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Yeah..? You got a problem with that, H U H ? ? ?
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+ + March 10th, 2003 (Monday) + +
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--Mood?---|---Amused~--
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Okie~ I really like teacher-friend characters. :)
先ロッブに話した；あたしの問題「あんた、友達の為死ぬ事がやるか？やりたいか？」を聞いた。実はあたし、そんな事ね、自分の反応をわからない。サッセンとクローノとジョイスとあたしの友達が。。。あいつらの為、あたしは自分の命を捨てたくないと思う。多分、あたしは本当の友がないでしょう。偽善者だね、あたしは。くそぎぜんしゃ。友の真の気持ちがわかる、でもあたしはその友に完全な信がない。どうして？わからない、本当にわからない。ロブは「お前は痛みたくない。だから心を開けるのを・#124;じるよ。」と言った。
Rob's right... my mind & heart don't agree with one another. I had thought my heart the greater of the two, but oh well. Seems like my mind just shut it up good and pretended to act like a heart. For someone who thought she didn't use her head a lot, this comes as a shocking revelation. I always knew there was internal conflict in myself, but never did I expect it that big a disagreement. *Snickers* Is my heart gonna get a break anytime soon you ask? I think not... cos even after that little talk with Rob, I feel nothing different. I'm even thinking it amusing. What an odd person I am.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 02:50 a.m. ~ ~ ~
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+ + March 9th, 2003 (Sunday) + +
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--Mood?---|---Nothing much...--
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Hmmm. Sassin didn't attend today's session cos she was feeling down. So Chrono & I went for the 2nd champaign. Geee I didn't know one can cook such good food that anyone less than a God would just explode on eating it... That was pretty much the focus of the session today; various uses for a far-too-good stew. A drop to KO anyone, a vial to make their heads explode. o_O
ワー！ナルトがいいアニメだ！なるほどね。そういうのでたくさん人はサスケが好きだようね。あたしの最も好きなキャラクターはカカシ。このアニメが必ず買う！ありがとう；貸すのを。(Naruto is nice. Very nice. I can see why so many people like Sasuke; though I like Kakashi best. Definitely on my to-get list.Thanks for lending it to me.)
Sassin: oO
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 03:06 a.m. ~ ~ ~
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+ + March 7th, 2003 (Friday) + +
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--Mood?---|---Bloated with chocolate ice-cream!--
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いい日だよう；人が少ないカフェで座って、チョコレトアイスをゆっくり食べる。。。美味しい！(What a nice day. Lounging around at a lazy cafe with few people (well, for the most part of the evening), feeding off thick rich chocolate ice-cream. ^_^; Yummaaay.) Drew some crap and discussed some random stuff lol. One of these days I just want to stay by the beach all through till morning, looking out to the endless stretches of water.
Thanks for the Naruto discs. I'll try to return em to you tomorrow. No promises on it though... I'm not feeling that awake at the moment.
やった！やった！明日ヅンジオン・アンド・ドラーゴンを遊べる！ねサッセンちゃん；準備がしたかい？楽しみ！！！(Woohooo! Finally able to play D&D again tomorrow. Sassin-chan: Done them preparations?)
:D Thank you for your support~ ^^
General view on either genders:
Women = Materialistic as hell.
Men = Perverts
Not that either is untrue, or that there are no exceptions to the rule. A lot of females are driven by the jiggling music of money; mates that can provide them with this all-important substance are seen as attractive prizes to females. As with the prime mates with the troop's lead male defending their territory in which the whole troop can live with fruiting trees water-holes etc, females seek security. Money is a form of it in society, and hence males who can't provide for their mates would seem far less attractive, like wandering prime mate males that don't have their own territory can't expect to get many females. All this, driven by instinct...
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 11:20 p.m. ~ ~ ~
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+ + March 7th, 2003 (Friday) + +
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--Mood?---|---Still annoyed. But scoffing at the same time.--
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Forgot to mention that I saw a huge hawk being mobbed by crows & mynahs. First time I've ever seen a combined effort by those 2 species.
