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--Feeling?---|---....... fuck off--
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I eat cookies.
Ignore, mindless rant.
You stupid selfish idiot. Can't you bloody hell take a breather for a bit and be HAPPY?! Moron. Stop goddamn dwelling so much. Feh. In the end, you're alone in this world. ALONE. Whether you like it or not, you mean NOTHING to others. Nobody gives a fuck. No one wants to. So get your blody act together and forget about ever depending on people ever again.
Ah~~~~~~~ すっきりした。このバカアホ！
You are Orochimaru! He's probably 2nd strongest in the entire series. You have a twisted idealology and never cared for "precious people". Your younger counterpart is Sasuke. Your attacks consist of many forbidden jutsus, but hey, you don't care, not only are you an S-ranked criminal like Itachi, you also have you own village! You are always plotting against the leafs and even killed your own senseiWhich Upper Level Ninja Are You? (Naruto)
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Uh, I didn't think I was answering villainously...
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Hehe. Just watched the whole series in 2 days. Yeah I love Sora. It's thanks to characters like him that stuff's fun. But I don't think I was answering like him.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 11:57 a.m. (GMT +9) - lj ~ ~ ~
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+ + December 29th, 2003 (Monday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Alone, but contented--
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Go RETRO! ^-^ Modern disco music's repetitive. Long live RETRO!
Alright. Before the new year begins, I wold just like to thank some people:
Mum: For being Mum. ^^ I love you *hugs* What else can I say?
Dad: Let's just say there has to be an acting 'baddie' in every family to get the dirty stuff done, and he's it. But *hugs* he loves us all.
Lil Sis: Thanks for taking care of Mom while I'm gone. ^^ Without you I think she would have given in to stress a long time ago.
Lil Bro: You! Despite being a regular guy, you're sweet, good-tempered and kiiiwwwwuuuuute! *Pinches cheek* Don't make Mom worry too much about you, 'kay?
無くなった者: Wherever you are, you know my heart's with you...
Sassin: Friend, confidant, sister for over 18 years (abt). Love ya girl. That's why it pains me when you're down and out. Take a breather sometime...
Joyce: I'd say it's a miracle that you're as good a friend as you are to me. I do wonder where I stand in your eyes sometimes, but it doesn't really matter.
Chrono: For being a punchbag and a clown. :P You know jolly-well the reason why I'm violent to you.
Forum folks too many to list: I never thought conversation through this virtual medium could change one's life so much. Let's just say if I never met you all, I would have probably never gotten to know anime, and land up where I am now. :)
THANK YOU ALL! ^^
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My body has decided to take on hiberation for a change. 2 days of 1-hour slumber and nothing but absolutely crazy dreams to go with it. It's not everyday you see yourself combining with a god an wrecking havoc like a level 100 godzilla, or whack hundreds of pirates up with kung-fu Bruce Lee would have only fantasized of mastering. o___O
Dad missed a step in Thailand and broke his wrist in 3 places. How in the world did he manage to travel to the Philipines, Vietnam, back to Bangkok again then finally Singapore without getting proper treatment is beyond me. o_o Must have inherited those strong, 'never-say-die' genes. Mom's cough hasn't gone away; it's spread to Lil Sis and the maid. Lil Bro's the only able one in the household now... o_O Mom, call me when the results of your X-ray's done... And make sure Dad gets treated for that wrist!
Now I'm getting mistaken for a Thai. Great.
I just found out the dorm sensei thought I put on a lot of make-up. o__O What? Does that mean my face looks fake? I don't even wash my face, or comb my hair before leaving the dorm. o_o; He was shocked to know I don't use even a little make-up. That stuff kills your skin.
You know... I see a lot of desperate people out there, all hopelessly floundering around in hope of a suitable mate around every damned corner. Here, take a load off me. I guess you can say I've known people who don't let outer appearances get in the way, but... -.-
 Enneagram Test Results | Type 1 | Perfectionism | |||||||||||||||||| | 80% | | Type 2 | Helpfulness | |||| | 17% | | Type 3 | Ambition | |||||||||||||||||| | 77% | | Type 4 | Sensitivity | |||| | 13% | | Type 5 | Detachment | |||||||||||||||||||| | 84% | | Type 6 | Anxiety | |||||||||| | 38% | | Type 7 | Adventurousness | |||||||||||||| | 60% | | Type 8 | Aggressiveness | |||||||||||||||||||| | 81% | | Type 9 | Calmness | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | Your Conscious-Surface type is 9w8
Your Unconscious-Overall type is 8w9 | Take Free Enneagram Personality Test
Mmm.. I'd say this is accurate enough. *Admits* I am very aggressive. ^^; Especially over territory, belongings and friends. But detached and aggressive?
