tarap x empty

- - - Sunday, October 19, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 04:09 p.m. - - -

deluhi: ivory and irony ~ i only remember pain. :(

tropic thunder ~through a series of freak occurrences, a group of actors shooting a big-budget war movie are forced to become the soldiers they are portraying.

- - - Friday, October 17, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 04:07 p.m. - - -

g-zas: slave zone ~ no pets today. six hours maintenance... -_-

- - - Thursday, October 16, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 04:06 p.m. - - -

g-zas: emotional wing ~ one moment, the printer reset itself to factory default 169.254.254.64, another moment it became 0.0.0.0. when i tried to route add 192.168.2.24. yep, it got worst when the driver screwed my print server!! bravo!? fourteen printers disappear!!! ::geez::

when you tried to add -printer subsystem unavailable?! what's this?? bleh. the fun part, as if. -_- i've to manually removed the drivers from the registry. yeah, such critical things to do; i just delete whatever damned printers in the list. and finally wholla, i can add printer again; one by one. -_-

- - - Sunday, October 12, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 04:02 p.m. - - -

gackt: jesus ~ the usual phrase ... what was it again?!

20th century boys ~adapted from naoki urasawa's manga thriller "20th century boys", kenji (karasawa toshiaki) and his friends start to notice a series of odd occurrences relating to their childhood. a mysterious cult-leader named "friend" is out to destroy the world, and it has something to do with kenji's childhood memories.

if only they can cut it shorter... -_-

- - - Saturday, October 11, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 03:56 p.m. - - -

gackt: sayonara ~ anyone would've said -it's a lazy sunday afternoon... it's saturday and no work. early rise and computer. ;p i just felt like doing some thing on my hp. it's long overdue, called the service centre even but still didn't get the software update. the problem -shut down by itself and sometimes hang. overall, it didn't affect me much thou.

since my writer refuse to read the pc suite, no choice but to download the software and the updates too!! first attempt, file corrupt. download again and this time it works; and most important, all phone memory data backup-ed. it takes less than an hour to update and restore data, settings, etc. while happily copying songs over to my m2 card -it hangs and died!! liew!? no matter how many times i tried, it just couldn't detect, not even the reader that comes with it!? damned!!

waste no more time, i thought i'll try again later... gotta rush off to support ty and sk on jp idol @central. was late but still manage to catch their performances. hah! consolation... i decided not to post any pics here. -_-

dinner and left; not in the mood for anything.

- - - Friday, October 10, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:46 p.m. - - -

gackt: jesus ~ i'm stuck in between.

What Your Height Says About You

You are cheerful, expressive, and creative.
You have the heart of an artist, and the whole world is your art project.

You are the type of person who says "yes" a lot. You are optimistic and giving.
You also love a challenge. You enjoy accomplishing the impossible.

You are about as tall as the average Japanese man or the average Dutch woman.

What Does Your Height Say About You?

- - - Thursday, October 9, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:28 p.m. - - -

screw: the brains ~ back to work but still with traces of red marks. my superior thought i'm still on mc and so as the hr. the sms wrote '2day = today' but they read it '2day = two days'!? ok, whatever. next time no more short-thumb. -_-

- - - Wednesday, October 8, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:18 p.m. - - -

chariots: ...Over and done with 2 ~ rashes outbreak -gotta ask for mc. duh!? stupid medicine; make me so drowsy. -_-

don't want to take any chances, i wash my bedsheets, blanket and cushion cover ~just to be safe. not sure what trigger it but this type is... couldn't recall when was the last time. usual is heat rash. hah!! skin.

- - - Tuesday, October 7, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:15 p.m. - - -

chariots: nefarious punisher 2 ~ oh! how depress?! o.O

You Are 56% Likely to Survive Another Great Depression

Even though you may not be expecting the worst, you're the type of person who prepares for the worst.
You live a relatively modest life. You don't overspend, and you aren't very materialistic.

You are also quite self sufficient and independent. You have many useful skills.
You can take care of yourself and those you love... which is crucial to surviving another Great Depression.

Could You Survive Another Great Depression?

- - - Monday, October 6, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:13 p.m. - - -

sugar: malicious ~ i thought otherwise.

