alexis, girl 19.
ats/sn/nj sg
read surf play shopp eat sleep.

i think my brains are leaking out. can't be bothered to think these days. erm, is that bad? oops. well at least i can still type coherently.

so i went to meet up with the auction guy ytd to get my webcams (38.90 for 2, one for wl). that's 19 each, very cheap. met up at some petir LRT which i never knew existed. still very amazed by the frosting over of the LRT windows. i want that for my toilet door! it'll be uber cool. anyway after that met up with zq for a quick dinner. hahaha well i like to change my dress style sometimes and.. heh. so anyway we had fun catching up and talking about our trip. very exciting!

after which is NIE. i felt quite inspired to play after watching SYF. but armenian dances is seriously very challenging, esp the high notes. super high b flat? ouch. equus is nice. oh wells i need some sectionals- but considering that my section comprised of me, myself and i..maybe not.

after which is a midnight movie watching Kingdom of Heaven. Orlando Bloom looked so good. its like he fused over and became a shorter version of Aragorn (you know, all dirty and sweaty all the time). give that movie a 4/5. especially enjoyed the way they film the battle scenes and how the blood splash all over in slo-mo.

then i came home and jm cy and wl called and said they are coming over. was installing the webcam then. experienced difficulties with installing, i guess this computer just doesn't cut it. i can't use my webcam! so very sad. arghs. anyway the 3 came over we played some silly computer games haha and then they went home. slept at 5.

lalala and saturday is almost gone. boo hoo?

hahaha crapping online with jm and wl now about clubbing and groping and bananas. haha zouk ytd was madness feet-stepping crowded. jm says cos the uni peepz are letting their hair down after exams. yeah most prob that. so the sad thing was the music was absolutely fantastic and there's no space to move. hate it when that happens, its so.. neither here nor there.

anyway after that went to sup at newton wif the MGs and wl and came home around 4am.. we lights out at 5.30am but the room was super hot. din get to catch proper sleep, i was just lying there waiting for time to pass cos i had to wake at 8am to go for the jc syf.

so i woke at 7.40am and read the papers and ate breakfast.. felt so pampered cos my mum made everything for me, its like a perfect breakfast: 2 half-boiled eggs with soya sauce (slurpy~), 2 lightly browned margerined toast and milk tea. yummy. if only i can eat that every day, then i can get fatter.

anyway my eyes are so tired right now i'm starting to resemble china's endangered animal. but on sugar high you see. so after the breakfast i went to tanjong pagar, was early! and we watched the jc bands perform..

congrats to NJCSB on getting GOLD WITH HONOURS!

yups. they did it. cooooooooool. 3 honours only you know! well its too bad they din get to perform at the esplanade but hey, u get more time for college day and etude and stuffs.. haha think of the plus side. but anyway the great shocker of the day is that rj did not get a honours along with their gold. i swear they were excellent. screwed up huh.

so after that i went home to collapse on my bed. can you imagine, listening to Singapore Rhapsody for 16times in a day.. was dead tired, totally lack of sleep (i am so gonna sleep in later and pigg out). woke up, dinner, tv, then around 1am went on msn and suddenly jm wl and cy wants to go out, so out we go. got transport, so its free and easy. went for prata. talked and ate and got high on the sugar. haha then we went to some kopitiam to sit and talk somemore b4 walking home. that's bout it.

tiiiired sia. still got nie tmr. SIGHs.

now i know where ST Life! takes their daily horoscope from. here!

Daily Overview for Aries
You've never been known to hold back your feelings -- or anything else, for that matter -- and at the moment, that trait will be particularly visible to one and all. If you've been admiring someone from afar, why not close the distance?

Today's Extended
Better keep a box of tissues handy, because you're about to become unusually sentimental. Nostalgic, even. And maybe in the mood to reminisce. No, that's not at all like you, but that won't matter. Whatever you're feeling at the moment will emerge, regardless of whether you're comfortable with letting others see it. So if you've been trying to hide your feelings for a certain someone, you should probably just forget about that. Why disappoint yourself?

right. does it make sense?

tonight should be a fun night. whee~
but i have to wake up early tmr (8am!) and go and watch the band's SYF. exciting stuff.

i'm so sad that bubblemunche had decided to commit blogicide. but best wishes in ur future endeavors bubbles, will miss ur hilarious entries!

living in HDBs. living in castles in the sky.