Dad came in yesterday saying, "I'm glad you proved me wrong." Reference to the time he always said drawing can't 'get you money', & "you'll never speak like a Japanese." Oh wow. When I think about it. He was always _so_ supportive.
Well well people. Just to ask; how would you feel if, everytime you did something nice and innovative (let's just say, some new CSS styles or originalweb-design style) as a try out, and got really nice results. And right after you put it up, you discover people just follow suit. Nice isn't it? So fuck'in nice. Nothing on the internet is sacred yeah, but people should have a little bit more dignity. Don't you think so girl?
Which of the Samurai Deeper Kyo Cast Are You?
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Took it again cos I was half-awake when I took it last night. 'cept now I'm just peeved as hell.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 02:23 p.m. ~ ~ ~
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+ + March 7th, 2003 (Friday) + +
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--Mood?---|---Irritated. Highly irritated.--
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んーだと？！「あたしは今まで何も似せる事をしなかった」と言っただろう？！ふさけんじゃねえ！今まで手前ｴはな、ずっと俺の後ろので、幽霊見たい影の姿に、俺の大部分な動作を似せたぜ。腹立たしい。随分に創作的じゃねｴ。手前ｴもし今の事を読んでわかったら；Ｆｕｃｋ oｆｆ。その伝言がまったく簡単だぞう？なー？
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 05:14 a.m. ~ ~ ~
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+ + March 7th, 2003 (Friday) + +
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--Mood?---|---x_X Tired.--
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HAHAHAAAAA~! I'm finally done with that Samurai Deeper Kyo quiz I so longed to do for so much longer! The graphics were killah. *faints*
Which of the Samurai Deeper Kyo Cast Are You?
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 03:58 a.m. ~ ~ ~
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+ + March 6th, 2003 (Thursday) + +
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--Mood?---|---All normal again~ (I think)--
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ヨーシ。また元気に成りそうだね。*多分*昨夜の寝たがとても身体と頭にいいよ。(Alright, I think I'm all back to my usual self once more. What miracles a good nights' sleep can do!)
From T-Rex~
Hatsuharu: You're cool, collected and very understanding.Your temper is hard to set off, but once you blow your top there's no stopping you.
Right smack on the dot about the temper part. *Goes mOoooOooo....*
Just a random thought: Jellyfish are simple organisms in peoples' eyes. They don't have brains, nerves, eyes, or even hearts. Yet they've survived the ravages of time, evolution, humans, the ice age, and even the stuff that wiped out the dinosaurs. They come from even before sharks (just that more focus has been placed on sharks since they are the top predator in the oceans). What if jellyfish were actually some form aliens took on just to monitor the 'progress' of Earth & its inhabitants? Maybe they don't even need brains because they share physic links with each other on another plane incomprehensible to humans altogether.
Don't ask. The thought just popped up when I was watching TV. It makes good material to start up another 'Attack of the Killer [insert animal name here]' though. Not.
Wonder what time I'll be meeting Sassin...
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 01:15 p.m. ~ ~ ~
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+ + March 6th, 2003 (Thursday) + +
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--Mood?---|---Blahed as hell...--
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Firstly, my apologies to you. -_-; I was being a little weird, down & out even; e.g taking offense to small trivial stuff like a frick'in normal, _NORMAL_,girl. After thinking it over a wee-bit, I guess I'm a little overcome by the whole Japan thing after getting the flight details this morning, and actually going down to Embassy. Or maybe it's that light-headed aloftness and diarrhea that got to me.
Anyway, I woke up at about 9:30am with a bad headache (much worse than the day before) cos of the noise my 2 alarm clocks were kicking up. Took a 10 minute rest to chase the pain away before I was off to meet with Joyce. Oddly enough I had this sensation of extreme light-headedness all day, so trying to maintain conversation was extremely difficult. Also was plagued by a constant diarrhea that kinda left me dehydrated.
