Saturday, August 24, 2002
Here's the deal...I can't picture myself without her anymore. I can't stand to even think of it! Everyday it's like...i need her more and more. She's the only thing on my mind...(not to mention my notebooks X___x''') I think i know what true love feels like now. Ever since i found her...that's all i've had. i was just too blind to realize it. She's who i want to be with forever and always. I will forever love her...and noone else.

More hearts broken @ 07:49 p.m.

Saturday, August 24, 2002
Hey. Good morning to ya! ^^'' i woke up in a great mood this morning god i dunno why. Well right now i'm up at the library watching nada carry books back and forth. o_O;; lmao she's weird...o_____o; Well damn i have a lot of chemistry homework to get done. and a french quiz on monday. x_______x oooooh booooy. o_o; For some reason lately i found myself really opening up to him...trusting him with things i rarely tell anyone. It's weird how we can have such a rough past but still trust each other so much. Alright yeah i had to type something about it >>... well lets see i wrote another few paragraphs to my story last night. Yes mist i'll send the updated version to you. o___O;; hmm..im really bored. and i have to walk home! >< it's something like a hundred degrees out there already. o___O fwah oh well no biggy. x__x'' I'm getting tired of typing so i'll just stop! See ya! ~Jerry

More hearts broken @ 11:46 a.m.

Friday, August 23, 2002
All right i'm missing mist...bad. o___o and i just saw her 45 minutes ago? e_e' she has me wrapped. I wouldn't have it any other way. i love her from the bottom of my heart. @___@ she's like the only thing keeping me from killing meself. I'd give my heart and my soul to you to make you see it's true, I'm so confused baby can't you see, please come rescue me omg..x___x i'm getting depressed just listening to this AND IT'S FAST! >< x___x AHHH...love does funny things to people. o_o

More hearts broken @ 10:28 p.m.

Friday, August 23, 2002
Hey! I got a promotion in JROTC today. Element Leader. Pretty cool ne? Well i started writing a story earlier. Mist and rose thinks it's pretty good i assume it's alright i might put it on liquid2k and link it here sometime. o____o well i really dun have much to write about. OH YEAH i got a new layout complete it should be up sometime within the next week. Well i'm going to get back to my story so check ya laters! ^-^ oh yeah one more thing...color guard is gonna be running my ass ragged so my entries should be slightly more interesting.

More hearts broken @ 09:11 p.m.

Wednesday, August 21, 2002
o_____o OMFG...chem homework really sux! i spent two hours on it! Well today was good JROTC wasn't bad cept this fucker named Ellison was all like commanding us and he's younger than me...if i ever get the chance then i'm going to beat the shit out of him. well i'll write more later and mist i didn't forget you and i love you!!!

More hearts broken @ 06:18 p.m.

Tuesday, August 20, 2002
well grandpa is alright now. o___o Today really sucked...i hate my b day schedule. o____o i made friends! all of which are female...o_____o let's see theirs kathy, ashlee, jessica, then i did make a male friend...lets see uhh...Travis YEAH! that's right! o____O i got chem homework and french blows! >< There's this Australian chick in my U.S. History class that looks just like rose...i was so freaked when i saw her that it wasn't even funny. Well tommorow is JROTC WOO HOO!! it's so fun! i got all the steps and motions down now! woo hoo! XD well i started my own blog web ring. It's for eva. Aisha is creating the buttons and banners for me since i haven't gotten that part down on adobe yet. Well i decided to let megan do the layout for the group journal..cause my layouts suck ass. o___O and ya know they do meggers...shaun even proved it when i asked him! >< HAH!!!!! well imma shut up now o___o imma practice the foot movements one more time for rotc then imma get a shower and shit. BAI!

More hearts broken @ 08:41 p.m.

Monday, August 19, 2002
Alright here's the scoop first day of school was awesome...ROTC is the best thing i have ever done very very enjoyable...but right now i'm not all here...my grandpa's not doing too well i'm expecting him to die tonight. in which case i'm still dressed and waiting for that faithful phone call...he's having diabetic seizures...this is the second one within a 12 hour period...if he dies...my grandma will go shortly after...then my family will fall apart...without the matriarc and patriarc my family is NOTHING. they hold us all together...i really hope my grandfather lives...but at the same time it would be a blessing in disguise if he dies...he's got diabetes, multiplesclurosis, and bunch of other shit i can't even name cause the list is so long. He wouldn't be suffering anymore if he goes down. well i'm going to end this and collect my thoughts. ~love jerry~

More hearts broken @ 10:12 p.m.

Sunday, August 18, 2002
well last day of freedom. I start school tommorow, back to the bowels of hell...o____o god can you tell i'm a poet?! o___O;;; well i bought like 70 or 80 dollas worth of school stuff...a bright orange shirt, two pair of pants, and blue shirt with a dragon on it, and like o_____o a pen and pencil(which were 13 dollars)...o____o;; well Meggers,Rose, and I are planning a group OD! o___O should be spiffy keen...meggers and i are teaming up for the layout creation and rose is gonna supervise XD. With Meggers and I teaming up for the layout it should be quite a layout! If you haven't seen megan's layouts then you have no clue what the hell you're missing! and i've been told i'm good with them but i dun think so...o____o but the layout should be sweet and getting to work with my two best friends and write with them too should be fun! ^-^ well talk to ya later cause like i have nothing else to say.

