Anyway, that's not a matter kok... dah banyak yang tahu. Wakakakakakak.... Nggak lah... It's impossible for one to know too much about the others. Yep yep...
Walopun aq dah bersikap open, masih ada yang aku tutupin. What you see is what your eyes can't see... gitu yah?
Leh, kayaknya aku bener2 kumat sekarang. I want another adrenaline rush >_<
Kacau.... kacau.... kacau....!!!!
Gosh!!! I do really need to have a life of my own. Yang aku bisa ngatur sendiri... including a relationship, a steady but definitely fun one. I wish for so many thrills in life since I hardly get it nowadays....
I just don't know what to do
"It's okay to touch others because they can heal themselves by forgetting"
It's Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Song Mood: Punk~en~Ciel - Feeling Fine 2007
Yay... a new layout yes? Bkan favoritku seh pilihan warnanya, malah bukan aku banget.... Tapi ga papa deh... daripada ga jalan >_<
Umm..... hari ini.... aku harusnya ada set up wawancara, but for my own stupidity... I missed it T_______T
I know I'm such a lucky bastard, but still... I don't have to push my luck like this... Semalem abis baca Mekakushi no Kuni (I know... aku emang telat sangad... tapi banyak ga sempetna seh....). Anyway... aku langsung inget NGEvangelion Death and Rebirth, waktu Asuka-chan mandi trus ada omongane si Kaji "Human is able to recover since they're able to forget". Emang seh.. to forget itu salah satu ability luar biasa yang dipunyai manusia. But still, some things won't go from memory while others easily slipped away...
Back ke Mekakushi no Kuni. Kadang, blindfoldku jga lepas seh... dan itu... let me tell you... itu sama sekali bukan hal yang menyenangkan. banyak yang bilang ke aku "bagus dunk bisa tau duluan.." while I said..."trus? ga ada surprise dunk...!"
Aku emang suka surprises, hidup itu jadi sangat menyenangkan ya karena ada banyak surprises itu tadi.. Kita nggak bakal bisa tau apa yang akan terjadi nanti, besok, lusa, atau kapanpun.... Dan itu yang bikin hidup lebih berarti (buatku).
Umm..... hari ini.... aku harusnya ada set up wawancara, but for my own stupidity... I missed it T_______T
I know I'm such a lucky bastard, but still... I don't have to push my luck like this... Semalem abis baca Mekakushi no Kuni (I know... aku emang telat sangad... tapi banyak ga sempetna seh....). Anyway... aku langsung inget NGEvangelion Death and Rebirth, waktu Asuka-chan mandi trus ada omongane si Kaji "Human is able to recover since they're able to forget". Emang seh.. to forget itu salah satu ability luar biasa yang dipunyai manusia. But still, some things won't go from memory while others easily slipped away...
Back ke Mekakushi no Kuni. Kadang, blindfoldku jga lepas seh... dan itu... let me tell you... itu sama sekali bukan hal yang menyenangkan. banyak yang bilang ke aku "bagus dunk bisa tau duluan.." while I said..."trus? ga ada surprise dunk...!"
Aku emang suka surprises, hidup itu jadi sangat menyenangkan ya karena ada banyak surprises itu tadi.. Kita nggak bakal bisa tau apa yang akan terjadi nanti, besok, lusa, atau kapanpun.... Dan itu yang bikin hidup lebih berarti (buatku).
I just don't know what to do
"Uuhh... La la la la Baby...."
It's Monday, August 27, 2007
Song Mood: Waive - Honey
Gosh... current mood, rada ndak jelas... umm... hari ini adalah hari terakhir dengan layout bergambarkan Anna Toudou.... Besok, waktunya ganti layout!! Yeah!!
Dah jadi dari sabtu kemaren... cuma masih rada males update sajah...
Apa lagi ya..... mmm... I'm still a bit bloke here... Masih kacau sangad... Ga bisa mikir apa2 buat RPG, aneh... soalnya aq tau apa yang ada di kepalaku... tapi susah buat nulisin >_<... Anehnya, seingetku aq dah resign dari salah satu site, tapi kok masih dapet email waktu pindahan yah... Hmmm... makes me wonder...
Anyway busway.... aku......... masih........ kena penyakit lama~~~!!!!!! penyakit Males jaya!! LOL...
Dah jadi dari sabtu kemaren... cuma masih rada males update sajah...
Apa lagi ya..... mmm... I'm still a bit bloke here... Masih kacau sangad... Ga bisa mikir apa2 buat RPG, aneh... soalnya aq tau apa yang ada di kepalaku... tapi susah buat nulisin >_<... Anehnya, seingetku aq dah resign dari salah satu site, tapi kok masih dapet email waktu pindahan yah... Hmmm... makes me wonder...
Anyway busway.... aku......... masih........ kena penyakit lama~~~!!!!!! penyakit Males jaya!! LOL...
