Friday, June 20, 2003
06:50 p.m. || "blush" - razed in black

I think Tuesday marked the beginning of my death. Wednesday and Thursday were me wallowing in my nasty puddles of Silent Hill-ish blood and then after what happened last night with a good friend of mine making me 'FACE REALITY' (ASK THE FUCKING QUESTION) ---- I was reborn at about 3:18 am.

Today I felt totally different. A lot better then I have been feeling lately. No more exams to worry about no more stupid people at my school I need to wish death upon in the halls. I FEEL GOOD.

(Until I have to go see my dad tonight and say goodbye. He's moving to Florida. Tomorrow. To quote Maya Amano: LET'S POSITIVE THINKING! I know I'll see him again.)

The only thing bugging me is the New Jedi Order. I don't know if I'll bother reading the rest of it. It's been boring me lately. Except the Japanese cover for one of the latest books contains a gorgeous picture of Jacen and Jaina. WEEEEHOOO.

The new Razed in Black album comes out in July; just enough time to dance to it all before Dragon*con; when Sarah and I are going to hit the floor and act like dumbasses. XD Speaking of cons...

WEDGIE ANTILLES! We need to talk about Otakon. We have to get tickets and crap soon, yo! You need to help me beat off the scary flying goats in the car on the way to Baltimore!!! O_o!!!

Jeremy and I have revived this out of total and complete boredom. Habbo Hotel was being a pain in the ass so we needed another program to harass people on. We got Unichat. And if you hit Ctrl+6 while you're standing there as your little ghetto man, you do the 'PICKUP' command --- which looks REALLY DIRTY. So we chased people around the program and tried to PICKUP!!!111111 XDDDDDD

Okay, time to go play the Silent Hill 3 demo again. Ed and Jeremy both love it. I love it. That means you will love it too. GO FORTH NOW YOUNG FIENDS; AND BUY TEH DEMO!!!!!1111

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Wednesday, June 18, 2003
03:37 p.m. || "climbing up the walls" (radiohead cover) - diva destruction

I GRADUATED YESTERDAY! HAHAHAH~

Yeah, Anyways. I just woke up because I got home from the All-Night Grad Party at about 5:40 AM. I took some good pictures. Especially of everyone on the ice skating rink and I got a good .mpg of Eric and Frank singing 'can you feel the love tonight' --- Erin and I played mad amounts of DDR and we tried to win at Bingo but it didn't happen. XD

I'll have pictures from that and graduation up soon.

AND RADIOHEAD ANNOUNCED NEW DATES. THEY'RE PLAYING AT THE MERRIWEATHER POST PAVILION. XDDDDDDDD I can't believe it. I'm so excited! August 20th. Hahaha~ That means my August will be full. Otakon, Radiohead, then Dragon*Con.

I'm gonna go sleep again now. O_o

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Monday, June 16, 2003
03:15 p.m. || "myxomatosis" - radiohead

This song rocks. <3

I'm happy right now. XD My Heather site got some recognition from PLAY2 and that makes me happy.

I just got back from our 2 hour long graduation rehersal. BLEGH. It was fun knowing who I was going to be around for 89374189734981723 minutes tomorrow. Steven, Jamie and Barbara. XD Speaking of school related stuff...

SCHOOL & PROM PICTURES~~~~

And a new layout at ninja rap. XDDDDDD

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Friday, June 13, 2003
01:12 p.m. || "there there" - radiohead

the cast for BRII is so hot. Especially 'Haruya Sakurai (BOY #5)' & 'Masami Shibaki (BOY #6)' ---- teeehehehe!!!

I'm going to get my 'nails done and mah hair did' soon. So this entry can't be too long. But I'll supply this journal with lots of pictures of prom and school and friends sometime this weekend.

Runaways #3 comes out on the 25th. You know I can't wait that long, dammit! XD I still need to go get the second issue of the BR manga too. That thing is incredibly gory. But strangely addictive. O_o

Alright, time to go. XD

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Thursday, June 12, 2003
06:17 p.m. || "where i end and you begin" - radiohead (YES AGAIN)

Every time I look at this layout, I like it more and more. Even though it is depressing. O_o

Everyone should go watch the the Battle Royale II trailer. (Click on the thing above the 'flash player' line.) It looks very interesting. I heard that the people sent to look for Shuya and Noriko have to be in pairs and if their buddy fucks up and dies, they die too. I don't know when we'll get to see it, but hell, it'll probably be worth the wait. XD

I finished the book yesterday. The movie rocks, but the book is much better. Yukie Utsumi is one of the only two deaths Shuya cries over. KEKEKEKEKE. I find that odd, yet I can see why he would do it. Utsumi is the female class representative --- which can easily symbolize her representation of the female population of the class. And if she's dead, the rest of them might as well be dead too. Shuya cries cause he's knows his class is fucked.

Okay; enough English class for today. Today was my last day of school. Well... we have to go back tomorrow and Monday for Graduation crap. But... today was my last "learning type final crap" day. Hehe. HUZZAH.

And prom is tomorrow. Yippee?

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Wednesday, June 11, 2003
07:46 p.m. || "where i end and you begin" - radiohead

w3rd. I said it would be a Battle Royale layout and it is. XDDD

Anyways; haha, Valerie, Mom and I took that IQ test that was on TV the other night. According to that my IQ is 124. Hmmm... Valerie and I were debating on whether or not it was accurate. O_o

The new Radiohead album is AWESOME. I got it the night it came out. Then we all went to go see Finding Nemo, which was one of the coolest movies ever. Gill was slick, as was Peach, Bruce... hell, all of them were slick. Well, back to my point (HEHE) - the new RH album is great. Especially the song I'm listening to now. I will never get sick of this song. >D

Prom is Friday and Graduation is on Tuesday. I can't believe it. O_o

And make sure you check out the snapshots on the side now. HEHE, Kyle doing "PUT CHO HANDS IN MAH FRO" is awesome. XDDDDD

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I'm hanging in the white like J.Heather is a bum living on the east coast. She's obsessed with Jacen Solo, club sammiches and Silent Hill. You can often find her hanging out at the DARKSIDE. Come visit torment us JEEDAI so we can embrace the pain.

aliases: Tenel Ka, Thorn, Eriko, Nitro, Nico
DOB: 12/29/84
websites: WTF?! & ECHU!
aim: delusionoverdose
Characters:
Fem // Eriko, Heather, Nitro, TK, Mercedes, Yukie Utsumi, Nico Minoru
Men // Jacen, Mr. V, B-man, Achenar & Sirrus, the Twins, Shinji Mimura, Raithe, Guybrush, Vash, Alex Wilder
bands: Orgy, Radiohead, Linkin Park, Zeromancer, Adema, Sneaker Pimps, New Order
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layout: Students from Battle Royale~! Shuya, Nobu, etc. XD Brushes from here! These pictures depress me because they all look so morose. ;-; I love these pictures for some reason. And it doesn't hurt that Shinji and Hiroki look incredibly hot. XD And Kiriyama sitting in the back = bwahahahha! The lyrics around the layout are from Radiohead's gorgeous "Where I End And You Begin" ---

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reading: Battle Royale by Koushun Takami
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wanting: Runaways #3! Battle Royale 2. *drool*
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Me holding Robbie's sexcellent BR-ness. The back of it. So much hot. O_o
My damn messy bedroom. XD MACE ON THE FAGGIO!!!!!!!
Me and Erin - I was two seconds away from flipping the bird. XD Erin was impersonating those dumb hoes who always pose like Charlie's Angels in their pictures - So I helped.
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