Err... I don't know what's wrong with me but I feel unusually strange today, as if something's going to happen, but I don't know what it will be, it's not a bad one thankfully...
Two days ago, Indonesian Idol has finished and put Ihsan as the winner, this is the first time that the one that I choose win this competition. On the first Indonesian Idol, I vote for Nania and she was eliminated on the big Three, that also happened to Firman on the second contest, the same story, eliminated at the Big Three.
MY Hoshigami CD has broke down, I have to buy a new one or perhaps play it in another console. In the mean time, I played Fear Effect 2: Retro Helix, Digimon World II, and Parasite Eve II. Hey!! I played all that numbered as 2???!!!
it's just between you and me
Hey... Friday, August 18th 2006
Can't you hear Public Affair - Jessica Simpson
Yesterday was the nation Independence's day. As usual, I didn't pay attention much. It's quite shamefull for not being loyal to the country where you were born and living for a long time (at least up to this time and I'm still alive). No, it's not like that. I'm not being disloyal or what. I just dislike this country for some reasons.
I'm not in the proper mood recently, I'm being a sleepy head and there's something new! I even dislike caffeinne!! Now, that's strange. I'm an insomners, a caffeinne maniac, and totally dislike any emotion. Well, yesterday, I watched a movie starred by Alexis Bledel, "Sisterhood in a travelling pants". Somehow, I ended up with my state when I was watching Gravitation for the last time, perhaps about 2 or 3 years a go. I symphatized with them, I can feel what they feel! Well, I always being like that. I can feel what they feel, but I just don't show it in my expression and even refuse to show or admit the emotion that overcoming me.
I'm not in the proper mood recently, I'm being a sleepy head and there's something new! I even dislike caffeinne!! Now, that's strange. I'm an insomners, a caffeinne maniac, and totally dislike any emotion. Well, yesterday, I watched a movie starred by Alexis Bledel, "Sisterhood in a travelling pants". Somehow, I ended up with my state when I was watching Gravitation for the last time, perhaps about 2 or 3 years a go. I symphatized with them, I can feel what they feel! Well, I always being like that. I can feel what they feel, but I just don't show it in my expression and even refuse to show or admit the emotion that overcoming me.
it's just between you and me
Hey... Tuesday, August 15th 2006
Can't you hear Jiyuu e no Shoutai - Laruku
The invitation to freedom. It's not easily come to, but we have to achieved it. And that's exactly what I'm going to do tomorrow and the day after. I'm planning to slipped out from the school tomorrow since there'll be nothing special and also I have to help Itchy. The day after tomorrow is the Independence Day of Indonesia. As usual, I don't feel like it. ANd no, no political talk today.
I'm still too tired to say something or do anything. Haven't sleep for two days. WOrking on the layout, my friendster layout, blog, etc. I'll continue it tomorrow, K? I want to continue my hoshigami first.
I'm still too tired to say something or do anything. Haven't sleep for two days. WOrking on the layout, my friendster layout, blog, etc. I'll continue it tomorrow, K? I want to continue my hoshigami first.
it's just between you and me
Hey... Wednesday, August 9th 2006
Can't you hear Bad Day - Daniel Powter
Today, my mood was ruined by one of my teammates. Yesterday, I gave my students a homework and must be submitted to me today, this morning. Since it's impolite to ask for the task while my mate is about to teach, I asked her to remind them about the homework for me. I just can't believe that she's such a totally busy person and forget to mention it to my students. She was in total hurry and what irritated me the most is that she didn't seem to think that any act of apology will do and not just by saying 'sorry, i was forgotten'. That's one. Second, when I failed my practice, I couldn't control the class as well as explaining the material for today. It was a total mess. Next, the class I gave homework was the International standard class in the school, therefore I expected a bit too much about them. The fact was they dissapoint me, I can't say anything at this moment. I'm just feeling confused as well as angry at the same moment.
Perfect song, huh? Actually I wrote Jiyuu e no shoutai at first, but then I changed it into this one. Actually both of the song represent me today, I wish for someone to send me any invitation to freedom, I don't give a damn whether it was that 'pip' guy as long as it's not the son of a b****. I'm still picky...
Perfect song, huh? Actually I wrote Jiyuu e no shoutai at first, but then I changed it into this one. Actually both of the song represent me today, I wish for someone to send me any invitation to freedom, I don't give a damn whether it was that 'pip' guy as long as it's not the son of a b****. I'm still picky...
it's just between you and me
Hey... Saturday, July 22nd 2006
Can't you hear Is It Any Wonder - Keane
I've finally finished Les Miserables and Musashi yesterday, and now I'm starting Mansfield Park once again. I've ever read that once before, but I couldn't grab the idea. Perhaps Jane Austen isn't really my type.
Talking about my type, today, one of my friends asked me why I didn't take a glimpse on any boys... Well, honestly I didn't mean to put it out that way, I just thinking that I haven't got the correct chemistry, I haven't found what I'm looking for. In fact, I didn't know exactly what I'm looking for...
Since I'm such a nosy and hold my pride so high, I only answered like this, "Perhaps it's my requirement that went too high, or perhaps those boys are just too low for my standard..." ^_^
I know, I know... it's not a proper thing to say, but I just don't want to talk about it. At one hand, I'm thinking on having a steady relationship but in the other hand I'm just getting too damn confuse about it. That's where it make changes...
Talking about my type, today, one of my friends asked me why I didn't take a glimpse on any boys... Well, honestly I didn't mean to put it out that way, I just thinking that I haven't got the correct chemistry, I haven't found what I'm looking for. In fact, I didn't know exactly what I'm looking for...
Since I'm such a nosy and hold my pride so high, I only answered like this, "Perhaps it's my requirement that went too high, or perhaps those boys are just too low for my standard..." ^_^
I know, I know... it's not a proper thing to say, but I just don't want to talk about it. At one hand, I'm thinking on having a steady relationship but in the other hand I'm just getting too damn confuse about it. That's where it make changes...
it's just between you and me