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Yeah..? You got a problem with that, H U H ? ? ?
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+ + August 31st, 2003 (Sunday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Relieved....--
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Just got back to Tokyo yesterday night. Phew. Had to carry (CARRY, not roll, or push, or pull) my 14kg bag (that was stuffed with gifts ranging from sweets & treats, to quality soba) from the train station all the way back home. Came back half dead from exhaustion. What a workout. -_- Carrying the bag was one thing, trying to walk with it was another altogether. Received a fan letter (from a kid in Hokkaidou). Hmmm. Will be typing out from my diary, each day of the last 2 weeks from now. Though it might take a while.
*Hugs Sis* -___- I wish I could be there for you... But be strong. >< Once you get your own life, it`s all yours, and yours only.
I`m seriously VERY VERY glad I have such an influence over my little sister. Good thing she`s not like those cutsy girls who go all "WWOOOOO HE ASKED FOR MY NUMBER!!!!!" when some random guy does. Be cautious Mei, the world is overflowing with slimballs that will take advantage of any stupid females.
Oh yeah, and Mei, let Mom read this:
Mom, I used the Brockhampton address as my internet domain name mailing address. Is that address still in use? If it isn`t, do send me a valid address, and if you get any mail for me (official stuff), could you mail it over to Japan?
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Aloof and animalistic, you belong to the Gangrel Clan. Closely associated with werewolves, you are the shapeshifting vampire. You prefer nature than to live in the city and prefer the company of animals than of humans. You are more known to keep to yourself then to help others. You are the lone wolf of the decendents of Caine.
What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?
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The Gangrel
Of all vampires, the Gangrel are perhaps closest to their inner nature. These nomadic loners spurn the constraints of society, preferring the comfort of the wilderness. How they avoid the wrath of the werewolves is unknown; perhaps it has something to do with the fact that the Gangrel are themselves shapeshifters. When a mortal speaks of a vampire changing into a wolf or a bat, she is probably speaking of a Gangrel. Like the Brujah, Gangrel are fierce warriors; unlike the Brujah, Gangrel ferocity does not stem from anarchic rage, but from animalistic instinct. Gangrel have a keen understanding of the Beast in their souls, and prefer to spend their nights in communion with the animals whom they so emulate.
:D
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 01:25 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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+ + August 29th, 2003 (Friday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Hmmmm--
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Last day here in Esashi, Hokkaidou...
THE PROTECTOR
You are the rock, the keystone of your friends and family. They look to you for support abd leadership. You don`t push for devotion or attention, but when the situation is dire, even the Idols and Exibitionists will turn to you. You are the trust, the loved. You have the capacity to love more deeply than any other type, and are fiercly devoted to your friends and lovers. Highly idealistic, you would sacrifice everything for a person or cause you believe in. But you trust so deeply and compassionately that a betrayal could shatter you. Jealousy is your downfall, and sometimes you need to give people more space and not become some enamored. Be careful who you place your trust in, For a Protector`s broken heart will never fully heal. The world needs more of you, but you are few. And sometimes it seems like you carry the weight of the world on your shoulders. *Picture here*
The ULTIMATE Personality test
Uh, that sounds nice. Almost too nice for someone like me. But I would give everything for what I believe in (Nature). No one has my trust but me really. People are just disappointing. And my heart isn`t whole anymore either way. Odd though. When I took the test the other day (didn`t have time to post the result) I got Seer.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 11:15 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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+ + August 28th, 2003 (Thursday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Rushing--
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Sis, I`m alright. Just been really really busy. Haven`t been having the time to reply emails. I`ll write back next Wednesday (or around there). *Don`t hit me! ><*
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 09:45 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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+ + August 27th, 2003 (Wednesday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Worried--
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Is your toe alright Mei?
Tea-ceremony later. Byeeee
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 08:41 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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+ + August 25th, 2003 (Monday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Hmmm.--
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Blog survey, stolen from Solitary-kun~
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 03:19 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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+ + August 25th, 2003 (Monday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---.....--
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So this layout-stealing fucker has finally posted. I KNOW you read this. I KNOW you are aware me. So BEWARE. I am NOT going to let you off so easy. You can pin the cause of death of the next family member on me. Trust me on that. Too bad for you, because regret is going to come too late.
And egoists... feh.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 08:11 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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+ + August 21st, 2003 (Thursday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---o___O--
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Sassin: lol funny bus-stop
Chrono: I think your Mom`s exaggerating...
