i was just bemoaning my fate of the whole week to laypheng juz now. it is crazy! where do i get all the energy to do all this? oh ya, who noes where can i get A Chance With You by Ger, a local singer? that song totally rox!

23th:
8.30 am - Banner hanging
11.30 - OGL briefing
5 to 1 - bdae party

24th:
11.30 - meet at city hall, clan outing @ kennyrogers.
2.30 - watch show.
6 pm to 10pm - CIP at orchard
10.30 - meet candice for some partyin' yeah.

25th:
chalet whole day

26th:
12 nn - OGL day camp
7.30 - NIE band prac

27th:
7 am -OGL camp
5.30 - NIE performance
go back NJ, ogl camp

28th:
OGL camp till 5 pm

29th:
prob OGL stuff again

30th:
packing of orientation packages
atsb farewell

where got time to do homework?!?

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sleepless
Monday, December 22, 2003 on 01:46 a.m.

Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever.

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wth!
Sunday, December 21, 2003 on 03:33 p.m.

ok, i juz read from rux's blog that ms choo is gonna close down St. Nix Symphonic Band if they don't get a gold for the next SYF. WTH! seriously wats her problem man. yeah juz like what rux said, there are so many millions of schs out there that got silver for so many yrs but their principal would not threaten to close the band down right? does she understand, that a band is an integral part in every sch? that every student should at least be connected to the band in some ways? i bet its cos the band is dragging the sch down in getting those stupid Sustained Achievement awards kinda stuff. if she really does close down the band you bet a petiton will be signed so fast the ink will still be wet.

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moonlight serenade
Sunday, December 21, 2003 on 12:40 a.m.

another crazy day, or should i sae halfday wif my 2 fellow angels, ass kicking dylan aka wen and hunny bunny natalie aka rux. hee smooth stylin' alex here joined them at nat's house to watch LOTR 2. had a difficult time getting to her house. man it was "raining shit" (to quote wen) and i had to get splattered so many times cos i had to get on the bus, get off, get on, get off and get on again! lolz. so funny hurh. after an epic journey, i finally reached.

lotr 2 was great! i forgot how awesome it is man. ahh legolas pretty boy got seh! and aragorn so man. hee arwen super super beautifuL! and eowyn that gal so so only lor. haha. i wanna watch LOTR return of the king! damn am i a LOTR fan. then after that watched home alone and laffed our heads off at that silly boy, followed by Band Of Brothers! i love that show. it is addictive for some reason, and all the actors did their job so well, showing the raw emotions so clearly you can feel the pang of war. War.

Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of The Black Pearl soundtrack is amazing! think i'm getting addicted to it too. haha and i wan the soundtrack for LOTR! the main theme is such a haunting tune. aye, i love dramatic soundtracks with a great movie behind it. realised hans zimmer is a superb composer for movie themes. heard his pearl harbour, pirates, gladiator.. yeah, a friend lended me a cd wif all the tracks. hm yeah still raining now, its been non-stop. i like it though, wish it'll snow.

i wish i can live in the past eras like the victorian times.. or the lotr times.. haha. this ger here is seriously dreaming again. sighz.

oh yeah, got 1290 for SAT.. haha found out its same as wen. my maths sucked though, 660 but my 630 verbal helped to pull up.. haiz everyone like get over 700 for maths.. i think i really need maths tuition man.

this is quite true:
If cherry is your favorite fruit, life isn't always as sweet for you. You often face ups and downs, particularly professionally; and find that you make small sums of $$$, instead of a lump sum. You have a fertile imagination and are often involved in creative pursuits. You are a very sincere and loyal partner; but find that expressing your feelings is not very easy. Your home is your haven, and you love nothing more than being surrounded by close family and your beloved partner.

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am i? i?
Saturday, December 20, 2003 on 01:15 p.m.

mebbe i'm surviving on false happiness. who knows, i might be deceiving myself. experience has taught me to question myself.

