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+ mOi self +

// i am tarap
// april 10
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// 15365139 [icq]
// emseed[dot]com
// archivbu

+ mOi listO +

// portable media player
// kino no tabi artbook
// zgmf-x2000 gOuf ignited 1:100
// katana
// super dollfie sd/sd13
// jOe hisaishi symphOnic best selectiOn album

+ mOi time +

ANIME + bleach, naruto, one piece, eyeshield 21, initial d: 4th stage, ms turn a gundam, monster, harukanaru toki no naka de ~hachiyoushou~, kaikan phrase, meine liebe, gakuen alice, black jack, gilgamesh, omyou taisenki, mar, basilisk ~kouga ninpou chou~, hachimitsu to clover, trinity blood, suzuka, kamichu!, tide-line blue, gun x sword, yawara, petopeto-san, rose of versailles, cluster edge, capeta, wings of rean, binchou-tan, meine liebe wieder, fighting beauty wulong, kiba, utawarerumono, nana, air gear, aria the natural, tsubasa chronicle, school rumble s2, saiunkoku monogatari, coyote ragtime show, bokura ga ita, flag, hanoka, tonagura!, inukami!, chevalier, d.gray-man, pumpkin scissors, yoshinaga-san'chi no gargoyle, death note, asatte no houkou, tokimeki memorial ~only love~, shounen omyouji, negima!?, busou renkin, yamato nadeshiko shichi henge, ghost hunt, sumomo mo momo mo~chijou saikyou no yome~, tenpo ibun ayakashi akashi, mamoru-kun ni megami no shukufuku wo!, hataraki-man, jigoku shoujo futakomori, kanon, bakumatsu kikansetsu irohanihoheto, gintama, red garden, chocotto sister, la corda d'oro ~primo passo~, sokou no strain, shijou saikyou no deshi kenichi, code geass - lelouch of the rebellion, kekkaishi
MANGA + saiyuki, fruits basket, magister negi magi, tsubasa reservOir chrOnicle, there beyOnd the beyOnd, fullmetal alchemist, Ouran high hOst club, my fair lady, vampire knight, mar, zig zag, doraemon, spriggan, sensual phrase, Blaue Rosen, vagabond, trinity blood
MAG + shoXX, newtype, first, animage, hoBBy
GENRE + indies, gothic, junkie, punk, college, jrock, alternative, grunge, anime op/ed

+ @#$%^&*! +

+ mOi butt +

. Lingo . st.rudolph_tennis .

+ mOi dessert +

. Tsa . pinklilstar . May . rynn . aya . mel . sukekebaby . nad .

Wednesday, January 31, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 02:42 p.m.

glay: one wolf ~ wow! it's end jan already... can't wait to put up my new layout. lol.

submited by lingo's sis's friend friend friend in a live recorded no pork! prank at rk house. enjoy!!





Tuesday, January 30, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:58 p.m.

blood: spleen ~ spend the day at the warehouse ~sleepy. i'm looking at the comp and the comp looking at me. all i hear on the outside is the forklifts unstuffing the goods and some crazy client scolding 'fuck' non-stop for two long hours. *sweatsdrop*

it was darn slow... i wish more people go on leave then i can start slacking with lesser tasks. -_-




Monday, January 29, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:50 p.m.

blood: le revenant ~ i run out of words... i just don't know what to say. lol. there's nothing really worth mentioning. i just thought i'm so boring. bleh!?

the usual calls i get is pertaining to comps, non other than comps. -_- i foresee my call charges up and sms down. ::geez:: i don't see the difference now or ever. and for the side dish, aishah broke ty's record by additional 10mins. duh!?




Sunday, January 28, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:59 p.m.

blood: danse macabre ~ i kept myself away from chinese fm for a while now just to avoid listening to 'tong tong chiang'?! it's everywhere... it's way too much. :(

since i couldn't get anything yesterday ~being too choosy and bumper ride at bv; full of teens. it gave you the rip-off bargain bin experience... duh!? i'm just bad at shopping. -_-

trying my luck again at few targeted shops which is easier. no fancy clothing but instead, i go for something plain and tasteless. gotten a tee at the market place and a anyhow pick khakis pants -new arrival some more. -_-||| the sales lady hand me small size which prompt me to ask for medium size as well. true enough, i just manage to pull up halfway my thigh, not any further. lol. ::geez::

i didn't know there's an escalator outside wisma towards the food court. still, it's not as scary as the one at shaw house. ~oooooh -_-




Saturday, January 27, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:01 p.m.

blood: les litanies de satan ~ a random browsing meets shingo mama. lol.


so 'pinku'!? why let's enjoy shingo mama no oha rock!! ^.^


... and something cheesy!! ;p





Friday, January 26, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 06:56 p.m.

blood: l'irreparable ~ it was all strange that the winter's anime not out... i was so 'sotong' i didn't see the damned link!? duh!? i'll just do a listing here since i'd little time to spare. -_-

Winter Garden

Rozen Maiden Ouverture

Short DE Anime Damashii

Galaxy Railways Monogatari ~Wasurerareta Toki no Wakusei~

Saint October

Kyoshiro to Towa no Sora

Koisuru Tenshi Angelique~Kagayaki no Ashita~

Deltora Quest

Himawari!!

Les Miserables~Shoujo Cosette

SHUFFLE! MEMORIES

Gakuen Utopia Manabi Straight!

