Saturday, September 14, 2002

So there hasn't been much blogging the past few days due to massive hw.

OK, so the hw wasn't so massive. It was mainly my procrastination. I'd get home at around 2, and go online. I'd spend around 4-5 hours until dinnertime watching the show that I luvvv [::hugs show::] and then I'd eat for like an hour. After that, I'd go back online and check ALL the forums/message boards that I check everyday, which takes...1-2 hours. Yeah. And there's more. You'd think that would be all the procrastination I do, but it's not. Then I just chat for a few hours. If not more. And by then it's around 12 a.m. and I've done nothing. Then I start to panic until I can't panic anymore. Then I go to sleep. It's usually only after I wake up that I realize I had done nothing the day before.

So multiply that kind of day by around 5 and that's why I had massive hw. I put everyything off. I'm just smart like that.

I want to make a new layout this weekend, but since I have that four hour class of fun today, I don't think I'll have enough time. Mayyybe.

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Tuesday, September 10, 2002

Quiz stolen from Victoria. Hee hee.

What prep label are you?

Nummy. I do like American Eagle. I have I think in AE fastcash or something. That plus Express fastcash. What's with this fastcash thing? It's a complete trap considering they make you want to go back to buy things since you have a few dollars off. But then you'll probably end up spending a whole lot more than you expected. Oooh. But I dooo want more clothes.

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Monday, September 9, 2002

Today was full of stuff. School was shitty, but it's always shitty, so I've come to expect it to be shitty. However, after school, I went Jamba Juice-ing with Victoriia. I know it's fattening. Screw you too [just kidding]. After that, we went back to my house to poke my cat. It's all fun and games until she bites you. Aww.

After that, I took a really nice nap after which I woke up being very bitchy. However, I managed to turn that frown upside-down and dawdle for 2 hours and practice a little bit of piano. But hey, when I was driving to piano lessons, the most amusing thing happened -- my hubcap fell off. Most would think me as weird... but it was FUNNY. Hee hee. I'm giggly just thinking about it now.

Lessons went moderately well. My piano teacher made me feel looved and talented. When in reality my piano skills are like my non-existent math skills.

I feel sleepy. I might as well turn in for the night -- oh wait, I can't. Since, you know, I haven't started homework yet. I guess I'll start now...

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Sunday, September 8, 2002

Yesterday was a decent day. I had tennis lessons in the morning, where I basically worsened my sock tan. After tennis I had lunch. I was hoping to trick myself with eating "healthy" foods [Jamba Juice... it was so fattening and delicious] but I ended up eating instant ramen later on in the afternoon. That was stupid of me. After lunch [and afternoon noodle-snack], I had my SAT II classes for 4 hours. 2 of those hours were taught by a gurl that was only ONE year older than me. That made me feel dumb.

After the four hours of mind-numbing death, I had dinner with Traciee. I like how I just had to insert that link. That was random. We went to Fresh Choice. I ate little salad and mostly carbohydrates.

I don't think I'll be applying for any of the hard private schools. I mean, my chances at Stanford are basically zilch. I'm not going to apply to Ivy Leagues or CalTech [CalTech = death] or MIT or anything like that. Juust UCs and maybe CalPoly and SCU. I'd rather stay in California. Yeah, expensive/"prestigious" private schools are for losers. Real winners choose UCs! Juust kidding.

I need to start on calc hw. Since I was lazy yesterday and since I had 3 hours of freedom before my 4 hour SAT class... I got nothing done. I didn't even finish burning a CD. The burn process "failed" which made me sad. Today is the day to be productive.

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Friday, September 6, 2002

Today was full of fatty foods. I say this because after school I ate my lunch -- which was an Ultimate Cheeseburger meal from Jack in the Box. God, I feel veryy fat now. I beat everybody in calorie-intake today. Unless you ate an ultimate cheeseburger as well. But otherwise, I win.

Today was also the day where I discussed my future w/ the school's college counselor. I luvvv her now. She gives me HOPE for my future. So right now my weighted GPA is a 4.04 or something crappy like that [it would have been a 4.1 but I got a random B in APUSH... DEATH]. But, I've steadily improoved over my high school years... that plus I'm supposedly challenging myself through senior year. Fun-ness.

So, basically UCLA and UCBerkeley are reaches. I already expected thaat. She said that UCSD was a probable, and UCI, UCSB, UCSC, UCDavis, UCRiverside... they're all pretty much fo sho. Hopefully. Santa Clara is pretty positive, and CalPoly too. Luvly. I have a FUTURE!

Yeah. I also learned you don't have to major in science-y things to become pre-med. If I don't have to, I won't. I'd rather do something else, like English. But my mom being the mom she is, doesn't believe this and just HAS to call up my uncle to see if that's true. She's terrified of me majoring in English since she doesn't think there are jobs for English majors. Go figure.

I still feel fat. To get rid of this fatty feeling, I'll go take a nap. While I'm sleeping, I'll feel thin. Unfortunately, when I wake up I'll still be 250 lbs. OK, so I'm not really 250 lbs.... But I'll feel like it.

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Thursday, September 5, 2002

I made a night-run to Safeway just a few minutes ago to get more coffee. Yummmmy... I can't wait until tomorrow morning so I can drink some. It's Swiss White Chocolate. Sounds too sugary to be real strong coffee.