i hate bugs. like how my sis hates birds? i hate bugs more. show me a bug that's adorable and i'll give u a zillion bucks. even butterflies are kinda scary. and recently my room has been plagued by small red ants that seemly just appear out of nowhere. evolved version of the common black ants maybe? black ones are easier to get rid of, you often see a trail of them and u can find their nests. the red ones? they just send scouts all over the place and then converge in a blink w/o leaving a trail. gives me the creepies.

oh oh so many exciting movies coming up! ST life! did a special on it and i can't wait though movies prices have increased, boo.

summer flicks i wanna catch
1. House of Wax (see paris hilton die!)
2. Charlie and the Choco Factory (johnny depp)
3. Kingdom of Heaven (orlando bloom. looks like a Troy-LOTR make)
4. War of the Worlds (because i read the book)
5. Mr and Mrs Smith (brad and jolie! eyecandy x2)
6. Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy

fox was having a great sale today. so many clothes, so little cash. lol had a super tiring shopping trip with rux cos we keep going into shops and erm, shop. and i'm broke cos i spent my weekly allowance away already. thank god for NETs.

went to see the nj band during their rehearsal at vch. they sounded good. in 2 days' time everything will be over. at 12 noon their performance should have ended and all the months of hard work laid to rest. pple, jiayou! concentrate and get that GWH.

tmr shall be a rest day. or shopping day maybe? faith?

a telephone conversation with a friend is as follows. we were talking about osama bin laden.

FRIEND: "there's only 1 osama lah with that much power and money lah, i bet the rest opens mama shops or something.. they don't have nuclear warheads, weapons.."

ME (interrupts): "but mama shops got warheads too. the sweet kind!"

FRIEND (confused silence. doesn't get it.)

ME: "you know you know, the sweet that is super sour called warheads??"

FRIEND (stunned silence)

FRIEND: "omg you just brought lameness to the new level. you are the Lame Master."

YESH i'm IN!

need i say more :D i'm a happy happy girl. thanks everyone for ur best wishes and encouragement! and to those who haven't heard anything from anyone, good luck, i'm sure it won't be bad news.

anyway these few days are generally enjoyable, except for the sweltering humidity that persists. i need an air con. but then again i'll only get to enjoy it for a few months b4 uni starts n i start staying in the hall. so, sigh. but back to the "what i did these few days" topic. went out wif zq ytd for a spot of macs and shopping.. haha she bought stuffs in far east. good for u! n she gave me tis really funky purple top for belated prezzie. *thanksss!* haha and it was really funny cos we were walking around and i saw tis purple tank top in Ice Lemon Tee and i said "hey lets look" then zq had tis funny expression on her face before she dragged me out of the shop. and showed me the present. which is the exact top on the mannequin cept the one inside is sleeveless while the one she had was capped sleeves. wat a coincidence. n we have good taste. love that top!

speaking of coincidences, tis is such a small world. we met someone's mum at tis shop.. and as we talked we realised that that person goes to nj and is in the same class as zq and all that. wat a coincidence. and zq managed to get a bigger discount. hurhur.

met up with daniel for a while just now for him to pass me my belated bdae present. its the Howl's Moving Castle soundtrack! woah i din expect it, thanks thanks! haha the ost is super nice.. went for prata again after it. was quite funny how both of us missed the last bus. anyway had a fun time chatting with wenli and ash. haha. ash is super cute. here, let me show you.

everyone say aww!

yeah and we saw tis super nice red porsche sports car.. and we were speculating about its owner when wl said "scully the owner is fat and ugly" and its true! omg we were like. cannot make it.

ya anyway i think i got short term memory. this sucks. like just now i forgot if i used the shower gel when i was toweling myself and i had to turn on the nozzle again. cos i dun wanna end up being smelly. then i can't remember when i had prata and when i went out wif people cos they sort of merge together.

and i had a call just now from someone asking if i would do some roadshow thing. this time involving body painting of a tiger on my back. riiiight i'm not free tmr got nie practice very important. haha.

d/led rachael yamagata's happenstance album. she's good i like.

squarebrain.net provides good entertainment, hehe. and their comics r very nice too. lol looking at the olinda cho slimming ad in today's papers. when is she ever that fat?! media manipulation, photoshop.. ah i see.

anyway my body clock is seriously screwed. i tossed and turned in bed yesterday till about 5.30 am, thoughts flitting in my mind like moths. then i slept till about noon when my alarm rang and that's when i was really sleepy so i continued until 5pm. i forsee a night of insommnia again. i need sleeping pills. or a job.