Mmm... you're right about the Pirates or the Carribean ending looking like a fairy-tale one...
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 12:58 p.m. (GMT +9) - lj ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---Sleeeeepy--
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Happy Holidays. Have a cake.
Wonder how my family's Christmas party went. Joyce's relatives are over for a while; warm fuzzy Christmas? Us Singaporeans were eating chicken curry, red-bean soup, pandan cake and jackfruit chips till 4 in the morning.
Reading on about her little encounter with a big-hearted person, it's easy to forget that good people still exist.
Argh. Someone tell me if Windows XP can support both Japanese and English programs if it supports both languages!!!! ><
Went over to Ogikubo for a look-see with Joyce. Not too bad. I kinda like it already. The rent doesn't that killer, and there are plenty of facilities around (think a small Shinjuku). Now to get on with finding a property agent who isn't racist.
Went around the Book Offs in 5 different areas. Drooled over the dirt cheap 2nd-hand PS2 games.... Note: Went shoplifting, do NOT scream/ draw attention to yourself if someone tries to hold you back. You're just drawing the law 5 steps closer like what some girl did. Nutcase.
Weeee, also went for a movie. Return of the King's only opening in February... *insert scream here*
Mei: Get Mom to see this. Mom: Could you ask Uncle Eddie to give me his email address? I need to ask him something regarding PlayStation2s...
XD Inuyasha and Sesshoumaru going "seishoumaru-oniichan~!" & "...otouto" was priceless. Yay for radio shows. I can understand how hard it was for Narita Ken (fluffy's voice actor) to say that single word in-character (the disgust was all over his voice).
Hmm... Getting that mobile phone in January... I still don't understand how a colored-screen, camera & video enabled, internet-surfing mobile in Japan costs 1 yen. Bleah. Don't want to get a phone, but it seems I don't have a choice this time. *They got me.. ><*
Taking people who love watching porn into consideration... I have come to the conclusion that what kind of TV-shows/ movies individuals prefer to watch reflects on what they really desire. Porn-flicks, sex (obviously). Romanace stories, love. Action, escape from a boring life. Comedy, fun and laughter. And so on. This will come in useful. It's no wonder I can't stand romanace one bit (I still do't know why people like those. Everyone in those shows act stupid). I don't need, or want this concept of 'love'. Nor do I need to do procreation like the rest of the plague humanity.
Read up dream interpretation. Hmmm... how can I be having a "new change" every darn week (dying in dream)? And since I am flying in a lot of dreams (that I found out, is not normal for regular people), sites say it's either I go astral-travelling a lot, or I want to break free of restrictions all the time. Eh, true. The last flight I took was to Mount Fuji. *huh?*
For the one I've lost...
Time After Time ~ 花舞う街で by 倉木麻衣
もしも君に巡り逢えたら
二度と君の手を離さない
春の終わりを告げる 花御堂
霞む花 一枚
蘇る 思い出の歌
この胸に 今も優しく
Time after time
君と出逢った奇跡
緩やかな風吹く街で
そっと手を繋ぎ 歩いた坂道
今も忘れない約束
風に君の声が聞こえる
薄氷冴返る 遠い記憶
傷付く・#124;さ知らず 誓った
いつかまたこの場所で
巡り逢おう 薄紅色の
季節が来る日に 笑顔で
Time after time
ひとり 花舞う街で
散らざるときは戻らないけど
あの日と同じ 変わらない景色に
涙ひらり 待っていたよ
風舞う花びらが 水面を撫でるように
大切に想うほど 切なく・・・
人は皆孤独と言うけれど
探さずにはいられない 誰かを
儚く壊れやすいものばかり
追い求めてしまう
Time after time
君と色づく街で
出逢えたら もう約束はいらない
誰よりもずっと 傷付きやすい君の
そばにいたい今度は きっと
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 12:13 p.m. (GMT +9) - lj ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---INSPIRED! :D--
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Have been stoning in Joyce's room (watching her play Shadow Hearts) for almost 2 weeks until yesterday (she completed it). I love the dialogue.
Played english chess yesterday (at 2:30am) with Joyce... Fmm... I think a lot more about making moves than 10 years ago (that was when I last played it). That landed me a checkmate pretty quick.
... I seriously wonder how Joyce stays such a good friend when she considers me so evil. o__O (Joyce: "I wonder myself...") Friendship is weird...
