Thursday, October 2, 2003 | 04:37 p.m.
she holds a sort of morbid fascination with death. in her queer head she wonders if is it only her or do everyone imagine how they will die at one random instant? cross the road and most of the time she'll think of what will happen to if a vehicle come speeding by and snuffed her out like a candle. She won't mind that very much. or she will be walking under a row of trees and curiously wonder if a branch will fall and hit her. no, she don't fear it, strangely. Tempt and taunt Fate- she says, Come on, let me die. she wished that it could happen, then everything would be over and oh, how would that feel like?
what would it be like for everything you know of to end?
I say-un-stress man.-Tuesday, September 30, 2003 | 10:02 p.m.
lighten up wif these!
The Real Saddam
The Icon Story
Mario Dance
Amazing Shadow
LOTR spoof ft. Buffy
Spiderman Spoof
Matrix Reloaded Spoof
Sunday, September 28, 2003 | 11:27 p.m.
was talking to rux bout timetables and its juz not fair how we nj arts peepz get such torturous hours. lemme gif u an idea how our daily sch timetable ends-
monday: 4.30 pm
tuesday: 5 pm
wednesday: alternate 1.50/3.10 pm
thursday: 4 pm
friday: 4 pm
what the hell rite? and we r in arts fac for goodness sake. and wats more each period is 1 hour long and we have 20 min recess break and 40 mins lunch break! how can we survive till now i can only marvel at the resilience of human beings. *groanz* and there's no study break for us b4 promos. how sad is that? and we can't ponteng cos the topics they r teaching r covered in the promos. drop me a note in my gbook and tell me when do ur day end usually k? i wanna compare and if nj's the worst i'll petitioN!
oh wellz, worries of failing my exams terribly aside, had a good day wif rux studying at the airport. was mutually entertaining each other wif jokes and stories. haha and i again was super crippled. dun ask me why, i juz switched to la mE mode in her company. tee hee. we went BK at terminal 2 after taking mrt there.. then i finished all my maths hw.. only dunno how to do vectors. haha feel so accomplished of my maths for once. then we were sort of being chased out (everyone was.. they r mugging too n there's not enuff tables for eating customers) so we took the sky train to terminal 1. rux keeps saying her hair's not straight la. haha. oh and the fart thing was damn funny cos i told her not to eat onion rings and we were going down the escalator when someone's luggage made a farting sound.. lolz. went to mug at some 24 hr food court place.. saw a bird trapped in the building.. quite sad. then after 6 we went town to eat long johns and go heeren for the etude eyeshadow i wanted. yay got it! damn nice!
i'm bushed now. a very productive day though, in my opinion.
I say-chihuahua!-Friday, September 26, 2003 | 09:04 p.m.
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wuahaha i think i'm going mad sometimes. today was one of those days when the hyperific-insane-attack hits. haha went out for lunch to this coffeeshop behind nj wif beat, sharon, maly and khalid. then we decided to find this Lana Cakeshop that beat says is famous for its very chocolately cake, so we walked and explored the whole row of shophouses. There's coffeeshops, posh restaurant, pub, gourmet foodshop and petshop all in the same row! my gosh and we found the cakeshop. can smell the chocolate! then we did a collective "oooh" in front of the shop (get ready, 1..2..3, oooh..) LOLz lame!!
haha and chucky's cute. its tis nice huge fluffy alsatian at someone's house that barks at us in greeting every time we walked past it. don't understand why the rest all seemed extremely nervous when they walked past. i waved and said hi to it, and it barked more in friendly response!
weekend's here! yaay. no band too so maybe, just maybe, i'll be able to get some work done. no promises though. oh yeah, DJ Bobo's Chihuahua song is so funky! haha its on the new Coca-cola ad. hee wassup wif funky songs on funky adverts i.e. macdonalds.
Chihuahua! x4
Oh, Chihuahua!
I'm walking in the street
And the moon shine's bright
A little melody keeps feeling on my mind tonight
I gotcha!
It's the song about Chihuahua
Yeah, that's cool alright
It was fun
And a life without sorrow
Feels young
And when you think about tomorrow
Say YO!
When you're about to freak out
Just go and then shout it out loud
Chihuahua here
Chihuahua there
Everybody wants it everywhere
Sing it loud
And life can be so easy
What can make you move, Chihuahua
Can you feel the groove Chihuahua
What can make you dance
Oh Chihuahua!
