Crazy....
Sunday, May 9, 2004
Something must be a little nuts in the old head..cuz I just read some of my entries and it's crazy shit!! Wow.. ya.. haha.. I really wanna make my site again *as if I don't have enough stuff to work on as is* but I can't find a damn host site without page banners.. why can't you just pop up? damn you good! ah well.. i can't get the damn song out of my head.. everything by chicky..which is like super crazy.. cuz i burned that song a long time ago onto a cd.. and it was like decent, but I wasn't obsessed or anything.. i can't remember if i was obsessing before or after my trip to yugo.. cuz i watched the movie.. perfect score.. and it was in there.. so maybe that made me obsessed?! who knows?! definately not me!! ah well.. this is probably enough... haha.. bye
:)
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
Today is a good day!
hmm...
Sunday, March 7, 2004
Okay, so it's like 3 weeks later after my last entry and I'm in the exact same spot! I have the exact same attitude..yet I haven't furthered anything..wait a second..lemme check something. Yep, exactly the same spot.. I'm a damn fucking hypocrite. Well, fuck that. Quote of the fucking week is starting.. and fuck this shit.. I'm gonna smack myself silly if I do it again. GRRR... Hmm.. I think this is me talking.. I'm gonna say yes it is. GRRR
Whoa!
Saturday, February 14, 2004
So, it's like crazy.. You think you're happy.. and feeling good right..and ya start looking around..and seeing others being all miserable and such..and then realize that you're not happy.. It's some crazy shit. I mean, I'm doing this whole thing to make myself happy, then I do things like what I've been doing the past week or so..and it's like WTF am I doing?!??! I'm doing it to make ME happy... so why am I rebelling against my quest to be happy? Shouldn't I be allowed to be happy? Shouldn't everyone be given the right to be happy as long as their pursuit to happiness is not hurting anyone else...? I just don't know about myself anymore.. Well.. I'm giving up everything bad in my life COLD TURKEY!!!!! WOOO!!! GO TURKEY!!! And I am dedicating my time and energy to making me happy.. and I will not stray from my path!!! NO SIRREEEE!!!! Mmm...water... Well, not mmm.. but refreshing.. AHHHH... *refreshing ahhhh* Well... that's enough for now I do so believe... I don't think anyone reads this anyways? But, hey, I may be pleasantly (or not so pleasantly) surprised! If ya are reading this, luv ya!!! If you're not..haha.. I'm crazy enough to write something to ya!!
*sighs*
Monday, December 8, 2003
My life isn't going anywhere cept further in this stupid hole. Damn you hole. Damn you good.
Monday, December 8, 2003
I'm depressed.
Nickelback - Someday
Saturday, August 2, 2003
* SWEET @$$ song *
How the hell did we wind up like this *
Why weren't we able *
To see the signs that we missed *
And try to turn the tables *
I wish you'd unclench your fists *
And unpack your suitcase *
Lately there's been too much of this *
Dont think its too late *
Nothin's wrong *
just as long as *
you know that someday I will *
Someday, somehow *
gonna make it all right but not right now *
I know you're wondering when *
(You're the only one who knows that) *
Someday, somehow *
gonna make it allright but not right now *
I know you're wondering when *
Well i hoped that since we're here anyway *
We could end up saying *
Things we've always needed to say *
So we could end up stringing *
Now the story's played out like this *
Just like a paperback novel *
Lets rewrite an ending that fits *
Instead of a hollywood horror *
Nothin's wrong *
just as long as *
you know that someday I will *
Someday, somehow *
gonna make it all right but not right now *
