Songs Of A New Generation

"Headstrong"-->Trapt
Circling your head, contemplating everything you ever said, now i see the truth, i got doubt, a different motive in your eyes and now i'm out, see you later. I see your fantasy, you want to make it a reality paved in gold, See inside, inside of our heads (yeah) Well now that's over, I see your motives inside, decisions to hide.

Back off we'll take you on, Headstrong to take on anyone, I know that you are wrong, Headstrong we're headstrong, Back off we'll take you on, Headstrong to take on anyone, I know that you are wrong and this is not where you belong. I can't give everything away, I won't give everything away.

Conclusions manifest, your first impressions got to be your very best, I see your full of $#!T, and that's alrite, that's how you play, I guess you'll get through every night, well now that's over. I see your fantasy, you want to make it a reality paved in gold, See inside, inside of our heads (yeah) Well now that's over, I see your motives inside, decisions to hide.

Thursday, January 23, 2003(*)08:28 a.m.

"Always"-->Saliva
I hear... a voice say "Don't be so blind"... it's telling me all these things... that you would probably hide... am I... your one and only desire... am I the reason you breathe... or am I the reason you cry... Always... always... always... always... always... always... always... I just can't live without you...

I love you... I hate you... I can't get around you... I breathe you... I taste you... I can't live without you... I just can't take any more... this life of solitude... I guess that i'm out the door... and now i'm done with you...

I feel... like you don't want me around... I guess i'll pack all my things... I guess i'll see you around... Its all... been bottled up until now... as I walk out your door... all I hear is the sound... Always... always... always... always... always... always... always... I just can't live without you...

I left my head around your heart... Why would you tear my world apart... Always... always... always... always... I see... the blood all over your hands... does it make you feel... more like a man... was it all... just a part of your plan... the pistol's shakin' in my hands... and all I hear is the sound...

I love you... I hate you... I can't live without you... I breathe you... I taste you... I can't live without you... I just can't take any more... this life of solitude... I guess that i'm out the door... and now i'm done with you... I love you... I hate you... I can't live without you... I love you... I hate you... I can't live without you... I just can't take any more... this life of solitude... I pick myself off the floor... and now i'm done with you... Always... Always...

Monday, January 13, 2003(*)08:37 a.m.

"Still Waiting"-->Sum 41
So am I still waiting For this world to stop hating Can't find a good reason Can't find hope to believe in

Drop dead A bullet to my head Your words are like a gun in hand Can't change the state of the nation We just need some motivation These eyes Have seen no conviction Just lies and more contradiction Tell me what would you say I'd say it's time to wait....

So am I still waiting For this world to stop hating Can't find a good reason Can't find hope to believe in

Free to rights And understanding We're the first ones to jump in line Outta step for what we believe in But who's left to stop the bleeding How far Will we take this It's not hard to see through your sickness Tell me what would you say I'd say it's time

This can't last forever Time won't make things better I feel so alone Can't help ourselves And no one knows That this is worthless to me so What have we done We're in a war that can't be won This can't be real I don't know what to feel now

So am I still waiting For this world to stop hating Can't find a good reason Can't find hope to believe in So am I still waiting For this world to stop hating Can't find a good reason For this world to BELIEVE

Sunday, January 12, 2003(*)03:32 p.m.

"What Can I Do"-->The Corrs
I haven't slept at all in days It's been so long since we've talked And I have been here many times I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me What can I do to make you care What can I say to make you feel this What can I do to get you there

There's only so much I can take And I just got to let it go And who knows I might feel better, yeah If I don't try and I don't hope

No more waiting, no more, aching... No more fighting, no more, trying...

Maybe there's nothing more to say And in a funny way I'm calm Because the power is not mine I'm just going to let it fly

Wednesday, January 1, 2003(*)05:59 p.m.

