Sunday, October 31, 2004
alice nine: time machine ~ it really took me a while to watch ghost in the shell: innocence. it's a very beautiful show. the story did not confuse me much unlike the first movie.

turn into dark tarap @ 11:47 p.m.

Friday, October 22, 2004
moi dix mois: pageant ~ jil aka michelle was here yesterday for dinner? or nic card? turning my living into a pillow fight center with my sis... after commenting on the house, browsing my w/pic, looking at my unwrap mags, using my computer -keep reminding me the hdd no more space, serving jil's favourite 'luncheon meat', with weird corn soup and square bean vege (not sure what's the real name thou) and lastly laughing his head off on jacky's variety show. when jil make his leave, my sis ask jil to take the window instead of the stairs... -if only i got a pole for him to slide three storey down. jil's only complain - the mrt!

turn into dark tarap @ 10:42 a.m.

Saturday, October 16, 2004
penicillin: one star ~ so, what's onto me today?! not really sure 'bout that thou... finished the new layout for destiny. i'm in search for a new picture for this blog too. it's been a while i thot... hehehe. i'm still not sure whether to go with j-rocker theme or on anime. that's something hard to decide on...

turn into dark tarap @ 01:06 p.m.

Wednesday, October 13, 2004
vasalla: is not true ~ guess what, my colleague extended the leave... -three weeks plus plus ::sheesh:: am i glad to hear that? shoot me! i was so stress; thank goodness i didn't dream about it. they just drive you to the ceiling as if telling you to hang yourself for good...

downloaded a lot of new animes but didn't get the chance to watch it yet. was on the phone for like 5 hrs. still equal to my last record. it's been a while that i had such long conversation -despite being sick more than a week already. oops! did i say something?

anyway, looking forward to my weekend; need to pick up my mags at dg. pre-ordered the hng 2005 calendar; wonder when will it arrive? i'm still waiting for my gundam wing zero custom model kit -it's been a while...

turn into dark tarap @ 01:44 p.m.

Tuesday, October 12, 2004
je reviens: delight ~ finally i'm done with fullmetal alchemist -looking forward to the movie; i hope ed and al will meet up, done with ragnarok the animation -although i find it a bit crappy throughout the show but thank goodness the ending is ok. finished after war gundam x as well -not bad. completed sailor moon live action -i can't believe that i watch this?! madlax -elda taluta?! and lastly, dears -i can't quite get the master/slave/gifted... blah

turn into dark tarap @ 03:28 a.m.

Monday, October 11, 2004
la'cryma christi: nothin’ to lose ~ [last saturday] she's been waiting for 'the day' and it's finally here. she's happily pack away and sms me -no chance to say bye. find someday to drink coffee ok?... i replied her -k. bye.

turn into dark tarap @ 05:07 p.m.

Tuesday, October 5, 2004
vizell: doubt dance ~ i found something interesting again... super dollfie. it was oh so cool! ::faints::

turn into dark tarap @ 02:19 a.m.

Saturday, October 2, 2004
d'espairs ray: gothic ~ was really tired these few days. can't even last til midnight. that's very rare of me. my colleagues thought i look horrible with sleepy eyes, pale face and such...

turn into dark tarap @ 12:35 p.m.

Tuesday, September 28, 2004
kagerou: holy needle ~ and the shifting saga continues...

turn into dark tarap @ 06:06 p.m.

Monday, September 27, 2004
aliene ma'riage: revive ~ my head hurts; as if i'm having a hang-over. i like to do websites and get it done fast; but not something that i've to force myself to complete within a time-frame. two days were normal but few hours?!

i would prefer to use dw over fp for editing tools. notepad is still great but fp... -no matter how hard i try, it just didn't work even with ref books. too user friendly or i didn't try hard enough... ::sheesh::

i don't know why my co. so prone to shift around within the floors. and for no reason the spiderman keep flying in my head. what the !@#$%&*? my telephone had been ringing even before i step into the office. what make me piss more are those people knocking on my door questioning me over and over again about the problem! can't they give me a break and time to solve the shit instead of giving me more stress?! i don't have dual processor in my head to process those stupid queries.

some said that my partner chose the right timing to disappear. i can't blame him for that. it's those people that put me in the spotlight to start with. they're the problems!

turn into dark tarap @ 06:04 p.m.

