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+ + July 31st, 2003 (Thursday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Lonely.--
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This is amusing. Bear in mind I don`t support either Singapore or Malaysia on this cos the 2 countries are behaving like little kids anyway. If you can get past the horrid English, it's quite amusing.
Bah, I have to go down to Daiba and collect a package my Mom passed to a friend. Geez the train trip could pay for 2 meals. -_-
Talking to the 'tard now. Nice to finally chat with a familiar person from KD0084.
And one thing I like about this place; 2nd-hand shops. Managed to get 2 CDs (Meitantei Conan & Seiyuu Radio Show) for the price of less than one normal CD.
Stolen from Rexy ^^
1. First Name: Don`t ask.
2. Were you named after anyone? Some singer if I`m not wrong...
3. Do you wish on stars? Yeah, cos the last time I wished for hurricane in a reigion where it`s not possible, I quite nearly got one.
4. Which finger(s) is/are your favourite? I would like to have all of them, but my thumb freaks normal people out (appears to have no bones in it).
5. When did you last cry? Don`t really remember, but it was recent.
6. Do you like your handwriting? Sure. Nice, bubbly and neat in English, tiny but tidy in Japanese.
7. What is your favourite lunch meat? BEEF.
8. Any bad habits? Procrastination.
9. What is your most embarrassing CD on shelf? I currently only own 3 CDs... so... nope, none.
10. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Maybe. It`s hard to become a friend with me.
11. Are you a daredevil? When I`m feeling random.
12. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? Not that I remember. Then again, secrets people tell me are usually forgotten soon after.
13. Do looks matter? Yes. No matter how people deny it, YES.
14. Have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? XD Ask Chrono.
15. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? I would prefer a po of beef stew.
16. Do fish have feelings? Of course.
17. Are you trendy? Hell no lol.
18. How do you release anger? Take it out on the weather.
19. Where are your second homes? .... no where at the current moment.
20. Do you trust others easily? Nu-uh.
21. What was your favorite toy as a child? Silverhawks and He-man`s green tiger lol.
22. What class in school did you think was totally useless? Math.
When the hell would I apply matrixes and geometry to normal situations in real-life?
23. Have you ever been on radio or television? Uh yeah. For some reason so many people I know saw it... o__O
24. Would you ever want to be on the radio or television? Radio maybe... as a seiyuu. :D
25. Do you have a journal? Besides this? Yup.
26. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Sure.
27. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? A what? Mush? NO!
28. What do you look for in a guy/girl? Sarcasm, humor, light-heartedness in my general, honesty... I know I have more to add, but I can`t recall now.
29. Your nickname? Sycia, Crow, Fang.
30. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? Nope. :D
31. What are you worried about right now? My family...
33. What's your favourite ice cream flavour? CHOCOLATE!!!!!!!!!
34. What are your favourite colours? Silver, blue and black
35. What is your least favourite thing in the world? Humans. Not people mind you, humans. And loud noise.
36. How many wisdom teeth do you have? Don`t know....
37. Are you in love w/anyone? Sure. But my definition of love is quite different from the normal one.
38. How many people have a crush on you right now? I guess 1.
39. Who do you miss most right now? Mom, Sassin, Chrono.
40. Have you ever tried to lick your elbow once when someone told you it is possible? Sure, cos I can do it.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 11:47 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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+ + July 28th, 2003 (Monday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Blahed and worried...--
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Mmmkay. Getting more stuff that I want in the oddest ways. Was telling Joyce I wanted eggs, then a classmate handed me a tray of eggs free since she`s heading back to Taiwan. Mm.
Start of the summer holidays. It`s been a bash. Sleeping however long I want, walking around with no real worry of homework. A call from Mom though, on Saturday, has sent me worrying and getting stressed out. I probably won`t return to Singapore during the winter holidays. Dad would want me to, butit just wouldn`t be right of me to use their money like that given the current situation... -______-
Sassin: Uh, not in the mood for rhymes now. Very worried... -___- I`ll explain in the next email (haven`t got a reply yet).
And I really don`t mind people critisizing this blog (o_O Though it doesn`t have much to be critisized on), but the hell... don`t leave stupid messages on my guestbook like "FUCK THIS" or something. If you want to, critisize constructively. INTELLECTUALLY even. Geez. Same goes for the Tagboard. Oh, and a gentle reminder to go through the READ ME if you want to start flaming.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 12:06 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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+ + July 25th, 2003 + +
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--Feeling?---|---*Sigh*--
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Omega Cosmo... you`ll always be remembered for that golden heart seasonsed by your bubbly sarcasam. I don`t know what`s going on with your life (and I probably shouldn`t ask much either), but please be well and take care. As long as you`re happy... Keep smiling over in Sweden buddy. *Moshi mooooosh!!!!* And you know how many of us out there love you, so don`t forget...
