Song mood: Plain White T's - Hey There Delilah
Current mood, sangat kenyang T_T Abis makan dim sum ma galon kemaren... dim sum mahal... jadi ngerasa bersalah... soale aku bukan sapa2ne... kok diajakin makan mulu...
Akhirnya... new layout!!! Atarashii!!! Tapi seperti biasa ini kerjaan sekali jadi, langsung ngerapel dalam waktu 2-4 jam T_T Can't say that it's a good one or being my favorite so far... But still, lumayan lah klo mo sekalian on hiatus... XDD
Eh, maksdku yang hiatus tuh bkan site-na.... tapi layoutna... saia ndak punya cukup banyak waktu buat ngebikin layout2 berikutna... Jadi mungkin akan sangat lama sekali sampe saia bikin layout 9.1 >_<
Btw, btw... akhirna... wasurerarenai komplit jga... Eheheheh... jadi inget nanda... dmana yah dia skarang? Dia yang ngenalin manga ini... Shoujo manga dengan cerita menyentuh hati (gosh, of course I'm a heartless one, so it has no effect on me...) apah yah, benerna bukan ini yang aku cari... ada satu lagi manga yukari kawachi yang aku cari... demo... aku lupa judulna... T_T
Yup, kalimat favoritku hari ini adalah "kimi wo tsurete" mbuh ini gara2 blog layout yg elf sekusi ini... ato... emang aku pengen someone to take me away... koko ja nai doko ka e...
Ternyata, buat dapet non string attached relationship itu beneran susah yah... sekalinya ada beda kota... T_T Damn... susah... susah... distance does matter yah.....
Lagu ini... dikasih ma orang itu... (bkan om... bkan om) dikenalin ma dia... aq jga dikasih pv-na (sempet mo tanya "apa neh?" tapi keburu dimarahin soale blon donlot ma nonton wktu itu XDDD ) Apah yah... at a point, aku kecewa soalna no more NSA... both of us have trully understand, klo ini pointless... distance does matter. Jauh... susah... ga bisa kayak NSA yang diharapkan... lgian dia jga males balas sms T_T I'm not blaming him, maybe I'm the stupid one ^^
As the title said... "Hontou ni wasurerarenai kara" I won't ever forget ya... Yah.. dan ini juga alasan kenapa aku ga nge-archive entry yang sudah begini banyak... karena eh karena... saia masih suka pamer2 entry wktu wisata kuliner part ga jelas itu... XDDDD~~ Hush hush...
I don't know what will happen when we meet again, will we continue this strange relationship or having a short quick one night stand? who knows... *shrug*
Anyway, gtg now... jya mata ^^
The light shines on 02:04 p.m.
Wisata kuliner part ke-sekian XD
It's Monday, November 5, 2007
Song Mood: The Babystars - Hikari E
Yah yah, sekali-kali narciss itu ndak dosa kok ^^
Hmm... kemaren... eh salah, two days a go... saia... makan dengan porsi gila seperti biasa ^^
Ohohoho... eh hontou lho... So, at 8 o'clock she said goodbye (she's me.. yah maksudku..) to the long lost starvation XDDD jam segitu baru bangun, cuci muka, trus ke rumah sodara nganterin piring... dan berakhir dengan gado2 XDDD~~ (if you're wondering what gado2 is.. well, it's something like salad with peanut dressing... ^^) Okeh, itu babak awal... trus... waktu lagi enak2nya transfer lagu (yeah... OBEX file transfer.. aishiteru yo!!!) Oom-ku dateng trus langsung bilang "Heh, ayo mandi sana... trus ikut aku mbenerin printer". So I was pretty dumbfounded and confused... Napa...? Karena eh karena, aku asline ada janji ma Galon jam setengah 1. And my uncle came at 10 T_T
Yah, dan pergilah saia bersama Oom saya ke Hi-Tech Mall... mbenerin printer, hunting CD blank (and my usual activity... asking "do you have memory stick duo?" XD), de el el... Waktu mo pulang, my uncle asked me... "have you got your breakfast?" dan blon juga saia jawab, dah diajak ke deretan warung di belakang THR... dah mupeng pas ngeliat nama ikan bakar... warungna tutup... ya sud... "Mas, Nasi Cap Cay satu...." wakakakakka... and it happened at 11.30!! Hmm... pilihanku ga salah... nasi cap cay-na enak, lumayan lah, panas2, acarnya pas, plus ikannya buanyak XDDD jadi potongan dagingna gedhe2... ureshii ^^
