tarap x ichigo mashimaro

Saturday, March 31, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:24 p.m.

nightmare: phantom ~ i almost chop off my finger... -_-||| maybe i was too hungry or because there's only sausages!? lol. only the first layer peeled; goodness, no blood. ;p

the rest of the time... i'm rotting. lol.

Friday, March 30, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:23 p.m.

nightmare: the world ~ turkish coffee, think twice before you order... i thought it won't go too far for its taste. *bleh* it reminds me of the chinese medicine mum brewed!? o.O eawww! my taste bud!! ~uhuuu! lol. ah well, there's always first time for everything right?! the food? it really taste good although the dory fish gets too much lemon?! ahahaha!

paragon?! i don't remember stepping in except collecting air tickets. branded shops eh... think hermes. lol. gramophone moving out sales ~there goes my sixty bucks!! for ayumi and the dark crystal -some muppets show; classic!! ^.^

hanging out at library, comic is still something i'll read. next time i'll just drop by the kids section. ;p i haven't get bored with tintin thou!! lol.

hokkien mee at bras basah. lol. next time can try the 'zhu chao' or maybe steamboat. must chio inova but not so soon since he just got his braces on and some tooth pluck out?! lol.

Thursday, March 29, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:54 p.m.

You Are an Afternoon Person

You can find energy any time of the day ... or night!
You prefer to be out and about when most other people are.
Very early mornings or very late nights aren't really your thing.
You're practically solar powered, and the afternoon is when do best.

Are You a Morning Person or Night Person?

Wednesday, March 28, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:52 p.m.

nightmare: criminal baby ~ whoot! did i do a lot of quiz lately?! lol. nah, i only know there's a lot of things going on. ::haiz:: not myself but people around me... would there be any ending at least. i'm tired. i've a rough week, i dream a lot; about family, friends and work!? ::geez:: my brain refuse to shut off during sleep!? o.O damned it!?

You Are a Realist

You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass.
You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is...
But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on.
You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope.

Are You An Optimist or Pessimist?

Tuesday, March 27, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:11 p.m.

nightmare: alice ~ *yawnz* lol. i kept forgetting the lights. ;p still half way through with the new layout... ~oh no! i'm slow.

okie... more office politics?! because it's lw's last day this friday and there's another colleague too. so she came over to room and told me about kat backstabbing me. 'oh! why thank you!? she can stab me all she wants; not that i care!?' ::geez:: to kat: 'aunty, you how old already?' *pengz*

Monday, March 26, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 06:01 p.m.

nightmare: crevasse ~ duh!? ~it's month end already. i still have one more day to clear or face forfeit. grrrr!? my superior on mc today. ::haiz:: i couldn't clear the administrative stuffs without his signature. damned! where's my lighter?!

stupid question: can someone tell me where to get non-reflective see-through straps? thank you. *do i really need one?!* -_-|||

Sunday, March 25, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:22 p.m.

nightmare: black sick spider ~ why can't i wake up late like anyone else. ::geez:: i wish i can sleep till 10am. and it's a sunday!? duh!?

jewelry is sure expensive, so expensive i couldn't believe what i'm hearing. *shocku!?* i'm going to cancel my order once the shop call me within this week. liew. how can jewelries be women's best friend?! ~i wonder. tell me something i don't know. gotta crack my head for alternatives liao. *sigh*

... i dug out the heels, gosh! it stands 3 inches high?! *sweatsdrop*

Saturday, March 24, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:27 p.m.

nightmare: the fool ~ was i the fool who think too much or i'm just unlucky enough getting a hellish week. duh!? i'm really off... did i just laugh?! o.O; i started to tear before midnight, that proves i hadn't been sleeping ~well. *sigh*

wow! i reached home before the heavy down pour!? ;p i said that too many times, i'm not a shopping person, not unless i got something to buy. lol. but sometimes the situation leave you no choice but to shop?!

mens clothing, it's either casual, smart or ah beng. lol. i've no problem picking myself or helping out. but when it comes to females clothing? i lost big time. mum always think i'd bad taste for fashion, accessories, you name it. i try not to bring my sis along, her criticism is just too harsh; i hate it. neither do i want to bring my friends... i prefer to shop alone ~somehow, not everything i can grab and go. ::haiz::

that's unlikely of you to go shopping?! lol. i failed shopping before cny. was i shy? maybe i am but i just don't want to admit. i usually watch from afar or circling outside the shop -normally, you would've browse and start flipping or simply pick it up and see?! duh! something i shouldn't have said. -_-|||

anyway, checking out novena square after much reading from my cuz mags. ah well, it's just another typical shopping center except for it's extended wing which concentrating more on korean products. i love dull colors. just to prove myself wrong for the last time, tried and it looks bad on me ~because i'm skinny stick. :(

guess it's always the departmental store that saved the day. i didn't go home empty handed. lol. it's pretty hard to find something simple nowadays. yeah, i'm just being difficult. ;p still, it looks better on the mannequin.

