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Yeah..? You got a problem with that, H U H ? ? ?
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--Feeling?---|---Detached & completely complacent--
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Neutral. Neutral, NEUTRAL.
Yeah, detachness has reached an all-time high now.
Earlier, it was reported that some Indonesia boy contracted SARS. Turns out he's my Lil Bro's classmate. Mom misread that the boy died, but he couldn't have died so soon after getting SARS anyway. Then Eldest Cousin went ballistic since my brother had been exposed to that boy, and we had that family gathering last night.
At this point, I really couldn't care less if I got SARS for no reason, or if the war got brought over here. Seriously don't give a damn about anything now.
Oh wait, I do give a damn about this damn noise bleed'in like a frick'in tap more than 6 times today. Bloodied keyboard~!
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 11:38 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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+ + March 30th, 2003 (Sunday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Shocked--
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The hell..? I got up at 9am?! Definitely be sleepy later.
Woohoo. Got that first Shaman King episode with Hao's first appearance. :D Well well well. Konishi Katsuyuki is in there as another Samurai (he did Oni-me no Kyo & Mibu Kyoshiro from Samurai Deeper Kyo). And I nearly flipped when I heard Midorikawa Hikaru's voice in there. Yay Hao~ ^_^ I'd like him even better if he weren't so cocky, but then again, he can afford to be...
... need sleep. Losing lots of blood through the nose.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 11:01 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---Detached, tired...--
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Met up with Sis & Chrono this morning. Went to the blades shop; Sis wasn't feeling too good so we headed for Coffee Bean. I got quit miffed for a bit after some anger/ irritation got misdirected to innocent parties.
Basically lazed about till 3. Went to get a tiny screwdriver & some yakitori. Headed back home really tired. Helped Mom for a bit here and there.
Nicholas came over to say goodbye in advance (he had a shoot so couldn't make it for the actual family farwell gathering). Aunt Lena also came over to give me a whooping 0 red packet... O.O WHOA thank you!
The farwell gathering was a success. ^^ Lotsa good food (Kobe beef!!!!! Butter prawns, pork chops, broccoli, rooast duck etc). XD~ I was in heaven~ Most of the discussions revolved around SARS and that war. And I had to force my eyes open to keep from falling asleep. >< So tired.
Must... download... Shaman... King... clips... with... Hao... inside...
Feeling so detached from emotions right now. It's my way of keeping from getting emotionally upset, but I guess it ain't too good in the long run? I have no idea. I'll take things as they come.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 02:39 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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+ + March 29th, 2003 (Saturday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Exhausted--
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GRRR. Getting a traveller's cheque in Japanese Yen is so !@#*ing hard. Morning, Mom & I went to the nearby bank to get it done. No, they didn't have it. Then Mom suggested we go to an area nearby with about 4 banks to get it. I figured they wouldn't have it cos it's a small local residential district. My suspicions were, unfortunately, right.
Drove downtown to the business district (where all the major bank head-offices are). After 2 hours of walking in the humid dank drizzly weather with Mom, and 20 over banks later, we finally just gave up. Forget it. I'll carry 00 worth of yen all the way there dammit. We even found a Japanese bank, but we would have to wait a long time (over an hour) for them to get their manager to sign the darn thing (I had an appointment to keep). I was just sick of it after some idiotic teller at one of the top banks here told us to get a traveller's cheque at a money-changer. Oh yes, I nearly marched right back to that bank and wringed the head off that teller, after finding out that the money-changers weren't even licensed to sell traveller cheques.
Then rushed off to meet Chrono. Spent 10 minutes calling cos his damned phone was engaged (does not have call-waiting...). That pissed me even more. He had to go see the doctor, so I sat out in the sun to blow some steam off. Under the sun? Hot? Nah. I was in my element. And my blood was boiling hotter.
Spent a lot of time walking, but in the end, Chrono paid for dinner; sashimi, shishamo, fried icefish, chawamushi and other stuff. Mmmm~! Ika sashimi ish GOOODSH. I was in a much better mood after that.