Master of Epic

Nodame Cantabile

Hidamari Sketch

Venus Versus Virus

Getsumen Toheiki Mina

Fight Tention Department Store

Tokyo Majin Gakuen Kenpucho

GR -Giant Robo-

Yes! Precure 5

Juusou Kikou Dancougar Nova

Naruto: Shippuden

Rocket Girl

Ikkitousen Dragon Destiny

REIDEEN

MOONLIGHT MILE-1st Season Lift Off-




Thursday, January 25, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 07:39 p.m.

hated: desperate gain ~ the title suits what i've to say. lol. ty has been calling me ever since he gotten a freelance job. it's the kind of job that you won't know the duration depending on the project itself. goodness i didn't get annoyed despite him asking me to continuously checking his mail for a reply?! -_-||| it's still up to the client on how they want to pace their work. ...even if you're desperate for money?! o.O ~man, get a grip. and for no reason, i'd memorized your fucking long email address and the alpha numeric password. ::geez::

The True You
You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you spend carefully and save your pennies.

You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.





Wednesday, January 24, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:09 p.m.

hated: habit ~ i was having problem cropping a pic earlier? well, kinda fix it with the anyhow messed up, way?! -_- it's not all nice... maybe i'd done too many typical layouts that it's nothing new to look at. now left only the color, not sure what combination to use?! rainbow is gay, so i'm gonna skip that. *sigh*

weather had been acting weird; pretty windy at night ~chilling cold!? lol. and the fan make a lot of noise... duh?! it's chirping mad at some point. i would have stone the bird to death!! -_-|||




Tuesday, January 23, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 09:33 p.m.

isabelle: hello ~ i hate to start the day with all sorts of *&^%$#@! don't ask me to march into a war without weapons lor!? darn it!! i hadn't, able to crack a nut for the whole morning. ::sheesh!::

dinner with my sis at jp... tried the malay omu rice. funny thing they have 'acar' and some weird sauce which supposing to be tomato?! it's not all bad but i'll prefer the original.




Monday, January 22, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:22 p.m.

screw: without end ~ and we're talking about cny already?! hmmmz... other people would have gone fixing their hair and shop for new clothes... i'm too lazy to do all that. ;p

pretty busy at work, lot's of things need attention. and whomever name is vincent ~i hate joo!! and fiona ~i hate joo too!! pretty soon, helen will be next on the list ~don't try to be funny with me!!!




Sunday, January 21, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:08 p.m.

screw: the previous night of hell ~ nah, i had a good night sleep and woke up damned early too. ^.^|||

there's time given; still i'm late but not as late. ;p somehow everyone did it. lol. good thing there's zonex for tsukikage. inova is an exception since he really know when he should appear; be it last minute or sometimes late?! quote d4: when you've no better excuse, blame the mrt for track fault!! ~it's not a new thing thou. lol.

finally i get to eat 'wanton mee'. i missed it last month because... hmmmnz. best i don't start pin-pointing the so-called innocence. bleh!? some place dry and clean? not the mama shop this time, too much indian food; someone's gonna shake his head non-stop. no, it's not ecstasy.

a nice cold 'tau huay' before heading to sls. i forgot about the mouse pad i'm suppose to help buying. ;p i just bought the thumbdrive although itching to get another multi card reader that i don't see why i need it. i sold the one earlier. lol.

we had dinner at pastamania because inova feel like eating pasta... the food is not really fantastic but not exactly bad. lol.

... don't get too handy else i'll start watching the 'saw'!?




Saturday, January 20, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:53 p.m.

danger gang: retsu ~ oh! retsu?! ok, ignore me. o.O seems like everyone is so broke like a chain of unbreakable disease? i've to refrain myself from asking people ~wanna eat?! or coffee??

the room, the corner, the darkness... wth?! my randomness before going to bed... ~enjoy! ^.^

outkast ~hey ya

[Intro]
One two three uh!

[Verse One - Andre 3000]
My baby don't mess around
Because she loves me so
And this I know for shooo..
Uh, But does she really wanna
But can't stand to see me
Walk out the dooor..
Don't try to fight the feelin'
Because the thought alone is killing me right nooww..
Uh, thank god for mom and dad
For sticking two together
'Cause we don't know hooowww...
UH!

[Chorus:]
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa..
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa..
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa..
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa..
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa..
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa..
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa..
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa..

[Verse Two - Andre 3000]
You think you've got it
Ohh, you think you've got it
But got it just don't get it
Till' there's nothing at
AaaaaaaaAAAAAAAaaaaaaAAAAAAaaaaaallllll..
We get together
Ohh, we get together
But seperate's always better when there's feelings
InvooooooOOOOOOOoooooooOOOOOOooooooOOOOOlved
If what they say is "Nothing is forever"
Then what makes, Then what makes, Then what makes
Then what makes, Then what makes LOOVVEEE?
(Love exception) So why you, why you
Why you, why you, why you are we so in denial
When we know we're not happy heeeerrreeee...
Y'all don't want me here you just wanna dance

[Chorus]
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (Don't want to meet your daddy, OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Just want you in my Caddy OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH, don't want to meet yo' mama OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Just wan't to make you cumma OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (I'm, OHH OH I'm, OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (I'm just being honest OHH OH, I'm just being honest)