... thank you for the time. ;p the library part was a bit of the escapee. lol. and, i never blushed so much in a day!? @o@|||

Friday, March 23, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:28 p.m.

nightmare: morpho ~ i couldn't sleep the whole night. i wonder what's bothering me... haiz.

a private outing is no longer a private outing? who would've thought posting a message on your msn will get responses. lol. i don't usually pay attention to it but it's not there to see. duh!? anyway, the organizer have to do the entertaining part where we shy away?! i couldn't control my *&^%$#@! nerve... i'm just as bad. ;p yeah, club me?!

teenage mutant ninja turtles ~the continued adventures of the four adolescent mutated turtles gifted in the art of the ninja, as they attempt to stop a mysterious evil that threatens to end the world.

cowabunga, dude!! i think anyone who enjoyed turtles all those years ago will love this movie no matter what, it felt new yet it still brought back similar memories of the past which does justice for the whole tmnt history. ^.^ ~michael needs a hanky!? lol.

let's jam the classic:~
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Heroes in a half-shell - Turtle Power

They’re the world’s most fearsome fighting teens (we're really hip)
They’re heroes in a half shell and they’re green, (hey! get a grip!)
When the evil Shredder attacks,
These turtles boys don't cut him no slack.

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles,
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.

Splinter taught them to be ninja teens (he's a radical rat)
Leonardo leads, Donatello does machines (that's a fact chap)
Raphael is cool but crude, (gimme' a break)
Michaelangelo is a party dude (Hurray!!)

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles,
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.
Heroes in a half shell,
Turtle power!

Thursday, March 22, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 12:51 a.m.

blood: brumes et pluies ~ i don't know what the hell was that but it's nothing like *&^%$#@! i had at home. yeah, the bf try to find fault with my sis just because he couldn't find his folders in my sis comp.

i was trying to install sims2 yesterday that i borrow from my colleague but not enough space. best clear out all unnecessary files where his two folders already cut into cds, why keep?

he freaks out and start blaming my sis. i already pass him the cds and he might have brought it to work since it's no where in my house?! i didn't see the whole argument but things started flying... the pin pointing become fists!? i've to hold my sis back a little with me in between, i fear the worst. so i pull her to my room, close the door and yet, he barge in!! *bastard!* what if i'm behind the door!?

my sis asked him to get out from the house; yet he refuse, stay back and watch the damned tv! ~my tv!! i'm trying to locate the salad sauce container that flew somewhere, he even try to help find?! so i try to talk him out but he kept his stand and still thinks my sis should watch what she's saying. hello!? everyone says 'fuck'!? there's nothing wrong with that lor?! wth!!

screw my night!? i forgot what i wanted to do. -_-* what you just read here happened hours ago...

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one after another... i don't think i can take in any more headache. ::geez:: i should get a skin head the other day instead of cutting it short. duh!?

Wednesday, March 21, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 06:00 p.m.

blood: sakura ~ two days have past... there's nothing more to talk about except awaiting the day to come, preparing the traditional tea ceremony and a simple dinner. that's what you get when things get unplanned.

headache? yeah, bad headache...
- i don't know what to give, mum ask me to think myself :(
- i've to shop for clothing and maybe shoes too...
- i've to be the cameraman
- i've to stick around the bride @o@|||

and lastly, i can't wait to see my niece/nephew end of the year. ^.^

Tuesday, March 20, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 04:25 p.m.

phantasmagoria: at the ends of the rest period ~ headache and more headaches... ::geez:: i thought the stupid roller coaster ride was over and hope that this year wouldn't have too much of the hump to bump?! why experience turbulences when you're not flying?! damned it!! yes! i was angry. *&^%$#@! and again, i am sad. not that i like to dwell over things. it's like you die out of the blue, not knowing why?!

ok, ok! i'm not yet a mad dog barking all over the place except here. i've to force myself, erm... no! i have to accept the reality!? you'll definitely have my blessings. after all, we are family... ~gungrave.

on last week ~i don't feel right. duh!? i'm an *&^%$#@! i'm sorry ... i miss you.

Monday, March 19, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 03:05 p.m.

kannivalism: -apple butter II ~ what do you think of having the baby unexpectedly before marriage? was there a word 'planning' in your head even?! everyone would say, 'this is common?!' what about the elderly?! and where's the respect?! have you thought about your mother? she just recovered and still on medication. yup, and she was crashed ~boom bang!! she couldn't sleep!? ...even a lost sheep is not so lost!!! what if your father learn about what happen? i can imagine how he'll react... think of the black hole.

i guess the day hadn't been better... it look hazy even when there's rains. was the sun any better?! nah, it'll make you sickly ~mentally speaking. i'll just have to remember to pay some bills and get my sis a new map. full stop.