Exasperated him even more after that. Muahaha. I was just making my first random wish out loud; "I wish... there was a hurricane!" About 10 minutes later, the wind changed, a storm began to brew to the far east, the clouds began to get 'sucked' in a spiral fashion towards that storm, and lighting lit the skies. Wow. Strong emotions work wonders on the weather in my case. o_O
... I HATE people who try to make use of others so openly. A girl who received the scholarship was walking along the same way as I on Tuesday when she asked about my luggage. I said I had a really large one only. She immediately mentioned something along the lines of her having to bring several small baggages, and that she might want me to 'help' her carry some of her stuff in my luggage. Idiotic attitude. It was clear that she wanted to make use of me. But I was being nice and decided to entertain her by smiling and acting nice. Well well, this afternoon, she called. But since I wasn't in, Mom took the call. For God knows what reason, she told Mom that she wanted me to help her carry some stuff in my luggage and Mom was not happy with the idea at all. I ain't either. I hardly know that bugger for more than 3 hours and she shamelessly attempts to make use of me? Pul-lease. It takes people years before I even willingly do them a few favors. That aside, she was doing it in the most bimbo-stupidly apparent way. Well, unfortunately, I HATE bimbos, I DON'T trust people I've just met, and I DESPISE people like her. Mom apparently told her off for me. Well, good riddance to bad rubbish. If you are reading this Helen, go ahead and bitch to your "friends" all you want, I'm not even going to bother with crap like you and I seriously doubt anyone else will. ^_^ Goodbye!
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 01:37 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---In a lot of pain...--
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>< Laughing too long & hard can render anyone weak. I'll explain later. Now I've just gotta get rest...
Listening to: Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life by Monty Python.
XD I love this song. The lyrics are |337!
Some things in life are bad,
They can really make you mad,
Other things just make you swear and curse,
When you're chewing your life's gristle
Don't grumble, give a whistle,
And this'll help things turn out for the best,
And.....
Always look on the bright side of life.
Always look on the light side of life.
If life seems jolly rotten,
There's something you've forgotten,
And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing.
When you're feeling in the dumps,
Don't be silly chumps.
Just purse your lips and whistle. That's the thing.
And...
Always look on the bright side of life.
Always look on the right side of life,
For life is quite absurd
And death's the final word.
You must always face the curtain with a bow.
Forget about your sin.
Give the audience a grin.
Enjoy it. It's your last chance, anyhow.
So,...
Always look on the bright side of death,
Just before you draw your terminal breath.
Life's a piece of shit,
When you look at it.
Life's a laugh and death's a joke. It's true.
You'll see it's all a show.
Keep 'em laughing as you go.
Just remember that the last laugh is on you.
And...
Always look on the bright side of life.
Always look on the right side of life.
Always look on the bright side of life!
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 01:46 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---Cynical as heck.--
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.... why the hell did I wake up so early?!
Hey Sis, found a shop selling blades. Lotsa blades (no switchblades though). Are you free over Saturday? Maybe I can take ya there.
Yeah, he was right. He might take 3 years to love, but I take that amount of time to like.
Friends fading. Heh. A part of life huh? Yeah, people move on and shit like that.
... where's that grassy field.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 10:27 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---Dotting...--
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Know that feeling where you thought your best friend just betrayed you? Everything you believe in, trusted, vouched for, fought over... Well, I got that feeling for the first time (I'm sure almost everyone got a taste of it before and I'm kinda late). Yes, it isn't nice. I can understand how T-Rex feels about people doing that to him now. I suppose it was just my mind reacting to it in swift self-defence when the freeze-emotions & lock-up-heart bit kicked in.
それはね、クローノ君の事だ。 先あいつは「あの日俺は空港へ行かねｴ」と言った。 あいつの理由は「お前は離すのを入れられない。。。」。 何だそりゃ？ この間彼はあたしに「俺は行きなければ、この生涯永遠に後悔する。」と言っただろう？！ では何で？！ 何でそんなひどい事を喋ったの？辛い。 あんたがあたしの大事な友達だ！ どうしてあたしを見送らないの？！ あの時、全部の感情を殺しちゃった。 何も感じられない、 誰も聞けない、 何も応ずられない、 どこも行きたくない、 何も見られない。 バースに乗る時、 あいつは少し言が出来る。 だがあたし何も話せた； 頭が昔と同じに成った無情に、 心がすっと凍った。 あいつバースを下りた時、 あたしは何も言わない。 深夜のに彼連絡した、 自分の理由の理由を説明した；“運命が薄情だ。この事実から逃げたい。 俺はお前を在留したい。 離すのが本当に恐い。” でも今あいつとあたしの事もう大丈夫。 あの裏切りの感じもう消えた。 しかし、 心配なの。 “お前は出て行く後で、 俺は生きる事の意力もねｴ。 お前出国の日、 行く； 絶対に。 だがあの時から、 俺の命の有り様を不明。 先週から感じる； 今にも死ねられる。” おいおい！ あんたね！
If anyone bothers with the above, just hop over to here or here and try piecing the pieces together, cos I really don't want to write it out plainly for all to see...
