F I R S T--T H I N G S--F I R S T
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T H E--O W N E R
Sycia (sai-sha) is a 20 year-old female living in somewhere in this world and studies at BIoL, and soon, TDG. She loves to draw, chat, hang out at online forums, shop alone, learn more of the internet, eat, sleep & just laze around whenever she can. Other hobbies include taking proper personality tests, 2D line animation, writing, and playing with animals. Religion means nothing to her; they are all the same basic belief that people should behave themselves among each other. Sycia has no mate, nor does she feel the need for one (or produce more humans to plague the planet). She loves animals & Nature, hates humans to the bone, thinks the world of her mother and wants to be just like Lina Inverse. Currently extremely healthy in the body (haven't got sick in years. No flu, no cold, no cough, nothing), twisted in head (integrated MPD), tormented in the soul & schizophrenic in the heart. Languages understood: English, Japanese, Chinese, Hokkien, Teochew & Malay.

(さい)(しゃ)

T A G B O A R D
For short lil notes from those who just happen to drop by. ^_^ To leave longer messages (or if you're a regular), please go to the forum.
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L A Y O U T
(1st March 2003) Well, this is v4.0. Why does it have no images whatsoever? My current situation prevents me owning my own computer let alone a space on the internet to store images. Hence the lack of graphics.
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D I S C L A I M E R
The owner of Black Feathers has the right to say what she wants. She has the right to insult, swear, ogle, rant, gossip etc however she wants. You do not have the right to assume you know the author based on what you read here. You have no right to judge her based on her personal opinions. Also, if you don't like what the owner says, that's your problem; this is her online diary and she will write whatever she wants to. Form opinions about her all you want, she does not care. Can't take it? Get out.
For a more detailed and polite disclaimer, click on the READ ME.
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Since April 2nd, 2002.

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B L A C K . . . . . F E A T H E R S . . . . . v4.0
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Yeah..? You got a problem with that, H U H ? ? ?
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+ + March 20th, 2003 (Thursday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Disgusted--
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Met up with Joyce & Suzana at noon. My my, the airport's huge. And no wonder travel guides keep mentioning the world-class/ first-class airport of ours. Had a rather filling lunch at Coffee Bean; Fusilli or something. o_O Very creamy. Very very full Sycia.

Suzana said it best, "Just kill Bush & Saddam. Then the world will return to peace." Or perhaps locking both up in a padded-wall cell and letting them beat each other up to death. Woohoo! Celebrity Deathmatch!

Now all we have to do, is wait for some National Geographic photographer to get a good heart-wrenching picture of some victim-of-war kid in Iraq, show it to the world, and there you have it; instant formula for a sharp global increase in anti-Bush sentiments.

Really, I can finally understand why those terrorists are angry, save the whole load of bull on religion stuff. Already, civilian casualities are being reported and filmed, and I don't see Bush feeling the slightest bit of remorse. He's just taking Iraq as a scapegoat for all his frustration just cos he can't catch Osama. After Iraq is totally eradicated, I wonder which unfortunate country will be next.

But to the light of things, humans are culling their own population a little. Which can help the planet a wee-bit if not for the use of destructive forces like bombs and what-not.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 09:42 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~


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+ + March 20th, 2003 (Thursday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Touched--
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今夜随分多い飛行機が夜空にかけるだね。(*Looks up at the night sky* Lotsa planes flying overhead tonight...)

I just saw 2 young boys playing in a field just now. They each had their own little neat vehicle toys. One of them thought the other's was better than his. So he began to stomp on that other boy's toys. Stomp stomp stomp. Stomped on them till all the toys were broken. In the end, the bratty one gathered his own toys, and left the other with nothing but broken pieces of what were toys. What a terrible thing done to the latter...

Now just image this scene as a watered down version of that war going on in the Middle-East, against Iraq.

I'm so glad to see her with a clearer mind now. When will it be my turn lol.

そうだようね、この歌の言葉の意味が大変良い。(Chrono: Well I do agree the lyrics to this song is pretty nice.)

オイ弟、自分の体に気を付けなさいよー(>< Lil Rex~, please take care of yourself? Please?)


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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 08:27 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~


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+ + March 20th, 2003 (Thursday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Nuts, talkative, dreamy, ><;--
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Durrrr... third entry in a row. What am I doing? I don't know.

