Thursday, October 16, 2003
It's OVER! The long awaited day has finally arrived. I'm unfettered, i'm free, i do not need to touch those disgusting books again until next yr! Words cannot express the relief i feel at the end of that irritating incident in my life. Yaaaaay! Life's GREAT!
hahaha damn happy now. who cares about how i did for my lit paper? who cares about how i did for my econs mcq and drq? i certainly don't. Haha! i have so much things that i plan to do.. and i need not go sch tmr, except for the trip to NIE for band prac at 6, which spoiled my otherwise perfectly slack day, but that i can't wait toO! i miss my tbone. lolz. wonder what band prac would be like?
ahah, there's a flaw in my happy days though. PW SUX. it really is a damper to pple's spirits u noe. exams finish still muz pia PW, where got such thing?!? sat muz go back sch to finish up. argh. luckily sat evening i got something to look forward to man. hahz.
things that i want to do now that promos ended:
1. shopping
2. erm, go into a club for once? lolz.
3. meet up wif friends
4. clean up my wardrobe for new clothes. (see pt.1)
CAN't WaIt! k, biases!(check it out, its in french. haha!)
12:05 a.m.Wednesday, October 15, 2003
i'm gonna fail my econs essay component. that is not a prediction, but a fact. i knew it in me when i stared at the questions, and honestly, i don't care. i never did spend much effort on it anyway, so why bother? i just scribbled a few paragraphs based on common sense and finished half an hour beforehand. econs essay, as everyone noe, is very hard to complete within the time frame given, yet i.. sigh. forget it.
i'm so glad geog is over though. phew a load of my mind. both papers are ok, i don't think i'll fail or anything. human was of course better than physical. haz. oh and yesterday, i decided to go to bed early(12.30) cos i was feeling terribly sick. took a flu pill and slept, and i was fine again in the morning! poor sharon though, she was really sick but still have to sit thru 3 papers.
its chinese AO tmr. can't really study for it.. my file is in the locker. haha can wake up late tmr! yay. but i think i better do something bout my econs mcq and drq though, a F will be unsightly. ugh. econs is really sucky even though our class got a wonderful econs teacher.
10:05 p.m.Friday, October 13, 2003
Our doubts are traitors, and makes us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt.
-Measure For Measure, W. Shakespeare
wat a nice quote. wat a bad play to study for promos. had the maths and 2lit papers today. i shall not defile this lovely blog by mentioning foul words such as trigonometry, curve sketching, first principles or angelo, characterization and bees.
having the 2 geog papers followed by econs essay tmr. ugh. how i wish for it to be over and done with. 3 more days. I can't wait.
its quite ego-boosting to read all the testimonials on friendster. go on, you know you wanna rave bout me. LOLz.
*edit 11:33 PM:
ugh i think i caught the flu bug from the pple round me who are sick.. e.g. sharon and the girl beside me and the guy behind me. blocked nose and dry lips. i need sleep. i feel as if i'm being tortured, staying up to cram the facts into my brain when its absorbancy rate is only like 30%.wateva- as long as i don't retain.
Friday, October 10, 2003
which stereotype are you?
Blood, Sweat, and Tears
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Princeton
You're smart, you're thin, you're pretty, and goddamit, people love you. You are destined for great, great things, little Princetonian. Let there be a never-ending stream of Country-Club- Like institutions in your unmarred future.
Which Ivy League University is right for YOU?
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Aphrodite/Eros
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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CHIJ
You scream for your school at any opportunity and for some strange reason you love your school to no end. You wear your belt so low that ACS boys' pants would be considered high (yeah. oh.. my..god)
Wad girl's school should you be from?
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Friday, October 10, 2003
oh oh i gotta blog down what i dreamt this morning. was woken up at 6 plus by mum cos she tot i need to go sch. anywae i decided not to again. then i went into dreamland. it was a scary nightmare. I dreamt that it was the Japanese Occupation and soldiers were everywhere and all i can remember was the incessant shooting. They shot everybody in sight. then i was at this peaceful, old street with total silence, and my mum suddenly appeared and dragged me to a shop cos she wanted to buy small luohan fishes while i bought shampoo and bargained for 2 small bars of soap. then suddenly i was transported to being chased by japanese soldiers. i was with a group of friends, none of whom i can remember. we ran and ran, and i felt very afraid. we climbed up this very tall ancient tower. i think it was some sort of religious building or something. we climbed all the long way up, driven by fear. the soldiers gave us up halfway cos of the daunting stairs and the general told them something bout "if anyone asks, tell them we've found and shot them!"
i woke up then. in the dream everything was horribly detailed but i could not recall anything much except for the main points and how afraid and frantic i was feeling. then i realised that the sound of shooting is still there. to my surprise, i found out that it's actually sounds of the construction drilling downstairs and it had actually contributed to my dreams, which mean that everything in the dream had happened in lightning speed. yet there was so much in it.
drew up a study plan at 1. was following it till it came to maths.. then i got held back cos i dunno how to do AP GP summation. urgh. anywae i'm supposed to be studying population geography now. looks like i have to sacrifice some sleep tonight. not planning to go sch tmr too. haz. it feels good to a certain extent but its definitely not enjoyable to just sit at the desk and stardee. sighz.
oh and friendster's interesting. interesting how everybody seems to be linked, some way or another. ha. if u got account, add me k? my email's on top.
