Friday, May 28, 2004
i'm done with the new layout... why didn't i put it up? well, erm... can't think of any reason. anyway, i'm not really in the mood nowadays. i'm not in any luck at all but only misfortunes. it annoyed me so much that i space out most of the time. really frustrating. or maybe the 'feng shui' went so wrong -but i'm not a 'feng shui' person, blah. i think i need to re-organise my things in the store room. actually i wanted to unpack those boxes months ago but i lazied away in the couch glueing myself to the tv or computer. i can be very hardworking and that's apply to the opposites too... hehehe.

Wednesday, May 26, 2004
dope headz: plastic smile ~ finally working on my new layout... for the past weeks, i'm still trying to find what picture to use. it's really a headache then. well, it should be up sometime end of this month. but i can tell you, it's a bit odd or ugly... maybe bad color combination. who never had a bad hair day? anyway, your critics are welcome. hahaha...

Tuesday, May 25, 2004
j: twisted dreams ~ i'd been really quiet... and one of my friend keep on sending me all the jesus rant. sorry to whomever reading this... no offence. it's pilling up. i'm not sure if she's too lonely or isolated because of her illness... anyway, i wish her well. i got my own problems which till now i couldn't really help it. i like to box-up myself, not say that i'm not open enough but i was like -'leave me alone' kinda situation and try to play -'hard to reach' person. i gotten really weird sometimes... so scary.

Tuesday, May 18, 2004
laputa: material pleasures ~ guess what? i made 11 phone calls for a week just to get my bloody snbb up. finally, i can stop watching my vcds and continue my virtual work.

Monday, May 17, 2004
glay: bugs in my head ~ is the end of the world without the internet presence. felt so ill even though you're healthy...

Saturday, May 15, 2004
flame: venus ~ it seems that i'd been away for ages... anyway, my internet connection was like hell. even 56k is much more faster, do you believe it? and yesterday night, it turn me off. the helpdesk is helpless -i was on the phone for hours and they tried to blame all my systems and threatened to charge me if they couldn't find fault by tracing back from the exchange to my home dp.

things i'd done countless times:-
1. restart my pc
2. scan for viruses
3. restart my modem
4. master reset my modem

and lastly, which i can't believe what i'm hearing: my telephone micro filter is interfering the data signal! i was like 'huh?!?'. i had no problem from the day i subscribe and they tell me this???

i notice that my modem signal is abnormal. sending it back to the manufacturer is as good as getting a new set. just think of the charges they'll include for the parts and labour cost... sigh* sigh*. i couldn't sleep till 4am this morning. sucks!!!

i'm going to gamble and get one today... till then.

Tuesday, May 4, 2004
new sodmy: farewell ~ i'm not sure what's my feelings today... just not in the mood; duh?!

Monday, May 3, 2004
machine: depth ~ yeah, i should do a new layout soon but not sure who should i use this time round. any idea?

Tuesday, April 27, 2004
glay: the frustrated ~ this b*****d bugs me from yesterday. worst than any annoying person in the world. my practice in the company is that i don't support computers which is not part of the assets. you'll know the outcome if you do it.

this is my side-story, but i can say it's 99.9% accuracy. i know this b*****d too well. stelm got problem with his home computer -which we know quite sometimes already. and this b*****d must have volunteer to help him solved the problem. i suppose that this b*****d couldn't get the pc up, or making it worst... the it department end up as the victim of his creation.

this b*****d kept calling me about the pc which i strongly refuse to do and ask him to 'fly-kite'. the b*****d kept saying that he told my superior about it and that one of us will fix the computer. but not a word from the superior, so why do i care? this morning. that b*****d storm in with the computer and just leave everything on my desk! my problem, izzit?! this is absolutely ridiculous!

Monday, April 26, 2004
guniw tools: dark nap ~ finally, i get to watch moon child. it was aired on ch56 last saturday. not a bad show except everyone have to die. the cast: hyde, gackt, wong lee hom...