"You Make Me Sick"-->Pink
You make me sick I want you and I'm hatin it Got me lit like a candlestick Get too hot when you touch the tip, I'm feelin it, I gotta getta grip And it's drivin me crazy baby don't you quit Can't get enough of it You got me goin again Baby, you got me goin again You make me sick

He was doing 8-0 on the freeway In the 6 double O, bumpin Isley He was gettin kinda close, kinda touch-ay Cuz he had a little too much Hennessey He told me that he wanna go home, with me up on the hill to my condo Told me he would keep it all on the low-low But I told him, "boo, I don't really know though" He got closer to me...it started gettin deep He had me in a zone when he started to show me things I never saw before Baby was smooth but I knew it was game Hell-of-a cool but you men are the same The way he licked his lips and touched my hips I knew that he was slick

In the 6 now, so hot Gotta pull all the windows down Eyes lead and I'm thinkin bout the sheets now Wonderin should I really take it there now He told me he would make it worth it Again, how many times have I heard this Kinda funny, but I wasn't even nervous Well his slick-ass lines were kinda workin I felt my knees get weak...his body was callin me Just couldn't take the heat Anyway it was 2 or 3, I had to get off the streets Baby was cool but I knew it was game Said, he was too schooled to be screamin my name Even though we made the best of it I still told him this...

Sunday, December 29, 2002(*)01:29 a.m.

Too Little Too Late-->Hoobastank
I've been so long in waiting Putting my life on hold for this Chance to live out my dreams You think you know what I should Do with the choices I now have Make them benefit you

What if I don't wanna hear the things you say Where were you when I was needy yesterday You want in with me, now that it's good But it's too little, too late

Time and again I've asked you Just for some light to show the way I was in total darkness You act like I owe you something But I don't owe anything to anyone but me Have you no dignity?

What if I don't wanna hear the things you say Where were you when I was needy yesterday You want in with me, now that it's good Where were you yesterday? What if I don't wanna hear the things you say Where were you when I was needy yesterday You want in with me, now that it's good

But it's too little, too late You're too late I know exactly what I'll Do with the advice that you gave Watch me throw it all away

But it's too little, too late But it's too little, too late But it's too little, too late

Friday, December 27, 2002(*)10:41 a.m.

Same Old Song-->Sev
I see you calling again, What could you possibly want? I thought that we could be friends, But now I know it was a front Yeah, I alright That just the way that I was dealt. I trying to make it up in this life But I receiving no help. No help at all And no holds barred But little did I know That I would be scarred I left all by myself For about a second or two You know, out with old You know, and in with the new

First you say whoa Then you say yeah Get your hands up Throw your hands in the air

I used to smoke it, provoke it Then I pass it down the line Doing anything and everything at anytime See I was hotter than a shot of moonshine That was my state of mind Up to the ultimate crime But?today is the day that tomorrow will never see Youlive in yesterday world You never be free I keep going, knowing, flowing for the sake to be strong As I walk down this road singing the same old song

Throw your hands in the air Well everybody worldwide, well everybody worldwide

Well I would cry tears But they stopped falling long ago Back when my visions and dreams Reportedly did not show, so I cannot be the sympathetic soul that you are searching for But best believe that when you leave You hear the slamming of the door Yeah I alright, Cuz I not perfect like you And if you had a clue You know my mental stays true So I go on back to that place where I am safe Just know Alexis Sevanna, I there for you everyday

Wednesday, December 4, 2002(*)06:31 p.m.

I Need You-->Marc Anthony
From the day that I met you girl I knew that your love would be Everything that I ever wanted in my life From the moment you spoke my name I new everything had changed Because of you I felt my life would be complete

Oh baby I need you For the rest of my life girl I need you To make everything right girl I love you And I’ll never deny that I need you

Nothing matters but you my love And only God above Could be the one to know exactly how I feel I could die in your arms right now Knowing that you somehow Would take my soul and keep it deep inside your heart

Girl your love to me feels just like magic When you smile you have total control You have power like nothing I’ve felt before I’ve let all of my feelings show Cuz I want you to know that.. I need you

Sunday, December 1, 2002(*)06:28 p.m.