Sunday, March 18, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 10:34 p.m.

kannivalism: age. ~ today is ah bra birthday and cowsmoo the organizer. what amazing thing ms cowsmoo did?! well, she called up all the people she can get with timing and place but she forgot to inform the birthday boy!! not till the last minute!? wow!!! ::applause!!:: -_-||| anyway, her effort didn't go to waste -thank god. lol.

ok, inova was staring at this cake [forever] and his face say it all... *sweatsdrop*

ah bra looks unhappy because the cake was smaller than the one we bought for d4. lol.

at least for this time, it didn't look it got brutally butchered. ;p

the cut out... ^.^

Saturday, March 17, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:54 p.m.

kannivalism: in a brown study ~ wow! the weather is killing me... wonder if my skin turn any darker?! ;p although the sun didn't bite that much. lol. it's just warm and stuffy... bleh. but eating cold 'tau huay' didn't give me much chilling; even ice cream taste hot!!

and two fans broken down at the same time?! ::geez:: both motors burnt!! i don't remember them working too hard even?! o.O

You Are Apple Green

You are almost super-humanly upbeat. You have a very positive energy that surrounds you.
And while you are happy go lucky, you're also charmingly assertive.
You get what you want, even if you have to persuade those against you to see things your way.
Reflective and thoughtful, you know yourself well - and you know that you want out of life.

What Color Green Are You?

Friday, March 16, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 05:38 p.m.

kannivalism: sugar rainy ~ walao eh!? stop calling me mable!! i even spell out the name yet you still address it wrongly?! -_-||| *why is it always happening to me?!*

You Are A Rowan Tree

You are full of charm and cheer. You light up a room.
And while you crave attention, you do it without ego.
You are an interesting mix of contradictions - and very unpredictable.
You are both dependent and independent, calm and restless.
You are passionate, emotional, gregarious, and (at times) unforgiving.

What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Thursday, March 15, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:26 p.m.

die la'vice: amelia ~ the escalators in central ownz!! each floor has four to five installed!? they even had few bridging between?! @o@||| it houses' tons of jap restaurants, some not so generic shops... but left liang court a ghost town after daimaru's departure. and clark quay satay club, it's no longer an open air concept... good thing the place wouldn't get too smoky; with futuristic meet retro setup?! anyway, it's still a nice place to laze around. lol.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:03 p.m.

glay: rock'n'roll swindle ~ i never like attending meetings, briefings or seminars... i doze off the minute i sat down!? yeah, they can save on playing lullaby songs. -_-||| my colleagues were amazed!! lol. anyway, it's super boring throughout and not much on the technical side. ::duh!?::

had dinner with rg at funan while the other two colleagues went home. thought of checking out the writing pad but glad i didn't. lol. i'm itching to get one but i can foresee that i'll be using it only a few times and after that, it'll just sit in the dark collecting dust. ;p

Tuesday, March 13, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:54 p.m.

glay: american innovation ~ it's been hectic... worst if certain someone talk to you about something off out of the blue; it freaks me and wished i never know that person. i can simply tell the person off... yet i couldn't do it. ::geez:: *stop telling me your *&^%$#@! fantasy?!*

... non of my business become my business. -_-

Monday, March 12, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:05 p.m.

glay: answer ~ there's not much difference from the old s200 with x520 except for the additional fm radio and camera features; oh! minus the antenna?! lol. i never like polyphonic sounds thou... wonder where to get doraemon's midi file. ;p

wow! my sis was watching ghost hunt, with her hands covering her ears and the speaker switch off!? auto reflex, she said. ::sweatsdrop::

Sunday, March 11, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 01:54 p.m.

glay: world's end ~ did i get a good night sleep?! guess i slept like a dead mummy... -_- i've to leave my bolster as partition to avoid myself -kicking and punching my cuz!? ;p mum's worried, so am i!! ::geez::

duh!?

Sunday, March 10, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:40 p.m.

glay: scream ~ when was the last time i did grocery shopping?! that's a long list for essential stuffs. ;p and finally, i get to see x520. i regretted so much that i didn't ask for the off-the-shelve price while helping my cuz getting the prepaid card. ::arrrghh!:: *stupid me!*

You Are a Little Messy

You aren't the cleanest person in the world, but you're definitely not a slob.
You clean up when you have the time, but you're realistic about what you can get done.
Generally, you're pretty organized and tidy - though you may have a few hidden messes.
You eventually get around to making things spotless, but you do it on your own schedule!

Are You Messy?

Friday, March 9, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:34 p.m.

glay: i will ~ i thought i've a lot of things to write... somehow i find it silly and not important; some things i don't want to be reminded of. -_- i got nothing much to look back either; it's now, tomorrow and the day after.

You Mostly Have Your Emotions in Check

Sometimes your emotions get out of control, but you usually are a pretty stable person.
You can find a lot to be happy about, as long as things are going your way.
But if a few bad things happen to you, you tend to go in a bit of a downward spiral.
Luckily, you usually come out of it okay and no worse for the wear.

Can You Keep Your Emotions in Check?

