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Friday, March 31, 2006
moi dix mois: silent omen ~ it's suppose to be a gloomy entry today but i won't post it for now or ever. lol.
sai msg me and ask me 'how's life?' my reply is no other than 'life sucks! i'm f***ing free everyday. just felt empty...' else the usual 'like that lor...' which is kinda boring. that was before i start diggin', sai called, 'dinner?' and i rushed down town -it's about nine then we start eating; spend some time looking around since we don't want fast food. me: so, do i look like that i've problem to you? sai: but from your msg seems like you had one. let me hear out. me: nah, there's nothing to talk about anyway. sai: ic, glad that you look well... with fair skin. ::envious:: me: i get that a lot. sai: why you never msg me? me: you know my style what, cold blooded. sai: lol. me: lol. sai: what? got thing on my face izzit? me: no. cannot laugh unconditionally lah?! sai: oh no! please do not stop. i like your smiles and laughter. me: ::burp!:: sai: ice cream? me: eto, can share? sai: okie, what flavour... ::taste:: ichigo? me: eh, how about lychee. sai: ok. hey, you should wear that often. me: bleh! i'm not barbie doll, thank you. sai: i should buy you some as prezzie. me: a lot of people tell me that but to date i didn't receive any. lol. -as if i would wear!? ::bwahahaha!:: sai: ::strangle me!!:: me: ::thank god, i'm still alive!:: sai, thank you for your concern and time. sorry to make you worry unnecessarily. ^.^ gomenasai!!
just me x kino @ 01:16 p.m.
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Thursday, March 30, 2006
penicillin: zero ~ i'm just surprised what mum had to say...
me: i'm selling off some of my kits. mum: huh?! are you sure? i thought you like them a lot. me: yeah, a bit reluctant but i have to let go some... here's some random thingy from a forum... thank goodness the color ish not hot pink, a lot of guys get that! ::bwahahaha!:: nobody likes what it reads, almost accurate but not ... i don't know why but it always spell 'powderful leadership' ... i wonder?! Your Birthdate: April 10 Source Independent and dominant, you tend to be the alpha dog in most situations. You're very confident, and hardly anything ever shakes you. Mundane tasks tend to drain you - you prefer to be making great plans. You are quite original. When people don't "get" you, it bothers you a lot. Your strength: Your ability to gain respect Your weakness: Caring too much what others think Your power color: Orange-red Your power symbol: Letter X Your power month: October Your Life Path Number is 11 Source Your purpose in life is to inspire others Your amazing energy draws people to you, and you give them great insight in return. You hold a great amount of power over others, without even trying. You have the makings of an inventor, artist, religious leader, or prophet. In love, you are sensitive and passionate. You connect with your partner on a very deep level. You have great abilities, but you are often way too critical of yourself. You don't fit in - and instead of celebrating your differences, you dwell on them. You have high expectations of yourself. But sometimes you set them too high and don't achieve anything. still no takers for the tickets... who would've known if i post it here. lol. ::ghost town:: it's f****** quiet, so quiet...
just me x kino @ 10:24 a.m.
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
gazette: sugar pain ~ dad asked me again if i should set a time table for using the comp; say 1 to 2 hrs per night. ::???:: yeah i know; already spend the whole day with it at work then whole night at home -it's a little too much for a normal person. -_- ::unlikely::
sl always ask me -'where i'm going after work?' the usual answer from me -'home!' lol. my freelance job also going nowhere -super quiet. maybe i should put a little ad that goes -need a companion? i'm available weekdays -night time and weekends. ::wth?!:: haha, it's not funny! radio playing my old time favourite: ------------------------------------ runaway train by soul asylum call you up in the middle of the night like a firefly without a light you were there like a slow torch burning i was a key that could use a little turning so tired that i couldn't even sleep so many secrets i couldn't keep promised myself i wouldn't weep one more promise i couldn't keep it seems no one can help me now i'm in too deep there's no way out this time i have really led myself astray chorus runaway train never going back wrong way on a one way track seems like i should be getting somewhere somehow i'm neither here nor there can you help me remember how to smile make it somehow all seem worthwhile how on earth did i get so jaded life's mystery seems so faded i can go where no one else can go i know what no one else knows here i am just drownin' in the rain with a ticket for a runaway train everything is cut and dry day and night, earth and sky somehow i just don't believe it chorus bought a ticket for a runaway train like a madman laughin' at the rain little out of touch, little insane just easier than dealing with the pain runaway train never comin' back runaway train tearin' up the track runaway train burnin' in my veins runaway but it always seems the same ------------------------------------ love egoist ... if everyone was so frank with one another, the world will be so boring, don't you think? by letting the one you love, see you truly for who you are ... and to receive true love in return ... isn't that what real happiness is all about?
just me x kino @ 05:12 p.m.
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Tuesday, March 28, 2006
fatima: public eyes ~ ::yawnz:: what a day to start? ... finally, i get to see 'so you think you can dance' show. it's great to see people dance their way thru pro and not so pro?! lol. watched two eps of gakuen alice on animax and yuyu hakusho -that was after cutey honey. ^.^ i missed ccs, thou; never get bored with it. ::ahahaha:: and three eps of gsd before going to bed. i didn't actually finish watching destiny serie. i stopped half-way and follow the rest of it thru anime blogs. -_-
#1 cutey honey live action ~everything is so cute about this movie. lol. cute fighting, cute villains -black claw still got time to sing before fighting honey!? ::pengz:: first half was great with all the chasing/fighting/transforming... last half sure is slow but overall it's worth a peek! ^.^ i checked on fighting beauty wulong too. a little of air master/ikki tousen kinda anime and not forgetting that it also resembles a bit of yawara where -'the jiji sign-up his granddaughter to some competition without her knowledge/consent.' gotta see the second eps... ~there'll be a movie for this too. ^.^ geez... i sure watch a lot in just a short night. and iron my clothes since i didn't do over the weekend; and mop the floor -it gets so dusty after shifting the boxes here and there. -_-||| oh great!? i've no money for lunch... forgot to draw this morning. even the coins add-up couldn't make it. ::sheesh:: such an embarrassment -as always. must remember to pay the aunty tomorrow. i always make sure the wallet is around but never a habit to check inside. lol. i got mail! 2 free tickets for 'ice age 2' at gv plaza on april 08, 1030hrs [sat]. and free 50oz popcorn combo too... any takers for the other seat? ::anyone?:: or who wants the whole thing?
just me x kino @ 12:22 p.m.
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Monday, March 27, 2006
fake?: pristine ~ i'm beat tired but at the same time randomly enjoyed some tv programs. lol. my sis favourite weekend drama 'genius physician – ti ying'. and 'asian food channel'; not only me but mum's too. talk about food, who can resist?!
i've figurines all over the place... -_-||| from living room, moi table, bedroom, store room... i haven't check on the kitchen?! lol. re-pack my mags, i can't even lift it after transferring to a medium sized box -worst. whomever move it will sure curse and swear like shit!! ::ahahaha:: gotta look out for smaller boxes to pack my books. ;p even the manga that stored in the a4 size paper box spelled -h e a v y! ::pengz:: suddenly i had cold. ::duh!:: the weather is weird, the house is just dusty -wish i had 'magic clean'. lol. i still have to go find cover for the iron board. i've no idea how but bits and pieces of sponge came off... wth. it's quiet again... such nostalgic atmosphere, yeah rite?! the me and my own world kinda thing. ::sheesh:: already the last week of march -time flies and a lot of unexpected things happen in between. was it hellish? i don't know anymore...
just me x kino @ 03:38 p.m.
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Sunday, March 26, 2006
mucc: media no juusei ~ things i do today, oh! it's yesterday, pretty random... lol. wth. i moved all the kits to my room and unpack... duh?! so messy. arranging all my softwares[mostly drivers], from cds to soft copies, a bag full to the dustbin. ::burp!:: oops! kfc for dinner?! nah, more like supper already. later for the corn. ahahaha!
watch the wig in the afternoon with my sis. at least she's not holding the remote control with her finger standby on the mute button. lol. hl thinks the show is complicated and told me to keep the dvd. i find it quite straight forward and nothing really scary thou. and short ones between breaks, watch also magikano -not exactly school rumble but it's plain silly for a few laughs. ^.^
just me x kino @ 12:25 a.m.
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Saturday, March 25, 2006
phantasmagoria: kyousou kyoku -cruel crucible ~ too much of the three that got me stuck-up!?
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: 1. mav 2. melvin 3. ping THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: 1. tarap 2. yuki 3. -himitsu- THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. skinny stick 2. pale 3. too short THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE: 1. malay 2. hokkien 3. hakka THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: 1. height 2. height 3. height THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: 1. empheethree 2. milk/coffee 3. moi comp THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: 1. singlet 2. short 3. head band THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS (at the moment): 1. no one in particular 2. - 3. - THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (at the moment too...?): 1. no songs in particular 2. - 3. - THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP: 1. share 2. care 3. responsible TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order): 1. i like to bottle up 2. i make ppl hate me 3. i have suicidal thoughts THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU: 1. high pitch 2. flesh 3. badass THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: 1. anime/manga 2. comp/mech/vehicle 3. movies THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW: 1. see s/he? 2. eat 3. space out THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU’VE CONSIDERED: 1. web designer 2. hobby shop 3. anything to do with food THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION: 1. japan 2. japan 3. japan THREE MOVIES YOU MOST WANT TO WATCH RIGHT NOW: 1. ice age 2. ultraviolet 3. x-men THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: 1. love moi family 2. achieve something 3. own family THREE CELEB CRUSHES: 1. kickass babes 2. donnie yen, zhen zidan 3. zhao wen zhou THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW: 1. anyone who is bored/wants to do it! -like me 2. - 3. -
just me x kino @ 12:14 a.m.
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Friday, March 24, 2006
alice nine: lemon ~ still counting stars? ::*s*t*a*r*s*:: lol. my alarm went off almost like an hour... maybe my radio too loud. drag myself to work. ::dizzy:: aunt suzy ask me to count her fingers, and i say four. lol. it's five!
i'm slow, thought of clearing my comp thingy but end up digging my old notes/refs. already throw two boxes and i still have some more... ::sheesh:: i wonder if i read all that... and tons of comp books -they get outdated fast. i still hold on to a no-longer-in-the-market set that cost me 250++, just to get a pro cert -a little reluctant to let go thou. -_-||| i even found old 8days packed in between, wth?! because my entries grew way too long, i take this excuse to work on a new layout -i kinda force myself to it thou, and it's done (1 1/2 hours). you won't see it now... or will you? hl came over for dinner, was prepared to see soap opera but it didn't happen -it's a good thing thou. lol. chatter to two bottles of beer. i can't drink much. -_-||| -yeah, old days... ... alvin say, 'can i miss you?'
just me x kino @ 10:08 p.m.
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
blood: blind ~ was it a mistake to sleep in air-cond? ::sheesh:: now headache that i can count stars, running nose, puffy eyes, darn it! think it rain a bit in the morning... -_-|||
i'm not done sorting ms media kits -1038/pc!?, which is fedex-ed in three boxes. i just hate filing... listing and labeling; it's a lot of work. ::bleh!:: no doubt, the server room is still messy. lol. ... say, 'sayonara'.
just me x kino @ 12:25 p.m.
