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Wednesday, October 31, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:17 p.m.
sug: girl meets girl ~ still working on the new layout, i guess it wouldn't be so soon. i'm kinda occupied at work... lol. wrong context?! no! i'd been running around and couldn't even warm my seat. there's a lot of upgrades going on where some didn't go so well -to be expected. that adds up to my busy-ness. duh!? it's not necessary the latest but up-to-date else the operations can't be carry out. -_- i felt i work more like a handyman, fix and patching things around. ::geez:: Tuesday, October 30, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:15 p.m.
sug: unplugged superstar ~ did i start dwelling again? yes, somehow cause there's a lot of things going around lately. work is one, personal is two and followed by school. -_-||| ... i need a breather. Monday, October 29, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:09 p.m.
j: walk along -infinite mix- ~ someone recommended deg new single dozing green... guess, they're no longer on my tracks. lol. i know, tons of people lauded how great is their music but it didn't pull me in. generic, i don't have much to say; they just didn't make the cut, that's all. -_- ms lina had been praising how efficient is cs3 but she forgot to bring; i didn't bother to remind her even. lol. not sure if it can run on my system. anyway, i'm not done with cs2 yet. -_-||| we had colour presentation, i sucks big time. lol. i'm so sure i'm going to flung this part. :( Sunday, October 28, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:03 p.m.
j: and...hope ~ when the call came, i know it's time of the coming month to pay for my premium. ::haiz:: ... the black hole is getting bigger. -_- ... and another day to prove my laziness. lol. Saturday, October 27, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:02 p.m.
kiyoharu: tattoo ~ the birth of my niece!! ~wheee! record: 3.35kg, 49cm!! 
lars and the real girl ~a lonely, delusional young man (ryan gosling) buys a life-size sex doll on the internet and falls in love with her, telling people it's his girlfriend. his brother and sister-in-law step in to help him with his delusion. i was touched by this show; i teared. yes, i did. it's not the violent sorts from calvin and hobbes ~chicken robot. take a peek! Friday, October 26, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 10:53 p.m.
unsraw: social faker ~ i'm lifeless, i slack so much... i never felt like moving a finger. i just wanted to stare at the ceiling for a bit. -_-||| you need that kind of space sometimes. Thursday, October 25, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:49 p.m.
unsraw: starving moon ~ today is 'shi wu', mum told us to shower with lime. ooooh ... i smell like lime, so sour. gah! i still owe my friend her comp -going two weeks liao. -_- i'd quit comp repair for the longest time i remembered. i'm fucking lazy but no matter how i refuse, you just can't run away from someone you're close to... ::geez:: Wednesday, October 24, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:43 p.m.
unsraw: platonic bitch ~ start of my new module. whoot! we're to plan for our project already. -_-||| that's what you get when you've a super enthu lecturer!? theme is christmas. as for now, we've to do some research on colours. i pick red and green, great combination and my favourites too! ^.^ last but not least, a foot note from ms. lina: '... save more money for printing costs and buy design books (if you're feeling rich)'. ~liew Tueday, October 23, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:24 p.m.
unsraw: drain ~ everyone would have monday blues, mine takes effect only the next day. lol. they're too busy to bug you even. there's nothing much other than the usual maintenance. it was so quiet, you wish the radio will talk to you; i never had one aside from my hp fm. basically, i'm staring at the monitor screen and vice versa. lol. never plan to get one thou, i rather someone, anyone, please donate?! ;p Monday, October 22, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 10:42 p.m.
ghost: devil may cry ~ how i wish ... -_-
Sunday, October 21, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 10:31 p.m.
ghost: ring ~ it's a loop. i'm with surpass after all, just because the host that i'm aiming is no longer the cheapest. they're even more expensive than my upcoming renewal subscription. why wanting the change in the first place? it start out at us48/yr in 2003. last year, they chop-off the plan i was in and auto-upgrade to a higher plan paying us72/yr -it was quite a big jump. i almost died when the bill came. so now, they send me an email telling me the renewal fee will now be us60/yr. at least for now, i don't have to migrate anything around; just need to find time updating instead. lol. Saturday, October 20, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:22 p.m.
