>>Whats done is done<< ~the free will~ v.01.1

The sweet death coming @ Wednesday, February 26, 2003

Melody of Iris - Goo Goo Dolls is played

I'm sick, tired, dizzy, etc. I feel like something heavy hanging on my nape. Honestly I caught a cold. Since last nigh I already felt dizzy and yesterday -until now- I'm sneezing every 30 minutes. And yesterday I'm at Nii-chan's house and help Lee doing her homework. I can't believe that my voice sounds like Nii-chan's. And I also met the guy who had crush on her. Nii-chan is a girl. Well, she looks like a boy and also act just like a boy. that's why I call her Nii-chan instead Nee-chan ^o^ And anotehr unexpected is that HE said 'hi' to me. It seems normal, but he never do that before. That makes me think again. Is he still... attempt me? I thought his temptations already finished when he gave me the books. Danm! He's so cool. I admit that. he still look like Takayuki Usagiya from CGK No I'm not lying. He's tall, smart, and quite arrogant. *sigh* Pcku rusak lagi. Aduh... delayed lagi deh. Tugas Sosiologiku gimana??? *sob*

03:21 p.m. I'll keep on coming

The sweet death coming @ Wednesday, February 19, 2003

Melody of Big Yellow Taxi - Counting Crows feat Vanessa Carlton is played

I'm tired, really tired. Confused, up set, angry, mad furious, they all mixed up here in my heart. I'm really confued and run out of ideas. Benernya mau mereka apa seh? rese banget. Sadar dikit lah, yang pinjem tuh siapa, mereka tuh siapa. Mereka pinjem buku, ada yang nungguin. TAHU kalo ditungguin, ngapain juga sok - sok udah tapi gak balik - balik. Maksudnya apa coba???? Sadar kewajiban dikitlah. Pake bilang 'telpon aku dong...' Pokoknya klo aku udah telpon en gak bawa lagi. AWAS!!! My heart aching, literally and metaphore. It seems like I'm a dump machine. They asked me to do what they don't like while i DO like that. It's so hard to say 'no' to something that I like. While if i say 'yes' that's it I'm the dump machine. Am I look that naive until they keep thinking like that? Well hey! I'm NOT that innocent. After watch 'Saint Seiya' quite odd but I think they're pretty cute though. ^o ~ I'm still working on my sociology project. And as i used to said BUAT ANAK INDONESIA PLEASE KE SINI AND NGISI POLLINGKU I'm still working on the version 2 layout. And working on simplicity too. Tabris really not on the mood. Nyuuu~~~~~

03:58 p.m. I'll keep on coming

The sweet death coming @ Saturday, February 15, 2003

Melody of Andai ia tahu - Kahitna is played

Well... yesterday is teh valentine's day. The day that almost every teenage dream about having chocolates and flowers all the day. I dunno but it's really not connected with me. I mean I really have no interest with those stuff. Valentine really not on my agenda. By the way, yesterday I've just realize something foolish. I called him right on the night. I know that I've said that I'm not interested with the valentine's stuff. But how about him??? What a mess. You are Cain!

Congrats, you're Cain. Tragic, curious, cold, yet
also tenderly caring--There's really not much
explaining to do if you've read the manga.

Which Count Cain Character are YOU?
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A dreamer to no ends, you will try , no matter what, to achive your goal of being the best at what you are best at, and even, be the best in the entire world. You do%2

You are Roronoah Zoro! A dreamer to no ends, you will try , no matter
what, to achive your goal of being the best at what you are best at, and even, be the best in
the entire world. You do have a slight mean
streak, when it comes to fighting. Oh yea, and
you dont give up even if the battle isnt your favor. Oh yes, and you
do like to sleep ..even when the time isnt very
appropiate for a nap. A dreamer to no ends, you will try , no matter
what, to achive your goal of being the best at what you are best at, and even, be the best in
the entire world. You do have a slight mean
streak, when it comes to fighting. Oh yea, and
you dont give up even if the battle isnt your favor. Oh yes, and you
do like to sleep ..even when the time isnt very
appropiate for a nap.

Which One Piece character are you?
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11:59 a.m. I'll keep on coming

The sweet death coming @ Friday, February 14, 2003

Melody of Dillemma - Nelly feat Kelly Rowland is played

New Lay out!!! Finally I can get rid of these files. And those images are keep in my main website since I can't up load in pitas. I still don't know why or how. gomen... >_> And for indonesian buddies please check my other site. Aku bener - bener butuh bantuan kalian. Liatnya di rizumu.cjb.net.

02:45 p.m. I'll keep on coming