Okay, heading back, ternyata akhirnya aq dibawa muter2 sama Oom tersayang itu.... (okay, ini adekna Nyokap, so yeah, he's my real uncle... not the one I've been talking about), jadi baru sampe rumah jam 1.15!! Gosh, jelas ae aku langsung sms galon... minta diundur bentar... jadi sampe rumah, langsung cek printer, coba2 ngeprint (yah, mbathi sithik itu beneran ga dosa kok! Serius! ehehehehe... -abis ngeprint foto bojo dan ndak ngerasa bersalah, yeah, itulah saia-) Trus langsung di telp-in ma Galon.. and I just keep repeating "iyah, iyah... I'm on my way now!!" T_T Rada bersalah jga seh, bikin mundur2 jadwal... Trus... kita (well, cma aq seh yang makan) langsung ke warung Nasi bebek Yudi... Uhuhuhu... aku serasa ibu2 hamil yang ngidamnya terpenuhi... nasi anget, bebek empuk anget, sambel pencit yang oishii nee~~!! three thumbs up!! eh... salah... more than two thumbs up!! ^^'' Eheheheh... lagian aq sukses ngiming2i Yuki-chan.
Trus, our next stop acaranya anak2 kojitsu di PTC. Okay, despite my personal opinion on them.. Basically I just want to meet some friends... that simple... trus nonton The Seeker: Dark is Rising Gosh, being 14 wasn't easy... why nobody realize it after all!!!! Sudah sudah... langsung berangkat ke taman Bungkul.. Well, itu rencana awal... karena hujan pindahlah kami semua ke resto fast food... (apa2an ini T_T) mau ga mau seh... dan kembali makan lagi XDDDD serius... aku makan lagi di sana... abis ayam 2 potong, kentang goreng medium, large coke, bonus ice cream XDDD Okeh... itu babak ke 4-ku... abis dari resto cepat saji itu... karena dah jam 11an, pindah ke mana? ke Rawon Setan jalan Embong Malang! Gosh... dan di sana... aku... abis sok cool dan pesen "teh tawar anget satu..." nambah dengan... "rawon campur satu, makasih...". Bayangin ae... jam segitu.... makan!! Beuh beuh... saia bukan cewek kali ye.... XD
Abis dari rawon setan itu... the journey continues, our next stop was warung ronde jln. Billiton. Gosh, yeah... to tell you the truth. The road tempt me to drive over just to watch his house... >_< I'm kinda obsessive maybe XD
Yah, and our journey ended at 2 A.M!!! Aku dianterin Galon jam segitu... and yeah... the lovely bed welcomed me warmly XDD.... yep yep... my journey for that day ended on a very lovely and wonderful sleep... eh salah... sebelom tidur.. aku masih sempet self extracting.. XDDD Lon, thanks bahasanya XDD
Ehehehehe nice timing neh... yah sud... I'm signing off for today... see ya... on another entry... and hopefully a new layout as well ^^ jyaa minna
The light shines on 03:33 a.m.
Yeah... condensed and trying to be happy....
It's Thursday, November 1, 2007
Song Mood: Depapepe - Gekijou Melancholic
Hmmm... let's start from two days a go... I called "him" (yeah, yeah, the one I have my crushed on).... We talked as usual. Yah, benerna aku telp cma gara2 ada butuh mo minta anti virus seh... soale temenku tiba2 datang ke wnet dan heboh gila2an masalah virus... Belon lagi Yang which was also there... and also puma went into chaos as well T_T Guess what's wrong with them anyway...
Lagi dapat titipan dunlut gila2an neh.. Wakakkaak... jadi rada bingung jga seh, which should come first... Uh hem.. okay, get back to the topic... Percakapan gila yang ada setiap kli aq ngobrol ma dia. Yah begitulah, yah begitulah....