How nice it would be to lay down in the middle of a lonely meadow. Endless rolling seas of flat greenery, without another person in sight, sweet fresh breeze caressing your skin, the gentle suns' rays tendering the unspoiled landscape. With nothing but the sound of the wind, soft rustling of grass & leaves, quiet symphony of little birds to fill the air. Gazing up at the placid azure sky, without worries or woes, the world would just seem perfectly at peace with itself and you, vice versa.

How nice, but that world only exists in my mind. I want to experience it one day...
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 02:19 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~


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+ + March 20th, 2003 (Thursday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Amazed, in the bad sense...--
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Well that's nice... -_- It wasn't the case of Mom & Lil Sis sleeping in the same room with the influenza-struck Lil Bro of mine (could be SARS, but oh well).

It's them, _AND_ my Dad, all in the same frigg'in room. My Dad & Moms' argument would probably be that Dad's aromatherapy products would cleanse the air. -_- I am amazed by peoples' stubborness and ignorance sometimes...
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 02:04 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~


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+ + March 20th, 2003 (Thursday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Worried...--
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Packed up more of my stuff today; anime DVDs, VCDs, CDs & mangas. Goodness, I didn't know I had that many.

Grandma brought that shawl over. ^_^ It's nice. Black 'n thick.

Met up with Chrono at Subway. Phew. Too many onions... ><; I had salad & mushroom soup; the salad was pretty filling for about 2 hours. The mushroom soup... Mmmmmm~ the best one I've tasted so far. Since we were near the area, dropped by to get a thinner black shawl along Arab Street; just in case.

And further down along the way to... dinner (I was starving by then), got the chance to find that place for aura photo-taking. Whoa, intense red all over for me with a bit of orange on my right side. Meaning I'm either full of energy, or stressed out intensely, or both. I figure both, as much as I'd love to deny that I'm stressed out by it all. 誉;

Made a promise-by-pinkie with Chrono though. And I'm happy with it.

Lil Bro is showing symptoms of influenza. I have to wonder if it's that virus (SARS) that's sweeping the planet. Ah well, if I get it, then so be it. Some wise-guy up there must have heard me say something "Send me some kinda sign!" and granted my wish. Since I have been to the plane of death and back, it doesn't really bother me all that much if it's deadly or not. Wooo... even Japan's got cases of it.

Oh wait... shit. Mom & Lil Sis are sleeping in the same air-conditioned room as Lil Bro... shit. I don't care if I get it or not, but Mom...! Ah yes, I'll be going to the airport tomorrow. Let's see if I catch it... I'll be damned if I get Severe Acute Respiratory Syndrome (SARS) and actually recover from it in time to fly over to Japan; that I would consider a sign from the Heavens directly.

Very worried about Sis & Chrono... *sigh* Both feel depressed, and I ain't too good either. Again, I'd love to say some positive stuff like we'll all move on, but... >< I just want to lay down and look at the sky now, without a worry in the world gaaaah!

This is a classic that more often than not, draws tears to my eyes: The theme song to The Land Before Time, 'If We Hold On Together' by Diana Ross.

Don't lose your way, with each passing day
You're come so far, don't throw it away

Live believing, dreams are for wearing
Wonders are waiting to start

Live your story, faith, hope and glory
Hold to the truth in your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
When clouds roll by, for you and I

Souls in the wind, must learn how to bend
Seek out a star, hold on till the end

Valley, mountain, there is a fountain
Washes our tears all away

Words are swaying, someone is praying
Please let us come home to stay

When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by, for you and....I
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 12:58 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~


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It feels so good being honest to the heart for once. :) I might just cry out of joy...

ねサッセンちゃん、あんた桜ちゃんに見たいでしょう?大丈夫。絶対大丈夫だよう と あんたの事も絶対大丈夫に成るね。。。約束しない?なんで苦しい支障、あたし達は自分の夢の為絶対に諦めないよ。*Hugs Sassin* (^^ You sound like Sakura; "Everything will work out." I do want to make a promise to you, and I hope you do the same; to never give up until we realize our own dreams.) ;P And you are right; it seems odd that I'm using the word 'love' so freely now. But muh heart doesn't care~ ^_^ Cos it's feeling that way; loved, by many people.

Must focus my energy to try teleportation... I would want to come back to visit everyone so much...