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heppie
Saturday, December 20, 2003 on 1:21 a.m.

Donald Rumsfeld died and went to heaven.
As he stood in front of St. Peter at the Pearly Gates, he saw a huge wall of clocks behind him.
He asked, "What are all those clocks?"
St. Peter answered, "Those are Lie-Clocks. Everyone on Earth has a Lie-Clock. Every time you lie the hands on your clock will move."
"Oh," said Rumsfeld, "whose clock is that?"
"That's Mother Teresa's. The hands have never moved, indicating that she never told a lie."
"Incredible," said Rumsfeld. "And whose clock is that one?"
St. Peter responded, "That's Abraham Lincoln's clock. The hands have moved twice, telling us that Abe told only two lies in his entire life."
"Where's Bush's clock?" asked Rumsfeld.

"Bush's clock is in Jesus' office. He's using it as a ceiling fan."

lolz. nice. oh ya am suprised to see my quiz floating on the bulletin board on friendster. go take it if u didn't already n tell me ur results ya? haha. seriously low on energy now. these 2 days are crazy. i'm surprised at my stamina that managed to take 8 hrs of cip (standing for 5+hrs) and next day 4 hrs of cip, 1 hr gz, and nie prac. haha but cinderella got home just before midnight. tmr's rest day.. since the class outing to sentosa's cancelled :( i wan my tan!

stoning in front of com. *stares into space*

oh yeah, i am so proud of beat. she pierced her ears finally, and she did it so well! hee its nice toO. for some reason both my darlings rux and wen decided to name me elrond in their blogs. lolz. okie, its been a helluva week. gonna bid goodbye to the cool night and shut off. bye world! and remember, alexis loves you! (:

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crazy
Thursday, December 18, 2003 on 01:33 a.m.

Love Test that i got from sharon. hm its qte true..

1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you feel irresistable is creative, never let you feel bored.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal, faithful, never change.

4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your partner is that both of you can talk about everything and anything, no secret is kept.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything wrong after marriage.

7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married, you'll treasure it and your partner very much.

8. At this moment, you don't have the thirst for love, you can't do anything for it, you won't fall for it easily.

had a fun dae in the company of rux and wen. lolz. we wanted to watch Love Me If You Dare but ended up eating sakae sushi buffet at heerens. we like went crazy. or should say, i went crazy. haha we ate 25 plates? yeah. accomplishment. then we stacked the plates in accordance to their colours! rainbow! hee the waiter and waitress were like laffing to themselves. haha and they only have watermelon. dun gimme the Duh Look!

after that satisfying meal (there r chiobus nearby toO! lolz) we went to shop around. yeah so many things on sale! dunno why but its such a fulfilling hols. bought a pretty pair of earrings and nail polish. ah.. this is life. after that went to watch charlie's angels at rux's abode. only reached home at midnight. *yawnz*

argh rux is influencing me. i haven't done my maths too! *freaks out* haha but yeah i'm too busy to do anything rite now, so who cares :D

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island life, love it
Tuesday, December 16, 2003 on 11:45 p.m.

i shall muster up the last reserve of my depleted strength and etch down in electronic memory what i did today. its sentosa day today! *island life, love it! sentosa days are fun and the nights are magic!* hee yeah.

went wif The 4 Guys. hm feels wierd to go w/o a ger around but i need a tan, so heck. yeah took 166 aka the sightseeing bus that tours almost the whole of singapore before it finally brings you to sentosa. was sorta drizzling when we walked to the palawan beach but it cleared, sunshine bright with the slight sea breeze. ah. the jubilant boys went to rent stuff and played volleyball, swam, kayaked and volleyball again. all the while i din like join in cos i din bring change and am still feeling insecure about the glittering aqua waters.

but make hay while the sun shines right? so i did. i tanned. but argh, shan't disclose my dissactisfactions here. haha juz say that i'm going to redo it on the class outing to sentosa on sat. feeling particularly like a cooked crustacean now. it rained poured when we were on the "fast" monorail. the guys keep trying to take a pic of the jap girl in the next carriage. lolz.

