *throws a fit* and the need to.... is to scream at the top of lungs reverating off the stars and to tear apart an mass the world can not begin to match. needless to say, i'm just a bit frustrated at the moment. some of it will go away, but the rest has always been around. ie, home is nice, but frustrating. ps i think i'll be back up in MA sometime this week.

--- moo~ rue~ --- Wednesday, August 14, 2002 -01:41 p.m.-- Which means absolutely nothing. Actually, that's wrong... I'm bored. =P What can I say? I'm not much of an oh-great-inventor-of-fun-things-to-do. I wouldn't be complaining as much if I had my computer down here. Cousins still here. Brother off tutoring. Playing Gameboy Advance, Advantec Wars. Only the training stuff so far and getting the stuffing beat out of me every so often. =P Just waiting to see my stragetic blunder wipe me out of every decent unit, so that I die~~~ die~~~ die~~~ Yes, an obsession. =P Mei-chan, you are not going crazy. There were steps behind Pendleton - old, ratty & immensely steep. They were taken away once the new steps closer to Munger were finished. *weeps* Forlorn!!! Forlorn!!! *goes back to weeping* My precious steps that be linger the misfortunes of thousands knowingly taken the treachous trail.

--- *growl* --- Monday, August 12, 2002 -03:16 p.m.-- ... I've spent a week with my cousins. ... We were up in Boston this weekend. It was pretty interesting to finally walk the freedom trail. Only I had to get pretty tanned because of course, silly me didn't put on any sunblock. *sigh* Went to Pho Pasteur, Aquarium, Prudential, MFA and Legal. Saw Sun when in NJ. (Sun, how's the orientation going?) Still haven't called back Kitsu. (Have to pound on her because she just had to mention that Isabel found Kagerou 5. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~!!!! Need! Intense~!! Isabel, have a good trip!!! Don't get too lost! ^.^) My cousins look alike, though one looks more like her mom than the other. One problem is that they don't talk much. Asked lots of questions, but finally gave up and just say werid things at werid times and make my funny noises. =P At least, it's not just me - on the little conversion. My brother also agrees. One on one is a bit better. I wonder if I was that bad in Korea? Though I remember talking a lot with one of my cousins at least... >>;;; I think I like to offer more info than necessary.... ... and is my Korean that awful?!? *SHI~KU~* Can't help on the shy with strangers part and being me in general... =P BEHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~ You need a Haku chibi. ^.^ Yes, Sen to Chihiro no KamiKakushi was good. Need to see it in its full glory, and no offensive intended, Mei-kun, but in a little less humid place. Kate-senpai came too. ^_^ And my apologies for fleeing at the end 20 minutes mark for the call of nature. ;;;;;>>;;;;;; LA? Okay... ... ... ??? ... Anyone wanna... *sweatdrop* ... ... I have no idea what I was going to say next... too much time? ... need some more time by self... soon... ... ... coherence going... down... dow... do... uh.. nu.. nui! bah~ moo~ grrr~ arow~? ... ... .... .......

--- 4 minutes... --- Friday, August 2, 2002 -04:56 p.m.-- Ah~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The INSANITY OF IT ALL~~~~~~~~~!!!!

--- 1 day... --- Friday, August 2, 2002 -09:03 a.m.-- Scary? Last day and I have already feeling... well... procrastion? (sp?) I could try to describe all that's running around in me right now, but I think it'll take a bit too long... =P =P Let's see anything to say... well, I visited Jenni yesterday and had a good talk about what to look at for a job and on fixing toliets. =P A lot of good iced tea. Though I had to run away from the bugs in the backyard, so we went inside. I think I might see if I can find job with anime/manga company? I wish my Japanese was a lot better... Must translate more Kagerou. ... okay... I don't feel like talking anymore.

--- 2 days... --- Thursday, August 1, 2002 -08:30 a.m.-- Strange how quickly time passes. How reluctance comes. How detached I feel from the world. Argh! this headache. The weather yesterday just sucked and thus the pain in my head. And then Celestial Prophecy messing with my mind. And then the fanfic ideas rolling in my head where the chars are really messed up. One's insane. The other char even says, "You'll know her. She'll be the most messed person you've ever met. Of course, not including you." My cousins from Korea are visiting. I can't figure out if they're older than me or not, thus whether or not I should be calling them Unnee. Well... I'll just skitter around it and attempt to get them to speak English, drag them to places that hopefully will turn out to be fun. And hopefully, the weather will stay on the cooler side because then they'll have to deal with the no a/c and only fan. Need to call home again and find out what's up. Monday-Thursday, I'll probably be in... ?? in-communicate? in-operatable? in-reachable? ... ><;;; Sunday is the day to see Sen to Chihiro. Finally~. ^.^ I'm looking very forward to it. Then maybe I can finally understand K-chan's obsession. =P