I just don't know what to do
"It hurts so much to know it's true, but I'm still in love with you"
It's Saturday, August 25, 2007
Song Mood: Maroon5 - Until You're Over Me
Hmmm..... not the proper line that I've expected though... But yeah, my current loved quote is "Boys...." with rolled eyes and lazy expression.
A few days a go, pagi buta, cenel isinya cuma 5 orang (@hikari, @onigiri_bastard, +`yuiriku`miseinen`, +Poem`JagaNet, and +Re_), yang mana artinya battle of 2 warnets @ 2 OP. LOL... Okay, aku agak lupa waktu itu ngomongin apa... eeehhh... inget inget sekarang... waktu itu si bastard ganti nick jadi My-sharp-bamboo-stick, and yeah... aku inget ma lagu Big Bamboo yang super kacau itu.... While I was laughing, si puma tiba2 ngingetin aku ma Son of a Bitch itu.. Gosh, it was a long time a go and I still remember... Ya nggak inget2 amat seh.. Tapi si puma yang nyeplos "Katanya kissu2 ma kamu enak, rasa kopi..."
Well, it was partially my fault soalnya aku ngolokin puma ma ngungkit2 masalah 7 ronde-nya!!! Trus dia ngungkit2 masalah SoB itu lagi... -.-;
Jujur, aku dah lupa rasanya kissu2 ma dia... Yah siapa yang nggak lah..., I mean it's been ages a go and surely I don't want to do it again... aku lebih milih ma yang rasa duren ajah... ^_^v Hehehehe... walopun daun muda... Uhuhuhuhuhu... tapi lebih enak, nyaman, nyenengin, boleh lagi ga ya???... >_<
Hmm.... past do us some goods sometimes... I still think that I shouldn't dwell too much in the past after all... Ga baik atuh... sama sekali ga baik....
Anyway, point for today itu bukan masalah previous relationshipku ma si SoB itu. Tapi lebih ke arah... aku yang susah lupa (soalnya masih inget klo dia bawa 2 buku-ku, 1 was mine, and the other one wasn't.) I wasn't in love with him, I never thought I did fallen for him... Yang namanya perasaan itu bener2 deh... out of my league.
A few days a go, pagi buta, cenel isinya cuma 5 orang (@hikari, @onigiri_bastard, +`yuiriku`miseinen`, +Poem`JagaNet, and +Re_), yang mana artinya battle of 2 warnets @ 2 OP. LOL... Okay, aku agak lupa waktu itu ngomongin apa... eeehhh... inget inget sekarang... waktu itu si bastard ganti nick jadi My-sharp-bamboo-stick, and yeah... aku inget ma lagu Big Bamboo yang super kacau itu.... While I was laughing, si puma tiba2 ngingetin aku ma Son of a Bitch itu.. Gosh, it was a long time a go and I still remember... Ya nggak inget2 amat seh.. Tapi si puma yang nyeplos "Katanya kissu2 ma kamu enak, rasa kopi..."
Well, it was partially my fault soalnya aku ngolokin puma ma ngungkit2 masalah 7 ronde-nya!!! Trus dia ngungkit2 masalah SoB itu lagi... -.-;
Jujur, aku dah lupa rasanya kissu2 ma dia... Yah siapa yang nggak lah..., I mean it's been ages a go and surely I don't want to do it again... aku lebih milih ma yang rasa duren ajah... ^_^v Hehehehe... walopun daun muda... Uhuhuhuhuhu... tapi lebih enak, nyaman, nyenengin, boleh lagi ga ya???... >_<
Hmm.... past do us some goods sometimes... I still think that I shouldn't dwell too much in the past after all... Ga baik atuh... sama sekali ga baik....
Anyway, point for today itu bukan masalah previous relationshipku ma si SoB itu. Tapi lebih ke arah... aku yang susah lupa (soalnya masih inget klo dia bawa 2 buku-ku, 1 was mine, and the other one wasn't.) I wasn't in love with him, I never thought I did fallen for him... Yang namanya perasaan itu bener2 deh... out of my league.
I just don't know what to do
Gosh... so many decisions to make
It's Friday, August 24, 2007
Song Mood: Wake Up Call - Maroon 5
Hemm.... below is the list of things I should do in the nearest future (listed based on necessity, plz understand).
1. Nyelesein Skripsi...!!! Nggak bisa ditawar ini masuk top 3 priority.
2. apa ya? mbuh
3. Masih clueless jga
4. Bikin layout baru buat blog ini... ayo semangat 7.2
5. Bikin layout baru buat fs plus background baru buat my yearbook. Yosh!! Semangat lagi!!!
6. Ngatur jadwal kapan ditraktir. Yeah!!!! Xixixixi... yang pasti abis gajian (biar ga malu, gengsi aja deh klo minta traktir sementara ga bawa duit blas.....). Kebetulan yang ngejanjiin traktiran rada banyak... Wakakakkakaka........