What can make you sing Chihuahua
Take it and you win Chihuahua
What can bring you joy
Oh Chihuahua!
I'm driving in my car
Looking for a parking space
There it is my place someone else wins the race
NO, I give up
Today is not my day
But then I take a deep breathe and say:
Calm down
When you're about to go crazy
Turn around
And feel as fresh as a daisy
Just run
Because it's time to go
Have fun and let the whole world know
Chihuahua here
Chihuahua there
Everybody wants it everywhere
Sing it loud
And life can be so easy Chihuahua
What can make you move Chihuahua
Can you feel the groove Chihuahua
What can make you dance
Oh Chihuahua!
What can make you sing Chihuahua
Take it and you win Chihuahua
What can bring you joy
Oh Chihuahua!
Chihuahua (4x)
Oh Chihuahua!
What can make you move Chihuahua
Can you feel the groove Chihuahua
What can make you dance
Oh Chihuahua!
What can make you shout Chihuahua
What it's all about Chihuahua
What can make you love
Oh Chihuahua!
Thursday, September 25, 2003 | 09:51 p.m.
yay i'm so happy! i received what i bidded for in yahoo auctions today and they r superb :) hee. 's bin a long time since i blogged. today's weather is wonderful- raining all day! haha the sound of rain is divine. i'll rather feel chilled to the bone than hot and sticky. haha. makes paying attention in class much easier.
have to do PW 3rd draft later... sigh. luckily i don't really have any hw. i wanna sleep. sleep is such a precious commodity nowadays, its just not enough to go around!
here's a nice story to share:
He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her,
while he was so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him,she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised.
They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home.. suddenly he asked the waiter: "would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee." Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but, still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously: why you have this hobby? He replied: "when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there". While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his omesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home.. Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family.
That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story. They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee! Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.
After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: "My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything.. Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life, even though I have to drink the salty coffee again". Her tears made the letter totally wet. Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee? It's sweet, she replied.
I say-lame lam la-Monday, September 22, 2003 | 06:13 p.m.
A long time ago, before the world was created and humans set foot on it for the first time, virtues and vices floated around and were bored, not knowing what to do.
One day, all the vices and virtues were gathered together and were more bored than ever. Suddenly, Ingenious came up with an idea: "Let's play hide and seek!". All of them liked the idea and immediately Madness shouted: "I want to count, I want to count!" And since nobody was crazy enough to want to seek Madness, all the others agreed.
Madness leaned against a tree and started to count: "One, two, three..." As Madness counted, the vices and virtues went hiding. Tenderness hung itself on the horn of the moon, Treason hid in a pile of garbage. Fondness curled up between the clouds and Passion went to the centre of the earth. Lie said that it would hide under a stone, but hid at the bottom of the lake, whilst Avarice entered a sack that he ended up breaking. And Madness continued to count: "...seventy nine, eighty, eighty one..."
By this time, all the vices and virtues were already hidden. Except Love.
For undecided as Love is, he could not decide where to hide. And this should not surprise us, because we all know how difficult it is to hide Love.
Madness: "...ninety five, ninety six, ninety seven..." Just when Madness got to one hundred, Love jumped into a rose bush where he hid. And Madness turned around and shouted: "I'm coming, I'm coming!"
As Madness turned around, Laziness was the first to be found, because Laziness had no energy to hide. Then he spotted Tenderness in the horn of the moon, Lie at the bottom of the lake and Passion at the centre of the earth. One by one, Madness found them all except Love. Madness was getting desperate, unable to find Love. Envious of Love, Envy whispered to Madness: You only need to find Love, and Love is hiding in the rose bush."
Madness grabbed a wooden pitch fork and stabbed wildly at the rose bush. Madness stabbed and stabbed until a heartbreaking cry made him stop. Love appeared from the rose bush, covering his face with his hands. Between his fingers ran two trickles of blood from his eyes. Madness, so anxious to find Love, had stabbed out Love's eyes with a pitch fork.
"What have I done! What have I done!" Madness shouted. "I have left you blind! How can I repair it?"
And Love answered: "You cannot repair my eyes. But if you want to do something for me, you can be my guide."
And so it came about that from that day on, Love is blind and is always
accompanied by Madness.