ghost: insanity ~ i was pretty late, forgetting tsukikage's hdd. i think too much about the shutdown that i forgot every other things... -_- it's not fun getting blasted for halting the operations. too bad there's no such thing as backup plan. i only have option A to choose from; one and only -dead or alive. :( superbad ~superbad is a coming-of-age cautionary tale about two socially inept teenage boys who are about to graduate from high school. theirs is a ridiculously dependent friendship but now, they've been posted to different colleges and are forced to contemplate life apart. evan (michael cera) is sweet, smart, and generally terrified. seth (jonah hill) is foul-mouthed, volatile, and obsessed with the opposite sex. this is the story of their misguided attempts to approach the objects of their affections in one panic-driven night... that awful, humiliating night that most people would cherish for the rest of their lives. it's about dick, dicks and more dicks!! lol. Friday, October 19, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:20 p.m.
l'arc~en~ciel: my heart draws a dream ~ because of the current 'rojak' stuffs, i had bad dreams... my brain wouldn't want to shut down for a bit. even freddy's nightmare couldn't make that oh-so-reality-cut. it was crazy with mixed outcome. geez, give me a break! -_- Thursday, October 18, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:24 p.m.
l'arc~en~ciel: feeling fine 2007 ~i did update my blog everyday, just that it's offline. lol. it's as good as having the traditional diary. ahahaha! i hardly find time to post during working hours. i can always post it a home but somehow, i always forget about it. ;p work is never ending; i still have tons of upgrade to do. it's a time consuming tasks i've to face alone. i'm glad that some vendors offer to help me on certain part ~it's better than nothing. what bad thing to hear? 'can't you get your superior to hire someone to help you?' as if. i wouldn't even want to think about it. hate my fuck-up service?! go and complain!! duh!? Wednesday, October 17, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:08 p.m.
megamasso: lips ~ busy as usual, i look i haven't been eating well... yep, 3kg gone. :(
Tuesday, October 16, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:25 p.m.
megamasso: buruu buinekku japan ~ back to work, i'm as good as dead. tons of things on queue. i end up working in the dark for the whole morning. choice = none. i said this too many times, but i really hate people bugging me when i'm trying to do my work. such action will just delay things further. nobody understand this. -_-* i also need to arrange my colleagues to attend the new custom trade seminar which most seats had been taken. we were put in the waiting list because they didn't receive my fax one month ago. ridiculous! yes!! luckily, there are drop outs where i can slot whomever available. i'm kinda pissed liaising around while my colleagues couldn't decide who should go, bla, bla, bla. make up your mind already!!! i don't have a minute for such nonsense. damned it! the vendor wants to send in the ups too. *pulls hair* and he asked me if i want to clear the printers as well... *speechless* the printers are all over the place. duh! i only have the draft, not the checklist. *pengz* goodness, we manage to clear all; and i almost miss my transport. -_-||| Monday, October 15, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:23 p.m.
megamasso: in pinky jelly tonight ~ another day mc? the appointment is already like noon... -_- the death bed again! ::geez:: it doesn't seems to end. after removing the stitches, the blood ooze out. duh!? the cut is deep. of course, i'm glad i did it. i endured the pain. now is to wait for the gum to re-shape itself ~a little out of the place thou. lol. Sunday, October 14, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:20 p.m.
velbet: bunny ~ was it the right thing to do?! it was a crazy risk!! resident evil: extinction ~alice, now in hiding in the nevada desert, once again joins forces with carlos olivera and l.j., along with new survivors claire, k-mart and nurse betty to try to eliminate the deadly virus that threatens to make every human being undead... and to seek justice. since being captured by the umbrella corporation, alice has been subjected to biogenic experimentation and becomes genetically altered, with super-human strengths, senses and dexterity. i guess everyone notice ~why did they keep airbrushing milla's face, she is entirely too beautiful for that. lol. typical zombie flick? nah. we just want to see milla juvovich in actions. ;p Saturday, October 13, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:01 p.m.
velbet: sakura chiru ~ it was crazy of me to stay up till four plus in the morning... bleh. the thing is, i'm not even sleepy. maybe there's too many things in my head which i couldn't take it lightly. i wish i can be more carefree and stop worrying from time to time. can't believe i'm eating kfc, i wonder if it's ok. duh!? *just whack!* Friday, October 12, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:58 p.m.
velbet: song for...xxx ~ food is never enough... i ate little this morning, thinking about porridge really making me sick. don't give me anymore baby food. i'm glad that i had pasta for dinner. forgot to time how long i took to finish the set meal. lol. it was really great!! but it didn't last; the stomach wanted more right before i reach home... *sigh* Thursday, October 11, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:38 p.m.