Thursday, March 8, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:13 p.m.

glay: layla ~ managed to get a day off after a last minute sms to my superior. i really need a break from my work. to spend two days on a server is way too much -i would never have a good night sleep but nightmares on work?! ::geez::

300 ~based on frank miller's graphic novel, "300" concerns the 480 b.c. battle of thermopylae, where the king of sparta led his army against the advancing persians; the battle is said to have inspired all of greece to band together against the persians, and helped usher in the world's first democracy.

it is very artistic with a unique look but it is never cartoonish. it got a faster pace than lotr, is more accurate than troy, more compelling than tristan and isolde, and more violent than gladiator. the sound was excellent, especially during the battle scenes. and because it's so 'digital', my ears bleed; that's when metal meets metal?! go get yourself stunned! 'this is SPARTA!!'

Wednesday, March 7, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 03:37 p.m.

glay: mirror ~ the spam mail is back!? ::geez:: and i just found out, i did the wrong filtering!! ::gosh!:: ok, ok. i manage to get the new list and plug-it-in. i wonder if it helps?! ... still have to wait till tomorrow for results. then i can select 'delete-right-away' without forwarding to my mailbox.

the naked truth!! i'm really pissed now. i thought i just highlight over a few things during lunch on how hr shouldn't disclosed 'private and confidential' information other than the dept itself. *&^%$#@! for you to discuss freely with another person from another dept of our it dept salary and bonus!? *&^%$#@! so what if you get pro-rated!? you haven't work a full year yet!!! damned you!!!! you're so forgiven because you sit on your own fucking brain!!!!!

Tuesday, March 6, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:26 p.m.

wizard: regret ~ i really look horrid. did i get enough sleep?! i just remembered that i read doraemon before dozing off... -_-||| i got out from the house like seven plus in the morning. then my sis msg me ~'how come you so early go to work?' it's unusual since we used go out together...

of course i still have my normal three meals and supper!? lol. pan mei chen is here! pan mei chen is here!? ::geez:: my colleagues were just trying to cheer me up. but anyway, thanks! thinking about the chicken rice i had for lunch, very nice!! ^.^ thigh some more, only 2.50! ::drools:: lol.

Monday, March 5, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 10:06 p.m.

i'm useless...

Sunday, March 4, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:54 p.m.

wizard: faintly ~ my neighbour actually had a lion dance early in the morning. i'm sure my sis will be so awake and she can forget about her sleep till noon. lol. ironically, it was on today's paper too ~chew on it! comic strip.

Saturday, March 3, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:53 p.m.

gazette: hyena ~ thought i've a lot to write for this entry but i think i'll just cut it short and simple. firstly, i want to thank inova for breaking the ice. you got your coke award in return ~oscar fever!? lol. and i can skip that hannibal rising. i'm always worried, to mix the wrong crowd at the wrong place, for the wrong reason?! but can i say no if one's insist? ~i'm not yet the devil. ::hee::

letters from iwo jima ~the island of iwo jima stands between the american military force and the home islands of japan. therefore the imperial japanese army is desperate to prevent it from falling into american hands and providing a launching point for an invasion of japan. general tadamichi kuribayashi is given command of the forces on the island and sets out to prepare for the imminent attack. general kuribayashi, however, does not favor the rigid traditional approach recommended by his subordinates, and resentment and resistance fester among his staff. in the lower echelons, a young soldier, saigo, a poor baker in civilian life, strives with his friends to survive the harsh regime of the japanese army itself, all the while knowing that a fierce battle looms. when the american invasion begins, both kuribayashi and saigo find strength, honor, courage, and horrors beyond imagination.

clocking at 140 mins, you hardly feel its length as you'll get engrossed with the narrative. it's a film not to be given a miss.

Friday, March 2, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:20 p.m.

gazette: defective tragedy ~ tried to give away some mouse pads since i don't really use it myself. wonder where i packed my tazmania devil one. lol. there're people who still have the conception that mouse pads were made for the mouse; it's incomplete without one?!

there's too many small things happening around. i wonder... why do people want to dominate other people?

Thursday, March 1, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 06:05 p.m.

dir en grey: conceived sorrow ~ i knew it by accident but whatever is the case, it's no longer a secret. i was casually helping cl to install msn in the system. 'hey! since you're here, let me show you something...' *clicks* and all the photos of her husband with another woman. she even show me the calendar of his daily activities, like what time he's home or not at all. i just felt sad for the kids; for them to have such an irresponsible *&^%$#@! father. look as cl will start to tear but she assured me; she already did that for two weeks long, crying a sea!? gosh!!

he used to work in the same co. with us. and i never been in good terms with him for the longest time i remembered. he's really a *&^%$#@! for he to do that to cl; he's unforgivable!! the only thing i can do now for cl is to get my friend; to fight her case...