... man nostalgia... want to chat with old pals again...
Results of my examination papers are out. By right, I should be happy; jumping up & down for joy since I have never gotten this kind of marks for anything else except English. But no. Something inside is suppressing it off and telling me to study more since I didn`t get full marks (stupid inner voice) -___-
Interesting note though, on my listening comprehension paper; since the recorded voices were going so fast (faster than normal Japanese speakers I reckon), I was racing to rush the answers down on paper. Discovered just now that what I wrote for 1 answer wasn`t what I had in mind, but my "mistake" was really the right answer. Correct mistake. Mmm. Oh, and my accent seems natural to the teachers. And why in the world did we have to watch "Waterboys"? Was it just to occupy 2 free hours before Homeroom? o.O
Blah. Won`t be coming on much from next week. Hope my mailbox doesn`t pop from the amount of junk mail streaming in. Got the details on my host family for that Hokkaidou homestay programme. Guess I should mail my mom the details, but I can`t read the family`s address (I owe it to the wonderfully clear and legible handwriting here... -___-). Then again, I`ve got to send the family some mail. Formalities.
Mei: Tell Mom that if possible, send emm.... 3 of those forks cos there are 3 members in my host family. Argh, better still just get Mom to call me.
Currently wondering why some people leave odd comments on my tagboard like Irun an anime-trading site. o_O
I want to go back and tour Singapore with Garfield! Long, cheap bus and train rides to nowhere... :p Hope you like Singapore though~ :D AH yes, and is the Singapore Sling that famous throughout the world? I`ve tried it but it doesn`t taste that special to me...
If I had lived 200 years ago, I would have been...
an Inuit!
Living off the land in the Arctic Circle, these nature-loving folk are practical and use every scrap of the animals they hunt. Though they are more commonly called the Eskimo, they prefer Inuit, which means "The Real People".
Like them, you are respectful of nature and very resourceful. Your art has its own very distinct style which can be recognized at a flash.
~ Take the Quiz at TAZL.com ~
Hmmm. They are the direct descendents of the first homosapiens anyway. And I fully approve of their way of living. Love nature, kill and use but only when necessary, and waste not.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 04:16 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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+ + July 24th, 2003 (Thursday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Quiet....--
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:) Feeling warm and fuzzzzy inside after reading this little short article. Burn the teenagers. BURN.
This explains something, huh Joyce?
Bleeding randomly from the head again. Wonder why. Too many people? Too much fag smoke? Too much stress? Too blahed? Or too much blood?
Speaking of smokers, the least I can do to them is get those firefighter-type jet-stream water-hoses and blast them (and their stink`in fags) away.
Results of the exams will be out tomorrow. Dread, overwhelming....
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 01:38 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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+ + July 23rd, 2003 (Wednesday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Hungry as heck.--
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*Kicks Livejournal & Deadjournal* You`d think that signing up for one of these would be a breeze. -___- Can someone recommend any other similiar type that doesn`t require attaining the account creation code? Pitas is fine (very VERY fine I might add), but it reguires a lot of upkeep and isn`t something I`d use for storing long surveys that would talk time to load on this page.
Blargh. Listening comprehension examination. -___- Them people were speaking as though they were rushing to frustrate us students. Didn`t have enough time to go through our grammer test a second time either.
Also, my time online (or what little of it that`s left) is going to be cut down severely during the next month since I won`t be able to make use of the computer lab, and will be in Hokkaidou for 2 weeks. Dang...
... stomach being my 2nd voice here...
And what on earth happened to Cosmo? Someone tell me. Read ES`s blog and am quite worried.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 02:15 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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+ + July 22nd, 2003 (Tuesday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Filled with dread.--
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。。。今朝の会話試験はまずそう。マイクがあったので、皆は緊張してた。今、何点ぐらいが取ったか分からないんけど、金曜日。金曜日、成績が出る。＞＜Aを取りたい。だー。
Yesterday, made a particular person laugh till she choked and regurgitate a bit of her dessert. o__O Never knew I could effect people like that, though it`s a first for me to hear someone laughing while puking in the washroom...
