"Twenty
years from now you will be more disappointed by the things
you didn't do than by the ones you did do ... Explore. Dream.
Discover."
- Mark Twain -
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// april 10
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// emseed[dot]com
// archivbu
+ wanted listO +
// portable media player
// kino no tabi artbook
// zgmf-x2000 gOuf ignited 1:100
// katana
// super dollfie sd/sd13
// jOe hisaishi symphOnic best selectiOn album
+ fReak nOw +
ANIME + bleach, naruto, one
piece, eyeshield 21, initial d: 4th stage,
kyou kara maou!, ms turn a gundam, monster, harukanaru toki
no naka de ~hachiyoushou~, kaikan phrase, meine liebe, gakuen
alice, black jack, gilgamesh, omyou taisenki, mar, basilisk
~kouga ninpou chou~, eureka 7, hachimitsu to clover, trinity
blood, suzuka, kamichu!, tide-line blue, gun x sword, yawara,
petopeto-san, rose of versailles, cluster edge, capeta,
akagi, wings of rean, binchou-tan, meine liebe wieder, fighting beauty wulong,
kiba, zegapain, utawarerumono, nana, air gear,
aria the natural, tsubasa chronicle, school rumble s2, saiunkoku
monogatari, the third ~aoi hitomi no shoujo~, coyote ragtime
show, innocent venus, bokura ga ita, night head genesis,
flag, hanoka, tonagura!, inukami!, tsuyokiss
- coolxsweet, black blood brothers, chevalier, d.gray-man, pumpkin scissors, yoshinaga-san'chi no gargoyle, yoake mae yori ruri iro na ~crescent love~, death note
MANGA + densha OtOkO, death
nOte, d.gray-man, saiyuki, fruits basket, magister negi
magi, tsubasa reservOir chrOnicle, there beyOnd the beyOnd,
fullmetal alchemist, Ouran high hOst club, my fair lady,
vampire knight, mar, zig zag, midOri days, doraemon
MAG + shoXX, newtype, first,
animage, hoBBy
GENRE + indies, gothic, junkie,
punk, college, jrock, alternative, grunge, anime op/ed
Thursday, November 30, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 05:49 p.m.
deflina ma'riage: children ~ i kept thinking today is friday... -_-||| i even screw-up some schedules with the contractors. duh?! and i pay for something i don't need!! ::pengz::
wtf!! you call yourself an accountant!? don't make me laugh my shit out!! and so, you did it again. you better go fuck some spiders and never come back again bitch!!! -_-*
lifted from d4. ~waaah! i don't know wth is it but why pink?!
Wednesday, November 29, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:43 p.m.
aliene ma'riage: suicide ~ ooooh... i'm so greedy. was helping my sis to buy ramli burger; couldn't hold back i got myself one, more cheesy dogs and three peanut pancakes?! o.O ~i'm all stuffed i couldn't drink milk. -_-|||
meet vl for a bit before he rushed off to help his colleagues on a road show. he asked me about work and usually my answer would be 'like tat lor...' but i seems to blurt out more. ;p maybe i work alone and no one actually understand what i'm doing. i'm so on my own that i've no room for anyone...
david caruso (born january 7, 1956), best known at present for his role as horatio caine on the tv series csi: miami. i hate that guy with his signature slanting head poise?! and yet, i started to like him even more!? bleh! ^.^
Tuesday, November 28, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 05:46 p.m.
sophia: stain ~ auu! you got me there... -_-
... i was forgotten. -_- ~what was the outcast song again?!
Monday, November 27, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:37 p.m.
sophia: go ahead and try ~ inova always come running because he's the last to reach. i'm running too but to get tickets!? -_-|||
tenacious d: the pick of destiny ~jack black (jb) and kyle gass (kg) have formed a band the likes of which has never been seen, and they called themselves tenacious d. this film is not just a list of things that jables and rage kage have done in the past, but it's also a chronicling of their rise to power.
to truly enjoy the movie, you'd have to pay close attention to the lyrics and the dialogues between the characters, though some might add that it's a bit of an overkill having almost every line punctuated with Fs or Cs. my favourite piece goes to classico!! laughs are also milked from physical action, with inane bits like the Power Hugs and the Power Slide, which is touted as THE arsenal in any bona fide rock star. the cameo appearances by many were pleasing. i think ben stiller look wolverine?! lol. oh, watch out for some of the custom guitars and possibly the best use of a cock in a movie!? :p
auu! my hand swell!? i'm sure it'll gonna turn blue black tomorrow. :( ~the result of fists fight...
Sunday, November 26, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:09 p.m.
lulu: deep blue ~ ok. i'm all charged up with nice hot shower and a nice complete meal with fruits for supper. ^.^ i can't be happier. lol.
i'm beat!? woke up as early as 730am ~as if i'm going to work. lol. i drag tanaka_yuki along to get discount for the tickets using his card. and tsukikage for breakfast?! it's not partially true. ahahaha! to burn time is not easy... i clinched to dino[flinstone] for a while, i think i got backache?! -_-||| that's when charsaur reached that i told him we're at xbox instead of x-zone. ::pengz::
happy belated birthday, yukino and charsaur. it's embarrassing to have it done over at food court. ^.^ i'm glad there's no screw ups including the movie ~although i lead them to the wrong screen?! i sibei sotong especially when last minute plus high tension. ... and that results me hitting a cab. both my knee cap went numb for a while. still a little sore thou. -_- yeah, i'm always clumsy, not looking what's in front of me. i hope i didn't make a dent on that vehicle!?
happy feet ~set deep in antarctica, into the land of emperor penguins, where each needs a heart song to attract a soul mate, a penguin who cannot sing is born. our hero mumble, son of memphis and norma jean, is the worst singer in the world, however, it so happens, he is a brilliant tap dancer!
i can't sing, i couldn't compare myself with mumble even!? lol. it's happy feet and it should be a happy theme but then no one thought they would accomplish such as religious fanaticism and human's destruction of the environment -too much "al gore" at the end?! lol. well, they missed the children's demographic and unclear speeches. but still, it's truly tuxedo crowd ~shaken and stirred; i'm considering the dvd. ^.^
... i think i talk too much, i'm sorry.
Saturday, November 25, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 10:33 p.m.
hideki: oh happy day ~ saturday morning usually made up for errands... think i hangout too much with aunties i forgot time. lol. yeah, i'm suppose to bring lw to the saloon but i made her wait a bit while rushing back. i sweat like shit!? duh!?
i'm glad lw is all smiles, having fixed the bad rebonding and getting the hair colored nicely with discounts too. lol. a coffee treat with tiramisu for sitting thru three hours long -why am i so nice?! and before i start diggin', lw pour all out things she bottled?! o.O||| that's another three hours before the bf pick her up... ::geez!::
have i been watching a lot of characters named sara lately?! o.O
Friday, November 24, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:20 p.m.
hideki: 3414 double 67 ~ enough of sleepy jay songs... now spinning the eleven fire crackers album ~wheee! love psychedelico is good, ellegarden rocks!!! you won't hear japlish like you get in beck. ^.^
had a chat with aunt suzy... she still felt the guilt over an advice i took from her. so, stop apologizing already!! lol. what done is done, i couldn't unwind the past. i can only follow the results of the flow... ~nothing more but moving ahead. ^.^ yeah, i'll pay you a visit sometimes before you fly. lol.
geez, i bought bueno again, dove and some more choco!? ;p
Thursday, November 23, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:54 p.m.
12012: [6]party ~ wtf!? i'll start to tear when the clock strike 12. not that i'm really busy at work nor did i do anything after dinner... ~just tv and anime... geez, how to clear backlog like that?! -_-
... come night is freezing cold. then sun rise ~i need iced water!!
Wednesday, November 22, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 04:51 p.m.
d: phantom pain ~ i forgot to get my manga yesterday; all i had in mind was to get my sis shirts change for another size... -to think her bf couldn't button the lower half?! -_-|||
was reading up some blogs, and oh! so this is how a 'nekkid' superdollfie look like?!
Tuesday, November 21, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:19 p.m.
d: fanfare ~ my superior afraid of 'xiaoqiang'?! -_-||| it's nothing new thou; i'd few guy friends who were afraid of flying cockroaches!! his reaction? ~he was about to jump up onto the table!? ::bwahahaha!!:: geez, i feel like getting him live ones this christmas?? lol.
met vega for dinner, think we ordered too much... the next table were surprise ~looking at our size?! still, the bbq platter is beyond our imagination!!
but before that, tk called if i want to eat dinner. too late bro, i'd a date liao!? lol. who?! who?! who?! ~my gf lahz. geez, next time bah.
Monday, November 20, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 05:58 p.m.
d: leukocyte ~ i just renew my domain for another five years, taking advantage of the us exchange rate at 1.56. the hosting will remain on a yearly basis renewal since they didn't offer any special discount. not long ago, i'd took up another premium and chose a yearly payment ~it burnt deep to my pocket!! my skin charred!? and for the next month or so, i've decided not to fly anywhere but spend my remaining six days at home?! o.O||| ~best if can organize weekdays outing since it's school holiday. ^.^
it was odd enough for a person to actually ask you, 'have you read my blog?' i didn't actually pay attention to the date since the never changing post is always there. yeah, it was set four years ahead!! ::pengz:: and there were actually entries before it. -_-||| strange but not bizarre... lol. cd going rom!? ~wheee! ~yeah!! *throw confetties* -ok lor... ahahaha!
we used to curse and swear for not having enough space on those free email accounts. that was much later, gmail announced it's 1gb space, follow by yahoo and now hotmail?! lol. i just thought, what am i going to do with such space?! o.O my usage not even exceed 3% of the mailbox size... to think i've seven email accounts?! -_-|||
Sunday, November 19, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 08:46 p.m.
d: calling me ~ ouch! the sun bites!! was wearing black t and so is tsukikage. i offered to take out my umbrella but tsukikage thinks it's awkward. lol.
taken from tsukikage megami mag; nice loli dresses ~kawaii ne?! ^.^
Saturday, November 18, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 12:29 p.m.
d: card ~ we ate at this griller... i ordered a tomato based pasta, it was really sour ~i tear in my nose!? lol. the sauce is way too diluted... -_- the atmosphere is like when you're eating 'dimsum' in some restaurant.
casino royale ~james bond's first 007 mission takes him to madagascar, where he is to spy on a terrorist mollaka. not everything goes as planned and bond decides to investigate, independently of the m16 agency, in order to track down the rest of the terrorist cell. following a lead to the bahamas, he encounters dimitrios and his girlfriend, solange. he learns that dimitrios is involved with le chiffre, banker to the world's terrorist organizations.
the free-running, i thought i'm watching yamakasi once more. lol. daniel craig doesn't look bond?! -that was my first impression; but hey! he's the real bond we're talking about. he lends a harsh wit and a thuggish charm to the character and by the end he's no longer the new guy, he is bond, james bond. ^.^ whilst the film has enough of it's fair share of action, the emphasis is equally on character and storyline; and less on gadgets and sheer implausibility.