and sometimes it gets really lonely at home. everyone's working/army, siblings in school, parents at work. so i'm like one of the few parasites not doing anything but rotting. luckily i have books. Coco and Igor was an intriguing read. the life of coco chanel and her lover. now on to The Time Traveller's Wife. confusing, actually but compelling too.

i wish i can be busy. to have so many activities that i do not have time to think, to turn things over and over. what should have happened, what did not, the regret, the possiblilty? no its not possible things are never that way. the silly games we play on the trip to m'sia. the tying of a bandana. the glaring stagelights and the darkness beyond.

dusk gathers. the sun slowly collides with the horizon, leaving behind vestiges of tattered gray and the wistfulness of an unfulfilled wish.

come to think of it, jc students have almost a year to do absolutely nothing until uni starts. we break from nov, all the way to end of july. that's 9 months, sufficient to conceive and have a baby. incredible. unbearable. lets say you live until 70. that's 1/70 of ur life- doing nothing. which is an oxymoron on its own.

when i cannot get to sleep i try to picture a white piece of paper. A4, preferably. i stare at it with my mind's eye, getting closer and closer so that eventually it is all white. all blank. doesn't work, something will pop up again. just like how counting sheep is a trick for you to improve your maths.

i think i'm going mad. save me.

my new crush:

Hugh Jackman!

i think someone at channel 5 has a crush on him too. that's why they showed Kate and Leopold last week and Swordfish yesterday. both with him as lead! FYI he also plays wolverine in X Men. prefers him best in swordfish, with all that tousled spiky blond hair and silver earring. and his eyes r nice. *gushes*

englishmen r incredibly sexy. oww! he's a man! a mix of beckham, robbie williams, johnny depp and ryan seacrest.

oh oh and lookie this! dun drool, pls.

casey c.w. from Manhunt. jon jonsson won.

sizzling!

hahaha for some reason i feel super high now. don't ask me why. the weather turned better today, yesterday was sweltering humid oppressive heat all the way till about 1 am before it finally cooled. see why i prefer the night? listening to upbeat and happy songs on iTunes now. yay slept till 4pm today, supposed to be baking cheesecake at wen's house but i PSed them, sorry! it was really hot this morning but suddenly it rained at about 2 and the wind starts coming in and sweeping over my face that's below the window and its so shuang and.. ya.

so anyway i went for tis interview on fri with wing for some new face magazine talent scout thingy and i think its some scam asking you to buy 550 bux worth of cosmetics first and they'll send you to a 6 wks course on sundays to train u to be a freelance model. riight. anyway that's not the main point. main point is spending time with wing, lunching at nydc and walking around..

then i went and cut my hair. again. cos it was getting shaggy. anyway now my fringe is in a disastrous state and my only consolation is that hair will grow back. argh. and i have a cap i can wear. why did i just walk into a random salon in far east and let the person do whatever he wants to me hair? why? i miss my old hairdresser! she's off to melbourne for a yr.. and i'll be stuck with disastrous hairstyles for a year.. either that or i can start growing my hair again. but singapore's too hot for long hair.

the humidity is back. just that its not sunny. booooooohoo. my army boys are all offline now preparing to go back to their jungles and sea. my girlfriends are all not online. oc episode 20 is not yet up for download. tmr is monday. there's no nice tv shows on sunday night (oh, there's Swordfish.) too bad, you're gonna die!

so i woke up at 7am this morning bleary-eyed and apprehensive. got on the train, with increasing anxiety that i'm going to be late for the writing test at 9am. took out the letter then realised that i forgot to confirm the interview with the person, and became even more pekchek. in the end took a cab at 9.04am and SGD6.40 later i arrived, flustered and worried. luckily when i went up they told me its alright and ushered me into the computer room filled with composed interviewees writing serenely on a sheet of paper. was given a seat in the front row on an extremely uncomfortable swirly chair and my ic was typed on the com. out generated a general knowledge mcq quiz, to my utter surprise. did not expect the "writing test" to have such a component. first ques was disgusting. "who was arrested in march 05.. bali bombings.." i picked some abu bakar bashir cos he sounded familiar out of all the malay/iraqish names. hurhur.

they gave 2 ques to choose from and i did the "young singaporeans need to have ideals and dreams. do you agree? why or why not?" hmm was tempted to write an radical piece on them not needing to have ideals and dreams cos everything is already planned by the gahmen but was too flustered to properly argue so instead wrote like what i'm supposed to. and guess what. my pens were all out of ink and i had to use a "the incredibles!" ballpoint pen -_- haha i'm extremely suayyyy.