Wednesday, February 28, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 05:37 p.m.

dir en grey: the pledge ~ nosy people, anyone? somehow there's a department with multiple groups formed because of personal factors, preferences and etc. and it's so obvious who's talking and who's not. can't you people mind your own businesses?! i can't help it but laugh my ass off at your stupidity!? hey! you're working adults and not some school kids. let the party in charge do the job. why do you even bother to discuss about it?! just tell them straight to their face if you think they crosses your path?! ::geez::

the whole saga has nothing to do with me and yet i wanted to brag about it. ;p

Tuesday, February 27, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 05:50 p.m.

penicillin: graind candy ~ freaky taste?! that's when you're reading your colleague's blog without their knowledge. and the content not amounting to their curse and swear in the co. but also their private affairs?! you'll just freak out!! lol. ok! it's no laughing matter and i know how you felt. you got stumbled!? and i got google-d but that didn't stop me from googl-ing for more. ;p

still, it won't be fun any more if you lock it up. there goes your online blog. ::haiz::

... geez, they're delaying our pay!? :( *looking at my empty wallet* ::sigh:: then i'll dig all my five cents and start pissing off some aunties and uncles?! lol.

Monday, February 26, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 05:36 p.m.

like absolute myself: funny love song ~ i felt sore all over my body. -_-

i'm soooo fucking glad that my co. both hardwares and softwares were 32 bit!! and i'm soooo sure for the next five years to ten, there wouldn't be any upgrades. ^.^

some people are so clever they don't bother or really didn't know, whether the system they bring in is compatible?! that's when i switch on the notebook ~hola! windows vista!! and it's running on 64 bit machine!?

me: sir, you can have it back.
xx: why?
me: 32 bit softwares/drivers can't run on your system.
xx: can't you do something about it?
me: no i can't but you can get your notebook exchange for a 32 bit machine. ;p

what i think about windows vista? graphic wise, i prefer just classic desktop and nothing fancy. there's not much different on the navigation but with quite a number of new features. well, it's darn irritating with all the pop-ups when you attempt to install/remove softwares/drivers; asking you 'are you not sure' before it continues?! -i'm sure you can turn it off somewhere but i'm not exploring further. lastly, there's a lot of auto function but definitely not for us -support.

Sunday, February 25, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:21 p.m.

like absolute myself: irony dance ~ i fell from the chair again, hit my butt and lie flat. duh!? too engrossed eating my 'mamee'?! or over the anime?? ::geez:: think i put too much pressure on my right arm for the landing. liew. guess i never had better luck with chairs. -_-

other than the misfortune i had for the day, it's just tv, newspaper, anime, manga and eat!! i'm so unproductive! -_-|||

copy cowsmoo: it's too taxing to remember two names per person. just as i know retsu for the first time and you guys call him husaini; and his blog wrote sanzo; and now he carries deathgaze.?! *sweatsdrop*

Saturday, February 24, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:55 p.m.

lm.c: oh my juliet ~ yeah, i wonder... lol. i'm more like meeting 'oba-chan'. ::ahahaha!::

the usual kknm with tsukikage and d4; ahbra mia liaoz. lol. i guess once a month 'wanton mee' not as bad as having fast food more than often. the crowd built up, barricades up. sometimes you wish there's a place where you wouldn't see even a soul. ;p the black hole? nah!

i haven't actually thank vw's bf for getting us food. lol. xtine just couldn't sit still. she kept complaining of her discomfort and wished there were something to sit on?! i just sit crossing my legs; poor thing my thigh become her arm rest. liew. goodness vw got to cling on her bf instead. xtine even wonders if my ancestors were japanese, korean or indian because they can sit long hours on the floor with legs folded in some way. lol.

chingay was not really that fantastic as the slogan suggested, i'd seen better flowers parade or floats parade or something like that. not sure which year was it, the chingay start point was from city hall. and it happen that my friend, fs was on transit from us; we're just bystanders. lol. nothing much changed except that the japanese association whom always has the most participants and also the most enthu among all.

Friday, February 23, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 04:14 p.m.

lm.c: haunted house make a secret ~ it's not something you can write as you please. people reads; it's public. there're times you need to keep things in your head; like there's any more space for you to squeeze in. wth!?

i know, my english sucks big time. i can't write better, the grammar is totally off. hell, i don't know what i'm writing the whole time. so bad i need spell checks, dictionary and the infamous 'kopi neko'!! duh!? -_-

wish i can be more transparent on what i'm writing... looking at my entries, i'm more on the terms like 'i write for the sake of writing' ~it's meaningless. -_-

Thursday, February 22, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:03 p.m.

dir en grey: conceived sorrow ~ what a day to start... sewing a two inch wide hole on lingo's pants which is located right at her asshole?! lol. seriously, no one would've notice it if you walk around that much. ::ahahaha!:: forgetting your zipper is the most embarrassing of all things that you wish you were a ninja. *poof!!*

i felt i just did marathon; exhausted, adrenaline rush and calorie burn?! hah! i'm no where a sports person. lol. just random facts?! ;p

Wednesday, February 21, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:59 p.m.