You Are Chicken Noodle Soup

You are a traditional and conservative person. You value the past, and change frightens you.
You are very loyal, especially to your family. You prefer a low-key life, with lots of time spent at home.

You like soup because it's easy, quick, and cheap.
You tend to have a favorite soup you stick to. Why change a good thing?

What Kind of Soup Are You?

- - - Sunday, October 5, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:05 p.m. - - -

sugar: memento-mori ~ whooosh!

painted skin ~terror strikes a town when people start turning up dead with their heart ripped out clean. suspicion centres around a mysterious woman named xiao wei who was taken in by army general wong. soon, his wife pei rong and his one-time close ally pang long realize that she is indeed an evil jinn-like demon who has fallen in love with the general. seeking to expose the demonic seductress, they realize that it can all only end in conquering love and hate through wisdom and sacrifice.

guess i'm there to see donnie yen more than anything else... ;p he's so cool!! ^.^

- - - Saturday, October 4, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:04 p.m. - - -

sugar: snow white ~ i'm wasting my time. bleh.

#1 journey to the center of the earth ~on a quest to find out what happened to his missing brother, a scientist, his nephew and their mountain guide discover a fantastic and dangerous lost world in the center of the earth.

- - - Friday, October 3, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:03 p.m. - - -

nightingeil: a cave ~ another word of out-dated. -_-

You Are Buttermilk Pancakes

Your prefer traditional, old fashioned foods.
You shy away from anything fake, and you like meals with simple ingredients.

It's not likely someone would find margarine or diet soda in your kitchen.
Instead, someone might find a loaf of homemade bread baking or a soup simmering.

What Kind of Pancakes Are You?

- - - Thursday, October 2, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:01 p.m. - - -

nightingeil: clean pack#02 ~ me no dumbo. -_-

You Are a Hat With Flaps

You are fun loving, cheerful, and even pretty cute most of the time.
You use fashion to play. You never take style all that seriously.

You're the type most likely to wear a funny t-shirt or goofy hat.
But when it comes time to clean up, you clean up nicely.

What Winter Hat Are You?

- - - Wednesday, October 1, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:41 p.m. - - -

nightingeil: you ~ lame.

#1 hitman ~a gun-for-hire known only as agent 47 hired by a group known only as 'the agency' is ensnared in a political conspiracy, which finds him pursued by both interpol and the russian military as he treks across eastern europe.

- - - Tuesday, September 30, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:40 p.m. - - -

moran: losers' theater ~ i've been posting irrelevant stuffs. ;p

You Are Cider

Your holiday personality is cozy.
The holidays are your favorite time to stay home, stay warm, and spend time with those you love.

You don't need a lot to make you happy over the holidays.
Seeing an old relative or favorite holiday film is enough to make your day.

What Holiday Drink Are You?

- - - Monday, September 29, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:29 p.m. - - -

sid: season ~ *points to title: emptiness*

Memories Are What Stress You Out About the Holidays

For you, the holidays are bittersweet.
You love them so much, but they also remind you of people you've lost.

The holidays are your time for remembering. And while some remembering is healthy, you tend to get a bit depressed.
Consider spending some time with friends and volunteering. You need to make some new memories.

What Stresses You Out About the Holidays?

- - - Sunday, September 28, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:25 p.m. - - -

dir en grey: sa bir ~ is it alcohol?

disaster movie ~over the course of one evening, an unsuspecting group of twenty-somethings find themselves bombarded by a series of natural disasters and catastrophic events.

we know it yet we still want to see it?! o.O|||

- - - Saturday, September 27, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:24 p.m. - - -

dir en grey: vinushka ~ i don't know any more...

Your Snow Test Says You're Agreeable

You feel like something good will happen to you in the next few weeks.

You love to work, especially when work is creative. You have the makings of a successful artist.

You are a cooperative, agreeable person. You enjoy the company of others, and you enjoy compromising for the good of the group.

Your biggest worry in life is your family. You stay up at night thinking about them.

When it comes time to relax, you always go the extra mile. You take relaxing as seriously as anything else in life.