*Looks at T-rex* Let's open up discussion on the RPG again throgh email. :D
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 11:53 a.m. (GMT +9) - lj ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---Happy and relaxed.--
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Haven't had the time.
Kamakura on Friday. It was alright... got myself a 1-meter bokutou for just 1,000 yen. Brought it all the way back to the dorm without a plastic wrap or anything and drew weird stares from people. Uh... it's legal!!! Nataku-san was... left behind by her group so I accompanied her most of the way. My ears have done it again, and now Oosumi-sensei probably thinks me a freak after I made the entire group laugh non-stop for an hour just by mis-hearing something. Slept for 14 good hours straight after that.
Helped the dorm Sensei make 200++ dumplings for the party last Saturday. Ate till I almost barfed. ;p Her dumplings are so good.
Akihabara yesterday. List of stuff I got:
1)Koyasu, Seki, VERSUS 2 ~conte again~ (info)
2)THE BEST OF DETECTIVE CONAN 2 [w/ DVD, Initial pressing only limited release] (info) <-- Cool, got a DVD with it.
3) Samurai Deeper Kyo #24 with Drama CD <-- XD FINALLY.
Lots of game ideas coming up... >< No way to realize em for now.
Seriously wonders what's up with Sis...
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 12:00 p.m. (GMT +9) - lj ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---Sleepy--
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Had a good dinner on Sunday night. We didn't get our shabu-shabu (too crowded), but yakiniku was great! 10 servings of it shared between us, and only about 1,600 yen each. XD Happiness. Fruit liquor tastes weird. Like medicine. >< Never gonna drink it again.
Had some exchange with a couple of university students. My female classmates seem only interested to find out how old they are, and if they have girlfriends. Females can be so predictable. A few of us went out with them for dinner. McDonald's here sucks. Their burgers are soggy, just as Lina-san said.
いやあああシンレイが殺された！！！どうして？！
RANT ON PEOPLE.
The majority of the population are whimpsies. They see something happening that's bad. They know it's bad. They also know that it can be stopped. But they cower away and do NOTHING but talk, letting the bad stuff go on and on, while they watch. Only when someone leads, they follow. They're sheep. The stupid, weak SHEEP. I don't hate people, really. But this really disgusts me. I am not a justice freak, everytime those sheep gather to talk, no action.... Situation: some politics going down at my dorm involving some annoying Taiwanese guy who basically hates the landlady to her guts simply because she offended him ONCE. He has already given her so much trouble so she decided to quit altogether (seeing as to how sick of him she is, yeah). A few people I hang around with in the dorm know about it. They don't like it. But they do nothing. Hell they didn't even want to DO anything. All they go is, "There isn't anything we can do." Worthless cowards. Seems to me all they wanted was to discuss the matter, there. Initially, I was prepared to stomp down to the school (who manages the dorm and landlady either way) to get things straightened out ALONE (because those sheep were too much of yellows), but the landlady made me promise not to (let's just say, complications...). *AAAAHHHH* ... finally got that off my chest. I am no justice freak. My increasing hatred for meek and cowardly makes that plain to see.
RANT ON HUMANS. Humans don't have to read on.
How many people do you know who don't have any permanent ailment or physical defect (asthma, cancer, retardation, back problem because of the spine growing weird etc etc)? I can guess there aren't many truly healthy, strong humans left around anymore. Humans are so fond of bringing about their own doom (defiling the environment too). Let the weak survive, let them mate, let them produce young that carry the same deflections. Yes, I hate weak things. In fact, I don't think most humans worthy of existance on this plane because of their glaring defects. The disabled included. You can throw me whatever crap about being a caring, sympathetic person and give them a chance at life. But I won't care. Nature cannot prevent such defects from coming into existence, but the weak should die either way instead of living on to weaken off the whole specie. Antelope young who are born cripple? They're dinner. But if the defects survive. If the defects bring about more benefit; say an antelope young is born with the ability to run faster than all others and its predators, then it lives on successfully to pass on those genes on. The weak don't have any real function in my opinion.
Gotten off BBC:
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For many years, people used IQ tests to try and determine someone｡ｯs intelligence. However, some researchers believe that IQ tests do not take into account the fact that different people might think in different ways, and have different strengths and weaknesses.
Most people would agree that Mozart was a genius - but Mozart would probably have struggled with Einstein｡ｯs theories just like the rest of us. This doesn｡ｯt mean that one man was more clever than the other ｨC they just thought in very different ways.