Fondness; A quality proceeding from feelings of affection or love.
Chrono: Since you did ask for the exact meaning of fondness~

Another subject that came up on my little thinking trip on the bus earlier; how I felt towards Chrono. Once I saw it in another aspect (more precisely, our respective avatars in the D&D game), my mind stopped denying everything, it couldn't. I'm such a stubborn arse in real life that it never struck me till just now. Sheesh. I am rather fond of Chrono. 'Fond' is the only word I can place to it at the moment. Not love mind you. Yes, the relationship is very much like that of Kujin & Aya. Sis was surprised that I actually admit it. What can I say? My heart finally got a chance to say something. ^^ And my, what a lot it is.

But anyway, I had a nap just now. Kujin (九神ちゃーん可愛い!) was in the first part of my dream, then Chrono called for a bit, woke me up. Went back to sleep again and o_O Jet Li was inside??? Can't remember what either dreams were about.

Song @ the moment: Longer, by Dan Fogleberg.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 01:02 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~


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--Feeling?---|---Queered...--
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What D&D Character Are You?

Chaotic Good Elf Ranger Mage
Follower Of Solonor Thelandria


Alignment:
Chaotic Good characters are independent types with a strong belief in the value of goodness. They have little use for governments and other forces of order, and will generally do their own things, without heed to such groups.

Race:
Elves are the eldest of all races, although they are generally a bit smaller than humans. They are generally well-cultured, artistic, easy-going, and because of their long lives, unconcerned with day-to-day activities that other races frequently concern themselves with. Elves are, effectively, immortal, although they can be killed. After a thousand years or so, they simply pass on to the next plane of existance.

Primary Class:
Rangers are the defenders of nature and the elements. They are in tune with the Earth, and work to keep it safe and healthy.

Secondary Class:
Mages harness the magical energies for their own use. Spells, spell books, and long hours in the library are their loves. While often not physically strong, their mental talents can make up for this.

Deity:
Solonor Thelandria is the Chaotic Good elven god of archery and the hunt. He is also known as the Keen Eye, the Great Archer, and the Forest Hunter. His followers respect nature, and only hunt when needed, but are quick to defend the forest from intruders. Their favorite weapon is the bow, and they tend to be extremely talented with it. Solonor Thelandria's symbol is an arrow with green fletchings.

Alignment:
Lawful Good ----- X (1)
Neutral Good ---- XXXX (4)
Chaotic Good ---- XXXXXXX (7)
Lawful Neutral -- (-5)
True Neutral ---- (-1)
Chaotic Neutral - X (1)
Lawful Evil ----- (-1)
Neutral Evil ---- X (1)
Chaotic Evil ---- (0)

Race:
Human ---- XXXXX (5)
Half-Elf - XXXXX (5)
Elf ------ XXXXXXXXX (9)
Halfling - (0)
Dwarf ---- (-7)
Half-Orc - XXXXX (5)
Gnome ---- (-1)

Class:
Fighter - XXXX (4)
Ranger -- XXXXXXX (7)
Paladin - (-2)
Cleric -- X (1)
Mage ---- XXXXX (5)
Druid --- XXXXX (5)
Thief --- (-6)
Bard ---- XXXX (4)
Monk ---- (-3)


Elf? o_O Wooo, a tie between Mage & Druid.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 08:28 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~


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This little black bird had some time to think it over in (oddly enough) a bus. What Chrono said is true; going away doesn't mean you don't love us. Mom & Sassin made good points too. Mom was going something along the lines of "No point staying here if you don't have a future." Which I quite agree with. But again, the thought of being away from family & friends is just... Yes, a big sacrifice. Very very big.

I'm not that all worried about family; blood is thicker than water. And the bond that ties us together will almost never vanish if you don't want it to.

But for friends... even if one doesn't want the bond between them to fade, it can... That is what I fear the most now. To have my now close friends in real-life fade into mere memories during the time I will be in Japan.

"=P But we all know that you only bother us because you care about us...Lina Inverse. XD" <--- Arekusu said that. ^_^ And I have to agree. I ain't the usual sentimental type who says touching, mushy stuff, so yeah. ^^;

But then again, one side of me mocks the other for allowing herself to love people, then get so stressed out and hurt now. Oh well...