[Bridge - Andre 3000]
Hey, alright now
Alright now fellas, (YEAH!)
Now what's cooler than bein' cool?
(ICE COLD!) I can't hear ya'
I say what's cooler than bein' cool?
(ICE COLD!) whooo...
Alright, alright, alright, alright
Alright, alright, alright, alright
Alright, alright, alright, alright
Alright, alright, Ok now ladies, (YEAH!)
And we gon' break this thing down in just a few seconds
Now don't have me break this thang down for nothin'
Now I wanna see y'all on y'all baddest behavior
Lend me some suga', I am your neighbor ahh here we go!
Shake it, shake, shake it, shake it (OHH OH)
Shake it, shake it, shake, shake it, shake it, shake it (OHH OH)
Shake it, shake it like a Polaroid Picture, shake it, shake it
Shh you got to, shake it, shh shake it, shake it, got to shake it
(Shake it Suga') shake it like a Poloroid Picture

[Verse Three - Andre 3000 (Repeating "Shake it" in background)]
Now while Beyonce's and Lucy Lui's
And baby dolls, get on the floor
(Get on the floor)
You know what to dooo..
You know what to dooo..
You know what to do!

[Chorus]
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Uh oh, Hey Ya)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Uh, uh, OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)

[Chorus continues until fade]




Friday, January 19, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 06:01 p.m.

danger gang: feathers of sorrow ~ just the start of the year, although already into the third week; a red card presented to me... -_- good thing is ~'happiness' for the couple. bad thing is, i've to burn my pocket for red packet. lol.

when they first air gwen stefani's 'wind it up', i don't get a thing out of it... but now i do and even like it?! lol.




Thursday, January 18, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 06:04 p.m.

kra: artman ~ i'm so not myself today and i got a cue point on my face. o.O gosh! wth am i doing in the public!? *steams* -_-||| ok, i'm not an all out person... i don't rob people in broad day light?! waaarrrgh!! somebody? rid my uneasiness??

britney spears was on the news with her new beau. somehow her damned song keep playing in my head!! ~'you drive me crazy'!!




Wednesday, January 17, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 05:52 p.m.

kra: irony ~ now then i remember why my arms and shoulder aching all over... i carried a cpu to the container office, less than a km away?! ::geez:: i'm fucking weak!!

~whoot! kanata hongo [pot, hinokio]!! he'll replace kenichi matsuyama [death note] as the mysterious rocker shinichi in nana 2. he had to wear an ash-white wig, platform shoes[10cm] and a chain between his lower lip and right ear; it's quite a transformation...

from this:~


to this:~





Tuesday, January 16, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 09:16 p.m.

phantasmagoria: unknown zero distance ~ start of the year, everyone would wish for a good year ahead... but i hear otherwise. lol. life is getting harder?! the rich is so fucking rich, the poor is in their poorest state ~you hardly survive the day?! -_-

getting a roof over your head also spelled 'difficulties'. who wouldn't be more agreeable with mrbrown for his condemned article. i'm stuck in between, grasping for air?! i can't swim!! -_-




Monday, January 15, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:37 p.m.

phantasmagoria: lost in though ~ i'd been sneezing non-stop for the whole of morning... -_- it's not cold but was it a sign i'm going to breakdown soon?! let's hope not; keep the doc away from me!!

pan's labyrinth ~ofelia settles down with her mother carmen, recently remarried with the highly domineering vidal, captain in the pro-franco army. while the little girl struggles to get used to her new life, she discovers nearby the great family house a mysterious labyrinth. pan, its faithful guardian, a strange magical and demonic creature, will reveal to her that she is none other than the princess who long ago disappeared from an enchanted realm. to discover the truth, ofelia will have to face three dangerous trials that nothing on earth has prepared her for...

i say, he ownzed!!! ^.^





Sunday, January 14, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:09 p.m.

vidoll: an extra ~ yeah, i'm going to re-measure my height to see if i still hold the record or shrunk?! *drumming* yep. i still stand at 171cm!! ~wheee! lol.






Saturday, January 13, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:20 p.m.

vidoll: deepuburu ~ need to prepare a new layout... :( found a pic yet no inspiration. ::haix:: i also don't know how to crop a semi circle, sianz. -_-

walking in the rain... lol. it was quite a pour yesterday. some people would actually wish to walk in the rain with their partner?! oh well, i'd seen otherwise, a couple with an umbrella under the sun sitting down at the rooftop garden. ::geez:: that's hot! i can't imagine myself getting sweaty and sticky... eawww!




Friday, January 12, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 05:15 p.m.

vidoll: doll's bar V.I.D. ~ haix, the rain just wouldn't stop... -_- there's buzzing, beeping and dripping, i couldn't differentiate which is which. sorry?! :(

there's always things applicable for n.a.t.o. only. they're ones who can't lift their fingers or ones who heck care?! -_- randomness yet it reflects...

slacker and ignorance ~that described the whole thing; it doesn't need further clarifications. period.