わい！やったな。ついにSAMURAI DEEPER KYO＃21を買った！ファンブクも。きゃードラマーCDを買う事にした！鬼眼の狂。ほたるはね、随分変な人物ね。しかし、好き。辰怜は性格が強くていい人が、今の入ってる一族がちょっとな、それでも辰怜に好きに成った。この三人が今の最も人気があるキャラクター。えー、でもその三人は戦ってる。誰か勝ちか。＃22。。。速く発売してよ。図鑑も欲しいんだ。
Currently conversing with her in rhymes. It`s fun. ^^
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 03:05 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---Duh.....--
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Been studying for the big essay examination. Big thanks to Joyce who helped me out when my creative juice were floating somewhere out there in space. ^^; Made her stay up till 1am... ^^;;;;;
Last night I was treated to vewy nice rice wine by... the landlord of all the people. o___O He was obviously tipsy from all the beer he had after dinner. Somehow my question on some Japanese grammer lead to him asking me what a "cask" was. Had to draw it out for him (a barrel). He was laughing like a nutcase complementing my drawn barrel. o____O Asked if I liked wine. Said it was fine, but I preferred the stronger Japanese rice wine. Next thing I know he gave me 2 cups of yummmmay osake. He was being particularly secretive about it too, and when I downed them 2 cups without any problem, he laughed again saying I was a born-drinker. o___O;;;; Tipsy guy indeed. Got to talk to the landlady some after that. Weirdness. Sometimes I can speak Japanese without a problem, and other times I can`t even start on a sentence. -.-; Mom called cos Dad wanted some documents, then Chrono got me running out the bathroom (dripping wet) again with his call. Nonetheless the osake got me working (studying) twice as fast, and made me sink into a hibernation-like state. Yummmmaaaay. あ。ジョイス、お酒の事、誰にも話さないでね。
Right. Why do I have to get dragged into a conversation with my female classmates talking about bust sizes when all I'm doing is just studying quietly?
ジョイスちゃん：お誕生日おめでｯと！
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 12:39 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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+ + July 16th, 2003 (Wednesday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---...--
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Not really back from the dead. Still there.
Saturday:
凄く悲しかった。だって日本語交流会の最後のセッションなんだ。参加者の皆はスピーチを発浮ｵて、お菓子も食べた。セッションが終わったら、あたしのグループはふぁマフィレスタへ行く、最後の集会をした。このホムペジのURLを教えたが、誰かここに来るがいるかな。森田さん、鷲森さん、川上さんみな、色々教えてくれてありがとう！九月のバストリープで又会ってね！
Sunday? Nothing.
Monday`s little ranting session to the top-ranking people of the school was somewhat good. Us scholarship students stay in a dorm somewhat far from school, managed by an old couple employed by the school. Plenty of us aren`t very happy with how they handle us (like entering our rooms without asking for permission, taking photographs of our rooms just to show other people etc), so it was all let-out on Monday. Didn`t expect to talk that much.
Nice weather around here of late. 22 degrees Celcius weee. Cambodian guy said he understands me better when I speak with that thick British accent. o_O That and I had to do some translation between a mainland Chinese dialect (fujian hua) and the main Taiwan dialect that left people with their mouths hanging. No no. Mom`s way better than me. ^^ yes mom?
This is getting annoying. I know all the stuff I learn, but I don`t use em. *Sigh* Maybe I`ll just start translating from now on.
DARGH. Want to watch Wolf's Rain! But they only show it on those paid channels grraaaah.
ああ。昨夜１時にあたしはもう寝た時彼の電話がかかった。あのな。。。月曜日以外そんなに夜遅く電話したのに。。。金曜日から試験があるので、早く寝なきゃ。自分の言った事も覚えていないんだ。
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 04:46 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---Detached once more...--
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Fate is an odd thing, if it exists at all. Lost an umbrella when I just arrived (in April). Had to get a new umbrella at the time (I was quite annoyed at myself for losing it), then yesterday I got a larger better one that I was eyeing the week before. Now, 2 umbrellas. Hmm.
Korean classmate (female) had written stuff about everyone in the class`s diary. Didn`t think she had anything to say about me, but she did mention thinking me mysterious. Candidate #3. Don`t see the point of talking to someone who only thinks for cosmetics, getting married (or laid), and clothes.
Polishing up on my |33+ hypocrisy skill5 too. Oh yeeeaaah. Other than that, talking to or even being with people has lost meaning to me for the time being.
Cute little story Garfield. ^^
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you are Alucard...
man, wolf, bat, mist-- Alucard is one versatile dude. he has a myriad of shiny guns, and he wears his sunglasses at night. he is hellsing's secret weapon; he enjoys exterminating pathetic vampire wannabes. |
| Which Hellsing Character Are You? |
Good test that determines your inner gender.
You are most definity MALE inside!
How do we know? Well, deep down, your gender affects everything about you, from your favorite number to your views on Canada. Many men who took the test think and act just like you.
Statistically speaking, you are a dude.
People like you, who walk the scary line between man and woman, are *very* helpful in understanding exactly what it means to be human.
..... hmmmmm. If this means I understand humans, then I probably understand them too much. I`ve long ago admitted to being more of a male on the inside (minus all them dirty thoughts every 7 seconds), but some people just keep judging from appearances.
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--Feeling?---|---All normal females ought to be SHOT.--
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Excuse me. I need to MUTILATE someone.
I am being driven nuts sitting beside Miss Yumi. Normal being. Normal talkative human being. Someone give me a thread and needle so I can sew that overused mouth up for good. Rar. Fine, I don`t mind it when people speak useful things, but rambling on about cosmetics and clothes just drives me up the wall.