But anyway, after some open-hearted discussion, it's all good. Stuff has been explained, people have been more honest. I feel better, though still sore from the frozen heart defrosting a little too fast.
但是，你这个大笨蛋，不要想那么多了呀。可以吗？！ ><
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 01:36 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---Betrayed...--
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 11:43 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---Still a little sore...--
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Guh, back from a busy morning. Woke up deprived of oxygen 'coz my nasal passage was clogged up with... thick mucus. Still had a headache, but it's subsiding fast. Went to the doctor, he said I was in the pink of health, with normal blood pressure readings; I'm stressed out now, so that means, ordinarily, I have low blood pressure. Then went to the dentist. He said my teeth were good; very little tartar (which I find very odd as I brush my teeth once in a fortnight??? But I find that it does more good to my dental health than harm for some reason).
Closed bank account. ｦD It felt good to be holding a ,000 note that actually belongs to me. Had some really good 'bak kut teh' (local pig's bone soup). MmmmmM~ Then came back. It's raining now, and my headache has faded away. But I know it'll return once the sun comes out. ><
Meeting Chrono in a while... my wallet decided to be kind and spoilt yesterday (oh well, at least that saves me the trouble of looking for one in Japan) so I've gotta look for another.
Which Oppresive Leader Are You?
You are God: (picture here XD)
You have a temper that can not be reckoned with, and have few friends, because you end up just killing everyone else around you. If you have any friends, they're few and far between, and they're only your friends because they are using you. You also have a large fan-base, around 5 billion people world-wide, popular guy, but they just like you because they fear you, go you, you've bitch-slapped the whole world. Check into some anger-management, or just get some anti-depressants, you weirdo.
XD This is one hilarious quiz. The graphics & text for all the options gave me a side-ache! XD
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 01:43 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---Happy!--
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FINALLY FINISHED IT!!! XD At last, the quiz is completed. XD I loved making this quiz; the answers are just too hilarious. XD
CHAOS.
Recommended classes: No! No Incredible Hulks OR shy, lonely unicorns as your new character! NO!
Which kind of Dungeons & Dragons Player Are You?
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 12:05 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---Very unwell...--
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Finally, exhaustion has gotten the better of this lil bird. I woke up feeling slightly woozy, with a bad sore throat. Went out to meet Joyce; she was slightly late, and I felt faint standing in one spot. A headache ensued later on after walking in the sun. Sway, swaaay, swwaaaay~ Yes, I don't get sick much, but when I do, I am struck down hard. I was struggling to keep my mind in the waking world at the embassy as they briefed us on the procedures upon reaching Japan. Background went bright swirly-whirly when I locked my vision on anyone. We got our plane tickets, and surprise! Since we're all government scholars, our maximum baggage weight doubled to 40kg! Weehee!
The lunch that followed was... humongous to say the least. The teishoku (set meal) measured 2 feet by 1 & 3-quarter...? There was salad, deep fried chicken, miso soup, absolutely yummmaaaay sashimi, lotsa rice, fruits, pickled vegetables, pickled cucumber with jellyfish (this I didn't eat) & egg. *Phew* I didn't have my breakfast, but I doubt I would've been able to finish it all had I not been unwell either way.
Went out to buy new sneakers, headache got worse, so I took 2 long bus rides and slept on em. Headache still stayed. Sore throat got a little better, thanks to plenty of water and some Strepsils. Came home, slept for about an hour, Mom says I was snoring loud (:o first time) and concluded that I didn't have enough sleep. Well duh. With reference to March 24th's entry, that's true. I just wonder how I was able to stay alive and energetic for so long. And tomorrow, well, another day of waking up early to go see the doctor & dentist (general check-ups), then to the back to settle matters...
Love her photographs! >< I'm so envious of that talent.
*Snickers* What a hilarious way to go; Death By Coconuts. ^O^ I'd certainly be laughing my ass off if anyone up or down there asked me for my cause of death like that.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 08:46 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---Blahed...--
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先クローノに会った。 ありがとうとすみませんね。 あの時あたしは頭に悪い気持ちに感じた。 あー？なんだと？ あたしは詰まらない？！ ひどい！！！ 偶然だが、 あの場所でパイヌは突然表れた。 本当にびっくりしたよ。 あいつは元気見たい。 (Kudos to Chrono, who was taking my blahed-out attitude just now. Though... I'm boring? >< Oddly enough, we met 'Pine' just now. ^^ He seems well.)