oh and i added this to the end of my essay. "(it is also my ideals and dreams that had me writing on this desk right now as i'm working towards my ambition)" sort of like a tongue-in-cheek footnote, hoping that the marker will see the humour.

the interview went well by my standards, i was not that nervous and bubble's "confident and articulate" kept popping up in my mind so yeah i tried to be so. showed her my portfolio (consisting of 6 pathetic poems and a sch publication) and she seemed satisfied. the interviewer was a nice caucasian lady who's friendly and made me feel quite at ease. hopefully its enough to get me through.. though its quite hard judging by the large number of pple who came today. fierce, competition.

went around the SCI tour (again) on my white flats that were killing my feet. saw all the cool gadgets all over again. powered by mac mac mac. the guide was quite friendly and funny. yeah waited for jo to finish and we went JP to lunch. and shopped around. the Golden Pillow meal was disappointing. it used to be damn nice. sigh. 3rd time suay.

buah. *prays hard that i'll get in* i'll study hard, i promise.

there are so many things out there that screams out to be bought, to be hung from your gorgeous body, but alas your purse strings tighten, they shrink away from your prying fingers and you let yourself go with a lingering look and a sigh that hangs permanently at the edge of your lips. you crave for the finer things in life, wishing to be living in the lap of luxury but disappointment washes up like a giant tide over your head. there is so much to be achieved, your inner self convinced, but so little to be done. "wait, one day when you become successful, you can get anything." the chant resonates, but that little part of you is frustrated, frustrated that this fresh youth is wasted toiled away, for designer bags to hang on that wrinkled, scrawny hand. to have now, to taste it now, to get it now. no i can't i can't be selfish i have to wait i can't.

excuse me for rambling. weather's too hot to think straight.

very amused at the report on mr. caleb's about the cardboard cows that are sprouting up ubiquitously in a scary yet curious fashion. really cute to see a grass slope full of colourful cows looking questionably at their surroundings. FYI, these cows r part of ComfortDelgro's advertising campaign, "Moove It". creative it is!

went to borders today with wing to check out job vacancies for that shop but alas we were rejected. however, there is a 1 month vacany for june but there is a long waiting list for it already. seems like everyone else wants to work in the funkiest bookstore in town. boohoo. so we went to have our lunch at lido before going to orchard lib for me to return my book. The Piano Tuner by Daniel Mason was a good read, very asian-ish and descriptive. dun really like the abrupt ending though.

so i've gotten myself 4 books this time from amk lib and they are:
The Firm by John Grisham
The Time Traveller's Wife by Audrey Niffenegger
Coco and Igor by Chris Greenhalgh
Dream of the Walled City by Lisa Huang Fleischman

wanted to get Angela's Ashes by Frank McCourt (under eddy's recommendation) but i can't find it. but the 4 books i have now are very exciting.

NTU interview tmr. writing test at 9am, interview 12.45pm. argh i can't think so early in the morning! i really really want to get into this course. pls pls pls let me get thru!

craving for some sakae fried tofu now. and japanese sushi. ohh i need someone to go buffet with me. all my friends are all working nowadays so i've nothing to do except rot at home. pretty sad, but pretty cool too to wake when i want, to eat a single meal per day (dinner) and to watch tv until my butt becomes numb.

oh so every single blog will probably be talking about the casino, or integrated resort's decision. was watching Las Vegas after Desp. Housewives just now. if casinos r every bit like the ones at las vegas, why not? its exciting and always colourful. well ever since they came up with the casino idea it has already been decided so i think the pple up-there are just giving buffer reports ("eg. can we afford to say no?") to absorb the public response. well i support the decision of a casino, because of a very very simple reason. resorts r gonna be complete in 4 years and that's exactly when i come out of university. great timing and exciting prospects, not just working in the casino but for the entire economy! a good analogy, clear water breeds no fish.

microwaving maggi mee now. it is so convenient these days to eat (just put mee, water and seasoning into the bowl, pop it in and ding! in 5mins) that i really have no excuse to stay thin. i liked to gorge on milk and toast smothered with margerine a week back but right now i'm craving for some MSG and wax. so i'm eating the maggi at 2am in the morning. someone once told me that if u sleep with a full stomach there's a higher chance of getting nightmares. hmm.

i hope i dun become Eddy, eating maggi mee everyday.