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006
blood: morphine ~ took a day off today, finalized few things -dragging my sis along. lol. we had lunch at sketches -ordered prawn salad, mussels, pasta and nothing ends without a nice hot coffee. -thanks for the meal, sis!!! ^.^ we shop a bit and my sis bought some clothing before heading back to office. took cab and i drop off at clementi then take bus home. with the paper bag on hand... what say you -people who go day shopping on weekdays? lol.
just me x kino @ 03:07 p.m.
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
wizard: breath ~ zzZZz... the usual thing happen. my head is super darn heavy! i'm so messed up -sometimes i don't know what really bothers me? what pathetic creature i am? i no longer have plans ahead of me. so stray -i lost my way... :(
can't believe what i get... it seems like i start locking myself away like heck?! Personality Test ---------------------------------------------- Your Type is INTJ Introverted Intuitive Thinking Judging Strength of the preferences % 100 25 75 56 Qualitative analysis of your type formula You are: * very expressed introvert * moderately expressed intuitive personality * distinctively expressed thinking personality * moderately expressed judging personality ---------------------------------------------- so the rumour is not just a rumour. the co. will be shifting to changi. wow! that's damned far!! and they're going to put two big co. under one roof -that spell restructure! ::great!?:: ... heart pain, argh! heart pain!!! -and today is my cheena bday?!
just me x kino @ 01:00 p.m.
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Monday, March 20, 2006
nightmare: false ~ i stumbled on to something, something i shouldn't have read. it makes me so sad -i couldn't measure... i took another hit. there's no tears but my heart been crying shit or was it bleeding?! i even make me heartless yet i couldn't hold back. what a damned year to start. i can't believe i'm so bloody weak... guess i can't hide much from my facial expression, do i? no matter how much i put up my strong front and bring forth the smiles and laughter... it's just too hard, almost impossible.
... does that make me a pierrot? nah, i look more like a *&^%$#@!!!
just me x kino @ 04:37 a.m.
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Sunday, March 19, 2006
sophia: brother & sister ~ went for a haircut... to fix the last bad cut. and no saloon likes my hair -dry and rough! it frustrated them a lot, especially when they want to do layer and it tangles! ::ahahaha!:: i don't have the habit to use conditioning or hair cream?! been using j&j for my whole life, it's no different from using a soap. lol. i ask for a change, but they think i should keep the way it is... just trim. ok, whatever but it looks shorter than it seems. -_-
oh my gosh! april's anime sure is a lot!? -to keep me glued to my computer. ^.^ if only i've better way to clear my backlogs... lol. later on the upcoming. ... i don't know why but suddenly i thought about you. i missed you, jean. where are you? i feel bad being too honest. there were things that are better left unknown. you look so hurt that day... and cut all contacts with me. i wish that at least let me say sorry to you ...
just me x kino @ 10:55 p.m.
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Saturday, March 18, 2006
lareine: lesson ~ thank goodness there's leftover for dinner. lol. also had sweet corn and bean curd but i want to eat some more... haha! -maybe something salty, later. nothing beats the comfort eating at home. ^.^
the moment i step out from the house -'i feel burnt!' went dg to collect my mags and to return my sis lens solution for voucher. and when i reach stc, i'm no other than the ready-to-serve-bbq-satay! funny i never had headache. lol. didn't get to watch any d4's dvd; don't know what the hell am i doing for the whole morning... just returned his mags and passed him some old comp parts. cheeseburger -nah, not for me. i felt so hot i couldn't stomach anything. -_-||| ... lain, uses her power to erase her existence from everybody's memory, leaving everything just the way it was and completely normal ...
just me x kino @ 11:57 p.m.
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Friday, March 17, 2006
shulla: no reaction ~ i didn't know i got so many computer junk in the storeroom -5 boxes and counting. i just managed to repack 2... -back sore. -_-|| the other day, i sorted out the plastic bags. lol. dad did a box way before and another by me. it's a lot of work thou -folding each and every piece!? it's more organized than digging around mad for the right size. hahaha!
forgot my house key... how careless?! late for work some more. ::sheesh:: i just found out my alarm clock no batt. ::hahaha!:: but i gotten another spare from my sis. and i thought i've to watch a movie to kill time. change of event; my sis left work early and head home. she's late for school thou, just to pass me the keys... ::supr paiseh:: think i'd been eating right compared to last week with the help of chili. lol. i wonder how normal is normal. some people eat for a reason, be it angry, happy or sad; they can down more than the usual amount. i wouldn't say it's scary but amazing -having find the extra space to store the overflows. ^.^|| i loose weight fast but gaining back is pain in my ass. ::sheesh:: did i do anything whole night. not really, i space out most of the time. haha! what the hell! now i'm eating noodle with egg at this hour!? @o@
just me x kino @ 03:34 a.m.
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006
vivid: who are you ~ it's been a routine for every wednesday that i'll order briyani for lunch. it's super pathetic having only two stalls in a canteen -malay and a chinese. and it's my fifth year eating the same old thing over and over again that how everything taste like registered in my brain. then it'll send the signal of 'oh no, not that again?!'
received a msg from jimmy -my past bowling 'kaki', just a small update that he rom-ed and bought himself a toyota chili red vios. i wonder if the bride was the one i saw at imm?! anyway, congratulations! i don't mind a 'kopi' but not the dinner... thank you! ;p great! the nav server took it last breath... it was really sick three days ago. the whole operation can stop working now. thanks to the traditional thinking/stingy management whom can afford an art gallery to a 5 digit branded furniture in their office but none going to the pathetic torn old systems. nothing had been better than attending super annoying phone calls all over the place. fantastic!! ::sheesh:: ... the darkest moment in my life is being heart broken. :(
just me x kino @ 12:30 p.m.
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006
zxs: karma ~ saw deathgaze. this morning at je... didn't get to say hi cause i was rushing to catch my bus. lol. and again, eyebags... ahahaha! i thought i slept early, yeah right. -not sure what time was it thou.
have to get another alarm clock. usually, i've minimum two, max three. i'm depending on one now, the other still ticking but the alarm's dead. i wonder how many clocks died on me; 15 ~20 or more. ::sheesh:: ... am i transsexual?
just me x kino @ 05:02 p.m.
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Monday, March 13, 2006
moi dix mois: eternally beyond ~ one lazy saturday? had a long chat with dcsquares since he's leaving the co. soon. seen too many that i lost count, just that whether we still keep in touch is another thing. left work late -missed the first bus out. lol. it was so quiet, just my own foot steps. stroll a bit at sls; forgotten all about the it show -no wonder not crowded with so many shops closed. -_- but the aircond is great. whoosh! cooling!
it was still early but i'm home ... do nuts?! hahaha! sorted out my closet -good thing. realized that not only i'd a frog and cat but a watermelon/astroboy[gift from my sis] and a giraffe[dad thinks it's time to let go my cat]... -it's from my deceased aunt who made it; the cat is 21 years old. was thinking, when was the last time i wash it?! ::ahahaha!:: did a stock check on my animes -still incomplete... next will be the computer parts/gadgets. i did a little on the mangas but yet on the mags. gotta go thru the gundam kits. oh no! that's a lot of stuff... i still have music cds! ::omigod!:: sunday morning -the usual, woke up early for laundry and ironing; either i'm on the tv or pc. lol. i dropped by aishah's place before heading bishan for movie. it was a brief meeting since she was busy so i left earlier than the intended timing. i end up reaching 1230hrs. date movie outing ~first time meeting twin_star; regulars -d4[forever crappy], deathgaze.[trying hard to remember from his last nick retsu; married to cs], inova[mia due to wow], yukino[forever ice queen] and charsaur[forever burn]. lol. the guy sitting on my left laughing to every single lines said ... @o@||| amazing! yeah, the popcorn have been going round until one scene that stop me and charsaur from munching further... it just stales everything... ::puke!:: the part where julia's dad playing basketball; he kinda shave the whole stretch up of wet chest hair with his lower jaw... eawwww! god, i just lost my appetite. we actually ate lunch before movie; ljs afterwards. i get to see hobby, while yukino and twin_star continue burying themselves to their novels then took leave. charsaur follow suit. next was coffee bean. my stomach really flooded with water, after having a reg sprite then latte. then we're at mos for dinner! -it never ends without our offline private joke. ::himitsu:: we parted; d4 on bus; me taking the northern train with inova, would've join deathgaze. but it's a bit too far. it's not uncommon for guys to be pregnant. lol. why? inova traced out his tummy from his shirt and ask me how many months do i think? well, because we just ate dinner not long and it's still in digestion mode, i couldn't tell for sure. so i ask him to take picture first thing in the morning he wakes up then show it to me next outing. never had better remarks from him, 'mad! you're not even my gf, why should i show it to you?' hello? tummy only lei, not your @#$%^&*! lor. ::piangz::
just me x kino @ 03:34 p.m.
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Friday, March 10, 2006
moi dix mois: the other side of the door ~ barely a week, i lost 3kg! ::shocking:: lol. most people will be in awe. to me, it's disastrous! i can only finished half the usual amount. urgh!!! this is frustrating! lingo gave me a surprise bump, and guess what, i flew and sprained my hand. darn, it hurts! and no, i do not hate you for that. i'll work harder towards ju-on enhanced version specially for you! stay tuned! ;p
been lunching with rose lately and she'll start her very much confucius talk -a volunteer in teaching and counseling. lol. sometimes you need to know your moral studies well to keep you moving. things just got a little interesting and i pick up a lot of great info from her -the you wouldn't have known facts. too bad she didn't have the chance to know if i ever melt like an ice cream saga!? lol. ... alvin says, it's brief yet the sweetest memories created. thank you! ^.^
just me x kino @ 03:34 p.m.
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Wednesday, March 8, 2006
nightmare: livEVIL ~ my stomach to the rescue?! lol. poor thing it had to suffer. is it getting better, slowly bahz. ::sob:: i've to eat like a baby! ^.^|||
dad, i know you mean well, but not because i'm unfilial but just that i find it pointless -you need two hands to clap. i'm very sorry. thanks mum and jil, i'll remember hard to take things a step at a time. and aunt suzy being the worst victim, my bad but hope that you'll not run away the next time you see me. ::hahaha!:: and those who've minor part i thank you. i hope by mid-year, the air is all clear for me to breath and have fun to my fullest. -i sound so bursting. lol. i hope nothing will change; the smiles and laughters even if it's the end of the world. i guess that's the only thing i seek to go on. and the last song for this week. ^.^ ----------------------- bjork: it's oh so quiet it's, oh, so quiet it's, oh, so still you're all alone and so peaceful until... you fall in love zing boom the sky above zing boom is caving in wow bam you've never been so nuts about a guy you wanna laugh you wanna cry you cross your heart and hope to die 'til it's over and then it's nice and quiet but soon again starts another big riot you blow a fuse zing boom the devil cuts loose zing boom so what's the use wow bam of falling in love it's, oh, so quiet it's, oh, so still you're all alone and so peaceful until... you ring the bell bim bam you shout and you yell hi ho ho you broke the spell gee, this is swell you almost have a fit this guy is 'gorge' and i got hit there's no mistake this is it 'til it's over and then it's nice and quiet but soon again starts another big riot you blow a fuse zing boom the devil cuts loose zing boom what's the use wow bam of falling in love the sky caves in the devil cuts loose you blow blow blow blow your fuse when you've fallen in love ssshhhhh... -----------------------
just me x kino @ 11:35 a.m.
