I'm so tired, it's only 8 something here. I'm at an internet bar, lolz... The comps here are so slow and most ppls come here juss to play games and such. I had to refresh three times juss to get to the entry page!

So how's everyone doing?? Sorrie, can't get to your blogs...ARGH! Every website is in chinese anyway, obviously. Hm, rite now I'm in Canton, living in mai dad's old house. Juss meeh, mai aunt, and cousin. Quite boring yes. Well, mai cousin might go to some sea wid her friends. But she doesn't wanna go alone, because they're all boys. Hm.... and her gurl friends don't want to go, so if she does go, guess I'll go wid her. At least it's better than staying at home watching Huang Ju Ge Ge.

But on August 13, I'm going to Sumjun. Not exactly sure where that is yet, but there's a lot of beaches and theme parks. I'm going wid mai friend, her mom, and her brother. I can't wait! I miss staying up late and talking to someone. I also miss living in those hotels wid Cat... It was hard to move from one city to another, but it was fun to go out and see each city. I remember in Shanghai, she took meeh to a bar, and mai mom called. She asked why it was so noisy and where I was. Cat told meeh not tell her that I was at a bar (DUH)so I said I was walking around on the street.

I guess rite now I'm juss kind of upset because there's nothing for meeh to do. I would go out, but I don't know how to get back home and there's no one to take meeh anywhere. And I can't call mai friend cuz she's in HK and it cost hella money. I'm so confused!!!

What's even worst is mai dad wants meeh to go to Bejing, but I don't want to go. Why?? Well, for one, I don't know mandarin. What's the point of looking at things that I don't understand?? Mai dad said that if I go to China without going to Bejing, it's like I didn't go to China at all! Whatever. I reely wanted to come back by maiself, so that I could live a little. Independence. But mai parents call every nite.... it's like they're scared I'll get lost or something. They're so overprotective.

I think I'll feel better tomorrow. Today's juss one of those shitty days. Being online actually makes meeh feel a lot better. I'll see if I can get online later, cuz this internet bar is kind of expensive.
Thursday, August 5, 2004 08:35 p.m.
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::sighs:: i didn't think i would have time to actually blog while i'm in China but supposedly it's free in this hotel, so i'll juss blog away. where am i now? um, back in Shanghai. where was i before? in various cities in the mainland. but let's start in the beginning.

i arrived in HK and stayed wid mai friend, D.D. Her mother is mai mom's best friend so naturally meeh and D.D. clicked rite away that nite. we played together the last time i was in HK, which was ten years ago so we had a lot to catch up on. we did a lot of stuff, shopping everyday since her apartment is in the shopping center, hee. then later on we watched a movie where the ppls wouldn't die no matter how wounded they got. the one gurl from Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon was supposed to be blind, yet she still managed to fight ppls and run in forest of bamboos without hitting at least one of the trees???? yeah, in the end we found out that she wasn't blind at all. and she got shot in the heart and it began to snow. the two guys are still fighting to death over her....lol. then hours later she awakens!!!! D.D. and i were wondering if she juss got tired and fell asleep then woke up to see her two lovers fighting over her..... whatever. anyway, the next night we went to sing at NEWAY karaoke. it was sooooo much fun. actually, it was D.D.'s big bro's birthday. 21!!!! yay. so it was meeh, D.D., him and his gurlfriend. we left at midnight and got home at 4:30. but it dint matter cuz meeh and D.D. dun sleep till 6 in the morning anyway....lolz. we have so much to talk about. we can't sleep at nite, so we wait till morning and take the TT to her boi's place. he splits the rent wid two other guys.

it was there that i got bit 3 times on mai legs!!! at first they were juss itchy but they soon became three gigantic lumps that took over both mai legs. it was so disgusting!!! i looked like i got beaten up or something on mai legs. it's okay now, thanks for asking. um, where was i?? oh yeah, about D.D.'s boi. we call him kitty cuz he looks like a cat when he smiles, hahahahahahahaha. so the first time we went to their place, one of the guys was sleeping on the couch. the other was in the bedroom sleeping on a bamboo mat. yup, that's rite. no bed. D.D. was tired so we all slept on the bamboo mat. the other guy was already there, so kitty slept next to him, then D.D., then meeh. kitty and his friend started acting gay and D.D. got upset. i laughed so much while i was there that i couldn't sleep. so in the end, meeh and kitty's friend left the room leaving D.D. and her hubby to do their thang.

kitty's friend has a gurlfriend and i met her a couple days later, but he kept playing wid meeh. his comp's always on and music is obviously playing so he'll sing and stare at meeh the whole time. then the other two guys joined in and D.D. would help meeh out by telling them to stop or covering meeh up... but it's funny, cuz a couple of days later when we went to their place, his gurlfriend was there and he dint even look at meeh! huh. so i played his game, and ignored him. at first his gurlfriend, ah Wah, looked at meeh like she dint like meeh or something. but then she finally talked to meeh and the first thing she asked meeh was, "so how big are the gurl's boobs in America?" lmao. D.D., ah Wah, and meeh talked and took pics, then we locked the boys out of their own apartment.... hahahahaha. it was great. but then they had to leave and told us to stay here till they got back. it was late and they dint want us to go home by ourselves. so since we stayed at a guys' place, it was obvious that things were going to be different. for instance, no table to eat on. so we made Ramen noodles in a rice maker and ate on the floor. three gurls, one rice bowl. the guys have no silverware, dishes, not even soap!!! but they do have a tv, stereo, game system, and comp... figures.