how come other pple have rich, handsome, gentle relatives but all i have are loud ones? for the past 2 days our house was invaded with a relative of my mum's and some relatives from my grandma's. the former hollered and shouted at an unearthly hour of 11am (hello, pple still sleeping?). and that's her normal talking volume, 3.5times louder. you know, ala cheena deaf re-nao, ho say ah! and my mum had to reply in the same decibel rating. then today, this regular relative, who talks like a machine gun in hokkien and gives me the impression of a chattering monkey. then my dad, mum and ah ma join in and suddenly the subtitles on tv looked really helpful. ok i sound mean but really! why can't they just talk like normal people. luckily my parents speak normally if there r no loud guests. phew.

really hot, the mee. my lips r numb now. tis is wat i call shiok.

no idea what to wear for my interview on thurs. better start thinking now. going to collect some education reward from my family's clan tmr. money money money, its so funny~ yay.

had a fun night yesterday. haha those girls are so high. and i realised my alcohol tolerance has increased. boohoo.

actually i'm supposed to be doing some kind of roadshow job this morning from 9am to 2pm for 100bux cos they r looking for a 1.7m gal. and it involves a full-body blue tights and makeup and teaching pple to use MSN. but it was off because they require the person to be available on the 21st as well, but i can't since i got the NTU interview coming up. its as well, i can't imagine myself being some kinda chingay getup. haha but it'll be so cool to get like 100bux just for 5hr's work!

going for nie band prac again later. i'll try not be late this time haha. i almost forgot about it!

spinning albums: The Killers' Hot Fuss, Dishwalla's Opaline

in a downloading spree. love the killers' rock, OC-ish soung and dishwalla's acoustic ballads. very very chill.

which is what i'm doing now. woke up at 4pm today again. was woken up ytd at 9am in the morning by a call asking me to send my resume immediately to that person and wait for a call that will come at around 11 plus. it never came. further probing showed that that person was too busy and will call today instead. it never happened too. i hate it when pple PS me. i nnneeeeeeeeed a job.

ytd was fun bumming in town with jm and wl. oh and the grilled chicken foldover is heavenly. shall replace my usual fillet burger with that.

I'm SHORTLISTED! omg! haha i'm delirious with happiness now. remember a while ago when i said i applied for NTU's communication studies course? yeah i was crossing my fingers that i'll get shortlisted for the interview, my grades being not that great. hahahah now my worries are over! just now having not checked my phone for like a while i received like so many msges telling me pple got their letter for the interview. so i finally went down to check my mailbox and the lift seemed to take ages. but the first thing i see when i opened the mailbox was the NTU logo and i'm like grinning and grinning and i read that letter right there b4 rushing upstairs to jump with joy. hahaha.

:)))

omg my sis just brought out a giant plate of chilled mangoes. the perks of living in a tropical country. HA!

anyway i'm bored out of my mind and my sis is also like here and we are both like crapping. she was telling me about her fren who is now selling mi jiang kwueh (pancakes with peanuts) for 4/hr because she's so desperate for a job. haha i find it hilariously funny. i'm bored because nobody asked me out to go shopping and i can't watch OC cos my bro sells fish. blah.

moral of the boring story? I NEED A JOB like real soon so that i can have more input into my bank and be in better financial condition. and so that i can fly to the states. bwargh. i wanna work in a cool restaurant! like those dimly lit ones with candle light and posh cutlery and great food and expensive expensive bills. haha.

what else to blog. nothing already la, tuesday no show to watch somemore. HRmmph. (ok my sis just contributed that there's Police and Thief on ch5 later at 8. GREAT, i'm so hoping to watch it.)

PS: check out the CKT blog. updated!

what a great great 2 days. it has been absolutely fun these 2 days! haha except for the part when pitas was down (for once) ytd night so i couldn't blog about what happened to ytd (so i spent the night making this new temp, cute rite?!?) it has been like so funnn. :))))

so what did i do ytd? ok let the pictures do the talking ya?

i mean i'm not supposed to like post pics of what i bought so that when i wear them pple will be like "hey that's nice" but i just couldn't resist showing off. yeah so i bombed a total of 120.25 bux ytd out with wing shopping our feet off. it was really satisfying. i got a pair of silver heels (impulse buy but its nice and cheap! couldn't resist u see), the converse shoes which i'm dying to get, a nice white belt which i'm dying to get and a hemless denim that i'm also dying to get. so i'm a very happy girl. oh but it was super heavy, the converse shoes mainly, which was the first thing i bought, so i had to lug it all over the place. i think its good though cos if i din have that to carry i would have bought more since i'm not literally restrained.

ohh and my darling wing gave me this really cool bdae present which is actually a piece of "certificate" for a very important person. and a super cute card with piggies on it. haha yups and a pair of green sparkly earrings, which rocks my socks totally! loves it!