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Tuesday, March 7, 2006
nightmare: message ~ damned! i puke water again. ::sheesh:: for crying out loud my whole system is flooding! if only i can melt away with the water down to the drain. lol. yeah, it took up a lot of courage to face myself, the enemy! still aimless but it makes me an inch braver and not simply walk away. not that i can feel but i can hear my heart beat so fast and loud it wanted to burst.
i don't see why i need to love myself that much... zzZZz... was awake all night now that i'm burying my face to the monitor screen -sleepy. here's two songs pick from my favourite list -dedicating to whomever reading here. enjoy! ^.^ ------------------------------------------- alanis morissette: hand in my pocket i'm broke but i'm happy, i'm poor but i'm kind i'm short but i'm healthy, yeah i'm high but i'm grounded i'm sane but i'm overwhelmed i'm lost but i'm hopeful, baby what it all comes down to is that everything's gonna be fine, fine, fine i've got one hand in my pocket and the other one is giving a high five i feel drunk but i'm sober i'm young and i'm underpaid i'm tired but i'm working yeah i care but i'm restless i'm here but i'm really gone i'm wrong and i'm sorry baby what it all comes down to is that everything's gonna be quite alright i've got one hand in my pocket the other is flicking a cigarette what it all comes down to is that i haven't got it all figured out just yet i've got one hand in my pocket and the other one is giving a peace sign i'm free but i'm focused i'm green but i'm wise i'm hard but i'm friendly baby i'm sad but i'm laughing i'm brave but i'm chicken shit i'm sick but i'm pretty baby what it all boils down to is that no one's really got it figured out just yet i've got one hand in my pocket and the other one is playing the piano what it all comes down to my friends is that everything's just fine fine fine i've got one hand in my pocket and the other one is hailing a taxi cab... ------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- linkin park: in the end it starts with one thing i don't know why it doesn't even matter how hard you try keep that in mind i designed this rhyme to explain in due time all i know time is a valuable thing watch it fly by as the pendulum swings watch it count down to the end of the day the clock ticks life away it's so unreal didn't look out below watch the time go right out the window trying to hold on, but didn't even know wasted it all just to watch you go i kept everything inside and even though i tried, it all fell apart what it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when i tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesn't even matter i had to fall to lose it all but in the end it doesn't even matter one thing, i don't know why it doesn't even matter how hard you try keep that in mind i designed this rhyme, to remind myself how i tried so hard in spite of the way you were mocking me acting like i was part of your property remembering all the times you fought with me i'm surprised it got so (far) things aren't the way they were before you wouldn't even recognize me anymore not that you knew me back then but it all comes back to me (in the end) you kept everything inside and even though i tried, it all fell apart what it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when i chorus i've put my trust in you pushed as far as i can go for all this there's only one thing you should know (2x) chorus ------------------------------------------- ... to get myself through the day. i wished a simple hug is more than what it seems...
just me x kino @ 12:22 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Monday, March 6, 2006
hyde: season's call ~ cleared excel saga, finally. that really took me a while. and the dvd player cannot play vcd?! wth. i end up watching anchorman from my pc. darn it!
#1 anchorman: the legend of ron burgundy it's the 1970's as san diego anchorman ron burgundy is the top dog in network tv, which gives way to his freewheeling sexism with his fraternal-like crew. but all that's about to change (or be jeopardized) when ambitious reporter veronica corningstone has just arrived as a new employee at his tv station. hilarious movie and steve carell, as the "retarded" weatherman steals just about every scene he's in. lol. #2 godzilla: final wars this is one great show, non-stop action-packed from start to end. i didn't move an inch from the tv! recommended, for sure! the usual, godzilla is sure handsome. ^.^ been sneezing for the whole morning... is it a good thing? but i kinda smell trouble. anyway, there's a dog poo at the reception area!!! ::who the hell let the dog in?!:: rose was upset, i would've too -you'll smell like one end of the day!?
just me x kino @ 12:06 a.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Sunday, March 5, 2006
sex machineguns: zero ~ attended aishah's older brother wedding day years ago and now her younger brother's turn next week. ^.^ aishah sure is late, can't blame her holding two jobs thou -curled up at a corner doze-off for like two hours, whatever.. lol. a brief meeting and late dinner with her two other friends...
it's one great and crazy outing with jil and my sis. weather is melting us -super damned hot... we start out at sushi tei for lunch. walk around before heading for coffee at cafe rosso -run by jp. suddenly jil starts the jap hoohaa with 'ogenki des ka?'. i forgot who started it but 'sadako kawaii ne!!!' @o@||| follow by 'kowaii' ... here's what we ordered: ~ ^.^ 
i don't know how on earth but jil fell just at the roadside curb. scary but what jil worry most is the psp and ipod in the bag that roll a bit on the floor. ::pengz:: and my sis want to check out the spectacle sales in henderson but jil end up getting a pair whom at first asked my sis to skip that place. lol. later, took a bus to great wall city. my sis were kinda pissed since she couldn't buy much and yet jil gets a pair of shoes and a bag... ahahaha! still not enough shopping, we end up at tb with jil spending 300+ for clothing! ^.^||| the usual, i bought nothing. tired, sleepy and kinda hungry -eat at lj ... funny but we couldn't finish our food. lol. whenever i watch karin, it reminds me how embarrassing everything is.
just me x kino @ 12:56 a.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Thursday, March 2, 2006
sex machineguns: mr.journey ~ emptied my bag this morning -so much lighter. lots of unnecessary things which i don't use yet i still carry around. lol. inspired by doraemon multi-purpose pouch?! -_-|||
had a chat with grace; topic ranges from ktv/pub/disco to drinks?! i'm not a good drinker as i used to -downed two jars of beer! @o@;; yesteryears bahz... once a yellow moon, small amount of vodka/rum/mix-liquor/wine... and sapporo beer! ::ahahaha!:: forgot that this song exists ... ^.^ ------------------------------------ marilyn manson: valentine's day she was the color of tv her mouth curled under like a metal snake although holy wood was sad they’d remember this as valentine’s day flies are waiting in the shadow of the valley of death in the shadow of the valley of death slit our wrists and send us to heaven the first flower after the flood i saw that pregnant girl today she didn’t know that it was dead inside even though it was alive some of us are really born to die flies are waiting in the shadow of the valley of death in the shadow of the valley of death slit our wrists and send us to heaven the first flower after the flood in the shadow of the valley of death in the shadow of the valley of death ------------------------------------ ... heavens have arranged an opportunity for you to take a risk -- and to issue a challenge.
just me x kino @ 03:33 p.m.
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Tuesday, February 28, 2006
12012: cheeky ~ reached home 0230hrs. the usual time i spend with my pc before retiring for the day. a quick shower, a short while with my pc then drop dead about three plus. -_-||| a little zzZZz ... thought i was awake till morning the whole time. ::ahahaha::
it's one crazy night. the 'kimini aitai' become another 'meet-a-bunch-session'. lol. happy the fact i fit-in easily. zai -not sure if i misspelled his name, share a resemblance to hussain, my colleague who love to sing/dance and also part-time artist in suria. get to know david and joyce too; all whom are d4's colleagues. the age guessing is always around wherever i go. i can't hide the fact from my years of working. ^.^||| tanaka_yuki has his way by examine my skin?! that's one technique, eh? lol. jil is such a busy person -have to make appointment in advance. ::piangz:: i understand that you're having all the film fest thingy and gigs... i thought you were jam-packed on weekends as well, but anyway, looking forward to the slow lunchie with you and a cozy 'kopi-o' this sat. lol. darn! missed the oasis concert -i forgot to phone shamsul; wonder if he did go. ... change?
just me x kino @ 12:15 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Saturday, February 25, 2006
12012: queel passion ~ ::ohmigod!:: ::ohmigod!:: ::ohmigod!:: cocco released new maxi singles. ::gyaaah!!:: i wouldn't have known; not after tanaka_yuki asked me to check on the oricon's chart for latest singles -his usual digging on my library. although it's non-related but thanks!! ^.^
actually tanaka_yuki want me to see him sing at khk; ellax singing too. but it starts at 10am and am working. too bad but not too bad. lol. hope to see you perform at the coming street fest and/or dj party events. ^.^ tanaka_yuki has since formed another band singing 'the final by deg' after the all out 'x-japan' band. lol. he considered the pop band for 'high and mighty color' and thought of getting rika to join but eventually it didn't happen. his mind were all messed up because of all that but i say: 'just do what you're good at; songs you're comfortable with'. -best of luck! ^.^ i'm following capeta, a go-kart anime. a bit annoying on the emotional side but i'm still watching. ::crazy:: maybe because of my liking on cars, the sound of the engine, driving skills and speed... vrooom!!! lol. i took a peek on bincho-tan ... i still don't know why inova so into it. it depicts a day in the life of bincho-tan as she prepares her breakfast in the morning, goes to the forest to gather vegetables, does her household chores and rests at night after a day's work, short and yet so slow... zzZZz ...
just me x kino @ 10:42 a.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
12012: call me ~another edition~ ~ i love you mum! i love you dad! ^.^
and my third wishes to you, d4 ~happy birthday! lol.
just me x kino @ 07:45 p.m.
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Monday, February 20, 2006
gazette: nausea & shudder ~ zoo was ok although it's kinda 'bohliaoz' in some way; it's also an excuse to get together with my family. lol. we manage to finish everything before it starts raining in the afternoon. my sis were all excited -wish granted! we took the bus back to cck and i dozz off fast!
guess there's nothing much on the cfagc event. charsaur msg me, he and everblue left after half an hour there. thank goodness, i don't have to go down, kinda worn out/dead tired; was having monkey business with the baboons -we play police and thief!? lol. yesterday was the usual monthly-pick-up-my-mags thingy. we're suppose to go parkway before heading orchard but my aunt told us there's nothing much there and suggested we meet in lucky plaza. i felt uneasy having my mum along to kknm since the route was not that short; fearing she will tire although she claims it's ok. i even fear the backpack i lend her weigh too much for her knee to withstand -i end up carrying two bags. ^.^||| charsaur and yukino were early but join them only an hour later; half an hour before the movie starts. i thought it was a wasted trip down since we didn't get to go centrepoint -the initial plan. mum got stuck with my aunt's friends -they're yappin' away like nobody business. i'm no other than a mannequin displayed at one corner. ::sigh:: she knew i need to go and we left. i just felt bad letting mum go home alone. -_- the pink panther ~clueless laugh, know your cantonese aka lost in translation, weird ascent for a frenchman, american and russian. the tard annoying line 'i would like to buy a hamburger.' we have no where to go, so yukino going home since her mum couldn't find her?! ::?!?!?:: charsaur meeting his friends for dinner... i slowly stroll down to suntec like a lost lamb ::baa:: ~i should go hissing instead. didn't know inova was at the arcade while i'm cozying off at one corner with my manga. lol. waited for d4 then coffee at millenia walk. d4: thanks for the latte and cake. ^.^ yeah, i know! i owe you a prezzie. couldn't get you the afro although i've other things in mind except flowers. ::bubbles:: hopefully next meet up can pass to you. ;p lunch at staircase?! ~bread+banana+coke. i never like to lunch in the pantry ~way too crowded; get interrupted between meal for work. eating alone at the canteen, hur, what atmosphere... my nice cozy little corner at 7th floor, windy but the steps kinda steep thou. ^.^||| if not careful, might roll out of the building and ...