If someone asked me, am I missed him? Hell Yeah! I missed him so! I miss the way he treated me, I miss the way he stare at me as if I'm something new or strange... and the most of it, I missed the way I felt the strange emotion whenever I'm around him. Apah yah, rasanya seru gitu... kayak maen hide and seek... kayak lagi diantara freedy vs jason bonus jack the ripper di tengah2... kayak maen rollercoaster di gua hantu... seriously thrilling!!!!
Yah, jadi aku sempet dikomentarin masalah kegiatan gila2anku... kan dia sempet nanya, "kemana aja, kok susah sekali dihubungin" (gosh... did he miss me? please say yes >_< just say yes...) Trus aku cerita kegiatanku apa ae... mulai dari ini, itu, sampe yang ini itu, itu ini, ini ini, dan itu itu.... Dan tercipta percakapan seperti di bawah ini
Om (yah, emang aku nyebut dia gitu kok, lagian umurnya lebih tua 12 taon dari aku... >_< ) : Kmu yo gitu, kerjaan kok diambil semuanya...
Aku: Yah, abisnya... aq mulai mikirin masa depan... seandainya aku married aku jga bisa ngebayarin...
Om: Lho, dimana-mana, klo kawin itu pihak laki yang ngeluarin duit....
Aku: I know, yah... emang seh. Tapi aku pribadi punya pride yang bilang aku juga harus bisa ngebantuin masalah finansial itu (okay, I rephrase this one... I wasn't actually something like this, but well... somewhat similar...)
Om: Lho, emangnya sudah punya calon kuat?
Aku: Yah, dibilang ada seh ada....
Om: Cowok tulen?
Aku: Ya iyalah Om, kecuali klo Om nggak ngerasa cowok tulen.
Okay... don't say a word, and don't give me such face! I know... I know... I've spilled the words... Now, the question is... "did he trully realize what I'm talking about at that time?" Guess no... since he keep continue talking about something else >_<
Aku ga tau napa aku bilang kalimat sejelas itu... Tapi klo inget2 lagi Om itu orangna seperti apa, kecil kemungkinan bakal ditanyain kecuali klo aku bilang duluan. Lagian, kebiasaanku pake kata2 "Oh... I love you so..." sama semua orang yang abis ngebantuin aku jga ga berefek besar buat dia... mksdku, secara ga langsung kebiasaanku itu bikin Om ndak sadar ato ngerasa klo aku pengen something more... Humph... kadang emang susah ngobrol ma orang satu itu... tapi itu yang bikin aku suka en ga bosen deket2 dia... Geez, for me he's so adorable... rasanya seneng gitu di deketna... aku yang asline susah buat punya emosi bisa berlimpahan emosi... XDDDD~~ I love you Om... that's for sure...
Klo ngomongin orang satu itu... aku bisa ngomongin mulai A sampe Z, serius! Dari hal paling penting sampe paling ga puenting buanget... XDDD I mean, you know... some stupid and trivial things he said and done... >_<
LOL... I'm not in love that's for sure, my head is still intact and I have no idea to remove it and changed it with my heels....
Gosh, gotta see ya all later on...
The light shines on 07:50 p.m.
I finally found that one
It's Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Song Mood: Depapepe - Gekijou Melancholic
Hmm... current mood saia akhri2 ini... adalah "Bahagia" Extreme Happiness without consuming the happy pills. LOL... tapi yang pasti saia ureshii kadar tinggi.... XD
Ano... kemaren telp Om, dan aq bilng unintentionally.. for sure... "yah, lagi naksir cowok... bla bla bla" with the sam description as he is... >_< Kira2 dia ngerasa ga ya???
Klo nurut Yang, katanya seh Om asline dah tau dari gestureku dan de el el ku... Tapi... aq kan perlu mastiin sendiri.... yah gt kah...... >_<
Yang pasti saia... ureshii sangad.... ^^ Akhirna bisa ngobrol ma dia lagi.... trus yang paling bikin malu sekligus ngarep ya waktu aq bilang itu tadi... Gosh, life can be confusing I know, but I always pay respect to those are... (sorry I wrote this one when I was sleepy... so many typos, so many incomplete ideas... so many things on my mind >_< )
The light shines on 02:04 a.m.