7. Ngatur jadwal rujakan bareng anak2 cenel lagi (gila deh, kenapa aku terus yah yang jadi korban, kebagian jadi organizer.... >_<)
Yup, so far.... itu aja dulu deh... Benernya seh ada lagi, mulai dari set up wawancara kerja, lepas keperawanan (ato keperjakaan? anyway it's still called virginity) tapi dah aku fix-kan jadwalna, kecuali yg kedua yah... ga penting banget kok! cuma buat iseng2 ngisi.
Trully, I can't believe how lucky I am until now. When I just got down, somebody pulled me back... *nods*... Mungkin... aku bener2 disuruh inget ma yang di atas, ga boleh lama2 jadi agnostic.
Bleh, alasan paling ga keren yang pernah aku keluarin. LOL... anyway........ *sigh*
Anyway, that's all for now... (I'm a bit blockehead today... )
1. Nyelesein Skripsi...!!! Nggak bisa ditawar ini masuk top 3 priority.
2. apa ya? mbuh
3. Masih clueless jga
4. Bikin layout baru buat blog ini... ayo semangat 7.2
5. Bikin layout baru buat fs plus background baru buat my yearbook. Yosh!! Semangat lagi!!!
6. Ngatur jadwal kapan ditraktir. Yeah!!!! Xixixixi... yang pasti abis gajian (biar ga malu, gengsi aja deh klo minta traktir sementara ga bawa duit blas.....). Kebetulan yang ngejanjiin traktiran rada banyak... Wakakakkakaka........
7. Ngatur jadwal rujakan bareng anak2 cenel lagi (gila deh, kenapa aku terus yah yang jadi korban, kebagian jadi organizer.... >_<)
Yup, so far.... itu aja dulu deh... Benernya seh ada lagi, mulai dari set up wawancara kerja, lepas keperawanan (ato keperjakaan? anyway it's still called virginity) tapi dah aku fix-kan jadwalna, kecuali yg kedua yah... ga penting banget kok! cuma buat iseng2 ngisi.
Trully, I can't believe how lucky I am until now. When I just got down, somebody pulled me back... *nods*... Mungkin... aku bener2 disuruh inget ma yang di atas, ga boleh lama2 jadi agnostic.
Bleh, alasan paling ga keren yang pernah aku keluarin. LOL... anyway........ *sigh*
Anyway, that's all for now... (I'm a bit blockehead today... )
I just don't know what to do
"You've got to be fair!!!"
It's Thursday, August 23, 2007
Song Mood: Yutaka Ozaki - Oh My Little Girl
First mood of the day is "drowsy..." *nods*
Kemaren baca Ouran chpt 52 lagi... (aslinya mau aku upload versi spoiler sikit tapi kelupaan di rumah). Oh yeah.. another thing before I forgot... Minta duit ganti rugi ke mbak2 yang jual pulsa kemaren. gara2 dia aku jadi ga enak ma salah satu orang. >_<
Ga cuma itu seh... aku bener2 harus rajin2 bikin layout. Gosh.. so many books to read, so little time to have yah!!! Aku lagi konsen baca banyak buku...... ampe lupa which one is more important than others.
Hal lain yang ada di kepalaku.... potongan2 dialog dari Jerry McGuire. Yes... that's true... mulai dari yang "What if we're get married? Will you stay?...." terus ampe bagian "I love him... I love him for the man he wants to be, and I love him for the man he almost is...." terus... itu ampe bagian "You complete me...", and the last one... "You had me at hello..."
Maybe I'm the one who listened the soundtrack too much... but yeah.. I pretty much like the lyrics.
Salah satu poster Tom Cruise favorit, selain vanilla Sky. *nods*
Talking about the title. I'm not being fair actually. I've kept so many things away... but hey!!! That's me!! I'll tell you if I want to...
Kemaren baca Ouran chpt 52 lagi... (aslinya mau aku upload versi spoiler sikit tapi kelupaan di rumah). Oh yeah.. another thing before I forgot... Minta duit ganti rugi ke mbak2 yang jual pulsa kemaren. gara2 dia aku jadi ga enak ma salah satu orang. >_<
Ga cuma itu seh... aku bener2 harus rajin2 bikin layout. Gosh.. so many books to read, so little time to have yah!!! Aku lagi konsen baca banyak buku...... ampe lupa which one is more important than others.
Hal lain yang ada di kepalaku.... potongan2 dialog dari Jerry McGuire. Yes... that's true... mulai dari yang "What if we're get married? Will you stay?...." terus ampe bagian "I love him... I love him for the man he wants to be, and I love him for the man he almost is...." terus... itu ampe bagian "You complete me...", and the last one... "You had me at hello..."
Maybe I'm the one who listened the soundtrack too much... but yeah.. I pretty much like the lyrics.
Salah satu poster Tom Cruise favorit, selain vanilla Sky. *nods*
Talking about the title. I'm not being fair actually. I've kept so many things away... but hey!!! That's me!! I'll tell you if I want to...
I just don't know what to do