just me x kino @ 04:49 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Friday, February 17, 2006
gazette: discharge ~ it's friday already? time flies -lightning speed! lol. my mags come in today but i don't think i can make my way down tomorrow. i should be dead tired then ::imagination:: can't swallow back my words -over my sis dead body!? ::ahahaha:: she checked on my schedule weeks ago so we can go to zoo tomorrow... ^.^||| -leave it on sunday bahz. lol.
finally, my sis gets to blow her candles and pick her 4d/toto numbers. lol. the cake is not as good but i'm glad she's happy. '-owe you your prezzie first hor.' ;p received an email that goes '... would like to grab this opportunity to apologize to all of you if i have offended you either directly or indirectly during my service ...' -i hope she realized her mistakes and professionalism in handling her job. anyway, best wishes to her and her new found job?! lucky ones.
just me x kino @ 12:21 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
gackt: redemption ~ v day ~never thought of going out; not til i asked d4 how he candle light? lol. then he say coffee. -sure. xian xian, you call. ::ahahaha::
~partial of the reverse script: yuki: i go pick you up from work. lol. d4: ya ya bring flowers and choco while you at it. haha. yuki: sure, will do. i was thinking, what d4 going to do with the flowers if he gets one. lol. anyway, he still get the chocolate. ^.^ meet inova in food court then coffee bean then mcdonald. ... food loader? lol.
just me x kino @ 06:05 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
janne da arc: destination ~ happy valentine's day! ^.^
you'll see bouquets of flowers deliveries at the reception. lol. rose get 20 roses from hubby, so sweet. XD dcsquares plans to dine at hawker centre. @0@;; when sl msg me yesterday, i knew he need my help to pass the flowers to his two crushes... this morning he showed me the poor roses in layers of plastic bags -scared people notice. -_-||| oh well, people tend to do interesting things once a while. lol.
just me x kino @ 05:47 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Monday, February 13, 2006
werkmare: 13 ~ darn! i'm seeing stars!!! never felt better, i'm sick. woke up early to see my parents off to their trip. just want to say 'iterashai' and continue sleeping again. lol. they'll be back tomorrow but late... ahahaha. hope they enjoy the holiday together. ^.^
library/liewlian outing ~as usual, my bad being early. yukino was 5mins late which is normal for plus/minus the actual time. inova is late but haven't seen him pass the half hour mark, yet. don't know why but every time d4 is late, he always has his say being a good samaritan... -i would say, excuses! lol. and for charsaur, never a good thing to recieved his call -i'll be late, just woke up!? ::ohmigod:: start out at sakae sushi while waiting for charsaur... yukino always go green, lol. she picked the hairy green peas and it's my first time tasting it. i'm not much of the appetite, just gyoza for me. ahahaha. i thought i saw yukino left with her hp on hand. lol. thank goodness, shinjikun found it. someone i never contact for five years after he went ns. and someone's name i couldn't recall... gomenasai! darn, i thought i know that person; saw him at the mrt control station then eating next to our table. i don't think you'll be reading this but you have better face complexion now after that skin treatment. XD. and you've put on a little weight... geez! ahahaha. kazaa-buddy, big fan of initial d especially the soundtracks. ^.^ i don't see there's a purpose going to the library except testing my guts on heights -glass walls. nice view but not when you're at the edge. worst with wind blowing... -_-||| didn't know there's a library in esplanade -arts. the rooftop garden was nice but the sun bites. lol. we were at marina square food court before taking my leave -would've stay longer like i usually did. ^.^
just me x kino @ 02:24 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Tuesday, February 7, 2006
mist of rouge: moralist ambition ~ sls? did i forget about that place? hmmmnz... kinda rare or so i say. lol. maybe i'm not in the mood to spend a single cent... or a cent more for food and transport. wth. ::sigh:: someone just msg me about my dead/alive hdd. is it a month yet? ... i don't know. would it be precious anymore if it's beyond revival. whatever, haven't really look into it. i'm so out of enthusiasm!? ::ahahaha::
i got lots of things to do at work but i'm not stress one bit! amazing... is that me? lol. i would've start barking to whomever i see! bow wow ... dog year, eh? ^.^
just me x kino @ 06:05 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Monday, February 6, 2006
psycho le cemu: feel on the dark ~ my weekend? nothing other than my table and closet nags. the usual stacks which mount up to the ceiling; over-flowing old clothes which i should get rid long time ago... my bad excuse -searching for mum line-dancing songs. i'm such a junk collector... ~i wonder. ;p how if one day, i need to move... a truck load of stuffs?! a minimum two trips or more?! ::pengz::
-- your toughest problem now is to decide what will make you happiest -- and if you're honest with yourself, that won't be hard.
just me x kino @ 05:36 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Thursday, February 2, 2006
gilgamesh: reality ~ yesterday sleep was a bit disruptive... my head kinda heavy. wth. back to work again... still as quiet. i brought help-yourself-diy-sandwiches for six. lol. i'm still thinking what's for lunch tomorrow.
anyone upz for 'fun with dick and jane'? oh ya, no more chicken little hp advert!? ::sob:: it was replaced by the pink panther. other line-ups -the pink panther, zoolander, the libertine, brokeback mountain ... i just realize, haven't buy first -i'm so late; or is it out yet? i don't fancy resorts but my parents think at least we go for once and we did. not much changes at nagoya city except that they've traffic lights now compare to my last trip in 1996. lol.
just me x kino @ 02:34 p.m.
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Monday, January 30, 2006
gazette: bite to all ~ it's been days since i last get sticky with my comp. i'd been down, so as my comp. wth. my back aches, what's more, my medi at work -forgot to bring back. darn!
accompany mum to the market this morning. it was oh-so-quiet but we manage to get what we want. lol. our only guest ::tada:: ~jil!!! --are you honoured?! didn't know that you were on diet... ;p was expecting you to down a truck load. anyway, thanks for coming! ^.^ fearless ~movie outing with my family... haven't done that for a decade. mum gets giddy; because the screen is too big plus the action too fast ~is not her thing anyway. lol. a more realistic kung-fu flick; a biopic worth a peek ~recommended! last friday, sl ask me to hear him out since i got an hour before meeting tanaka yuki and seiya for dinner. mc again, sl told me his first and only gf, whom is in heaven?! and his current crush. the story goes from the girl, the family and the funeral. never mind but what's bothering me more is that he's in tears... @o@||| not sure how many pairs of eyes looking? -_-||| sl still not done; i doubt it'll be a never ending story but have to abruptly cut him off else i'll be late... thought i were but seiya was 15mins late while tanaka yuki worst -45mins! ::pengz:: -wrong bus... whatever.
just me x kino @ 08:30 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Friday, January 27, 2006
deathgaze: faze human. raze himan ~ my internet connection had been down for days. thanks to don't know which fucker contractor meddling the dp box in the block. second time within two years! damned! already all pissed with my half-kaput comp. @#$%^&*!!!
my sis gets half day today, as per normal for me... still have to work tomorrow. ::sigh:: and oh, i'll be away from sg on 31st and be back on 1st. so, give me a buzz on 29th & 30th ... paid a visit to sensei, hopefully i don't have to see him again in future. ^.^ but then again, my spine is a bit sore now... ::ouch!:: lol.
just me x kino @ 11:57 a.m.
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Thursday, January 26, 2006
deathgaze: downer ~ found this site yesterday ~depression.com-- helping myself -- - recognize early signs. i don't know how or what but i've not been sleeping well for the past weeks. - set realistic goals. i still don't know what to achieve in life but just making sure that certain things met its purposes. - do what you enjoy. ~even if you don't really feel like it, set aside time to do things that you like. get together with friends. take a walk. go to the movies. take up a hobby that you set aside years ago. yep. i started this last year ... - hold off on big decisions. mum suggest that i quit my job, pack my bag and take a break some where far... - avoid alcohol. i'm not a drinker, just casual. but my nkt intake increased! - exercise. not much but trying to make an effort despite having backache. it's a nice picture but i screwed it ... 
just me x kino @ 02:50 p.m.
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006
~angst ... and yet, super depressed ...
just me x kino @ 11:46 a.m.
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006
deathgaze: sinner ~ my cousin came over after school, so my mum thought we should eat out at wm. sorry sl, can't make it. ;p just dinner; my dad wouldn't stop teasing ah b with his antiques. ::pengz:: forgot to return ah b's cd; next time bahz, if i happen to be in tampines?! lol.
ktv outing ~talk about punctuality, changed of event -d4 is way too early while i was five minutes late. the usual latecomers goes to inova and charsaur. ::applause:: lunch at fiesta then head to kbox. i say, charsaur is better with rap/hip hop since he can't go higher ~he love to sing!! ^.^ ballad king for inova. lol. i would still prefer d4 singing 'one night in beijing' over anything else. lol. charsaur disappear with his friend... dinner at mos. genshiken style anime club ~cool! i always wanted to join one if there's any. getting a permanent place is kinda difficult, imagine jam-packing 10 odd people. if there's really serious and interested parties, i can make it happen but not so soon, thou. ^.^ the bottom line:- let's be honest. i'm known for being assertive, but for the most part, my boldness is often a bark that's more intimidating than my bite. this time out, however, the boldness of my opponent will call for a real, live bite -- and that's what they're going to get. fortunately, i'll be in a great mood, and perfectly willing to use humor to literally chill this situation out before either of us get angry enough to allow it to get ugly. keep smiling, and considering this: is it worth it?
just me x kino @ 03:36 p.m.
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Saturday, January 21, 2006
lynch.: the whirl ~ had dim sum and roam about chinatown with my family. mum hangout a bit at og and my dad don't seems that way. he's not the shopping type. lol. well, can't blame him since he has backache. and i couldn't sit at certain angle -maybe next week see sensei again... -_-||| human packed streets... -it's hot, sticky, uh! exhausted ne. we took deserts before heading stc. another break at deli; can't go without a cup of coffee for the day. ^.^ dinner at marche with ah siang joining us. :)
ordered my favourite crayfish with rum! ^.^ 
just me x kino @ 11:51 p.m.
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Friday, January 20, 2006
deadman: follow the night light ~ it's the worst to play one man show at work. since my colleague taken a month worth of leave, which he usually does... this is only the first week, darn. i just hope nothing major happen, stupid requests are unavoidable. and his last minute ticket purchase really pissed me off!!
day by day, sl has been reporting to me how he progress with his wooing... yeah, 'report'! -he should start a journal, really. he's over the moon floating with the cow?! i know, it doesn't sounds right but that's what i see in him. and guess what, he giggles and grins non-stop!!! ::pengz:: bedtime story -i don't need one. the kitchen flood again; mum been calling me the whole afternoon... it's the oil that built up and choke the drainage. i'd tried using many kinds of chemicals liaoz. ::duh!::
just me x kino @ 05:58 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
lynch.: alien tune ~ it's been a while since i last go out with colleagues -mostly ex now. sl came in only last month, just barely a day, it's like we've known for years?! funny, sl been calling me jie here and jie there ... it doesn't sounds right especially in office?! even my sis never call me jie. lol. no one had been that close-knit as i'm with jil. we get sticky and managed to rock the whole office that we're going out! woohoo!! with only action, you get fresh 'pan', hot from oven within minutes! ::power:: sl asked if i can spare some time after work... mc at je. guess what, sl had a crush with the girl at the warehouse, which is also the co.'s subsidiary; consulting me how to approach her ... huh?!??? ::pengz:: i go dot dot dot and dot dot dot with the never ending dot dot dot.
everyone seems to be in the mood for cny, decoration and such -none in my house. we're more fond of christmas atmosphere even thou we're ft. my dad talk science, so yeah. i'm just looking forward to the eve's dinner with my family. ^.^ other days will be tv and tv and tv; nah, computer bahz. haha!
just me x kino @ 04:39 p.m.