Friday, November 17, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 05:26 p.m.
d: humanoid ~ i knew i'm low in cash after paying ten for the haircut... and i thought i'll just settle breakfast with crackers ~but thanks hazlinda for giving me some 'kuih'. ^.^ lunch... that's when i pay 2.50 for my chicken rice, i left with 80 cents!? short of 20 cents, how to buy a can drink?? -_- so i asked the aunty for a 80 cents drink but instead, she gave me the usual green tea?! ::thankies!::
it would be better with sakura in ccs rather than syaoran; still ~kawaii ne! ^.^
Thursday, November 16, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:59 p.m.
d: glow in the sun ~ i found that, i'm pretty good at diggin' people's blog!? all i need is a clue and no less from google's help. i'm sure everyone has at least two blogs ~one common and another 'himitsu'!! lol. only bohliao people like me will do this kind of thing... hahaha!
gotten a haircut ~i would've done it weeks ago. lol. it's getting shorter each time... whatever. -_-
Wednesday, November 15, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:23 p.m.
dali: placebo ~ saw irene today... the same as she is; she got yaya face but still a nice person. lol. she's now working with a head-hunting co. she even offered to look out for me -to leave my current pathetic work place. nah, thanks anyway. what the market wants now is not me but people from outsourcing co. ::sigh::
wonder when i become so patient waiting people for hours... -_-
Tuesday, November 14, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:09 p.m.
dali: cynical showcase ~ i'm not a fan of jay chou but i've been looping the song faraway from his latest album still fantasy?! lol. i was amuse by his duet with a famous taiwanese ballad singer, fei yu qing, the tenor with a golden voice. i thought jay tried to hard to become a-do?! still, with the modern-mixed kinda ballad music really suits fei yu qing in any way. ^.^
just finished a new layout -purplish!! lol. i was suppose to change the layout this month but didn't make it... lack of ideas bahz... for now, i'm counting the days to put it up. lol.
Monday, November 13, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:14 p.m.
dali: breathe ~ time is a little slow, work and slack... when i'm at my desk, people think i'm bloody free. if i'm not, the whole world is making a big hoo-haa out of it because they can't find me?! o.O it's nothing unusual for my case but if someone like hr that give out my personal hp -ish something i wouldn't forgive!! -_-* and the person who ask for it better get ready some ear plugs else you're as good as dead!
Sunday, November 12, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:24 p.m.
nightmare: the world ~ wow! quite a number of shopping centers did some up-lifting... since i was at je, so i pop-by imm to check out the new two storey annexes. my sis think i was mad to go there; the place was a little out of the way. walking distance of 10-15 mins from the mrt; of course, there's free shuttle bus but i chose to stroll instead. ^.^
crocs fault?! escalator fault?! i say, it's the parents' fault for not looking over their children while taking the escalator. geez, even i help my grandma on the escalator!! -_-
Saturday, November 11, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:20 p.m.
moi dix mois: lamentful miss ~ i didn't do my homework... not then i realized i was darn late?! that's unusual for me?! or rather unlikely?! tsukikage is early. he read the message right but still not the right timing. i got confuse by 2.25 and 2.55. -_-|||
flushed away ~beneath the streets of london, roddy st. james is a pampered pet mouse who thinks he's got it made. but when a sewer rat named sid--the definition of "low life"--comes spewing out of the sink and decides it's his turn to enjoy the lap of luxury, roddy schemes to rid himself of the pest by luring him into the loo for a dip in the "whirlpool." roddy's plan backfires when he inadvertently winds up being the one flushed away into the bustling world down below.
good god they loved to hit these poor mice in the crotch a lot! but the cream of the crop are the singing slugs ~they almost stole the show!! ^.^
d4 forgot to bring lighter! ~wheee! only smokers do. lol. as if i'm really going to melt by burning?! ;p it was still raining ; i just don't like to get sick ~it's too troublesome... and the only one with umbrella. it can't fit three heads but still i felt bad for tsukikage getting wet-look for his hair?! lol.
it was my idea going funan, dropping by ua -it was like two years ago i last visited the old place. and i was remembered by the name of 'sandy'! gosh!? -_-||| i only have a few nicks but sometimes got confused which name i use to intro?! lol. still, i never like using my given name... -people got hard time pronouncing it!!
Friday, November 10, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:09 p.m.
moi dix mois: perish ~ i kept forgetting to pay my overdue bills... i hope they don't send me the reminders!? -_-||| ...and more bills. ::geez::
shimotsuma monogatari ~momoko is an ordinary girl, living an ordinary life. ordinary, that is, if you define ordinary as wearing elaborate lolita dresses from the rococo period in 18th century france. a complete fish out of water in her rural and sleepy japanese town, where everyone buys their clothes (and everything else) at the same store 'jusco' and no one understands her, momoko's life is one of sugared sweets and frilly treats. desperate to make some money to pay for her expensive indulgence, momoko tries selling bootleg ver*ace and uni*ersal studios clothes left over from her dad's yakuza (gangster) days. however, when punk girl and self-styled 'yanki' ichiko comes calling, her days as 'ordinary' are most certainly numbered... road movie, buddy comedy, deeply insightful and surprisingly touching, the surreal world only further highlights the all too real friendship that brings these two unlikely girls together. ...and one male character in particular with more than a foot long greaser haircut!
and someone try to play matchmaker for me?! oh please!? would you guys cut it out!! damned!!
Thursday, November 9, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:12 p.m.
moi dix mois: forbidden ~ the day begin with typhoon!!
i couldn't control my tone, i almost lost my temper, i'm trying my best to hold back from banging the table!?! it was damned hard!!! *pulls hair* i would've start screaming in the server room; you just can't beat the sound of machines!? lol.
my colleague is nice enough to drop me off at city hall. that's when i rang iv for dinner since i didn't had proper lunch and with just a hot dog bun later is not enough. somehow, i'm a bit off and i keep pulling my hair!? but still, i had a nice fulfilling meal! ^.^ thanks iv although waited for you about an hour... lol.
Wednesday, November 8, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:52 p.m.
kurt: butterfly effect ~ *munching my last donut* ...do not insult my eyebrows, they're perfect! i luv em'!
i'd gone out for a twelve hour shift?! lol. took a day leave, there're just things can't be done over weekends. was chatting away with vl for a bit and i had two green teas!? think i talk too much ler... ::heez!::
wah! the aunty try to test my skill as waiter or what?! that bowl of porridge is going to spill but the starchiness hold it back a little. haiz, forgot to take picture. -_-|||
Tuesday, November 7, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:26 p.m.
la'cryma christi: shuttle ~ i see that i've better conversations than before... if people bother to know. it's not always crappy but i get to discuss, share work, past experience and all sorts of things. i may not connect well or have the same views for some but glad it's a little effort which i don't think i ever did in the past.
was it my wardrobe? yup! yup! i need new clothing!! basically casual wear bahz. but i never like shopping, worst if i couldn't get anything yet walk until my feet breaks?! duh?! -_- can someone help me??
arh, the ramen soup a bit diluted today... and the beef a little chewy. if only i can whack two servings, i would want to eat the slice fish noodle as well. ^.^||| my sis was furious that i forgot to eat the apple bun this morning. ;p still, nice!! and follow by a donut but i'm itching for chips!? lol.
Monday, November 6, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:21 p.m.
la'cryma christi: breaking ~ and so i've talk about the skirt thingy, suppose there's something else. hmmmnz... yup! too much stocking for the day, i guess. lol. i'll try to recall, definitely not in this entry. -_-
i end up in shang office. hanging out with a bunch of smoking drivers ~i'm gonna get lung cancer for that. it's already hazy and am not surprise to hear lingo and friend spend three days smoking a ten pack cigarettes. my grandma even worst! she's on dunhill some more. lol.
i had grilled dory fish this time, glad my nose not itching like it did while having chicken cutlet. was it the oil again, i wonder. it's not as juicy compare to the one i had in taka -ten dollar difference. lol. but it's still as good for a meal with a cup-a coffee, i'm all filled. ^.^
going kino with just five minutes before closing? lol. all d4 can do is grab, pay and go. ahahaha! there's this subaru challenge in taka?! another concept by d4 where you gotta fly to japan and stay in juon's house. would you do it to win a subaru or was it three subarus?? i guess it's easy where you only need to sleep thru the night?! lol.