More hearts broken @ 06:18 p.m.

OMFG!!! MEGAN LOOK!!! Saturday, August 17, 2002
Radical Dreamer says:
*streaks*
Radical Dreamer says:
o____o
Shaun - says:
no its the cheese
Radical Dreamer says:
wrong window...
Shaun - says:
>_< I'M BLIND
Radical Dreamer says:
XD!!!!

OMFG!!! THAT WAS SO FUNNY!! i was streaking for mist...o___O and i clicked the wrong window...i'm laughing so hard i can't breathe!!! LMFAO!!!! *falls over*!!!! I LOVE MY LIFE!

More hearts broken @ 10:50 p.m.

HYYYYYYYYYPER!!! Saturday, August 17, 2002
*streaks* O____O WOOOO NEKKY IS BEAUTIFUL!!!! *pardon my hyperactivity* WOOOOOOO!!!!!!

More hearts broken @ 10:43 p.m.

Listening to :Dream Op 2!! Saturday, August 17, 2002
Well after the depression thing worked out me and mist are still good! o____o and having fun so i'll end this now <

More hearts broken @ 10:27 p.m.

yeah yeah... Saturday, August 17, 2002
alright alright...i might just be overreacting, but i feel really weird..I can't take the shit anymore...not knowing if i did right or wrong...not knowing if anything i do really matters to her...i try so hard! harder than anyone will ever know...and all i get is uh huh...o_o or yeah... it makes me feel so bad. if she reads this i'm sorry...but i have to get this out, my ujournal account isn't working properly or i'd write this there. i mean, i know she loves me...but she has bizzare ways of showing it...i'm sick of the hiding emotions shit...it's ridiculous! i mean if you love me let me know what the fuck you are feeling! i mean i'm not gonna tell anyone...god if you love the person fucking show them don't be afraid to let them know EXACTLY how you feel about anything. Happy Anniversary...i'll be spending the rest of the night near a razor blade....

More hearts broken @ 08:58 p.m.

Saturday, August 17, 2002
woo...yesterday was great! i can't exactly go into detail as to why it was so fun >>...but ya know. O___o; Well my little sister went camping which blows cause i haven't gone camping in like 2 years? o_____o and she went with her real dad and i dun really know him so i wasn't gonna ask >>....o____o; Mel said she sucked at playing volleyball o____o yeah i dun talk about mel a lot no more cause we dun talk a lot? oO;; but well when i read that entry it reminded me that i'm actually decent at volleyball...o____o i might just go to the park later and see if anyone wants to play =) which is strange for me because i usually avoid social situations...o___o Well school starts day after tommorow and if you know me...brace yourself...Main goal for this school year: Make FRIENDS! o____o well i also need to focus on passing...o___O but that's always easy...I suddenly have a lot of self confidence i hadn't had in past years...Wow i was watching the national geographic channel...o___O and these bison were like fighting..o____o it was coolies...*watches hyenas rip at a carcus* XD EAT IT!!!! o____o; Version 10 is coming along well...i suppose. I still haven't completed the image...but it's close beanz. o___O; well i guess i'll end this cause this entry is getting a little lengthy now. ^-^ bais

More hearts broken @ 01:49 p.m.

Friday, August 16, 2002
Well the div i wrote was a little defunct...o____o sorta like me!! oO;; i'm in a good mood ta day. ^_^ kinda odd beanz i know. o_______o WHO CARES!!! XD! oO;; imma check out a book today i wonder which one....oo;; *sings happy b-day to meggers*o.O;; Yep today meggers is 15 ^_____^ HAPPY BIRFDAY!!!!! x___x i'll get your gift to you as soon as i can get my ass to a store. WOOO...i must have no life...i already started my next layout when i just put this one up YESTERDAY! oo;; the next one features a pic of Sailor Saturn!! i have a strange obsession with her. o_____o Mist got a new layout up!! XD she's gettin' good with html....oo;; i need to tell her how to fix her pic problem! oO;;; I miss her...i haven't seen her in a few days now... I LOVE U MIIIIIST!!!! XD Rose also got a new layout up ^-^ it's pretty coolies!! o_____________o shaun has yet to update his journal dilly. Well i guess i'm babbling now so BAI!!!

More hearts broken @ 01:03 p.m.

Thursday, August 15, 2002
New layout peoples version 9!!! o___O; Well ya you can see the info on it in the bottom corner...First layout ever to use DIV...o___o it's not perfect but hell it's good enough >>.....*falls over* well not much ta say so imma shut up now that i announced the new layout to da world.

More hearts broken @ 02:41 p.m.