then i came home and i got the package from my sis, all the way from the US of A! how cool is that?! she mailed me my bdae present and card and the o.c. season 2 episodes 1 to 17. i can just die and go to heaven (but not before watching them of course).

the really funky chain bracelet she gave

yups haha ytd was a day of pleasant surprises, delightful acquirement and enjoyable company.

then on to today! guess what we did? me rux and wen went tanning at sentosa and i remember msging rux at 11.55am telling her "the sun is in its zenith, and its a GReat day to go tanning!" and so it is. the sky was azure blue, no clouds, and the sun shone like never before. so we went to palawan beach and i wore my bikini for the first time. haha and we tanned. and tanned. and tanned. super hot though so we took a dip in the sea. there was this cute little caucasian kid running around too with his baby bro and family.

anyway after that we went to check out tanjong beach's new club KM8 after we showered. it was a long walk there but wow there was such a congregation of hot babes and dudes it like being in the OC for a second. like full of foreigners and SPGs and youngsters all having a swingin' good time on a golden sunday evening. super happening. shall go there next time to tan, lol. our tanning area was like the "family zone" after what we've seen at tanjong beach.

now i've a great tan. hoho! anyway i just finished watching the o.c. episodes 4 to 10 and i'm still trying to absorb it. exhilarating especially when u watch 6 episodes at once. their lives r so beautifully screwed up. ahhhhh.

i suppose i have to get ready to go for NIE band prac soon but just a quick post before i do. just the thought of travelling all the way to boon lay on the train makes me quite sian, but luckily the band prac is not so bad. and it gives me something to do other than eat, sleep or watch tv. dreary weather now, its just sort of blah.

speaking of tv, i just caught episode 3 of OC on the com just now! lime wire rocks. and oc rocks. the music inside is always so nice, that if i was to put them on the blog u'll love me to bits but i dun wanna jam up pple's coms and stuff and i'm lazy so. ahh it just keeps getting better. hehe.

anyway i want to try and make tis skin mozilla-friendly soon but i dun really know how. hmm maybe i'll just get another template for the blog or something. its not very reader-friendly in any case. just pretty. i have a penchant for pretty girls in my templates ;)

some music from the OC:
Jem - Maybe I'm Amazed
Rachael Yamagata - Worn Me Down
Dandy Warhols - We Used to be Friends
The Perishers - Trouble Sleeping
Spoon - The Way We Get By

rock has never sounded so good.

playing the Music from the O.C.: Mix 2 now. just finished watching the OC epi2, it was great! darn have i said how much i adore the show already? the way marissa talks, the way ryan broods, the way seth's hair is curly, the way summer gives her wateva look. i'm soo addicted.

lets see. there's Desperate Housewives and Las Vegas on monday, CSI (optional) on tues, Am. Idol (optional), Amazing Race on wed, O.C.!!! on thurs and Survivor on fri. good job mediacorp! and i catch Chase on thurs too if i remember. my fav show is of course oc, followed by amazing race (cos rob and amber r still in and i support them!), desp. housewives cos gabrielle is hot, las vegas cos the girls r hot (the show's quite gd actually). american idol is still not in the exciting stage so yeah can afford to miss. survivor now is quite blahh, would prefer amazing race.

went ice skating today. it was fun! i've not skated in ages (6 yrs?) and it feels great to move so freely on the ice. me, eileen, pk and rhoda went at about noon so the place was quite empty. at first i dared not venture beyond the rails at the side but pk held me and whee~ off we go. haha then the 3 of them guided me to the centre and suddenly let go! of course i crashed right down on my big fat butt. and i couldn't stop laughing so i can't get up. it was hilarious, the situation.

after that it was meeting up with the soon-to-be-NDU-guy and zq for a farewell dinner at fish n co. yummy but as usual we couldn't finish. rushed to watch yifang contest for the Sound of Music competition. her group was great. haha and that pamela person was really tops too, no doubt.

anyway, have i told u i've got sleeping disorder? seriously. ok let me tell you my amazing sleeping times. i didn't sleep till 10am on fri then i woke up at 3pm, then slept at 5am, then woke up at noon on sat and slept at 4am, before waking up at 8am, went back to sleep, woke at 1pm, went back to sleep then woke at 4pm on sunday. slept at 6am and woke up at 6pm on monday, then slept at 2am. woke up at 1pm and slept at 2am last night, before waking up at 6am. until now. am not sleepy yet.

i think i need a night shift job.