Sunday, November 5, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 10:31 p.m.
la'cryma christi: heartbreaker ~ is everyone having some death wishes or what?! one came from xtine, she said to me 'promise me that you'll help me?!' ::?!?:: huh?? o.O of course i couldn't simply promise without knowing what is it all about. 'let's go to your sis room, grab a skirt and put it on?!' ~my wish to see you in skirt for once!! ::jawsdrop::
there are tons other who wanted to see me in skirt/dress/makeup... ::sweatsdrop:: and i'd been hearing people wanting to buy me skirt but to date, i didn't see any. lol. yeah! 'nato' only. still, wth people wanted to see me in skirt so much?! bleh, i'll be so gay?! ahahaha! ooops! i shouldn't laugh so hard, what if...
think tanaka_yuki is really obsessed with death note; anything that he talk about non other than death note itself ~from hp themes, wallpaper, merchandise to the anime... even while he was waiting for bus, he gave me a call and start talking about death note!? ::pengz:: i thought i've such similar scenes but i can't remember... the odd part is, don't know why he kept asking me to be nine years younger?! ::ponders:: and the answer was like ~so i can have fun?! huh?? i don't get it at all?! o.O|||
Saturday, November 4, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:54 p.m.
la'cryma christi: long distance ~ i was late for work... lol. was trying to shift some data out of another comp. till 3am?! ::geez:: was trying to get the cds cut on time. pretty busy at work, that is. -_-
was invited to my colleague's hari raya open house. looking at the email, most of the people were from first floor, and thinking i was the only one from sixth floor. thought of skipping but she kinda ask me again over lunch yesterday. guess, i couldn't refuse and go.
modern malay stay high up ~14th floor!! o.O somehow it's all cover up, not so scary. ::heeee:: the food was nice and spicy!! ~two rounds for me... that was later, when my two other colleagues arrived. we made a move before other people start coming in. ^.^ ct took cab while me and ak take bus. since i still got time, accompany ak for a while in jp -shopping with 'lao ah ma'?! lol. funny part she wanted to buy me ice cream?! o.O|||
that was later, met up with tanaka_yuki and seiya at vivocity. ::ohmigod!:: you only see swamps of people, no less. not all shop is open. the only best place to hangout would be the amphitheater, of course minus the haze -kinda stuffy too.
Friday, November 3, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:52 p.m.
la'cryma Christi: standing on the edge ~ i'm bloody sotong today, i didn't function as i should -slow and packed. lol. i missing all the first liner... ::???:: lc told me he's not lunching earlier yet i still call him to ask whether he want to lunch?! i catch nuts on what they wrote in emails -end up calling them to explain, not once; and even repeat myself after them?? ::pengz:: i'm suppose to repair the application yet i just stare at the comp. -that it'll install itself?! o.O i really gone bonkers!! -_-|||
k, saw this poll 'favourite action babes: girls who kick butt!' and the list:~
*Carrie-Anne Moss [The Matrix] -cool cg moves.
*Uma Thurman [Kill Bill] -ang moh and katana.
*Michelle Yeoh [Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon] -she kick more ass in older movies...
*Demi Moore [Charlie's Angels] -too young to remember? lol.
*Milla Jovovich [Resident Evil] -she got the license to kill in circle
*Jessica Alba [Fantastic Four] -she's hot!! not this movie but in dark angel. ~wheee!
*Halle Berry [X-men] -did she kick even?! i see weather...
*Angelina Jolie [Tomb Raider] -tough one.
where's Charlize Theron [Ćon Flux], Kate Beckinsale [Underworld] or the all time favourite Sigourney Weaver [Alien]?! and not to forget Sarah Michelle Gellar [Buffy the Vampire Slayer], Lucy Lawless [Xena: Warrior Princess]!! lol.
Thursday, November 2, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:27 p.m.
la'cryma christi: soulful day ~ i don't feel good these few days, not sick but restless... -_-
dead or alive ~based on the popular video-game, "doa" is about an annual martial arts tournament on an island where the top fighters are gathered for a series of duels to select the winner for the US$10 million prize. among the contenders are an asian princess, a female wrestler, a couple of thieves and the daughter of the tournament's creator.
borrowing stylistic and casting ideas from charlie's angels and kill bill, doa is essentially mortal kombat and streetfighter combined. drawing parallels to enter the dragon too, there is nothing original or inventive. the film is pure brain-off entertainment. the fight scenes are very well thought out and rehearsed. this alone makes the film fun to watch.
Wednesday, November 1, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:50 p.m.
la'cryma Christi: sweet lil' devil ~ my album of the month ~my chemical romance!! ^.^ while fashioning a flamboyant vaudeville concept album based on death may smack of pretension, the black parade may have set a new benchmark in artful noise. passionate yet bizarre, the locals range from garbled roars to choral chants but no doubt have matured. ...come on feel the noise!!
~Famous Last Words
Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your...
And I know
There's nothing I could say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...
So many
Bright lights to cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home
Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I'm out here
On the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home
These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say
I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
(How can I see, I see you lying) 'Cause I see you lying next to me
(How can I see, I see you lying) With words I thought I'd never speak
(How can I see, I see you lying) Awake and unafraid
(How can I see, I see you lying) Asleep or dead
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home
(Asleep)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home
(Asleep)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home
Tuesday, October 31, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:51 p.m.
la'cryma christi: back against the wall ~ damned! i just had a bad day... no point talking about it as i don't want to be reminded how people thinks of my position. duh?! ::tough luck::
thought i need refreshment, gone to bb ~grab a few manga and had bento set for dinner. was sitting at a table of six before a guy asking for a seat. i couldn't hear him at first, was blasting my music while eating. lol. he was almost in shouting mode then only i take notice. ^.^
sure is a filling meal -i'm at my limit; it was my pants. lol. i'm skinny, i don't have a ready compartment for food but rather it expand unless i wear rubber head pants where i can feed in more. still, it's good to have a stopper else too full i couldn't move an inch. ahahaha!
Monday, October 30, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:10 p.m.
la'cryma christi: million miles away ~ didn't know i'm still good at 'smoking' people?! lol. i never like lt... she's loud motor mouth!? her notebook dead but i'm not celebrating. duh?! she brought her own so that i can transfer her working files. wow! i thought i would never have the chance to see, and now i did!!
and my set of story, ahem! because of the copyright issues, you're not allow to connect to the domain, working applications and printing. you'll only have internet to check your mail. she ok-ed me without questions!? lol. ~it can be done, really. ;p
Sunday, October 29, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:18 p.m.
la'cryma christi: day by day ~ bahasa rojak? i couldn't help it but laugh my head off, after reading the recent articles... i'm no different from what they described since i speak with mix english and mandarin; sometimes mixture of hokkien and malay?! o.O||| getting fined?! ~i rather not speak a word... *zipped*
nightmare is on the rise and now they get another piece from deathnote craze fangals?! even their pv is all over the place. geez... the overnight popularity. -_-||| anyway, kiyoharu is doing the op/ed for yamato nadesico shichihenge. ^.^ the op way is so him but the ed a bit draggy. ~'darkness is my sanctuary, how can i live with bright creatures?' *nosebleeds* lol.
ok, at least the rain helps. i had cooling night to sleep with. ^.^
Saturday, October 28, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:51 p.m.
la'cryma christi: fly to the moon ~ went all the way to bedok just for a bowl of laksa?! ::faints?!:: lc thinks so too when he gave me a call ~on my way to orchard. lol. 'you siao arh?' yeah, indeed crazy!!
msn problemo?! how many times i have to say? i'm not bill gates, i don't work for microsoft; don't you get it?!
men buying female lingerie awkward? i am too, embarrassing whenever i'm at the that section. even just standing somewhere near already draws few pairs of eyes -i felt hard stares?!
think my head a bit heavy; caught in the rain... ~got umbrella also never use. ;p
Friday, October 27, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:25 p.m.
babysitter: trace ~ what frightful sight?! o.O this pic taken from the seventh floor; a level down is my office backdoor. and getting someone to open that damned door left me trembling, heart beat damned fast while holding tight to the handle with sweaty palms. duh!? that's the shortest route going over to the warehouse... ::sheesh!::
Thursday, October 26, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:42 p.m.
babysitter: instant ~ what a breezing cold night. i would've had cold milk after shower but i settle for hot brovil instead. ^.^ ...munching off the tv over food channel is just plain ridiculous!?
sinking of japan ~based on a blockbuster 1973 novel by sakyo komatsu, it follows the horrible events that occur when it is revealed that the island nation of Japan is sinking into the ocean. earthquakes, tidal waves and volcanic eruptions roil the country, leaving millions dead and stranded. japan's only hope lies with one plan and one man.
'yuki!!' hai!? lol. the special effects are gorgeous to look at. from satellite styled outer space pictures, to the vivid recreation of every conceivable natural disaster that can strike the land of the rising sun. but things happen just like that on screen; it's akin to godzilla knocking over buildings, and it's as if there are no humans or loss of lives through that single act. and trying to weave a romance into the movie, it stood out like a sore thumb. -_-
'how to pull out posters from the mag?' -beats me!! -_-|||
Wednesday, October 25, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 10:48 p.m.
phantasmagoria: glitter ~ is rabu-rabu really that complicated?! *pulls hair* i'm trying hard to understand the relationships in bokura ga ita. thought i drop it earlier, some part is such a drag but still, there's some interesting value in the story thou. heee! that applies to nana too... it's a mess!? and i in mess too?! -_-|||
even if it's over-publicized but there're people who know nuts about it -what's all the hype about? i really have no idea?? just follow your friends ~they got hit by tsunami... -_- yeah, i blabber about deathnote and they have second part-er.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 09:30 p.m.
176biz: -aqua- ~ jil, meeting you once a yellow moon really forcing me to speak damned bloody fast without full-stop. not only our meet-up time is short, and the stories accumulate from don't know when is crucial?!
i have to speak like some machine guns spraying bullets without break. wow! other than telling you what's around me, i hardly got chance to ask you, how have you been and such... i was exhausted not because of the overhead bridge but to talk like how many words per minute is damned challenging!? -_-|||
walao eh?! we were just talking about her yesterday, 'holla, felise on ch u, keep fit king program?!' -just like you said... i don't know why but it doesn't sound co-incidence to me.
like my mum ask 'any news from s?', not sure lei, maybe she's into something. the very next day, i get her letter! and another occasion, mum ask 'why the who and who haven't call you?', and again the next day, that person gave me a call.