Thursday, January 11, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:39 p.m.

vidoll: hotel hickey ~ my desk is so cramp, already occupy the table right in front... bleh!! grrrrr!!! i need more space to work!? -_-






Wednesday, January 10, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:33 p.m.

vidoll: illicit love ~ i'm so happy to hear from you again, nelson. it's been a long time since the tsunami waves hit your country but i'm glad that you and your family are fine. *thank god* please write more often since now you've email. ^.^

not sure what i'm missing... my reaction is too slow, i don't get it. i need time to adjust myself, to be more prompt and not stupid. -_-




Tuesday, January 9, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:42 p.m.

vidoll: last lovers ~ i spend hours just to rearrange my photos in two hdd and ext drives?! ::geez:: i lost some too... -_- but i'm all smiles, while browsing. ^.^

... and found this scan of sunflower i drew on my dad's birthday card. ^.^





Monday, January 8, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:51 p.m.

vidoll: nectar ~ my to do list is pilling high, and yet to execute any?! ;p i really, really need to do something about it, soon?! ~jil, thanks for your entry -a non-effective reminder to me. *pulls hair*

i wonder if people will really pray before they dig in the food i prepare... lol. oh well, it's still fresh in my mind how ml spit out the food i'd cook. shock and sad; i was thirteen then. we hangout at eh's place, and i'd promised to prepare lunch. i dished out dad's traditional 'beehoonkway'. yeah, it's not those typical 'beehoonkway' you see at food court. not sure if the hawker center in lavendar still exist ~i left my job in 1995?! lol.

it's a like and dislike thingy or not used to the taste... -_- i'm more like 'cook to feed hunger'. if it's bad, just tell me so.




Sunday, January 7, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:03 p.m.

vidoll: nevaeh ~ slept at three and yet i automatically wake up at seven with my eyes wide open. and it's sunday!? maybe i'd been thinking... ~brain also refuse to shutdown. *weird*

... think i left the clorets wrapper on the counter!? gomen!!




Saturday, January 6, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:56 p.m.

vidoll: olivia ~ i thought i already took my own sweet time and slowly stroll out, yet i'm still earlier than i intended to; and am the earliest. our outing leader, vani is late... so i walked back to the control station and bump into inova; and still waiting for vani. first word from inova 'can we go and eat something?!' lol. ordered spaghetti but it's darn hot my stomach is burning. they actually use dried chili... bleh!?

everyone else is late... charsaur came, waited for d4, sagara and violet at sunshine plaza. then meet shuuichi and deathgazer. at bugis. talk talk and walk walk. dinner at lj with vani -the first to leave without eating. and cinderellas for sagara and violet.

that left five of us to tcs at tcc. ^.^ borat tops the list. others are inova's ranting that caught the waitress giggles. lol.

... ooooh, i had my moon walking. ;p




Friday, January 5, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 05:54 p.m.

vidoll: sinai ~ ok, it's weekend again that i'm so looking forward... -because i don't feel like working at all. -_- ~bored and dozing off...

i wonder how's this year gonna fare? another roller coaster ride?! no way!! i had my peace for months now and hope to maintain that. ya.

... continue riding the wind~ ^.^




Thursday, January 4, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:55 p.m.

vidoll: sister ~ was it friday already?! nah, i was just too lazy to iron my shirts, so end up with casual wear. lol.

school for scoundrels ~jon heder plays roger, a beleaguered new york city meter maid who is plagued by anxiety and low self-esteem. in order to overcome his feelings of inadequacy, roger enrolls in a top-secret confidence-building class taught by the suavely underhanded dr. p (billy bob thornton). aided by his assistant, lesher (michael clarke duncan), dr. p uses unorthodox, often dangerous methods, but he guarantees results: employ his techniques and you will unleash your inner lion.

it shows you, one, never let people take advantage over you and always be confident about yourself, and two, don't be a dick, it'll come back to you...




Wednesday, January 3, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:14 p.m.

kuroyume: melancholy(long version) ~ schools reopen but a new year doesn't make any difference at work. internet issues are still top in the list. *what can i do? stop calling me!?* -_-

lunch with lingo, we were too excited yapping away without finishing our meal?! it's all air that fill up the space. were kinda sleepy but glad that time passes pretty quick; and another day gone... but two more days before it's weekend again. lol.




Tuesday, January 2, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:50 p.m.

kuroyume: adore ~ out again ~threesome, just as we watched sin city. again, we were asked to see our id?! must be inova's fault again as d4 look 'jiji'. lol. i couldn't be any younger?! ;p

borat: cultural learnings of america for make benefit glorious nation of kazakhstan ~borat sagdiyev, kazakhstan's sixth most famous man and a leading journalist from the state run tv network, travels from his home in kazakhstan to the u.s. to make a documentary. on his cross-country road-trip, borat meets real people in real situations with hysterical consequences.

after reading some comments that spans more than 20 pages... ;p, the show was either given a full 10 stars or no star. people, it's just a movie... -_- oh well, i just remembered that everyone laugh so hard and a lot of 'wahlao eh' come from inova. ^.^||| last but not least, don't you people close your eyes on 69!! lol.




Monday, January 1, 2007 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:58 p.m.

unsraw: -9- ~ new year already. i didn't do much greetings this time round. no doubt, i'm lazy. quite a number of people asked me about my new year's resolution?! i have zero, as usual. geez, i'm another year older. unlike jil who has eight months to roll about, not welcoming the so-called time bomb; i'm halve the time ~so near!? o.O

not sure if i feel like to blog about the outing today. it's not that i'm completely not enjoying it, just some 'expected' glitch left me a little sianz... -_- i'm no better myself and i also don't want to start bitching on anyone because we're suppose to have fun together.

... nasty tough stains are so hard to remove, bleach is history for some.




Sunday, December 31, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 03:31 p.m.

unsraw: karma ~ whooot! found this online death note... do you have someone you want to kill? this is more instant compare to jikogu shoujo where you have to wait till midnight, send a name and pull string?! lol.