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Monday, January 16, 2006
lynch.: lizard ~ mum always concern whom i hangout with; good or bad company. so, it's been my usual practice to tell her who is who; describing their characteristic and such, be it friends or colleagues or even foe. lol. if you get to meet my mum, don't be surprise if she knows who you are, ahahaha!
there's an incident which i forgot to add the other day. was cut by an umbrella and gotten three stitches! lol. everyone was puzzled, like how?! the bleeding wouldn't stop, so the hr mgr drove me to the nearby clinic. i don't know why and she followed me in, concern?! but she walked out before the doctor start stitching. she couldn't stand the sight of over-flowing blood. lol. i say, the doctor is rather young and inexperience ... he tried to hook my flesh up like mince meat! ::pengz::
just me x kino @ 05:36 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Sunday, January 15, 2006
gazette: bite to all ~ jil is back! ^.^
head out after work... -pick up my mags; stuck there for a while as they busy unpacking the goods. was browsing the hp straps but leather ones were limited. been looking mad for one -don't want to see my hp flung again. ::haix:: everyone was busy buying for cny. i'm still slacking... lol. never felt like getting anything; need to dig-out those clothes that i bought stayed unwrap with receipts. ::ahahaha:: really, i do have. bought a jean from sk just for the sake of having something new for cny -just want to be proper bahz. it's not like when you're younger where you get new clothing only during cny. now is like all year round, as and when you like. ::blah:: dinner with inova and d4 at suntec. tried surf and turf -not recommended. arcade in bugis. coffee in coffee bean. i realize one thing... never ever be left alone with inova. he ditch me for the third time!!! if it's not ellax calling ... yeah, whatever. nothing goes without the offline crappin'. lol. from the never ending kagari/gundam/yukino. i don't know why yukino suddenly came into picture... ish d4 having grudge with her??? hmmmnz... the project is to ps the dog she cuddled. -_-||| back to the arcade again, ellax wants to get his hand on house of the dead 4. you can die suffocating inside. i see d4 play that drum very stress although he claimed it's quite easy. lol. managed to shower before go movies with my sis and her bf. watched heirloom -you ought to skip it.
just me x kino @ 01:31 p.m.
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Friday, January 13, 2006
lynch.: above the skin ~ unlucky...
yuki-no shopping outing ~it was holiday, last minute sms by inova past midnight. 'sorry that i didn't reply ur sms but thru msn. it's not that i want to save the 5 cents but since you're online; i'm better on keyboard than stressing my thumb over the small key pad.' and so, i'm out. lol. aero plane by everblue... i'm super early again, inova and yukino came on time while the latecomer goes to charsaur!!! he was still online when i left home, oh well. managed to help charsaur but none to yukino -fashion disaster, maybe. i know only t-shirts and jeans. lol. so we end up in toy r us while yukino do her rounds. ~gomenasai ne. cowsmoo come charging towards me... almost spill the two iced milo on hand. phew! wallace and gromit ~it's my routine to wake up in the morning and go straight to my comp before washing up. the next thing i know, i fell-off the chair! sprained my left thumb and hit my tail bone. i was laughed by two doctors!? wtf, they even questioned me on the falling process, step by step?! the first doctor suggested that i send the chair for repair... huh?! i head home shower before seeing the chinese physician. the massage is hell ~cold sweat breakout! he thought i'm going to faint and asked me to sit -the pain is unbearable! i know this paragraph doesn't make any sense. lol. anyway, reach tb about five plus. i'm suppose to meet d4 at 1830hrs. ahahaha. surprised to see stee van. ::osu!:: the show was fun except that the last part which i can't quite get. it's pouring cats and dogs so couldn't get over to the market; hangout a bit in tb then ljs. regretted for not taking that fish. lol. mc ~still raining. lunched at ikea with my sis. then head home... can't do much cleaning and gotten an earful from mum not to lift a finger. '...injured already still want to do, rest arh!' but then i was out again to wm before dinner... lol.
just me x kino @ 05:32 p.m.
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006
vidoll: deathmate ~ hurdle is not my forte compared to running but not all are hard to overcome. i was force to participate but i threatened not to show up... that's me. there are times that things are hard to overcome no matter how hard you try. worst if you don't know how... you'll get support and such but the route is still yours to take. face it else you better off die! wish i can shed some tears but none; all i get is war in me...
i thought i was all happy but that's only a partial of me. all i wanted is peace. is it too much to ask for?
just me x kino @ 12:23 p.m.
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Monday, January 9, 2006
nightmare: false ~ yesterday rain whole day... laze around and cleared some backlog eps and finished few series ~erementar gerad, zettai shonen, full metal panic!: the second raid and hana yori dango live action. waited for karin and slept about 4am, zzZZz...
senior citizen outing ~doesn't sound right?! charsaur do not fit the theme... duh! as usual, i don't know why i'm always early while the rest always late?! ::geez:: waited at the bicycle stands -trying to get some sun, it stings. red carpet for d4 and inova before we head to food court. left and back again for charsaur's lunch. lol. ktv session ~charsaur is not as energetic, inova croons -can compete with ellax next time. ;p i couldn't stand d4 singing teresa teng -tian mi mi. maybe i'm not into oldies is one thing... but going into opera mode is ::ohmigod::. i don't mind opera rock thou. ^.^ guess everyone had a fair share and sing to their heart contents. lol. i don't sing, so yeah! -but a paying audience. dinner at the same food court. i forgot about the sour jp curry rice that charsaur had, and ordered a super damned sweet tema don from the same stall. ::pengz::
just me x kino @ 05:58 p.m.
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Wednesday, January 4, 2006
tourbillion: hyper na blue ~ finally i completed speed grapher, forcefully. i'm running out of disk space already. it's been a while that i last complained! lol. yeah, you'll hear more of it from today onwards. ahaha! back to the anime, story wise still not bad but the artwork really suffer big time...
sing song outing ~i reach kino on time but d4 who self-claimed hero was late. so i stroll a bit while the rest meeting at woodland mrt and join us later for lunch. but they all end up late too because of everblue -who suggested the meet up. lol. walk back to somerset; then seiya came midway follow by tanaka_yuki -poor guy, he alight at orchard mrt. the line-up, ahahaha, are we into something? oh well, last was stee van then we head out to partyworld, cuppage -i've no idea??? 11 of us cram in a room, butt to butt -lol. still spacious enough to move about lah. charsaur starts with machi didi rap songs. cool!! i actually pay in to laugh but not for the entire session -i can't possibly laugh for four hours non-stop, right?! i'm hanged by ellax's super high notes! and he sounds so girly too. -_-||| tanaka_yuki is so into the japanese songs; guess seiya shared the same. not much from everblue but his friend, keon who join us later really something. lol. sore throat for stee van while yukino and cowsmoo shy away; and one of the songs go 'baa baa black sheep, have you any wool...' lol. seiya left early cause he need to go back to camp. the last hour?! the guys sing their heart out for god sake -the room rrrwacks!!! d4 raised his voice to over-ruled those with mics. ::piangz:: i'm not sure if they're trying to summon something with their thunderous voice or what... -_-||| if only there's a recorder that time; you'll know what i mean. rain cats and dogs... no one brought umbrella except me and tanaka_yuki. kinda odd but keon on bus, tanaka_yuki and ellax walk while the rest took mrt to ps. lol. dinner at pastamania with hajime and shuuichi joining but cowsmoo leaving. ellax is sure loud. he need to control his volume a bit... but i guess it's kinda hard if you're overly excited?! the guys outcast him!!! poor thing. lol. it's not all bad since we get to sit together ~still 11 of us. ^.^ looking for a place to hangout and crap is really hard. yeah, we stroll a bit before getting ourselves comfortably sitting in the food court. ::rrright!:: the rest get a glimpse of inova and left while me and d4 stayed behind. lol. ~work and stress. ^.^
just me x kino @ 11:58 p.m.
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Tuesday, January 3, 2006
glay: all i want ~ akemashite omedetou!! happy new year 2006!!! -_- i'm suppose to post this on the 1st but got carried away by so many things. ::sigh:: guess it's not too late, rite?! ^.^
was out to celebrate new year's eve... hmmnz... my last one was in year 2k!!! -so long ago. lol. ellax was asking around to go see fireworks at esplanade. oh well, it rain cats and dogs but i'm not that type who'll back out since i'm kinda drag-in. but thank goodness i don't need umbrella throughout my journey. ^.^ i was 5mins late. the mrt is sardine-packed! darn. inova aka yi duo hua was kinda early. ellax the organizer was way late! lol. finally, i get to see tanaka_yuki in person ~who dug a few albums/lyrics from me in the forum. he was surprised/shocked after learning that i'm that yuki?! and my first time meeting seiya. we head to marina square for food because inova made so much noise about his hunger. lol. we end up in ljs since ellax insisted because he didn't get to eat it in the past outings. garo is proven popular and inova ish agitated that he wanted to strangle me! 3 garo fans, what say you?! we got plenty of time before the countdown. stroll to giant; the uplift still in works with the fountain gone! the games in sb arcade still the same from five years ago with only few additional. it's racing jam II already, one of my favourite. forgot to check the other arcade -not sure if they still exist. ellax gone all out for the kof machines he can find. ::pengz:: and he did parapara... we really can't help it but lol! hell'ya! the food court sure look messy. i'm so lost when i step in but we have esplanade view. haha. and again inova ditched me after receiving calls from his school friends. ::haiz:: we then left for esplanade but way too crowded, changed course to one fullerton instead. we're just at the end of the bridge where the barricades are, fearing stampedes and foam sprays. we ducked at few occasions. lol. after the fireworks, we hangout a bit at raffles station, waiting for the crowd to ease ~last train 0127. new year's day ~was up early -wonder why. maybe old people tend to sleep less... -_-||| christine messaged me if i want to have coffee at wheelock place. she had errands there and i'm kinda casually said yes!? i thought i want to laze a bit at home. haha. anyway, it's once a yellow moon that i meet her. so, yeah! moved my butt and head down to orchard. ordered my usual latte and chocolate chip muffin! i was aiming for tiramisu at first... -long time never eat ler but still prefer spinelli's. and it started to rain cats and dogs. ::haix:: christine wants to window shop a bit, so we gone to buildings with connecting underpasses. kfc for dinner at taka. can't remember what we talk about but one thing i know, she still waiting for her 'bai ma wang zi'! lol. later, on the sing song outing. ;p
just me x kino @ 05:01 p.m.