dir en grey: lie buried with a vengeance ~ nah. it's a good day, a memorable one. ^.^

i reached early and my task is to get the cake. bought this chocolate mousse with lots of other ingredients and the name of... -i can't remember. that was later i msg deathgaze. and violet!? but damned!? i couldn't find violet in my phone list!! i searched through the 100 something contacts and got me remember, she's also known as cowsmoo. ::geez:: deathgaze, we're not in a mission impossible or whatever you call it. you're suppose to report and roger the person in charge, not me. thank you. lol.

and the organizer inova is way late. ct kinda sneaks out and chatter; with a hi/bye session right when inova arrives. lol. it's my first time eating at pepper lunch, and few others too except inova who is regular himself. it's not that we don't know how, it's a new thing to us. ;p i ordered pepper steak which is nice but a little too salty.

the beautiful cake

the how-to-cut poor little cake
here

the aftermath; butchered cake @o@|||

the cut out piece ... -_-|||

anyway, everyone enjoyed themselves and am glad they like the cake. ^.^

Tuesday, February 20, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:08 p.m.

dir en grey: the fatal believer ~ why bother queuing for tickets early in the morning when you can get it online? yeah, that's when the damned site kept telling you 'loading...' even after the given 10mins each session ticks away?! i even upz my java from v6 to v11 as the site suggested of latest java download. -_-

yeah, i'm crazy, i do stupid stuff and sometimes drag people along... but what the heck!? was i that way? ... i'm not too sure what i'm trying to proof either. *don't bother to think*

me and sagara have the longest hug ever?! *ahem* it's not what you think. some people would want to thank her for her merry-go-round hugging. lol. i don't go *huggles*; it gave me 'chicken scare' -jacky wu's line for goosebumps!!. XD

ghost rider ~in order to save his dying father, young stunt cyclist johnny blaze sells his soul to mephistopheles and sadly parts from the pure-hearted roxanne simpson, the love of his life. years later, johnny's path crosses again with roxanne, now a reporter, and also with mephistopheles, who offers to release johnny's soul if johnny becomes the fabled, fiery ghost rider, a supernatural agent of vengeance and justice. mephistopheles charges johnny with defeating the despicable blackheart, mephistopheles's nemesis and son, who plans to displace his father and create a new hell even more terrible than the old one.

it's not a chick flick, it's not clever and witty, it's not deep and mysterious. it's a comic book brought to life on the big screen with nice cg and a decent score and appropriate acting. it's a fun movie, and that's all it wants to be.

epic movie ~in the spirit of "scary movie" and "date movie", this parody spoofs recent blockbusters like "superman returns" and "charlie and the chocolate factory". the comedy is about four orphans who visit a chocolate factory and are transported to the wonderful land of gnarnia, after stumbling upon an enchanted wardrobe. sounds familiar?

i read enough reviews/critics, and they conclude: the references to pop culture are 1: over used 2: poorly used 3: irrelevant and not funny. it appears that the budget was spent on midgets and a dance choreographer (apparently it is funny when medieval knights, pirates, dwarfs and oompa loompas dance). inova has his mouth full on this show. lol.

... must remember fire!? ^.^

Monday, February 19, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 09:59 p.m.

dir en grey: agitated screams of maggots ~ 95% of the shops are closed but the cafes jam packed. lol. and so the shopping is off. -_-

ghost rider -booked
protege -sold out
hannibal rising[sneaks] -sold out

norbit ~norbit has never had it easy. as a baby, he was abandoned on the steps of a chinese restaurant/orphanage and raised by mr. wong. things get worse when he's forced into marriage by the mean, junk food-chugging queen, rasputia. just when norbit's hanging by his last thread, his childhood sweetheart, kate, moves back to town.

the movie didn't really crack me up, not one bit?! say, i don't mind another roll of date movie with the infamous chorus:~

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me? Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me? Don't cha? Don't cha? Don't cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me? Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me? Don't cha? Don't cha?

Sunday, February 18, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:43 p.m.

dir en grey: grief ~ rain, rain, rain... it was said, the other side is sunny. -_- i'm worried more about my laundry not drying. lol.

i'm just another couch potato for the day... ;p i just whacked whatever is on screen although what i'm looking forward most is for elixir of love. been wanting to watch it since the trailer first came out years ago. i fall for richie's costume and the flowery settings... never mind if i were to watch silver hawk or twin effects for the second time. lol. was it because of richie again, nope. my sis likes the fighting scenes. and no, i'm not a fan of twins ~it's because of donnie yen guest appearance!! ahahaha!!