//
how true's the story! that's one of the emails that i seldom receive so i tot i'll post it here. yap, juz came home from sch and i'm cooling down. i felt so exasperated today when i woke up and felt as if i just closed my eyes a moment ago. it really felt like i did! i buried my head into the warm pillows and tried to convince myself there's still time to sleep but no, my mum had to come into my room(barge, more like it) and holler(to me it sounds as if) for me to wake up. MAn that sux. not to mention the horrible clammy weather that is undecided between hot and cold. Damn why can you just rain?
anywae, sch was as usual, xarky. but i realized that something is always there that makes us pull thru the day and carry ourselves to sch the next day. It's laughter. Simple as that. it relieves stress and brings more colour to the otherwise dull day. with friends you can joke around and complain, to go mad, to do retarded things during GP that makes u stifle your laughter so that teacher would not find out, to realize with them that we are all people incapacitated of sane thoughts and actions.. and the list goes on. sch is tolerable, yes, with friends around you "suffering" the same fate.
anywae, i signed up for some attachment SCAN thingy for the dec hols to try and get attached to journalism stuff. haha. i was deciding between law and journalism. just want to see how is it like. do i look like a journalist to u?
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Sunday, September 21, 2003 | 03:28 p.m.
it's like, in the end, that lazy bum did not go to the library after all. What the hell, what kind of girl is she? made plans that she don't follow. But i guess she is not fully to blame because there was a heavenly deluge just now and she could hardly see out into the rain, let alone step out of the warm comfort of her house. she is going for a wedding dinner later at pan pacific hotel, which is going to bring back memories of her graduation there.
so, wedding dinner takes up time. Slacking wastes time. Studying needs time. Doing homework eats up your time. Guess you get the drift. Time! What is time, just the seconds ticking, minutes passing, turning into half hours, hours, a day, a week. She is extremely bored at home but there is just absolutely no inclination to go and sit down at her desk and take out her work. Anything, anything to get away from it. Stuff her ears with headphones and let the music divert her thoughts, sit in front of the Cathode Ray Tube and let imaginery stories fill her life. Eat, replenish the energy hardly spent, sleep, drop into oblivion.
i think you think she is thinking of how to waste time. you are right! no prize for guessing! she is wasting time by crapping into her blog. but guess what? she thinks that its her right to pour her random thoughts into cyberspace. i think that girl is really spiralling towards her destruction. She knows it too, deep down inside.
I say-dyed rainbow-Saturday, September 20, 2003 | 07:10 p.m.
aLeXis dyed her hair! haha. She is now not very used to black hair. its a bit brown though if the light hits on it. yeah. however, its getting really parched and frizzy and she'll have to source for some moisturising and anti-frizz hair care products for it. sighz. her hair's so troublesome. why can't she be born with straight, black, luscious hair? instead she got multi-coloured wavy strands.
anywae, here's some pics. taken during one of her shopping trips round far east. she pierced her ear that dae too. and the last few of it was taken cos that girl want to finish up the film.. alexis spent the whole of today slacking around and uploading pics, not to mention her waking up at 1, just in time for lunch. she plans to go to the library tmr to look for some sec info for her PW.. as well as to finish some work tonight. that girl is such a slacker, its a wonder she got into JC. not like one at all. she looks at her bro studying for his prelims now and feels nostalgic of the times that she did that too, and wants to wish him the very best of luck! she knows that he can make it!
alexis also heard from her lit teacher ms chua tat ms. chua's fren, also a teacher, go to his students' blogs and read them. she wonders if any teacher had scrutinised her blog before. if so, read at ur own risk! someone wondered out loud whats the use of keeping a personal diary on the public internet. haha. a channel of release, says ms. chua, and alexis agrees too! keep the deepest darkest private tots to herself and let the others out!
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Saturday, September 20, 2003 | 01:38 a.m.
just watched this old movie called "She's All That" starring Freddie Prinze Jr. and Rachael Leigh Cook. aww always loved a good romance story, even with all its cliches. this one's not bad, since that freddie guy is especially pleasing to the eye. he acted in the "I know what you did last summer" too. *sigh*
anywae no band tmr, no PW.. tat explains why i'm still up at 1:46 am. ha. took blue slip todae after maths cos i felt terrible. Ugh. was almost blinded by the sunlight on the way home on the non air-con 74. felt as if i was in a haze and distached from everything. hm wierd. came home, slept and promptly developed a nice headache before heading for gz lessons. felt better consequently and i think i better go and sleep now or i'll start hallucinating. heez. ciao!
