KK
Saturday, November 16, 2002
I'm reminded of a song..
" hey
don't write yourself off yet
it's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on
just try your best
try everything you can
and don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away
hey you know they're all the same
you know you're doing better on your own so don't buy in
live right now
just be yourself
it doesn't matter if that's good enough for someone else
it just takes some time
little girl, you're in the middle of the ride
everything everything will be just fine
everything everything will be all right
do your best
do everything you can
don't you worry what their bitter hearts are going to say "
This actually wasn't the song.. but I couldn't find the lyrics.. *sighs*..
Life sucks!
How can you tell if what you're feeling isn't right? How do you know it isn't just a mixture of other factors fucking around with your life at the time? If you have an answer.. which I doubt anyone does..tell me! cuz i'm dying to know!
ha
dying
what's up with death?
death sucks
down with death
six feet down
hehe
ciao
I'm good!
Saturday, November 2, 2002
Wow.. it's November! Been a LLOONNNGG time since I updated. I watched Spiderman *I bought it*.. school is too much work.. work is alright.. bye
...some things are depressing..
Monday, August 26, 2002
^see title^ It's weird.. ya look around you..and everyone has all these talents they possess..then you think about it..and you do shit all.. it's crap.. today was my first official day back as a cashier..it was VERY weird..in a way i miss my grey shirt *altho it was ugly* just cuz i've gotten used to it.. ah well.. i'll get used to the red shirt..*sighs* i don't understand how some days i am so happy and love the world..then other days i'm so miserable and wish everyone would buzz off.. grr... very very confusing.. a customer today made me laugh.. she was complaining how much her bill was..and blamed her daughter..start saying how ya need like 3 jobs to support the kids..then she asks me if i have kids!! *pacha* as if!!! i'm only 18 here... geez.. i didn't think i looked that much older.. who knows? sometimes when i wear my hair differently, i look older than when i wear it up.. or at least that's the input that i get. ah well.. i guess it's time to go.. i'm going shopping in kitchener tomorrow :) i must buy new jeans!! i need at least one more pair. i don't have enuf pants.. so many shirts..and that's it.. grr.. gotta do the sf thing.. :D mwhahah.. ciao!
My Life Is Wasted....
Monday, August 19, 2002
ARGH!!!! I really can't stand Big Wreck..but that fucking song is in my head!! no more!! Well, for those of you that do not know this .. which is all of you... I'm leaving the floors at work and going back to cash.. I'd love if I could return to jewellery, but that's not a possibility, so cash...here I come! Now..why am I leaving floors? I just don't like.. it's really frustrating and for some time.. I didn't like my supervisor..but I'm starting to like her..she's getting nicer.. :) I never wanted to be task in the firt place.. I just wasnt' given much of a choice. ;( *Sighs* School is back in 2 weeks...I need to rearrange my timetable and figure out what to do with my life.. Yikes! Ah well... time to go! Ciao!
Weird...
Sunday, August 11, 2002
GRRR.. the flies are driving me insane!! TRULY mad!!! MAD ! MAD! MAD!!! Well.. I heard very upsetting news last night, which could've been a rumor, but if it wasn't.. it's very very very very rude!!!!!! Jo or Melissa..tell me if it's true..cuz if it is.. that's very bad and so are the two of you! So anyways.. that's all for today..just thought I'd update a bit ;)
I'm going shopping today!! :D
Tuesday, August 6, 2002
YEA!!! I get to go shopping today in London with some people!! FUN FUN FUN!! Then we're going to see Goldmember *the new Austin Powers movie*!!! YEA!!! :D I updated my website *the personal one* a bit.. added a few pages.. I wanna get some pictures on there..but I have to get film first!! GRRR.. why don't I have film?!? I'll get my dad to buy some! I must NOT buy any shirts today!! I have way too many shirts..but not enough pants!! I need black pants for work cuz my other ones have a hole in them.. grrr... hehehe I'm so totally obsessed with the song by Lifehouse called Everything.. it's featured on the Smallville commercials.. it's so awesome! Well..it's nothing super special, but I really enjoy it :) Tomorrow, Roody's getting her tattoo..well hopefully..as long as she doesn't chicken out! :) I don't think she will! I have faith in her!!! Anyways, time to work on sites! CIAO :D
HIHI
Friday, August 2, 2002
WEE!! Another entry! Fun fun!! I'm getting no hours at work and I have lots of spare time..that should be put towards something useful, but it's not :) WOO HOO!!! I had a very weird dream last night..well.. more than one..and both were weird..but the one was extra weird.. I had a dream my dad killed my dog.. but it was because she was ill or something and had to be put down..but he didn't wanna pay so he shot her..and it was so sad..but the funny thing was he shot her in the head like they did in Resident Evil... then my other dream was sorta at school..and people were kinda like zombies like in Resident Evil.. what's really weird is that I saw Resident Evil a few days ago..not last night.. so why am I dreaming about it now?! Subconscious is weird!!! VERY WEIRD! Anyways.. if anyone else gets as bored as me... email me or something.. or come on msn..cuz i'm always on..well at least my computer is always on..i'm usually not there.. :) but maybe you'll get lucky?! CIAO!