... happy new year 2007!!! ^.^




Saturday, December 30, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:16 p.m.

t.m.revolution: innocent sorrow ~ it was quiet, and i don't seems to look like i had enough sleep... i thought i just doze off on my desk but my colleague came in. that was way later, i went to the boardroom and zzZZz... lol.

my head got hit by the train. ouch!




Friday, December 29, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:13 p.m.

t.m.revolution: fre@k $how ~ i was so sleepy in the office as though i sleep walk and do nuts. just as i come back my superior went on leave. bleh. and he couldn't be bothered to mass mail the internet incident during my absence. goodness i want to melt my damned desk phone!! ::aaarrgghhhh!!::




Thursday, December 28, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:41 p.m.

viored: the beautiful dead song ~ so what if i had a comp working but i can't go anywhere... other than clearing my backlog, i can't surf nor can i check my damned mails... ::geez::

wow! so much of death note; and now they're going for death water?! so what's next?? death air?! liew.




Wednesday, December 27, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:34 p.m.

viored: jesus ~ no wonder the internet been acting strange... there's a quake in taiwan, that is. bah! humbug!!

i was lunching at jp. and this young couple come share a table with me. i loss my appetite; boy, i so wanted to beat up the bf. not sure if he's having menses or what; best don't come out in the first place. the gf so nice help you put down your notebook yet you shove her hands away?! she even offer to help you buy food then you show her your kl face!? wth!! i wonder why she still can smile like that?? *sweatsdrop*




Tuesday, December 26, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:22 p.m.

12012: over ~ bleh. this is bad. it hasn't stop raining from don't know since when. and my laundry is not drying one bit. duh!?

tokyo tribe?! -best skipped. the first eps is f**king gross; it's sick!! the s&m is way too violent!? *vomits*




Monday, December 25, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:26 p.m.

12012: page ~ it was a crazy day out. you probably sick of reading that i'm always early. lol. tanaka_yuki too was early. first thing first, can we eat, can we eat?! then come ah bra ~he's destined to live up with that nick. lol. thought he'll come only after lunch. then vanilla follow by inova ~our overnight father figure!? ahahaha! but it's no longer funny getting your head screwed multiple times!! *sobs* yeah, the one and only kk joke!? ::geez:: i'm so unlucky. :(

ellax no less the power house mic-whore!! he don't need a mic to sing in the first place; even with the wire unplug!? lol. we got two diva ~vani and ct. and tanaka_yuki, you gotta give him some room for his moving body and arm swinging?! o.O else you'll risk getting hit!! lol. inova is one balladier... guang liang always in the list. ah bra up for boybands and last but not least, one night in beijing for d4. there's this other song i forgot the name. but goodness there's no deng lijun.

dinner was really educational, ah bra labeled d4 ~dirty d4!! lol. was it too much for a sixteen year old?! it's more like something apply on something and become something formula. lol.




Sunday, December 24, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:30 p.m.

sadie: confusion ~ it was a fun dinner but i got all shitty with south park season five. lol. i never see cartman so brutal?! @o@|||



... merii kurisumasu




Saturday, December 23, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:09 p.m.

sadie: deathwish ~ i thought i'm asking for one instead of xmas or new year's wishes. lol. what better wish can you get by simply wishing?! -_-

was out whole day again... i bought a purplish top?! it's been too long that i last like purple; it's gay!! lol. lunch and hangout at d4's workplace while waiting for xtine to knock-off for dinner.

the crowd is crazy; i walked all the way to scotts ~how i wish i can fly. that was like later, xtine wants to go taka?! -_-||| let alone tomorrow, it'll be jam-packed shit. duh?!




Friday, December 22, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 05:14 p.m.

sadie: voice of pain ~ lol. the title sounds so wrong. anyway, check out lingo's short clip production. i look retard for trying too hard to act cute?! paper bag, anyone?!


we at work ...





Thursday, December 21, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:57 p.m.

sadie: mad.roid ~ the cable guy came. not only the box burnt but the power cord as well. lol. that was later i went down to ubi ~i was so clever, i chose to walk and got lost!! looking at the traffic jam, i randomly took a bus out and end up at some part of serangoon. ::geez:: of course, exhausted and hungry ~fill up my stomach at a 'kopitiam'... and found the north-east line mrt. ::relieved::

night at the museum ~good-hearted dreamer larry daley, despite being perpetually down on his luck, thinks he's destined for something big. but even he could never have imagined how big, when he accepts what appears to be a menial job as a graveyard-shift security guard at a museum of natural history. during larry's watch, extraordinary things begin to occur: mayans, roman gladiators, and cowboys emerge from their diorama to wage epic battles; in his quest for fire, a neanderthal burns down his own display; attila the hun pillages his neighboring exhibits, and a t-rex reminds everyone why he's history's fiercest predator.

family fun movie. dumb dumb want gum gum?! o.O and the stupid slapping with the monkey... *bad monkey!!* not bad working as a nightwatch in a museum, you get to party till dawn!? ^.^




Wednesday, December 20, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:27 p.m.

sadie: empty room ~ dinner with jil at ajisen! ~nothing changed from the usual bitching. lol. there's always unlimited of shocking topics. -hor! izzit!? @o@ ahahaha! help my sis buy ichigo cushions and more ichigos. ^.^

was checking the map for ubi; wah! all the bus number don't match one. wonder if i can walk there from paya lebar mrt station. ~hope it don't rain in the afternoon tomorrow.