1:43 p.m.Wednesday, October 8, 2003
I sit in the upper deck of the bus, turning and looking out of the rain streaked window. Looking out at the pale foggy world outside with a sleepy silence as the air-con hums quietly in the rectangular waterfall. The streaks of rain on the window ran steadily down in vertical lines and the scene outside looks as if the watercolor had run and pictures became streaks of colour. Every seemed to be like a dream and I, the silent observer, watching from my place perched on the moving wheels. Trees and buildings pass me by slowly in their distorted watery forms. I stare with a melancholic air as strains of Jason Mraz’s The Remedy accompanied my peaceful thoughts.
Then I got of the bus, running with an instinct to the bus shelter. I watched forlornly as the bus sped away with a muffled roar, leaving me behind with nowhere to go. I turned and faced the path, unsure whether to strike out or not. A cheery bright pink big umbrella bobbed up and down my sight as the man walked steadily away. I took a deep breath and splashed out. Run run, a puddle, hop.
09:20 p.m.Monday, October 6, 2003
argh i'm so screwed right now. i'm dead, i've died, i'm gone. shite! exams r coming next wk and i STILL have not studied yet. O god, help me. i'm seriously gonna flunk and retain. wth. i have so much to do i don't know where to start. argh and every waking moment i'll be thinking bout the exams. probably cos i've been fooling around these few months. ARGH!
not going sch tmr. its time i sit and really do some work. i'm not going to ruin my dreams just like that. if i don't get promoted.. i don't even dare to think bout it. man this sux. why am i getting so agitated? almost the whole class seemed to be taking a self-imposed study break. blame it on the lousy inflexible oppressive education sys. a teacher agrees with uS! it sux! he nv had this kind of crap when he's teaching overseas, and he gets better results! a damn good teacher. one of the best i've met too. haha feel so lucky to at least have someone who understands and sympathises with our plight. poor us.
GP's on WED. >< my god. and i failed my last compre+compo. mon there's maths and lit 1 and 3. Then tues econs 1 and 2 plus geog 1 and 2. wed AO chinese. thur econs 3 and elit 8. argh my hand is gonna drop off, walk away and join the Addams Family at the rate i'm treating it. its inhumane! abuse of writing hand for the purpose of pointless academic dicussion!
i think i'm going mad. Arrrggghhhh *trails off*
02:16 a.m.Saturday, October 4, 2003
I waited 'til I saw the sun
I don't know why I didn't come
I left you by the house of fun
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come
When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sand
Catching teardrops in my hand
My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever
Out across the endless sea
I would die in ecstasy
But I'll be a bag of bones
Driving down the road alone
My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever
Something has to make you run
I don't know why I didn't come
I feel as empty as a drum
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come
gosh look at the time. man i should be blissfully in bed now but i'm not. too bad. tmr's a sat! yay. oh ya, was surfing and found this logo:
they say that if u look carefully u can see the words "Satan is King" from the logo. as far as i can tell i only saw the satanis part..haha interesting though.
11:27 p.m.Friday, October 3, 2003
like the new new layout? got rid of the dolphins one and norah jone's don't know why was my fav.song recently so i was inspired to make a layout of it. very nice melancholy laid back song. u can hear that in the background anywae rite? Oh and i'm using the laptop to blog now! isn't that cool? dun like the keyboard though..too soft. keep making typo errors.
anywae din go for geog todae cos i decided to go home instead of waiting 2 hrs for it. wats more most of my class peepz ponned..only 4 of them turned up, it seems. haha my sis oso wan to use the lappy to blog. -_-
going to go for a meetup for my geog txtbook tmr. haha yahoo auctions rox. got that txtbk for half the price.. its 2nd hand though but i think its still not a bad price! anywae shall come back later. tata~!
10:24 p.m.Thursday, October 2, 2003
juz archived my page.. getting quite long. and new layout. Oh ya, anywae, did u noe that i borrowed a laptop from nj and can hold on to it till mon? hee 5 days. so shiok.. but its quite redundant cos cept for looking so savvy in my bedroom it does not have internet access unless i unplug the cable from this big old ancient computer and plug it into that smooth baby. hah was trying that out ytd and placed the lappy in front of the big com and its quite absurd when i have a ready computer to use. if only i have wireless or lan or something liddat.
technology's scary. juz ytd i was exclaiming to ailin how wonderful it would be if everyone has a laptop and books were replaced by CD-roms. wouldn't that be cool? and i think it is very feasible too.. then our bags will juz comprise of the lappy and a few cd roms. exams will be done on a blank com and answer scripts emailed to the teacher. yet all this technology cannot solve everything. we r humans, we need to eat and sleep. i have a handphone, a mp3 player and now a laptop, but i don't have time to listen to my mp3 player or use the lappy! time is the essence here.
one more day before the week's over. man i seriously need to get some studying done. i feel so.. slack looking at everyone hurriddly mugging away while i haven't started anything yet! oh nO! *panic*