The SARS disease seems to closing in on everyone here. Last I heard, some students from a school came back with it (last week was the vacation week) and were forced to stay at home or face a ,000 fine for the first time, ,000 for the second etc. Yes, it is a fine place here.
Pre-departure briefing tomorrow with a formal lunch. Then I've gotta run off to get my sneakers and some leather straps. I wonder if it's even safe to go out these days with SARS about.
The ending for the Samurai Deeper Kyo anime is CRAPPY. Crappy as hell. Heck, the whole anime was crappy. And that hanging conclusion (if counted as one at all) was so annoyingly unsatisfying. GRRR. *Goes back to reading the manga*
Millions Knives -
Vash's twin brother, except for a few differences they look exactly the same. While aboard the Seeds space craft, Knives developed a deepening hatred for the human race. He began to see them as a disease to the universe and that must be destroyed. Killing off most of the crew he ordered the ships to plunge into the planets atmosphere, but to his dismay Rem was able to correct the trajectories of the other ships. Sadly, the ship she was on exploded immediately after. Vowing to kill the human race, Knives has left Vash with two options. Join him or die.
Trigun character Quiz
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That sounds like Hao too. o_O Main characters' brother, hates humans, villain, seemingly friendly though cruel and what not. Hmmmm.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 11:57 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---Amused--
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You are Hao Asakura. You love to smile and from what you look, people think that you're that kind and easygoing type. But deep inside, you're the burning flame. You think that humans don't deserve to live along with you and you despise them so much. You like to kill weak
people and somehow, you're just flirting too much for your age. I won't say that you're not hot, cos you're charming enough to attract girls wherever you go. You may be the sexy evil king of darkness. But you need light to create dark.
Which Shaman King character are you?
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Yes, I despise humans. What's wrong with that?
If you took part in the Shaman Fight, you'd join HAO'S TEAM!
You'd probably feel attracted to this mysterious and cute boy who wants to create a world ruled by shamans only, and you'd give your loyalty to him.
What is your Shaman Fight team? (Shaman King)
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Frankly, I wouldn't swear loyalty to anyone. If I did work in a team, it'd be more of sharing and fighting for the same belief. Loyalty? That's for the meek to use for banding together.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 07:22 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---Surprised--
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Got woken up (why can't Sycia get a day of undisturbed sleep?!) to find out my other Godmother was visiting. She seems fine. As usual, relatives are all over-enthusiastic about me setting a 'good example' to the younger generation, and doing the family proud blah blah blah. -.-
If only they knew.
Gotta get hair cut...
You are silver-haired. You are sexy, outgoing, andunique. You are very mature for your age, which is part of your appeal.
What is your inner anime hair color?
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O_o Silver? Okaaay.
What Neon Genesis Evangelion character are you?
Whaaaat??? O_O? Kaworu? Beautiful & innocent? *Falls off chair laughing* That's too much of a good person. No one's like that anymore. Unless you count kids?
... wait, Kaworu's hair was silverish...
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 01:50 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---Hmmm....--
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Batteries... YES... I have gotten them...
Had a few long bus rides with Chrono. Yeah, I'm still feeling outta it. Whatever it is, I will try my best to remain true to myself. Got another gift from Chrono. o_O It's another flattened donut-shaped 'gemstone' (amber), much smaller and lighter though. But Chrono claims he wanted to give it to me for a long time. Thank you~! o_O Now I've got 2 flattened-donut shaped gemstones to carry about.
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AMBER
Amber Specs: Amber is the fossilized resin of ancient cone bearing trees (like pine trees) of the Oligocene period.
Color: Pale yellow/brown to dark brown in color with clear to opalescent features. Some stones contain insects and bits of plants.
Finds/Mines: Eastern European countries like the Baltic region, Russia, Poland. Also North and South America.
Ancient Lore: Amber is one of the oldest substances used for adornment. It has been found as jewelry in grave sites dating back 8000 years. The early Chinese thought the souls of tigers transformed into amber when they died. Amber was sacred to ancient Mother Goddess worship. The old Greek name for amber was “elektron” - amber rubbed against wool or silk becomes electrically charged! Women wore carved amber images of fish, frogs and rabbits to ensure conception/fertility. Norse tradition believed amber to be the tears of the Goddess Freya. Amber was worn to guard against ill luck and enchantment.