Monday, October 23, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 05:25 p.m.
176biz: re mind ~ do you dress up for yourself or ... . looking good?! i'd seen people with much discomfort on what they're wearing. did i forgot the zip? did something pop-out?! and all the worries. -_- how's those not so bizarre, but yet a big hoo-haa?? oh! my bra slip, ~nipple exposed!! make-up smudge!? there's something on my teeth. before you realized it, your hand is all over your body. ::ahahaha!::
do i bother about my appearance? maybe i dress up only when there's a purpose. this year alone, there's no occasions or what-so-ever except my cuz wedding; i skipped. lol. well, i prefer comfort over style, but why not dress for stylish comfort... ~never come across my mind thou. lol. i'm too plain to upz my image. what's more, somehow, i'm afraid to try the wrong thing at the wrong place. -_-
Sunday, October 22, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:29 p.m.
kaya: masquerade ~ what can i comment on xtine's hair, she did rebonding... and it really traces out her round face!? yeah, maybe you look like some serious cover girl, and something suit your age?! lol. i can't be honest -i've to hold my tongue although she pressed me hard to say at least something. -_-|||
i'm not born beautiful people but accepted what i am. and the matter of fact, not everyone can take critism in reality. ~truth is cruel; truth hurts...
sunday is... i woke up seeing stars. lol. and naps in between ~pretty long too. i lost some of the stories in csi... now i'm all awake to burn my nights but when morning comes, i'll be dead meat. i hope the office will at least be quieter.
Saturday, October 21, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 05:00 p.m.
kaya: psycho butterfly ~ was watching one of the tv series of saiyuki[journey to the west] –jap version, starred by smap ~shingo katori as son goku and train man ~atsushi ito as cho hakkai. it was damned hilarious. i wonder why they air it at 1:30am?!
xtine sms, i didn't reply... zzZZz. then she called, 'why didn't you reply my msg?!' it's already 10, am all awake but just lazing around. lol. my reply, 'oh, i slept like in the wee hours catching some drama series...'. 'ooops! sorry, sorry. i thought you always wake up damned early.' i did but not today. ahahaha!
she's going to get her hair done for a gruesome four hours... @o@||| i'll be meeting her only later, of course. who's going to sit thru that crazy hours; that's worth at least eight eps of anime?! lol.
Friday, October 20, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:34 p.m.
girugamesh: 13 ~ late lunch... just had a bun, banana and mango juice. -_- then xtine called, telling me that her co. organizing a trip to hainan in december; see if i can tag along. nah, not likely cause my mum check-up schedule is not out. secondly, i'm not really keen going to china. i only had japan on my next destination. lol.
i actually sub a cc for my sis and arrived; so excited she exclaim, 'i gonna fucking practice my signature!!' wow! that was loud!? lol. yeah, just don't make me pay interest can liaoz.
tanaka_yuki asked if i want to meet up; sure, since i got nothing much... lol. the meet up place was like vivo city to city hall. then he was too hungry that he dinner first, fine with me. and he told me there's no one at home that he was bored; and ok, we walk walk around. then he kept checking the time that prompt me to ask if he needs to go?! o.O yeah, that was way later; his brother was about to reach home, and he needs to make a move... geez, :: ... ::
that sends me wondering for food. it's already pass my dinner time but still need to fill up something before the worst nightmare... lol. end up at orchard emerald ~never known the name till now?! -_-||| was the kimchi sucks or because i don't have much appetite?! anyway, d4 sick of the food there, and so that friday must go mos. lol.
Thursday, October 19, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:57 p.m.
girugamesh: jarring fly ~ geez, i doze off... -_-||| that's nothing unusual if you're darn tired. wonder what i did?! *thinks* lol. the fun thing is, i woke up like four something in the morning and continue what i left off?? o.O ~i'm awake, not sleep walking... ahahaha!
was out dinner with my sis; but while waiting for her ~stuck in meeting, i roamed around like a lost lamb -me no shopping person. lol. did i get something?! usually no but now is skin product. i may be in the verge of buying for fun ~it's not cheap... or simply want to fix the long time stubborn spot. whatever it is, my mum would be happier to see me finally do something about it?? ~after more than ten years worth of nags?! lol.
i don't know why but up till now, people still see my face having uneven tones of color. mind you, it's actually two patches of birthmarks and yet they think otherwise... and maybe that stops me from going to those shops. i just don't like to hear things not relevant, but can i blame them not knowing and their wrong judgment simply by looking?? -_-||| anyway, still have to wait for them to contact me on the out of stock product. duh?!
Wednesday, October 18, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:50 p.m.
girugamesh: shadan ~ geez, am i fucking lucky or what?! the fucking announcer kept reporting the fucking technical problems non-stop and it's fucking damned annoying. then we are all fucking force alight from je station and take the fucking buses available. you should've see the fucking crowd, the fucking long queues and it's fucking sardine packed; goodness!! yeah! i took the fucking m18 lines from the fucking departed!? lol. this is not much compare to bad boys and some mafia movies; was it traffic? hmmmz...
when we pass by cg station, there's tons of police officers, ambulance, fire engines... and some trucks?! i wonder what the hell happen... i half guessing someone track jumping but unnatural death, said d4. will see what's on the news tomorrow.
the departed ~spoilers ahead...
in the final scenes, damon and dicaprio just hate each other's gut, the token black guy shows up, the second mole shows up and everybody executes everybody. they just stand there to get shot.
and when damon open his door at the end of the movie to see wahlberg waiting for him, it was the cherry on top of the cake... how many shots to the head do we need to see? was it really necessary to kill damon and provide the audience with a happy ending?
although the departed is a good movie, i felt a lot more satisfied with infernal affairs. one is over-the-top street violence while the other one is more subdued, concise and nuanced.
cranberry juice, anyone?! lol.
Tuesday, October 17, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 04:26 p.m.
girugamesh: moja no koshin ~ had coffee the other day with xtine and vw. it always turn out to be problem solving session rather than a cheerful casual chat?! life is more of the downs than ups... ::geez:: we'd seen too many on tv! this always comes in if anyone bother, like how to tackle things effectively without hurting too much on each other; not unless, people want to play violent.
xtine is just waiting for her prince charming on white horsey to take her away ~good for her. while vw is too kind that she got over bullied but still hanging there?! ~that's tough! -_-||| oh! me? ~i'm just the past... since nothing works for me. -_-
over lunch ~lingo is into horoscope just like my sis ~pretty obsessed type. and lingo can't stand pisces?! her ex was a 'mommy-boy' some more. lol. ooops! -let me know if you want me to remove this.
that was really something of lingo for remembering her past. sad to say, i've lost it all. i can't remember much, let alone their names ... come to think of it, i'm more like sealing it away and never speak a word out of it. make not much difference bahz, since i also those 'bottle' type... *sigh*
Monday, October 16, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 05:22 p.m.
girugamesh: aibai na mikaku ~ duh!? thought i'm gonna miss the bus ~by a minute. lol. my head so heavy i can see birds. -_-
yuuri: operation online. ~wheee! the lagging problem? -graphic card's fan died. bye bye gf5700 ultra, hello gf5500. since i couldn't afford the gf6200 and am not an avid 3d gamer, it's good enough ~reasonably workable. anyway, anything moving 360 deg. is not my forte. i'll get screen sick within minutes. lol. the most i play stupid online games... ;p
people would've upgrade and even do over clocking, but not downgrade. lol. if i ever post my before and after specs at those techie forum, i wouldn't be surprise to hear what they wanted to say. -_-
think i wanted to reformat again although it's already a fresh install?! maybe i don't like to see alien things hanging around?? o.O||| -just because someone did a logoff, and it created some unnecessary profiles?!
Sunday, October 15, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:09 p.m.
girugamesh: robust conviction ~ the title fits the day... but because of all the uninvited nonsense, i didn't get enough sleep. ...zzZZz
it may not be too much of my concern but i'm really puzzled with my sis bf!? really!! ::pengz:: not that i hold a grudge on him or is he a bad person but it's just funny! because there's no relation whatsoever, out of the blue and it happen for no particular reason. i got myself speechless at some point. should i or shouldn't i interrupt?! o.O
hakka itself sounds rude but we can't help it; that's how the dialect goes. maybe you people not used to it but more familiar with hokkien, teochew or cantonese? rare but it's not... -and start complaining about the heavy and not so right tone?? wtf?!
we converse in hakka more than hokkien since my dad not usually home when we're younger ~sometimes months or to a year. was it not right to use hakka as our primary mother tongue instead of hokkien!? like how does it related to the up bringing?! mind you, this is just crazy!
oh! or you want us to strictly stick to english and mandarin when you're around so that we sound more polite and humble?! yeah, the more i talk about it, the more it gets into my nerve!! ::sheesh!:: absurd! ridiculous!! what else you want me to add?? duh!?