Saturday, September 25, 2004
asian kung-fu generation: rewrite ~ suddenly the bird nest keep playing on my head. then i thought of 'aka-michelle', i don't know why?! this is crazy... what am i thinking?!

turn into dark tarap @ 11:09 p.m.

Friday, September 17, 2004
lareine: trailer ~ yeaaahhh! i got my l'arc~en~ciel re-mastered album -dune. paid a hefty price for that! ::super-duper-broke:: and finally found my t.m.revolution best singles album but not the limited edition copy. ::wing-130-wing:: ::sob-sob-ureshii::

turn into dark tarap @ 11:16 a.m.

Thursday, September 16, 2004
aliene ma'riage: [m] ~ i don't know why but everyone seems to be talking about shaman king lately... yep, a disappointing ending where you already chase all the way until the very end (anime:64eps)... i fell off my chair! those who bought the manga half-way thru were cursing and swearing like mad. ::sweatsdrop::

turn into dark tarap @ 12:14 p.m.

Wednesday, September 8, 2004
luna sea: storm ~ ok, i'm suppose to be in good mood talking about health topics but today cloud wouldn't let me. my face were like charcoal. it was so obvious that everyone stays away from me! i got really piss that my head is going to explode! to make things worst, this person tried to joke; asking me if i need panadol?! ::!@#$%&*::

turn into dark tarap @ 04:22 p.m.

Monday, September 6, 2004
fatima: candy strippers ~ i finally bought my wing zero custom model kit on r price. thanks wy for that. he's little piss when i'm giving him excuses after much discount. i'm just trying to be a meanie... hehehe. anyway, this time i'd ordered msg tv series after buying the wrong one -msg the movie. and plus an ost collection which total up to 320. ... i'll have to get e to pick up the items for me on 16.

turn into dark tarap @ 06:09 p.m.

Saturday, September 4, 2004
sophia: blue color people ~ not feeling really well today. must be the duck rice packet i took yesterday. ::sheesh:: later have to get some medicine from the pharmacy.

need to go down to roxy collecting my long awaited album by joe hisaishi. XD wy had been bugging me since. it's like months that i haven't step my foot on that shop. wy can't stand me every time i try to get big discounts even thou i'm already a super-member. ahahaha.

turn into dark tarap @ 12:36 p.m.

Friday, September 3, 2004
plastic: link ~ oh well, it's friday again... still have to work tomorrow. the government get 5 days work week. they're so lucky. :(

turn into dark tarap @ 04:56 p.m.

Thursday, September 2, 2004
pierrot: super string theory ~ my colleague is going for a long holiday -three weeks! i wonder if i can survive thru... i'm not sure if i need to worry about anything.

i'd stop writing for quite sometimes now. i wonder how other people would think after mia'ing for so long. i know it's wrong... not even a note from me. it's very bad. i'm just being selfish putting anime my priority. :(

turn into dark tarap @ 05:52 p.m.

Monday, August 30, 2004
moi dix mois: vestige ~ i thought i can start posting in my forum but to my disappointment, there's something wrong with the gateway at the hosting provider side. wonder what breaks down this time after the last hurricane incident. i hope nothing crash...

wake up quite early today. had breakfast with my sis and e at bk. yeah, got my first mag also. so many things to read...

yesterday, hl wanted to get some books, so i tag along. can't remember when was the last time i borrow books from the library -years ago?! i didn't bother to get anything but while waiting, i found a book which i'd been sourcing around in the internet for some coding. i hope i can pick up something from this book. lucky?

turn into dark tarap @ 10:23 a.m.

Friday, August 27, 2004
baroque: red bird ~ was late today, never mind that... i slip in the toilet when i try to get in. my left leg hook to the door's island made me fall knee-down... my skins around my ankle came-off. ouch!

turn into dark tarap @ 02:10 p.m.

Wednesday, August 25, 2004
oblivion dust: again ~ i thought i'm going to miss the bus. luckily they stop for me and my other colleague who is chasing behind -we run like gila-horse!

i'm dozing-off again. i sleep not even three hours. trying to finish up my anime to free-up some space. hehe...

need to get my manga later. forgot about it yesterday.

turn into dark tarap @ 05:52 p.m.