The Snow Test

- - - Friday, September 26, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:20 p.m. - - -

dir en grey: red soil ~ i wonder what it really means.

You Are an Argyle Sweater

You are contemplative, brainy, and serious.
You don't take much lightly - life is too important for that.

You are a very determined person. You don't let anything stand in your way.
You think out your actions and act deliberately. You don't waste time, money, or resources.

What Kind of Sweater Are You?

- - - Thursday, September 25, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:16 p.m. - - -

dir en grey: glass skin ~ i gotten to like number 7 more since it evolves around dad.

Your Spiritual Number is Three

You bring creativity and meaning to people's lives.
You can help someone see a whole new world and possibilities that they never imagined.

Right now, your life is about compromise and union.
A close friendship, partnership, or romantic relationship is very important to you right now.

And while you may be primarily focusing on one person, you never forget how interconnected the world is.
You try to respect and understand those you have differences with.

What's Your Spiritual Number?

- - - Wednesday, September 24, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:07 p.m. - - -

dir en grey: stuck man ~ woke up with shoulder pain... was the bag too heavy or likely my out of the world sleeping position. mum was eager to take picture or even best, video tape me!? -_-||| ... all that said will never ever happen.

- - - Tuesday, September 23, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:06 p.m. - - -

dir en grey: bugaboo ~ took half day to go printing; think i printed wrongly. haiz... was looking for portfolio bag too, in a2 size. yup, huge! imagine a sardine-pack mrt. duh!?

waited for aa and ly to finish work; hang around library to kill time. dinner and home. i'm just tired. -_-

- - - Monday, September 22, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:05 p.m. - - -

dir en grey: dozing green ~ swamp thing.

- - - Sunday, September 21, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:36 p.m. - - -

dir en grey: inconvenient ideal ~ spinning ...

#1 the kingdom ~a team of u.s. government agents is sent to investigate the bombing of an american facility in the middle east.

#2 napoleon dynamite ~from the rural town of preston, idaho, comes napoleon dynamite. with a red 'fro, his moon boots and illegal government ninja moves, he is a new kind of hero. his family consists of fragile brother kip, who's seeking his soul mate in online chat rooms; uncle rico, who is stuck in his "glory" days of high school football; and grandma, who enjoys going out to the dunes on her quad-runner. napoleon spends his days drawing magical beasts, working on his computer hacking skills to impress the chicks, and begrudgingly feeding his grandma's pet llama. when his friend pedro decides to run for class president, it is napoleon to the rescue to help him triumph over adversity.

- - - Saturday, September 20, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:30 p.m. - - -

vanessa: vortex ~ ... and more home movies.

#1 skinwalkers ~a 12 year old boy and his mother become the targets of two warring werewolf packs, each with different intentions and motives.

- - - Friday, September 19, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:21 p.m. - - -

vanessa: another chaos ~ stonning.

- - - Thursday, September 18, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:20 p.m. - - -

vanessa: -b.m.metamorphose-another side- ~ stone.

- - - Wednesday, September 17, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:17 p.m. - - -

daizystripper: truth ~ thought i said i wanted a haircut months ago, i finally had one. going dark blonde to cover grey but somehow, the fringe look nasty. -_-|||

- - - Tuesday, September 16, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:16 p.m. - - -

daizystripper: rude boy ~ guess i can't help it every time i think of mum. i just put more stress to my eyes. now it has bags equivalent to doraemon multi-purpose pocket and dark deep rings.

- - - Monday, September 15, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:14 p.m. - - -

rentrer en soi: last scene ~ dream of mum... we had a small talk and then we sleep together.

#1 camp rock ~centers on a teen girl who desperately wants to spend her summer at a prestigious rock camp, but can only attend if she works in the kitchen as one of the cooks. when she's overheard singing - but not seen -- by a teen pop star at the camp, he is completely taken and sets out to find the girl behind the beautiful voice. but first she must confront her fears, step out of the kitchen and into the spotlight.

- - - Sunday, September 14, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:13 p.m. - - -

rentrer en soi - crusad ~ not sure if i had proper meal...

step brothers ~two spoiled guys (ferrell and reilly) become competitive stepbrothers after their single parents get hitched.

