tarap - loveless ~ ritsuka x soubi

Thursday, June 30, 2005
a walking dead @ 05:08 p.m.

antique cafe: candy holic ~ went to see initial d yesterday. what's not? -takumi's father too drunk? -three cars racing?? -lastly, where's the eurobeat??? and the annoying part is the person sitting beside me. the gf ask so many questions and the bf tried to relate the whole show with the manga from start till end. really want to whack him. ::sheesh:: overall still ok and lookin' forward to its sequel... and also the original release; dislike dubbed version.

there's so many kind of ppl that you wish you don't know. there's already a bunch of 'bs' and now comes a mr -don't know what to label him. i think mr bossy suit him best since he likes to order ppl around even though he's not any big-shot. he also likes to compare things here with his ex-co. -e.g. why my ex-co. has it but not here kinda thing... ::geez:: this co. works like that, mind you?!

so group a is moving out along with their equipments. i'm so nice that i place a network printer for group b to use without printing to another floor. and this mr bossy seems to have a lot of problem with it but not the rest. here's one ...

his email to me:-
mr bossy: the print of this printer is bad. who can help to replace the ink.
my reply: as for the toner, please requisite through hr for supply.
-----
his email to hr:-
mr bossy: hi, can you please help me change the toner?
hr: ... T_T||| can you please fill up the requisition form for approval?
mr bossy: why must i fill up the form since i'm not the only person using the printer.
hr: ... (-_-*)

an unexpected act from my colleague sitting opposite me! someone pass him some biscuits and offer me some but i don't want any. and so he try to blow the aroma over to tempt me. hey! hold your breath will ya?! ::gross!!::

~ b e l o v e d ~

Wednesday, June 29, 2005
a walking dead @ 02:40 p.m.

You Are... Slowdive. You are very comfortable with the person that you are. You are pretty traditional in a classical sort of way. You relate most to things of a darker, more mysterious nature. You tend to be quiet and shy but you still manage to make friends pretty easilly. Though your ambition is bigger than your talents, your perseverance will always lead you to bigger and greater things.

what Creation Records band are you? (complete with text and images)
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~ b e l o v e d ~

Monday, June 27, 2005
a walking dead @ 06:00 p.m.

aya: dead end ~ half-way thru with paranoia agent, one weirdo anime... i would say, if you don't get shows like serial experiments lain or perfect blue, this show it definitely not for you. it's a psychological series that will so totally mess up your mind (kinda like what evangelion did with the ending, that is worse mind you!). tokyo godfathers were ok, haven't watch that millennium actress; also done by the same group.

yesterday coffee... oklah. christine with new hairdo -curly; the next oba-chan wannabe. vw with new bf ditching the old one after five yrs.

~ b e l o v e d ~

Friday, June 24, 2005
a walking dead @ 06:08 p.m.

pierrot: torikago ~ ml call up, it's nothing other than her co.'s system. i really mind, really!!! as if i know every enterprises systems?! she knew i don't know exchange but still want to ask -'yeah, within some time frame, i may have pick up something' and that concludes, she might hit the jackpot for trying to call again and again?! ::sheesh:: my piece: go get the vendor who first setup the server in your co., easy as that! she still sound unsatisfied and kinda refuse to end the conversation... (-_-*)

my old forum gone! can't even revive it, even the backup wouldn't help. geez! really mad and sad for loosing especially my gundam infos. not sure how reliable is the new board, thou.

i'm suppose to do a re-collection of my favourite kick-ass babes listing -maybe later...

~ b e l o v e d ~

Thursday, June 23, 2005
a walking dead @ 08:12 p.m.

provoked 3x

~ b e l o v e d ~

Tuesday, June 21, 2005
a walking dead @ 03:55 p.m.

rice: clock ~ can't click well with perfume... suffer is the result for long exposure -giddy, headache and makes me want to puke! i'm not sure if it's the hot weather that a lot of people, lately, used stronger substance... -_-|||

surprise to see emerly at the lobby. now a happy 'tai tai' -so lucky. we chatted a bit ~at the same time trying to recall her name!? yeah, that's me... even working alongside with a person for years; i can go like, 'erm... what's your name again?' ^.^;;

christine booked me this sunday for coffee -msg me a month ago, send me another reminder last week... i don't know why we're still in contact after she left the co. like a year plus, coming two years? eto... she did come to my house last christmas, thou.

~ b e l o v e d ~

Friday, June 17, 2005
a walking dead @ 12:42 a.m.

avril lavigne: under my skin album ~ been days of rain... slack off too much thou; what did i do? oh well, aside from eat and sleep, i don't see myself doing other stuff. a little scary thou, guess i prefer to have the normal routine where i go to work, come home prepare a meal, tune in my anime or tv then sleep and same goes to the rest of the days... a little sunday for some house work. too bad that saturday is halved. what to do, i'm just one unlucky soul whom stuck in this dull world created by my own hands...

~ b e l o v e d ~

Thursday, June 9, 2005
a walking dead @ 05:43 p.m.

miyavi: rock and roll is not dead ~ suddenly i see cosplays all over the place.

star wars in wm ~ may 22, 2005

astro boy in ps ~ may 28, 2005

streetfest in youth park ~ june 04, 2005
i posted in the forum.

completed bakuretsu tenshi -action-packed with mechs and guns. jo wa kakkoi desu!!! the ending kinda blurry but since there'll be an ova, so i guess it didn't matter much. the thought: meg become stronger, while jo and sei should survive the blast... and kyohei will be a successful patissier; and not to forget, amy ~computer genius aka hacker! ~whoot!