Tuesday, December 19, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 05:51 p.m.

kiyoharu: slow-single version- ~ duh!? my scv box burnt?! have to wait until thursday for the technician to come down and replace... ::sheesh:: maybe later bring my sis dvd to ubi for repair -the power button came off -results from cheap and plastic?! lol.

oh! i love you so much lingo! you're the one and only who thinks i'm not suitable putting on a skirt. lol. ~wheee!




Monday, December 18, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 05:59 p.m.

kiyoharu: cry'n ~ stupid singtel make adjustment on their billing system. now that i've to pay at least three months of internet?! that cause me extra 150++ sia. duh?!

although i'm all ears but i will listen to you only when you come knocking on my door. i don't know how to approach people who is in need. aoi thinks if i can do more, i would've help a soul from dying?! there goes my argument for not caring enough. it's not me to stick my nose on other people's problems. i never like asking, and the person might not want to be reminded on what had happen. ...it's ok to brand me the heck care type. -_-




Sunday, December 17, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:33 p.m.

kiyoharu: my love-version2- ~ think i played too hard, i'm aching all over. maybe i forgot that i'm old. lol. some guys get bruises from pinching... ~i get not only bruises but cuts too. lol.

wah! today really rain whole day. went down to pick up my mags and tsukikage's since he's on duty. lol. it was darn heavy. -_-|||

searching high and low for food? we end up with mos -you're suppose to go on friday?! lol. i had hard time with the fries... -silly me.




Saturday, December 16, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:38 p.m.

ayabie: shine ~ i woke up early, so early i was at je mrt waiting for tsukikage than the intended 9am?! lol. i even threatened him if he's one minute late, i would've zoom off without him. *ehehehe!! still, we reach way early. lol.

the outing is so much more fun than the event itself. the emcee sucks, the whole thing is still the same except that they now have more booths but what different does it make when you can get it outside -we're talking about rare items here!! lol. oh well, maybe there are good stuffs that i missed.

stage performance? action is good, speech is bad; everyone knows that. and it's show time for inova!! he cosplaying mori senpai, somehow everyone say he sucks. lol. aiyah, not so bad lah. they should've pick ken hirai's pop star instead of bee gees. i even get a ride on him! if you notice there's another person behind us!? and charsaur is phantom!!



saw tuna but didn't get a chance to say hi since he got pretty occupied with people. lol. i'm sure i'll see you again. chrno_jing is cool as always. she showed me her cool cheap shades. ^.^

dinner is loud. lol. ahhbehh laugh until jaw hurts -that happens to me too. i've no idea if cloud_tidus joining us. then this guy keep walking pass and looking over and smile?! when the last batch came in then only he approach us if this is the eoy rainbow skirt group. -that reminds me how i first approach vani's group on last year cosfest. lol.




Friday, December 15, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:01 p.m.

ayabie: 0010 ~ i'm so excited about tomorrow's eoy. not sure what makes me so looking forward to the event. lol. maybe a few things or not at all... ah, wth. ^.^

never work until so late before... stupid server. duh!? why it always act up when time is critical?! ::geez!::




Thursday, December 14, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 06:26 p.m.

ayabie: az ~ duh!? have to clear a lot of things before i can go on leave. want to update the mail server also got problem with the serial number... they haven't get back to me on that. ::geez!::

~wheee! jil is going! jil is going! i'm so excited!! lol. i spectator only as usual.

last minute, one of the big boss son change system -4k sony notebook. it looks so plastic... ::sheesh!:: now have to wait for the last bus. duh!?




Wednesday, December 13, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:32 p.m.

ayabie: ancient-tree ~ ramsay is back with hell kitchen! cool!! ^.^ i see that his **** words tripled!? lol.

i thought there's something wrong with my sim card, it when inactive!? i've to shutdown my hp and re-insert the sim. goodness, it's working. liew...




Tuesday, December 12, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 09:09 p.m.

dir en grey: agitated screams of maggot ~ haha. maid cafe... got membership some more. ::geez:: let's do a survivor countdown for them. -_-

oh, thanks st for getting me the trolley ~after seeing me carry comp. up and down for so long. she's concern about my back. ^.^ st actually asked my superior why he never buy me a trolley; guess what he says ... because i never ask?! even if i did ask, you'll tell me to borrow it from the warehouse. duh!?

kinda windy... at the escalator, ct who stand in front of me with her skirt upz!? but no ichigo pantsu. lol. i didn't actually see it but she wants to dig both my eyes out!! @o@|||

pop by bb with my sis ~grab manga and eat?! lol. mayim? it'll be our last time eating there. the food is way below ... ::bleh:: compare to the time they first open. :(

talk about spare tyres around your waist?! yea, i have! and at the same time, a lot of my colleagues wanted to bash me dead. 'wahlao! you call that tummy!!? look at us -how many layers it stacks up?!' ~but i want flat abs?! :( anyway, i took a pic but am not going to post it here ~because it's ra!! lol. you want to see it, drop me a mail ~your choice, mms/email. ^.^




Monday, December 11, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:11 p.m.

gazette: filth in the beauty ~ i was watching this er... was it girls-out-loud? of course we had the last laugh especially xx gotten setup with the infamous eyebrow plucker steven lim?! lol. my sis bf thinks he's not that bad looking but he's too much of an attention seeker!? liew. and she's so short!! lol.

... santa, i want flat abs for xmas!?