Saturday, October 14, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:43 p.m.
girugamesh: ame to fukosha ~ maybe the bird hates me? thought i heard funny sound in the bedroom. it flew in, tried to poke the aircond but struggle to go out when i step in? it usually hangout at the compressor ~morning calls? i guess it's not once because don't know which bird came in to shit?! -_-
thanks for the reminder, i kinda forget about the mags. lol. d4 msg me then i tried to contact tsukikage, last minute... -_-||| maybe i've too much work in my head?! nothing good but troubles.
yep, the usual 'wanton mee' for lunch ~late. maid cafe is gone but host club the rising star?! ::sweatsdrop:: d4, you better write out the proposal!! *i'm waiting* lol. we walk tsukikage to city hall but made a detour to buy 4d ~haven't done that in ages...
my sense of direction, not perfect but still good. ;p ~walk a thousand miles, my bad. hahaha! going bugis... am i spending? i guess not much aside from food and mags -today?! what randomness? it's the results from ~too much prudential make me a little, urrrgh!!!
bump into ellax ~he say strange things; we all do. ^.^||| and again for dinner at mac before leaving for a gig. i couldn't finish the fries... but that didn't hold long till i reach home, i'm hungry again. not sure if i understand my system anymore... it seems to happen when i screw the timing? can only take in small portion and another later?? ::geez:: i'm bad! but thanks for finishing it. and hey! stee_van look better with a little flesh back on. ^.^
today with ken, tomorrow with wolverine, next with superman, spiderman, batman, black panther, thor? gosh! i'm so gay?!
Friday, October 13, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 05:44 p.m.
girugamesh: furubita shashin ~ i've tons of things to do but not even half, done?! ;p
talladega nights: the ballad of ricky bobby ~i got myself tongue tied over the title?! lol. when i walk up to the counter, i'm lost! ::shoot!:: it took me a while and blurt out bobby ricky. then the counter guy say, 'oh! you mean the baby show?' 'oh! no! no! no! what i meant is the show with racing cars?!' ::sweatsdrop:: ...i didn't read/check the schedule before hand, that's why. -_-
plot: ricky bobby is a nascar racing sensation whose "win at all costs" approach has made him a national hero. he and his loyal racing partner and childhood friend, cal naughton jr., are a fearless duo, thrilling their fans by finishing most races in the top spots - with ricky bobby always leading the pack. when a flamboyant french formula one driver, jean girrard, challenges him for the supremacy of nascar, ricky bobby must face his own demons and fight for his place as racing's top driver.
i wanna go fast! -that one thing you want to say after the show. lol. long overdue nascar parody? you still get plenty of fast paced action, muscle cars and massive car crashes. you just get to laugh a lot too. ^.^ other than that i thought the french character girrard was a generous addition. even though the french accent was made a little bit more ridiculous than it actually is?! lol. and wait for the outtakes shown over the end credits. ^.^
Thursday, October 12, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 05:10 p.m.
girugamesh: deceived mad pain ~ it's like forever for some but everyday for me... even knowing i've no shit to splat... ::geez::
... and so, someone is opening a cosafe ~cosplay and cafe. served by victorian-attired maids. sometimes last year, i actually proposed this idea to a friend and early this year to another but they think this is not something 'normal' to do... and because it's a niche market?! oh well, i'm always the abnormal one with crazy ideas -they thought. ::sigh::
pretty sad, eh?! i seems to be so out of the world. maybe i existed at the wrong time and place. even if you keep everything to yourself... it'll just 'kaboom' one of these days; ~overloaded, that is. -_-
Wednesday, October 11, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:36 p.m.
girugamesh: fukai no yami ~ it's been five months now... even the inconvenience became 'get-used-to-it'!? people will get tired after a while and live with it no matter how troublesome.
went to the post office to pick up the parcel i send the other day. nish told me it didn't fit her notebook -wrong model?! blame who? nish the total noob or the service centre that gave her the wrong info?! ::pengz:: i'm glad that the vendor is getting me the replacement without extra charge but price adjustment... ~phew!?
Tuesday, October 10, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:18 p.m.
girugamesh: owari to mirai ~ the weather still not any better... ::haiz:: quickly go away already you damned haze!? seriously, i would prefer fan over aircond?! o.O
owww! you people are fast!? first hand on raws... to-date, seven for me. so far, i haven't drop any for first impressions but strongly skip kanon which is hot talk out there. lol. no news from yuuri, so i can't arrange much of the files around ~limited space. ::geez::
Monday, October 9, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 05:55 p.m.
girugamesh: kaisen sengen ~ i slept only at five this morning?! maybe i'm not happy being force to retire early the other day?! lol. lingo say i look 'tarepanda'... ;p ~partly because i'm too obsessed with my new project. ^.^
still no news of yuuri. i just hope nothing major happen... *crossing my fingers*
Sunday, October 8, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:05 p.m.
the flare: mannatsu no koibito ~ finally, send my comp to clinic. yeah, really not sure what to do after consulting tons of people... i also don't have proper diagnostic tool to check on the possible hardware problem. sianz argh!? ::headache!:: sometimes you work too hard on it that you miss the blind spot. duh?!
Saturday, October 7, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 02:10 p.m.
antic cafe: koukai ~ the whole world seems to know when ever i'm sick?! people will just come to me and give me tons of advices... ::pain in my ear:: have you seen doctor? here, have some chrysanthemum tea ~bitter and all sorts of things. ::geez::
the doctor was late for half an hour because of house call... i doze off. -_-||| when the nurse call me, she smiled but i yawned back to her... ;p armed with a flash light, the doctor was so close i can kiss his eyes!? maybe you need a magnifying glass?? so now, i'm on antibiotic again. -_-
relationships?! nah, you people are plain lucky. even my first date disappeared without a trace!! not only that i couldn't keep one, i'm just as screwed. those people will say, 'hey! you're interesting! you're different!' yeah, yeah! why don't you tell me i'm tard weird that you couldn't stomach in the first place or accept as a normal person. at the end of the day, you people just splat my face with 'i give up on you?!' remarks?? bleh! i don't deny that i ditch people -i foresee the outcome?! :(
do i need one? how about god send? nah, i don't want adam or eve. just a companion to do things together, eat, movies, walk walk... lol. nothing grand, nothing too costly... ~just moderate. ^.^ gyahh!! what fantasy i had?! o.O
Friday, October 6, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 05:37 p.m.
luna sea: i for you ~ of all the people i do not wish to bump into, boarded the same bloody bus; same destination some more... ::pengz:: and my sis laugh at me!! o.O|||
this year is really something... i had joy+doom ride -jammed packed with all sorts of bizarre events; crash boom bang!, get new hp/number, sick -which is suppose to be rare... ;p, new neighbourhood, comp. haywire, chop my long lock, mp3 player died, join dvd era, vomit water!?, mum sick ~goodness, she had her last jab, unnecessary fees that cost me a bomb, available most of the time ... yeah, get me neverending story!! ^.^
later have to see doctor... lost my lips, i need botox!! lol.
Thursday, October 5, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 05:54 p.m.
aucifer: egobishon ~ so that's what happen to the update the other day, i was slow... lol. they added at least seven channels to what i subscribed. i don't fancy cartoon network but now i've boomerang ch. classic sia, my long time favourite dick dastardly and his unfaithful companion, muttley!! ~wheee! lol. there's more... hahaha! do i have time? ^.^
these few days very sleepy... zzZZz. i don't remember myself working too hard but rather i slack a lot. lol. most people planned their holidays... i just gotten an email from hr that i need to clear at least 7 days... geez, where should i go sia?!
Wednesday, October 4, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 02:11 p.m.
aucifer: furueru magma ~ i finally get a grasp of what kat always call me, 'LV'!! wow! that's something, brand name some more?! it's nothing unusual, most people call me names way-off from the original or just nicks or sometimes none. ::puzzles:: is my name really that hard to pronounce?? -_-
little miss sunshine ~the hoover family treks from albuquerque to the little miss sunshine pageant in redondo beach, california, to fulfill the deepest wish of 7-year-old olive, an ordinary little girl with big dreams. along the way the family must deal with crushed dreams, heartbreaks, and a broken-down vw bus, leading up to the surreal little miss sunshine competition itself. On their travels through this bizarre landscape, the hoovers learn to trust and support each other along the path of life, no matter what the challenge.
the turn out, just me and d4. was it because of nc16? hey! it's a great show. i loved the cast: greg kinear, toni collette, alan arkin, abigail breslin, paul dano and steve carrell were all marvelous as the dysfunctional family. the final third of the movie, which deals with the actual pageant, is by far the funniest part of the film. it illustrates, with great hilarity, the frightening people who are involved in child pageants. you can't help rooting for olive, who is refreshingly normal amongst the frighteningly plastic other contestants. it's hilarious, slightly dark but a must watch for this movie ~highly recommended. ^.^
bought macdonald meal for my sis... me? just remembered there's 'bazhang' in the fridge. a bit mad to eat it close to midnight thou... ;p
Tuesday, October 3, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 01:50 p.m.
tourbillon: ageha ~ after a massive skin peel-offs yesterday, glad my lips still around. lol. it look as if was zombified that send lc -'ohmigod!!' what a sight after lunch and hope he wouldn't see it again?! do you think i got that much skin to loose??
since we couldn't decide what to lunch, and here's what we ordered:
3x chicken rice, 3x barley and 3x banana!! ^.^
Monday, October 2, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:38 p.m.
tourbillon: matataku yo ni ~ think i need to pay the pharmacy a visit and get some essential stuffs... i've to be more hardworking?! it's not my thing but i would've treated myself better aside from the so-called nags by mum; ...nothing can stop her preaching!? lol.
... while my sis busying herself copying datas from work -aiyah, who wouldn't. if i were to leave the co., not sure a mere 40gb hdd can hold all the data i want?! not enough for my sis let alone me!! hers is all drawings and me... ::zomg!!:: i have all the illegal stuffs!! @o@||| but i've no work worth collecting compare to my last few companies despite working for so many years. lol.
Sunday, October 1, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:45 p.m.
tourbillon: karna ~ i'm pissed, i'm tired and am still not sleeping. darn!? i've no strength left to utter another word...