... rubbing balls to the drum set, that's totally new?! o.O

- - - Saturday, September 13, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:11 p.m. - - -

rentrer en soi: baptism ~ gone down to serangoon to choose sis grad photo; it's bloody damned 'ulu'.

forgetting sarah marshall ~devastated peter takes a hawaii vacation in order to deal with recent break-up with his tv star girlfriend, sarah. little does he know sarah's traveling to the same resort as her ex ... and she's bringing along her new boyfriend.

is there anything else besides the chess pieces?!

- - - Friday, September 12, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:09 p.m. - - -

rentrer en soi: damnation ~ total time stayed awake -39 hours!! three hours short to my gaming record. @_@ never had proper meal. not till i reach home to grab a sandwich from cheers. i'm aching all over now. -_-

the presentation? not too good for me; what can i say with a blank mind. all i know is to submit a complete project, not an item less. and yes, i got a pass on the spot.

then come one part where the lecturer asked how to grade those incomplete works and who are more deserving for the marks? my name echoed in that very small room. second name, third and so on. i wasn't paying attention until later.

yes, i'm going through a hard time and crying lot. and i kept thinking that i wouldn't score for my 2nd half project. but i was somehow relieved.

- - - Thursday, September 11, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:05 p.m. - - -

rentrer en Soi - metempsychosis ~ it was crazy, i hadn't sleep since yesterday?! i've to temporary re-install my windows to another directory so to not loosing my profile data. already depressed over my dead notebook -mobo burnt and now this; it's so much more than a double blow!!

eo needs to use the comp since his comp got problem. he actually asked me to stay awake for him?! never mind that since i still can work on my development book while he busied himself with my comp. still, it's worst than survivor camp. -_-

back to the printing house before noon and simply grab a sausage with whip potato for lunch. and home again to cutout my mock-up items. i left eo behind since i don't have much time to spare.

i don't know what eo was doing all the time. he mumbles, complaints that he couldn't finish and walk around the house, stomp his feet, blah, blah, blah. and the help i was expecting is not helping at all. that's why, i never like asking ppl for help -they just pissed me off even more!! -_-*

i marched to school malfunction with an empty stomach. -_-

- - - Wednesday, September 10, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:58 p.m. - - -

juliette: strawberry on the (alice) cream ~ my boss called me to ask about gundam?! yea, gundam. he wanted to confirm if 0079 is the first tv series and was the box set worth buying? hong kong made but i bought it cheaper. ;p

went out with eo to do printing and get some project materials. nice dinner and heart attack! my windows couldn't start because of missing files. we were just using it before we go out?! duh!! *pulls hair*

- - - Tuesday, September 9, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:49 p.m. - - -

vidoll: blue star ~ took another three days off... -_- gotta complete my project and presentation due thursday. i haven't had the motivation to work on it last weekend. there's so much to do yet i don't feel like doing anything. yes, my grieving is not over yet and never will. it's too painful just thinking about it. my tears felt uncontrollably and flow buckets.

- - - Monday, September 8, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:48 p.m. - - -

vidoll: delivery to hills ~ my first day to work, i stone all the way. -_-

- - - Sunday, September 7, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:45 p.m. - - -

vidoll: bastard ~ i'm unsound.

wall-e ~in the distant future, a small waste collecting robot inadvertently embarks on a space journey that will ultimately decide the fate of mankind.

- - - Saturday, September 6, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:44 p.m. - - -

vidoll: berry jam cleaner ~ black hole.

- - - Friday, September 5, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:41 p.m. - - -

vidoll: at age 13 ~ can doraemon hear me ...

- - - Thursday, September 4, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:39 p.m. - - -

vidoll: d.j."hero" ~ best describe mum ~she's the man.

- - - Wednesday, September 3, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:37 p.m. - - -

vidoll: innocent teens ~ we just try to pack away mum's clothing and nothing else.

- - - Tuesday, September 2, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:13 p.m. - - -

vidoll: cokeheads -under the society- ~ the seventh day.

- - - Monday, September 1, 2008 :: P E R I S H @ 11:12 p.m. - - -

danger gang: core - kokoro ~ pain and emptiness ...