~ b e l o v e d ~

Thursday, June 2, 2005
a walking dead @ 05:31 p.m.

phantasmagoria: nil frontier ~ i can't believe what i'm reading. singer songer is a special band led by cocco with quruli members. ::omigod:: ::omigod:: ::omigod:: -how many times i need to repeat that!!! i feel like getting her last best album now! i miss her, i miss her voice! i still remember everytime she perform in music station, she'll sing bare-footed. oh! how i miss the way she deliver her songs... ::gyaah:: ... and she cut-ed her long hair! @o@ and i wonder what kind of genre she deliver in this new band... ::curious::

~ b e l o v e d ~

Wednesday, June 1, 2005
a walking dead @ 05:54 p.m.

kurt: suppuration ~ i get to re-organize all my files after making the hdd to run internally. re-partition the whole thing means sayonara to inuyasha. externally, it just won't run. left me not much choice... well anyway, for as long i've enough space for the time being. gotten rid a lot of duplicates; wanted to do that long long time ago but the files scattered all over the place.

tried that wireless adapter 54ghz, didn't get much signal ~rather weak. ::haix:: end of the excitement. ::gee::

that bastard gone now come the bitch! why can't they give me some peace. ::sheesh:: i thought i don't have to curse again.

those people just complain to your head as if it's all your fault. hell i know why that function refuse to work. i'm not bill gates. what the @#$%^&*!

my happy sunny day become unpleasantly shitty. we already had that non air-cond crisis in the morning. and the server room turned sauna room. the heat is unbearable that i get dizzy less than 5 mins. ~took a long break at the pantry. @#$%^&*!

~ b e l o v e d ~

Monday, May 30, 2005
a walking dead @ 05:58 p.m.

art-school: charlotte ~ i only realized that i don't have links to kino no tabi. that's unforgivable. how can i leave out my favourite character in anipea. created a sig and been using it in one of the forum.

nice right?! although kino looks a bit blur... ::hee::

chrno crusade will be out soon. couldn't wait for its english release. i'd seen the anime; coolz although the ending a bit out. there's a hot debate on its last two eps -a rush-off job. it'll be a little different in its manga version. looking forward...

~ b e l o v e d ~

Friday, May 27, 2005
a walking dead @ 06:05 p.m.

inugami: taika ~ i'm not sure if you notice when watching tsubasa chronicle... it's amazingly slow. there's long pauses all over the place. there's an anime blog that even clock that time freeze between scenes ~longest recorded -22 seconds... -_-||| compared to some anime, especially actions one ~they move so fast that your eyes couldn't catch up as well as the dialogues. solution -watch frame by frame. bwahahaha!

changed that tag-board. this one is easier to maintain and not much coding with everything in a box. they've some ready themes to choose from else you can customized to your liking.

~ b e l o v e d ~

Thursday, May 26, 2005
a walking dead @ 05:27 p.m.

zero: true dream ~ watched school of rock. somehow that true rock revived me! been listening to a lot of punk/alternative... so i bought that soundtrack and start jamming. ^.^

jil's on business trip... where? dubai -the eastern silicon valley... for how long? 3 - 6 months... wonder if the internet connection is up already... and wonder again how's the bandwidth like...

growing nails are so difficult. can't imagine if i'm still using the manual typewriter... i don't even bother to file it; and it chip a lot due to the nature of my work. just for the sake of streetfest, it looks nicer if paint on long nails.

went to see star wars last installment which complete the trilogy thingy. i'm so looking forward to a lot of new movies ~it's a long list.

~ b e l o v e d ~

Thursday, May 19, 2005
a walking dead @ 05:39 p.m.

maschera: last photograph ~ i'm unexpectedly moody today... got this mgr from another co. who needs assistant on his notebook. but officially we're not giving any support to this co., only helping them as in favour. that damned assistant of his demanded immediate attention. before the pushy bitch can finish, i hang-up the phone! she really tick-off my nerve. i forcefully go down with my displease face. at least the mgr apologize for calling me there during lunch time.

lingo totally forgot about tomorrow's outing. so sad... guess i'll be home again?! i still need to get quite a handful of items for streetfest minus the shoes. it's too expensive, so i just stick back to my black working shoes. need to shine a bit and do a nice cover up. it'll be nice i guess.

~ b e l o v e d ~

Wednesday, May 18, 2005
a walking dead @ 05:49 p.m.

inoran: spirit ~ was checking the movie show time... and saw this top box office ~the amityville horror (remake). there's no review for this show, curious so i google-ed and found this site. it's a true murder story turned haunted house ~interesting?!

i'm 10 eps away for gundam seed destiny... that far already. maybe i like to watch it one shot ~10 to 12 eps per run?! i don't mind one per episode if there's no relations between the stories or those quite straight forward ones.

just yesterday, i watch karas; couldn't even get five percent of the dialogue, cool animation, time stop between / during fighting scenes. rather confusing... wish i know what is going on. thank myself for getting the wrong fansub. ::sheesh:: and the description didn't say what language which by default should be in english but i still continue watching. -_-;;

finally, managed to find the dvd version of gravitation, better quality indeed compared to the vhs copy. need to spare some time to re-watch the whole series again. only 13 eps, i think a night is enough to complete ~about six hours. ^.^

tuna called in ::frustrated:: ~couldn't find the 10 dollars wig shop in katong shopping center. it'll be the same for me to get mad if someone told you the shop is there but where exactly?! it's better to be specific; say, the shop name in which building, best with unit no. and tel no. it'll be a waste trip down; and when you live so far away... ::sheesh::

~ b e l o v e d ~

Tuesday, May 17, 2005
a walking dead @ 05:36 p.m.

kilhi+ice: eclipse ~ i'm so free that i'd read more than 100 blogs... mostly whining, complaints, angst, cursing and swearing; and lastly death. ...i was lead to a blog which look kinda familiar as it was featured some where before and here's one of her entry about christianity. and here's the other two cents: jar, raphy...