Decision: The little bird will soar in the skies, but it will never forget the people it loves, does not want to forget them. It will try its very best to keep contact with them as long as it takes.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 01:40 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~


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>< Gods I feel terrible. I was supposed to meet up with her at 10am, but I mistook it for 11am (duh? I was the one to set the time)... On the bus to the meeting place, at about 10:30am, I looked at my watch, realized my mistake and freaked out. Sassin wasn't there, so I called to find that she had gone home. ><; I'm so sorry!!!!

We had a little sit-'n-chat at Coffee Bean, then paid her Grandma a visit. o_O Wow that elderly woman still remembers me from Kindergarden days?!

ARGH... -_-; Dilemma dilemma dilemma!!! Dad told me Mom went up to him & cried today... He said, "The moment you don't feel right with it, just come back." -come back- meaning return home. He wasn't feeling too great either, claiming he felt it strange although I reckon he shares the same sentiments as Mom. With everyone being depressed, I just broke down in the shower; trying to collect my thoughts. My mind is saying, "Go to Japan! You'll never get this opportunity again! EVER!!!". Yet my heart says, "Your family & friends... they're too valuable to leave like that..."

*Sigh* The biggest decision of my life is really stressing me out good this time... Talked to Chrono for a long time about it. Once my wings were clipped by Dad, but now... Shall Sycia be the bird that flies into the unknown, to freedom? Or shall she fold her wings, masked in the love of her family & friends?

*Brain pops* !@$#*^
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 02:20 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~


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*Rubs eyes* Urgh.... *faints*
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 03:52 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~


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Yesterday, went on a loooooong bus & train ride around the south-western side of this country. Don't know when I'll be able to do that again. Ate the least among us 3 for some odd reason, only to get home and get taken out to dinner, stuffed with local prawn noodles and oyster omelette. Gaaaah~ Too full, nearly puked. ><;

According to Dad, "Eat as much as you can here. You won't get this type of food there." There referring to Japan. Riiight... my stomach maintained the bloated state all through to this morning...

... when I was very rudely snapped outta a dream (ugh I can't remember what) by Lil Sis banging her fist on my door. >.<

!!! A for combined science?! :O Wow! ^_^ Drumming. Was and still am interested in that too.

Rob: Hmmm, the new forum seems similiar to the first... ^^;;;; But perhaps the admin panel is different?

クローノ君昨夜あの問題があたしに聞いた。もーどうしてあいつはあたしの本当の気持ちがわからいの?あいつが友の事が大好きだよう。兄貴見たいも。だがあたしは恋人に成れない。間違いしない、クローノ君;あんたが本当に大好き。あんたに話すのはとても楽しい、性格も随分面白くて可笑しい。但し、あたしはあんたのいい“友”に成リたい。あんたもうあたしのいい友だ。恐らく、あの問題を聞くので早過ぎるね。。。多分。

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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 03:07 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~


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Hmmm... I was bewildered slightly for the most part of the day... Didn't know what to do at one point in time really, so a hug came into handy. ^^;

*Smacks a rancid mandarin orange into Chrono's left eye* Waaaaa...TAAAAA~! What a perculiar observation you made about me.

Got a forum. I figured that if I would only be able to access a computer once a few days, and old messages on the Tagbaord would be cleared, I might as well. Carrying out some discussion would be cool too. ^_^

Really tired now. Mentally that is... Write some more tomorrow... *floats off to sleep*
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泣かないで下さい、姉ちゃん!このあたしはここから出る事を寂しくて悲しいが、それを良くわかるよ。あたし達は庶オ年から友達に成った。あたしは望みがある;この友情が変わる事を成りたくない。やだよ。クローノ。お前もね。忘れないでね。

The above is for these two only. ^_^;

This morning, Chrono called at 10:00am. Was pretty sleepy until he told me about W.L doing something strange in his campaign; drinking that elixer in a whole gulp, getting his head popped off (quite literally POP) and walk about headless, freaking everyone out. But anyway, he said he could meet earlier, so I had to contact Sassin about it.

I assumed Sassin to be in class, so decided to give her an instant message since a call would disrupt her class and possibly get her into trouble. So fine, I got my Mom's mobile and tried to do just that. Mom had gotten her old, user-friendly Nokia model changed to a new, VERY user-unfriendly Siemens model a few weeks back, and I hadn't experimented with it before. It took me 7 minutes to get past the confirmation screen after I switched that thing on; went down to ask Mom how to get it done. Those damned excessive amount of buttons....