Wednesday, August 18, 2004
metronome: self control ~ i'm such a failure at work. sometimes i couldn't solve a single thing and am wondering if i'm really up for that job. at times i question my own skills -lack of this and that... am i on the right track or should i just bows out and do something different.

this co. is the longest i'd ever stay to work. i'm counting towards my third year now. amazingly, i survive through to much turbulence and such. and not to forget, i always hated this co. since the day i come. you'll understand if you work here or happen to be here before. i'm not sure how the businesses fare but it's in its own world.

i thought of doing frog jump which i used to do in the past. there's a saying 'the grass is greener on the other side'. i wonder how true after much of the world crisis here and there. it's just getting worst but no better.

i'd been thinking hard, trying to create my own world. but there's too many obstacles which make things difficult to reach... i sometimes lost myself to no where -no sense of belonging. the little world i had is not enough. i even create non-sense to content myself but i'm still incomplete -total failure is all i can say.

...did i just brag about something?

turn into dark tarap @ 10:56 a.m.

Tuesday, August 17, 2004
madeth gray'll: dears ~ do you still keep your autograph? i had mine from primary schools till now... i dug out five of it and it sure brings back some memories. :)

turn into dark tarap @ 01:37 p.m.

Saturday, August 14, 2004
t.m.revolution: master feel sad ~ i think my host is down... not sure if it's the hurricane works as i read some report about it. hopefully it will be up soon. i thought of adding something new to destiny.

turn into dark tarap @ 09:35 a.m.

Saturday, August 14, 2004
anti-kranke: idol ~ whoot... my first mini ref site: gundam seed destiny. ? - trouble-free to know which name relates to whom. it's something i'm looking forward, erm... not only for me. ^.^

turn into dark tarap @ 01:40 a.m.

Tuesday, August 3, 2004
sugizo: kind of blue ~ so sad to know that i've to come back for work this sunday... ::sob:: ::sob:: it's between 2pm to 12/1am. ::sigh:: the luck is not with me!

turn into dark tarap @ 05:43 p.m.

Saturday, July 31, 2004
fatima: public eyes ~ oh, and it's saturday already... i'm still trying to find a picture to change this layout. i love so many things make it hard to choose, duh?! indecisive, heh! well, it happens all the time when you have a super long list...

turn into dark tarap @ 12:18 p.m.

Wednesday, July 28, 2004
dope headz: plastic smile ~ been listening to zips by t.m.revolution again and again, like -lost count... i know tmr after watching rk and start looking around for his songs and such. now a faithful fan of his on all his work... the best part about him is that he's also a gundam fan... hahaha.

turn into dark tarap @ 03:16 p.m.

Thursday, July 22, 2004
laputa: stray ~ the medicine read 'may cause drowsiness'... zzzzz.

turn into dark tarap @ 12:08 p.m.

Tuesday, July 20, 2004
zi:kill: whats ~ i can't seems to kill this bloody mschfj.dll. !@#$% microsoft; sp2 is not out yet!!! i wonder how many times do i need to curse and swear about this problem. sheesh* do something already!

hang-out with i, v, a and c. it was all talk... erm, it's more like yak, yak, yak all the way -worst than any wet market around. at first was company, people, life, princess, millionaire, school, phone, etc. it's crappy. normally e will do all the talking but too bad, e didn't make it.

aya-jilt been busy... the suppose planned sunday outing was cancel. promised me reviews -where is it, arh?!

turn into dark tarap @ 05:15 p.m.

Friday, July 16, 2004
deadman: 25 ~ changed to firefox browser. smaller file installer -5mb compare to mozilla -12mb. easy to use, plug-in optional, multi tab in one window. the plus side - simple design with built in google search. the only missing part -'open web location' in file menu. i'm not an address bar person... guess i need to 'get use to it'.

turn into dark tarap @ 11:37 a.m.

Wednesday, July 14, 2004
merry: tick tack ~ gs festival in taka. i'm going this sunday... i'll be getting my modem on saturday, so not sure if i can make it... and it's been a while that i haven't gone to 'kuni kunya'(kino)... ahahaha! it's like 'once a month' outing for me to the city nowadays. anyway, i need to drop by at db to pick up my mags.

turn into dark tarap @ 01:58 p.m.