::incoming alert:: just when i was struggling for the security policy assignment... and now my superior wants a copy for the co. and heck! i need to dig all the infos all over again. that make it sounds like i failed my paper. ::sheesh:: searching for resource is a piece of cake but reading, copy and paste takes up my energy unnecessary. i hate it when i need to over-used my brain... and the white hair is so visible that you can count strain by strain. :(

~ b e l o v e d ~

Monday, May 16, 2005
a walking dead @ 05:34 p.m.

d: eden ~ my saturday burned; it took me whole day fixing some computer... managed to catch the last train home... damned! it was like 1am already?! ~an hour journey... i just fall flat, couldn't move a muscle.

busy day on sunday too... roam out to sl. bought an internal power supply ext. i already had one ext. for fans and graphic card. thought of adding another hdd but then only i realized there's no more connector left... end up dusting my fans since it needs some cleaning once a while. couldn't use the usb hdd, it won't connect... ::sheesh:: had one previously but dead. i'm really driving my computer to the ceiling. ::hee:: ;p it's already two years old and counting. ^.^

~ b e l o v e d ~

Wednesday, May 11, 2005
a walking dead @ 05:40 p.m.

psycho le cemu: early autumn ~ jil has smurf piccy added and even make the blog rains! ^^;

arghh! why am i so boring?! that's unlike me. ~been scouting a lot of avatars lately -mostly bishounen/shounen-ai/yaoiness... bwahahaha... so much of it that i'd been re-watching kyou kara maou more than erm... lost count. and so is loveless... i just randomly say things and i know there's no connection to what i've said.

~ b e l o v e d ~

Tuesday, May 10, 2005
a walking dead @ 05:27 p.m.

bis: never land ~ done with school rumble... eto... i'm not sure if they run out of ideas or what but the ending suggest there's another season to it. only first few parts that really left me some impression where:
+ bicycle chase between karasuma, tenma and harima; guest appearance of ae86 from initial d
+ 'please don't go' scroll from tenma to karasuma
+ tenma in miko outfit tryin' to send her love letter to karasuma using arrows!

talk about the jrock site... ::sheesh:: not sure what is wrong with the control panel, it's not working and i can't even log-in. heck! so much of the complicated site that i intend to do... ::screaming my heart out::

brought my o bento today, not so bad. it'll be great if that happen everyday. i think we eat-out for two straight days over the weekend, kinda erm... home cook meals still the best. ^.^

~ b e l o v e d ~

Monday, May 9, 2005
a walking dead @ 05:37 p.m.

voyage: yuki ~ it's been quiet. my appetite hasn't been that good after so much bashing on that canteen lousy food. it's beyond edible. -.-|||

added a bunch of vr links. kinda lost track who is who. there's too many of them to follow, i'm so far behind; let alone sampling their songs... talk about my jrock site, it was like years already... still couldn't bring up what i wanted... it really sucks big time!! ::sheesh:: i wonder how people do it so nicely while i'm struggling with this php thingy. using html alone is not as interactive and need a lot of manual work ~which i'm trying to avoid. ::haix:: i'm so disappointed. ::geez::

~ b e l o v e d ~

Friday, May 6, 2005
a walking dead @ 01:46 p.m.

Poetry is your salvation. You see beauty where
others see ugliness. Frighteningly intelligent,
people don't understand how you think. Just
like a beautiful ryhthmic poem. Mysterious and
dark. You know the meaning of life you just
simply don't care. ~~Just me and my thoughts~~

What's your way to escape reality? What's your salvation?
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~ b e l o v e d ~

Friday, May 6, 2005
a walking dead @ 12:24 p.m.

you represent the hard times in life. you have a
hard life yourself and a hidden self many don't
know about.

What part of life do you represent? ( AWESOME anime pics ^_^)
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~ b e l o v e d ~

Friday, May 6, 2005
a walking dead @ 12:22 p.m.

fake?: just like billy ~ shoot! today is friday and guess what?! i put on my shirt and pants!!! damned. i spend so much time ironing and yet... arrghh!

finally the long awaited trinity blood. abel is so coolz! and so as alucard from hellsing... ::drools:: i don't remember much vampire flicks around... blood, vampire hunter d ...

~ b e l o v e d ~

Wednesday, May 4, 2005
a walking dead @ 05:52 p.m.

x: rusty nails ~ can't remember when was the last time i lunch out -gets to eat at my favourite stall ~beef noodle. my co. likes to play last minute game. so me, my superior and another colleague go all out to look for ppp leased line router. you can tell there's only two places that might sale -funan and simlim. then we go 'guruguruguru' every floor. no sign of the router but i end up buying a wireless adapter while my superior bought his game pad and a psII converter.

i might be busy tonight with my new toy. bwahahaha! i'm not sure if i got that much time thou... ::gee:: let's see how first. need to iron off some clothes -piling high... ^^;

...not sure if adding another hdd will exhaust my power supply. currently running two hdd and a cdrw. hmmmnn...