Saturday, February 17, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:16 p.m.

dir en grey: disabled complexes ~ i end up watching some korean romance movies on tv and it's always the gal who is dying shit while the guy will cry mother father at the end... duh!? wth! other than jacky's variety shows, i say, there's nothing much to see. -_-||| i just pity those gals being made fun off; the power of make-up?! and they were told to remove it soon after!! -god! my eyes!! *oh! don't punish me!?*

it's no different from other days... i give you ~just another day by jon secada. ^.^

Friday, February 16, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:02 p.m.

dir en grey: rotting root ~ wow! this is so right!? and everyone else getting their half days today including my sis, while my co. stick tightly to the damned calendar!? good thing i'm off tomorrow. ::haix:: even the alternate is not official, claimed the co., whatever. -_-

Thursday, February 15, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 05:30 p.m.

dir en grey: the pledge ~ yep. i'm suppose to start scolding people today but there's a change on wind direction... i say, rather quiet. lol. good thing i don't have to send my nerve wrecking!? -_-||| i get to have my little space and time now, yet i still want to complain; i'm bored. *pengz*

*yawnz* ~there goes my day. -_-

Wednesday, February 14, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:06 p.m.

dir en grey: repetition of hatred ~ happy valentine's day!! ^.^ ...it was never our day, me or inova. lol. things are just ain't right at work. ::geez:: who says 'it' is good?! for the initial years, yes, it was fun but not down the road. its too much of brain draining situation... i'm really tired to think about it. there're numerous times that i raised white flag. still, i don't see what other things i can do besides playing doctor for computers. ::sigh::

so, how was v-day? yep, the same old threesome just exactly like last year. lol. me, inova and d4 had our candle light dinner at kfc. i never had a proper v-day before; proper as in having flowers or choco or dinner... nah. as d4 say, it's too commercialized. yep, yep. why not love every single day and everyday is special day?!

Tuesday, February 13, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:21 p.m.

dir en grey: the deeper vileness ~ i'd never been busier at work; funny things came up. not this then that?! seventh month not even here yet. was it trying to take its last act before the new year start?! ::geez::

kitty wanted a date from me tomorrow ~for work. lol. still, i felt so sick i want a day off... -_-

Monday, February 12, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:59 p.m.

dir en grey: clever sleazoid ~ i'm pissed because i'm hungry. -_-*

will this make up my day?!

Sunday, February 11, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:49 p.m.

kurt: aversion shines and runs away ~ i tried to be late but it doesn't make much difference since there're people who comes way later... -_- i'm still in the train when vani called; it isn't too bad since she was walking back from esplanade. sit around at the stairs; bow wow don't want to sit!? lol.

lunching at marina's food court. was the indian stall still around? ~i forgot to check. :( they served nice 'briyani' meal. i had something lite thou. ;p vani just glued herself to inova's ds. lol.

few games at the arcade before lazying at gv's lobby. it was really nice and cozy, you want to fall asleep. lol. ben & jerry as inova suggested. my order, vanilla chocolate chip ~4.50 a scoop!? sagara's chocolate flavoured is very rich!!

and then bugis to take mrt because inova going commonwealth while we heading taka. hangout at kino before seeing sagara off at the bus stop. had dinner at plaza... thought i'm going to faint. lol. then back to bugis again. i'd been walking that usual route like 3000 times. ahahaha!

Saturday, February 10, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:58 p.m.

kurt: cockroach's ~ it's working! it's working! god damnit, it's working! ok. that was a little too much... lol. don't mind me.

... search more for own amusement, enjoy! ^.^

Friday, February 9, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 04:24 p.m.

phantasmagoria: pixy false ~ my day?! super sianz!! why can't it be better?! when things go wrong, people dig their way to hell -eighteen levels deep!! best if they can puncture the other end?! @o@||| enma would have it better... ::sheesh::

i just realized there's only one guy from accounts at my office floor. ::geez:: my superior not counted since he don't even know how to hold a broom. period. i had someone helping me to shift the server out from the rack yesterday. and now i need to boot it up to make some changes before i permanently put it to sleep but there's no more port in the server room. my only option is to push it out to my work station and link up. ::haix:: why can't i be stronger... i felt so weak i couldn't lift a brick?! anyway, thank you kw! ~you're my saviour!! lol.

the server that refuse shutdown? it leave me no other choice but to pull the plug!! cause the damned services start to hang randomly. liew. tested the 'task scheduler', it runs... -better work tonight!! it's a pain to run things manually. -_-

... miss my sweet~

Thursday, February 8, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:25 p.m.

phantasmagoria: fairy times memory ~ did i catch a cold for sleeping without my blanket last night?! ::geez:: *stop sneezing you stupid!!*

i'd been doing manual backups, i lost count!? stupid 'task scheduler'!! already it refuses to reboot and now this. duh!? the damned server don't want to shutdown!! *arghh!!* and the domain controller kick people out from the network... ::geez:: give me a break already!! -_-

Wednesday, February 7, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:38 p.m.

phantasmagoria: never rebellion ~ i forgot my doraemon case, i felt helpless. i couldn't do much without my thumbdrive although things inside are pretty much non-work related. lol.

i did some filing which i should, long long time ago... it's piling high and dusty -can my desk withstand the weight!? lol. still, it's not getting any better... not even days later. ;p

i couldn't stay up too long... was it the cold wind? i even wrapped myself with blanket while watching anime. lol. mum say i old already!? ~for being tire easily. *sobs*