Since Mom doesn't know how to send or write instant messages (not even with her old Nokia model), I was on my own there. Spent half a bloody hour trying to write something, ANYTHING to send to Sassin. -_-; Too many buttons, and that damned spell-check thing was annoying. In the end, all I managed was a difficult "call sycia" message. Thank Gods Sassin received it and called back, otherwise I might have just eaten that accursed thing outta pure frustration. Yeah, I know what you're thinking, "What a country bumkin." In an age when even road-side sweepers have cellphones, I have never owned a pager or mobile. Don't really like them too much... but hey, I could operate Mom's Nokia model just fine.

Oh yes. The best part of it all? Sassin was at home. -___-; She hadn't gone to school yet. *Bangs head on the wall repeatedly* BAKA!!! ATASHI BAKA!!!! ><

Anyway, today's session was another success, though a bit more on my part. I was feeling mightily crappy after that mobile incident and ended up being the babbling crazy retard for the first part of the session. Then the DM's brain frizzled and he got reduced to a nonsensical rambling lump. Towards the middle of the session, the other two were being... insane & I was the only sane one left unaffected (since I was the source of the craziness that infected them). Hehehe. Victory for me~!

それより、クローノ君、あたしに“真のいい心”「まるで優しくて、親切な感情」を見せてくれた人は九神じゃない。コーバーネンットだ!


You are a Wild Hamster!

What Breed of Hamster Are You?
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Must... resist... from... becoming... pool... of... ooze...... *melts*
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What an odd day. I was with Mom on Tuesday, visiting a Buddhist temple (since I hadn't seen one before at all) and we got some lottery tickets from a disabled guy in front of it. Apparently when Mom checked the papers this morning, she found out that one of the tickets struck. $500... not bad at all.

Argh. He didn't call to confirm today's session... -_-; I hope he calls in the morning...
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Yippeee~ Now purpleflames.com points to here.

Sycia, your values help make you a Loyal Rebel

Your number one priority appears to be honoring the relationships you have with other people. Whether this comes in the form of "protecting your own" even when they've done wrong, or telling the truth to friends in good times and bad, you can be counted on to be there for the others in your life. However, those who don't know you may not get the benefit of such special treatment. In fact, when it comes to dealing with authority figures, you may consider yourself to be something of a rebel. As a result, types like you can sometimes question laws that keep you from something you feel is rightfully yours because you might feel you've earned it.
Take the test here.

I don't believe that if you don't like someone, you should give your word to be his/ her 'friend'. Of course, hypocrisy comes into play there. You may act like someone is a friend to you, but you sure can _not_ consider him/ her one at the same time. But then again, those that you do consider to be your friends, you shouldn't be thinking harm to.

Sycia, your best quality shines through in how Stable you are!
The fact that you're psychologically and emotionally stable and better able than most people to tolerate even the roughest situations really draws people to you! But that's not the only thing. Your answers on the test indicate you're a reliable and dependable person whom others can usually count on. You are an independent person who is usually able to handle things in a self-sufficient manner, too.

In all, there are 15 qualities that help define you when you're at your best. Those are the traits potential employers, friends, and partners look for in you. What makes you unique is your particular distribution of those 15 qualities.

We've found that your particular combination of qualities is rare only 9 in 10,000 people share the same general mix of traits. Those are great odds if you're trying to show a potential employer, colleague, friend, or date why you're exactly the right person for them.
Take the test here.

Does that mean I have a poker-face?
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 05:04 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~


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ね、これをお前に見せて上げる。好きに成るよ。(This one's for you. Enjoy. >:)

What nasty habit will you develop? (preferably for really disturbed people)
*Muahahaa*

So tired... had some Kentucky Fried Chicken for dinner. Yuck. That batch was fried in over-used oil. -_- Horrid smell & aftertaste. No wonder I ain't feeling hungry now.

おじさんは先ここへあたしにお金を上げに来た。アドバイスも教えた;お母様を絶対に忘れないでね。「。。。」彼はあたしに良く知らない。母はあたしの一番大事な者よ;女神または天使かもね。母の為の理由、日本へまだちょっと行きたくない。(Uncle came over to give me some money. He left some advice too; "Don't ever forget your mother." Dot dot dot. He obviously does not know me at all. Mom's my angel. She's the main reason why I was (and still am) a little hesitant in going.)
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Forgot to add this scene in the session, that I especially loved:

D.S: *Wrecking havoc in enemy's armory, finds an atomic missile. Not knowing what it is, he snaps it into 2 and throws the pieces behind him*
*The pieces explode furiously 2 seconds after, sending flames and debris flying into D.S's back*
D.S: RAAAAAAH! Who did that?! *Turns around angrily, unhurt* WHO?! You can't hide!!! Raaaaaaah!