Busy busy busy... Still being fed well (Read: VERY), drinking plenty of Japanese rice wine and knocking locals off their feet with my Japanese boo-boos. :P Horribly funny when you`re trying to say "local accent" in a foreign language and it comes out as "stool test". XD
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 08:06 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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+ + August 20th, 2003 (Wednesday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Hmmm....--
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*Looks at Chrono*
Well, I finally found the grassy fields.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 08:27 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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+ + August 18th, 2003 (Monday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Adopted.... o_O--
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Can`t stay too long. I`ll just say using a Mac, with a Japanese platform isn`t fun. The weather over here in Hokkaidou, Esashi is great.
And I am being fed so well by my host family I feel ike crying out of happiness. XD
*Runs off to be showed around the town...*
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 10:52 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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+ + August 15th, 2003 (Friday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Amused--
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Got chased off, returned promptly upon remembering I had to grab some addresses from the internet.
o_____O In reference to Zyzyfer`s article on farts, hehehehe...
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 01:10 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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+ + August 15th, 2003 (Friday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Hm.--
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The whole damned place smells like shit. Literally. It`s been raining acid rain the whole of last night till now, and apparently I`m the only one who can really smell it (or mind it a lot).
Going off to Hokkaidou tomorrow. Got a ton of things to do. >< Joyce intends to go back in March, Bayu is going back this week. Hmm. Everyone seems to be going home already. That did get me a little down, but after the all from home, the idea of going back to my family doesn`t appeal no more. I still would like to go back and visit my Sis and this oddball though.
Very cute article on English gone wrong. XD My personal favorite is: 'Please do not feed the animals. If you have any suitable food, give it to the guard on duty.' XD It isn`t wrong, grammatrically. But... XD
My father seems to suffer from the disease mentioned here.
Oh yeah, Joyce bought a katana at Kamakura. At 9,000 yen? Uh okay. I know I wanted one, but I`d like a real one. Them real ones cost.... *faints* more than a car?! *Plots to rob the nearby museum...*
Also gotta tell me Mom NOT to call me on my birthday to wish me. It`s painfully upsetting to spend your 21st birthday alone in a cold tiny room studying your ass off, so I don`t want to be reminded at all. Unless someone wants to send me a real katana.
- Be back in 2 weeks....
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 11:52 a.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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+ + August 13th, 2003 (Wednesday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Miserable and depressed.--
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Excuse me, Sycia isn`t in a very stable frame of mind. So just let me whine.
Some males just make me want to hate the whole bunch of them unreasonably. Shortly after getting off the internet, and after Chrono told me to try seeing the good side of people, I get some desperate middle-east bugger trying to lure me into a dark alley with possibly the lamest, most transparent reasons of all time.
I had been walking around Shinjuku alone (Joyce was with her Dad & brother), looking for Kinokuniya. Some middle-aged middle-east guy came up to me (more like walked by my side), and asked:
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Guy: Do you speak English?
Sycia: Uh yeah...
Guy: Ah! Er, can you tell me where Takashimaya is?
Sycia: Uh... *Scratches head* I`m not very sure of it myself... but I think it`s that way *points in the opposite direction from where she`s walking*.
Guy: Oh. I see. Where are you going?
Sycia: *....?* Uh, I`m looking for a place around Takashimaya.
Guy: Oh, then why don`t you come long with me?
Sycia: *..........* Huh? Uh... but I think it`s the other way.
Guy: *Takes Sycia by the hand and walks towards Takashimya* So where are you from?
Sycia: *..................* Singapore.
----- The guy continues asking a disgruntled Sycia questions while leading her in the direction of Takashimya, and passes a set of drinks vending machine along the way. -----
Guy: Hey, let me get you a drink. What do you want?
Sycia: Uh, that`s alright, I`m not thirsty.
Guy: *Is already AT the vending machines* C'mon!
Sycia: I`m quite full, really...
Guy: Aw, alright. *Walks back to Sycia`s side* So where are you really going?
Sycia: I`m looking for Kinokuniya, the one that isn`t right beside Takashimaya.
Guy: Oh! I know where that is!
Sycia: *....* Oh, where?