Friday, April 23, 2004
psycho le cemu: lonely moon ~ i'll prefer to go home straight after work. maybe because i'm older or whatever the reason is. i'm not as active or that lively like those days before. things change... but the atmosphere at home is quite different. except dinners or lunch time and tv session; everyone were so hook up with the computers. be it gaming, animation, messaging or school work. ...serial experiments lain.

Thursday, April 22, 2004
lareine: gipsy ~ space... alarm! need to start cutting cd again, not even a month having an 80gd hdd. my cds, piling sky high. i'm still thinking about the storage arrangement. i hope not to hear that comment again -'messily but tidy'. i didn't get a bigger size hdd because it is hard to rebuild and if you need to recover something, it's really pain in the ass.

initial d fourth stage is out. can't wait to start my engine and vroom. shinjikun recommends me prince of tennis where i'm still thinking whether to watch it or not. it's a very long tv series. i'm yet to finish inu yasha, one piece, hikaru no go, shaman king, naruto, fullmetal alchemist, full moon wo sagashite, kamikaze kaitou jeanne, etc... and i'm still not done with rurouni kenshin last season; also slam dunk... erm i forgot till where i watch. thank god i'd finish fushigi yuugi tv series in cd and ova in tv. done up with yu yu hakusho in cd. addicted to the twelve kingdoms... but disappointed to know that only first season available in cd; the rest don't know where to get. i kinda lost count on other short series, thou...

Tuesday, April 20, 2004
psycho le cemu: excalibur ~ i've no whatsoever intention to watch sailormoon live action... but i did. i don't know why... curiousity?! normally if the show sucks too much, i'll doze off or stop right away... and these moonies are new comers, their acting is a bit stiff, thou. i guess it's the story that makes me continue. it's like when you watch maskman, ultraman and such -heh, my favourite.

Monday, April 19, 2004
dir en grey: red ~ weekend was like sauna... it was so stuffy, all my windows were wide open, thou. got lightning but no rain. it's been days that i sleep with artificial air.

one thing bugs me; my table didn't make it on time. it really gets to my nerve. i waited for three weeks and guess what they told me? there's an election going on and the people there don't bother to ship it. so? my problem izzit? they told me to wait for another three weeks. i thought of canceling the order but they're reluctant to accept it. then i ask for further discount but they told me that they already sold me at the discounted price. of course i was dissatisfied with all that excuses. they then told me that they'll give me something for free. i wonder...

anyway, this morning was like hell. the server failed again... this time was a fan. days ago -not enough space. when is the company going to buck up a little on their technology. if things fall down, who gets the blame? us -those people who support. my superior told me, the budget is all used up on the new hr system and additional module on navision. i wonder what kind of budget did they plan earlier. there's always a budget for all parts, be it on software or hardware... sigh* disappointed; sure i am.

Monday, April 12, 2004
schwarz stein: emergence of silence ~ things are still restless. even the kopi-queen aunty disagree on certain terms that how bosses should talk. i missed the cat and dog fight, thou. doom spell all over the place. peace plays hard to get, you tell me how?

Saturday, April 10, 2004
hakuei: epilogue ~ one of my relatives came over yesterday. having guest meaning you have to do some spring cleaning. it was really exhausting; -whoever in the house think i'm crazy -driving them... forcefully?! or should i say -with driven spirits; i didn't ask, thou. it somehow affects the others if you start busying with a broom, a bucket, rags, etc...

i'll be having some guests today too... a bigger crowd. i'm thinking, it'll be nasty after that. sunday won't be my heaven but the opposites. ooooo... it's my birthday today, although the occassion is not really any celebration related to me. duh?!

thanks mum and dad, smsing me birthday wishes. my second sis who called me yesterday during my dinner. and my little sis wishing me 10 mins after midnight. oh, and another friend who is so busy with state affairs but still manage to sms me at 12:16am.