Sunday, December 10, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:12 p.m.

gazette: rich excrement ~ i'd gone for blog spree again. lol. ::geez:: oh well, i read tons of -ridiculous list of xmas wishes?! say, maybe randomly walk up to a xmas tree and stare at the big star; see if something drop from the sky as you wish?! duh?! don't know from which jp drama i watched... -_-

silver for remy ong!!! ~wheee! it was a difficult fight; if only he strikes more over spares. still, he's good especially on one pin. ^.^




Saturday, December 9, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:58 p.m.

gazette: crucify sorrow ~ i'm working today... on my off day. lol. it was a replacement for next sat -eoy event; i'm so looking forward to where lost sheep gather. ^.^

thought i couldn't finish work but still manage to leave early. lol. need to head down sls to grab a few things; haven't done so for a while.

late lunch with d4 ~mee soto with kopi-o and crackers?! thanks for the meal. ^.^ randomly took a bus and alight at selegie... *phew. not too far from sls thou. bought my client preferred brand sony cd-r 100pc -30 -free with cd pouch. ^.^ external 2.5" hdd casing -20; that was way later i saw got people sell 5 cheaper!? arrrggghhh!! multi-card reader -22 ~don't know buy for what... ::geez:: and finally, bought a plastic case for my hp. lol. it took me very long even after people tried to tell me where to get it?! ;p

the crowd is over-kill. even crossing the road have to wait for the second green man?! duh! i gave up the idea to stroll and head home instead. -_-




Friday, December 8, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:37 p.m.

sid: room ~ never thought my superior also that bitchy. liew. -_-||| think he went to see fc when i was not around. i know he never like her and so do i. it's not fully her fault being pushy. still, my superior said something he shouldn't. that's when fc ask why things are not done but yet she haven't try if it's not working. that prompt my superior to say, that because i don't like her so i don't want to help?! wtf!!

duh!? it's not within my scope even. but i still need to help because it's the directors personal companies residing in the same building. sad thing is, i also have to go to their homes!? -_-

open season ~in the tranquil mountain town of timberline, boog (martin lawrence), a grizzly bear with no survival skills, enjoys an idyllic existence. he spends his days as the star of the town's nature show and his nights living a life of luxury in the garage of park ranger beth (debra messing), who raised him since he was a cub. every town has a bully and timberline's is the paranoid uber-hunter, shaw.

When he drives into town with elliot (ashton kutcher), a scrawny, fast-talking wild mule deer strapped to the hood of his truck, boog is moved by elliot's pleas for help and against his better judgment, frees him. elliot follows boog home, intent on returning the favor by 'freeing' boog from his garage 'captivity'. he introduces the bear to a world of sweet temptations he has never known. but when the bear's true instincts emerges, events quickly spin out of control.

i only have one thing to say about the movie ~poor bunny!! lol.




Thursday, December 7, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:28 p.m.

sid: chapter1 ~ out shopping with my sis at imm. lol. think the xmas prezzies that i chose is bizarre?! o.O jil, i got you something which is so -not me?! my sis suggested that i draw up a 'user manual' for you on how/way to use it?! lol. i got my sis something that never cross my mind too... ::geez:: and she's worried. ^.^|||

my sis bought a new dvd. ^.^ and first thing first, she go grab her korean drama ~'yeah! can play vcd!!' lol. she don't like the idea watching from the comp. and because the old player can't play vcd but only dvd, don't know why...

then my sis go, 'wow! it's past midnight already?!' everyone is so looking forward to xmas and forgot time. i was so into wrapping up the candies and chocos... ^.^




Wednesday, December 6, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:48 p.m.

sid: park ~ why i'm bored again today... even the blogs don't feed. duh!?

went jp after work and meet my sis. i charged up to the wrong floor, so grab manga first. lol.

to think i couldn't find what i'm looking for in the biggest toy store?! bleh! disappointed, yes. i end up buying a different character. -_- they better have it the next time i go.




Tuesday, December 5, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:04 p.m.

sid: live ~ i never been so bored... i'm bored!! the internet had been acting strange, i can't do much -5mins on, 5mins off. think singtel is trying to catch up or what; fearing the 3g+2 technology from its rival?! looking at how big my co. had grown but we're still surfing on a pathetic 1mb leased line?! bleh!!

inova was left out?! lol. all he posted in the forum is 'good good can can' without quote?? he came knocking on my head. ::geez:: i thought some people accidentally brush my head while trying to settle down. -_-

a battle of wits ~the movie is based on a popular 11-volume manga series from japan titled bokko. back in the warring states in 243 b.c., china was torn among seven states, each with their own individual ruler. smaller and weaker states often fell prey to larger and stronger ones as their ambitious rulers strived endlessly for expansion through invasion. state yan was one of those unfortunate victims, with state zhao eyeing them to feast on. the troops from state zhao, led by daring commander xiang yanzhong, were determined to take over state yan. they knew they had to control the city liang, on the outskirts of state yan, in order to win the battle.

that was only yesterday that i watched lotr: return of the king second half on tv, then come the word of courage from ge li. it came so close that i thought aragorn talking in his stead. lol. oh, and there's this 'cheena' legolas too. and i see the delivery of strategies and counter strategies in having two warring factions pitting their wits against each other. don't expect wu-xia martial arts moves, as this movie is rooted much in reality. it also tries to give the audience something to reflect on after leaving the cinema.