i'm so glad we managed to stay for the musical fountain show though (cos we wanted to go home at first)! haha ashamed to say that as a singaporean i din like watch that show since i was a teeny kid. it was great. the fountains are breathtaking! coupled with the awesome sound effects you get magic. yeah some of the laser parts are super corny though, i tot those r kinda out of point. they should juz include more of the music/fountain effect. the lights r pretty, and there's spouting fires- whoosh! haha i must sound super sk la. the merlion green laser eye thingy i see b4 though. still great. muz climb on that lion someday.

walked out in the cool breeze of the night to take a ride back. it was so romantic out at the harbour juz at the exit/entrance of sentosa. haha i can imagine couples there. yeah sentosa's great, despite its botched attempts of all the theme places and stuff. its the island beach charm and stuff, not forgetting the musical fountain that makes me feel fortunate that i am a singaporean yeah :D

ouch, but now i have nicer looking shoulders!

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charity
Tuesday, December 16, 2003 on 12:44 a.m.

Excuse me, would you like to donate 2 dollars for a pack of bookmarks or 10 dollars for 2 boxes of potpourri to support the youth development charity?

yup. that's the line i've said over a hundred times at least for the past 2 days. whew. CIP doing the Making a Difference by volunteering as a fund-raiser. did it wif rux ytd.. and rux and wen todae. man all sorts of funny incidents happened. learnt loads of lessons though. the most impt one is that next time when i pass by someone asking for donation, i'll donate, even if its like 10 cents. haha. its not easy, trying to be smiley and polite and asking pple the same question for the whole day under the hot sun in the throngs of orchard road.

went shopping wif rux and wen after todae's half shift. damn fun hahaha. i love shopping! man.. had thai food for dinner, good good! *do i really look like elrond? LOLz* then walked the whole of far east looking for what we want. hee and i bought my jacket. and loads of stuff. plus the skirt i bought ytd in my fav color! i'm delirious with materialistic gains. i think this is bad. is it? it is! who cares? haha.

woah am super hyper la. muz be the coffee this morning. coffee does wierd stuff to your system. and i think i'm getting addicted to it. oh man. pls dun let that acidic tasting drink be the first liquid to enter my stomach every morning!

do you know that hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia is the fear of long words? how ironic can that get? get more from the phobia list. and oh, i like this article :P

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who loves me?
Saturday, December 13, 2003 on 03:13 p.m.

oh ya, back by popular demand, yan ge vol2! yeah gonna put up the vol1 later. tell me if u liked the song ya? haha vol 1 rox man. getting addicted to it all over again. ooh mosquito bite. no, make that bites. *itchy* yeah went for OGL mass dance session today. twas good! hee had good ol' fun and the dance is nicer now! in fact, i like the dance! haha it's no longer boring. the moves are cool yeah, though after dancing its hot. hee. oh nyjc is qte kewl, i saw the new building when me, ailin and maly went there. din get the chance to explore the sch though.

today is elmo's song day. c'mon, sing wif me! this is a song, lalalala, elmo's song. lalalala lalalala, elmo's song.. lalala lalala laa.. lalala, lalala laa...

What attracts people to you?
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1) A mole is on your chin says you are likely to be lucky, for it means health, wealth and happiness in the years to come, especially in middle life Even if you started out poor, you could end up rich.

2) A mole on your throat, this is a sign of great happiness in your love life, and denotes lots of lucky moments and contentment.

3) A mole on the back of your neck isn't quite so fortunate, and means that you must watch out for deceit from those around you.

4) A mole is on your nose, you'll love travel and meeting new people. You're also an eloquent talker and can charm the birds off the trees with your sweet talk.

5) A mole on your lip indicates a love of eating and drinking, and there could a touch of the glutton in your makeup. You'll also take to luxury like a duck to water.