五時位帰った。お婆様がいったよ。また会うのが良かった！(Came back at about 5pm. Grandma was here. It was good to see her again.) :) Still feeling light-headed, but much less (although I think it's got more to do with the fact it's night now).
I'm being copied yet again. How nice. Just when I was getting into a better mood too.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 01:45 a.m. ~ ~ ~
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+ + March 5th, 2003 (Wednesday) + +
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--Mood?---|---><;--
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Yipes. I'm supposed to be going to bed at this time...
Once again, my theory about how sleep cures almost all aliments goes unchallenged (or at least in my case...). Slept past almost everything except dinner with a throbbing head, but just woke up like nothing ever happened. ^^ Oh well, almost; had a bit of a nosebleed that woke me up.
It was a pity though,I had requested Mom to cook her reowned butter prawns earlier and couldn't eat much (no apetite). But Mom was still a darling. :) She kept coming in and checking on me.好きだ！
メール先チェクした；あたしは四月の一日朝八時に、日本へ行く。良かった；もし四日大変なの。(Just checked my mail too; weeee~ I leave for Japan on the 1st of April (April Fool's Day???) at 8:00am. Thank goodness it's the 1st, not the 4th.)
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 04:16 a.m. ~ ~ ~
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+ + March 4th, 2003 (Tuesday) + +
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--Mood?---|---Annoyed...--
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アーもう。くそ頭痛のくせに。今日一日中眠って休んだ。ちょっとねつがもある。でも今平気！頭がまだ少し痛いが、大丈夫。
That annoying brother of mine. Too lazy to get on his feet and do something without anyone telling him to (oh well, except for playing games and what not). That lazy ass. A club? Or a spiked bat. Hmm.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 09:16 p.m. ~ ~ ~
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+ + March 4th, 2003 (Tuesday) + +
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--Mood?---|---... twitching--
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Hey you. Remember that little debate over that Terminator 2 subject, where you said that the boy's foster father had his head cut off by T-1000 in the boy's foster mother's form, and _I_ said no, he was killed when T-1000 shoved his (or rather, her) arm-as-a-blade right into his mouth while he drank milk from a carton? Well, I was right. Here, and here. See for yourself. And you were insisting yourself right for a long time...
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 03:32 a.m. ~ ~ ~
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+ + March 4th, 2003 (Tuesday) + +
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--Mood?---|---Surprised~--
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変な夢だったのね。マイコルジャクソンがあったがもう他のものを全部覚えない。彼にはっきり話したと思う。(What a weird dream. Remembered nothing much of it except Michael Jackson was in it. o_O And I was talking to him on the same level.)
水曜日ジョイスと日本のエンバシーへ学生ビーサを作りに行く。(Going with Joyce to the Japanese Embassy on Wednesday to go make our Student VISAs.)
Sycia, your unconscious mind is driven most by Peace
You are driven by a higher purpose than most people. You have a deeply-rooted desire to facilitate peacefulness in the world. Whether through subtle interactions with love ones, or through getting involved in social causes, it is important to you to influence the world.
You are driven by a desire to encourage others to think about the positive side of things instead of focusing on the negative. The reason your unconscious is consumed by this might stem from an innate fear of war and turmoil. Thus, to avoid that uncomfortable place for you, your unconscious seeks out the peace in your environment.
Usually, the thing that underlies this unconscious drive is a deep respect for humankind. You care about the future of the world, even beyond your own involvement in it. As a result, your personal integrity acts as a surrogate for your deeper drive toward peace and guides you in daily life towards decisions that are respectful toward yourself and others.
Though your unconscious mind is driven most strongly by Peace, there is much more to who you are at your core.
Take the Inkblot test here.
Now, I have to say this test is accurate for the most part, except for that part about having respect for humans. They should have changed it to "animals".