i have three penguins already?! wow... i sounds like i had three thousand. plushie, plushie, and more plushies?! o.O my first xmas prezzie, i can't believe what i get; it look as i won't be out of food rations for a while. lol. anyway, arigatou gozaimatsu!! ^.^




Monday, December 4, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 10:32 p.m.

screw: advancing color ~ i thought i was busy today but i find myself running here and there like nuts. o.O don't ask me what i did, i don't remember a thing; and that goes a day... -_-

it's year end, and it'll be quiet again... i haven't plan my leave. it'll be so last minute, no way my superior gonna refuse! bwahahaha!! ::wicked::

hey santa! i'm fucking bad this year. i don't deserve anything; curse me to bits. ^.^




Sunday, December 3, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:16 p.m.

duel jewel: life on... ~ it's already noon yet i'm sneezing cold. ::shivers:: nice weather but couldn't get hold of the 'karang guni' man... but i finally did after waving like mad ~tried to clear the 25kg of newspapers. -_-

~plug my note, dated aug 20, 2002:
i'm hung out to dry tears
thrown when become useless
the best climatic moments
takes the longest to forget
the bind faith that so many

to write the restless of the world
and sworn over my thought
make it a better place
with shiny happy people
before it's my day to rest ...




Saturday, December 2, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 11:52 p.m.

deflina ma'riage: infection ~ wow! to think i'm out whole day... ;p saturday is always quiet, there's not much work but finally updating my comp. softwares... geez, i'm so many versions behind; i'm so outdated for an it person?! i'm still behind my superior who had gone vista?! lol. well, what to do, the comp. given to me is not fantastic -people always had the thought that i'll always get the best; fastest comp. in the co. ::yeah right!?:: i just pity those who are still using the white comp. ~meaning those still running pIII or below on nt/2k/98/95 platform but exception on those cater for dinosour dos programs.

it's not the first but i lost count ~daydream when taking mrt resulting of missing the intended stop?! i was to meet aunt suzy after work, going over to her mother house... what else? other then to fix her niece comp. i would've finish it fast but to find out that the comp. running on 128mb -this is bad; it's two times longer... -_-||| the minimum is 256mb for xp platform. bleh! the comp. seriously need more ram but it's rimm type of ram, not sd or ddr type. -_-||| blame the father to spend on something rare!? ::pengz:: the most expensive doesn't mean it's the best!! duh?!

later, meet xtine at vivocity... and i took the damned bus and stuck in the fucking traffic jam?! ::geez:: and the crowd there triple from the first time i'm there... -_- food? we end up eating at harbourfront instead ~less crowd, no need to westle for seats. we managed to cover the whole vivocity, gosh! i spend a lot ~mainly xmas prezzy. and a top for myself!? ~wheee! i wonder if i would wear it... ;p




Friday, December 1, 2006 :: cuppa coffee @ 05:53 p.m.

deflina ma'riage: parasite ~ wheee! new layout although not really fantastic ~kinda generic thou... lol. it's good for a change now and then; unless i get head over heals on some damned pic for the longest time.

you want to play standalone, this is what you get. lol.~

akon ~lonely

Lonely
I'm Mr lonely,
I have nobody,
for my owwwn
I知 so lonely,
I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
for my owwnnn
I知 so lonely

Y'all, this one here,
Goes out to all my playas out there, man, ya know
That got that one good girl, dawg
That痴 always been there man, like
took all the bullshit
Then one day she can稚 take it no more
And decided to leave

Yeah
I woke up in the middle of the night
And I noticed my girl wasn't by mah side,
Coulda sworn I was dreamin for her
I was feelin,
So I had to take a little ride,
Back tracking on these few years,
Tryin to figure out what I do to make it go bad,
Cause ever since my girl left me,
My whole life came crashing and
I知 so

Lonely (so lonely),
I知 Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
for my own (to call my own,girl)

I知 so lonely (so lonely)
I知 Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
to call my own (to call my own,girl)

Can't believe I had a girl like you
And I just let you walk right outta my life,
After all I put you through, you still stuck around and stayed by my side,
What really hurt me is I broke your heart, baby
You a good girl and I had no right,
I really wanna make things right, cause
Without you in my life girl, I知 so

Lonely (so lonely)
I知 Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
for my own (to call my own,girl)

I知 so lonely (so lonely)
I知 Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
for my own (to call my own,baby)

Been all about the world ain't never met a girl
That can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come
Where you would get up and run
And I would be out chasing you
Cause ain't nowhere in the globe I'd rather be,
Ain't no one in the globe I壇 rather see
Then the girl of my dreams that made me be
so happy but now so lonely...

Lonely (so lonely)
I知 Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
for my own (to call my own, no)

I知 so lonely (so lonely)
I知 Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
for my own (to call my own, girl)

Never thought that I'd be alone (be alone),
I didn稚 think you'd be gone this long, (gone so long)
I just want you to call my phone,
So stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home),
Baby girl I didn't mean to shout, (Nooo)
I want me and you to work it out, (work it out baby)
I never wished to ever
Hurt my baby (Hurt my baby)
And it痴 drivin me crazy cause I'm so..

Lonely (so lonely)
I知 Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (have nobody)
for my own (to call my own,no)

I知 so lonely (so lonely)
I知 Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
for my own (to call my own,girl)

Lonely,
so lonely, (lonely)
So lonely, (so lonely)
Mr. Lonely (lonely)
So lonely (so lonely)
So lonely (lonely)
So lonely (so lonely)
So lonely (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely