Tuesday, February 22, 2005
l'arc~en~ciel: killing me ~ yesterday when i woke up -for no reason what-so-ever, i got back-ache. it stinks! and i think i'm going to be sick again... ::sheesh:: i thought i just recover.

turn into dark tarap @ 12:46 p.m.

Friday, February 18, 2005
nightmare: 13th ~ jilto got touching story unlike me... well, the 'thong-chiang thong-chiang' can rest in peace now but the weather is killing me -very hot. i was away until yesterday late night after almost getting 'economy syndrome'. having jam-packed schedule for the past few days -exhausted. i thought i'll be writing some stories but then i realize in mid-air that i forgot to transfer the files. damn! so, that goes my so-called story... ::sheesh::

turn into dark tarap @ 06:04 p.m.

Friday, February 4, 2005
you`re in deep shit....
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turn into dark tarap @ 05:01p.m.

Friday, February 4, 2005
laputa: material pleasures ~ how's your mandarin fare? mine sucks! for sure. never had a proper mandarin education. i just envy those people who attended the lessons or as what they say -chinese educated. i couldn't write a sentence or pronounce the words properly -out of tune. i try to pick up by listening to radio, tv and daily conversations. at one time, i was learning from lyrics; pick up a few words but still a lot of xxx. i don't understand the meaning of some words -talk about using it. ::sigh::

there's this person say that i sounds like china people?! i burst laughing... i've china friends but that does not make me one of them overnight.

turn into dark tarap @ 11:23 a.m.

Thursday, January 20, 2005
penicillin: one star ~ gone to library, grab mountain high of books. have to finish my java program which i've no idea how to start. help!? i wish i can get some examples somewhere... ::sheesh::

wah liao! so excited. finally getting the k700i! been playing around with it whole night. can't wait to load my favourite mp3/midi then take picture and then, then, then... the old s200 keypad had malfunction and recently, shut-off by itself half-way thru while sms. scary, right?! it's not good to wait for it to break down, thou. yeah, really miss my s200; i bid farewell with tears... as if. not in tears but sadly. ::sob::

i'm just one messy person. i still couldn't find things even after moving in for about a year already. although i tried to re-pack and re-group but still there's missing items which left no trace to track. ::haix::

turn into dark tarap @ 10:48 a.m.

Tuesday, January 18, 2005
malice mizer: baroque ~ yeah, i'm still not done with air master yet. guess what, made a new layout for my jrock rotation site featuring ~tada 'air master'. aside from all the fighting alone, the spotlight goes to aikawa mika and sakamoto julliete. wheee! i did one page instead of the previous with iframe. at least now that i only work on one but graphic rich!

didn't know that my colleagues like to see 'a'. hah! but too bad that i only have 'ays only.

turn into dark tarap @ 10:28 p.m.

Monday, January 17, 2005
naruto
Which Naruto Character Are You?
Test by naruto - kun.com

turn into dark tarap @ 02:28 p.m.

Monday, January 17, 2005
la'cryma christi: nothin’ to lose ~ oh! it's monday already. time is so short... watched air master -into the second marathon. this show rocks. i would say the story is much more better than tenjou tenge although the characters drawing looses out a bit. well, tenjou tenge has it assets but air master -it'll break the ozone layers!!! i think it's retarded-ly over-sized and quite annoying too. ::boingz:: overall the show is entertaining; laughable at certain occasions -injected with a bit of les' and 'ays. ahaha! 8)

yesterday was quite windy that it blew-off my metal frame which landed on the storeroom door. thank goodness it's not the glass bookshelves... i was suppose to go out but laze around with my anime. the tv was e's since saturday.

remember that i talk about my gundam zero model kit. i'd called numerous times until saturday, they finally confirmed the arrival. i hope it was not all talk and no goods. it was utterly long even it was through shipment since september when i placed my order. don't you think so?! i was suppose to get it on that day but because it's kinda messy as things need to be sorted out and such, blah, blah, blah. i was ask to go down today but it's not me to go out on weekdays so i'm going over this weekend and drop by at db.

turn into dark tarap @ 12:24 p.m.

Friday, January 14, 2005
vogus image: prisoner ~ something to applause, i broke my old record for staying awake for more than 40hrs without sleep. i look as cool as the walking dead. i took a part-time grave-shift job with my aya-aunt. she's going again tonight but not me. i'm not sure what will happen to me continuing another 12 hrs.

the shocking news; who would've doubt that e is retrench! it's a slim chance to happen since the boss got kick out earlier. it's unbelievable true, nothing but the truth. what ruthless world i'm stuck in. this is crazy.

-i'm in the verge of death...

turn into dark tarap @ 05:40 p.m.

Monday, January 10, 2005
syndrome: view ~ incredibles were great -watched it twice. jack jack is my hero -he transformed into fire, weight, electro and finally a devil.

so hook-up with tsubasa reservoir chronicle. because it's action-pack and i get to see my favourite characters playing other roles. the most interesting part were to see everyone unleashed their powers ~kudan!

i've not been myself lately. i can't think straight and i look horrible -the first ever walking zombie on earth. people thought i'm sick or what. guess it's written all over my face although it didn't affect me much. everything seems so worrying and i kept on thinking -don't know what. no words can describe what's on my mind... ~just a piece of blur vision or nothing at all. ::sheesh::

one of the trash was about my work. i had de-rail myself -way off the track. i don't enjoy my job one bit. i'm in a very messy state. i have a lot of 'sighs' for no reason or whatsoever.

to those who cares, thanks for your concern. i'm fine but not fine.

turn into dark tarap @ 02:29 p.m.

Wednesday, January 5, 2005
pierrot: my cloud ~ really sad to work in this co. it's more like a slaughter house to me. if you don't want to be cut-up, run for your life; or you still want to hold your head high-up, do not talk back! three in a row. remind me of the kidnapping in iraq, with heads cut-up using a pen-knife?! bwahhhhh... uuawwwcckk! i just lost my appetite -let's forget about dinner tonight...

i'm still a bit unsure of my plans. seems like trouble instead of freeing myself for good. maybe i think too much or too far away. why can't i do things one step at a time calmly??? ::confuse::

turn into dark tarap @ 05:52 p.m.

Sunday, January 2, 2005
panic channel: clear ~ i just remember that i watched the sailor moon special act two days ago; it was long after the final act. and this usagi and mamoru are getting married but things didn't turn out the way they wanted because of some personal differences... i didn't expect mio to be alive thou. surprisingly! and her queen outfit is -oh mi god! i still think queen beryl outfit better except the diamond hole on her chest. ahaha! anyway, everything were in place at the end. just that everyone's going their separate ways. glad that makoto and motoki were together but there's no further character development of ami and nephrite -such a pity... awww!

there's a new act will be out on march 25: act zero ~ it's going to cover what happened before act 1 in the tv series. the mysterious, beautiful man, cutie kenko, is going to be played by special guest, izam(ex-shazna) as the bad guy. looking forward to izam in action. ~whoot!

well, it's still raining hard; dark and warm?! maybe because of my morning shower... ;p

turn into dark tarap @ 02:17 p.m.

Saturday, January 1, 2005
alice nine: time machine ~ shoot! it's been raining since yesterday non-stop... i wonder how's the countdown celebrations went? me? at home watching my animes XD!

i wanted to laze around more but was woken up by the rain with a roaring stomach to boot. so now, here i am in front of the computer... checking out forums and such. hahaha!

turn into dark tarap @ 11:10 a.m.

Friday, December 31, 2004
vasalla: passage ~ HAPPY NEW YEAR 2005!

and my condolences go out to all victims of tsunami-hit countries...

turn into dark tarap @ 12:07 p.m.