... there's alien invasion. -_-

Tuesday, February 6, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:46 p.m.

phantasmagoria: actuate eden ~ i remembered someone send me the msg before, and i received another -'i felt outcast!? dad's gone, mum ignores me'... does that sound monday blues to you?!

what's wrong with all the stations?! set aside the 'thong thong chiang' ~even in english fm, now they all go for love songs?? ::geez::

Monday, February 5, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:47 p.m.

alice nine: number six ~ the fan is acting up and it meant business this time. the screeching sound was somehow, part of my dream ~where i tried hard to get out?! it relates?! and one of my alarm clock didn't go off... -_-

so i went to imm after work and bought a table fan for 17.90. lol. my sis think i should go for a more expensive ones. the rest were too bulky considering the space we had. i prefer to settle for something slim and compact thou. ^.^ and so i took a cab home... the lady driver is super!! she drives like my ex-team leader, criscrossing the cars; so close, so near and scary!! -_-|||

Sunday, February 4, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:53 p.m.

lm.c: oh my juliet ~ vw is always busy. lol. she's someone you've to book in advance ~weeks to a month but not surprising to have it call-off later. -_-||| pretty busy with her new beau, family and work ~super ambitious. gosh!! you slim down!! @o@|||

off to see inova eating his meal. lol. i snack earlier although just looking at the food make me drools. *slurps* inova is not a person who would reply your msg, you gotta call him. -_-||| saving the salt meaning sacrificing a meal to the floor. lol. *randomness* double cheeseburger and mc chicken turn into a meal... my mistake. ;p ...food errand? hmmmnz... i can't help laughing at d4 gripping hard and standing still on the moving escalator. he would've beat me up!! the thai meal was nice except for the soup. i doubt they put vinegar in it?! lol.

Saturday, February 3, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:45 p.m.

kra: heart balance ~ it was an early day out. i was on the way to the clinic while my sis were to meet her friend. to my disappointment, the doctor i was about to see is not in. duh!? and i was to pop-in later for lunch with my sis at wm but good thing i didn't. firstly, it's been a while since my sis last meeting her friend. secondly, things just get too teary for the friend with her problems. not wanting to be part of it, i end up settling myself at the 'kopitiam' then made my move without my sis. lol. that explain my early-ness on vani's outing and prompt the rest to ask, 'wasn't the meeting at 1pm?' ;p

vani was late because her bro, julian wants to tag along last minute. lol. while waiting for d4, tsukikage was itching to play a few games but i kinda make him stay to sit around with me at the park ~it was a nice windy afternoon. lol. i felt like dozing off as i didn't get much sleep for cutting 11 dvd discs for tsukikage; while waiting, read manga, doze off, wake up to continue and ... i'm still at it till morning. -_-||| and it lags my comp like shit. duh?!

lunch at 'wanton mee' stall but i had my fill. so i just order 'you tiao' and last but not least, 'kopi o'. ^.^ sagara looks half dead ~she's sick. she loves huggles, so i tried something crazy; with my hands on her head and hold it to my chest... ;p ~was it bishie that way?? lol.

next stop, bugis junction. goodness it wasn't bugis street as vani suggested. i went there and the crowd is crazy!! yes! and i bought a pair of P A N T I E S !! without B R A !! was that clear enough?? we're off for dessert ~ice cream!! ^.^ what else did i buy... oh! my sis prezzie! ~i even asked her if it needs to be wrap?! lol. wrapped and hand it to her but she thinks it's too early and she might be itching to open it up?! *pengz*

dinner at suntec. i was exhausted because of inova. he walk as if he's part of some walkathon events. his so-called usual walking speed ~having trained to rush from one customer to another. -_-||| i'm drained!! ti-tut-ti-tut!! i need energy, i need food. lol.

it was long time ago that i get sandwich on the train. oh well, it was still ok not till i reach outram park station; the festive season and vivocity, the crowd is killing me!? i was already standing near the entrance and people knew they can't even park one leg in?! goodness!!! i can't imagine how charcoal black my face was?! stop squeezing in, you *&^%$#@!!

Friday, February 2, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 11:33 p.m.

so much about work, i better zipped up a bit for better. pissed is one thing but what do you expect having to get your monthly paycheck in for you without fail... ~nothing more, nothing less. bleh!?

it's not that i wanted to grow my roots there, it's already record breaking to stay that long and rot!! i'm just another rusty metal waiting to be scrap... polishing? nah, i'm not up for shine. period.

Thursday, February 1, 2007 :: ichigo-ness @ 02:33 p.m.

babylon: ray ~ i just wanted a haircut and nothing else; and i only had 12 with me which i'm not sure if it's even enough... but end up getting it coloured as well after much persuasion by the lady boss. so i've to make my way down again to pay her the balance. lol.

yay! new layout!! seems like this month is a little too red?! it's not that i'm wishing for a red heart or red packets?!; just that i haven't done ichigo. lol. still, i like red and so is my red highlight!! ^.^