Metaphysical: Projective energy; associated with the Sun and the elements of fire and Akasha (spirit). Amber is also associated with the Earth Mother and a symbol of life.
Worn to enhance beauty and attractiveness. Amber stimulates happiness, attracts friends and companions to the lonely. Increases ones enjoyment of pleasure. Amber is considered a general protector of health, especially for strengthening the eyes. It is used to relieve or cure existing conditions such as deafness, earaches, headaches, asthma and insanity. Amber is also used to promote business success and stimulate money flow.
HEMATITE
Stone Specs: Within the “simple” oxide group ---iron oxide with a hardness of 5 - 6. Lacks magnetism. Found in sedimentary, igneous, and metamorphic environments.
Color: Black, silvery metallic, steel gray, red, reddish brown; streaks of dark red, cherry red, brownish red. Silver/metallic hematite sometimes referred to as “black diamond”.
Finds/Mines: Many locations in North America: St. Lawrence County in New York. Reddish-brown finds in Michigan, Minnesota, and Gila County, Arizona. Brilliant black found in quartz in Yuma County, Arizona.
Ancient Lore: Hematite is from the Greek haimatites meaning blood-like referring to the red color of its powder form, appearing to “bleed” when the stone is cut. (This is not the same as bloodstone which is a form of green chalcedony.) Hematite was an attribute of the Roman god Mars and believed to protect warriors.
Metaphysical: Projective energy stone associated with the element of fire and the planet Saturn. Considered a powerful healing stone in drawing illness from the body. Hematite is also used as a grounding/stabilizing stone. Used as a scrying stone in magical divination.
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So basically, I've got an amber amulet that represents life, the Sun and fire. And a hematite one thrice its size that represents stability, Saturn & fire. ^_^ Fire fire~ Mmm. Rubies represent both Earth & Fire? :D
変だような；クローノがあたしの頭に摩っている時、少し可笑しい感情がある。 でもよ、父そうなにしてる時、わからないけど、ちょっと怒る。 但し、クローノはあたしに抱きたい時、パンチュをあたしから喜んで上げる。 父？彼の抱くが好き！ (How odd; When Chrono pats me on the head, I just feel weird *like I'm a kid?*. When Dad does it, I get slightly annoyed *o_O I don't know why*. But when Chrono tries to hug me, he nearly gets hit *SYCIA PUNCH!!!* And when Dad does it, ^_^ I like it.)
While sitting under a block of flats and drawing my usual dragons, Chrono & I were approached by a lean young girl about 8 years of age perhaps? She was with a shetland sheepdog with one of them neat lil cone-thingies on its head. She asked to see what I drew (uh, in mandarin.. -_-') and I let her. Went on to play with the shetland sheepdog and that girl had the nerve to pick my pencil and draw on MY sketchbook. What kinda f**king upbringing did she have? No damned repect for other people's things HUH! Or is it just that most people have a freak'in soft spot for... KIDS? Well I don't. And good thing Chrono quickly stopped her before I exploded into a raging fury. The sheepdog kept my temper down (more like I was melting from kawaii-ness), so fine, I just keep quiet and busy myself with it while Chrono entertained the girl. Seeing my dragon necklace later on, she asked if I was born in the year of a dragon (Chinese zodiac signs). No. Then later still, she saw my lil pirate-skull ear-chain (that Mom gave me) and asked to see that too. -_- Fine. I didn't have a reason to refuse. Kept my sketchbook & pencil before she did any more damage. What got to me the most is how roughly she shoved the sheepdog around. Yeah, it's yours, but stop treating it like some ragdoll by forcing it to turn, shake-paw, jump or whatever every 5 minutes. No animal or human would like that. Gods I HATE kids. However I think it was good practice for maintaining a poker-face (kinda hard while being overcome with seething irritation and kawaii-ness at the same time...) RAAAAH KILL.
I hope Sis gets a good nights' sleep... sleeptime is when you get recharged, after all.
This is hilarious. Point number 1 tickled me the most.
which goddess are you? brought to you by unknown brushes
Quite true...
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 12:07 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---Amused--
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Listening to: Standing Still by Jewel
Feeling so much better... Gonna work on that quiz after meet up with Chrono later.
lol, seems like my first stalker has a lurker in her guestbook. :p
Happy-Go-Lucky. You are a happy person and you
don't let your emotions get to you. You see
everything that's not in a positive light as
not worth messing with and deal with emotions
as they come. You are usually very happy and
probably experience many emotional highs. Enjoy
life.
