Song Mood: John Legend feat Stevie Wonder - Ordinary People
La... La... La... baru-baru ini liat ada album tribute to Toshinobu Kubota, mo dunlut, page expired T_T
Currently reading, Kateikyoushi Hitman Reborn (and completely drooling over Hibari Kyoya and Dino <333 ) plus Skip Beat. I thought it was just an ordinary shoujo, but it was hillarious!!! Skip beat made me laugh over and over again. And yeah, since I read it at the same time with Reborn, means multiple times laughter XDD~~~
I can't get enough of these... Gaaahh... It's just too funny and too lovely at the same time (I'm still talking about Reborn XD ) Yah, yah... current state is "laughing a loads"
Okay, the fact is I'm feeling like an old hag recently. Ga tau kenapa, yang ada di kepala... ya semua yang dipikirin sama orang tua *sigh* Saya sudah berumur T_T Tidaaaakk!!!!!
*sigh* Humm... I want to talk with that person again, no idea though, what we're going to talk about XD Bleh, as usual sekaleee.... ah yes, I have to work on my translation now ^^ Cya around!
I love you... since 01:47 p.m.
Until forever
Until forever
Cutie...... *blush*
It's Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Song Mood: The Ramones - Spiderman
Humm... akhir2 ini saia terobsesi sama hal imut2... (well, clue berikutnya mengarah pada next layout) Uhuhuhuhu.... ndak tahu yah... tiba2 aja suka. Jadi baca shoujo manga (for the sake of those cuties and hot bishonen), jalan2 trus liat barang2 kecil dan komentar "cute" padahal sebelumnya cuma komentar "yah... can we go now?" XD
Huumm... kemaren abis nyelesein Osamu Dazai... trus ganti buku... trus sekarang baca Jack Seward's The Macneils of Tokyo. Yah... dan seperti biasanya, I hate those American writer when they wrote about Japan... Memang yang paling cocok nulis tentang budaya atau fiksi (terlepas masalah penelitian ato demi general science yah) itu orang asli dari negara/daerah itu sendiri...
Humm... current mood, still unknown. I dreamt of something else... No, correction, I want something clearly and possibly different from what I have now. Yang pasti, kemaren aku stressed out. Too many tension, too many pressure, and too many question at the moment when I want to simply laid back and watch Samurai Champloo... XP~~
Yeah... lame reason yes? I don't want to admit, since it's purely untrue that I fell with someone... I mean... it's me... and fallen is surely out of question. Wakakakaka... ndak mungken sekaleee....
Next clue about cutie... selaen orang yang aku sebut2 di previous post, yah... itu... anu... uhm... liat aja deh bulan depan... ohohohoho... saia ureshii soalnya sudah tahu mau bikin model gimana. Huawakakakakaka, biasanya aku bingung ma stres duluan seh... >_> Yah... tunggu sajah berikutnya!!!!!
I love you... since 05:01 p.m.
Until forever
Until forever
Another turmoil inside.....
It's Monday, February 18, 2008
Song Mood : The Ronettes - Be My Baby
Humm... even now I'm still in a questionable no-string-attached relationship with someone... I do flirt(and also got flirted back) with someone from the far far far away land.
NSA-ku dari awal ga jelas, and I took no care about it... I mean, it's a long distance, and also a non-string-attched one. WHat else can you expect? Percaya mati-matian juga percuma, ga percaya sama sekali ya kok kesannya aneh yah... As for me, a relationship, no matter what kind, must have a little trust in it. Ga mungkin lah ada orang yang mau begitu aja punya relationship sama orang kalo ga percaya sedikiit pun....
Nah, ok... I'm not a good looking person, I suffered an OCD, mania, paranoia, and some other psychological problems. Including some symptoms on schizophrenia. For short, saya orang yang sangat bermasalah dalam hal mental.Moreover, I have this inferior complex when it comes to relationship matter.
Yah, bahkan waktu aku barusan NSA ini aja, aku bingung gara2 I'm not thin enough, I'm not smart enough, and yeah... pokoknya I"m not good enough lah. And now it happens again... *sigh* Kacau yah... dan sekarang, well, I'm not sure seh, but he's the one who's been chasing over me. Apah yah... he's playing around with me, and I like it. Well, pada dasarnya aku bosenan dan lagi pengen play around, so why not? Kan begitu... He's a nice and fun person... we have sooooooooo many things in common (in which I see it as something usual, karena aku emang Jack of all trades...), er.. masalkahnya adalah... he's uber cute >_< *blush*
Yeah... dia keren, cakep, for short, mirip JOnathan Brandis... and so I got confused... what the hell wrong with him yah? XD Now, it's different than back then when I was with Ollie or Jesse... Both were happen when I was still a kid, I was too hasty and too playful at that time... dan yah, I didn't think much. Jesse was fun, and so with Ollie, the only problem with Ollie was he's too serious and too much thinking about future... Jesse... he's cute, fun, and ncie at the same moment... Our only problem was that we ended it too quick. XD
Bleh, jadi rambling ga berguna masalah beberapa mantanku T_T
Yah, lanjut ke orang baru ini... Yang past saya minder, I don't think I'm cute enough and again good enough for him... >_<
So far, aku pikir we're just friends lah... not much and I don't want to think or expecting too far. Aku ga pengen berpikiran terlalu jauh atau berharap yang muluk2... Tapi... I admit, he attracted, in a good way. Bukan gara2 dia cakep yah, but because he's a bit like my current
Yah, buat yang mengerti saia pasti ngerti maksudku nulis ini apa... yang nggak... ya sudah... you've just read a small fragment of me. GTG now, I'm watching The Red Dragon now... ^^
I love you... since 12.18 AM
Until forever
Until forever