okay, i left HK a week ago and went to Canton. that's where mai parents lived, but i went to see Cat, mai mom's friend. she took meeh to Shanghai because she had business work. then a couple days later, we left to a whole bunch of cities and each day we went to a new hotel and a new city. every morning, we had to leave at 7 am and take our suitcases and get on a train and then find our tourist group. everyone speaks mandarin here, so i feel like i'm deaf or something. it's hard, though, waking up early, packing, and wearing smelly clothes from the day before. then running for the stupid bus or train wid mai luggage. great excersize though. but if you only knew how hot it is here. 100F or more usually. i like HK weather better. did i mention i lost weight??? i haven't been eating or sleeping rite so obviously i would lose weight. and today i tried to get tan, but it was way tooooo hot. yup, so i'm going back to Canton later to meet up wid mai cuzin, SiSi who leaves on the 28th. i was suppose to go to China wid her, but if i did, i would missed all this!!! i'm sooo happy i came by maiself. can't wait till i see D.D. again. but obviously, i can't wait till i see you guys in good ol' USA!!!

did i mention mai sis kept saying that she dreamed about meeh coming home everyday??? she was like, "Celina, i miss you!!! when are coming back??? did you clog the toilet yet???" um, all righty then. oh yeah, speaking of toilets, ugh. in the cities i've been, it's better to hold it in then use their bathrooms. it smells so disgusting sometimes i feel sick. you have to kneel down and they have to tissue paper so you have to bring your own. and the whole driving thing..... here, ppls dun care about the cars and the cars dun care about the ppls. so it's all chaos. then you bring in the buses and bikes....OMG. no one pays attention to the lights or street lines. you drive wherever you want whatever side. i think i almost got hit by a bus, he dint even slow down. and you couldn't juss run because other cars are going by, so the safest spot is in the middle of the street and whenever you aren't scared to die you make your move. being in a taxi isn't any better. they drive like crazy and it always seems like we're going to crash into other cars. if Coach Hull saw how chaotic it is here, he would prolly commit suicide, lolz. and the traffic is awful. it takes a half an hour for every ride, no matter how close by the destination is. oh and ppl honk ALL the time, for no reason sometimes. they honk at everything, everyone that's in their way. bikes do it too! i'm actually more scared of the bikes than the buses and cars. they ride on the sidewalk and streets. and there's millions of them, like ants!!!
Tuesday, July 27, 2004 11:08 p.m.
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yay!!! it worked!!! i guess i dint refresh or something... dummie meeh. i got home early todaii! got a sandwich to eat and i'm almost finished mai homework. that's a first. yup yup. hopefully i'll get 7 hours of sleep again... sleeping at 12 is not healthy, specially when your stomach is growling the whole night. that's been happening for about 2 weeks now, i think. but i have been eating breakfast, let's see since Coach Hull told us that if you don't eat it and you get a habit, all the fat that you produce will go around your thighs and hips. ew. so after that i started eating breakfast. and mai comp has this stupid virus that makes meeh shut down alllllll the time!! help!!! dun know how to get rid of it...
Wednesday, May 12, 2004 05:10 p.m.
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i know i haven't blogged in over a month now, but it's cuz of tennis and other bullshit. i haven't had any time to eat, sleep, not mention go on the computer! so to catch up... i'm definitely going to China this summer! and the best part... by myself! yay! my mom's friend has been emailing me and talking about my plans, where i'm going, shopping and all that jazz. so for the time being, i'm just really happy and excited. school's almost over, i have my last drive towards the end of May, and then finals. but i think i only need to take 3 finals at the most... well, i know i have to take the math one cuz i dint get straight A's. everything else were A's... but i need to check my midterm grades.

so it's 86 degrees out. all week actually. i had gym and we went out to play tennis and when i came back to change, i was sweating all over. i mean all over. it was so gross. thank god i wore a skirt cuz otherwise, my pants would have been soaking. literally. we were in Bio and i stood in front of the fan and Mrs. Hoen said it was funnie... uh no not reely. this goddamn school has no fucken Air Conditioning! i wish i could stay in the modulars all day!!!

oh yeah, some ppls are soooo RETARDED. in the locker rooms, all the girls were screaming and freaking out about a stupid cockroach! wtf?? it's 1/100 our size. hello!? they all stood up on the benches like there was a rat on the ground. it wasn't even moving... dumbasses. meeh and Jules were kinna like,"okay..." but then Jules stepped on it and they got even more grossed out. OH MY GOD IT'S A ROACH THAT'S THE SIZE OF A PENNY!! IT'S GONNA EAT MEEH! retards!!!
Wednesday, May 12, 2004 12:16 p.m.
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