And during the shopping trip to Safeway, I wore my mom's UIUC alumni shirt [since it's too big for her]. It's actually a size S but I think it's men's size so it's loose and comfy. Nummy. Did I ever mention the fact that Dennis got me a size L shirt when he went to Berkeley? Dennis sucks. Next time he buys me a t-shirt from Berkeley if he ever does he should give me a size S if it's MEN'S and a size M if it's WOMEN'S. So I can actually wear it instead of shoving it into my closet because it reaches down to my knees and if I wore a belt it could be a dress.

Otherwiise... there's nothing else to blog about. I need to study. But I'm procrastinating.

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Thursday, September 5, 2002

Cynthia STILL can't wait for it to be March 2003.

So, what did I do today? Absolutely nothing. Oh. I watched my t.v. show. It was lovely. I need to cut back on that.

I'm still considering medical school as an option for later on in life. Except I have feaar of being a doctor... esp after my mom told me residency = several years w/ crappy pay and horrible hours. My mom knows since my uncle is a doctor. But hey, if he's a doctor, he might have DOCTOR-y connections or something and hook me up w/ some hospital. Hahahaha... yeahhh right. I'm just kidding myself there. Yes... he is an oncologist. Which is kind of depressing, I guess. My grandfather = neurologist, which is less depressing.

I made an appt with the career center where they will discuss my future, I suppose. Ohhh WELL~! I like how I seem to be HAPPY that I have no future. Wahahahaha. Angst is for losers.

Don't you like the random bolding in this post? I do. Do I make no sense? I blame it on the weird taco salad my mom bought for dinner. It had too much meat in it to be considered a salad. Just like those McDonald's salads which have 1/2 lb of chicken in them.

Cynthia has luv for BK. And it's not Burger King. Or anybody we know. But I dooo luv Burger King's big kids meals. Those are good.

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Wednesday, September 4, 2002

I had a physical today @ Palo Alto Medical Foundation. Where my doctor is. Apparently I have a doctor there. I like how I thought I still saw my pediatrician...

But yeahh. I lost 9 lbs from 2 years ago. That was luvly. But then the doctor asked me HOW I lost the weight -- did I throw up? Not eat for days? Uhh... it was ooonly 9 lbs and that was over the course of TWO YEARS. I think that if I really was anorexic or something I would have lost more than 9 lbs...

But luckily I'm not overweight. I'm just chubbbby. OK, so she didn't say the chubby part. But still.

Today should be March 2003. Apps would be done, and a certain *something* would be on the air again. Awww.

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Tuesday, September 3, 2002

I have a ver6 in mind... except that the main image on it is kind of pixelated. Geh.

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Monday, September 2, 2002

Is it bad that I already have a ver6 layout in mind? It'll look... completely different than what I have now. I dunno. But I've already got a hot coverboy in mind... *yum*.

OK, so I need to get more productive over this long weekend. I guess layout-ing will be for next week then.

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Monday, September 2, 2002

Everybody go and give Tracy's blog a looky. Her new layout is done, and damn. It's gooood.

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Sunday, September 1, 2002

I guess there is an excess of blogging today. But that's all right considering I doubt I'll blog this much in the future.

I've narrowed down the colleges I will apply for, so now I feel like I'm being productive and doing stuff. I'll apply to the majority of the UCs, CalPoly SLO, SCU, Harvey Mudd, and Stanford [like everybody else in California will]. I'll be waiting for my Stanford/Harvey-Mudd rejection letters.

I think I'll try to be a biology major -- hopefully get into medical school or something. I mean, I come from a family of doctors [sort of]... so I dunno. Yeah, I'm indecisive.

Enouuugh blogging. Time to go back and work on other stuff. Like.... EATING! Good lord, I've lost 3 lbs since school started. I'm slowly gaining it back over this long weekend though. DEAATH.

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Sunday, September 1, 2002

Took another online quiz.

Which Fruits Basket Character are you?

Hatori is gooood-looking. Awww. Sort of. He doesn't look that great in thaaat picture.

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Sunday, September 1, 2002

OK, so the new layout is up. No comments on the crappiness of the layout or wtv. I know it's cRaPpy... but I think it's pretty good considering I made the majority of it last night at 2 a.m.

Basically, I thought of a really cute/pretty layout that had Kotori as the covergurl. Unfortunately, that cute/pretty layout didn't work since I couldn't think of the proper HTML that could make the page look the way that I wanted it to look. So instead now it looks like thiiis. Which is kind of plain...

Today was... kind of booring. Dennis went back to Berkeley today, and we ate dim sum for lunch as a farewell-and-good-luck-with-crappy-Berkeley-food for him. It was luvlyy. The food, I mean. But I ate too much like I always do, and ended up feeling quite sick afterwards. After that, we drove him down to the Fremont bart station where he, well, left. I was late to my English group meeting for Catch-22... but otherwise, todayy was full of nothing-ness.

I already don't liiike this layout. I need a layout that I'm satisfied with. I wasn't really going to put this fluffy pink one up but I had put... an hour's work of time in it. Hahahaha. I'm such a loooser.

I archived my main index page again. I really need to find out what my archive.html page's URL is. Since I have no clue and don't know how to access my archives.

OK... after making this layout, I won't change it for a looongazz while since I'm lazy. That's all for nowww...

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