That and I HATE people who don`t know the meaning of punctual, and who are too sickeningly vain (physical looks), mostly females.
No, really. I don`t hate people. Only during these random times. I just want to exterminate humanity.
And yes I prefer the company of males more than females even if average males think about sex every 7 seconds. Why? Because females, average females do nothing but gossip, discuss clothes and cosmetics. Sickening enough to almost induce vomitting.
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--Feeling?---|---Blahed.--
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Went along to the Edo Tokyo Open-Air Museum on Saturday with them Japanese folks. Wowed at the old traditional houses. Heee. When and if I get lots of money, I`ll have professionals build me a mansion like that. Of course, it won`t be of the same flimsiness. Hehehehehe... *drools*
After that though, Morita-san brought 3 of us (2 Korean girls and I... 両手に花 ^o^) for Korean BBQ. :O~~~ He paid for that and my taxi fare home. Hmmm... of course, if he ever needs me to show him around Singapore, I`ll be happy to. His kindness almost makes my skin crawl, sad to say (then again, this is me here...).
... wishing hard for stuff that`s apparently possible does come true in my case. And being woken up in the morning by ravens outside my window isn`t that bad. They sound much better than alarm clocks.
Your Inner Dragon is the most honorable of all. Golds are the third rarest of all the dragons (after Platinum and Chromatic dragons) and have a station in society that reflects their rarity. You are what one might call a Draconic Knight. Golds live by a strict code of chivalry and commitment. Remember Draco? Yep, Gold Dragon. Your appearance is fearsome and all-mighty but you'd never stoop so low as to bring any harm to a human. As a matter of fact, that's strictly contrary to your code of conduct. You're one of only two dragon types that is aligned "Lawful Good" and is proficient in the use of magic and spells. If you're curious, the other is Platinum, the King of the Dragons. Your piety, beauty, wisdom, and inner strength are absolutely without parallel.
But of course, being a Gold Dragon isn't all high ethics and codes. You like to fly around scaring things, advise humans in their affairs, and shapeshift. Strike that, you LOVE to shapeshift. And you're great at it. In fact, if you're a Gold on the inside, you might be a Gold on the outside, too - just in human form. Your favorable attributes are honor, chivalry, truth, kindness, gold, mining, protection, wisdom, bravery, and trustworthiness. You might be a bit too trusting of humans at times, but they're just kids compared to you. If anyone threatens your humans or tries to kill you, you could strike back with your breath weapon - Fire. But then, no one's tried anything that stupid in the last couple thousand years. After all, you're about 54 feet long.
Honorable??? Knight? Lawful good??? o________O? I`ll admit I like flying around scaring things, and shapeshifting, but that`s as far as it goes. Close friends know me well enough to guarentee I would wipe out the entire human race if I ever got the chance. What`s worse is that I took this test a long time ago and I got the same result. Other dragon tests yield similiar results too.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 03:45 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---.................... drained--
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Yesterday`s Kabuki (traditional Japanese Threater play) was quite boring. Save the fact that everyone on stage spoke like they had underwear cramped up their asses. Couldn`t hear much through the incoherency to understand much, and got quite irritated because I had Yumi-san sitting beside me all the while, talking as I tried so hard to understand the play. Grah. Odd thing happened though. For about 1 minute, my mind just seemed to open up and everything I heard from the kabuki within that 1 minute, I understood fully. Tried to do that again, but just felt drained all the way to a bad headache. Now that I think of it... it was kinda similiar to what Sasuke (from Naruto) did before his sharingan (?) powers were awakened. Still feling drained. Very very tired. Not much from my family either.
Wooo... I like it....
And some people just have the most predictable behavior patterns.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 04:45 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---Evil? Wicked? A villain?--
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Finally in a sort of o-kay mood.
The tea ceremony on Saturday was alright. The tea itself after them sweet treats was good.
Apparently, studying my ass off isn`t working, so I`ll work to doing it till my head drops off too.
Gah. Love that love of Yuugi (Japanese version PLEASE). When I make my anime, I will be sure to get him into one of the main cast members. Took several tests on Yuugi-oh cos I can`t find anything else to do at the moment. Most results being of... non-heros? -.-; Kato, Malik, Pegasus (>.<); some other weird sinister looking people with death and destruction all around them. Yadaa yadaa.
I'm the seemingly innocent Bakura!
Which Yu-Gi-Oh boi are you? Find out!
Another test by that spelunking Mania Macabre.
Must be in a much darker mood of late. All the anime tests I take give me villains for the first... few results. Like DNAngel`s Krad. Like the one below....
Very cute description. ^o^
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(integrated MPD), tormented in the soul & schizophrenic in the heart. Languages understood: English, Japanese, Chinese, Hokkien, Teochew & Malay.