Saturday, September 30, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 09:57 p.m.
tourbillon: ame no ribbon ~ can i consider myself lucky?! or otherwise... not till noon that xtine called, that she'll come over and get a haircut at the saloon i went?! huh?? brought her there and sat through the whole session... ::pengz:: yeah, i made myself the statue!! what kinda haircut -super damned lao aunty style -she refuses all suggestions and stick to what she thinks best?! can't deny, xtine is aunty after all... ;p
dinner at jp. i was thinking to eat rice ~damned hungry but since xtine suggested kfc, i just go along lor... so excited, she forgot about my lips -never mind. -_- i've freshly pop out ulcers in my mouth some more. ::pengz:: later, she 'kaypoh' want to see the condo showroom, next to jp. i also 'paiseh' since people there dress up with coat and tie while i'm on t-shirt, shorts and slippers?! @o@||| think the chili dog shop gone permanently. :( just bought some egg tarts and 'charsiew' buns. ^.^
at the same time, i became a devil in seconds and back to my normal self. as i've said before, curiousity kills but what i'm about to find out is priceless. still, i did it in lightning speed. god, you can shoot me now!?
... 'i wonder why people... make promises they won't be able to keep...' ~i will not if i can't deliver.
Friday, September 29, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 05:37 p.m.
tourbillon: nemuri no mori no kimi ~ oh, friday already... this week is hectic yet i still got time to slack?! and i really did!! ~like reel. ;p tomorrow off, hmmmnz...
earlier, xtine msg me to accompany her to close a bank account and then see her cut hair?! uh?! i rather stay home watch anime sia... i free also not like that lah; i not some doll free for hire, you know!? -_-|||
just called sharon to put clampxnt on my tab; wait everything snap up, sianz liao.
Thursday, September 28, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:05 p.m.
barby: my 1st kiss ~ err... it doesn't sound right, ne?! lol. anyway, think i remember what i want to blog about the other day -boring songs, that is. yeah, the idol new single is so national themed?! as always?? why would they want to use such safe and boring songs... even bobice album flops for the wrong genre. -because it's idol. duh?!
my sis where so enthu about taufik's album at first, after tuning in to the radio for a couple of times... it's tasteless. ahahaha! give me alanis morissette ~jagged little pill album or oasis ~what's the story morning glory album, i can play it for months without change. ^.^
Wednesday, September 27, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:22 p.m.
barby: trick trick ~ trying to refrain myself from taking chocolates... *sobs* my lips burnt, it's gonna fall off ~deep fry sausages, right up!! ::geez:: can't snack chips too... duh!? this is the worst! still, i'm not getting any better. :(
john tucker must die ~it's not like me to watch something beverly hills 90210 or mean girls?! i felt strongly to the word must die! lol. no doubt it's hilarious but not really that packed. ok, guys! get your thong ready!! ~wheee! ^.^
usual, lingo can eat a cow! for the first half. lol. the hot plate that lc ordered pretty nice. too bad that i can only take something light as in not heaty. ::sheesh!::
i couldn't stop apologizing but again, gomen nasai ne, aoi!! your reaction really triggered my heart to beat so hard, it's going to pop-out!! @o@||| you're in shock, trembling and what's more?! you look you're going to kill me!!! i fear, i'm scared you're going to make enemy out of me!! i really had hard time explaining to you; i got myself tongue tied in between. ::sweatsdrop:: -just a sms from lingo change the whole atmosphere...
aoi ::cool downs:: ~whoot! this is tough. lol. anyway, carried on chatter... all sorts of things, no less -d4's antiques and his squash tenorikuma latte... ::pengz::
Tuesday, September 26, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:21 p.m.
gazette: regret ~ so there's another free bird song, sang by bon-bon blanco. i thought kome kome club had gone missing, now out with a new single?! i first heard of them in the 80s... today, they're my parents age?!
i'm suppose to blog about something yet i forgot after eating my lunch. not even lingo remembered but only the idols we were bashing?! lol.
Monday, September 25, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:10 p.m.
gazette: filth in the beauty ~ saw moshs at the mrt, i waved like mad from a distance... was afraid that he didn't recognize me. ^.^||| ::phew!:: it's been a while, eh. you put on weight sia. ;p
do you still get lectures from your parents... i get that a lot of that from dad in my teens. lol. things went quiet after that and i thought i'll hear the last of it... too soon to assume? now mum taking over and her lectures can span hours?! @o@|||
Sunday, September 24, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:40 p.m.
nil: drop ~ having chocolate for breakfast?! lol. and i did ~forgot to buy bread, that is. -_-
one lazy sunday, sure is. that was later afternoon, i went out to get paper. hot sun!? it would be best to get tanned and sweaty for some games at the beach... ^.^ ~really missed those times.
who knows how to roller skate? i really want to try it at least once?! i still remember when dad bought me roller skates at four but it gone to waste when nobody play with me. :( i even tried my neighbour skateboard -yeah, i get bruises all over. i still managed to pick up cycling when i'm six ~thanks to mum!! ^.^
last but not least... wedding bells right up for my sis with her bruneian beau!! ^.^
Saturday, September 23, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:29 p.m.
nil: hate beat! ~ i didn't know there's some vip coming over to the co. that's what with all the decoration and flowers ~my co. version of imf?! ::geez:: even that irene busying herself picking up rubbish outside the office!! wtf?! whatever, it doesn't concern me as i've already had a handful of things to do; a fully packed task list... -a surprise problem that left me five minutes to miss the bus?! duh!? come monday is hell!!
i'm still thinking whether i should go down sls to get a switch and ... not when lingo told me that jil was looking for me about dvd writer ~you should've msg/call me, busy busy jil! lol. met jil at bugis with lingo tagging for lunch at sakae. lc didn't follow because he's broke? ok. looking at how lingo gallops down her food, she can eat a horse! @o@||| ...but it ended too fast. lol.
anyway, that left me and jil on the hunt for dvd writer. at that time, still not sure what i should get; external is bulky and i'd limited space to spare while internal ones... not sure the comp can take in another device? lol. so many excuses, jil wanted to strangle me ler hurhurhur... ^.^|||
thought of getting a switch for my monitor but after learning the price, gosh! it's expensive and decided to go manual instead. that left us checking on the dvd media; jil is a little annoyed when i start throwing questions like what's dl? why there's + and -? yeah, it's already sounds so wrong for me to ask instead of jil?! ahahaha! as i'd said before, i'm still in cd-r era but not dvd-r. ::pengz:: ...but now i've to?
bought both + and -; and shared half of each. lol. jil take leave, excited to try out the writer... we both shared a habit, a habit to dl almost everything... we can't stop our fingers and also out of bt convenience; especially songs that i usually get and stored away until my hdd burst!? ~like hell i got time to listen to everything and most files stayed unzip?!
drop by stc and dinner with d4; stew for d4 while i take macaroni ~wrong choice... d4 suggested that i should've buy takoyaki and get my mouth burnt before hand!! meanie you but i get my latte! yeah!? ^.^
writer report: jil burn 1st disc at 8x finished around 15mins including verifying! ~that was pretty fast, unbelievable indeed. guess, it's up to the system performance also -i forgot to check the pc requirement before buying!? lol.
... oh, i'm so hungry!
Friday, September 22, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:41 p.m.
miyavi: dear my love... ~ i thought i'm having hard time installing some damned pcs; goodness it's problem free. there's more repairs than usual. ::halt!:: even a service centre does not look like that!? just imagine me working in a super cramp workshop with three walls stack up with things... hardly a pavement to walk around. -_-
i can't recall if i did put up james blunt before but anyway, since he won the best male music video; here's his songs for you... sad but nice ~i need to go slow sometimes. ^.^
james blunt ~you're beautiful
my life is brilliant.
my love is pure.
i saw an angel.
of that i'm sure.
she smiled at me on the subway.
she was with another man.
but i won't lose no sleep on that,
'cause i've got a plan.
you're beautiful. you're beautiful.
you're beautiful, it's true.
i saw you face in a crowded place,
and i don't know what to do,
'cause i'll never be with you.
yeah, she caught my eye,
as we walked on by.
she could see from my face that i was,
fucking high,
and i don't think that i'll see her again,
but we shared a moment that will last till the end.
you're beautiful. you're beautiful.
you're beautiful, it's true.
i saw you face in a crowded place,
and i don't know what to do,
'cause i'll never be with you.
you're beautiful. you're beautiful.
you're beautiful, it's true.
there must be an angel with a smile on her face,
when she thought up that i should be with you.
but it's time to face the truth,
i will never be with you.
Thursday, September 21, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:11 p.m.
miyavi: how to love ~ going psychological and supernatural? take night head genesis... rather slow but not too bad, they're in search of their existence, memories and such; encounters of other psychics and yada, yada. i get a little annoyed whenever the 'oniichan, oniichan!' phrase came up. nope, it's not the sister brother complex thingy but between two brothers -don't worry, it's straight. not really action packed compare to e's otherwise. recently, a sub-ber put up an old anime ~sci-fi harry but this one is an unknowingly psychic killing machine!! lol.
oh, it's end of seventh month already... time flies. can't wait for christmas to come, good and bad. i love the atmosphere, bad is ~have to start digging my wallet!! lol.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 01:50 p.m.
miyavi: are you ready to love? ~ was trying to add aoi to my msn. geez, he thought i'm some stranger maverick guy wanting to get to know him -just by looking at my email address?! liew!! wait, his email even more misleading!? lol. he just wouldn't believe when i even brought up the unsraw band?? ::pengz:: and first thing he asked: 'has d4 send you the pic?' lol. nope -but i'll pester him again. aoi was relieved but he end up sending it to me personally. ahahaha! i wonder if it's the same... ;p
we chatted to the ~wheee hours... msn online sucks!? and please don't say that kawaii thingy again, it doesn't fit anywhere even if you think so. one common thing i found is that most guys i know do not watch horror show. why? ~they're scared!! lol. aoi thinks that it's in me or maybe my mum keep telling me that it's just a movie, there's nothing to be afraid off. yeah, it's so much better comparing to heights! lol. aoi will have nightmares for days!? -a little too much to stomach. -_-|||
i seriously running out of space. i really need to fix my comp, fast! having bought the hdd like one month ago... ^.^||| funny my dad ask how's my comp?! ::?????:: oh, she's still waiting for prince charming in horsey to give her a wake-up kiss!! lol. shall i get a broom ready?! ahahaha!!