Guy: It`s around the corner over there. *Points in a direction from the crossiing we were at*
----- At that point, I felt his arm around my waist. Was contemplating jumping on him, or screaming girlishly for help. Decided that keeping calm was the best course of action. After all, I was still in a crowded area. But that didn`t keep my SHA-QI from emerging. 2 seconds later his arm retreated. -----
Guy: Come, I`ll show you the way.
Sycia: *Now annoyed out of her mind* ... don`t worry about me *SUCKER* I can find it myself.
Guy: Are you sure?
Sycia: Yes, quite.
Guy: *Reluctantly* Okay, goodbye.
Sycia: ... *walks off*
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Persistent bugger. Thanks to him my mood has been spoilt. This is the 4th pervert who has tried to pick me up. The first 3 were all Japanese. Do I look like a freak'in whore?! NO. I do not even fit the category of average! I EVEN DRESS UNISEX! Cargo pants and shirt. THAT'S IT! GO AWAY BEFORE I CLAMP YOUR DICKS OFF WITH BRICKS!!! RAAAAAAH!
And everytime Mom calls, I just get more depressed. Why? Money problems mainly, but who doesn`t suffer from it. Next problem, she isn`t happy with her spouse. Not surprising. The way he treats everyone like a lesser, stupid being, not even saving his wife of this ridiculous treatment, it`s no wonder she hates him. He treats everyone like shit, like everyone`s a muddling imbecile. As a wife, she expects slightly better treatment but no. She tries to advise him (nice tone too, from what I`ve seen) but he just yells her off. -_______- She would have left him long ago if not for OFFSPRING (YES YOU HEARD IT, ME, MY BROTHER, AND MY SISTER ARE AT FAULT). Parasitic creatures that bind her to him helplessly. She had said, "When you have lots of money, I want to move out. I can`t stand living under the same roof with him."
This isn`t helping me, she already expects that I will bring in lots of cash in the future. I myself am not certain of my own future.. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
... suddenly I don`t want her to call me any more. I just get more upset each time she does. It`s no wonder it rained last night half an hour after I got off the phone with her.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 12:47 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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+ + August 11th, 2003 (Monday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Pissed off--
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Well looky what we have HERE.
Well, I never knew anyone would be that lame. Good for you. Also, you forgot to change a "her" in one part of the disclaimer to "his". You kinda get these things when you are RIPPING SOMEONE`S DESIGN OFF WORD FOR BLOODY WORD.
Stupid people. Do I HAVE TO RETYPE MY DESIGN DISCLAIMER / THREAT ALL OVER AGAIN?!
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 12:40 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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+ + August 11th (Monday), 2003 + +
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--Feeling?---|---.... duh--
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Okay, remind me not to wish for extreme weather for quite some time. In the last three days, there`s been a typhoon and seering temperatures (without a cloud in the sky). The typhoon started on Friday (attributed to a silly wish I made when I was feeling so down on Wednesday night, crying), swepted past Tokyo through Saturday, rain and tearing winds cooled the place down a bit. Sunday was a completely different story. We were supposed to head on down for the fireworks, but I didn`t really want to go, so I asked for extreme weather (be it rain or sun) right after the typhoon passed over (at night). The next morning I woke up with the sun shining into my room like it was just a kilometer away from earth. From yesterday, till today, there has not been a cloud in the sky, with the temperature hovering around 35 degrees Celcius over, and humidity at almost 100%. It`s a freak`in baking hell. Worse than Singapore guh. Okay okay. be careful of what you wish for. It was so hot yesterday; turned into Tare-panda in the corridor. But I ultimately got my wish; Lina-san didn`t want to go watch fireworks because of the insane heat. :D I`m so grateful for the heat, in a way.
Forgot what else I initially intended to write. Talking to Sassin, Chrono and Jason (classmate) over ICQ now, busy as hell argh. Jason is going to Canada for his studies. Cool. Departing tomorrow... ^^ Good luck to you Jason!
Sis called the other night. Imagine the shock I got. I initially thought it would be Mom, but on the first "hello" I got, I reckoned my little sister (though why on earth would she be calling me?). It was only on the 3rd or 4th that I actually recognized her voice. lol Still, good to hear her voice after such a long time.
Of course I would go watch it with you if I were there. Like the clothes. And Orlando Bloom looks so fragile in there. Not too much of the rough and tough pirate material. *Shrug*
You're Iori Yagami!
Which King of Fighters Guy (Hero) Are You?
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From the way I answered the quiz, I thought I`d get K. Oh well. Iori-saaaaamaaaaaa~! ^___^ Haven`t done that in a while!