How Emotional Are You?
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 10:52 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---Annoyed--
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Stupid cousin left the cordless phone on, and didn't bother to bring it out of Lil Sis's room, in the midst of a mess. The twit probably did it on purpose so we couldn't find the phone easily, nor utilize the locater (it was on the whole while, that f**k).
Amazing how one dimwit retard cousin can do to disrupt things by just being here for 15 minutes. And no, it ain't the first time _she_ left stuff hanging. The fridge, cupboards, lights, fans, air-conditioners, doors etc, all left on or open to let electricity leak out like water. How considerate. Yay. MURDER. MUST MURDER.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 11:35 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---Stressed out, sleepy, loved, ><;--
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サッセンちゃんとクローノ君今朝十時に会った。わからないけど、あたしは今日悩むから話したくなかった。悪いね。。。 (Met up with Sassin, Chrono at 10am. I was feeling so stressed out (or worried) that talking didn't seem to register on my agenda for the day. My sincere apologies...)
Sis gave me that flattened-donut shaped hematite pendant, and.... that SKEWER!!! Thank you sis!!! >< I will treasure it as you did. I was so surprised; both items Sis always kept close to her... ;__;
FOLK NAME: Volcano Spit
ENERGY: Projective
PLANET: Saturn
ELEMENT: Fire <-- :D
POWERS: Healing, Grounding, Divination
MAGICAL PROPERTIES: Hematite has long been associated with psychic awareness. In addition, some people believe that it assists in astral travel. "A scrying: In a darkened room, light a red candle. Settle before it and hold a large piece of hematite so that the candle's flame is reflected on it. Gaze at the reflection and visualize a question. The answer will come to you." (Cunningham) - From here.
Passion for gemstones... returning... I still wish I had a ruby of some sort near me all the time.
Sherman came somewhat later, then the game got lighter. Laughed, smiled, was glad. Still felt so distant. *Hits self* I don't know what exactly I'm worrying about. Maybe it's everything, I don't know.
The Yaoi Selector: Which Seme are You?
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o_O Muraki?! Oh well. I tried the Uke one, but durrrh, I got Seme instead. ^^;
You are Corruptive!
Which Stereotypical CLAMP emotion are you?
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o_O This doesn't sound too good. ^_^
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 08:56 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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+ + March 22nd, 2003 (Saturday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Loved..? o___O--
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What a lazy 'o day... The sun was terrible; fry everything! People, animals, grass, leaves, chairs, hair. ><;
Goofed off a bit here and there. I love the beach. I'd love it even better if there weren't any other frigg'in humans in sight. I need peace & quiet to look at the sky. >< Oh forget it. Just give me a natural place away from humans altogether. Sycia would be so much happier.
I really wish I hadn't gone for that stupid BBQ of that 2-year old niece of mine. Almost all the adults there, I didn't know, and everyone else were wretched kids around the average of 4 years of age. Not to mention Mom got lost searching for the place and spent 2 hours to get there. I was sleeping. :D
*Has a hard time imagining* Uh... fine, Kujin looks like an adult version of that kid in white... o_O That kid looks too... kiddish for me to imagine him as an adult. Off-topic: While looking for pictures on that kid, I kept coming upon cosplay photographs of Naruto (Naruto, Kakashi, Sasuke) & Saiyuki (Sanzo). Weeeird.
(1) Hai, I know he looks like a girl.. o_O
(2) You'd never expect someone looking like that to be a villain...
(3) :D That's the way!
(4) The guy on the left looks far scarier.
(5) Hey, does Kujin look anything like this?
(6) :D LONG HAIR!
(7) I just love villains who break the norm of looking like they're evil. ^^
(8) KYaaaaaaa~!!!! KAWAII!!! How did he land up like this though?
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I've heard that the above mentioned character hates humans as heck, love fire, likes consuming people (more like eating though), is polite merciless & cold, and most of all, appears so 'innocentt'. :D Definitely my type of villain.
I'm really worried for her... Want to ask, but...
EDIT: oo; Wow, I just type about Kyowa-chan to find that she recently added a comment to the forum. :o Thank you so much~!
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 02:33 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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(integrated MPD), tormented in the soul & schizophrenic in the heart. Languages understood: English, Japanese, Chinese, Hokkien, Teochew & Malay.