Tuesday, September 19, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:52 p.m.
glay: lock on you ~ my cousin send me some of her wedding photos. she doubled her size?! gosh! totally two being from the last time i saw her?! lol. she's better without her plastic spectacles. ahahaha! the hubby look a bit like my sis bf ~the rounded face. ooops! anyway, congratulations!! *throw confetti-es* ^.^
someone choke the damned toilet again!? it's a public toilet, please be responsible and be considerate for the next user?? wtf!? do you know how to use one in the first place!! geez, you're a working adult, damned it?! you seriously need to attend classes to learn the basics!! -_-*
Monday, September 18, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:26 p.m.
miyavi: "aishiteru" kara hajimeyo ~ unsraw? the band name is tard weird. i didn't notice that they were featured in the last issue also. not when aoi commented on their get-up, which is not likely to be cosplayed. at first aoi couldn't find them in the net and message me to scan him the pic. he remembered wrongly adding a c in between where i thought he meant the band screw?! lol. take a peek at their official site. lol.
i was darn sleepy today i yawnz like hell. ::sheesh!:: not because it's monday, i'd been staying up late. i doze off a few times in front the comp ~haven't done that for quite sometimes. lol.
am i missing something... yeah, i lost a lot of things. -_-
Sunday, September 17, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:35 p.m.
miyavi: kimi ni funky monkey vibration ~ actually, there's a lot of things i wanted to say but after a nice hot shower ~my mind went blank!? lol. ::geez::
just because of one person, the organizer call-off the dinner?! so i call up and ask what happen? huh?! because it's raining?? but i don't see why the need to cancel. the problem lies on that person what... duh?! anyway, what harm can rain do you? yeah, i got infected by ouran, so here's tamaki suou bubble box to be '... to achieve happiness, you've to brave through typhoon!!'
the problem is, xtine is already gone out. the cancellation came in too late. of course she's upset and all pissed. oh well, who wouldn't?! so i asked her if she wants me to go down? of course she does even thou she didn't really say it. lol. we had a romantic candle light dinner ... just that the restaurant fill with couples?! ::geez:: whatever. -_-||| food wise, i ordered my favourite seafood ~crayfish baked with extra cheese toppings!! small but still delicious. ^.^ tempted by the tomato spiced muscles too! yummy!? ::blurp:: ooops!!
just like anyone else, we decided to take a stroll. xtine wants to bring me see two things; immediately i replied: 'the dali's sculptures right?' how do i know? actually i'd forgotten all about it but it just popup in my head; it was only yesterday that i see his other sculptures. talk about security, i almost got myself into trouble for giving the maiden a high five?! lol.
xtine thinks i look as i'm going to the neighbourhood market ~ yeah, i didn't comb my hair, wearing my worn-out t-shirt and anyhow grab cargo pants... bleh?! anyway, it's just a casual dinner -maybe it's not good enough?! there's nothing much to dig from my closet thou. unlike some people who needs to spend hours preparing themselves. i may still be watching anime. ;p
ok, my sis is one good example. if you want her to go out with you, she needs at least a day to be mentally prepared. a last minute outing is the most impossible -not even half a day. i'm not sure if she needs to setup a looking forward mood, what to dress and so forth. understandable if it's a function... can't remember when was the last one i attended. lol. aiyah! no difference for me ~i kl wear t-shirt and jeans. ;p
Saturday, September 16, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:39 p.m.
l'arc~en~ciel: the fourth avenue cafe ~ wah liew! sibei classic sia. watching the 'yao mo dao' now at ch56 starring cheung man and vivian chow. wouldn't it be nice if they can produce such movies for this century?! lol.
i woke up late ~0830hrs. lol. rushed down town for an appointment. then head out to bras basah post office to send parcel, can you believe it, there's no queue!? calculated extra time including the crowd; i even thought of skipping the bank but it was empty!! goodness that i didn't go to the neighbourhood ones. ^.^ the amusing thing is the 'ang moh' ask traffic police to pose for photo?!
and so i was early. even aoi thought he caught the wrong timing ~result of not enough sleep. lol. usual, everyone is late -pass the meet up time... lunch, collect mags before heading to nafa for its anime event. one of the water colour works really cool, it's so fine which no matter how, impossible for me; let alone holding a brush now?! lol. and a run through of companies and their works... nothing much thou.
prata at 'mana' shop!? lol. yeah, almost hit send to chrno_jing. phew! that was close. wrong timing end up with hi and bye session before we're off to uob to see sculptures?! and another at capital tower. don't know why but i only like the pieces with clock. lol. random walk to nowhere ~outram park the last stop. people feet will tire and need rest. me monster, me no feel!? not really that sweaty compare to when i'm playing sports. just sticky! ^.^
went off without dinner... so what can you get from cheers? frozen food! yucks!? i end up going jp thinking to get chili dog but to my disappointment, the shop is no where to be found. -_- just grab some buns and 'tau huey'... haiz, food no enough ~hungry liaoz. -_-|||
gosh! i get a hug from chrno_jing?! i wonder what's that for?? ::suspend mode:: i turn rusty robot stick?! if only i can show the animated skin riser from the bottom of my feet to the tip of my head?! lol.
Friday, September 15, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:04 p.m.
cellt: 13 ~ lc complaints that whenever we take photos, i always had that gloomy face?! lol. and yet i still say that i not photogenic -indeed!! so where's all the smile and laughter when we're together?! ~give me a candid shot then. lol. and a while ago, i went on to take photo of myself, 'smiling' and send it to jil. first line i see... 'so anime!' ::pengz:: actually, i get a lot like 'you look anime?!' ... can i look bishi?! nah, not a chance! ahaha!
hl finally came over to pick up the lcd. now then i think back, it was under my care for a year already?! that was long, sia... hl found a buyer, that is. lol. i wonder if anyone's things still with me?! lol. ~i guess not.
it's not only me but a whole load of bloggers' needs a wake up call to start clearing up backlogs before a new wave of anime comes in; where few titles already here... we definitely have space crisis!? o.O|||
anime fall 2006 Black Blood Brothers
- awesome tongue twister. sword-brandishing vampire in flowing coats?! lol.
Silk Road Boy Yuto
- cg looks mingling but i’ll check it out anyway or maybe not.
Yoake Mae Yori Ruri Iro na ~Crescent Love~
- alien princess girly comes down to earth to mingle with humans. the promo image look so alike two other animes i couldn't remember the titles.
Kiniro no Corda ~Primo Passo~
- another angelique, harukanaru adaptation - violin-playing girl with a musical fairy and her bishounen harem? hmmmn...
D.Gray-man
- boy with angsty past and team of super-powered people fight evil demons! i love the manga. ^.^
DEATH NOTE
- i wonder how the animation’s going to work out, though, given that much of the manga is people sitting around tables talking?
Ghost Hunt
- although the manga gets regularly trashed in reviews, ono fuyumi (12 kingdoms) wrote the original story; it can't be bad!
Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge
- aka the wallflower as released by del rey. living with a creepy girl is going to be particularly interesting. loved the manga ~wheee! a definite watch!
RED GARDEN
- gonzo alert?! the premise sounds intriguing - dead schoolgirls in New York and butterflies!
Negima!?
- i’m hoping this will take all the fan service out this time round rather than all the action, at least.
Mamoru-kun ni Megami no Shukufuku wo!
- if there’s any “goddess’s blessing” going on, it’ll be that this isn’t quite as hideous as it appears. unlikely.
Kanon (2006)
- everyone seems so enthu about it and even had countdowns?! i pass.
009-1
- i know nothing about this, was it old-school?
Gin-iro no Olynsis
- some kind of sci-fi show, isn’t it? put the mech aside or was it not. check out the characters; what say you?!
Happiness!
- not exactly the emotion that came to mind when looking at the website…
Asatte no Houkou
- girl and young woman swap bodies; hijinks! er, freaky friday?!
Sumomo mo Momo mo~Chijou Saikyou no Yome~
- some cute guardian girl thing from Gangan, undoubtedly fanboy pandering (”the strongest bride on earth”? bet it’s like rizelmine…) but I like the number of “mo”s in the title.
Thursday, September 14, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 05:50 p.m.
screw: jukai ni saki ku ai ~ are you easily satisfied with anything? i've love for many things but i guess there's only one ... for now. haha! was it a thing?! no. don't think i can call it a virtual creation or a fairy tale related thingy. it's all running around my head. i'm glad, i'm happy just thinking about it. i thank you. it's like 'an apple a day keeps the doctor away'... i was mad enough that i created a log for it!? o.O
still half way through with eureka seven. lol. slow as always. ergo proxy getting more confusing -i simpleton. ^.^||| almost done with binbou shimai monogatari -the sisterly love is way too strong i couldn't handle, i need a grip!?
... what's transparency?
Wednesday, September 13, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:13 p.m.
miyavi: boku wa shitteru ~ i'm dusty, tired and no more strength left to shift anything. somebody steal my computer, i knew who but i don't have proof to pin point that person. anyway, it's a worn out set... why would i be bothered. but that incident force me to recollect all pcs that i scattered every floors. i can't create more space to store but scrapping it for good. duh?! i really hate to do all the write off thingy -too much paper work. darnz!! god damned it!? i still have printers... geez ~it never ends but i don't mind 'the neverending story'. lol.
the devil wears prada ~why not monster house? the person who wants to watch it didn't turn up. great!? i thought we're walking off without a show... we were 10mins late for the movie, missing the intro -not so bad. lol. the story? it's similar to an article i read recently ~high flying job or family and friends... you decide.