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Friday, December 30, 2005
lareine: cinderella fantasy ~ although there's tons of unfortunate events but this year had been great. i'm glad that i met a bunch of nice people from www. i love them all. i'd never been happier, or should i say, happiest in my life. jil, i love you too! ^.^ and aishah, hl; and those far away ~nish, lynn, fz. i never know how to declare my love to people but i just did. ^.^ and not to forget, i loved my family!!! oh! oh! and my sub-mums!!! ~lily [i'm always your good sunny], rose [you know me inside out] and aunt suzy [we have loads to share]. ^.^
to me, v day is just another ordinary day. i only remember making a card for my art teacher, mrs elizabeth. lol. i hope i can give *huggles*, love and kisses to people around me ~sounds so impossible. ^.^||| maybe i shouldn't run away the next time i see sagara?! lol. it'll be a good start for me or ... i still think it looks so dramatic! XD anyway, i'm looking forward to v day!!
just me x kino @ 04:41 p.m.
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Thursday, December 29, 2005
machine: inner structure ~ kfc at amk with d4 and inova. my hp flew. worst if people ask you, 'anatawa dare?' ...
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just me x kino @ 11:56 p.m.
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Wednesday, December 28, 2005
mask: boys be ambitious ~ sleepy as usual... zzZZz. i should've call it the day, earlier but stayed on despite having teary eyes [time to sleep sign]. maybe i'm too excited about the garo thingy, i met the shinigami at 0400am!! -_-||| not only that, get questioned on gender and nominated by him for the popularity poll!!! ::pengz::
friday co.'s xmas buffet was ok?! i don't know, couldn't eat much thou, i just whacked the crayfish. lol. nothing fantastic after that unlike last year. the usual, chocolates, shower foam and more chocolates... oh so quiet ... christmas eve dinner, we realized that we have loads of meat but no vege!? we end up whacking ah siang's dietary salad. lol. anyway, it was great. before the clock strike twelve, all the prezzies unwrap liaoz. ^.^ tcss session on x'mas day ~this is also a huge group outing. i was the earliest... out about 1100. last minute shop at wm before heading off to cck. kept thinking what to get for the gift that i forgot about the ichigo. ::haix:: while waiting, the usual music/manga at one corner. lol. yukino is super quiet [thought i saw ice queen] and so is teokeez. chicken little d4, cowsmoo, inova, hajime, stee van and the blue couple -charsaur and everblue with pink wrist bands. @o@||| lunch at food court. we get the nice round table -great! crappin'/gift exchange/choco session. guess who standing behind me? is it sadako or is it an akuma? no, it's sagaraice!!! thank goodness she was pulled away before she can start glomping! ::sweatsdrop:: ~came with her sis ny. picture snappin', my batt ran-out. damned! and hp candid too. went up to cc but before that all the guys go gents; and the gals ::amused:: -it shouldn't be that way. i see sagara on the loose, not much choice -end up in loo too. ::haiz:: when i got out, they all groupin' just outside... i sense sagara eagle eyes again. i tried to run off and this d4 try to play the damned brick wall. i force my way thru, gets d4 butt kick! ~you asked for it. ;p yeah!! and charged up one floor. wth... crammed in cc, we have say for everything we see. lol. parted with sagara and ny. arcade time, drummin' session -hilarious! ellax pop-in. the driving game charsaur's on, is really interesting. i should've try it at least... ::haix:: i also don't know why i stop going arcade... this is one special outing. we pay tsukikage a home visit! i still couldn't imagine how he actually fell into the drain?! before that we went to grab some drinks and snacks. i love to take short-cuts and took-off across the wet grassy field. lol. ~heard complains, whoever was that, gomenasai! back again, 11 of us sardine-pack the lift -still oklah. flood our shoes at the corridor; crowding ourselves in the living room... and we all squeeze-in into tsukikage's room -enough space to stand thou. lol. the air kinda run out with the door/window closed. -_-||| split ourselves a bit, some with ps/manga while the rest crapping outside. whoot! we had poking session -something new?! heck but fun. ahahaha! inova, cowsmoo and yukino took their leave follow by hajime [got appointment with abel]. all move in back to the room -with air cond this time. lol. teokeez leaved so we head out for food with tsukikage tagging along. and i brought up that bikini outing -been wanting to talk about it very much. hahaha! such hot topic which i can't post in the forum. i'm thinking, if we can have more of such great outings next year... ^.^
just me x kino @ 05:35 p.m.
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Sunday, December 25, 2005
merii kurisumasu!
just me x kino @ 08:31 a.m.
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Thursday, December 22, 2005
panic ch: love letter ~ gotten stomach flu... ::sheesh:: the doctor said i look horrid. of courselah, i couldn't sleep the day before what. damned! yesterday, only coffee/half-boiled eggs, popcorn and 'tau suan'; skipped dinner. i thought i lost an instant 2kg! @o@||| only bread and my mum's cake for today... ::haiz::
the chronicles of narnia: the lion, the witch and the wardrobe outing ~this is a huge group. we had some glitches somehow but it ends well, i guess... queuing for the damned 'kopi-o' for darn 15mins. ::pengz:: the first one arrived, cowsmoo and inova[together... eto, am i suppose to say something here?!] follow by the dead looking zombie d4. i thought he'll be in 'chicken little's ~sky gonna fall hyperactive panic mode'. and our tanjoubi boy retsu!! vanilla and brother. everyone gets repeatedly whacked but not retsu ~i didn't realise that until he mentioned it in the forum. it's a pity. hahaha. later was charsaur -which until now i didn't get to know the right pronunciation and everblue. quite chatty and is as crappy to boot. stee van and helena -small build, petite quiet girl -not quite. me and retsu got blown away, piangz, she's loud! i need ear studs, anyone? lastly ellax and takumi. d4 goes 'i shall punish you in the name of ichigo!' ~that's a good one. lol. inova is more 'wen rou' and knows how to act cute. ;p think i missed half and hour of the show. it's not all lost but somehow, something is missing. lol. anyway, you get to see snow queen, harry potter [i don't know which part but ellax claimed so] and the major lotr part. i suppose there's still other plots you can relate to. even santa has his share. ^.^ i just feel the characters' lacks development, other than that it's still a good watch. and yeah, while making my way into the cinema, i couldn't see a damned thing and there's no stairs guide light. i kissed someone's hair by accident ~ellax who's sitting in the front seat. thank goodness it's not sticky, oily but dry and smells good too. ahahaha! -ignore me! we went for the food court in meridian -a short walk from ps. late lunch and the on-going crapping session. is cowsmoo the target? she seems to *hides* at times and avoid most of the craps... but that didn't stop the newly invent 5.1 output surround stereo!? -d4, ellax, inova, charsaur and everblue. power! last stop at kino. everyone strayed. the weather is killing me and all i wanted is decent cold air-cond. was at the no-crowd cozy corner, i almost fall asleep until ellax came along. and he start reading from the jap book out loud... ~back to school?! ::pengz:: everyone looks worn out with two sick neko. lol. ... zzZZzz my sis bought me a mini katana from south korea -palm size?! thank you. but i still want a life-sized katana. ;p
just me x kino @ 05:57 p.m.
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Wednesday, December 21, 2005
dedicating this song to whom-ever reading here.//Beatles – Last Christmas Wait Oh yes, merry Christmas little girl Hey! Last year, you left me, little girl... Last Christmas I gave you my heart But the very next day you gave it away This year To save me from tears I'll give it to someone special Once bitten and twice as shy I keep my distance But you still catch my eye Tell me baby Do you recognize me? Well It's been a year It doesn't surprise me Last Christmas, I wrapped it up and sent it With a note saying "I love you" I meant it Now I know what a fool I've been But if you kissed me now I know you'd fool me again Last Christmas I gave you my heart (oh yeah) But the very next day you gave it away (gave it away) This year To save me from tears I'll give it to someone special A crowded room Friends with tired eyes I'm hiding from you And your soul of ice My god I thought you were Someone to rely on Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on A face on a lover with a fire in his heart A man under cover but you tore me apart Ooh, Now I've found a real love You'll never fool me again Last Christmas (twice as shy) I gave you my heart But the very next day you gave it away (you still catch my eye) This year To save me from tears (do you recognize me?) I'll give it to someone special (no, it doesn't surprise me) Last Christmas (I wrapped it up and sent it) I gave you my heart But the very next day you gave it away (saying "I love you" I meant it) This year (what a fool I’ve been) To save me from tears I'll give it to someone special (I know you'll fool me again) Last Christmas I gave you my heart (oh yeah) But the very next day you gave it away (gave it away) This year To save me from tears (from tears) I'll give it to someone special (special)
just me x kino @ 08:11 p.m.
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005
kiyoharu: bask in art ~ i never an enka listener but got carried away by kazemakase tsukikage ran op leave it to the wind[akemi misawa]. wonder where can i get the full version? lol.
hunting for christmas gifts is one big headache. i managed to get something for my sis, at least but yet to wrap it. i'm super slow this year, don't know what got into me. we'll be having a simple dinner unlike last year; in addition of ah siang but minus jil. :( i used to go all out on christmas and new year's eves -join the crowd and do countdowns. sleep-over at clarke quay or boat quay till dawn. hah?! -history liao. i don't think i've that kind of strength today. lol. it's about the gift exchange this time. email were send out asking us to get something [but didn't specify what], minimum 10. i heard nc gone all out to tell people that they can't buy chocolates. i never wanted to talk to her but i just blurt-out; ask her what should i get for the gift... [i'm not the only person in the pantry ;p]. she quickly say that we can't get food especially choco and i asked her why not? she replied 'that the chocolate will melt?!' and i go ::???huh???:: poppin' all over my head! and another reason is people can't keep food for memory-ish?! whatever. 'but you didn't write that in the email, did you?' ::boohoo:: i see charcoal!! saturday was... the usual 'pick-up my mags' after work. get ditch by inova in the rain with a bomb some more. ::sigh:: ~don't worry, i understand. i never like hello kitty because it's pink; and the mackitty saga still fresh in my mind! i know kids love it and so as my sis. to me it's like a teaser having include the hello kitty pocky. lol. yeah, i get quite a mix reactions from adults especially. ahahaha! had wanton mee for dinner with d4. in suntec, walking around clueless-ly, still thinking what to get for the exchange ... you can hear the sales assistants from toons, blocks away. ;p grab and pay. it's below 4 but it sounds so 10 in chinese. lol. whole sunday burned-out! gone to meet jack and grab some goods. human jammed, traffic jammed and all the damned jam! ::sheesh:: dinner with my relatives at international road. i'm all dead... zzZZz
just me x kino @ 05:21 p.m.