d: die letzte nacht ~ i really wanted to do some quiz or meme here but i couldn't find any. -_- seriously, i want a time traveling machine. Wednesday, October 10, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:13 p.m.
d: schwarzschild ~ i couldn't hold it any longer. i want solid food. i don't care any more... asked my sis to buy me supper! ^.^ we're talking about real food here!  Tuesday, October 9, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:12 p.m.
buck-tick: alice in wonder underground ~ it's fucking painful, i've no choice but to down two painkillers and it didn't help much. duh!? i've slight headache, not sure if it's fever... ::sheesh!:: i just lay lifeless on my bed... the pain is unbearable, my right lower cheek swollen; i'm oozing blood. ::geez:: one good advice: don't wait till you're fucking old, you'll regret big time. get rid of it asap!! Monday, October 8, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:09 p.m.
buck-tick: tight rope ~ my last visit to the dentist ~eight years ago. i doubt, nobody like to see them. i reached the clinic half hour earlier, hoping to calm myself a bit but my heart beat too fast; it's fierce. -_-||| they called my name... the way i looked at the chair is more like a death table awaiting post postmortem. ::geez:: i've to sign a consent letter to proceed with the surgery; such of being paralyzed if they accidentally tick some nerve -chances like 5%. you'll never like the drilling sound... what worst, the doctor drilled my fucking bone, i wanted to pee!! damned it!!! i was shaken and still shaking after the procedure. i couldn't grip on anything except squeezing my fingers hard. i wonder if i did tear?! hmmmnzz...  Sunday, October 7, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:06 p.m.
gemmik: whispered cell ~ thought i've cleared my long overdue fines some times ago, forgot to return the books again... duh!? Saturday, October 6, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:24 p.m.
skull: necromancer ~ i rather be a living dead, no pain, no sufferings; i can rot all i want. death at a funeral ~a dignified send-off for a loved one erupts into uproarious chaos when romance, jealousy, hallucinogens, dark secrets, life-long yearnings and a spot of blackmail all collide in this irreverent british comedy. directed by frank oz (of "bowfinger", "in & out") and featuring a cast made up of the cream of britain's crop, the film mischievously explores what happens on the day when a typically divided family is finally forced to come to terms with one another's bad behaviour, outrageous faults, skeletons in the closet and all. ... get high with 'valium'!! lol. Friday, October 5, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:17 p.m.
skull: a gate ~ overdosed me with dramas... -_- anime fall 2007 Bamboo Blade Sketchbook ~full color'S~ Kaiji Majin Tantei Nogami Neuro Suteki Tantei Labyrinth Night Wizard The Animation Blue Drop: Tenshi-tachi no Gikyoku Myself ; Yourself Mokke Dragonaut - The Resonance Goshusho-sama Ninomiya-kun You're Under Arrest: Full Throttle Clannad Shugo Chara! Mobile Suit Gundam 00 ef - a tale of memories Kimikiss pure rouge Rental Magica Prism Ark Minami-ke Jyushin Enbu - Hero Tales Genshiken 2 Moyasimon / Tales of Agriculture Shion no Oh Ghost Hound Strait Jacket Thursday, October 4, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:24 p.m.
skull: rotten strawberry milk chocolate ~ i can't hate comp, i still need them. -_- although i felt tired of it at few occasions -this is so unlikely me?! trying to clear tons of backlog, fast... really hate it if they bring in iso; especially those missing-in-action assets. i don't know where to start without any records since god knows when. why as well, get rid of those junks asap!! i hate reports!!! Wednesday, October 3, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:17 p.m.
skull: starry night ~ a little malfunction, headache and tooth pain; and more headaches. arghhh! there's so many to do, never ending... i'm counting to my mcs. hope i can rest a bit ~i wonder. lol. but the forecast told me, i'll be busy. -_- gotta put up auto-reply soon. i doubt there'll be a lot of heart attack. lol ~can't wait to see those expression. *ehehehe!* Tuesday, October 2, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:15 p.m.
skull: black riot ~ i kept forgetting things... -_-
Monday, October 1, 2007 :: rabu rabu
@ 11:14 p.m.
xtripx: rhymeloud ~ ok, finally! i fell in love with the drama and i present you this layout. lol. the ending was really touching, i cried. hahaha! but it's great to make something bright and happy. i'm pretty down for the past weeks, my ideas were all so gloomy. i'm glad it turn out this way, all thanks to the dramas i watched lately. and dd. i'm out of disk space again... that concluded, i'm a bad organizer. :p |