Tuesday, September 12, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:31 p.m.
alice nine: shunkashuutou ~ i'm born a different species, that explains why i'm not in the list. anyway, it's not important or simply because i don't really care...
i didn't know it was hubert last day? gonna miss him a bit although i don't know him well. lol. but he poor thing, it was suppose to be his holiday but end up helping my superior (his cousin). -_-|||
Monday, September 11, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:31 p.m.
pierrot: daybreak ~ yet another long anime list for this fall... i'll put it up when i got time?! lol. first impressions ... oh well. ^.^
jil ~can't believe you really continue watching demashita! powerpuff girls z!? ::pengz:: i thought you're just giving a peek or two...
i was darn tired trying to clean up that damned server room. geez, my superior didn't help yet wanted to bet that she definitely not satisfied. ::piangz:: i sibei sianz liaoz... back sore some more. *fry that fat-ass bitch!?* ::sheesh!::
Sunday, September 10, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 10:57 p.m.
sid: otegami ~ bokura ga ita ~'... i might not be able to look him straight to his face anymore...' feeling awkward, yeah. the whole thing is just as bad. hide. distance. try kareshi kanojo no jijou, likes the violence and face-off!! lol. somehow, i find it more and more like peach girl?! -i should stop... -_-
the sauce pan was on offer at taka. somehow, me and my sis had disagreement over the size?! -we go back without it... -_- tried also a few tops, guess i'm not suitable on those low neck lines type... nothing will pop-out thou but i love singlet... it's just hard to find the right cutting... bleh?!
xtine came over to dig up some movies. on her way here... oh how should i say?! she message me from the time she walk out from her house, to the mrt and and almost every stop... o.O||| ~she wants me there waiting, picking her up ... with an umbrella?! lol. i would've roll-out the red carpet as well. ::pengz::
she wants kimchi for dinner, the only place i can think off would be at jp. it was my mistake showing her the afc ch ~they're introducing the korean cuisine. ::geez:: ahahaha! bought 'you tiao' for supper. ^.^
Saturday, September 9, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 10:57 p.m.
kaya: masquerade ~ in the office, don't know wth was i doing... didn't bother to check log files of all servers. yeah, go back for fun?! -maybe?! ao wants to talk... pretty personal i suppose -of the co. being too political. do i care?! my rice bowl bahz -no strength to complain.
done some shopping with my sis... time for me to get a pair of new pants. the old one quite washed out liao. lol. unusual things?! maybe the trees wrapped in polka dots. ahahaha!
something old? think the best girl group still goes to spice girls. they're the best! ^.^
Friday, September 8, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 02:08 p.m.
hyde: unexpected ~ i was at the clinic again... no sign of blood, good to hear but the doc gave me potassium citrate alk mixture to cleanse my system; geez, i've to finish that bottle, 10ml each time... -bleh!? it taste horrible -salty and *&^%$#@!! i can skip that worm killing pills liaoz. duh!?
on mc since the doc offer to give one... yeah! maybe i don't want to be that stupid again; knowing i'm fit for work. i need a break, it's good not to burn too much on my leave. who cares if i drop dead... tomorrow have to drop by office for a bit!? -_-
my sis on mc too. lol.
Thursday, September 7, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 05:50 p.m.
sadie: grudge of sorrow ~ i'm not late but i just couldn't get out of the house earlier... i really want to try the 'beehoon' at the nearby 'kopitiam' since my sis said it was good. at the same time can buy 'kopi-o'... duh?! i'd been missing the usual food chain after aunt suzy left. bleh?!
the host ~i just saw the picture and that tells me it's some monster show... didn't even get to see the trailer?! anyway, i read some where that the director himself claimed it has mixture of horror, comedy and social awareness... er, did i read horror?? whatever. i only have one part to say on a scene set at a funeral where the atmosphere shifts from the solemn to the downright silly -torn between tears and giggles?! i don't know but we're laughing our heads off!! last but not least was the funny yellow thingy that was put out to kill the monster?! inova say it look banana!! lol.
Wednesday, September 6, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 04:54 p.m.
sadie: m.f.p(malicious female pigs) ~ it's up! it's up! how do you like it?? ~wheee! lol. i wanted to do doraemon but couldn't find any suitable pic so end up with astroboy... i thought i can use a retro theme but somehow, it just didn't work out. this layout may look simple but i like the clean cut edge. ^.^ maybe next time i use betty? nah, i don't know yet, ~still need some inspiration to work wonders?! lol. not forgetting also the separator ~cute right?! at first i put in six but it look odd... so i add in another that sums up to 'nana' ~my favourite number! XD
i'd totally stop lunching with rose. i buy back and eat on my work desk ~and watch anime!? lol. lately, i started to lunch out with lingo, lc and hubert... the atmosphere gave me the more common kinda interest feel ~it's more relax. i understand that rose as a volunteer for problematic families, but it gives me a really tense situation. she would study a person inside out and is almost accurate. fearsome?! -ish nothing to me! not that i hate her... just that, her questions bite!! and deep too. even meeting someone's parents also not so stress?! -_-|||
irene did it again!? does she had grudge with me or what?! she just loved to stick her nose on my server room!! wth!! even my superior didn't say a thing, yet she made so much noise about how i arrange my things?! god damned it!? i need those spare parts! do you think the co. so generous to buy everything new? yeah, wait 'nong nong'; to death you won't see it!? *&^%$#@! some more have to do the so-called spring cleaning by this week. ::sheesh!::
Tuesday, September 5, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 08:46 p.m.
kurt: she is all to me ~ working on a new layout... geez, it's almost done but have to leave it for a call to another place. damned it!? don't know tomorrow got time to finish it or not... bleh?! i'm using strong colour this time... so yeah, check back again. ^.^
my nose is acting strange, it's not sinus but got blood. mum say it's weather... it's been a while, i wonder. i should've ask the doctor the other day. -_-
Monday, September 4, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 06:25 p.m.
kurt: nicky mouse ~ was woken up by a sharp pain ~stomach flu? or so i thought but they said got infection. i took it as nothing serious at first and went to work but it just didn't go away... and stuck in the clinic for two hours plus ~longest recorded not comparing to polyclinic. and the doc offer to jab my butt?! but i prefer to get it on my arm instead. ::geez!:: gotta go back again for further test... -antibiotics?! sucks!! i usually dump it but not this time. sianz... -_-
i still eat normally, no more no less but the milk taste funny?! *sobs* -must be the medicine... bleh?! lol.
anyone has jay chou ~huo yuan chia? ~send to me, please! ^.^
Sunday, September 3, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:45 p.m.
ken-s: speed ~ thought it'll be a lazy sunday afternoon but end up at tsukikage's home -to fix his comp. -_- he called me earlier to actually guide him to install the platform... my ear got burnt!? ::ouch!:: i can't visualize. ::pengz::
i know the fact that d4 will be late but not did i know, i'll buried myself to the pillar close to an hour... -_-||| already sianz when my batt ran out -no more songs, hp game also boring, can't watch anime cause the notebook batt can't last an eps... geez!?
then the 'ah ma' sat right next to me was waiting for her friends too. her missed call started the conversation. she spoke in mixed hokkien and cantonese ~rather fast that i'd to digest hard although i lost some but still anyhow agree and nods with a smile??? ::piangz:: wth was i doing?! she then bid farewell to me ~bye! bye! while walking away, her friends look back and asked -'who was that?' i'm just some stranger sitting half dead waiting for the moon to rise. lol.
that come another 'ah ma' -i don't know how but starts talking about hdb and such... geez, what is going on?! o.O got infected by the slowness, can't think what's for lunch. lol. not only that, i lost fragments of steps...
my main aim is to get the hdd workable but it's more than what i expected. one of the hdd somehow gone crazy, used another. then the ram gone bonkers -the custom mobo only take in one type of bus speed unlike oems where you can mix. fine. then the software won't install, file corrupted -end up using mine. when everything looks ok including internet... full-stop. i'm done but not exactly. transferring 10gb of data through usb 1.0 is not crying my ass out but pain in my back!! it's freaking three hours!!! ::pengz::
i don't have much appetite for dinner since it's already pass the time. -_- goodness i didn't see birds or i almost did?! lol.
Saturday, September 2, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:45 p.m.
ken-s: empty rooms ~ sr 2 -they sure love initial d ~the race is just cool. ^.^
out shopping with xtine... ~what got into me?! o.O lol. at first she say meet at 10 but push it to an hour later -couldn't wake she claims. ahahaha! she even scolded me for not 'ok-ing' her message?! ~whatever...
i was looking for some tops but the designs really look rubbish i couldn't stomach. can't they've some thing old-school without all the 'ding-ding dong-dong' sewn with it?? ::pengz:: or maybe i just don't have money to spend on trendy fashions... ::sheesh!::
i had grilled chicken in sticks for dinner but rather disappointed as it was not actually grill but it taste more like being microwave... -_-||| xtine had 'tom yum' which look tastier. duh?!
i'm not beat but xtine is... if she happen to go backpack with me, she better be a zombie to survive!! ;p remind me of my trip to vietnam. lol. i freaked my friend's wife. she was out with me for a day, explore the whole town on foot. exhausted, yes! but i'm just excited! i understand... she don't want to go out with me the next day!? lol.
Friday, September 1, 2006 :: let's us fly @ 11:05 p.m.
ken-s: the shadow of your smile ~ i'd been running most of the time just to catch the co. bus. ^.^||| that won't happen if i get out from the house earlier, despite waking up so early?! lol.
my head is darn heavy... thought i'm getting flu but it didn't happen. phew!? i was all good when i reached home. lol.
there's so many things came up that i don't have a minute to breathe? my poor sandwich have to wait ~almost noon before i can actually swallow it. -_-||| good thing i still managed to finish my tom yam for lunch ~i don't mind spicy but it's hot!? gomu! gomu! fire!!! lol.