I say-i'm lovin' it-Thursday, September 18, 2003 | 11:09 p.m.
spent most of the afternoon watching the movie Ghost Ship on com.. the movie generally sucked big time, only the beginning part where a wire slices everyone at this party on the ship's that's interesting. ha lucky nv spend money go and watch. not worth it at all. hardly any scare cept a halfhearted "boo!" here and there. fie fie fie!
its friday tmr! yay. so as usual i'm feeling quite relaxed. pretty baby by vanessa carlton's nice. oh ya.. haha todae i half-tied my hair, and ended up being called Legolas by fabian. lolz now i just need a pair of pointed ears and elvish accent. umm drinking milk now. Craig David's Spanish is nice too! haha on a d/l-ing binge. oh today did this shakespeare poem today called "Shall I Compare Thee to a Summer's Day?" and its quite messed up cos teacher told us its written from the bard to a guy(his nephew)(he's bi!!), and it is actually a fake love poem cos it does not exalt the lover but the words by the writer itself, BUT a lot of weddings use that. haha guess they don't take lit and wanted some chim sophiscated poem from shakespeare. oh the horror, its under the Greatest Love Poems category! so ironic.
anywae planning to dye my hair on sat. haha. no highlights or anything, juz one solid colour first- get rid of the whites. haha it'll be interesting to see my hair completely rid of the hairs of wisdom for the first time. oh today it rained so heavily. and i was quite drenched even though i'm in nj. u see, nj has terrible leaking roofs and poor drainage. argh! i suggest the spend the money for building a new auditorium on repairing the old building first. it gets flooded every time it rains! and we get waterfalls down the steps! (nice to look at though. ha) and the canteen was practically without a roof. the wind brings in all the rain and we have coolmist on our faces, arms, everywhere! and the wind. haha the canteen was being evacuated fast enuff.
I say-airy-fairy-Wednesday, September 17, 2003 | 10:53 p.m.
i got a new printer! see the baby here. yeah bought it juz now. finally. the HP we have was getting obsolete. (btw, anybody needs black HP ink cartridge?) anywae, walked so much today. me n beat wanted to find the stupid RELC for the SAT tests registration at some place near RGS and Shangri La and ended up walking all around. haha the security guard's quite funny. and we two juz went into the shangri la hotel and it was damn posh. i felt so self-conscious standing at the luxurious lobby with the quiet hum of money. imagine 2 sweaty and ragged 17 yr olds in school uniform standing at the lobby not knowing where to go. man i almost died. then walk somemore.. finally reached that place and discovered a bunch of pple shouting and exercising after this gay looking instructor. its healthy work week, their t-shirts said.
went and got the forms and took a taxi out. thank goodness. then me and beat had a long discussion on which way should my 132 bus go. haha. then came home and almost immediately went to j8 to get the printer. oh and i bought maths and gp TYS! then i walked all the way to another shop to get the USB cable for the printer. ugh. by that time its already 8 plus. bah i'm so tired still got econs workbook to do. sian. nvm, mebbe i shall juz go sleep. hee. bye!
Macdonald's new ad's damn funky! I'm lovin' it!
I say-stuffinmyhead-Tuesday, September 16, 2003 | 07:34 p.m.
like my new layout? funky rite? yups fickle minded me juz changed from Eliza Dushku to Ayumi Hamasaki. oh btw, if u don't already know, i rebonded my hair(on last wed?). yup. but not exactly very straight cos i slept on my side. haha took me 4 hours and $161 if you want to know. got it done at Salon i, rochor center. hm. sch today's fine, the usual fare. mr. lee's v.funny though. haha i like it when he digresses. oh ya Maroon 5's Harder to Breathe is "darn" nice, beat! heehee. beat rocks! according to douglas, that's cruel. haha its a rock and you are abusing it! lolz.
oh yar, had dinner wif atsb on sundae at Breeks! at AMK central. nice. :) the cheese spaghetti is gastronomical. uum. we walked around after that. then in the end went bishan park and sat and talked. haha. nice to meet up once in a while.
PS: have some fun k? with Photohunt and first impression and this.