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Thursday, December 15, 2005
ellegarden: space sonic ~ rose came back yesterday from her holiday. she was tired and sick. it was all good that i wanted to chat with her later... but things turn ugly when that bitch nc insulted her... i gotten a call from xh about rose's teary eyes maybe because of her being sick. but xh insisted that i go check on her. i really don't know how to cheer people de. ::sigh::
i know rose always like to listen to my hobbies especially cosplay events despite being in her 50s. i emailed rose some of the eoy photos and rush down to do the usual story telling on each pictures. rose lighten a bit after which, especially on the sadako's hand grabbing d4's leg. she smiled! ^.^ rose even ask if i put powder on my hand ~it's my skin, really. only the nails get painted. aunt suzy thought she offended rose in any way for being blunt. she was relieved to hear it's not her fault; aunt suzy melted. lol. anyway, rose is quite cheery today although she still look rather pissed over the incident. and they were all called in for the meeting... nc lied and the management think that old people are just too sensitive?! 'alo, alo?! what is that you were saying again?' when you get bullied and you fight back, yet you say i sensitive? how would you feel if you were in her shoe. would you just swallowed that?! ::pengz:: just came back from jp. watch king kong with jil. it's some endurance test we have to sit thru -three hours long with 360 degrees side dishes. the guy on my left is so fantastic. amused and commented every creatures he sees, on and on with the next 100 species. ::sheesh:: is the kid behind me trying to perfect her kicking skills? damned! and the girl in front of jil goes 'ooooh! aaaaaah!' -i feel like whacking her! there's a kid keep walking up and down the walk way, i doubt jil wants to give him a trip. ;p sad ending but nice. best plot -king kong vs t-rex ~in fact there's three t-rexs! the guy besides me loud-ed 'wwf arh! wwf arh! i feel like throwing him a punch! ~what a show... and how can i miss out this part. don't know who the hell let out poison gas, three times in a row. you hear me? three times!? ... last but not least, the chicken little switch off your phone advert! yeah!!! *jil in deep sigh*
just me x kino @ 11:29 p.m.
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005
scar: realize ~ this is going to be a hell long of an entry. it took me donkey years to write, kinda pissed too not having internet connection at times.
friday was indeed fun. i get mixed reviews since i put full black from head to toe. it'll be so complete if only i've black lipstick. -happy- eoy rainbow skirt outing ~ guess i was too early, earlier than the intended timing. i stroll around and end up in giant buying doraemon packed drinks. lol. not familiar with the place is one thing, looking for that mcdonald in the cinema -i go 'baa, baa!' like a lost sheep. the plus side, everyone was late [d4, retsu and inova]. ::pengz:: i'd gone empty for more than two hours, so i tug-in without them. d4: i was not laughing at your hair. maybe because i was too hungry and not thinking straight. anyway, it looks like your old haircut -nothing strange. and sorry for forgetting we have giraffe legs. i didn't purposely choose the cramp sitting but because it's near the glass door -easier for you guys to locate. unite with cowsmoo and truman at bedok mrt. cowsmoo spotted sagara and ny at tanah merah platform, so we ran across. sagara is over-the-hill, pointing around 'anatawa dare? dare?' and start her monkey business! -ooops! did i say something?? ;p the attendance: evan -no show, teokeez -didn't contact me/d4, aoi -we're going off already... vanilla and bro join us later follow by hajime. and sagara starts her glomping-spree, everyone gets it except me, i think. sprint about 200m just to avoid being glomp. ::sweatsdrop:: spotted ellax but we missed his singing on stage as well as tanaka_yuki. ellax sang tsubasa chronicle ~blaze originally by kinya who did for gravitation as well. i actually requested ellax to sing the chorus, it went well till d4 turn away half way thru -that's mean! crapping session starto! we actually forgot our lunch and no one try to break the ice?! poor ny. first thing first that caught my eye, meer campbell aka fake lacus[gsd] -cosplay by a guy. he shave-cleaned his leg! @o@||| i'm not posting his photo here, it's going to ruin my blog! i do not despise such act but there's other reason to it. and inova's beloved character belldandy[ah! my goddess] turn-out not to his expectation -he is super disappointed! lol. there's some glitches on the schedule performances line-up and technical fault here and there... stalls and such -didn't buy anything. so we're out again -start crapping and back to the hall when they're about to start the parade. the usual act, fan-service from renji[bleach] ... meer's black face? -i leave that to d4. *shinn asuka, destiny gundam, launching!* lol. sadako's head, i forgot about it totally. but i still have sadako's hand grabbing d4's leg from under the table. lol. the negative? my butt got caught on vanilla's digi-camera! damned!? there's so much more but it's just too random. i might left out some good stuff. ;p this is my first eoy so i don't know whether is good or bad although there's some mix reviews about it. anyway, i guess that does not matter as long as we enjoy ourselves to max! ^.^ two familiar faces yet i forgot who ... i feel so bad. kaixin aka cynical_violet as yuna[ffx2] 
nika as tora[alice nine] 
ellax as bankotsu[inuyasha] 
sagaraice as yachiru[bleach] 
after the whole eoy thingy, we went back to bedok for dinner without vanilla and her brother, sagara and ny but ellax. think few of us having gastric attack ler... i still have problem to stomach food the next day.. :( and the bitching didn't end there, just pity hajime being the target by d4, inova and ellax at some point. truman is so quiet but cowsmoo say otherwise. retsu talks more! ::yeah:: was late this morning. went home after lunch with aunt suzy and two other colleagues. half way thru the road, met justine who gave me a lift. lucky! ^.^
just me x kino @ 10:45 p.m.
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Thursday, December 8, 2005
j: break ~ hl's mum passed away this morning. ::shocking:: i just had dinner with the family not long ago. i still remember how she joke about hl not being lady-like enough. my condolence to hl and family. 'hl, please be well.'
now born another new bitch on the block! i know i've to sit-in for recept tomorrow. but this f*king nc hope i do a great job and ask me to learn how to answer calls starting this afternoon! huh?! 'hello, ms nc, my superior requested me to sit-in for friday only hor. nothing more, nothing less. and don't expect me to do a good job -my superior knew and understood.' instantly, nc's face turn black and walk away! lol. my colleagues suggest that i dress up a bit but instead, i'll make myself look trashy or maybe cosplay sadako. bwahahaha! i've decided, i'll do a punk outlook! tonight have to get my sis help me with my nails -paint black. i smell fun. ::ahahaha::
just me x kino @ 12:11 p.m.
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Wednesday, December 7, 2005
trax: it's a monster ~ bloody hell, my superior ask me to sit in for recept whole day on friday. -_-||| just because the two hr on course and the recept still on leave. ::piangz:: just don't blame me for any mistakes i made, he say he'll take responsibility.
i never good at handling phone calls. my superior suggest that i skip that 'cp, good morning. how can i help you?' to just the plain 'hello' -at least he know me a little. i still can't believe i need to do this!? ::aaarrrrggggghhh:: what about people asking directions in the building? the problem is, the co. do not have listings board of its tenants just like any other buildings. special right? the layout -three office towers and three warehouses ... ::pengz:: i've a feeling that i'm going to screw up... the telephone board got so many buttons! i scold users if they kill the pc and now if i transfer wrong calls ... -_-|||
just me x kino @ 05:19 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Tuesday, December 6, 2005
j: from the underground garden ~ finally the st people called, that was a long wait. anyway, the installation will take place only next tuesday afternoon but they're cutting off my internet access starting 7am, a day before. gosh, that'll be a night without internet. ::piangz::
feel like changing my hp, current handset is not even a year old. lol. i thought of using clamshell type again but seems like there's no model that appeals to me. it's either too bulky or too lady-like. maybe wait until next year bahz. ^.^ i still remember my dad first mobile phone! it looks like a small briefcase about 3 inch thick and measuring 12 inch diagonally with extendable antenna! it's weight like a brick and the battery can last for only 2 hours. it's not even the water bottle version you see later. here's the screen cap of the mobile phone found in air master: 
just me x kino @ 10:50 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Saturday, December 3, 2005
ayabie: ---[eve]diver ~ damned! my back hurts. because of the injury 7 years ago, i couldn't carry/move heavy things. ::sheesh:: seeing the sensei worst, the treatment was hell i almost bite off my finger! i reek of cheena medicine for weeks... powder taste awful = swamp thing!
was setting up the christmas tree... late uh?! didn't know that the tv cabinet so heavy ... still working on the e-greetings. do things so slow -ageing. ::continue to pack candies:: i am so dead! three kopi-o's today ...
just me x kino @ 11:38 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Friday, December 2, 2005
ancafe: 1/2 ~ will be seeing less people this month. ::yeah!:: on the other hand, i'm still thinking what to do with the one and the half day or face forfeit. ::haix::
fanlistings in forum? ::speechless yet hilarious::
just me x kino @ 05:53 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Thursday, December 1, 2005
scissor: no name ~ damned! forgot to switch on my alarms. slept at 3am++ ... zzZZz...
chicken little numa numa outing: i would say it was a total success with full attendance. lol. meet snowbell at je; thought i was late but it's the other way round -shouldn't run in the first place, make me out of breath! anyway, we made it on time, i guess... just that d4 was way too early. ;p and there's inova, ellax, tsukikage; lastly, princess nuriko follow by prince retsu minus the red carpet. lol. the show? good laugh all the way although not to the extend of having stomach cramps. what's not: chicken little sounds like ojisan?! ::ara? oro? alo!:: arcade then the usual tb hawker without snowbell and retsu. and kinda surprise to see ellax running across the road and wave hysterically towards the bus at the traffic light -yeah, ellax trying to board the bus. from the driver's hand gesture, 'you mad arh! the bus stop is not here lah!?' not sure if ellax mistaken the bus for a taxi?! -_-||| everyone seems so tired, inova especially. think d4 space out a little, crossing without looking... and the guys start mourning already!? lol. kinda stress for me to leave work early. not sure why but my heart beat so hard, i couldn't calm down one bit. i'm no different from tsugumi rosenmeier [sousei no aquarion], except that i couldn't explode things.
just me x kino @ 04:45 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
ayabie: gimmick of heavy metal ~ finally, aunt suzy gave up the notebook. it's a 10" -she needs super eye-power to view. lol. i wouldn't want it if it's me. my choice will be at least a 14"; i don't mind a 16". ;p but for work, i rather use a pc. i don't like the idea to bring home work after office hours even thou i'm on standby -seven days a week.
the internet speed had been random and so i decided to take the 10mb plan without premium. it's already the 4th day, call them up to check the upgrade status. guess what, they didn't receive my fax. then why the hell do they print the fax no on the application form if is in no use?! ::piangz::
just me x kino @ 05:09 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
shelly trip realize: smile ~ didn't know i was so obsessed with 'numa numa'. it never strike me at first but kinda carried away now after watching several chicken little 'switch off your handphone' ad. i even gone extra miles diggin' around for the original boyband o-zone -song and lyric to the infamous lip-sync gary brolsma; lastly, the super nice ad. lol. but i strongly condemned the 'cockroach' song. wonder why d4 wants that version. anyway, i'm making you a special edit, so look forward to it!! ^.^
fast food for three days straight? sat dinner with d4 at mc, sun morning big breakfast with my sis and yesterday dinner with jil at kfc ... kinda rush but manage to yak chicken little along the way; guess it's more than in between. lol. jil's annoyed and wonders if i did brag it to my sis. i swear, i'll be strangle to death on the spot! ;p conclusion: jil hate chicken little but don't mind watching it for free. kechi!! ::jil:: no worries, you'll get your candies for sure. prolly we'll be meeting some time ... eto, next week? need to pass you x'mas prezzie as well as blood+. think my sis also want to return all your books and vcds?! -you need santa's bag!