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 12:31 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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+ + August 7th, 2003 (Thursday) + +
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--Feeling?---|---Dotted and upset.--
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Hey Mei, I`ll go watch it with you. :D I like them pirate costumes. And show Mom that email I sent you on Malaysia......
Thursday:
Walking to Tokyo Tower was a literal hell. The heat was quite extraordinary, but we were unusually fine. My body just soaked up a year's worth of Vitamin D that day. Drank plenty of water too. My body seems to be more suited to the desert environment: Drink plenty of water at one go, not need to drink again for a long time, walk through the heat with no apparent aftereffects, and let off all the gathered heat at night to keep warm through the freezing evening. Nearly burned a hole through my bed that night.
Wednesday:
Went to Joyce`s school, we were allowed to fiddle around with SoftImage and the lecturers seemed surprised we knew how to make simple spheres (thank GODS the interface was all in English. Japanese people were having trouble with understanding the functions). Then walked from Kunitachi to Tachigawa thinking the two areas were close by. Was limping badly by the end of it.
Getting quite disappointed with people. And have currently lost all complusion to go to Kamakura (for sightseeing purposes with the other 2 Singaporeans) now that we found out the Katana shop closes on Tuesdays (the day we are supposed to go). It`s ridiculous to spend 890yen x 2 on transportation fee just to go get my katana next holidays (well that`s what Joyce suggested anyway. -________________-).
一番重要な人は貴方を忘れると、生きるの意味も失ってなぁ。。。
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 12:08 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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--Feeling?---|---A little sad...--
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Thursday;
Trip down to Daiba to get my package. Nice hotel Uncle Sung Yup was staying in. The trip back and forth to it cost me 620 yen. -__-; Ouch. But still, the view from that monorail-like train was nice. Went along Rainbow Bridge (it`s white... not rainbowy), and saw the FujiTV building. :D Nice big BALL!!!! Sycia was smiling like an idiot when she saw it.
Friday night.
Had the urge to wash the toilet till 2 in the morning, after which, oddly enough, he called when I was about to go to bed. Have been in a much darker mood ever since then.
Saturday:
Wore our yukatas to the fireworks event at Ichikawa (darn far from where we are). Walking around was easy with my clogs (guys` version cos of my big feet), though I can`t say the same for the girls` version Joyce was wearing... It was crowded, but plenty of girls were wearing Yukatas. Wondering why so few guys wore traditional clothes... We found a nice seat, waited for 3 hours till the thing actually started. Goodness, so many people. A row of toilets were stationed at 200 meter intervals, but the queues for them were monsterous. Chrono, this is when being a cactus comes useful. ;D We almost didn`t make it back to the dorm in time (curfew...). It was ridiculous, 2 people running about in Yukatas, clanking about with clogs at night. lol. Bayu-san (I swear I have never been happier to see that nut) was in the lobby, got him to open the window for us, and climbed through panting like cazy. Was about 10:50pm then.
Looking forward to the trip to Kamakura, when I can go get a katana! Weeee! Gonna cost me though, but I`m game! *Swings hammer about*
Do people get somach upsets when they eat raw meat (excluding fish)? Apparently yes. So this is how humans have devolved? o___O I know I can take raw meat (BEEEEEF!!!!!!) without any bad efects, but others are just too paranoid about getting diseases, or find it disgusting. What? This is food here! Train up those weak stomachs! Cavemen were feeding off raw stuff before they learnt to cook. Duh.
Joyce`s dad and brother are coming over. Lina-san is going back to Singapore. I envy both of them. Though I know very well the situation at home, and the circumstances, but I suppose it`s natural to want a familiar face (family, good pals) near me now. Stupid Sycia. Stop thinking about it. *Grabs hammer* I told you to stop thinking about it!!!! *WHACK!!!!* .... .... .... Hammers don`t work on stubborn blockheads.
Okay, to those people who want to email me anytime soon, just send me a mail so I can add your address to my safe list. Going to have to switch my inbox to the highest level of security while I`m in Hokkaidou or my mail account is just going to die out with the amount of junk that`ll be accumulated.
Going down to visit Tokyo Tower later...
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 12:20 p.m. (GMT +9) ~ ~ ~
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(integrated MPD), tormented in the soul & schizophrenic in the heart. Languages understood: English, Japanese, Chinese, Hokkien, Teochew & Malay.