I really enjoyed that little scene lol.
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The session was nice. Good. I like playing story-mode. Now I just long for a teacher-friend figure for some reason. ^^;

Why am I pissed off? My dear Father asked me to help print something out. And as I left his room, he spotted a large moth perched harmlessly on the wall, doing absolutely nothing to provoke anyone. Then that man took a rubber-band out and shot the moth down. "..." The poor thing was knocked off so hard and lost a whole wing, and most of the other. Pieces of wing were everywhere. It flailed about on its back, beating its useless stumps for wings in a futile grasp at its life, slipped off the side of the stairs, and fell to the ground floor, writhing in prolonged agony. I saw it all, and I am truly disgusted with humans. Truly. And they think of murder as a sin? What I just witness held the same principle as a cold-blooded murder. Though I would say that it's partly my fault for not killing it outright after seeing it in so much pain; I cannot bear to. My heart sheds tears for it...

You might be asking why this person is feeling so much for 'just a moth'. I don't see a moth as any lesser of a life or soul than another person. Every living creature deserves the same amount of respect. Every one of them houses a soul. Every one is capable of feeling pain. Oh yes, I would like to return the favor to dear 'o dad for that moth...

Anyway, Sassin asks if a session on Thursday is possible.

Got the pre-departure briefing details. Cool, after the briefing, we get taken to a restaurant.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 12:14 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~


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--Feeling?---|---Happy!--
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Listening to: Glory - Kimi ga Iru Kara
It's the 7th Ending song of One Piece. I highly recommend it. ^_^ Download it here, under the name "Glory kimi ga iru kara". Lyrics in Romanji over here. It's just one of those songs that'll lift one's spirits. ^_^ And the meaning of the lyrics are just so right for the tune.

GLORY|君がいるから|/上原多香子
作曲 : 菊池一仁
作詞 : 渡辺なつみ

いつでも話したかった 半分も言えなかった
会うたびそんな私を 包み込む瞳に逢えた

そばにいるよ 夢は伝え合うたび輝くよ
そっとくれた笑顔がとても嬉しかった 優しかった

GLORY GLORY YOU'RE MY SHINE この涙も
君がいるから 勇気に変わる
諦めないで 歩いて行く
願い叶う場所へ

未来はどうしてるだろう 君はまだそばにいるの
二人が出逢った街は 今日もまた動き続ける

信じられる いつも大事なものは変わらない
遠く離れる時も 心結び合える 笑い合える

GLORY GLORY YOU'RE MY SHINE さみしい夜も
君がいるから 勇気に変わる
この掌にある温もり
ずっと離さないで

ほんとは今も眩し過ぎる
君がいること誇りに思う
挫けた時も前を歩いて
道を照らすように

流れる雲も そよぐ風も
君がいるから 勇気に変わる
この掌にある温もり
ずっと離さないで

GLORY GLORY YOU'RE MY SHINE どんな時も
君がいるから 夢を見られる
強くなりたい 分かち合いたい
きっと たどり着ける
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 02:08 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~


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--Feeling?---|---Weirded out.--
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I was so surprised when Sassin called at about 1:30pm (I had just woken) to say Sherman would like to join us for the D&D session. Uncertain, but he seems alright. I swear he is a Wei Loon the 2nd. But we had fun today, exasperating the DM, doing crappy stuff back & forth.

Though I would have to say, I prefer the later part of the evening when I was playing with Chrono one-on-one in story mode. Sassin-chan: My character's hair has turned platinum, and her eyes to green with silver streaks. o.O I was running about looking for something as a horse and ended up 'healing' some sick people and become Ada's temporary steed. Wonder if I should stay that way. o_O Everyone seemed a lot happier.

九神が好き!かわいいなんだから!だがね、真面目な奴。あいつ頭に想い過ぎる。

Take care, ya hear?

Ate very little since morning. I should be starving, but all I'm feeling is some gas in the stomach. ><
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 01:32 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~


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