just me x kino @ 05:19 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Sunday, November 27, 2005
plastic tree: ghost ~ picked up my kkm calendar! sweet! ^.^
tons of missed calls and msgs. that person really don't want to give up. i even send a msg to the wrong recipient. ::pengz:: am i seeing ghost already? anyway, dropped by suntec for candies and chocolates. christmas is really pretty and i loved to pack sweets and give out to kids. lol. let me know if you want one then i'll pack according to your kiddy category. ahahaha! i'm serious, ok! ^.^ not sure what gone into d4 or was it me, can't decide where or what to eat? XD did we do the merry-go-round again... from 3rd floor to basement then back up to 3rd floor then down again to basement. finally, we settled for mcdonald. lol. also, bought a mini optimus prime from toy r us. yay! and batman creating chaos in raffles shopping with the kids. kinda packed, didn't snap any photo. :(
just me x kino @ 12:02 a.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
gazette: last bouquet ~ someone has my number without my consent!!!
valentin [spanish] ~hallmark a humorous and touching account of an 8-year-old boy who is raised by a philandering father and a bitter grandmother. the boy tries to solve the problems of his dysfunctional family while pursuing his own dream to become an astronaut. he befriends a reclusive neighbor, forms an unlikely friendship with one of his father's ex-girlfriends and sets out to discover the harsh realities about his parents. overall, it's sweet. ^.^
just me x kino @ 11:47 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
schwarz stein: current ~ mtv aired aeon flux shorts the other day -surprised. currently there's this animation nation 2005 fest. what interest me is 'mind game'[nc16] by yuasa masaaki. in short -embark on a mind-bending trip with nishi, a loser who was killed in a brutal accident. the film follows nishi as he journeys to heaven and back and ends up trapped in an even more unlikely place. wonder if i get to see it...
harry potter and the goblet of fire outing -still in half-zzZZz-mode after watching the exorcism of emily rose with my sis and ah siang. slept at 0300 ++ after supper. woke up at 0730, idle around my comp ... zzZZz. reached exotic yishun 0930 ++, queue for tickets. breakfast at macdonald with d4 and tsukikage. shuuichi was on time while ct and hajime came running. late but chicken little waited for me with its antiques. ::grins:: the seats are really cramp -under-privilege for those with long legs. i couldn't sit still even with an empty seat beside me. i changed my legs position so much, wonder if i did distract the person in front?! tsukikage still have the walkway to stretch out. think the three girls have no problem ... backache for d4, poor thing. lol. not sure if there's any change in northpoint but the shop where i bought the b/w gameboy no longer there. back to macdonald again since hajime and shuuichi haven't had their breakfast -it's lunch for them. me *passu* since the popcorn still at my throat. ct leaving us already and then we went merry-go-round for toilet... again, bid farewell to hajime and shuuichi; and so the trio journey to kino. i don't know how but suddenly i'm walking on the pebbles walkway in front of the istana. pick-up my mags and we had 'wanton mee'. second for tsukikage! @o@;; head down to sls and our last stop, bugis. the zzZZz-mode from last sunday is still being carried forward till today...
just me x kino @ 03:35 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Friday, November 18, 2005
dir en grey: audience killer loop ~ i broke my brovil!!! bad omen! bad omen!
yesterday, the secretary ask me to beam her contacts from her nokia hp to another. couldn't help her:- - firstly, i total noob to nokia hp. i only familiar with sony ericsson and samsung. - secondly, i only use my hp for calls and msgs; nothing beyond that. - thirdly, contact list? i old-fashioned, i keep hard copy. what ticks my nerve is when she said that i almighty 'it' what, i should know how! ::sheesh:: 'handphoneishnotcomputer' ... and this morning, she asked aunt suzy to ask me for nokia's hotline and service centers! ::wah piangz eh:: there's a thing call 'dial-100-helpline' or 'yellowpages' or 'search engine' lor. !@#$%^&*! normally secretaries are like resource center. they're more informative than any street directories available -from wine and dine to bargains/cheap sales/you-name-it; and last but not least, gossips! xh wants to tattoo the picture printed on my shirt. so, rose ask me which one and i simply point to my back. guess what?! she tried to lift my shirt for god sake we're at the reception area!! ::pengz::
just me x kino @ 02:04 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
d'espairsray: abel to caine ~ cleared 9 eps on bleach. now back on-track for long series -one piece and naruto. hope it won't end up like inuyasha -hate the idea being hanged ... still searching for the third part of rk. and someone put up kazemakaze tsukikage ran which i watched randomly from animax -now i can have it full. lol. also gotten the full-uncensored-subtitled version of sensitive p! ;p karin on the other hand introduce the concept that every vampire has an acquired taste of blood -interesting. and while ren is theoretically sucking out their stress, karin is injecting her own blood as a rejuvenator for the misfortune?! that kenta guy really look like seiji[midori no hibi], some say ichigo[bleach]?
the morning breeze is freezing cold. ...ahchooo! [mtv] mistaken ash from dragon ash[jp]. she sing 'superstar' in korean... i never like the initial song anyway, which was sang by s.h.e. lol. it got stuck in my head after much air-play and when ella was injured that time... damned! i can't stop sneezing. why the hell do i wake up at 6am for?!? and so they going to have attack no.1 live action on tv. i still remember watching the old volleyball version... -15yrs back maybe. couldn't find any info no matter how much i google. ::haix::
just me x kino @ 10:29 a.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Sunday, November 13, 2005
onmyouza: oni ~ my sis said, 'psychological sickness'. i still need aspirin. ... never been better -sucks big time. would you give hope a chance even thou you know it's hopeless? if you know it's beyond cure will you still have the 'never give up' will?
i'm glad my sis asked me out for dinner. we ordered jp food but it's all so fishy. i don't mind raw but cooked salmon definitely not for me. i still remember eating at my relative place. she loves salmon and get it steam! just one bite, i'm a goner. while my sis and her bf busy filling up lucky draw forms, i went to get my beloved 'kopi o'. i didn't ask ah siang, afraid that he'll be awake for the next 8hrs?! but we end up going back for ah siang's 'kopi kau' so he can continue his diablo?! lol.
just me x kino @ 02:32 a.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Friday, November 11, 2005
sid: sweet ~ went sky high with d4. it's great to have all the super hero talk once a while? yep! yep! and passed me a box of mighty godzillas but without me fearing it might attack... and again, thanks for committing daylight robbery on behalf of me. ^.^ also exploring other chicken dance but still at experimental stage. look out for the space here!!! lol. it might or might not.
spend the whole afternoon yesterday fixing the all-in-one printer/copier/scan/fax machine. what pissed me off is they want to relocate it after i laid the cables nicely!? in the trunking ... ::sheesh:: @#$%^&*!!! and now that the machine hate me so much the scanner refuse to work! ::damned:: when there's no restriction, it was like haven to its max. the only thing you need to do is some tweaking on the router/firewall settings or firmware updates. but now, they cap the bt dl to 30kbps which is still tolerable but what makes my blood boil is surfing at your hey-days 33.6kbps. ::piangz:: having 3-4 pc connecting at the same time = nightmare!!! but what i notice is whenever they introduce a new plan, your current 1500kbps automatically turn into 256kbps or worst. it'll be my fourth if i wish to upgrade and they even ensure me no extra fees involved. ... am still thinking. ;p jinki finally get his power supply changed ... at sls. ::pengz::
just me x kino @ 05:35 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Wednesday, November 9, 2005
vidoll: chocoripeyes ~ lol. couldn't help it while reading my sis hate-list of her encounters in public transport.- like how people who don't understand what's 'stand behind the yellow line' and trying hard to kiss the train. - how people throw themselves shamelessly into the train although it is already sardine-packed. - read newspaper with your shoulder as their hand rest, apart from giving discomfort to not only one and the others around will get the poking/brushing from the newspaper... - people whom intend to jump off before the train stops and where this mother fucker excusing herself when everyone is going out from the same exit? not really sure if i suffered from dehydration. even my superior thinks i look worst than a dying patient; does he meant corpse?? don't know if it was cause by the two cgs i had two days ago. just felt my body lacks water, that's all. aunt suzy finally gets a notebook with wireless lan installed. she'd been making a lot of noise to my superior to have a workstation in the pantry. still wondering what is she going to do in the pc? ... what say you?
just me x kino @ 03:21 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Sunday, November 6, 2005
plastic tree: namae no nai hana ~ been eating a lot of fast food lately... think the cholesterol start cloaking my artery lerz. won't be surprise if i overshot the 200 mark again. ::haix::
went to suntec with my sis, say hi to d4 and dinner at komala -it's been a while... the food quite filling, mainly flour and potato. i don't remember buying anything except the eureka 7's figurines. my aim is nirvash, renton and eureka but gotten the other couple. holland x talho [eureka 7] 
... tattoo
just me x kino @ 09:58 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Saturday, November 5, 2005
miyavi: are you ready to rock? ~ bought a cat, not neko but a cat shoes. lol. my sis continue her christmas shopping spree and i'm still clueless what to get... what we ate for dinner?? eto, i think i ordered chicken cheese sausage, nice and juicy. ^.^ while my sis busy herself on some clothing, i hangout a bit at the toys section. after much zig-zags and criss-cross, kino closed liaoz. ::haix::
thought i want to drop by sls but head straight home instead. and here i am in front of my comp checking out some cool indie songs. ... zzZZz ...
just me x kino @ 04:27 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Friday, November 4, 2005
phantasmagoria: actuate eden ~ i didn't know i was a member in vr-zone forum since 2003... no wonder i kept receiving newsletters from them not till the 'vote & win inno3d nvidia 7800 gtx for nvidia shop-decor competition' capture my attention. ::pengz::
 Dominant Personality: Solitude Good Traits: You don't need people to hype up your self-esteem. You take care of yourself, and don't follow the crowd. You're unique. Bad Traits: You don't have many (if any) friends. People aren't going anywhere and you have to learn to handle social situations. There are people out there who understand you. People see you as: Lonely, extremely quiet, and unfriendly. You are never seen around other people, and you don't talk that much. People think you're too selfish in that you don't take the time to make friends. You're Most Like: Confusion. You wish you had the answers to everything. The difference is that you keep it to yourself, and express yourself in a different way. You Need More: Grace. You probably walk around with your head down. You need to hold your head high and face the world head on. Be more assertive, but not to the point of aggresiveness. What's your dominant trait? (10 unique results) brought to you by Quizilla
just me x kino @ 12:14 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Thursday, November 3, 2005
guniv tools: fat december ~ thank goodness my pp a/c is up. because of one don't-know-what-stupid email, i've to fax my nric for verification. damned! it cost me my good nite sleep to nitemarez!!! never mind that, headache for whole day some more. ::sheesh::
guess i'm falling for another anime ~happy seven. no one even bother to blog about it. okay the story is flat, there are so many cliches it could be the mother of all magical girl series... -just for laugh. ;p i thought gilgamesh was great for the story but the more i continue watching the more i wanted out. i don't really care how bad is the character design but what bugging me was their expressions. i couldn't tell if they're happy, sad, angry or disturb?! ::sigh:: ... i'm rotting away at home ...
just me x kino @ 04:12 p.m.
.oOo. L E T ' S . T A B I .oOo.
Tuesday, November 1, 2005
plastic tree: comic youth ~ bye bye loveless, hello kino! hooray! i finally did a kino no tabi's layout. it's a pity that i couldn't fit hermes anywhere except for that pathetic avatar -so small. i suppose it'll be here for a while or longer since i love kino so much. ~ooooo... ::hahaha::
it's kinda odd having holidays in between. work on 1, 3 and 5 then off on 2 and 4. screw my mornings... ... happy deepavali!
just me x kino @ 12:03 p.m.
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