6) A mole on the right shoulder means good fortune and bring lots of family joy, but if your mole is on your left shoulder you'll have to fight a little for your happiness, and you could come up against a few difficulties in your love life.

7) A mole on the left foot, a mole is a sign of prosperity, and comfort through life. On the right foot, you'll have to overcome some stumbling blocks before you achieve your dreams.

8) A mole on your left breast, you'll have many lovers, but if there's one on your right breast, it indicates hard work.

9) A mole on your low and jaw! means children and happy family life, with security and love.

10) A mole on the eyebrow means an early engagement or marriage.

11) A mole is on your wrist, you'll have an inquiring mind and a thirst for knowledge. You should go far in your chosen career.

12) A mole on your right knee, you'll end up like the old woman in the shoe, with many, many children and always broke.

13) A mole on the right side of your forehead means you'll end up with lots of honours and a name for yourself. If it's on the left side, you'll have a patch of ill-luck now and then.

14) A mole is on your stomach, you'll have a life free of ill-health and shouldn't have to worry about minor ailments.!

15) A mole in the center of your back indicates a fiery temper and a touch of jealousy.

16) A mole is on your thigh? left or right ? you'll have to endure a few tears before you find happiness. And you'll have to work for your living.

17) A mole is on either elbow, you could find yourself susceptible to flattery ? this could bring trouble in your middle years, but joy later.

18) A mole on or near the right ears means you love trave and movement. Dancing and action will be your way of expressing your personality and will bring you success.

19) A mole on or near your left ear means you'll have a sympathetic nature and lots of patience, but you could be taken advantage of through life, as you don't always stand up for yourself.

20) A mole on the right cheek means you have to watch your tongue. You may have a habit of giving away secrets and betraying a confidence because you enjoy a good gossip.

21) A mole on the left cheek indicates you will be popular, You'll have lots of friends and your love life wil go smoothly because of your ability to adapt.

22) A mole is large, you'll have an independent nature and enjoy doing your own thing, and even your friends and family won't stop you from going off on your own now and then and exploring new ground.

23) A mole that has hair growing out of it is a token of good luck.

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murphy's law
Saturday, December 13, 2003 on 01:29 a.m.

let me pack all my unhappiness into the yan ge mp3 and let it float away- listened, enjoyed and gone with the whirling eddies around me. nice. contendedness comes unexpectedly.

"If there are two or more ways to do something, and one of those ways can result in a catastrophe, then someone will do it." -Murphy's Law

am pleased with the design i did for doug's blog.. complemented perfectly by his zai drawing. yeah now total custom designs i did was two. doug and wing. yeah. had nie prac. was good, the music moves. hm ytd went watch brother bear wif rux! hee was super ironic cos i was wearing like blouse and skirt.. then go into a cinema full of kids. the show's ok, but i think i'll enjoy it more if i'm younger *sniff sniff* getting old.

i wanna watch Love Me If You Dare.. that french flick. someone watch wif me.

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show me love
Friday, December 12, 2003 on 12:18 a.m.

i feel empty. i've eaten though, thank you very much.

when can i fall when can i hurt
a stirring innermost deep
love songs on the radio
am i wrong
to take a deep breath and try
building my shell
keeping it hard and strong
i won't cry
i won't
love.

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alexis says
Wednesday, December 10, 2003 on 03:03 p.m.

Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through
Into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine
But it's a problem I find
Living the life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
Every time I see you falling
I'll get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

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asian
Tuesday, December 9, 2003 on 05:03 p.m.

okie, another design up for admiration! i wonder where i get my bhb-ness from? best viewed 1024x768 resolution though- the 600x800 looks like soggy watercolor. lol. anywae, yeah its based on the chinese brush painting/watercolour. decided to do something asianic for a change. oh, trivial fact: i learnt chinese painting when i was in primary sch and my teacher even sent one of my paintings to a kid's competition in japan :D haha i'm cheena-ish k! even though my chinese sux la but still..

NUMB_{Linkin Park}
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus x2]

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