~ b e l o v e d ~

Monday, May 2, 2005
a walking dead @ 08:39 p.m.

never crazy: memory box ~ can't believe i woke up in noon. it's rare although i used to do that last time. i tend to wake up early so that i can do lots of things... time is always so precious to me. i can spend it like hell or not at all but never to waste any for sure.

i'd been having mood swings or should i say mixed feelings... sad, angry, anxious, happy... it's just crazy. nothing is straight to walk on; pathetic? pity? i'm not sure. :(

how to measure oneself sensitivity? define as quickly or easily receiving impressions/easily hurt or offended/showing awareness of people's feelings...

yeah, just come back -getting rid of some nasty backdoor virus attacking ie browser. spend like more than 3 hours there. sit my butt flat ::sheesh:: !@#$%^&* microsoft! do something already!?

i'd watched team america -super crappy! a series of unfortunate events... erm... didn't attract me that much. some old movies... but can't get enough of the professional killer; it's one brilliant show.

~ b e l o v e d ~

Monday, May 2, 2005
a walking dead @ 03:23 a.m.

barouque: style ~ never been really a shopping for a very long time. i did it today with tuna... yeah, not the fish. the dress-up were so cool, wish i could match-up; just couldn't get anything out from my wardrobe... gee. as usual, the clueless self roaming about thru and flow from orchard to dg then back again. i think we did that several times -lost count. jil the orchard boy while tuna self-proclaim orchard shadow. i think orchard kid will be more suitable.

was looking for all things for cosplay from head to toe. guess we talk craps more then hunting stuffs. we even got ourselves carried away with anime characters... ::sweatsdrop::

i was told to look out for long nails on the left hand... but instead i was too busy looking around for the all in black outfit. it's just too much for me to zoom my eyes around -strain. having myself spotted with a simple description ~pony tail, glasses and 171cm tall. i'm beyond simple, no fashion sense... sad to know but really admire those vr/vk ppl. wish that i can connect to them... one day, some day?

~ b e l o v e d ~

Friday, April 29, 2005
a walking dead @ 05:07 p.m.

psycho le cemu: chinese shounen ~ i never thought that i'll watch every single new animes... not mad but madder?! normally i will skip a few judging from its' characters, artwork and reviews; mix-reviews from forums make me not miss any of it! so obsessed that sometimes it didn't turn out what you've read. it didn't bother me that much but somehow affect a little of my space and time... ^^; i thought of droping some since i'd an extremely long list; even mr. santa can't handle! ::lol::

i never thought that i'll watch he is my master. from its website with the maids kinda theme ~normally i'll give it a pass. it always gave me the impression that they'll be a lot of boobs and panties... T T||| and not to forget extreme ecchiness. just like sunabozu, the show starts with boobs and end with boobs, although the story is about a kiddo's life in dessert. ok, back to the show; i kinda like the master who is not really into two personalities but different intentions with angel on the front and devil under the skin. i don't really know his motives but i'm looking forward to the 2nd eps. ^.^

i'm still considering whether to continue basilisk ~kouga ninpou chou~. i like the characters and artwork but not really into the story... it's a bit draggy although there's good fighting scenes. the opening song were great, it was by onmyouza ~ kouga ninpouchou. so, should i or shouldn't i? ::unnecessary head cracking session:: ;p

~ b e l o v e d ~

Thursday, April 28, 2005
a walking dead @ 05:54 p.m.

gackt: black stone ~ i cheated on peach girl that i surfed the net to check who she will end up with and well, i guess my sis pretty much know the answer.

i watched the first few episodes of sousei no aquarion which is those futuristic anime with mecha and somewhat ‘religious’ theme. the combining of the aquarion is well, i don’t know, it is as if they are having sex. ^^; they are using names about greek gods here and something to do with past lives. i'll watch a few more to see if i still like it.

now i'm thinking what to have for dinner... ^^|||

~ b e l o v e d ~

Wednesday, April 27, 2005
a walking dead @ 04:54 p.m.

trax: vampire ~ eh, new layout; but i think it sucks big time... neh! i just couldn't bring out what i wanted. ::sheesh:: whatever...

forever i run out of space... lately, there's tons of new anime. i was so greedy that i grab almost everything. ~the typical otaku freak? couldn't elaborate more. just look at my freakish list.

i watch this bokusatsu tenshi dokuro-chan/club-to-death dokuro-chan yesterday after reading some recommendations... i would say it's crappy ~remind me of 2x2 = shinobuden... couldn't really bring myself to laugh one bit, seriously. i won't say it's lame but something is missing... don't know what; duh!?

couldn't help the sticky feeling... the weather is killing me! if only i've some budget for an air-cond fix in the living room.

~ b e l o v e d ~

Monday, April 18, 2005
a walking dead @ 05:58 p.m.

cherry filter: special ~ it's been quiet. jil's having tough training in tw; yeah right!?

done with otogizoushi ~finally. i like this series for the first 13 eps but there's just too much talking on the second half... and i don't really like the modern tokyo settings... -just that the story starts on the heian period. i wonder if i can buy only the first 13 eps?! ::lol::

gankutsuou is a very beautiful anime. it's kinda unique with everything drawn in patches with textures. i didn't read the book but overall, it's great.

~ b e l o v e d ~

Sunday, April 10, 2005
a walking dead @ 12:27 p.m.

candy: i wish ~nice song; from their c'est la vie... album.

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me

yeah! we feast yesterday, a day earlier ~me, e, my sis, hl and jil. let see what we had... spaghetti, salad, longan tofu, choco-strawberry platter, cake, sushi platter and we forgot about the ice cream...

~ b e l o v e d ~

Saturday, April 9, 2005
a walking dead @ 03:15 a.m.

antique cafe: pairing ~ was out dinner with jil, my sis and xp?! so we had the traditional ramen as of aka michelle menu. me and jil go hmv while my sis went off to see something iron...

got myself a l'arc~en~ciel live in us dvd. it was in a hot topic and the recent new singles ~new world. the pv was great too. i didn't actually pay attention to what they're playing in the store -was too busy at the jap section. it was sly's album... didn't really get the chance to listen on the radio when it first launch.

before me was this two aunties discussing about his album and decided to buy one. ::ha!:: i get to sample the whole thing -actually i was looking for something; i guess everyone knows about it -the l'arc~en~ciel song! it was hot debated in some forums and blogs; and some are not so nice to hear... after playing his songs from start to end and back to start; randomly between each song, my verdict: he got two songs where the background music over-powered his voice; the rest of it were like ballad-pop-mild rock?! it's no different from those catchy teeny-boppie pop song. erm... something you might want to listen over the radio?!

~ b e l o v e d ~

Friday, April 8, 2005
a walking dead @ 02:36 p.m.

l'arc~en~ciel: new world ~ how come suddenly all the forum that i frequent got problems?! ::sheesh:: i first started at edmw and then suddenly a group of people drag me over to their newly open forum at galaa. the edmw's server lag a lot -can't cope with the traffic(too many user). so i thought it's a good idea and only visit edmw once a blue moon. so i'm happily chatting away in galaa until those students finished school and start looking for jobs. so occupied that no one around to post -it's non other like a ghost town now. so i started to search for other forums and lurking had become part of me. then i become a member at seed... sometimes later a bunch of people think that the place had became really crappy and started their own. until recently, things turn ugly with people shooting each other -war zone! so i pop to sga and again disputes of power broke-out; it's now on hiatus!!! @-@ this is so crazy?!

although i owned a forum but there's not much posting and the active members were just a handful; still, thank you for participating.

~ b e l o v e d ~

Thursday, April 7, 2005
a walking dead @ 04:00 p.m.

laputa: beauty butterfly ~ called my aya-mo to wish her 'happy birthday'. too bad she was sick but still getting her birthday cake. i'm visiting her next week -she thought i was going over this weekend. yeah, after her trip to bangkok then. the nephew needs a new pc -so have to meet up with him at simlim then go to aya-mo's house to fix and check on her pc. i just got to know that she have five pc at home -hopefully i don't have to fix every one of it! ~if only, i know nothing about computer.

yesterday i just drop dead at about 10pm... that was unlikely me. i just feel tired ~quite a number of things that i've yet to do. forever not enough time.

~ b e l o v e d ~

Tuesday, April 5, 2005
a walking dead @ 11:55 a.m.

psycho le cemu: lonely moon ~ i was expecting the final beck but after watching the raw since i couldn't wait for the sub copy; i really think highly about the series throughout although they didn't make it big. ::sigh:: at the end of it, there's a message 'see you at the live house! i wonder if the'll be a full featured performance by beck or what...

mai hime -highly recommended! the anime ended the way it should end - it was impossible to let it go down in catastrophe. face it, mai hime was a comedy first and foremost, and eventually it went back to its roots. on the other hand, the anime managed to come full circle with the hime's "omoi" first feeding and then destroying their curse, and most of the really important aspects of the anime were resolved in a satisfying way.

mai hime will go down as the anime with the biggest "working" lineup of characters i've ever seen. over 30 characters who were all very different and excellently fleshed out turned the show into a thrilling ride, especially in the final exceptional drama arc. however, if the comedy buildup hadn't taken place in the earlier much more lightweight episodes, it could have never worked out so well.

it also takes the cake as the best "detective" anime i've seen so far. however, the anime never became random, all developments were motivated pretty well. especially the cold logical way the storyline unraveled in the final arc was exceptional. so what we have here is one of the better endings of anime series. we get a full conclusion which makes me keep the anime in fond memories and already look forward to rewatching it one more time.

i'm done with tactics too. it didn't really pull me off. the characters were ok, the comedic part was fun; other than that was so-so... kinda lame at some part of the story.

can't believe that i'm watching omyou taisenki. you might label it another kiddy kinda show. it has the so-called driver/controller (e.g. console) and a monster. sound similar to pokemon , digimon or daigunder? i think it was the chants that attracts me and the omyou word show that it has some connection with the ancient time. i love it when the stories has relation to the heian period. ::gyaah!:: XD

~ b e l o v e d ~

Friday, April 1, 2005
a walking dead @ 05:42 p.m.

new sodmy: farewell ~ that person i cursed previously had left the co. my colleague ask me if i'm happy about the sudden departure. can't really describe how i feel at that time ~nor am i happy.

yesterday met someone which i don't want to have any connection with. i tried to hide away in the crowd but c waited for me at the end of the escalator. ::shoot!:: the worst ~we're taking the same train -lucky i'm just one stop away. c told me that now he's in sales for three years and no longer doing it. so i can confirm that the terrorist co. had kaput for good! c's had slim down ~not the fat-ass garfield that we know -it was hl who gave c that nick.

no anime to brag about... actually i forgot what i watch yesterday. i'm pretty forgetful sometimes. ;P

~ b e l o v e d ~

Wednesday, March 30, 2005
a walking dead @ 02:23 p.m.

kiyoharu: bouncy ~ i normally lurk around a forum like almost a year or so before i actually join in as a member. i just don't like to sign up blindly because sometimes i don't see there's a need to be part of the discussion. it's hard for me to fit in if the questions i wanted to ask or the answers that i want to contribute were already in the posts. it defeat the whole purposes to be part of the community. ~just remembering my userids and passwords were hell.

there's many kind of forums that i'd seen, even started one myself. everyone wants to own one ~things just scattered all over the place(mostly same topics from the same community to another)... -begging people to join and such. i do advertise my forum but not to the extend where i'm looking or hiring kinda thing. the choice is theirs to participate. anyway, i don't expect much people to come to my forum; firstly, it was created to house some infos which i thought was the best place -well categorized. of course, people are welcome to post their point of views. secondly, i know that i'd been talking to myself most of the time but also another way to share what's i'm into and such.

just today, received an announcement from a forum that i frequent. i usually lurks more than joining in any discussion; ~mainly for infos. it's a great site but things went awry. my favourite mod had left their posts. it was a pity but i get to see yzak & co in another forum still. it was hard work manning a forum with more than 4000 users ~ @_@. blame those inconsiderate people who spam/bitch/flames! it makes the whole place disoriented and strays away... -suddenly some aliens invaded your world! that's one hellish place to call home!; none other to be caught in war. well, enough said.

beck: mongolian chop squad ~awaiting the last eps. really love this anime although the music genre has its mixes but it's too cool to not love the show. i like the part where beck performs at greatful sound. i even have the ost but haven't got time for it. ::gyaah!:: yeah, i go gaga over something again... ^.^

~ b e l o v e d ~

Monday, March 28, 2005
a walking dead @ 04:23 p.m.

fake?: my alpha maze ~ yesterday i watch gokusen live action eps 8, kinda slow coz the whole thing was about the kid yuta and his step-mother. i loved yankumi when she's in kick-ass mode! ::drools:: she's one of my hot babes. another will be kurau -that's all i can think of right now. i prefer characters without fan-service. i just feel it's not right for an action hero! ~that's one of my thoughts... can't wait for the next eps where yankumi gets to kick some kids ass!! ::whoosh!:: 8D

i really loved those action-packed, dark, sci-fi, mechs, fantasy, supernatural, adventure, comedy and some shonen kinda anime. i don't fancy the mahou stuffs but ccs is an exception. i'm looking forward to some new releases for april:~ crow -karas-, mar, the law of ueki, erementar gerad, speed grapher, tsubasa: reservoir chronicle, trinity blood and honey & clover. will take a peek on two mech series: eureka 7 and sousei no aquarion. i hope it didn't turn out like jinki:extend which disappoint me a lot. i thought it would be a one hero girl show; for the first few eps... other girls start to pop-out from nowhere with more mechs. ::blahhh:: -actually, i also don't know what they're fighting for... ::sweatsdrop::

i burn my whole sunday watching a hong kong drama ~mystery. don't ask me the title of this show, i can't read. things all happen between the three families with questions and answers; and every ones a suspect. in the name of money, they kill each other. amazingly, it gives me a little headache. two more eps to go...

i'm still trying to protray jil cosplaying in gothic and evil manner? hmmnn... what do you think val?

~ b e l o v e d ~

Thursday, March 24, 2005
a walking dead @ 02:35 p.m.

rentrer en soi: sincerely ~ whoot! samurai champloo ended. not really like the way it wraps-up although it means well. i wish there'll be another tabi for fuu, jin and mugen. ~just a thought but it'll be great!

do you like bishoujo game animes? well, it annoy me a little since the casts will have a guy with tons of girls; and the story will go as someone lost his/her memory then try to recover... or you're my sister/friend then become lovers... in a bunch of titles. it was too identical that i sometimes have to re-confirm which is which?!

one more eps for futakoi. plot: with his mother dead and his father working abroad, futami nozomu returns to the town where he lived as a child, to attend high school and work part-time at a local shrine. he soon finds himself caught up in a local legend of twin girls loving the same man. and there are many twin girls in this town.... ~futami just need to be honest with his feelings to whom he likes; one greedy guy i would say.

been talking a lot about animes huh?! yeah, i'm following close to 60 titles at the moment. one freaky tard beyond abnormality. is that how people see me? but too bad, not even a handful really knew me.

i had all the cosplay thing in my head now. so excited that i couldn't wait for the day to come. after knowing nana off the net, then now rob-in c to tag along. it'll be fun. i hope my sis will join in too. ~hmmn, wonder what jil can cosplay?! astroboy is out definitely! it'll be an all black theme; erm... not matrix hor! ~super gothic visual kei +/ french/punk welcome. ::giggles::

i was lazing around yesterday. suppose to built that gundam and zaku kits, but i didn't. hah! tomorrow is good friday. not sure if i'm going out else, erm... stay home the best option. heh.

e, 'o tanjoubi omedeto!'

~ b e l o v e d ~

Tuesday, March 22, 2005
a walking dead @ 03:09 p.m.

dir en grey: garbage ~ my forum got hacked yesterday -that really piss me off! i lost 20 entries along with the album. ::sheesh:: that's not really a good thing to happen. ::gheezer:: people tend to ask 'why me?' yeah, why me??? it's nothing major but very inconvenient for me to redo the whole thing again. it's time consuming and the backup is not that efficient thou. ::@#$%^&*:: i'm just relieve that it's up again. i'd add a new section for cosplay pics. i've uploaded about 400 something; take a peek.

been listening to samurai sounds album for quite a while now. it was so coolz ~all of the songs. it's good for a genre change after having my t.m.revolution album played like half a year already... that breaks my longest cd playing records. i couldn't stop myself getting all the new albums and yet have time to actually listen to it. it's piling high; collect dust; till it's out of the chart... i don't think i can finish it way after my retirement. ::lol:: that goes to you too jil! ahahaha.

went to simlim last saturday; were hunting for some ram to upgrade my sis pc. i just don't feel right for the system to run only on 256mb -rather pathetic and it's giving the processor hard time; and when the system on xp platform. manage to get a 512mb ddr for just 88 ~that was really cheap.

aviator was ok; although there's a lot of talking but it's not boring. i'm almost done with beck: mongolian chop squad. slow but it's my cup of coffee!? two more releases; i should be considering the dvds. there's always obstacles here and there but i really hope they make it big. that'll be ::ganbatte:: from me. ^.^ ::banzai:: <-- does this really fit the bill???

there's a few near it runs soon. i like the artwork patches on gankutsuou. things are getting tense but i hope it wouldn't just stop there. gilgamesh ~i got hang! ::sheesh:: i'm half way thru it but still not sure what exactly they're looking on that two children. it's one dark story. mai hime was cool too; with a combi of action, comedy, drama, fantasy, shonen, romance... sounds like 'rojak' but the sequence were perfect, trust me. as for samurai champloo ~it has ended but i haven't watch the last eps yet. i really hope it didn't end up like samurai 7 where there's deaths in the group. i just love to see fuu, jin and mugen together again and continue their journey elsewhere... ::sob:: i hate sad endings. and lastly -sekai no senki (science fiction/millitary), i'm on the second sequal... how should i say this? i kinda like the show but all the talking really bores me to death. can you imagine from the start of the show they can talk till the end of it. never mind that, even in the war, commanding the officers, for departure/ change of course/ firing/ new strategies... and they still have time to discuss and compare who's better in winning the war just to be well recognized by the kingdom?! i was thinking if they should include a minute silence at least... there're some sad parts where people just die ~remind me of gundam uc. it's just kaboom! then you're gone...

that's some talking i did there. heh! well, it's something worth mentioning. and want more? ~midori no hibi -comedy/shonen/romance. one light-hearted funny show, having a girl on your right hand?! i bet you'll be going for a second run on this.

today got three mangas release. can't wait to get my hand on it. too bad loki ends it runs so fast; i thought there'll be more mysteries.

i was thinking that i can fix two model kits today that come with the newtype mags ~ZGMF-1000 and ZGMF-X56S. just remembered i got yet another appoinment to fix pc. ::haix:: i'm tired of it or maybe i don't feel like doing it anymore... the money is not really that great and consume a lot of my precious time.

~ b e l o v e d ~

Friday, March 18, 2005
a walking dead @ 03:19 p.m.

gackt: dears ~ bb gave birth early this morning! everyone so excited!!! ^.^

omigod!! @_@ ~did you see what i see? found in one of the forum that i visit once a blue moon.

hey! jil, are you going to sue that photgrapher since it's not once that you were caught on camera?! XD

~ b e l o v e d ~

Thursday, March 17, 2005
a walking dead @ 04:29 p.m.

dir en grey: c ~ guess what, i found someone to cosplay with me! yeah! ::jumps in joy:: and we will be doing gothic vk. yeah! ::mwuahaha! i'm flying:: thanks nana! i really hope it's not a dream... want to join us? let me know. ^.^

checked on some cosplay forums and found this ~'try cosplaying jinroh and board the train... sg army will be activated!' imagine if you cosplay anime characters with weapons ~which is about your size?! do you think the mrt staffs will let you in? i wonder~ but i decided to join in the shocking fun from one end to another. XD
sg street festival(cosplay competition): 4th june 2005

oooze... i'm late to work again. that was like... quite often?! the travel pull-out in today is so tempting. i wish i can go holidaying again. ::kia::

~ b e l o v e d ~

Monday, March 14, 2005
a walking dead @ 04:33 p.m.

dir en grey: jesus christ r'n r ~ i get to pickup my 1/60 perfect grade wing gundam zero custom which i ordered last september and had been on the display shelve for two months or so?! that was one bumpy ride for my much awaited gundam model kit!