Tuesday, April 6, 2004
hyde ~ hideaway

come on and take a walk outside
it's just the day for it
arehateta ashimoto
you've grown a bit of a jungle
minai furi suru akka
it's time to make a stand
chimeishou ni naru mae ni
you've gotta tear it up and destroy

hideaway - say you're ok
hideaway - do you wanna stay?
hideaway - say you're ok
hideaway - to make a play

you can't avoid it anymore
let's take a closer look
torimodose kimi no ishi
dig in and get your hands dirty
sakeyou no nai itami
you've always done before
shihai sareru kurai nara
you've gotta tear it up and destroy

hideaway - say you're ok
hideaway - do you wanna stay?
hideaway - say you're ok
hideaway - to make a play

poison circulates it's going to your head now
do you want to stay?
the way you are today?

hideaway - say you're ok
hideaway - do you wanna stay?
hideaway - say you're ok
hideaway - to make a play

(it's time)
are you ready now?
(it's time)
are you ready now?

Thursday, April 1, 2004
j: blow ~ koros! koros! koros!

Wednesday, March 31, 2004
fake: no exit ~ people in information technology were told to count and record containers and trailers no?!? does it make any sense to you?

Monday, March 29, 2004
dir en grey: the final ~ people had been watching every move that you made and predicts what you going to do. that's the life now that you wish it didn't happen to you. it sounds like the place it's not a place anymore. you wouldn't know and it will happen eventually without warning... human always say things the opposite way. when they said they're ready for the circumstances, but inside it was vice versa.

Friday, March 26, 2004
fake: something about you ~ jilt is so happy things turn around. it didn't really matters to me; not my concern thou... anyway, there's something i would like to talk about -the migration of jilt's journal. that was like days ago... jilt msg me to make a new avatar; first choice was something gothic. i somehow recommend him yaoi instead. jilt got hot-up, can i say -out of control after browsing some sites i send. XD i was in the office searching for those sites. yeah, dangerously involving my career life in this company. hahaha, as if. i'd been waiting for such moment if things went wrong. i just have to carry on as usual till some lightning strikes me!

Friday, March 19, 2004
schwarz stein: creeper ~ yep. it's friday already. i had my body fat checked. the result was 18.2% which is within the standard body fat range (17%-23%). anyway, i've sign up a full body check-up module; inside-out. normally i do partial or 1/4 of a full module. i used to run away from all this. i don't want to know. but of course early detection may save lives else you suffer later. i hope there won't be anymore surprises aside from my high cholesterol and thalassemia.

Monday, March 15, 2004

Industrial rock! Just like Marilyn Manson, you
know what you have to say and you just say it!
I like you very much...just be careful you
don't scare me away...

What genre of rock are you?
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Monday, March 15, 2004

Which Naruto Character are You?
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Thursday, March 11, 2004
guniw tools: picture of utopia ~ i love forums. i get all sorts of things to my questions -knowledge, tips and tricks; rants. haha ;p! i even set-up one for myself... but it's really quiet. ...do drop by -here...

Friday, March 5, 2004
fanatic crisis: fighting ape show ~ i'm dead tired. didn't get enough sleep... almost late for work. rather disturb by the co. condition. it's going downward. getting rid of the oldies -a piece of cake. breeding own genes all over the place. the head don't seems to care; just a snap of the finger, be gone the whole division... clever move -solute to that mastermind. they always say 'this is business'. it somehow affects me, my existence in this co. such a pity and rocky road to be-fall me. i wish to go but opportunity doesn't come by easily. i've to play rugby and wrestle my way thru like hell. that's the most difficult thing that ever happen to my career life. maybe the lucky charm is not with me. but i congratulate and best wishes to whom, who make it out safely. i envy...

Monday, March 1, 2004
fake: someday ~ a new layout... and it's my first time using div layer; but not fully. ;p

it was an eight mins walk. and because it was my first time taking this route, i was rushing like mad; guess what, i took less than five mins. i'm worried if i couldn't make it; so i ate my bread while walking and manage to stop by a supermarket to grab a milk.