Thursday, December 30, 2004
the trax: tears ~ i thought it's been a while that i didn't hear any slurping but now it's like a dream come true -yeah right!? how would you react if that person is your colleague; slurping away like he's the only one in the room -super loud (equals to enjoy?!). the problem is, i'm sitting opposite him face to face!!! and i'd to endure that kind of torture everyday!? i don't mind a little slurps if the tea is too hot but; ::sheesh:: i rather blast my rock music of all sounds!

too bad the part-time girl no longer with us. she got annoyed and tell right-off his face to stop slurping... not long ago another colleague kinda tell him before. it's not that anything had change since -back to square one...

i was thinking to make a short trip to thailand but after the tsunami disaster, i'm not sure now. i wonder how is my sri lankan friend. i hope he and his family is doing fine. ::prays::

turn into dark tarap @ 10:58 a.m.

Tuesday, December 28, 2004
zero: one's fate ~ christmas eve dinner had been fun with family and friends. thanks for those who'd come. i had a great time chatting away; smiling and laughing... it was so fast after weeks of preparations.

thanks jil aka michelle for the goth pictorial and my sis were glad to have her cds as well. i gotten the full set of gunslinger girl. i haven't got time to watch it since there are scores of anime queuing thou...

on the 25th, we actually when out shopping?! yeah, my parents and 2nd sis going off the next day so they're doing their last bit of shopping. first stop were at og, outram park. my youngest sis finally got her watch -hooray!!! and i bought mobile fighter g gundam series -two box for a price of one (20-something eps). i think, there should be another two box to complete the 49th eps. then we had a quick lunch at chinatown. later, took a bus to bugis village -stroll. back to bugis junction and had 'ocha'. last stop, esplanade and merlion. dinner at cartel. oooh, so tired.

the next day -catch 11am show: kungfu hustle with my father. then the packing... it was oh so quiet again. ;)

turn into dark tarap @ 10:33 a.m.

Friday, December 24, 2004
the trax: beat traitor ~ back to the office... my first x'mas lunch after three years with the co. it's not really that fantastic thou but anyway; no work! later have to rush home to prepare dinner. am inviting some relatives and friends over. i hope it goes well.

received quite a number of cards... i feel bad that i couldn't send out any. ::sheesh -that's evil:: i hope i can make it up later this weekend. i'm kinda on hiatus for a year now and esp to those overseas. gomen-nasai ^.^"

turn into dark tarap @ 11:48 a.m.

Sunday, December 19, 2004
hizaki: ritual ~ went to my relative house yesterday. it was so far away -from one end to another... took us one and a half hour ride. it's been a while thou. we had lunch at a thai restaurant. wt was a bit erm... he's happily selected around 8 dishes. we were like ::jaw-dropping:: -everything was up to the neck when we're done. later went to pick-up my sis and friends at home. next stop -bugis. that was whole day for us. i would say, i'm exhausted... ooooh.

turn into dark tarap @ 08:29 a.m.

Friday, December 17, 2004
12012: mental food ~ yeah i know, been slacking a lot... came back to work today. quiet... that's what i like. it's better if everyone gone. really cool! -just like schools having holiday. there's nothing much for me to do thou. anyway, at least i get to update my websites since i abandon it days already after being denied access from the host. wonder why the mango server always had ddos attack?! it's still accessible in some ways but not to those blocked ip addresses. whatever it is, i hope things will be better in future.

so what's your new year's wish... i'm not really sure myself but hope to achieve something soon, change job -maybe; continue my anime/manga madness, a trip to hong kong/thailand early next year... wish my family and friends good health.

turn into dark tarap @ 12:16 p.m.

Tuesday, December 14, 2004
mask: deep fantasy ~ a little late to talk about sg idol now but hey! taufik won so my sis gonna buy his debut album.

christmas is just round the corner and yet to send out any greeting cards... got hook up with the detective show and trying hard to clear my hdd for space. and my exam, erm... next two days!?

went to stock-up my groceries -mainly food and loads of candies... too bad that my froggie and cat can't eat. i wish there's 36hrs in a day -then i can do lots of stuff ...plenty.

turn into dark tarap @ 11:47 a.m.