the said: the most impressive model in bandai's history.
highlight: 30 plus runners of parts (670 total pieces). about 30 locations secured by metal screws. two different locations light up on the finished kit (eyes and chest). full inner mechanism detail on all limbs. opening panels on the head, chest and more. fingers are individually-jointed. comes with two beam sabers and two huge beam rifles. locking systems provide stability so things don't flap around like they do on the master grade kit. comes boxed in three separate inner boxes plus a special box that contains the 14 individual "feathers" made from plastic coated thin metal plus the metal joint parts, screws and other goodies. two separate manuals are included. the first, the instruction manual (japanese text only) has numerous photos of the kit in various construction steps plus painting guide, history of the unit and the battle zero unit, cross sections and an interview with the designer of the kit. the second, the construction manual has the actual assembly instructions and details. no english text but the diagrams are self-explanatory.

i did a really tight schedule for my errands running to three places. i left early from work and head straight to pw to get my gundam. wy thought i can hang out a bit and play some games. unfortunately i can't which left wy a little sad -maybe next time. then grab my mags at dg and one big mistake -i took a cab! i'm stuck in the jam!!! the car is not moving one bit and god damned stuffy. have to keep jil wandering at the control station. last one arrive -my sis!

had our lunch at han's around three thirty!? hungry, exhausted... ::collapse:: and finally the much awaited anime@acm. it's my first time seeing cosplay in real life. i lurk a lot on webs on cosplay events, stuffs and such for like two year plus. i wish to cosplay too but never had the courage or had any friends who are interested.
the singapore cosplay club: 10th july 2005 / 1pm-6pm / pasir ris downtown east

let's just skip the bus wait thingy... last stop, kino. since we couldn't possibly take any dinner, we end up in kino's cafe and start 'bokbagbokbagbokbag'... can't recall how long we're there.

tired. but i'm happy. ^.^

~ b e l o v e d ~

Saturday, March 12, 2005
a walking dead @ 11:58 a.m.

dir en grey: spilled milk ~ i'm suppose to brag about the cinderella story... erm, should be miss universe -reminds me of miss congeniality -one funny show; looking forward to the second installment. anyway, it's about the 'ho ho ho' trademark. i'm not talking about santa clause here. nowadays people don't use brick or solid wood for walls in offices. just for the sake of money saving, they chose 'cheap-boards' -you can easily poke a hole with your finger. obviously, it's not sound-proof.

my previous sitting had me suffer a lot. everyday i've to listen to miss universe spats from a-z and z-a for whole day! she had a room for herself but refuse to close the door and her voice burst out the whole floor -so very inconsiderate. well, that was like a year plus ago.

now me and my colleague had been shifted to a room sharing with another private co. just because my superior wanted us to be on the same floor with the server room. but over the wall where i'm sitting, i would say 'oh mi god'! the secretary would start laughing hysterically over the phone or had someone in her room 'talk cock sing song'. ::sheesh::

~ b e l o v e d ~

Friday, March 11, 2005
a walking dead @ 11:16 a.m.

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Moderate
Level 2 (Lustful)	Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Moderate
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test

~ b e l o v e d ~

Wednesday, March 9, 2005
a walking dead @ 02:19 p.m.

dir en grey: beautiful dirt ~ been visiting a lot of anime blogs lately -just to get a glimpse of un-sub animes. the raws had gone too far... some are ten or more episodes apart. but still, thanks to those fan-subber for their hard-work and time ~that goes to the anime-bloggers too. ^.^

now i'm doing some printing for the management -few websites. the problem is that they want it in color and it's an inkjet printer... -you know the speed; and copies of it. it's been months from the time they were into color laserjet on some big names such as xerox! but it seems the thought of it had vanished into the thin air... wasted a lot of my effort on sourcing. ::sheesh:: already regards itself a big organization but can't afford any technologies for business advancement. pathetic. -not till the server drop dead with zero percent revival chance; it's just impossible for replacement.

~ b e l o v e d ~

Friday, March 4, 2005
a walking dead @ 03:53 p.m.

pierrot: the dream which warped ~ yesterday i watch super model -some of the jokes are funny, but overall this is just another silly hong kong comedy designed to please those who don't expect much from the movies. it doesn't totally suck.

watched also howl's moving castle. the animation is beautiful as usual but i got confused/lost in some part of the story. it's my first time that i couldn't follow of all the studio ghibli works. hope to get a hand on the dvd soon.

for whatever reason, someone got transferred and another bidding farewell after 9 years?! i'm been thinking for a while now which has drag things way too long. i felt i was not serious enough; or if there's anything that stop me. sometimes i cook things up, worries my head out with ridiculous thought. i tend to think far, way too far that i can't possibly reach. it scares me at times.

pain in my ass...

~ b e l o v e d ~

Thursday, March 3, 2005
a walking dead @ 12:19 p.m.

zikill: rocket ~ i'm so piss now that i wanted to kill that fuckin' vincent. that fuckin' vincent only know how to give problems and creating one and another... that fuckin' vincent always screw-up the pc installing software/gadgets and always get us to clean his bloody shit! the most annoying thing is that fuckin' vincent turn our helpdesk into super duper hotline just to get a hand on admin access! curse that bastard vincent to black hole!!!

~ b e l o v e d ~

Tuesday, March 1, 2005
a walking dead @ 06:07 p.m.

moi dix mois: pageant ~ finally, the long awaited new layout?! you might ask -why pink? somehow, it needs to blend with the picture... with a nicey mood. ::ooooh! -i almost died:: ^.^

couldn't sleep for the past nights. thanks to the irritating throat. i'm half dead -you can imagine that. i'm not that sick but physically i look horribly sick! even the doctor couldn't tell -gotten a mc.

~ b e l o v e d ~