Thursday, July 08, 2004
fake?: here we go ~ guess what? van hellsing animated out of stock?! i didn't know it was that popular... although the movie was not that great. i saw five eps of gundam x yesterday... and my hdd did it again! i/o error; meaning, not enough space. sheesh*

turn into dark tarap @ 11:43 a.m.

Monday, July 05, 2004
baiser: psycho ballet ~ finished star ocean ex... quite an adventure. although the translation really sucks but better than having chinese subs. no doubt it was from taiwan. they misspelled all the names; grammar was horrible... something like online translator?!

last night, i went to check out some vcds [i still have three tv series which i haven't start... (^.^")]. most of the new stocks they have are taiwan imports. i saw this van hellsing animated; i'm not sure if i should get that... erm... still thinking.

turn into dark tarap @ 10:01 a.m.

Wednesday, June 30, 2004
inoran: spirit ~ i temporary switch to mozilla just to avoid the pop-up ads and browser-hijackers! smooth sailing but not for some tags supported in ie. anyway, can't complain much since they shield-off the annoying part...

a note from mozilla:- "activeX is one of the biggest areas where these exploits have occurred, and from these recent exploits, you can see that exposing users and making that technology available has some real danger. sites need to rethink what they're doing to protect users."

turn into dark tarap @ 03:13 p.m.

Monday, June 28, 2004
guniw tools: either wise or fool ~ that sp.html bugs me a lot! i can't seems to getting rid of it. i tried all methods from all sources i can find in the web but still the same. i had all the removal tools, manual delete registry entry, updated ie6... @#$%!! what is wrong with microsoft!!

turn into dark tarap @ 12:35 p.m.

Thursday, June 24, 2004
pride of mind: the flower bloom in future ~ i spent a lot of time with my computer. it's like 8hrs at work and another 8hrs at home from 7pm to 3am. that adds up total of 16hrs a day. i have like 4 hrs of sleep. the remaining hours are for shower, food and tv?... that's for weekdays... weekends -no idea!

yeah, my assignment due soon. and i don't know what to write on virtual reality. any ideas?

turn into dark tarap @ 11:24 a.m.

Monday, June 21, 2004
despairs ray: born ~ i go downtown to collect my mags on saturday but they're closed and will resume business the next day. so i went down again yesterday and the lady were sorry and ask if i did join the ml. the fact is, i didn't know about it nor did i know such things exist. guess it wouldn't happen again since i'd register -for sure.

i don't want to waste my trip so i go peek on the sgcomic weekly meet-up at shaw tower in bk. they practices their drawings and such... i just pop-in -total stranger. they all look stunned. i suppose i did invade their usual conversation and/or activities. maybe next time i should do more posting before appearing from nowhere. kinda scary if someone just pop-in and join the group, heh. not much conversation there but i did pick up some tips on cs and perspective points drawing. it did refresh myself on the basic rules.

turn into dark tarap @ 11:38 a.m.

Thursday, June 17, 2004
dope headz: you know ~ i finally got my hand on gravitation vocal collection cd. i have all the songs already but i want original!

turn into dark tarap @ 10:31 a.m.

Wednesday, June 16, 2004
kagrra: kakashi ~ my yahoo mail had been upgraded from a mere 6mb to 100mb. i won't be getting anymore mail quota warning for now. i wonder why they give out so much space... not sure if google had anything to do with it after the their announcement giving 1gb email accounts.

turn into dark tarap @ 03:20 p.m.

Saturday, June 12, 2004
gackt: mirror ~ the virtual world shut me off again... @#$%^&*!

turn into dark tarap @ 10:04 a.m.

Tuesday, June 8, 2004
nookicky: next with fate ~ it's been a while, so occupied with forums... most of it rather crappy but it lightens up a bit. it's very common when some members in the forum flames the board; just to get attention, high posting, etc... there're some forums which has section created specially for flaming.

turn into dark tarap @ 10:24 a.m.

Friday, June 4, 2004
maschera: last photgraph ~ we don't have to work tomorrow -just because they need to re-tile the floor. some people jumping in joy but what so great about it? ...

turn into dark tarap @ 04:45 p.m.

Monday, May 31, 2004
machine: devil wing ~ i'm not suppose to change the layout today but it seems that my mood started to change periodically...

i'd started the year with curses and swearing non-stop. it really bothers me a lot; why can't i have some peace.

turn into dark tarap @ 11:34 a.m.

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