Many psychologists now believe that what we call intelligence can be subdivided into different categories, all of which can all be measured independently. Different kinds of thinking are needed to solve different problems.
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.... I don't know about you, but these psychologists are stupid, not realizing thinking about this earlier. Any normal individual who has enough imagination will go through this in a matter of minutes when you think about IQ quizzes. Oh wait. For years I've been telling some parents this and fuck, no one bothered to listen or tried absorbing it. Forget it.
you are violet
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Your dominant hues are red and blue. You're confident and like showing people new ideas. You play well with others and can be very influential if you want to be.
Your saturation level is lower than average - You don't stress out over things and don't understand people who do. Finishing projects may sometimes be a challenge, but you schedule time as you see fit and the important things all happen in the end, even if not everyone sees your grand master plan.
Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.
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Hmmmm.... That last part is especially true.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 04:35 p.m. (GMT +9) - lj ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---I'M FREEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!)($&"(&$"--
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WAAAAHAAAAAAA!!!!!
I'm finally done with the !#*$ JLPT! XD ほっとしたぜ！
Tokyo University (Komaba Campus) has been drawn into plenty of animes, but the real thing looks like some Brit school up front, their toilets look like the kind murders take place in (quoted from Lina-san *lol*), the inner-most buildings seem as though their were built before World War II.... THIS is supposed to be Japan's most prestigious University???? Whatever about it anyway. It don't look like I'm going to pass (though the listening comprehension was easy, or was that just my senses "opening up" again?). Nonetheless I feel GREAT!!!!!!!! Going for a shabushabu course later with Joyce. Tomorrow's a vacation.... XD WAHAHHAAAAA
Couldn't sleep last night. With Nott-san as my usual studying companion till 2am. Bathed at 3am, studied again till 4:45pm, tossed in bed till 5:30am... I'm going to get me some plump wine later to recover on sleep.
Uh.... *looks at a set of heart-stickers titled "I LOVE YOU" she received from someone in the dorm...* Uhhhh..... ....... ......... ..........
ARGH didn't have time to call Mum last night... -___-;;; I'm sorry Mom... On the bright side I did get you a little birthday present. ^^
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Mt. Fuji from me dorm (Mei!!! Get Mom to see it, even though it's so smaaall). I never thought it could be seen from Tokyo (it ain't in Tokyo duuuuh) but that evening was clear, and the silhouette of it was huge. Took a little photograph of it with Joyce's mobile, but it's tiny and you can barely see the mountain against the nice evening sky (4pm). Still, when the printed versions come out (good o' camera), I hope they're of better quality.
Getting out of bed is the hardest thing to do with a room locked in 10 degrees as its constant temperature...
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 04:34 p.m. (GMT +9) - lj ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---Fatigued--
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Ah, forgot to mention.
Got big package. Sensei was as amazed I could carry that thing as I was. Lots of food. And prune juice (for some reason my father thinks I have constipation uuuuuuuuhh....). Now in a desperate rush to finish the perishables. But *muacks Mum* Weeeeee! Look out for my birthday card 'kay? *Runs off*
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 04:32 p.m. (GMT +9) - lj ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---Fatigued--
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Mmmkay. People just don't get that Singapore (the country), is the city and capital by itself. They also don't get how a country smaller than Tokyo has a population density of 6,014 people per square kilometer can allow people space to move (Japan's average population density is 304 persons per square kilometer). I'm amused myself. Singapore feels more spacious than Tokyo. Apartments are much cheaper to rent too.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 04:18 p.m. (GMT +9) - lj ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---DARRRGH--
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Typhoon approaching. Temperature dropping. Examination closing in. ARRRRRRRRGGGGGHHHH! Lost a night's worth of slumber because of it. The other reason being my body nearly spontaneously combusting yet again.
Found a hole in my bag. Blarge. It's only 4 months old... Is there something with me and bags?
Was washing me chopper last night when it jumped outta my soap left hand and poked itself in my right. Wooooooo.
Package isn't hereeee yeeeett.
Until the JLPT's over, short non-sensical posts will carry on.
You are Horus. You are tough and strong. As said
many times before, you have no tolerance for weaklings and cowards. Don't judge people for how strong they are...you could be missing out on some great friendships!
Which Egyptian God Are You?
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Heh. Pretty true. But I really don't care about getting into friendships. Maintaining them is a different matter altogether.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 04:36 p.m. (GMT +9) - lj ~ ~ ~
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(integrated MPD), tormented in the soul & schizophrenic in the heart. Languages understood: English, Japanese, Chinese, Hokkien, Teochew & Malay.