Monday, December 6, 2004
raphael: holy mission ~ i tried to marathon infinite ryvius but stop at eps 12 this morning. interesting plot; it has settings like uchuu no stellvia and geneshaft. and a strange girl -e.g. lost universe, outlaw star. see tonight if i can complete the whole series. hee

what do you think of a kind person? well, it gives me goose bumps. i felt like running away with all my might and strength. i just don't feel right having people being kind to me. it's too scary to think about it. i prefer bad character; meanie, teaser, punk -something that i can fit right in.

my aya-aunt make her way to my house from hougang. ::i'm so touch:: i just want her to drop by before we head to sembawang. yeah, am one of the uninvited guest sticking around.

turn into dark tarap @ 05:29 p.m.

Monday, November 29, 2004
nightmare: monster tree ~ had dinner yesterday with my uncle and family in orchard. it's been a while since i last ate in restaurants. the dishes were not that bad. it just the soup doesn't start well.

i bought lime -rare! i was drag into the idol fever -last two copies on the news-stand; amazing?! people had been asking me if i'm going down to the stadium? i would be better-off watching it from home, sitting comfortably on my couch, snacking away with my ice rebeena drink. ^.^ been missing a lot of thursday shows but thanks to re-caps... and this wednesday 'a must tune-in' for the finals... ahaha.

i got plug with 'not-enough-space' again. one of my usb device don't want to work. i'm a little piss -what exactly wrong with it?! ::sheesh:: not sure if my system can handle four device at one time... later.

turn into dark tarap @ 11:29 a.m.

Friday, November 26, 2004
vidoll: teddy ~ whoot! ~ animax is here! argh!!! ::jumping in joy:: it was all talk since last year and finally it's here. if i never check on that forum, i would've miss the special promo for existing subscriber. everyone seems to be so excited about it! tomorrow... erm that is today the promo start(3 days). i'm getting e to exchange the analog box to a digital one. it'll start at 11am; it'll be a long queue since it's school holiday -i hope e is able to get the goodie bag as well. XD i had a feeling that i can't sleep tonight. ooops!

received nish email with her raya pics. it was a long hiatuses between us. ::ooops i did it again:: partly i was to blame, still owe her some old pics taken in may. :P but i'm glad to be able to see her again. :) in exchange for that, i ask my sis to take a candid shot of me at my desk. ewww! i look awful but nah... never mind that.

::shoot:: i still have to work on saturday. how pathetic while others enjoying their five days work week... ::sheesh:: this is so unfair.

so late already... should save some energy now for tomorrow animax blasting! heez ^.^

turn into dark tarap @ 01:30 a.m.

Wednesday, November 24, 2004
psycho le cemu: early autumn ~ that was a long hiatus for me... just for the sake to find a new layout. hee... yeah, one good excuses. ;p

anyway, been doing a lot of things lately. i got stuck with assignments, tests and projects. next month will be my exam already. ::sheesh::

did a little shopping here and there for christmas. so excited -to a free-thinker?! it's not uncommon but i just love the atmosphere. i bought a six feet tree; if only my living room is bigger. my mum thinks i'm too extreme. she said that the carols will start knockin' on my door!? XD

finally i get to see a movie after spiderman 2. but shuttle doesn't worth my 6.50. much after the over-publicise asian horror movies, there's no juices left.

okie, okie, what song i'm listening to now? after months of l'arc~en~ciel: dune, w-inds: bestracks and now on tmr: b.e.s.t. -that was on my player. aside from that, i'm stuck with gsd op ignited but i still prefer zips. ::coolz:: i can't believe myself listening to aino minako(sailor moon live action) 'i'll be here' album. arrgh! that is not so me?! got a bunch of anime soundtracks queuing... ooops

after upgrading my internet connection speed; it was like heaven and yeah, my hardisk is in hell! i'm in good mood now, so i need to leave the cursing and swearing later... especially at work.

turn into dark tarap @ 02:37 a.m.

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