We don't need a psychic to tell us that you're giving off a Gold vibe. You couldn't ask for a better color ｡ｪ a glistening gold aura is as good as it gets. A lively blend of yellow and orange, gold people are happy, playful, energetic, sensitive, and generous. Always up for adventure, you'd give a friend in need the shirt off your back. You're spiritual, too ｡ｪ all those halos in old paintings aren't colored gold by coincidence. Almost childlike in the carefree, joyful way you live your life, you're popular and outgoing with your large circle of friends. Chances are you're so full of light and energy that you sometimes find it hard to sit still and chill out. Instead, you're constantly looking for excitement, no matter how risky or impulsive the occasion. Happy-go-lucky and always laughing, you truly are as good as gold.
What Color is your Aura?
^^ Surprising, I guess that's me most of the time (except for the shirt-for-a-friend part...), don't be fooled though... what goes on the inside can be vastly different from what is expressed on the outside.
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 01:46 a.m. ~ ~ ~
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+ + March 2nd, 2003 (Sunday) + +
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--Mood?---|---Lively & energetic!--
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今朝家族と一緒にプーラン・ラメンを食べに行った。ンー久しぶり！美味しかったよ。それでクローノ君に会った。ね、先のチョコレート・アイスが随分甘いだろう？(This morning, went with muh family to have some prawn ramen. Phew it's been a while since I've had that. And it was gooood. Then met up with Chrono. Though... that chocolate ice-cream earlier on was just soooo goood... :D~
ねサッセンちゃん！今週スブヱーへ行きたいか？そこのサンドーヰチをまた食べたい。それより、クローノが「来週俺は試験があって、勉強しなければいかんだ」と言った。残念ね。。。金曜日までゲームを遊べない。。。(Hey girl, wanna go down to Subway next week? Want the sandwiches again. :q~ Oh, and Chrono said he'll be having exams next week, so he'll have to study... So until Saturday, we can't play. ^^;) Oh yeah, and I will be only able to play on one weekend-day... need to spend more time with my family now...
And I still haven't found a long coat or trenchcoat *beep beep beeeeeeeep*
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 11:49 p.m. ~ ~ ~
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+ + March 2nd, 2003 (Sunday) + +
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--Mood?---|---Amused~--
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This site's funny. ^^ Check it out. I especially like it's 'Did you know?' section. Just a few examples I found amusing:
(1) Did you know?...Males, on average, think about sex every 7 seconds. Females, on the other hand think about sex every....mmmm... where was I? <--- *Falls off the chair laughing*
(2) Did you know?...A man's beard grows fastest when he anticipates sex. <--- Now that says something about the stuff going through their heads...
(3) Did you know?... On average,100 people choke to death on ball-point pens every year. <--- Guess they're the stupid ones.
(4) Did you know?...Astronauts are not allowed to eat beans before they go into space because passing wind in a spacesuit damages them. <--- ^O^
(5) Did you know?...Grapes explode when you put them in the microwave. Go on, try it then <--- Hey Chrono, maybe this is how you beat up them stormtroopers with the grapes. lol
(6) Did you know?...23% of all photocopier faults worldwide are caused by people sitting on them and photocopying their butts. <--- o___O Stupid people.
(7) Did you know?...If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days, you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. If you fart consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. <--- o___O;;;;;;
Indeed fact is stranger than fiction....
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 02:00 a.m. ~ ~ ~
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--Mood?---|---Somewhat sad...--
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あたしの第一ポーストね。レイアヲートがどう？皆絵が好きな事をわかる、でもしかったないよ;あたしは日本での時、ここに絵を使い方の方法がないよ。(My first real post in here. How's the layout people? I know ya'll prefer graphics and all, but hey I won't have much of a choice when I'm over in Japan.)
Today was fine. We got chased outta our regular place for the first time. Can't say we didn't see it coming though.^^; I crave for meat now. RED meat.
Feeling the pinch of the trip now. Dad keeps on holding onto me like he doesn't ever want to let go, while I'm not that willing to part with Mom...
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~ ~ ~ Sycia soared the skies at 12:00 a.m. ~ ~ ~
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